#im writing this inbetween classes

[vampireofsorrow]

uhh!!! i dont know much about your ultrakill ocs at all!!! um so

for v0:

- what is v0s pronouns?

- does v0 have a role in the larger story of ultrakill? like v0 in a bossfight or in a secret level or somethin

- how did you choose v0s colours and design?

for v13:

- what are v13s pronouns ?

- does v13 use any weapons / if so what are they?

- did anything specific inspire v13?

- does v13 speak / if so how or in what way does v13 speak?

^ and of course feel free to skip any questions, add extra info

V0

hrmm lets see

-v0's pronouns are she/it ! i honestly usually stick with she/her though tbh

-not really ? v1 would beat her into a bloody pulp and she Knows that [v1 is newer, smaller, faster, v0 is clunker and has slower reflexes] she kinda watches from behind the scenes and works with v2 a bit. eventually she steals v2's other arm when it dies. Sad !

ive also got another idea for a storyline in which V0 gets stuck in mirage's "universe" [where mirage is after her narrative] and she just kinda gets Stuck there since v0 isnt a player character & isnt supposed to be there and therefore cannot leave

-UHH she was based a lot off of the v1 concept art ! i figured since shes a previous model of v1 it'd be cool to incorporate some of the concept art. im pretty sure her feedbacker design is completely based off of the concept art, as is the triangle lights on her chest. other than that i just used ideas i had or based her off of v1 and v2

as for the colours, i thought jt would be cool if she was based off of the spawner arm in the sandbox so i made her white ! and the blue is just because it went well with my off-white colour AND my favorite colour is blue.

- i would like to add that v0 CAN talk ! i cant decide whether she was designed to talk or she scrapped a voicebox from another machine but she definitely CAN talk..... currently i think her voiceclaim is glados. she also Talks With Every Word Capitalized like queen from deltarune

-AND ALSO not related to your questions but along with v0 stealing v2's other arm, i also have the idea of her instead stealing arms from a different machine. like a swordsmachine or something. maybe tundra so it'll fit her colour palette

V13

-v13 uses primarily it/its ! its not against he/she though

-yes ! the typical arsenal as v1, but it prefers the green revolver, sharpshooter, and sawblade launcher !

-kinda yea ? i wanted it to look like a buge and it was also inspired by a lot of 2000s clear technology ! in particular the blue handheld dreamcast devices and the imac g3s

-i havent decided but i dont think it can.... it probably scrapped a voicebox from a swordsmachine so it can beep and things but i DONT think it can form words

[panspy]

hmmmmmm.................vent post under tags...... feel free to give advice or dont¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[lnane]

do you remember being in school? How tired you would get, doing the same thing all the time week by week, not getting enough sleep and having to work constantly? How hard it was to focus on anything productive when youre that tired all the time? Do you remember, desperately trying to pay attention to whats being said in class because you need to pass this next test, but failing because you just dont have the energy to enforce your focus like that.

Now, imagine still feeling like that, but youre the teacher.

[holybibly]

these r my thoughts on ur recent poll

woosan would bicker too much and you would have to gag wooyoung to make him shut up or degrade him to get him to be turned on, san would probs end up sulking cause woo wouod get more attention lol

matz i would consider bc hello who wouldnt tbh? but also hwa... it would never end and id at least like some sleep but he could go at it for hours

sanhwa? too sexual for my liking, if hwa ever gets riled up too much ur done for as he is a ticking time bomb and that would make san cry

why did u not include sanjoong if fhats their ship name? water+water would be so sexual / intense and maybe emotional or at least thered be so much understanding of each other (im alsonwater sign so make that 3x intense threesome ever lol)

yungi i love those two towers but they are too gentle / easy going / soft or vanilla not that thats a bad thing if thats anyones type just it might be quite average like nothing too rough nothing too easy kinda inbetween or normal

minhwa again doesnt kind of match bc like ones going to be so soft the other is going to be like a bull in a china shop aka dangerous

sansang would be interesting and idk if yoesang x jongho would be gd idea bc jongho is so scary tbh, even for me, wouldnt want to do him wrong in bed.

