#im torn between 2 👀

[sashiavi]

Which SDV Hybrid!Boy is The Loudest in Bed?

[kowaindar0u]

"i hope im not interrupting anything." Nagasone to... Well 👀 (@zantedeschia-praesul)

[ PROMPTS FROM SHREK 2 ]

(seki i can't believe we're starting this from a fcking shrek meme of all things LMFAOOO)

Any other time, Yuichi's sensitive hearing would have picked up the sound of footsteps coming into the house and toward Saseki's room-- and by now he was familiar enough with him that he'd be able to determine that it was indeed Nagasone dropping by.

But right now, all he could think about was Saseki. His best friend, his first true feed, and as of late, his lover... They've already foregone their shirts and sweaters, and Yuichi is pressing rather eager kisses to Saseki's lips... when the sound of another voice nearly startles him out of his skin.

He's torn between instinctively shielding Saseki and completely hiding himself, so what happens is more that Yuichi tucks himself behind the other man but clings on tightly.

He sees it's Nagasone almost immediately relaxes some, loosening his grip on Saseki with a small apologetic sound as he realizes he'd been digging his nails into his shoulder just a little.

He doesn't answer for a moment, swallowing thickly as his mind now incorporates thoughts of past feeds on Nagasone, too, and of having them both here, now...

He knows as a human, he's nervous and self-conscious about all of this anyway, but... he's not just a human anymore. And his vampiric instincts--needs-- have him much more inclined to give it a try.

"I..." He rests his chin over Saseki's shoulder, eyeing Nagasone as he noses the side of Saseki's neck. "Sase... What do you think?"

[cwarscars]

han what if i told you to write some positivity for a follower of your choice 👀 do it do it do it

Send me a url and I'll write some positivity for it.

id tell u this -

NOT BUT REALLY -

im gonna choose you because 1 - i am simple brained. literally have like one brain cell that is torn between food, sleeping and gaming. i am very stupid so LOGICALLY, its easy to choose ur URL cause ur here before me, presented like a beautiful turkey. NUmber 2 - I WANNA TALK ABOUT YOU, MOOGS SO I AM GOING TO. >:)

MOOGLE. another og of the remake fandom; another - as i like to say - 'legend'.

literally, your love, appreciation, passion, spirit and just fuckin general FEEL for roche has always, ALWAYS been something ive loved and admired. i feel that your passion for roche is similar to my weird obsession with heid - but it's so much more articulate / well-rounded / thought out. you have this way with roche, like, you adopted him back then as your bab (unloved by the fandom but adored by you) and i just love that so goddamn much. your analysis of his character and headcanons are something i absolutely cannot get enough of. when i saw him in game, i found myself thinking 'i wonder what moogle thinks of this choice, or that choice-' i saw certain things and desperately wanted to message you but didn't wanna spoil you so i laid of. HELL a part of me was close to grabbing shots of the keyring (you know the one lol) just to send you cause i saw it and literally said 'moogle would love that shit'.

it's just so heart-warming to me to see somebody have a passion for a character others 'don't like'. a lot of characters get an unfair rap from people, be they og fans w/no time for those characters or remake fans who just want to shit on any character they dont like (srsly the chadley hate actually makes me fuckin twitch). despite it, you power on. you love this character unapologetically, you're passion overrides any losers dislike for the character. that gets a big fuckin high five from me

AND in terms of writing - your writing is just so magical. you write professionally and a lot of the time when replying to you, i find myself taking a minute to take in what you've read and savour it - you know like homies do with a fine glass of wine? its like that. im huffing that writing and swirling it round my glass like, 'gosh DARN the good cush-'. you're so insanely talented, and your art, too! everytime i see it, im like snorting it up. you got that oldschool anime style that makes my brain vibrate inside of my SKULL.

moogle, i could honestly shout to the heavens about how rad you are as a person / writer / roleplayer. i adore your passion, adore your energy and i like that im moots with someone here who has the same wild-brained approach i do (lol), its nice to feel comfortable with another writer and always have your support / general presence on my dash cause your vibes so good ( your swag too strong, theyll kill u). just yeah, Ima stop writing now but for real - you're fuckin cool.

