#im trying to get myself to draw again
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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always by your side
#couuugh. whehezze#hold on#project sekai#emu otori#pjsk#prsk#proseka#ok thatsg enough RANK 96 COOOOOGUH WHEEEZE#literlaly cough wheez ei have fucking covid. i wanted to draw something nicer for the event but my hands rlly hrut snd my throat hirts and#i was sticking my head in the freezer in between matches.#omfg i didnt think the end sprint was gonna be so insane i didnt have enough energy. mfers made me spend 700 gems. nene please.#i never wanna open the game agaon.(guy who will open it tomorrow and sunday) 16 MIL POINTS.. pimh was only 9mil. for rank 80smth.#the hatsune miku colorful stage tiering economy is in shambles#'im never doing that again' [will do it again in august]#event was insane. started out ill -> only 1 rate up card -> charger broke -> assignments -> covid on the last day. Be fr#to my beloved sakurako and fixer i wub you. ill try to finish my nice profile but well honk mimimi.#NSIFFLKE. SNIFFLE. WAAAAAAH#this is so lazy but i havent drawn for myself literally in a week. other than doodles i did between matches#actually theyre like little bobblehead emus all over my sketchbooks i should collage them into anpost#idk how people get that subtle gaussian blur on their lines i tried it but it looks so obvious to me here.. maybe bc i used a thick brush..#ok wonderhoy i need to lay down so bad tylenol save me. I ACCIDENTALLY SWALLOWED MY LOZENGE IN THE MIDDLE OF A GAAAAAME
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7 years later and you've got greying hair and a well loved hat that's seen better days
#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 sniper#discounts art#idk why mick mundy is back at his old work place but its what the vibes of the song made me draw ig#the motivation hit me strong with this one and im pretty happy with how it turned out :)#and ive got a couple more comic 7 related ideas so hopefully i manage to draw those before i get demotivated again#also to get the hand on his hip to look right i had to do the pose myself and it was so awkward trying to get a good picture for reference
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some business to take care of
#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but#duck scribbles#midoyuzu#enstars#whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main#been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#yuzumido#ensemble stars#also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not#midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this#anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well#always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately#finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow#mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day#with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless#i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do#not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense#but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri
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(wip) trying to get back into the swing of things
#wip#terracottaart#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#might delete later#rambling session: i've been truly so busy lately that i haven't had the chance to make art for myself#which has made everything i draw incredibly stiff and uninspired-- so im now trying to stretch some of those old muscles again orz#i really hope to make some wild life art soon!!! but i have kinda have to remember how to draw again lol#another block i have with art is also the pressure i feel to make a “masterpiece” every time i draw/post#so im trying to get better with that too u_u#kore's yapping
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SAGESUNE MIKU >:DDD
#i rise from the dead once again!!#sorry about the long periods of time in between me posting#school is absolutely kicking my ass right now and i havent had any time to draw the creatures :(#ive also just been feeling unsatisfied with my art as of late#its probably just too much time online looking at other peoples art making me feel bad about myself#even though im improving as fast as i can it doesnt feel like im getting any better#but i know from experience that that feeling doesnt go away with time#so i guess ill always see flaws in my art no matter how hard i try to get better#man. that got really depressing :/#anyways SAGE!!! i love her she is my favorite of all time and im going to draw her so much yall dont even KNOW :D#ive got tons of other stuff planned too so watch out >:3#i could hit you guys with 6 paragraphs of au lore any day now#sonic the hedgehog#sage robotnik#AWWWHHHGG SHE HAS HER OWN LITTLE TAG IM SOBBING#anyways#sage sonic#hatsune miku#i guess#whoof im scared to post this#or maybe im just exhausted#probably both :/
