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Kuroshitsuji book of circus ost is mostly gone from the youtube...
#what's next#shiki soundtrack???#this is devastating#a piece of me has been deleted from this world...#thank god a soldier has uploaded it on soundcloud#imagine it not existing anywhere#even as a cd#it's actually a terrifying thought#even on internet things don't live forever#we may not be able to hear our favorite music or see our favorite fanart ever again one day#wow
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you tell me the sun is shining in paradise and I have to watch your lips turn blue
#how are we feeling about this#anguishmacgyveredit#whumpified#macgyver#macgyver 2x04#photomanipulation#fallen angel#lucas till#angus macgyver#fallen mac au#<- doesnt exist anywhere beyond my imagination#but tagging anyway
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just realized i forgot to make a page for sleight on my artfight, so i decided to update his ref while im at it
#for legal reasons clawronto canyada isnt actually mentioned anywhere in laikas comet and might not even be canon#im just having fun with the furth naming schemes.. and i lived in the GTA myself and i can see him being at home in the elgin#it has like a very fancy vibe but in an aged way yknow...??the kind of thing u imagine when u think of old magic tricks on stage heh#i also wanna get around to finalizing the design for his van bc i have some concepts down for a folding down stage. like a barbie camper#theres a forum called the skoolie where ppl post abt school bus modding to make em into travel campers and im using it for reference#i.. love this guys design so much i want more reasons to draw him for fun lol#my art#myart#oc#my oc#myoc#fur#furry#furry art#laikas comet oc#laikas comet#sleight#reference sheet#oc ref sheet#fan character#? sort of?? atp hes more like a guy who happens to exist on furth than a fan character to me. idk
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Ditch get hitched!!
And this is what happens when I'm allowed to spend too long thinking about fancy outfits. . . from left to right we've got James, Bertie, Titch, Derek, Inga and Hugh and also a bonus Margaery because it'd constitute a crime to leave her out!! Based on my fic When Fuz Is Out O' Blossom on AO3
#Walkin' Out#the unrelenting aubergine#ditch sfth#SFTH#myart#Pretty sure some of the anatomy on this is questionable at best#and I have truly phoned it in with the background but hey ho#Points to AJ for sort of being in this twice#I don't think any of these clothes exist anywhere besides in my fevered little imagination#However I think that's more of a comment on the state of menswear atm than my brain
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What does everyone celebrate in Oz? Like as holidays? Do Munchkins have harvest festivals? What holidays did Oscar bring over and how did they change from place to place? How many holidays had something similar in Oz already? How did they mesh together, if they did at all? What do these people celebrate. Do Boq and the Thropp sisters celebrate the same things, or does class differences have an effect on their traditions and what holidays they celebrate? Was there a bit of a cultural shock for Shiz students when holidays came around? Does Fiyero know a bit about a lot of holidays since he’s been kicked out of a lot of schools?
These questions are keeping me up, just a bit
#wicked#boq woodsman#fiyero tigelaar#elphaba thropp#nessarose thropp#I’m less sure on how much Glinda knows#She either knows why more than one would think or she knows only her own holidays#I was thinking about this since I was imagining how they would spend Christmas until I came to the realization that#Christmas might not exist in Oz#And so I started thinking of alternatives until I hit another roadblock#They might very well celebrate different things#And I thought back on the wizard and realized he could have brought some holidays over in Oz#Is any of this stuff answered in the books? I feel like if this would be anywhere it would be the books#worldbuilding
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egolexic, egotisticlexic, egotisticalexic
a gender which is connected to, expressed by, or simply is, the word "Ego" / "Egotistic" / "Egotistical"
taglist: @radiomogai, @smilepilled, @ectotrickster
#i really tried hard to find these lexics? but i couldnt find it anywhere?#i swear this MUST exist already. but#heres my take on it if so#egolexic#egotisticlexic#egotisticalexic#mogai#liom#mogai coining#qai#liom coining#qai coining#Magic is a world of visual imagination.#pemogai
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The thing that gets me is, if nothing changes, if Tim just stays on as showrunner, we will literally never be free of the worry that one of our mains is going to die in a random episode with no real warning in-universe. If the live stream hadn’t happened, we wouldn’t have even thought it was a possibility while the 118 was trying to get the antivirus and escape the lab. It had been nearly eight seasons of ridiculously unrealistic NDEs for all of the main characters, there was no precedent for Bobby’s death. If I hadn’t seen the live stream or anything on social media leading up to the episode, I wouldn’t have imagined a world in which they would kill off Bobby (except as a fake out). I would’ve understood that his oxygen tank was compromised, but would’ve assumed that Athena or Buck or the military or somebody would come up with a solution to the single antivirus problem. Because that is what every previous 9-1-1 episode had assured me would happen. There is no answer that is beyond this team and this family when it comes to keeping each other alive. “There is not a locked room anywhere that the right tools and enough time can’t break open.” It’s engraved into the heart of the show.