[spell-bloom]

currently emulating the 360 version of sims 3 because i want to recreate it in sims 2

there are WAY too many gardeners and fishers and im torn between being totally accurate vs spicing some stuff up a little. there is no way im having 6 sims' personalities be all about gardening

there is a pretty interesting idea that no bio touches on though. there's a military wife with three rambunctious kids and she is in the criminal career. i kinda interpret this as her having some kind of freedom from her children 👀 NEVERMIND she starts the game unemployed and she automatically gets a random job 😒

[rarepairnation]

hiiii denethor anon here!! wow you’re really IN IT now (denethorposting). not to add more fuel to your anger but last week i saw someone say they hated denethor. and i just realised god they don’t get him even on tumblr do they. since then i’ve been silently fuming in rage. anyway… i am very Very Intrigued by both your faramir-goes-to-rivendell-au and denethor-thorongil relationship (if you ever want to write another 800 words about this, i am here for it 👀) and this line “each of them sharpens himself upon the whetstone of the other…” fuck. fucking insane actually.

unfortunately i won’t be replying for several days (i’ve had to keep my phone in another room to keep myself from getting distracted) . my exams have started AND i’m going through some shit irl :( it’s alright tho i’ll have more Faramir and Denethor Hours soon <- chanting this constantly haha. but i am with you when denethorposting IN SPIRIT okay. oh and can we please please please have denethor december? 🙏 bye will be here soon after my exams (that will be after the 23rd march i’m afraid)

hiii denethor anon <333 i am SO sorry this is so late truly attempting to figure out how to write AND see my friends AND do things like clean my apartment and go to the grocery store while working The Job...it has eaten my life. and this week my regular coffee shop switched their hours bc i live in my old college town and they are on spring break and it has sent me directly to hell. the death of My Routine…i have coped by INCESSANTLY denethorposting on tumblr dot com. i am somehow EVEN MORE in it than i was when you sent this ask. i hope you enjoy me being truly crazyinsane whenever you get a chance to look at all those posts lol. would love 2 hear your thoughts on them. but ANYWAY as always it is so lovely to see you, i'm sorry things have been tough but truly with my whole heart i bestow upon you the strength of denethor's sixty-year psychic war (with none of the associated madness) to make it through. looking at the date i hope you are free now.

here is the mandated readmore because i have never met brevity in my whole life. u said write another 800 words and i took that as a challenge um this post is like 2000 words. well...back on my bullshit

i mean this with all the love and joy in my heart but i laughed so much. no my dear friend they do not get him on tumblr. they have not gotten him on tumblr from the beginning. if you have been spared the incessant tomato jokes i truly…[crying] I Wish I Were You So Bad. this guy doesnt even know about the tumblr denethor slander (POSITIVE) (YEARNING). its the trenches out here for real. i just live in my little bubble with me and you and like four other mutuals/Denethor Understanders and that is it.

speaking of denethor and the rivendell au. i miss the days when i was working on the faramir-in-gondor scenes. emotionally it felt like dying but i kind of knew what was going on. now i am in rivendell taking and failing this history of middle earth exam. and i am so very….the next time we see denethor for real is in return of the king. now girl…how will i survive another 80k words. i miss my boy my dear darling my tortured victim of the narrative. and according to the paragraph i just wrote faramir does too but is Refusing to admit it to himself<3

im also RIDICULOUSLY torn on how i want to resolve his arc. now just between you and me. and anyone who bothers to click that read more. I DONT WANT TO KILL HIM I WANT HIM TO LIVE. GOD I WANT HIM TO LIVE. I WILL WRITE YOU A THOUSAND HAPPY ENDINGS. except its not a happy ending its a you are not allowed to die you are forced to contend with your choices you must keep living ending. because he will always be tragic no matter what. but its ALSO a you can rest now you can be at peace son of gondor you have won your war. all you sacrificed has been worth it. you have given your all when that's what duty asked you for and it has been enough. and that makes my poor heart weep.

like on one hand the idea of resolving his storyline with faramir.......the opportunity for some kind of reconciliation, some kind of understanding between them...god. delicious. i know in my heart that faramir comes home and IS the lord that denethor once dreamed of being. not playing at it...he is high and lordly and gentle and the world bends around his will and he knows exactly what to bow to and when to stand his ground and his powers are honed to a keen edge that he uses with the utmost care and. AUGH. he walks into the citadel the IMAGE of his father. it makes me feel FERAL. and how would denethor react to that. man.