Oh baby, I'm so glad you've expressed your thoughts and I'd love to take a master class in ideas and pairings from you because you're so good at it. I would also love to read some of your work, please don't be shy, I'm always open to exploring new things.

But, baby, I think you're a bit out of touch with astrology if you think that Aries Yunho and Leo Mingi, who are both fire dominants, will be gentle with you or at least have the slightest hint of vanilla.

The same goes for Mingi and Seonghwa, who are a perfect match. And as a fire sign, blessed with such a gorgeous fire entourage (not counting my beloved Scorpios, Geminis and Cancers), I can say with confidence that no fire sign will ever let anyone step on them or look in the direction of vanilla.

And again, we're talking about Wooyoung's humiliation, and I'll say it again, this man will bring you to your knees with one look, and it's you, not him, who will be begging and squirming.

As for Hongjoong, please, beautiful, dark and sexy Scorpio, I won't even begin to list all the disgusting and vulgar things he will do to you.

As for San, I think Seonghwa or Woo will balance him out perfectly, and in the first case it will be a damn demonic duet, and in the second case it will be an excellent example of a princess daddy, where Woo will be responsible for passion and aggression, and San for control and dominance.

As for the rest of the pairings, as a writer, I have every right to do what I want with my ffs and write for those members for whom I feel inspired.

[migorify]

i wonder how harold and george are in their universe in general, like how they act in class or at home ...

i mean, they do have proper education there but i still think they still have adhd, but maybe this time its either more disruptive or less, i dont think theres really an inbetween when theyre compared to the original george and harold

i also like to think that they have a some sort of dynamic or "strategy" when making a comic. georges artwork seem to look super tidy and same goes to his coloring to the point it almost looks like it was made digitally ;??!? this gave me a headcanon to where evil george does digital art for his work

perhaps the purple potty people had much more advanced technology that the original universe, knowing how much ppu jerome horwitz is genuinely a good and wealthy school from what we've seen

i like to think that during class whenever they feel bored (which is always), harold takes out a piece of paper and starts writing a script for whatever comic hes writing for, whether its captain blunderpants or witchwolf (ppu dogman)

george also helps him a bit here but hes not too good at it, since hes the artist and originally with normal harold, hes not that good at making/writing stories

now, george does his work at the tree house where he basically scans harolds work into their shared computer and he just draws his art in, using his drawing tablet :-)

a lot of these r like super ooc but thats ok.... i think its kinda awesome..

now that their way of making comics is out of the way, id like to talk a bit about how they act in general

i think in school they'd mess with mr krupp the most, its sure to know that they have close relationship with him.

also, even though it seems that the teacher here are insanely nice to their students to the point it makes you think detention doesn't even exist, i still think harold and george still get sent to mr krupps office after a serious prank, i mean, this is a pretty decent school after all

by 'serious prank' i mean something like ones that doesn't really make the prankee laugh it off or something. in which it probably happens often, knowing harold and george

and at home, their parents r probably mischievous in some way but not as evil as the boys, though they probably think that theyre innocent angels despite causing a lot of trouble in school AND at home

heidi is probably so pissed off at harold, he'd totally annoy the shit out of her

also with the relationship of their parents, im not sure if i should swap them or something.. i have like 3 options

stays the same as the og (harold having 1 mom while georges parents are still married)

harold living with his dad instead of her mom, george stays the same

completely swapped with george only living with his mom and harolds parents happily married

lmk ur thoughts on these :-) ! im having so much fun analyzing on what i think itd be like in the purple potty universe

[sappho-and-shakespeare]

My chaotic grad school academia

Writes only with cheap clear bic/biro or fountain pen, no inbetween (wooden pencils)

Beta reads fanfics and friends’ grad thesis

CD > Vinyl (still collects tho)

Obsessed with music

Grades papers listening to an iPod classic

Phobia of read books, still goes to the book section with wife despite running out of bookshelves a year ago

Wanders the bookstore but only ever gets books from the library (it’s that plastic wrapped cover. They make me feel safe)

