#im wanting to redraw these sometime hmm

[hedgehominoid]

[flowerbloom-arts]

hi im sick and delerious but i want to say that i look up to your art so much... not only that but the way you write, characterize, and tell stories is so fascinating — to name a few i love the fillyjonk origins post and the dialogue of both moominpappa confrontations and the fuzzy Mafia au and of course the sun dog au!!! youve inspired me so so much and your comics motivate me to let myself indulge more into the fandom and make my own stuff (tho it will take a bit of confidence to post it, thats another story)

anyways, love rant aside, im curious : do you have any characters of your own, unrelated to fandoms? if so id love to see them/hear you talk about them !!

(ahem, and if you have time id also love to hear your writing process and how you structure comics to tell a story... sorry if this question doesnt make sense the sickness is catching up to me)

bye now im off to make a warm mug of milk to cure The Soul

AAAAAAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! It really means alot to me and that my stuff inspires you!! 💕

I had my own non-fandom OCs waaaayyy back before I even entered the SU fandom and back when Sony Sketch had a social media feature (which was ages ago - around 2015 to 2017 I think?) and I haven't touched them at all. Alot of them were random characters I made up while drawing or here-and-there concepts I just wanted to make, and quite a few of them were inspired by Greek mythology since I had a hyperfixation on it for a bit.

(I still have a few more but I couldn't squeeze them into a collage format)

They were a surprisingly diverse cast that didn't necessarily belong in the same world but I always had alot of ideas that I needed to get out and they didn't necessarily have to be used or drawn more times (although it would be very interesting for me to redraw/redesign a few of these fellas)

As for my comic making process? Hmm... I don't think I have anything too helpful to say. When I make a comic I start out with an idea I really wanna draw, it can be either a vague concept or a fully formed conversation/scene. I go into my drawing program and do the drawing first, then the dialog. It's a matter of going with the flow - sometimes the dialog you write isn't the dialog you thought about in your head earlier and that's perfectly fine, the main goal I have with my comics is getting ideas out there or to get a laugh from atleast one person out there.

My comics outside of the SunDog AU aren't any serious business and my mindset for them isn't super serious either. They're not meant to be the next Watchmen or Deadpool and that's okay! They don't even have to look good or be super well-written, they're fandom comics meant to fill a small niche and only a few would appreciate and that's it! It's about the fun of it!

[personshapedsplder]

and you know what? abt my tsubasa redraw? i know he has normal eyes in this page but im giving him vampire eyes anyway. and why not, hmm?!?!?!?!? cant a man just want things hmm!?!?!? cant a man see another man with vampire eyes and think ‘thats hot’?!?!?!?!? i know he doesnt have vampire eyes all the time, but i draw him like he does anyway and you know what?? THATS self indulgence ok. THATS treating yourself. im not here to mess around like ‘oh only vampire eyes sometimes’ WHAT!!! our time on this planet is limited.............. we dont have TIME to play this GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive made my choice and im at peace. i know what i want

[hopeheartfilia]

"express whats in your head because they dont know whats in your head" hit dufferent but also like i dont know what the fuck is in my head

Closest to coherency in this bitch is in the format of a long form video essay but its uneduted and had more intermissions...it doesnt have intermissions just watch the dialectics of rick and morty, like that, but you stopped to watch rick and morty halfway thru and also youre not nearly as funny or entertaining because its a craft and your ideas are on charather analysis on here levels, your hot takes are pausing contraoints videos to rant

For someone who thinks in sentences i suck at them

and yet youd assume id know what is in my head if its literally directly sentences? To be fair its mostly buzzing. just this buzzing noise. which might be why im extremly tolernt of buzzing noises, i can just be sitting next to any buzzing appliance not even registering it

anyway point is its not that i dont like drawing but i do t really have this hmm thing to express. which is like i want to.