BUT ON THE OTHER HAND HOW DO I END THE STORY. like. LOL. do u know what i mean. likelihood of me being able to just have a triumphant coronation and tie it all up with a bow is soooo small. the narrative contortions i would have to go through. to have denethor accept that and still be in character. Girl....no thank u <3 so we havent worked THAT out yet. like how much of the madness and despair do i want to put into the narrative. We Shall See. IM not politically savvy enough to get real into the weeds with it all so im kind of rotating just. a beautiful set of reunions with the fellowship. eowyn and faramir get engaged. boromir and faramir see all their dreams of a gondor restored come true. we skate over the political minefield and deeply navigate the beginnings of denethor and faramir's relationship in this new world. and among it all, within it all, is hope, and a new dawn. and curtain.

i got distracted but re: we are in rivendell. it IS kind of fun to think about the themes and narratives. i am pushing my Let Faramir (And Denethor) Be Numenorean + Let Numenoreans Be Weird agendas so so sooo hard and i am having the time of my life with that specifically. birds follow him around and pick up the tunes he sings. he hears the voices of the people he loves in his head. he falls into a river and after having a breakdown about it promptly decides that The River Is Testing Him And He Has Passed. he gets to rivendell and INSTANTLY knows that there is someone Very Like Him Here (its elrond. the elrond-elros-faramir connection has me FROTHING at the mouth. faramir looks at elrond and sees his father and sees every statue of elros in minas tirith and Knows that this here is the son of earendil, gil-estel, his brightest north star. elrond looks at faramir and sees his brother, his dear dead doomed brother, and every numenorean descended from him and all their sins and all their glories and yet, kind as summer, sees beauty and knowledge and a strange quiet man who carries all the weight of his country on his shoulders and yet knows him, knows the legends; perhaps the blood of numenor is not yet spent in the south)

i just think that Every Elf that meets faramir along the way is like woah...hold up. there's something up with THIS guy! men ARENT supposed to do that! not anymore anyway! galadriel is Lowkey Threatened by him. and isnt that beautiful. woman who could be queen of the earth sees god's special chosen boy and goes hang on a minute. Fuck. i think they work out their shit by the time the company leaves lothlorien but like...just thinking about how faramir lowkey blamed her for boromir's death in rotk! idk how their dynamic is exaclty gonna manifest but there's definitely some sort of similar mindreader2mindreader tension!

AND. um the idea of faramir travelling with the fellowship discovering that maybe...well. he has never wanted to be a warrior but he has been honed into a blade anyway. by his father and by necessity. and perhaps for the first time in his life...outside of gondor he does not need to be all that. he can be mithrandir's pupil without censure he can be scholarly and witty and cunning - he is all these things, in gondor. but there he has to be them, and now he can discover that yes, this is what he wants to be. and he has never let his father and the expectations of his position STOP him but there is always a weight, there is always the knowledge that your actions are disapproved of, and being away from that for a while is i just think. really good for him. see above re: he comes home the image of his father in a gentler time. keep honking im sitting in my car crying about denethor ii twenty sixth steward of gondor.jpg (<- my greatest creation PLEASE click the link lol)

ALSO IM THRILLED YOU LIKED THAT WHETSTONE LINE LOL i kind of blacked out when i typed it on the page. i think truly the crazy thing about denethor and faramir is that they SHOULD understand each other. they know so much about each other and yet are so incompetent at actually putting it to any good use towards, you know, improving their relationship. faramir is incredibly emotionally intelligent AND can read minds AND has taken so many of what he probably views as denethor's worst traits and turned them to gentler uses. (im talking about his powers but im ALSO talking about that thing he does when he encounters frodo and sam where he plays woe is me my brother is dead and i miss him sooo much to get on their good sides. yes of course he misses boromir more than anything else in the world. no he is not above using it to his advantage. and we see the SAME THING when gandalf and pippin come to minas tirith. hey isn't it crazy that both of them use boromir as a. manipulation chip. even after he's dead. hey thats kind of fucked up actually!) and denethor is…well denethor is denethor. ok im mostly messing around and thought that sentence was funny. i think he Knows most everything that goes on in faramir's head and yet Wilfully Chooses to interpret it in the worst ways because its just soo....very I Thought I Raised You Better Than That/I Honed You To Be My Blade Stop Defying Me. and despite all that the Problem is that they understand each other right up until they don't. they know how THEY feel about each other (incredible love that they can only express in the worst ways/think they're expressing only to be spurned by the other) but cannot POSSIBLY imagine that the other feels the same way.