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Doodled the stalker anomaly boys
Stalker ocs Mishka, Anton, Sanya
Also, it's in sparkly ink
#my art#im working on one physical zine with QRs to my AO3 comics#trying to get myself to draw the ocs again
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found this thing lying around on the internet and decided to redraw it because of course I did. I actually saw it a couple days before I saw this post but the post made me realize I had to recreate it to get my brain to shut up about it so
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tried something new with the background and attempted to blur Dean and Cas a little to show that they're further in the background and I don't think it really came out quite right but ehhh. also ignore the random...chair?? in the lower right corner (the random brown thing) idk the original picture had it so I added it in but it just looks like a weird rug 💀
but yeah. consider the show described and illustrated ig @drulalovescas
(01/26/25)
#my art#supernatural#spn#spn fanart#castiel#dean winchester#destiel#sam winchester#poor sam lol#always pray for sam#my redraws#bruh the thing in the foreground is a table and im only just now realizing it and also that its not even brown :|#as soon as i pasted the pic to the bottom layer in my drawing app all the details got super fuzzy#especially since i stretched the image a bit to better reflect the square canvas since i learned my lesson about using the tall ones#(tall canvas stuff always looks awful in my style since my proportions are so clunky and wide ghfkjf)#also theres no reason for cas to be wearing socks when the dude in the pic is barefooted#i just really didnt wanna try to get bare feet to look decent and uncreatively figured a way around it#and yes i did have to replace the shirt with thee trench coat ty for asking#sorry i dont make the rules#my prompts#i guess#is it really a prompt if im prompting myself to draw it#then again my friend did egg me on so#what a weird phrase that is btw what does it even mean like
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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Part 3 [end]
#satosugu#五夏#jjk fanart#soul#gojogeto#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk gojo#jjk geto#gojo satoru#geto suguru#ruusuustory#no one asked but while drawing part 3 i listened heavily to utube vid ロングコートダディ和尚のゲーム念仏 ゲム友は最&高(^^)素敵な夜にレッツアマンガス#i learned two things while drawing part 3#1 eventho i draw only 1 page max 4hours a day i get burn out when i do that 3 days in a row#2 but when i ban myself from drawing for 5 days i naturally feel the desire to draw again#which leads to conclusion as a society we should shift to 3 work days and 5 rest days a week#but still i cant find balance between drawing and injuring my hip im in pain again rn#maybeeee i shuld put another one week ban in btween page 5 and 6.... ill try that next part... because i want to avoid imjuring myself#thankfully i learned to avoid not injuring my drawing hand like the old times now that i realized
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Small ramble about my art
#I really feel like I've stagnated again and I'm pretty displeased by how I draw at the current moment.#I really hope to just sort of evaluate what I don't like#so i can go in and make some changes#its what ive always done in the past but its just sort of a pain#i couldn't be happier to have the drive to draw again#its been a while since its been this strong#but goodness its hard to push through and actually make something#ive started a bunch of drawings but cant commit to finishing them bc im just in a place where i cant capture the vibes or delicacies ect#I'll get to it though and get back to drawing#just means i might go through some style and process experimentation again#im not really down on myself or being overly critical#just sorta taking a good look at how i keep feeling about my art rn and#realizing its time to start trying to climb the mountain of improvement again#not that i ever fully stopped#but moreso i need to make a conscious effort about things#mini ramble over#i dont expect anyone to read this#bapple rambles
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crusty evolution redraw. in theory.
