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every 2 days i get the urge to post a poll thats like "do u guys even like me" but i restrain myself. ur welcome. is that enough to make u like me
#/j#im sorry for being like this#im very emotional today#i just want a hug#anyway#i should write#irlshaped
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sympathy for cain
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#sukuna#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#and here i thought i had finally drawn smth that didnt need the spoiler tag but unfortunately nobara has her eyepatch smh#crazy tht i end up drawing sukuna of all people when im in this mood#havent drawn the guy in a while fr starters#also Not the character i would have thought to choose to process my emotions for me but it fits very well#dont read into it :)#i dont like this piece too much tbh like its fine its cool im just in a headspace n this has all of it in it#this is why i dont typically like to draw to vent bc then i cant look at the finished product without seeing all the feelsbad behind it#but whatever . maybe todays chapter will fix me#oh yeah 2 fv captions in a row bc thats what u get when im emo. shame/rotten goes hard fr sukuna/yuuji
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Even the flowers hang their heads when it gets dark Time runs out for us all I will miss you most, my friend
#vague spoilers for episode 10 and 11 of stardust rhapsody#stardust rhapsody#i finished those episodes today and i was inspired to draw !#it made me very emotional#legends of avantris is amazing#yes the flowers are meant to look like dandy#no im not ok about her#or kavir#ill miss them sm especially their shenanigans with chuckles and leboosh
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hi lovely.
i know u have been feeling down today
i have been too
im really scared because it seems like people are giving and moving on. and I miss seunghan and rii7e so much.
memories era feels like a fever dream and this feels like a waking nightmare.
but I want you to know that-
a lot of random civilians came to show seunghan support at his ad
there were 96 ppl at today's protest
someone was doing their homework at the protest 🤣🤣
public opinion is changing
lots of brii7e are working hard and are trying to work things out
we've been warped by how sm folded in 2 days, but these things take time. it'll all work out. just keep saying rii7e will be back and healthy even of you don't believe it. fake it till you make it.
lets live properly and take breaks and care for ourselves and not stress.
but let's not give up. we can do this. love wins 🩷
im on anon because I'm very embarrassed lmao
hihii, thank you so much lovelyy (´,,•ω•,,)♡
the fact that random civilians are also voicing support for our cause makes me happy :(( i feel like regardless of whatever comes out of this, riize will always be 7 for me. if anything, i'm proud of everything ot7 fans have achieved and the community they created. i don't doubt that the boys know about everything and i can only hope for great news to come.
i hope things would get easier for us and i hope everyone is also doing better than i am <3 and i won't give up, i love the boys way too much to give up on them too easily (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و
#ddolbox#im sorry idk i feel very emotional today too#as a briize and tokki i'm also still stuck at their debut eras#the trauma of stanning sm groups never gets easy#i've been avoiding checking anything online but i was hoping eunseok would post something because i miss him </3#eunseok if you love me you will post a selfie !
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huge props to marinette for spinning up that lie so fast and on the spot, too. I thought I was good but damn. of course she must have had a general idea of what she was going to say to adrien beforehand going off of gabriel's "make me look good" and her own love telling her that the truth would hurt adrien even more, but that's just a very vague idea. she could not have possibly spun up that entire story of a lie in her head beforehand with all that was going on - dealing with all the truths coming in one after the other, the crying, the emotional trauma, getting the kwamis back -
and of course, there's adrien. he is one of the highest things on her list of priorities, his safety being the first thing she needs to take care of. the problem is, she doesn't know how. the only thing she can do in that situation is lie. a small lie. just one to make it better for now and then she can make it a long-term lie later. make sure no one else finds out.
and once she started telling the lie, once the first words were out of the mouth, it was all improvisation. her next words showed up in her head as she was going, spinning up a believable story, just good enough to be taken as the truth. she rambled - a rookie mistake for liars - but you couldn't blame her. she's a professional liar, almost, with her superhero identity, but this one is different. just one hour after learning the truth she had to cover up all this with no warning beforehand.
she couldn't tell adrien the truth. but she couldn't do much to comfort him either. ladybug couldn't tell him something only marinette knows.
she had to lie. she had to come up with something on the spot. those words would haunt her for the rest of her life - that lie was all she could think about for the next couple of months because she had to make it work. she had to keep the truth and make everything work out. it wasn't a big deal. she just had to tell adrien something, anything that would comfort him! what would comfort him about his father? what would convince him that he was a good guy this whole time? that he was a, a, a hero! yes, she would tell him that. it was a white lie! she wasn't a bad person! she just had to tell adrien that his father was a hero so that he would never have to know the truth and suffer like she did. he was a hero.
was.
once that word came out of her mouth, there was no going back.