ive gone on for SO SO LONG ALREADY LOL but. what do i have to say about denethor and thorongil. not enough and too much all at once. they're so toxic and awful for each other they're MADE for each other they're beautiful narrative parallels they're homoerotic besties they're bitter rivals they're pawns in a proxy war they're locked at all times in a psychic psychosexual situationship. um the enemy of my enemy is kissing me with tongue. idk i have more symbolism and actual analysis especially of the denethor-ecthelion-thorongil Issue. but we are just getting into it. so i will start with the situations bc i have two angles for this. on one hand i do think it is very fun if they constantly homoerotically circle each other for years and years and never do a THING about it. like...this is a stitching up wounds wiping blood off each others faces battle couple/situationship situation that THEN turns into a ridiculously high functioning political rival partnership bent together over books long into the night catching each others eye in council meetings using their very real disdain for each other for Manipulation Purposes and getting uh. SO hot over it. like.....Do You Know What I Mean. just. truly unresolved sexual tension THROUGH THE ROOF. it DELIGHTS me. they are always putting themselves in situations. and then NOT making out about it. AND THEY CAN READ EACH OTHERS MINDS!! THE WHOLE TIME!! SO THEY KNOW EXACTLY HOW MUCH THEY WANT EACH OTHER AND STILL ARENT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!! like thats just really good. but on the other hand.......the idea of just an absolutely terrible beautiful toxic rivals with benefits codependent situationship. i hate you so much and you know what we DO need to make out about it. every time they fuck it is a power play and they are having SO much fun with it. they will both start arguments with each other (AND IN PUBLIC TOO) just so they can fight and make up. the mind reading...Oh You Know What I Mean. taylor swift voice we had this big white city all to ourselves we blocked the noise with the sound of i need you and for the first time i had something to lose! logically thorongil is not yet in his grubby ranger era but the idea of him being dirt smeared all the time and hanging out with prim proper polished denethor. in the fic (which does exist and DOES follow the second model) theres a scene where hes just chilling with his head in denethor's lap and denethor is actually rather delighted and devoting ALL of his copious braincells to pretending not to be. Man. well never say im not a slut for contrast. and now the rest of what i could say is simply straight up redacted for indecency so it is time for this post to be over. the last thing i have to say is that it absolutely ruins denethor's life forever when thorongil up and leaves. sometimes a situationship....anyway. MUCH LOVE TO YOU AS ALWAYS yes we will have denethor december i already have an url saved.

[shai-manahan]

aight im finally back on track with the theories ! (p.s. warning some of them might sound downright crazy or bullshit)

1. so i assume with all available information (or maybe I'm just too oblivious) vincent is currently still working for the marshal, which makes me wonder just how much a bad bitch they for literally every one of MC's companions to warn them against them 🤔🤔🤔🤔 aside from the countless arrests they have done illegally, which doesn't seem too bad considering they were all bad guys i guess, SO IT BRINGS ME TO MY FIRST THEORY that maybe everything from the super secret mission MC got in the very beginning of the story to Bale's death might have just been an extremely elaborate plan go bring them right under the marshals thumb to make them just another of their pawns like vincent, maybe they're doing it for MCs skills or maybe for the hospital that Alex is running which just gives off super sus vibes to me again, OR MAYBE ... JUST MAYBE it has something to do with the hallucinations? maybe they want something or some info that only our MC knows but forgot about after some of their memories were suppressed they couldn't remember it so they want them under their command to have access to it

2. after taking a closer look at the previous and current demo it seems both alex and Vincent are aware of the MC's 'whatever that black out was' plus that bad PTSD attack i believe after alex sent them upstairs, so maybe they know something or are hidding something from the MC doesn't know and are trying to them shield them from the truth in case it breaks them, mentally i mean. maybe Vincent is the only one who is aware of MC's occasional disassociation therefore the understanding look they gave them

3. and now here im wondering what the hell did MC do with the little bottle of that sus liquid they found on Landry after ignoring Callie/Lucas's warning and rushing in to save them. makes me wonder maybe it's some kind of new potent drug that are planning to distributing. and maybe MC's father had something to do with and maybe he had a bad fallout with Bale for which he tried running away with his research but was unfortunately gunned down by his wife for

NOW AN ASK (or is it ask's?)