But now that there is precedent for a main’s death, we’ll never be able to breathe easy when it comes to the team being in danger, especially in the big emergency episodes or heavily promoted weeks. Because if Bobby can die in arguably one of the most disrespectful and idiotic ways for a main character and lead on a show to die after eight years, then literally nobody is safe. If Tim sticks around, he will always have the ability to “play God” again, and destroy the firefam with another death.
This is nothing new for many shows, including some of my favorites! But after watching this show for five years, and being reassured in and out of universe that they would never kill off a main, and the show keeping that promise, it had become an expectation and a joy of mine that nobody ever dies. I love angst and silliness and found family, and that is what I watch this show for. And call me egotistical, call me parasocial, but I do not appreciate being lied to by a show runner who kills a main character on a whim. That’s not good writing, it’s somebody who lost the plot a long time ago.
#911 critical#911 spoilers#sorry to be maudlin on main but these are just some of the many thoughts I’ve been having when considering whether I’ll be watching s9 live#I’m trying really hard not to be dramatic and rage quit a show that may go on for several more seasons#but it’s difficult to imagine watching this show and being afraid that chimney is going to die in the middle of a fire or#that Athena is going to help the wrong person and be betrayed/killed for her care or Buck’s line is going to snap right after he saves#a civilian by rappelling down a dangerous cliff#watching an episode of my silly little firefighter show is not meant to include me doing the math on whether this is an emergency Tim deems#worthy of a main’s death#I know Bobby’s death was supposed to mean something bc he saved chimney but the message so far has been that it traumatized chim beyond#words and that nobody in the firefam is anywhere near okay#like his death truly got us nothing except survivor’s guilt for chim and grief/trauma for everyone else#so now I’m faced with the dilemma of trying to treat this show like any other if I ever watch it live again or death of the author#and just keeping up w the big swings on social media#because I’m too fixated on the firefam AND buddie as a ship to pretend it doesn’t exist like I did for the 100 for a long time#sorry for the rant#911#9-1-1#911 abc#9-1-1 abc#911 abc critical
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Oh btw for any grumbo shippers(I know I reblog a lot of the pairing because! Because they just have chemistry dang it!!), be it platonic or otherwise, I just came up with a little side plot-point that could work if you tweak around some of the timing between the two.
Imagine the reason why Mumbo is greying is because he’s secretly working at Mined!! To rescue Grian from the liminal hell he resides in!!!