Wine in mason jars

Analog watch that always an hour behind

Carries my Stanley everywhere (it’s only filled with ice; Xmas gift) and actually uses it as my only reusable cup

90s Toyota is my entire personality

Leggings and blazers

Crocs and business casual to teach class

Absolutely no impulse control

Too many trips to Target to check out the music section

Hyperfixates on new thing/fictional character/album every 2 months

Absolutely no sleep schedule (IM DOOMED)

Wishes I could be a moody chain smoking alcoholic academic but I just doomscroll and avoid my responsibilities instead (IM STILL JUST AS DOOMED) (we’re all also too lazy/busy to drink)

Drinks too much iced coffee; hates coffee (I’ll like it by the time I graduate at the rate I’m going)

Random spurts of creative inspiration; absolute manic burn out

Gets to be intellectual on main at all times it’s fun

[basslinegrave]

its always nice to come back to a ship after a "break" from it to be able to look back at things and look at everything with fresh eyes and stuff.

thinking about stobotnik (and shipping them romantically, to be specific) and how easy it is to look at them and go yep, theyre together. i guess partially because theres nobody telling me otherwise (or im good at avoiding those peeps online) and its all quite open, but from a new perspective i wouldnt even say its That toxic (if you ignore the fact that theyre literally evil) only thinking of jims words saying its abusive, hes like the only one i care about saying stuff since hes part of this. i have thoughts about that... but besides that - maybe its some weird copium but. to me, at worst it can be one sided, at best its literally anything. couple, "married", weird unlabeled Thing going on, i eat them all up. (i understand a lovey dovey bot is quite ooc, but thats not the only way to show love, and he definitely has his own ways)

my biggest thought lately is how in s2 bot is much nicer to stone, but i dont take it as "oh he changed and grew as a person while exiled and isnt abusive anymore" but rather "this is the norm" and him being awful to stone in s1 was literally just because of sonic. like this little alien thing is a completely new variable in the flow of things and it made him so frustrated, he already has a short fuse, so this is just what happened. also thinking about how hes a bit more collected normally (in s2 its also from the emerald, and some newfound false confidence, But in s1 before they find sonic you can see him going from stern but collected to just a shouting mess ), like this brought out this side of him or amplified it (a side which he absolutely would not hide around stone) it is also fun to think, oh he just bullies him. (but i obviously dont look at that as too bad, i guess in fanon you can play with the idea that stone fucks with it) but with them deleting all of those scenes for s2, for a few reasons ig, it tells a slightly different story to me... does this make sense? the way he talks to stone at the start in s1 and in the good cop bad cop scene is like quite calm to me for robotnik. thats how i imagine he would normally be around stone. smiling at him more often than snarling, showing off etc. the way the manifesto is written too, theres respect given to stone, and i doubt it was written inbetween the movies or last second. like that is something that he made x time ago imo way before s1, so the way he barked at him in the 'pin yourself to the wall' scene, to me thats just plain frustration and lack of emotion control taking over. plus how he completely switches that off once he notices the quill, no he doesnt hate stone, hes not angry at him, hes just angry. and stone was the closest person to take it out on. is that healthy? no, but it makes for the most fun dynamic ive seen in my fav media so i love that.

and the whole thing with him grabbing stone and shoving fingers in his mouth and what not, in all fairness your honor, he is literally innocent. he is neurodivergent and his love language is on the same level as people biting other people they like. its literally just that (reminds me of someone that i strongly believe had a crush on me in hs and they would ask to sit next to me in class and then push me off my chair and write on and tear my notes and it was cute to me. so im projecting that onto stone okay)

[transbro]

Do you want links or a centered bio? Maybe even an indent or two? today ill be showing you how to get your bio to look like this:

To start you'll have to go on your PC and go to your tumblr page, you'll wanna click on the URL with the little globe sign and ends in .com

After this youll be greeted with your tumblr url, head up to the top righthand corner and click on this paint icon

After you click on that, you'll be at your editor page

Everything were gonna be doing is in the Description box at the very top, this is were were gonna put some basic html code.