1. i wonder why everyone seems to hate Vincent? or is it just alex? he seems like a cool dude to be around plus a nice step-father/guardian

2. will we get the choice to maybe bitch slap or atleast thrash Wesley a little(maybe bernard too i don't mind they just get on my nerves) after our little reunion somewhere in the future? i want my MC to bitch slap them maybe once for Finn to go "huh maybe i do deserve it" only to get slapped HARDER next time "ok ok i do deserve it" before finally listening to their side of the story? sorry finn i love you but i hate you for that little expose stunt of yours

3. i wonder if we will have a poly route ... ARGH IM TORN BETWEEN ALONZO (who obviously hates my guts but whatever its not gonna deter me for my enemies to lovers journey) AND FINN (IMAGINE THE ANGST AHHHHHHHHHHH)

4. *puts on a dark and brooding look on* ARNEL AND VINCENT MEET WHEN... *tries fo hide the fact that i suck at picking up clues*

5. will we ever be able to truly express ourselves to Alex? 😭😭😭 I KNOW THEY'RE SUS BUT THEY'RE SUCH A SWEET BROTHER I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL BAD EVERYTIME I HIDE SOMETHING OR SAY SOMETHING SLIGHTLY MEAN TO THEM 😭😭😭

ANYWAYS SORRY FOR THE LONG ASK ONCE AGAIN I KNOW I DON'T MAKE SENSE HALF OF THE TIME BUT WHATEVER

Look, I love receiving long asks, especially those with theories 👀👀no need to apologize!

What I can say here is that a lot of the things occurring at the present are vastly connected to each other :) Also, you might get an insight next update as to why the marshal and her agents are hated by MC's companions.

Getting closer 👀

Whatever clue the MC got in Chapter 1 was actually mentioned in Chapter 2, and the MC brought it along with them (if that small bit of text didn't appear, that may have been a bug lmao). You'll slowly get to learn more about them, and sometime in the future, there might be a whole chapter dedicated to it :))) Those who have remained in the car will still get a separate unique route, of course. I can't say anything else about the rest of that paragraph because of the massive spoilers but, interesting :)

For your questions:

Not everyone hates Vincent. Some folks mostly avoid him because of his connection to the marshal, but that's it. People don't hate him the way they hate the MC. For Alex's reason... well, let's just say Vincent would agree that he's got a very valid one.

You'll get to do a lot; they'll also get to do a lot, though. Oh, and Bertrand... that man will just keep getting on your nerves, I think.

Ah, apologies, that will never happen for Alonzo and Wesley. Alonzo might tolerate Wesley but... they'd never be close friends even. Perhaps there will be respect, but never friendship. It's just, too complicated. We'll see if I can handle a poly route for another pairing. I actually have something in mind, but tbh I don't think I could handle the coding side of it.

Arnel is one of my favorite characters, personally. I'm not sure if y'all will love him, but you'll definitely get plenty of chances to meet him. He's got a very significant role in the story, after all. Their banters are also quite amusing lmao.

You will! There will be a huge conversation between Alex and the MC in a future chapter, and your choices there might have an influence on which Book 1 ending you'll be getting 👀

[a-kind-of-merry-war]

good prompts Merry!!

im fine with e rantings and all, so what about some trick with either loss of sense (vision) or 40, last man standing? 👀

looking forward to it!

Last Man Standing Contains: main character death, implied secondary character death, monsters, blood, last-minute love confessions, Kaer Morhen, sort-of spoilers for season 2 Wordcount: 740ish [PROMPT LIST]

“Geralt, come on, we have to go—” Jaskier turned from the shuttered window he’d been trying to prise open, splinters embedded beneath his fingernails. “I need your help,” he panted, “I can’t… you can Aard them, right? Get them open?”