#yes I know the progression of this doesn’t work if you look at it STRICTLY as the episode releases matching what happens#just imagine that all of Mumbo’s stuff is BEFORE Grian gets fired and rehired#also potential for a funny moment where Mumbo would be like#months of work….#for the solution to be GETTING FIRED???#also additional idea could be that in the process Mumbo INSTEAD gets stuck in a liminal pocket dimension that is the town he built#and doesn’t even REALISE Grian is long free#angst 😈😈#oh ya this also explains the eye bags btw#Liminal!Grian#<-look at this tag on my blog to find out more about my lil AU if you’re curious/only just coming across it#grumbo#grumbo angst#grian#mumbo jumbo#hermitcraft mumbo#hermitcraft#hermitcraft grian#waffle duo#oh yeah#also#I think Gem would be the one to initially bring it up to Mumbo like#have you seen grian anywhere??? he hasn’t been fishing like he normally has been ever since he got that mending book…#and then she would blame herself when Mumbo inevitably also just#poofed out of existence into his own parallel/liminal reality plane#angst for gem too 😈😈#Asher’s Ramblings
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forest fire by ajj is SUCH a loveball fresh song to me bro

#NO ENERGY TO GO INTO DETAIL RN I MIGHT LATER IF ANYBODYS INTERESTED BUT!!! ITS A SHORT SONG#^ THIS WAS A LIE HELLO NEW FOLLOWERS FROM GARFIELD IM HERE TO RANT ABT AN EIGHT YEAR OLD PARTIALLY LOST ROLEPLAY VERY FEW PPL EVEN REMEMBER#YEARS IVE BEEN INSANE ABT FRESH- EIGHT AND COUNTIN#LOVEBALL FRESH U ARE SO TRAGIC TO ME FOREVER. thinks abt fresh tryin so so hard not to dwell on pacifrisk even when hes#universes and universes away#sometimes i think abt fresh 2.0 too dude he ties so much of his existence to bein BETTER than fresh. stronger better n in control#but man. he doesnt know bc he was never tested. he hadnt been around for anywhere near as long as fresh how long until he finds his own#version of pacifrisk#knowin if he slips up theres gonna be a fresh 3.0.. and he doesnt care bc he CANT care but fresh was made to be emotionless too#SOOO sooo many thoughts on both their emotionlessness affectin how they both see the world too#freshposting#chat#loveball#like bro imagine for literally all of ur life up to this point the only way u could feel even a shell of what other ppl call happiness is by#doin what u were made for. ur one reason for existin and ur only way for survival which is causin pain and possessing and hurtin people who#ur convinced and know would do the same to u in a heartbeat bc why wouldnt they? thats just how ppl work if theyre smart#and if they dont? if they like u? if they think they can know u or understand u? they think the world can be kind? then theyre stupid#or lyin to try and kill u bc why wouldnt they? theyre all strikes against u when ur every move is bein watched waitin for a tiny slip up so#u can be erased ETC LIKE .. MAN . fesh sands -> 👾🛹#AND ILL ALWAYS BE THE NUMBER 1 PROPONENT THAT HE CAN GET BETTER!!! HE CAN!!! HE CAN HEAL N MAKE FRIENDS N ACTUALLY . LIVE HE JUST DOESNT#*WANT* TO and also with the situation hes currently in makin it a billion times harder#the one loveball line abt him sayin hes not even ‘LUCKY’ enough to be a human or monster and have the lives they do makes me into the joker#INCOHERENT BUT IM SENDIN IT ANYWAYS BRO HIT POST!!!!! fresh u will always be famous and so so so tragic to me#he doesnt believe that he deserves a chance and sees that as objective truth LIKE OUH. in hindsight this could have been a post but
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Ironic that I don’t know if I’ll even be able to get to the new Beetlejuice movie while it’s in theaters, considering I used to watch the original on a constant loop for comfort during some of the craziest years of my life, and I was probably one of the most obnoxious movie canon fans on the whole wide internet back then
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#oops baby#I guess babysitting exists???#but there are currently zero people i would trust my newborn with#and i can’t imagine relaxing anywhere without her in eyesight right now#at least not while she’s so very little#we might try bringing her to an early matinee in a few weeks#and just hope it’s empty or nobody will care if a baby cries briefly
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unrelated to f1 but sometimes I'm doing random things and I realize how I'm loving life much more now that I'm single. like how much whimsy and magic life can have when there's no man by your sight. or at your side. or in your house. or anywhere near your vicinity (and honestly that's such a relief to me).