Links:

To add a hyperlink to your bio you'll need to copy this html:

<a href=""></a>

Inbetween the "" you'll put your url, and inbetween the >< is were you put your text, telling people what theyre about to click on! if you do it right it'll look something like this

<a href="thisisaurl.com">Link to a url!</a>

Make sure to add the end </a> or whatever you write after that link will be apart of your link!

Indents:

to add an indent to your bio you'll need to add this html:

<p></p>

pretty simple! image them as little Paragraphs, anything you put in between will be its own thing, and if you want to make a separation, just add another <p></p>

an example would look like:

<p> hi im really gay. </p><p> and trans! </p>

You can add as many indents as you like! just make sure to put all your text inbetween the p's!

Centering:

To center your text you'll need to follow the steps above.

Put whatever is in your bio between <p></p> then add this to the top of your bio:

<p class="center">

this will turn everything between ur <p></p> into centered text!

Thats all the bio tips i have for now, happy blogging :P

[browngrrrl]

Hi !!

im Vivienne and this is my blog!!

Here’s some more about me:

Randoms

Im 18

Im Indian (Gujurati) but live in the uk

I play guitar and drums

I like true crime

My hobbies include - athletics, reading, writing, and journaling

Music artists i love

The Smiths

Bikini Kill

Sade

Ms. Lauryn Hill

NWA

Eminem

Dr dre

The notorious B.I.G

Tyler the Creator

Eazy E

Ice Cube

50 Cent

Tupac

Nelly

Snoop Dogg

Nate Dogg

Warren G

Usher

TLC

Outkast

TV shows/Movies i love

Bad Education

Ackley Bridge

Skins

Straight outta Compton

Ali G

The inbetweeners

Dead Poets society

The dreamers

The breakfast club

Mean Girls

Enola Holmes

Gangbai Kathiawadi

Mom

3 idiots

Heeramandi

10 things i hate about you

Wild child

Bend it like beckham

Legally Blond

East is East

Brooklyn 99

Baby

Deadly Class

The marvel saga

Dynasty

Can’t think of anything else, feel free to ask anything !!

[thebnha-auhoard]

Ask Game for Wonder in the Stars! (I really love Aliens)

akhdfgbnuidkbacvco HI

uh alright so right 5+ headcanons which are actually less headcanon and more au-canon but its fine itss fine we love to see it i can spell i swear-

ANYWAY- hi its me anterior back from the void of the hoard, to bring yall mah thoughts(tm)

• Momo is Bioluminescent and Glows in the Dark

• Aizawa does Teacher Things to people he does not mean to Teacher

• Toshinori has killed before and Will Kill Again for his 2 feral kids(wonder duo)

• Kats really only hates on Deku for the talking about being a hero and then not trying for it because he’s literally actively watching Deku try for Space so he knows he can but just doesn’t(Side Note Izu Does Not realize he does this)

• And,,, Tensei Iida is the only Iida who knows how to Stop at Fast, Tenya cannot Stop at Fast, that being said he is very good at recovering quickly from running into walls

• other species keep either mistaking Kats for the chill one, or for the poisonous one(which, i mean objectively that is correct, dont eat nitroglycerin kids not only is it an unstable contact explosive but its also Highly Toxic) there is no inbetween or mix of both till they get to know him(most dont)

• to the rest of 1-a, i remember mentioning in a post somewhere i dont know if it got posted or if that bad boys still in drafts but wonder duo are the only humans of class 1-a

• Toshinori is half alien. AFO lies and says this is his fault(it is not).

• both Kats and Izu have freckles, Izu has more prominent freckles but Kats has more subtle ones(and also way more freckles over all)

thats it thats the list im not adding to it, man i had a lot to write um,, i hope yall like it? me and asphodel are gonna do more art for this so watch out for that when it happens! uh yeah thats it thats the end of the post bye!

[kingdoms-and-empires]

...are the uniforms canon? Not like the color-coding between classes but like, the design?

More or less, it's there to give us a general base and help visualize the uniforms!