Geralt was slumped against the cracked stone wall, his sword dangling limply from his hand. He didn’t respond; didn’t move. Jaskier edged forwards.

Geralt looked— defeated. His eyes were still dark from the potions he’d thrown back, his face pale and black-veined. There was blood splattered across his skin, and that too looked almost black in the shadows. Jaskier reached for him, placing his hands—also bloodied—gently to his jaw.

“Geralt.” It was barely more than a whisper. “Please.”

There was a rattle in Geralt’s chest as he breathed a single word - “Jaskier—” - before slumping forwards. Jaskier’s legs gave way as he caught him, and they collapsed to the floor together, Jaskier’s knees cracking against the flagstones. Jaskier attempted to pull Geralt upright, his hands sliding across his armour. They came away slick with fresh blood.

“Geralt…”

He managed to heave him against the wall where he could see him properly, assess the damage. The armour at his side had been almost entirely torn away, the leather flapping uselessly. The skin beneath was a mess of blood. Geralt didn’t even wince as Jaskier examined him, swallowing back the urge to vomit.

“I shouldn’t have brought you here.”

Jaskier pulled back. Geralt’s eyes had faded back to yellow, the bright colour now limpid and dull.

“Yes you should have,” Jaskier whispered. “I finally got to see your home.”

“I’ve killed you.”

“Considering the number of times you’ve saved my life, I think I’ll let this one slide.” Jaskier laughed, tangled around a sob. “Come on,” he said again. “We need to keep going. Once we’re out we can—”

“No.”

“Geralt, don't—”

“It’s too late, Jask.”

“Don’t say that.”

“You can still get out. Use my sword to get the shutters open. Head up the mountain. There’s a cave system… head east, follow the path. It’s too small in there for it to—” Geralt took a shuddering breath, eyes squeezing shut. “—for it to follow.”

“I’m not leaving you.”

“You have to.”

“Geralt—”

There was a roar from somewhere deeper in the keep—a scream. Jaskier’s gut twisted, his heart pounding between his ribs. Something rumbled, and the walls shook. With a pained noise, Geralt reached out, grabbing Jaskier’s hand.

“One of us needs to get out. Everyone else—” he finished the sentence in a choking gasp.

“I can’t leave you. Please, Geralt, not now. Not after…” he squeezed Geralt’s hand, his fingers already limp. Jaskier's cheeks were warm and wet; he must be crying. “Not after everything. I only just got you back, and—” his insides twisted, the air fleeing his lungs. “I don’t want to lose you again.”

“It’s too late for that.”

“Don’t—”

Another scream. The creaking of floorboards—the distinct sound of a wall tumbling, far too close, barely a room away.

“Take the sword,” Geralt said, his voice quiet but sure, “and go.”

“Geralt—”

“Go!”

Jaskier hesitated for only a moment. He reached down, pulling Geralt’s sword from his unresisting grip. It was too large for him, too heavy, too powerful. The silver was stained red.

“I…” He swallowed. “I’ll miss you.”

Head slumped against the wall, Geralt gave him a brief, small smile. Jaskier stood, feeling the weight of the sword in his hand, listening to the scraping, clawing drag of the thing beyond the door.

“Jask—”

He turned. Geralt’s hand was leaning against his chest. He gestured for Jaskier to come closer.

“What is it?” Jaskier asked, kneeling beside him.

Geralt opened his hand. His medallion, rusted with blood and the chain snapped neatly in two, rested in the middle of his palm.

“Take it.”

"Geralt... I can't—"

"It's yours. Please."

Jaskier carefully lifted the silver wolf’s head from Geralt's hand. He examined it for only a second before shoving it deep into his pocket. He couldn’t lose it. He’d rather die. Geralt leant back, eyes sliding shut again, his breathing deep and laboured. It was clear that every gasp pained him, every movement an effort. Jaskier shuffled closer till his mouth hovered above Geralt’s ear.

“Thank you.” He gripped the sword tighter. “For everything. I…” he could hear Geralt’s breathing diminishing. “I love you.”

Geralt didn’t respond. Jaskier pressed a kiss to his cheek—brief and bloodstained—then rose to his feet.