#i have come to terms for a while now that i fall in love harder when the love is purely platonic#and its even better if the person doesn't even know and we just. talk sometimes. and i dont actually have to share my life with another.#i guess that after years of failed dating experiences i just realized that i dont like dating at all.#i flourish by myself and wither with others (romantically)#because like i love my friends very much they light up my life everyday#but the thought of being with anyone romantically right now gives me chills. i hate it and its agonizing to imagine.#i never felt lonely when im alone#in fact being alone (romantically) makes me feel whole like i never was when i was dating#and now all the love i have in me goes to my cats and my friends and my craft and my hobbies and i finally feel like im truly living#no love to my work though because i dont love my work lol it just pays the bills#anyway. i love being by myself and i dont want any man anywhere near me for the next 10 years i think.#maybe i can only truly love men platonically when they mainly exist in the realms of my mind and dont actually talk to me#because every man i ended up dating i just barely tolerated them after some time#and idk about women because i never dated one and i never felt attracted enough to one to like. iniciate something#romantic love is very fun in fanfiction and other media. for me not so much in real life#its more like....a pain in the ass#anyway
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Tbh I’m convinced a lot of people would not be satisfied no matter where they live. Cities are trash, suburbs are trash, rural areas are trash. Every region and climate and state and country is trash to some people. Like what is it that people actually want in a home or community bc I hear from so many people who cannot see the good in Anywhere no matter how much privilege and resources and beauty they have in their life. To the point where they’re mad at other people finding anything to appreciate despite their own challenges. I understand there is a lot to be afraid of and complain about rn but running away will not make you feel better if you will continue to shit all over whatever life you build somewhere else
#like genuinely what do people actually wish for. does the perfect utopia in ur mind exist#would you even be happy with your own personal perfect society or would you still only find things to hate#some of us are happy just to have access to anything. having a community at all feels like utopia#acknowledge the beauty in your world or be mad forever#also maybe the problem isn’t the type of area u live in maybe the problem is systemic injustice#although a lot of these ppl are more so complaining abt ‘nothing to do’ in the most culturally vibrant imaginable locations#like can we stop acting like it’s politically incorrect to enjoy one’s surroundings or to appreciate Anything in life…#it’s all a very *ueer perspective too like if someone’s personal likes and dislikes don’t match yours they’re a bad person#personally I don’t even rly want to leave my state (other than for seasonal depression reasons)#but I’ve been shamed for not wanting to leave the country and even the PLANET (genuinely)… like come on man let us Try to tolerate life#and maybe im also just speaking as someone who has never had the privilege of settling down anywhere long term#so i can understand not wanting to be in the same place forever. but i would like to have a home and I would like to actually enjoy my home#again human differences in experience are normal and good. not everywhere and everyone is exactly the same and that’s good#anyway sry. had to do a task that requires focus in a loud environment n then saw a post shitting on someone for finding a home they liked#so I’m feeling extra bitchy atm#mine#txt#vent post
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I swear to god there's a picture of the layout of seasoning city somewhere and I need it so badly right this second
#i will give whoever has it 1 (ONE!!!) real life dollar. just one.#you will not actually be getting that dollar#theres no way i imagined it but i cant find it anywhere#im going to have to resort to trying to figure out the map shown during the big cleanup arc with all the gang leaders on it#ok im looking at it rn and theres no way i can do that#if that picture doesnt actually exist im just gonna have go wing it#and it wasnt like the whole of seasoning city i think it was just like mobs house to salt middle and the surrounding area
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𝗚𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝗻 𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗻𝘆 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗻𝗲𝗰𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗰𝘆. For him, the feeling of the latter—striking, palpable, entirely all-body—is addictive. It feels the most potent, singing through his body in a manner that thrills, and after calling down lightning in a flash of blue, its the fragrance of a storm that he's proud to wear. It makes his nerves feel alive. His every muscle feels wired. In a way, life's at its brightest when he plays with lightning, and mad in his eyes and wild in his hair, there's no element that comes close to besting it.
That said, however, it is necromancy that he's grown most adept in. Unfortunately, his relationship with it isn't half as kind as it is with lightning. Rotting from the inside, skin cracking nastily, Gale had grown desperate to control the orb. Because he's dying, he thought it best to study dying, poring himself endlessly in necromantic textbooks and experimenting (unsuccessfully) on his blight-gotten wounds. To note, necromancy itself isn't inherently evil. For example, it doesn't mean you support the raising of the dead. Rather, it's a study that's neutral just as any other, and as a study on forces from both death to life, Gale, with urgency, obsessively learned. With his year in solitude, it is feverishly that he took to necromancy. Somatically and verbally, his aptitude for the field is practically bar-none, and after Elminster helped tame the orb, the breadth of his studies comes to fruition. It isn't his favorite field, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't thoroughly enjoy it. It works well, anyway, considering his leaning for lightning; with necromancy chilling him, those violent bolts warm.