#ok coming from someone who is VERY good at lying (and no that's not a lie) I am VERY IMPRESSED by that.#it's not even an exaggeration by the writers. in fact I think this is perfect.#ive had to lie several times before. make sure there were no plot holes in the story I was trying to spin to get out of trouble. to be safe#to save a life.#this is very realistic of her.#when she's under pressure she talks. she lies. some of her smartest moments are made up of lies. it might seem like a good idea at the time#she might not know what's coming out of her mouth as she's saying it.#but regardless she needs to deal with it later. once the adrenaline has finally died down and she faces the consequences of her actions.#once the emotion has died down. once the truth of what she's said sinks in.#I lie on the spot if I have to. my stories stay active for just long enough that eventually it becomes a fact of life and I have to remembe#each detail of the lie so that it doesn't fall apart.#it can't fall apart. the world will end if it falls apart.#(the world is a web of lies that I have spun.)#oh MAN the marinette thoughts today. should I write a fic. yea im writing a fic.#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#ml london special#wait I just realised all these paragraphs I typed up what the heck what am I doing with my time#gotta love lying to people tho.#actually no thats a lie I hate it.#ugh life is so confusing can I pls just project myself onto marinette instead of having to deal with stuff#yk out of all the characters I didn't realise SHE would be one of the ones I resonate with the most. but thats a fact and I love it.
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you had to be there but when I say Dónal Finn's performance of If It's True this afternoon was the most powerful fucking version of that I've ever goddamn heard I need you to believe me
#there was SO MUCH APPLAUSE tonight#im so fucking glad i got a rush ticket today my seat was INSANELY GOOD and it was worth every second#i want melanie la barrie to say the nicest fucking things anyones ever said about anyone to me#donal what was this poster you stole from the chip shop and why wont you give it back#I'M VERY EMOTIONAL I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH#also grace's performance of flowers??? exceptional. 2nd time and i love how she performs it so much#hadestown#hadestown west end#donal finn#dónal finn#grace hodgett young
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My daughter just turned 5 and she starts school next week so we've been going over her letters and words and I think there's something to be said about the words that she can read flawlessly so far.
She knows how to read and write her name, my name and her father's. She can recognize a few other odd words here and there but the one sentence she always gets right away and the one she likes to write the most?
"I love you"
#i don't gush about my family all that much#this is the place i go to be unhinged about pixels#but im just feeling very emotional about her today#and about the incredibly clever and kind and funny person she's growing into#I'm a proud dad
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i absolutely cannot get over the depths of misery that are reflected in gojo going from "we're the strongest" to "i'm the strongest" especially with the recent manga themes. he lost the one person that was his equal, the only one capable of keeping up with him, of showing him love.
the immense loneliness reflected in that. he was alone all his life until he met geto, too strong, too special to make any connections with others. and then he met geto and he was able to interact with him as a peer, as an equal, and finally have something like a normal human relationship despite his powers. and he lost it.
it's almost worse than him never having been able to find someone to keep up with him in the worst place. he knows what hes missing out on. and he doesn't have the normal people option of moving on, finding someone else - there is no one else. only geto was able to match his pace, meet him on equal ground. and then he lost that and had to kill his only friend, lover, real human connection.
"i'm the strongest" sounds a lot like a brag. but it's the loneliest, saddest truth, admitting that he's at the top. and there's nobody who can reach out and touch him there. not anymore.
#im sorry im so fucking emotional about this series today#i watched the first 10 episodes of jjk season 2 yesterday with a friend and. they deserved so much more#they were let down so fucking bad by so many people#no wonder they both have a need to reform jujutsu society (in very different ways)#GOD im gonna go read a fic or something and cry goodbye#jjk#gojo#geto#satosugu
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Thinking about the esper kids Claw took made me remember an idea I had for a mp100 oc around that subject...really liked the idea of an esper kid who was taken, experimented on, but did eventually manage to escape from Claw--however, deeply struggled with returning to a normal life after their experiences.
Few years pass, WD arc happens, basically all their worst fears confirmed, and that's the breaking point for them to go off act on the urge they've had for a long time now. Ends up throwing themselves into this Revenge Quest to track down and eliminate the members that scattered after Claw fell.
#would be an 'antagonist' for a post-canon Scars story I have cookin in the brain#the Scars finally starting to get their lives together now faced with the pain of someone who was never able to find that peace....fun stuf#as for powers....kind of a unique setup. most of their own abilities were permanently crippled by the experimentation#however they retained an ability to absorb spirits#almost like possession however they're able to maintain consciousness and make use of the spirit(s) energy#very handy! Were it not for the residual memories and emotions that often end up blurring with their own. Theres a lot in there#sorry everyone im chatty today#casper chatter
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Thinking about Aether teaching Phantom about the space race, and about the animals we sent into space before we sent people.