Beyond the door, the creature howled.

[laisai]

nearly 2 years in, i finally got qiqi'd 😂😭

(after 1 mona, 2 dilucs, 2 jeans, and THREE Keqings)

now im torn between pulling for cyno or saving for albedo. I've missed albedo for the last two years...but cyno.... 👀 but like, albedo reruns like only once a year and cyno will probably rerun before the end of sumeru right? but still... ahhhhh

gacha games are hell on my impulse control issues

[muniimyg]

KIMI BESTIE don't be shy n feed us til' 20 🤤 butt! My thots so far r i feel lyk yn is lowkey torn between her 2 guys cos she keeps saying "focus on me" to tae, butt drunk text jimin 😫,,, so i def agree on how tae's acting atm cos of his prev trauma but im looking forward to them for getting their shts straight nd call me back later 📞🥱 in short, YOU'RE DOING GREAT BESTIE 🥹🤩

omggg ,, i literally passed out last night when i said i’d take a break 😤 i’ll be doing another spam update tonight 👀

yeah! yn is definitely all over the place.. i think she knows what and who she wants, but it��s difficult to commit given the timing and how consistent jimin still is to her ☹️ i think her back and forth is rlly realistic since .. we all know it’s not that easy to get over someone 😜😜😜

taehyungggg 😫 our poor baby. he is literally going THRU it. his trauma was never triggered until now ig… more angst to come 😳 i think it’s rlly cute tho! how he’s TRULY trying to shove down his romantic feelings for her.. hirap ng buhay kung lagi tayo marupok

they still have so much to go thru.. this is literally the beginning of their issues 🫣 i hope u continue to enj the rest of the story.. there is def a lot of irony and foreshadowing involved rn ✨💓 thank u for sending in!

[georgeinamerc]

Hiiii sorry I haven’t sent you one in a while 😔 i got a c*vid shot yesterday and I’m dying 😭 but hi!! Hello!! How’s your week been??

So lets see, I’m from the states (rip) but I was in Scotland for a while and I have been trying to go back ever since. You should totally post that pic 👀 I will watch for it and yeah I’m currently super torn on what to do for grad but trying to give myself options.

Okay so I’m painting a thing and I need your opinion (I’ll send you a pic when I’m done if i can figure out how to submit pictures over anon) I’m trying to do wildflowers, should I do like. Multicolor or should i theme (blues and whites, reds and pinks, Oranges and blues etc)

Iluuuuu 💕

-jc

I TRIED SENDING THE PIC AND MY WHOLE ANSWER GOT DELETED IM GONNA KMS😭😭😭

Let's go again! Hello baby! Please don't apologize about it I'm gonna be here waiting for your asks! Don't stress about it<3 OMG YAYY (not for you dying LMAO) I'm very happy for youu! Which one did you get? I'm a Pfizer gal😍🤩🥰😛💅 I hope you feel better soon love!!! I was lucky enough to not hurt too much in both of my shots apart from a little soreness on the arm!!

Hello again hahah<33 my week has been pretty good this far, in the sense that I got to go out with friends and relax, but I also got a bit tired from classes and taking the bus every day :/ Oh and I don't know if you saw my post but I FINALLY GOT SPOTIFY PREMIUM AHHHH!! This is probably not as exciting for you as it is for me lmao but let me tell you. I've only had it for 2 days and I already feel more peaceful without the ads😂 How has your week been dear??

Omg not the states😭 are you safe out there love?? Do you want me to come pick you up?🥲 I REALLY WANT TO GO TO SCOTLAND TOO!!! You liked it a lot there right?? Ah I tried but tumblr won't let me :( I'll find some way hopefully!!

Having many options can be tricky but it definitely gives you a lot of power to make your own decisions! After my exams' results I realized I could choose between many majors and up until the last moment I was torn between psychology and law. My main goal is criminology which can be achieved by both so it was a bit difficult. At first we may not be sure if we made the right decision but I know we will both be rewarded at the end so don't worry!!💞💞

OMG YOU'RE PAINTING????? STOP IM SO JEALOUS SHJSJSHSJ😭😭😭 I'm very much horrible at it so I'm very fascinated by everyone who is talented at art!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE FINAL PRODUCT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WANTING TO SHARE IT WITH ME 💗💗

You want my opinion???? Oh my god thank you!!!! Ah it's a difficult one... but I'm saying themed!!!💜💜💜

I love you very much baby!!<33

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OKAY here I am again using my laptop this time.