I want to express myself and i like art that has a message and i love stories and just

I wanna say shit but i dont know what the shit id say is. In an artistic sense i dont have any problems talking nonstop, my nickname in messenger is literally nonstop in several chats for a reason

but like okay so. i want to express something thru my art. mostly i end up espressing appreciation, as in ooh i love fushiguro megumi im gonna draw him feral ass with my left hand from memory (that was so much fun, but trying to redraw a manga panel with him was also great because its an expression of how i adorr this dude) and like drawing barbara was a great expression of how ta tata ta is stuck in my head and i wanted to log intto genshin and jump off a cliff with barbara to kill her

and most of my art is aestetic appreciation of something -i really like how the light hits this face in this picture i saw on pnterest, i think this outfit looks great

and theyres nothing wrong with that and i recently got glasses so i could easily end up painting landskapes like oooh the trees are crisp! much joy, but also just

i want to tell stories, sometimes, not iust

i guess thats why i like desing, its takinga story and twisting it in your head untill you get a simplified graphic expression of it

but i do also want stories that are mine..characthers and worlds and magical systems and unique fashion and colours

but ive always had trouble creati. well not the creation process itself but retaining passion for my ocs.

i need to start from a building block and also make a charathers thats such a blorbo from mine shows. like take all the things that i yell in ao3 comments and have me going !!! and put them in a like

Because isnt that the beauty of charather desing? You can make your own blorbos

but also i suck at making my own blorbos, and i frankly cant even tell you why, its been quite awhile.

i should just try and make a blorbo

[bringmemyqueen]

haikyuu!! for 001 and soumako for 002 :>

001 | Send me a fandom and I will tell you my:

Favorite character: Daichi ;;v;;

Least Favorite character: Probably Lev

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): IWADAI, aohina, matsuhana, and pretty much all the daichi ships

Character I find most attractive: i wanna say Daichi but fck its Kuroo

Character I would marry: DAICHI

Character I would be best friends with: hmm probably Kuroo or Mattsun or Yachi

a random thought: im desperate for more iwadai in my life

An unpopular opinion: idk if its unpopular but i never see anyone gushing over how good looking bokuto is??? ive seen people gush over art of his hair being down but thats it. like im so always in love with his eyes hes a beautiful birb and i love him a lot ;v;

my canon OTP: daiyui if it becomes canon

Non-canon OTP: surprise surprise IWADAI

most badass character: Daichi THAT SCENE WHERE HE SPITS OUT HIS TOOTH AND THE BRUISING ON THE SIDE OF HIS FACE LIKE DAMN IM IN LOVE

pairing I am not a fan of: kuro/tsukki, kuro/ken

character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): hmm no one comes to mind. i think furudate does a great job with creating and developing characters

favourite friendship: tanaka and noya (i like them romantically too :>)

character I want to adopt or be adopted by: ID LIKE TO ADOPT AONE PLS

002 | send me a ship and I will tell you:

when or if I started shipping it: oh man i dont remember when probably when it was still considered a crack ship?? i saw fanart of a redraw of that one scene where sousuke corners haru at the vending machine and in the fanart makoto appears and sousuke falls for makoto haha i think it was in 2015 that i started actively shipping them and drawing fanart of them 

my thoughts: THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER. I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM. I think they complement each other well and while they may seem like opposites they have a lot in common with each other LIKE HOW THEYD PUT THEIR FRIEND’S FEELINGS BEFORE THEIR OWN, THEY CARE TOO MUCH AND RISK HURTING THEMSELVES, BOTH GOT SOME ABANDONMENT ISSUES. pls let them learn love and happiness in each other ;v;

What makes me happy about them: the fact that they’d get along so well with each other like i could see them being just really good friends. i mean come on look at the s2 ep14 this episode is a treasure //prayer emoji// makoto is such a fckin social butterfly and the way sousuke rubs his neck like a fckin shy boy is so cute and later the water gun fight interaction OML theyre such competitive teasing dorks. the thought of them spending time together and becoming close friends (then lovers wink wonk) makes me so happy because makoto is such an understanding bab and i feel has enough patience to get to know sousuke and once sousuke opens up to him he’d find that makoto is a one of kind kind of person and would protect their friendship at all cost (rip pining sousuke)

What makes me sad about them: the fact that there wasn’t enough canon interaction between them ;o;

things done in fanfic that annoys me: pair the spares like um pls dont treat my babies like leftovers thanks. i mean there’s nothing wrong with second love/rebound love but im just not into characters falling in love with another character while still immensely in love with the previous (unless its meant to be a poly ship). also HATE when sousuke is characterized as abusive. hes an angry boy (and has the right to be) but he isnt abusive or an overly aggressive asshole pls stop. I MUCH PREFER ACTUAL DORKY SOUSUKE THANKS

things I look for in fanfic: UM PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE WRITTEN FOR SOUMAKO. i always look for good characterization and interesting storylines (WHICH BTW ALL YOUR FICS HAVE. YOUR INTERPRETATION OF FREE CHARACTERS IS ALWAYS SO GOOD AND IS ONE OF MY FAVS). im also absolutely weakkkkk for soulmate aus and college aus so that should click bait me easy

