#im very burnt out
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rough days
#haikaveh#kavetham#my art#considered not posting this bc its just. npt at all my usual standard even for a sketch but#for archiving purposes and in case it touches anyones heart#putting this up in my tumbl#i wish uni were over im feeling miserable over how its going workload wise and financially#im very burnt out#this is all i could muster for comfort#sending positive energy and wealth to all architecture students out there :(#kaveh#doodle
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i used to be so good at writing strong, thoroughly-researched, thoroughly-edited essays.
as a kid in hs, my teacher literally came up to me, holding my 40 page essay on the intersection of the European witch hunts and capitalism/exploitation/gender roles (it was supposed to be 7 pages...whoops) and went like "this is literally a master's-degree level thesis. what are you doing?? you could literally use this as your final dissertation in a master's program, what the fuck."
NOW??? NOW?? you'd think I'd be oh so skilled. but alas. i can barely piece together two ideas. adhd skill-regression is so so real. im SOBBING
#this is just me ranting sorry#im very tired and hungry#and i want to sleep but brain go brrrrr#well i used to be nice and smart and now im neither of those or however the song goes#pretty sure he was exaggerating cause looking back. it was good. but some of the wording was a lil wonky#adhd#actually adhd#executive dysfunction#actually neurodiverse#adhd paralysis#adult adhd#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#adhd hacks#academia#neurodivergent#adhd skill regression#confessions of a burnt out gifted kid#<< i guess#former gifted kid#burnt out gifted kid#gifted kid burnout#realizing i sound rly pretentious here sorry -- formal speech patterns i picked up as an autistic child and never put down again haha
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the legendary beast (zoom in for better quality if you'd so cheese)
capping the year off with my third redraw of this guy :]
#loz#link#totk#totk spoilers#totk roleswap au#dragon link#dragon link au#tears of the kingdom#botw#tloz#zelda au#zelda#legend of zelda#my art#eye strain#i got very lazy with the colouring/making this look nice and you can tell but i like the concept LOL. and i miss this guy#im very burnt out on loz for now but i still like doodling dragons if nothing else. and im very attached to him#and im very happy with my improvement in just these these few months hehe. still a ways to go as always but yayyyy yipppeeee#ummm what else to say. oh yeah theres some stuff here thats been changed or omitted for artistic purposes#but needless to say each time i draw him i try and think abt what i want to change/keep though the overall idea is sound i think#its mostly the little stuff like his horns and whiskers + scar placement
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sorry she's in the brain
#i found a new pen its very fun to sketch with#whenever i dont know what to draw i usually end up sketching regular kim or harriet lol#anyways. do u think the ultraliberal path for her has her ending up in a pyramid scheme#im still so burnt out .. harriet save me .. harriet pl#disco femlysium#harriet du bois#fem kim kitsuragi#genderbend#<- blacklisting purpoises#sunnysidedoodles#sunnysidedisco#described#id in alt text
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happy february to them and absolutely nobody else
#fairy tail#fairy tail fraxus#fraxus#fairy tail laxus#fairy tail freed#laxus dreyar#freed justine#fairy tail fanart#i am SO embarrassed to post this#freya if youre reading this look away#only sketches bc im super burnt out#i WANTED to add mira to this but only remembered halfway through#this was also meant to be for valentines day but took me longer than expected#can you tell when i got tired lmao#also that sleeping one.. i just KNOW freed's hair gets everywhere#realistically he probably has to plait it otherwise he wakes up w a rats nest#<- from someone who used to have very long hair#i love my cringe gay fanart#raijin tribe art may be coming bc the tism is getting to me#uuughhh im so embarrassed gonna go kms now
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If you are still taking requests for the swap game, could I get a blazeborn scar or mumbo? Pretty please?
not very blazeborn mostly just fire im sorry i saw "mumbo" and "blaze" and got carried away. him and fires man
#these requests are very fun to make but im starting to get a lil burnt (lol) out#so i think ill take a pause on drawing them#people in my ask box i see you i hope ill get to you eventually#swap ask game#mumbo jumbo#woop.jpg
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hi guys i am (trying) to animate woodsy to willard rn rn 😮
#pepsi try not to switch content topics every 2 days#its ok causeits woodsy#but i have so many things i wanna work on LMAO#infinity train hfjone au and tsp x ii i will come back to you trust#winter break starts tommorow im very excited to get to the stuff I've been putting off!#hoping i dont get burnt out by then
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HARPOON BOYY I LOVE YOUUUUU
here are the flats too cause i think they look so good too,....
