#im very emotional today

[whumpshaped]

every 2 days i get the urge to post a poll thats like "do u guys even like me" but i restrain myself. ur welcome. is that enough to make u like me

[hinamie]

sympathy for cain

[isthatacalzone]

you had to be there but when I say Dónal Finn's performance of If It's True this afternoon was the most powerful fucking version of that I've ever goddamn heard I need you to believe me

[ex-textura]

My daughter just turned 5 and she starts school next week so we've been going over her letters and words and I think there's something to be said about the words that she can read flawlessly so far.

She knows how to read and write her name, my name and her father's. She can recognize a few other odd words here and there but the one sentence she always gets right away and the one she likes to write the most?

"I love you"

[wycross]

i absolutely cannot get over the depths of misery that are reflected in gojo going from "we're the strongest" to "i'm the strongest" especially with the recent manga themes. he lost the one person that was his equal, the only one capable of keeping up with him, of showing him love.

the immense loneliness reflected in that. he was alone all his life until he met geto, too strong, too special to make any connections with others. and then he met geto and he was able to interact with him as a peer, as an equal, and finally have something like a normal human relationship despite his powers. and he lost it.

it's almost worse than him never having been able to find someone to keep up with him in the worst place. he knows what hes missing out on. and he doesn't have the normal people option of moving on, finding someone else - there is no one else. only geto was able to match his pace, meet him on equal ground. and then he lost that and had to kill his only friend, lover, real human connection.

"i'm the strongest" sounds a lot like a brag. but it's the loneliest, saddest truth, admitting that he's at the top. and there's nobody who can reach out and touch him there. not anymore.

[marbleboa]

Thinking about the esper kids Claw took made me remember an idea I had for a mp100 oc around that subject...really liked the idea of an esper kid who was taken, experimented on, but did eventually manage to escape from Claw--however, deeply struggled with returning to a normal life after their experiences.

Few years pass, WD arc happens, basically all their worst fears confirmed, and that's the breaking point for them to go off act on the urge they've had for a long time now. Ends up throwing themselves into this Revenge Quest to track down and eliminate the members that scattered after Claw fell.

[the-moon-in-the-gutter]

Thinking about Aether teaching Phantom about the space race, and about the animals we sent into space before we sent people.

Phantom would would absolutely sob at Laika's story, relating almost too deeply to her. Abandoned by humanity and cast into a wild dark unknown, all while holding onto hope for so much more. He would go out at nights and sit on the opposite side of the courtyard from Aether, not to disrupt his own prayers to the stars.

Phantom would search the sky each night for Canis Major, before spilling his heart to the stars. The first time he did, he realized why Aether would go out and convene with the great beyond each night. The catharsis, the tears, the ability to share all of you with something far greater. Watching the stars twinkle, as if in response to the cries and pleas you make. The blinking, almost like Morse code, that told you it was all going to be okay. That you had no other choice.

[szollibisz]

also since i'm on a post fall angst roll today! I personally don't like the interpretations where 1961 Owen straight up believes Curt never loved him/just used him to get compromising information etc, I think, he thought this first, when he was super just angry and disappointed after the fall. But over time (as it's implied he knew how much his "death" hurt Curt) he realized that, yeah Curt loved him, just not as much as Owen thought and not as much as Owen loved him, and that made him more bitter. I just think him being conflicted in the ideas of "maybe I didn't know him that well after all" and him on his high horse of "Curt is a piece if shit, he's predictable, and I will ruin his life easily" is super interesting and also makes me wanna throw up a little. yknow like. god loves you but not enough to save you? yeah.

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

[sollucets]

could a depressed person [post three gifsets in one day] i think NOT

[lunarharp]

rare small post of Few images of witch

[intertexts]

this isn't nhw but I think my current wip is very relevant to the current topic. hehehehee trench crumbs for u

[cannibaleather]

For the boys who cry. (Me).

I'M A REAL BOY BOY AND I CRY

I LOVE MYSELF AND I WANT TO TRY

(Lyrics from Samaritans by Idles)

Background with no text cuz i'm way proud of it

[usakkhae]

Forever should've talked with Richas and tried to understand his side in the beginning ofc but some of you are distorting a lot of things

He was super worried with Richas and cares deeply about his son. It's not because he did a mistake that he is a terrible father, calm down

[the-kipsabian]

[sea-buns]

The new twenty one pilots album has me revisiting my love for the band and the themes throughout are really lining up with where I am in my own life atm. Viewing the passage of time through the lens of a band that you've listened to from such a young age and seeing how you've grown and changed alongside their library and I'm. I'm in shambles.