I must say I was torn between waiting till tomorrow to read chap 5 and 6 one after the other and reading it when you posted bc I knew ch 5 would give me a mental breakdown. It has btw. I was smiling at my laptop so much that it was probably scary. And my jaw hurts.

anyways I succumbed to temptation and read it, and LORD I enjoyed it. The preggo convo hits home too btw, i think that's something anyone with a uterus has thought about at some point in their life, especially nowadays that we're getting more accurate information on what goes on during pregnancy and birth giving. I like that it's a 'we' now, that they talk about being parents and not just having offspring bc a parent is an active figure that goes beyond fertilization. The conversation was natural and free of prejudice (and consciously so). I'm not exactly fond of baby fics but i guess it'd be cute if it's these two (if it happens, and if it takes place in the story naturally).

However i just can't enjoy it 100% bc I KNOW tae is doomed to find out it wasn't just a hookup, that he actually knows the person and that it's y/n's brother in law. that's going to some drama addition, especially now that they're beginning to grow fond of each other ('s bodies 👀 tae Y/N don't think i didn't notice the glancing and touching)

to be honest this is the first time i get so hooked on a multichapter fic. as both a reader and writer i tend to stick to oneshots or fics of perhaps 2, 3 chapters bc I'm an impatient little shit but good lord i love this. I really like it, i swear.

also is taehyung a virgin? He seems to be. No offense that's kinda hot. I just think it'd make sense, giving that he didn't have sex with that girl at the club and is hesitant to make skin-to-skin contact, although it could be bc of the physical abuse too. I dunno it was just a hypothesis i had... OH NO IMAGINE IF Y/N IS HIS FIRST TIME AND THEN HE FINDS OUT HER FLING WAS ACTUALLY A BOYFRIEND AND HE'S HAD LUNCH WITH HIM. HE'LL BE SO HEARTBROKEN. Im sad now :(

Ignore this babbling, I thank you.

We're halfway into the story but I'm down the rabbit hole past my ankles. I know a week has been good when Wednesday comes faster than expected.

↳ Index [Chapter 05 - Is This Paradise?]

Genre: fluffy Romance

Warnings: so many feels, they are both a little shy

Wordcount: 10.8k

a/n: I have officially fallen and I can’t get up 

You peel your eyes open. There is a pillow in your arms. It is Taehyungs pillow. But the owner is nowhere to be seen in your bed. You sit up, eyes half-lidded as you inspect the room. It is abandoned.

The sheets of Taehyungs side are cold as you touch them. Not that he spent a lot of time on his side of the bed this night. You wrap your arms around your body. It was kind of nice to be held like this.

“No, do not fall for him”, you say out loud, giving your own cheek a little slap.

Those past few nights were merely because you both needed some comfort. Yes, this must be it. A mere attempt to not waste too much time on trying to comfort the other. 

First you with the thunderstorm. He held you so you would stop wiggling and he could fall asleep again. Yes this must have been it. But then. You touch your forehead. Why did he kiss you?

And why does your theory not apply to your own reasons? If they were true that would mean that you held him merely to fall asleep sooner. But that wasn’t it. You wanted to comfort him.

Did he want to comfort you too?

“No! Oh my god, get yourself together ___”, you groan, flicking your forehead.

You mustn’t think about this. It never happened. You should stop making up weird scenarios in your head. You need to leave this bed. It’s giving you weird thoughts.

Taehyung isn’t in the kitchen either, but his notebook is missing and so are his sunglasses. Did he leave to eat breakfast? Maybe you could join him, after all you are terribly famished.

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69, 76, 84 for ask game? 👀

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69. do you play an instrument?

yeah the piano!!! i havent practiced in a while tho, i need 2 do that more 😔😔

76. what color looks best on you?

im honestly not sure?? its either black/dark purple or pink i cant decide 💔 my aesthetic is torn between goth and pastel hdbxbsbz

84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?

rainbow 🌈 they make everything prettier uvu