#i am fist fighting art block#i think i just got SUPER burnt out#BUT IM MAKING MY WAY BACKK YEAHH BABYYY#have my silly harpoon lamb <3 <3#i love he so very much#honk doodles#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl au#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb fanart#Trambs
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Blk Jeanie doodle + alt version 🤭
#im so burnt out but i perservere#very needed short break from some other stuff im working on#when in doubt. jean#i tried drawing her with goddess braids first bc i think that shed def have those if she was blk/a poc#but her hairstyle is so hard to draw those little braids in + add little hair strands and i started this in school today#but im very happy with how her locs turned out#huzzah!!!#next up is irish jean at some point#i WILL be making her ginger#genshin impact#jean gunnhildr#artists on tumblr#my art#genshin fanart#digital art
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i know, "baby, no attachment", but we're...
#faking it#fakingitedit#*#*gfx#*cr lyrics#karmy#karmyedit#userbbelcher#userstream#useroptional#tvcentric#cinematv#dailytvfilm#dailywlw#lgbtsource#dailylgbtq#lgbtgifs#wlwgif#femalecharacters#userladiesblr#userzil#tuserbelovas#this is ugly and im defo still very burnt out from essays#but i have made a creative gifset!#and its green!#and its karmy!?!#this song is literally made for them tho...
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henlo babes! just dropping by to say that i'll be taking a break for the next few weeks- visiting family and all that. i'll still be active on socmeds tho! (as if i'll ever leave AHSHASAHASH)
N E WAYS I'M TAKING TSUKISHIMA WITH ME, GONNA MAKE HIM MY PILLOW ON THE PLANE JUST SAYING JUST SAYING-
#im not lying!!! (bringing my tsukishima fuwa so i can nap nicely LMAO)#gotta make the 10hr flight comfy ahuhu#also i've been burnt out so this break will be very much appreciated aaaaaaaaaaaaa#tim rambles#kei tsukishima#tsukishima kei#yumeship
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As an attempt at a polite "going forward" comment...
I do not plan to draw for Three Houses or Hopes for a long while. I know a lot of my followers are from the past four years and I appreciate that you followed me at all! But if you are only interested in the art of those characters I wanted to be clear and say you can unfollow me at any point if what i draw no longer aligns with what you want to see.
I might draw for other FEs (like Heroes or 13/14/17) but I do not want to get involved with 3H any more. I do have other interests and across tumblr, twitter (now inactive), and sometimes on discord I've heard enough "I thought it was (FE3H character)".
This is not one person doing it and it is not simply one character being mistaken. I simply want to distance myself from 3H and have unfollowed a few people that reblog art of it because it just leaves a lingering bad taste in my mouth.
Thank you very much for your time and I hope you can find artists who can provide art for topics you like.
#moe talks a lot#not art#again this is NOT the fault of one person its been accumulating for a loooong time#its not even other franchises entirely being labeled as 3h oopsies!#i think one of the most frustrating was a twitter exp where i drew felicia and flora from fates and someone said thought it was marihilda#its just very demotivating and makes me feel like im nothing but a machine for the 3h fans and i want to move past that#i would far prefer no comments or tags than the constant barrage of mistaking a character when i draw for anything else#i know (or rather hope) people who do this are not doing it to be mean! but ! it hurts to put time into something to have it devalued#im sorry to those that really liked my 3h art but i am extremely burnt out on some comments and being asked to justify my doodles#i just want to draw stupid things and it got to the point i had to explain my stupid things#which defeated the stress relief of it being stupid#half of the asks i never replied to were like this so again it is NOT just one person doing this ! its just finally added up#to me needing to be open and clear#i tried to be concise in the main post but it still looks really wordy#opened the ask box again temporarily but not open to anons so we will see how this goes
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hi guys uhhh. I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT THIS BLOG I PROMISE YOU. i have just had no motivation whatsoever for a whiiile, but im trying to get back into it.
ive been scripting some moons so i can form some sort of direction to go in that flows nicely. ive had the main points of the story entirely fleshed out for a LONG time but never knew what to do in those little inbetween points, thats why there have been so many timeskips (and filler content just drains my motivation even more.. my motivation is like a timer, i only have so much art i can make before it runs out and i disappear for months, so i tried to stick with only main story points so i could get more done before not being able to do anymore)
but uhh basically. HOPEFULLY more dogclan content will be coming soon.. no promises, but im trying <3
also i think from now on im gonna answer asks through text responses, that also made me lose my mind a bit too, felt too overwhelming to have all this art to draw just to answer a few questions
#lemon yells#this is exactly why im not pursuing a future in art as a career#i just. cant do it for very long lol#i get burnt out VERY easily when it comes to creativity
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Day 501
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Look.
Ace Attorney fandom.