I was aiming for something fancy schmancy while still being easy to move in, after all, the students take a wide variety of classes but still gotta be presentable.

The artist and I discussed alot and settled on the present art pieces!

Though if you wanna talk shit, which im assuming from the way you worded your question, hop on out of anon so i can waterboard you in pisswater

If you didnt mean to come across as talking shit, next time word your sentences more clearly and realize what you can sound like without verbal cues to help communicate clearly.

Finally, talk shit about my writing if you want. Ill probably take it to heart if it's valid criticism or throw a meme at you and laugh.

Talk shit about my artists and ill fucking shoot first ask questions later. They already have to deal with my dumbass being all over the place

It's easy to talk shit to multi-million/billion companies that dont even give a shit you exist, but dont forget that when you complain to small time writers or artists we see that shit and can get our feelings hurt.

We dont do this full time. Some have families and professional careers or academic careers that they juggle inbetween this hobby.

So we cant fall back on, "Oh at least i have a salary and health insurance to suck this up and continue doing this"

Well, if theres anything good about this, you certainly woke me up from my sleep by pissing me of lolololol

[mondaymelon]

MELONEMOENLONEMLONEMealon = meal on me = need to pee

12 24 42 44 50 FOR THE ASSK GAME‼️😨😋🤭

im just gonna casually ignore whatever you said in that first sentence and !! carry on !!!

silly ask game!!!!

12. what kind of day is it?

right now... honestly. not bad? its a friday which means i dont have to be silly wake up tomorrow and then immediately fall back asleep while my alarms are still blaring teehee <33 i did smth silly today and got extra credit in one of my classes for a "pRoblEm evEN SeNiorS woUlDnT bE AblE to SOlve."

literally just calculating bmr for a certain dude whos blabalbla without a calculator and my teacher said i was the most accurate answer of the day ( little does he know that those mere words have increased my self worth by a whopping two cookies )

24. if we were together on a rooftop, what would be doing?

i mean it dependsss... are we trespassing? is it like those highschools in shojo manga where there's like a open air little romantic space where the leads take a break from the world?? am i hanging over the railings trying to catch a pigeon so i can roast it and are you screaming or dead silent or dying ?? who knows lmao

42. an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

...w-wattpad.... i swear ive drained every fandom dry of its good fanfic the amount of 10 and 11 year olds on the platform writing x readers is something else. although i mean i cant really complain on them because there are like... fanfic drafts from six years ago for characters from bhna just rotting in my school google drive... 😭😭 i actually get so much whiplash from the content on there because i swear the ff are either "ew what the fuck," "no thank you," "holy shit that is horrendous do you not know what punctuation is?" or "goddamn holy fucking shit for the love of everything that is good holy and true that was the most beautiful thing i have ever witnessed in my life and i will now proceed to read its thirty hours of content with all the will to live i have left in me" there is no inbetween. ( im getting so desperate for good ff too. like please does anyone have wattpad jjk recs... preferably m or gn reader.. ive literally taken the jjk wattpad fandom and wrung it dry of all content istg )

( jokes aside do i have the tism because both my best friend and my brother have commented on it and i am. trembling in my boots. 😨)

44. you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

myself

hrrmmm now we got to t h i n k here we have to use this pass wisely we have to be sm ar t. about this. this is not an everyday opportunity. like it depends on the specifics yk, if i kill elon musk and loot his corpse of his riches will the government condemn me for it or can i just live like a king on the top floor of my mansion skyscraper at midnight tastefully sipping a fine glass of red wine ( legallly i cannot but as a rich person i can ) as the lights of the city sparkle below?

50. can i tag you in random stuff?

you better. ( threat. )

[vampirerite]

big post on my thoughts and compiling stuff from twitter as well. keep in mind this is mostly speculative.

it seems the majority of the cast of paper moon will be from extra or extra-faces. which makes sense due to the remake coming up, theyre revisiting the material. there were a lot of silhouettes for this trailer so i actually expect some new low stars*, we havent had any for a long time.

first thing of note is the subtitle is “Imaginary Compass”, so we can expect heavy kama and sakuraface focus this chapter. especially after the preview. maybe even expect this to be a stealth sequel to Imaginary Scramble.