Phantom would would absolutely sob at Laika's story, relating almost too deeply to her. Abandoned by humanity and cast into a wild dark unknown, all while holding onto hope for so much more. He would go out at nights and sit on the opposite side of the courtyard from Aether, not to disrupt his own prayers to the stars.
Phantom would search the sky each night for Canis Major, before spilling his heart to the stars. The first time he did, he realized why Aether would go out and convene with the great beyond each night. The catharsis, the tears, the ability to share all of you with something far greater. Watching the stars twinkle, as if in response to the cries and pleas you make. The blinking, almost like Morse code, that told you it was all going to be okay. That you had no other choice.
#phantom ghoul#aether ghoul#im very emotional about the stars and about laika today okay#i feel as though Aether would search the sky each night for the space between Orion and Taurus that holds the Pleiades#that cluster of stars means the universe to him- representing his pack- and the star with the brightest luminosity is of course dew#pleione writes
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For the boys who cry. (Me).
I'M A REAL BOY BOY AND I CRY
I LOVE MYSELF AND I WANT TO TRY
(Lyrics from Samaritans by Idles)
Background with no text cuz i'm way proud of it
#forcemasc#eh im hesitant to even put it in tags cuz my hearts rlly not in it today but#my positive masculine affirmations i usually categorise alongside my more forceful forcemasc#so its ok i think. enjoy. and know its ok to cry and be emotional. shits rough sometimes#be a better man than our dads were eh? im always striving for that#this song very much is one i relate to as someone who bought into toxic ideals to try and be me#and then am slowly having to relearn what being a man can be to me without buying into the toxicity that poisons the male role models in my#life. cuz i dont wanna be my dad or step dad lol. n theyre the types who've said this shit to me bout manning up growing balls#and it feels even more rebellious masculine and powerful to me to spit in that and go no fuck you. im a real man and i cry#and it doesnt make me any less of a man or less tough or hard#or less able to partake in hard masculine spaces and aesthetics#i can be a man who cries AND a man who can leave a bootprint on your face to remind you where you belong hah#thats part of whats nice abt forcemasc is a kink space where you CAN delve into harder more brutal things while compartmentalising#that thought process seperately from yr non-kink worldview of emotional regulation and emotional health! or whatever idk lol
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aaaannndd now people from other countries are diminishing how we may be feeling today. cool
#thanks for saying my fears and emotions are worthless#you know you can care about multiple things right??#i know the us is fucked ok i get it but surprisingly it can hurt when you see people#say that you should just be blown off the map because of things politicians do#so many of us are trying... sorry. this is dumb. im just feeling very hopeless and useless today lol#not to make everything about me or whatever of course but.... ok im done#/ negative#kenzie.txt
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have yourself a night gadjo!!!
#gadjo posted on cats socials everywhere today like wow 😭😭😭😭#happy gadjo day 😭😭😭😭😭#poster boy of today 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#oh the gadjillac 😭😭😭😭😭😭#weve lost a lomberghini but we do have a gadjillac 😭😭😭😭😭😭#im sorry im very emotional to get spammed by this mans face all on the same day 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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also since i'm on a post fall angst roll today! I personally don't like the interpretations where 1961 Owen straight up believes Curt never loved him/just used him to get compromising information etc, I think, he thought this first, when he was super just angry and disappointed after the fall. But over time (as it's implied he knew how much his "death" hurt Curt) he realized that, yeah Curt loved him, just not as much as Owen thought and not as much as Owen loved him, and that made him more bitter. I just think him being conflicted in the ideas of "maybe I didn't know him that well after all" and him on his high horse of "Curt is a piece if shit, he's predictable, and I will ruin his life easily" is super interesting and also makes me wanna throw up a little. yknow like. god loves you but not enough to save you? yeah.
#excuse the rambling i am. very emotional today for some reason and i wanna cry (im actually ok)#also!!!! in no way am i saying those other hcs are bad!!!! im just not a fan! write whatever you want#spies are forever#tin can bros#saf#agent curt mega#owen carvour#tcb#curtwen#szol's spy rambles
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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could a depressed person [post three gifsets in one day] i think NOT
#lmao and also lol.#im gettin a start on a fourth one too but we definitely wont finish that today#ah well. love it for me [i say through gritted teeth as i very gracefully ignore my whole body hurting]#genuinely though i Am delighted. wandee (which i have Such a hard time spelling. by the way. i need to find an abbreviation for it)#was very fun. and so was 23.5e9.#and i really did get kinda mushy and emotional over asexuals in my ql#my boys have some event. all is well#rowan chatter
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