#xmen#xmen evolution#erik lehnsherr#magneto#quicksilver#pietro maximoff#snap sketches#i stopped liking this past the lineart stage but i told myself id try to finish whatever i start to at least try and learn somethin#did i learn anything ? thats for me to reflect on. for now tho ramble time 😌#its painful to draw erik with short hair but sometimes you gotta get outta the usual !! <- never doing this again#ive been ahead of my schedule with stuff i have to draw so ive simply decided todaay will be My Day for personal doodles#idk why ive decided my first evo fanart should be the one where erik and pietro leave behind wanda but ok !!!!! freak#i have a long hair ver but i didnt color it. i was just greedy .. not greedy enough tho evidently#anyways i have like. idk what four episodes of evolution left ?? depressing this show's great ...#i didnt nkow theyd have a david ep ... a pleasant surprise but now im emo ...#OH WELL lets see what else i doodle tonight#this week's going to be annoying but i think i say that every week LMAO and look at that i get through them anyway#we'll be fine and chill team .. ok bye bye
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#bad news ! already fucked up 2025 i dont have the will to try again im just going to keep trying not to kill myself under this#roof and hope that i at least get to transition before i die alone.#fits the rest of the mood thats been being set for 2025 so far at least. lol!#i was conflicted but it was the only thing keeping me going. not really much to get me out of bed anymore...#ok...ok. ok. ok#at least i still get to draw all day i guess#i guess. i guess ! i guess
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All frowns and furrows until it isn't
#good omens#good omens season 2#go s2#gos2#good omens s2#crowley#anthony j crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#ineffable spouses#admin draws#fanart#getting over my anxiety abt posting stuff lmaooo#im not dead i just went from being busy to having an art crisis#trying to get over myself and post regardless of the reach it might or might not get#and regardless of how finished things are#also that crowley in bottom left is like. the first thing i actually colored in months. feels good to be doing it again
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@fushiglow hmm….wonder who i’d draw this for all of a sudden and why… 🤔🤔
#your reblog surprised me#THREE BUNS SUGURU (STAR WARS ER JUST FOR YOU!)#theyre covering riko or smt and smuggling her places (??)#drawing this i was like ‘oh suguru’s curses in a star wars environment should be robots and stuff#so this suguru is a mecanic (he makes them from scrappy parts people have thrown out#and trash materials (and hard work 😎)#diy pokemon#because what is the cursed energy people are letting out if not junk theyre letting go of#so yeah ; basic geto takes shit and turns it useful#i do realise thats already very generic for star wars (junk robots junk robots!) but like. yknow. this guy takes shit people wouldnt bother#trying to sell. miam. junk of the junk. geto my favourite recycling bin you were designed for a luxurious lifestyle clearly (gege not me!)#(and stuff…………. but im lazy to put my vision in words rn hah..)#gojo’s probably a princess#(let’s not lie. hes basically a prince already (clan heir is a different look on him))#this made me want to write ?.??#problem is i dont remember much about star wars (watched it as a kid (we have the cds) appart from the very basic storyline… i forgot 😔#then theres the jawa’s first appearance cuz for some reason they scared me and i am marked for life (THEYRE JUST SILLY LITTLE GUYS 😭😭))#thankfully i lowkey want to rewatch everything so these issues can be fixed#(unthankfully either way the chance of me writing anything is very slim BUT WE NEVER KNOW RIGHT)#(hashtag diverging your attention from that other older post is it working /j/j)#omg glo i still didnt read balance (i think of it from time to time but im intimidated to read it because i know its right up my alley and#that i will love it and lately idk why but i need to ready myself emotionally to read peak fiction (this is so dumb but its true 😭😭))#my bad im rambling lol#WAIT FUCK SAME THING FOR BUNNY’S RECENT THINGY THAT GOT IN MY AO3 UPDATE MAIL#A LOVE STORY TOLD THROUGH THE LENS OF A THIRD PARTY MY BELOVED#(itsg ive searchef for these types of stories in advanced search before#AND NOW THAT I HAVE SOME BY AUTHORS I ALREADY ADORE .. IM- I SEE THEM BUT. THEIR CONTENTS STAY A MYSTERY. IS THIS MY BODY SUBCONSCIOUSLY FI#FIGHTING THE TEAR LOSS I WOULD GET??? IS THIS MFING [BALLING-MY-EYES-OUT] PREVENTION !? WITHOUT MY PERMISSION..!? TCH!)#my bad. ramble again o7 — see ya glo !#wip
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pukes these up
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