Full CM here. so here we have Lev, Alternate Ranru, BB, Shinji, and ???. These appear to be our participating masters for this chapter. I would say dont expect any of them to be playable but...

heres that lineup i mentioned earlier. we clearly have Rani on the left, and Adult Sion and Lev on the right. everyone inbetween them is a bit of a mystery. But the numbers come out even if theyre supposed to work as servant/master duos in this chapter, since we know Lev summons (or at least works with) Prince of Lanling. 

We should also note thats only 5 participants, 6 if the protagonist is counted when they show up. Which means expect a character to appear that is not previewed at all in this. If theyre hiding in the line-up, its not obvious. 

its pretty safe to assume Bhima and Duryodhana are rogue or Chaldea aligned from the jump.

Also, for the Extra-face summons we can assume theyll repeat what they summoned previously. So Rani = Berserker, Shinji = Rider, Ranru = Lancer. the BB face is up in the air, since BB was originally a Ruler class but then invented the Mooncancer class for FGO.

The real wildcard is the mystery girl in the main preview, as she could be. so many things. she doesnt seem to be in the lineup either, unless they purposefully chose an ascension that hides her.

I didnt see that many actual story hints. Clearly were dealing with Atlas Academy, and Sion will be our main focus alongside Kama. Im not shocked by Lev’s return, since the writing team seems to still want to utilize the god pillars (probably because theyre cool as fuck) and they brought back Olga. Theres a lot of characters with two toned hair so you could say theres a visual theme of duality but nothing concrete about that yet. 

Overall i have no clue whats going on but it feels ambitious. Dont Fuck It Up.

*something to note that banner 2 is likely going to drop around 6/25, which is a whole month before anniversary which was the last time they did a huge fp pool update. if they have something else planned, or are scheduling to trickle everything theyve built up for anniversary over the month, then it could make sense. its just very odd to see the dev team go from famine to feast if they really plan on releasing everyone here for this chapter.

[tismcosmology]

Sat. September 21, 2024

my ass is being kicked by classes rn. yippeee. writing this as my 'study break' inbetween phys and math work

General life updates:

I went to the first meeting of two clubs this week, one for stargazing and one for marginalized people in stem (mostly physics but theres also a few math and chem people there). Both were very cool with some very cool people. Learned a lot about student politics and how to avoid the egotistical / self centered people that physics and stem in general attract

I did also find out (from the very kind people at the phys clubs) that the school on purpose designs the first year physics classes to be stupidly hard to 'thin the herd' and force people to drop. So i now have extra motivation to push through this year in the form of spite :)

Academics:

This Week: I got a solid 64% on my math quiz (avg was 65) so. more studying is in order i suppose. I did an english presentation that went very well, and I also did half decent in my physics workshop yesterday

Next Week: pain and suffering.

Math quiz on monday (have not studied)

Physics assignment due mon (ive been working on this thing for like 3 days its kicking my ass so bad) (like 5/13 questions done)

CS online quiz due mon✅

CS assignment due tues (2/3 questions done)

French test on wed

Phys pre-lab for wed

English assignment due thurs

now that ive procrastinated sufficiently i guess im going back to practicing integrals wish me luck

[wilmonsfolklore]

Hey Tina,

I'm late for this but I was wondering about 2, 7, 8, 27 and 29 for the fanfic asks.

Wishing you a very nice rest of the weekend! 💜

thanks Sophia!! i hope you have a good weekend too <3

2. Is there a trope you’ve yet to try your hand at, but really want to

infinite amounts of them, honestly. i really like the idea of writing a friends with benefits fic. just because i love the concept people kind of figuring out their feelings through sex. but im very uncomfortable writing smut, so. i definitely won't write one in the near future. i also really really want to write a texting fic, and i think i will do that kind of soon as ive been having a hard time writing prose.