My kinks: don’t think I have any for them. what counts as a kink anyways?? like does vanilla talk and dorky teasing count?? because i love tooth rotting fluff even while theyre sexing it up

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: hmmm if i had to choose then Haru for Makoto and Kisumi for Sousuke

My happily ever after for them: tokyo college friends to lovers to dorky happily married with two kids and a cat. sousuke heals his shoulder, makes an appearance at olympics twice before retiring and becoming a coach just like makoto (swimming coach husbands yes). makoto finds happiness with his dream job and while he sometimes misses competitive swimming he looks back with fondness not regret. soumako supporting each other every step of the way. growing old, moving back to iwatobi, and smiling adorably and lovingly at each other as they sit on the beach watching the sunset. ;;v;; 

[private1221]

Can i just rant on few things to myself? 😫 *sighh

First of all, i was quite disappointed la with oral patho ni. Like eghh what do they want . What are they expecting. But what actually hurts me is that why are there still some students yang buat mcm lebih kurang or sometimes even sama but they can get good grades. Mcm what is not enough from me 😭😭😭😭 ..td i dua kali jumpa jose but he wasnt around then finally dpt gak td. I duduk one to one la dgn dia. And yeah he helped to guide me la kan...tp otak i mcm dah tepu gila i mcm dlm hati asyik cakap "cepatlah cepat tanda. Grade je la. I xnak hadap dah benda sama"...which yea dia tanda except for one lesion i ada minor correction. Tp jose baik lah sbb dia bgtau i apa salah scc i yang renjith pergi sarcastically valentines-ing me just now 🙄...fibrosarcoma i xpayah redraw to i got C. But whatever. I'm so not inti grades dah for the time being. I just penat if nak buat balik. Then, he still tegur about my correlation which i dah mcm clueless dah mcm mana lg nak buat and he explained again to me just now which i harap next exercise i boleh buat. The things was just now kan, dia baca satu2 hmmm kat kelas td mostly dia tgk drawing ja. Tapi, tadi first time i got A in my opath logbook 😭 tau tak mana yg dapat A? The one yg dia tegur about my correlation ..😓 pelik kan? To i mcm phewhh nasib xyah tulis balik....huwaghh so dr jekyll and mr hyde la dorang ni 😖 but jose was nice la compared to renjith sbb i dpt input la about my SCC yg 3 kali redraw i buat termasuk latest correction....theeen, esok ada lagi 6 lesions according to batch A...im not ready for opath dah 😭😭😭 i mcm down gila skrg omg clinical year is so effing annoying...okay then, comdent posting nanti presentation ikut roll number so obviously i last and last kan nak dkt dgn exam block. I taknak stressssss eghhh and mai ckap better buat awal hmmm maybe i terlampau risau dgn apa mai ckap but hmm maybe okay je kot although last...haihhhh. Pastu, ortho i lagi 2-3 weeks baru pasang. I mcm ngilu/sensitive kot sikit skrg. And td dia tarik mulut i utk ambik gambar sakit gilaaaa huwaaghh 😭😭😭 i mcm nyesal lak nak pakai braces. To go through all the procedures. Tp my cross bite needs to be fixed. Kay whatever la ortho...gen surgery kena buat presentation slides. Hmmph korang dlu xde pun en ahhahah so i mcm tgh merenung nasib diri i dgn all these things hahah 😭 lastly, i sedih sbb i xtau how to push and start myself for blocks. I tgh serabut gila 😞 im so tired of not being good enough. Why all of sudden i dont feel the presence of my "luck" anymore 😪...i just wanna get my momentum back. Bagus gak i puasa harini, i tak memaki 😖...i mcm penat ja la and i x bgn sahur tp omg im just sad la because of everything. Ni bukan totm. This is my pure sadness 😞 this is just how i feeling rn. Hmmphhh... And lagi teruk, last few days the lecturer made all of us write two topics which were 30+ pages long. Like no kidding. My fingers are damn painful rn i just wanna cry cry cry cry Eeghhh Never thought clinical will start to be this hectic hmmm 🌈