#HEADCANON.#I make it official. My Gale? Lightning and necromancy coded.#He smells like lightning and petrichor and wine and oud and parchment and#his blood tastes poisonous and rotting but BOGGED with the addictive tang of power#Gale taking to necromancy to try and undo what the orb was doing to him just makes sense to me#not that it ever got him anywhere but yknow.. a year all alone and wasting#makes you very very desperate.#this ties into my one headcanon where Gale was literally falling apart before he found out the only way to#calm the orb was to absorb magic. So imagine him studying necromancy desperately#as his nails took to rotting off or he started coughing up black blood#Lightning is what Gale loves. but his obsession toward necromancy was born out of necessity.#i just post mkre headcanons (mario vc) yahoo.#I know Gale is talented in magic but i have fun thinking all branches of magic are different#like art.#just cuz ur good at pencil art for example doesnt mean youre good at oil painting.#gale's the jerk that's good at every form of art in existence.
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ohh so itz one of Those days for me today huh.
#days where i ponder What if my friends and also literally everyone ever all Hated me due to the Valid reasons for hating me.#and then i spend so much time contemplating 1) what i would do if Everyone hated me and how i would explain myself in various situations an#places. what i would say how people would react what i would do in response etc. and then also 2) i contemplate and recontemplate my belief#over and over even tho i Know by now how i feel. because What if my opinion changes and i realize i was wrong before. and i finally arrive#at the perfect answer that feels Right and Good and True and which i could adequately explain to anyone and convince anyone of itz Rightnes#and Correctness. like thats not gonna happen thats not an answer that Exists can i chill out and focus on my classwork pleas.#i mean actually i have gotten some shit done. but i have More to do still. and i should work on more things instead of Contemplating and#Feeling bad over and over in ways i knooowwww will not lead me anywhere new. but what if they do!! what if i stop thinking about things and#then one day i would have had some realization if only id thought more but i didnt!#like come on. theres more productive things i can be doing with my time than going back and forth about this. pleaseee. this will not lead#to anything new can i Please do something useful and not bad-feeling with my time instead#but also i should not avoid uncomfortable thoughts just because they feel bad.. itz Important to be uncomfortable sometimes in order to gro#hhhhhhhhhhhh. this has been my brain all day whenever im not sufficiently distracting myself with conversation or school work.#imagining and running through scenarios of what would happen if various strangers and friends found out and disliked me for some things#is Not a good or productive use of my time rn. i need to focus on not failing any classes Please
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Me, attending the latest in a ridiculous number of funerals this year in the place of a childhood friend who couldn't be there, watching the lifeless body of an old lady who used to make me snacks in the kitchen when I was a kid be carted away forever while my friend's mother cries and tells me she's grateful I could be there because it felt like having the support of her own daughter, hugging her and talking reassuringly and not processing a single one of these emotions: ... I am going to write soooo much fanfiction about this
#''this'' being collective grief. because tbvh it's the main reason I haven't written very much this year (but will slowly start to)#I write to remind myself I am lucky. I keep telling myself this but even now when I feel awful I am so lucky#I am lucky that none of these funerals have involved very close family members or friends of mine#and I am lucky to be living in conditions with the space to write and space to grieve#and space to come together to mourn with dignity while people not that far away from me are not receiving the same privilege rn#I am lucky my dad was with me today and I spent the evening chatting with him on the terrace I am lucky he is alive I am lucky I am lucky#(apologies if this sounds like a robot malfunctioning lmao writing is just how I process things)#(and apparently I just don't seem to feel like I have the right to feel bad about any of this anywhere except my st@r trek blog hehe)#anyway. To stay on theme I shall say something about Trills :D#I imagine loss and grief must register very differently to them. very Non Linearly in the literal sense but also a highly abstract one#even I feel this massive sense of time warp between all these funerals; and this chest-crushing distance between me and my friends#how do Trills even exist#how do they wake up every day remembering all those friends and children and parents who loved them and they loved and are gone now#and still function#how does Ezri feel walking around with memories of parents that aren't hers (but were soooo much better than hers) taking care of her#does she feel comforted by them? does it feel like the people in those memories were always comforting HER specifically?#does it even matter who it belonged to originally if a memory is HERS now?#does Ezri mourn for any parents of past hosts more than she knows she will mourn for her own mother one day?#does having all this lived experience bring her reassuring amounts of perspective for a 20-something or just overwhelm her all the more?#idk; but I hope she learns to take comfort in her past hosts' memories of family eventually...#(...again. I am going to write sooooo much fan fiction about this lmao)#cw death
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