7. Share a snippet from one of your favorite pieces of prose you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

oh god. i feel like prose is not my strong suit because i always struggle with it either feeling too basic or too try-hard. so. the pieces im usually happiest with are the kind of inbetween summaries of wille and simon growing closer together. they are the kind of things i always make little notes about during the day even when i'm not writing if i'm really in a flow. i feel like i can put a lot of detail in them and i like that. like this paragraph in sticky little words:

Wille learned that Simon would forget his laptop charger more often than not and liked to shower in the mornings and hated rain but rain pants even more. That he drank his coffee black and he loved satsuma’s because they were easier to peel than oranges, and sometimes he got so passionate about discussions in class the pen he held in his hand would start tapping against the desk because his fingers were shaking. And the funny thing was, Wille liked all of those things. They liked that Simon sent them articles about politics that Wille had missed out on, how happy he was when Sara and Felice finally made it official, that he’d once stolen a half full pack of oreos from his roommate because Wille had mentioned not being allowed to have them as a kid. And Wille wasn’t quite sure what to do with that.

8. Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

the funny thing is writing dialogue comes relatively easy to me, but i had the hardest time picking something out because in every important or emotional dialogue scene that i generally love in my older fics there are a few sentences that make me want to throw up now. but that's on improving my writing, i guess. but anyway i picked a scene from my latest one shot, again. i feel like it sounds relatively natural and it's a bit playful. i struggle to write anything that's not overly emotional, so im quite happy with this bit

Wille cleared their throat. “I don’t talk to him anymore,” he said then, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible. “Probably for the best, since he had terrible music taste.”

It wasn't a very good joke, but Simon laughed anyway and Wille was grateful for it. “I love Zara!” he protested, and Wille just shook their head.

“You didn’t even recognise her song!”

“Because I was actually working, unlike you.” He rolled his eyes, teasing.

“I’m tired!” Wille retorted.

Simon sighed, deflating. “You should’ve said,” he said. “We could've rescheduled.”

“I like hanging out with you,” Wille protested playfully, an easy confession that they would overthink later.

Simon just smiled. “Me too. But you have to rest if you're tired.”

“Yeah, you’re right.”

27. How do you feel about collaborations? i would love to collaborate with someone on a fic!! writing right now to me is a very solo process, and id love to change that and even just talk to people about my writing more. but i tend to get very insecure as i feel like everyone in this fandom writes so freaking good and much better and easier than me, so. idk it's a work in progress. i also dont write consistently At All because of my health, and i dont want the pressure of someone else kind of waiting for me, you know?? but i'm definitely down to collaborate and i have done so when i was doing better back in the day in another fandom.

29. If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

i actually have no clue?? none i think?? i feel like i could never touch one of my favourite fics because i could never ever do them justice

ask me more about writing fic! :)

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I am very alive lately. Ketamine therapy did a lot for me. I am happy. I also feel capable of things like love and trust and connection for the first time in a long time. My bf really helped to pull me out of my rut, also I love our love and our past even if it's complicated and we hold each other and cry after we read notes we gave each other as friends and not as friends and something inbetween haha. here are a few of my favorite sections from stuff that's 10-7 months old now

I am just so grateful for every day that passes by. Maybe theres something in the november air :) it makes me ponderous like rn where i can't sleep so I decide to write a little diary entry on my little tumblr blog which I do occasionally. Last fall i was doing badly and I felt so dead inside for so long I forgot what feelings of core human happiness even rlly felt like. This year has been so healing for me, i feel like I found an identity as well as feelings of belonging, togetherness, genuine love I dont know if i have ever felt in my entire life which is def in part bc of working thru a lot of my shit on psychadelics but also my loved ones are so very kind to me and I am very lucky. I have become a spiritual person which i never thought would happen ever lmfao but it's the right people and mindset and I'm just glad to be here

here is a little drawing I did today in class only 20 people came and the lecture hall was so empty. I didnt realize that thanksgiving break started tuesday because I was out for my surgery so Im preeettyy got darn happy about that. Also my grades r really good I feel good about that. Bless this world and bless my growth.