I know why people don't like Turnabout Bigtop. I am among the people who dislike Turnabout Bigtop.
But I GET why people like the case. I'm not going to be one of those annoying people who just blindly dump on it because I hate those mfs too.
Thing about Bigtop isn't that it sucks. Thing isn't the weird grooming stuff (though that is a huge part of it). It's not that it could've been good.
It's that - in my personal OPINION - it could have been *great*.
I think it had the potential to be one of the best third cases in the trilogy. It had everything; a fun and goofy setting fit for a pretty dang goofy lawyer game - where the environment itself had jokes and quips and one-liners and mishaps and tomfoolery written all over it, it had the previous case introducing a very interesting and important plotline that gave background for one of the more well-loved characters while also introducing an equally fucked up and lovable new one who was a child forced into a shit childhood of naivete in a CIRCUS with another character who was very naive and childish - whose interactions could have been funny and cute and reflective of said shit from the previous case (seriously she becomes such an important character in the 4th case, WHY would they not include her in this one for some character development? How did they fuck up letting a CHILD explore a CIRCUS?? That would have made the interactions flow MUCH better).
They had a pretty good, sympathetic killer imo, a morally dubious victim, an asshole of a client (who was pretty flat admittedly in-game, but I like his weird, topsy-turvy reasoning for it in the anime. Also, I think Max being kinda a dick would have bode well for the themes of Farewell since most of his clients up to this point have been like...nice? Not nice, but sympathetic, but him having to defend someone who's innocent but a prick would have shown him that just because someone is an asshole, doesn't mean they deserve to suffer for it and that they have the potential to grow as people, which is almost a complete foil to what Matt was. Ultimately, I would have loved the contrast of them as clients and I think it would have also served as character development for Phoenix, especially with his low-empathy tendencies).
They just didn't think that far ahead. They just didn't execute it well enough. They just decided to make three of the adult characters fight for the hand in marriage of a teenage girl. (Bat's part of the story was actually kinda good if he was just YOUNGER, I think him doing that for Regina would have been a stupid thing someone in the circus would do to impress their crush. Damn you Ace Attorney and your weird treatment of underage girls!!)
It just flopped and that's ok.
Even though it kinda sucked, it can still mean something to me.
Also I'm a Moe Curls apologist. I liked him, shut up.
#didn't care for the dialogue either.#DON'T GET ME STARTED ABOUT FRANZISKA DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T DON'T YOU DARE GET ME STARTED#THIS CASE WAS SO GOOD FOR HER DEVELOPMENT THAT'S NOT EVEN A “COULD HAVE” THING#sure she could've been fleshed out a bit more#but the stuff we get from our interactions with her in this case is GOOD. SHIT. It's just that this case is so hated that it's overshadowed#and yeah. i like Moe Curls. i think he's cool and he added some flair in an otherwise bleak case.#i think his whole unfunny clown schtick was very entertaining. it reminded me of this one shel silverstein poem i loved as a kid#clooney the clown.#tbh ive wanted to rewrite Bigtop for a while now#get a script together and all that. but im an amateur writer who's burnt out as shit and never posts anything writing related#except analysis i get way too excited and proud of. oh well#maybe someday.#also rq why does every other tripple-a game get really good in depth analysis video essays#with their complex literary themes talked about#but with Ace Attorney - a game about reading longer than most books - half the fans have the absolute most dogshit literacy comprehension#it's actually painful. ESPECIALLY with Franziska's character#anyway i'll stop.#ace attorney trilogy#ace attorney#ace attorney justice for all#turnabout big top#franziska von karma#phoenix wright#phoenix wright ace attorney#pearl fey#farewell my turnabout#moe curls#regina berry#ig ore if this is incomprehensible i did not proofread this.#i simply do not like how fran's only traits to somea these mfs is “annoying overemotional teenager haha grumpy whip lady”
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"If you're not with me(rc), then you're my enemy!!"(x)
#me putting that caption as if im not a merc hater djksjd#i thought it was funny >:)#also to answer my prev post where i asked '...next drawing?': yes!! next drawing indeed!!!#this one had such a weird process#i was like ah who knows if i can even finish this(since im burnt out rn)#so i was just fucking around painting it and then it materialized?? very odd#so idk abt the anatomy lmaooooo its aight#sdhkfk but yeah...sith george#the only other time ive drawn him was as an revolutionary war british war criminal#and now here he is. another war criminal#ill have to draw him as a jedi to redeem him lol#i think its funny how he has stereotypical evil british man energy#realistically i think if he was in sw he'd be Hux hahahaha. i think thats even worse. maybe Tarkin but twinky#f1#formula 1#star wars#george russell#gr63#catie.art.
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