#im tired .... all the time ....
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I want to get a proper diagnose for ADHD/Autism but how am I supposed to do that when my fucking therapist isn’t properly listening to me? When the supposed mental health professional is trying to blame all of my problems on the fact that maybe I’m not “trying hard enough”.
Im so tired all the time.
I told my therapist that I can never concentrate on anything, about how my head picks up every single noise I hear and repeats it in a constant loophole. And she says that I wasn’t doing enough introspection on myself?
She asked me what I did on my winter vacations, I told her that I only went out twice to a hangout at D’s house, then I told her that I stayed in my house all day. Either laying on the couch whenever my parents weren’t around or up in my room. Because I enjoy being on a calm environment because I can do the things I want and because it isn’t noisy, and the look she gave me was one that said ‘I can’t believe you. How can you even do that instead of going out to parties? You’re a teenager, go have normal fun’. That’s not even an exaggeration. She spent 10 out of our 20 minutes sessions trying to convince me to go to more parties even while I was repeatedly telling her that I can’t stand going to loud places, that I have already tried and can’t stand being around so many people. That none of my friends (except for three big exceptions, which arent really my friends but just some people that I kinda get along in my class) even go out to dance and party.
I just wish I could quit going. Her sessions aren’t even worth it, not when it’s only a 20 minute session and she’s charging my parents 8,900$ ARS. But it has only been three sessions and I feel like if I stop now it would be like my parents have been waisting their money.
I’ll just wait until I live alone and have my own money, then I’ll change therapists.
#audhd#i hate it here#autism#adhd#someone please take me out of my misery#im tired all the time#somebody help me#according to my health configuration on my phone I have a very high risk of depression#I don’t know what to do with this information
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I miss drawing :<
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I want to rewatch these episodes of so many of these shows but
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#idk if its seasonal or what but i feel like im slipping into depression again#im tired all the time#I cant watch or read even when i want to#I can't take any form of criticism without utterly breaking down#I genuinely can nit stand the thought of people#not even the people i love#i just want to go home#but i am home
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I have I want to lay down 24/7 disease
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I want an AU where after Jason gets brought back to life, he channels his inner rage and turmoil into the academics instead of murder
Talia has like infinite money and a crap ton of influence, so she can absolutely get Jason the best tutors and can easily get him into the most prestigious schools if Jason wanted to (she doesn't need to do that though because Jason's just smart enough to get into them on his own)
The major he chooses? Med.
Why? Because Bruce dropped out of med school.
Jason practically flies through all the secondary education that he needs to catch up on and is already en route to earning his bachelor's AND his master's.
And it'd be so incredibly funny if the way Bruce and Jason reunite in this AU was purely by coincidence.
Bruce (as Brucie Wayne) offers to show up as a guest lecturer at Hudson University (the school Dick attended but dropped out of so double points for Jason), maybe to talk about future career paths and job positions at WE idk
So as Bruce is just wandering around the campus, he randomly bumps into a student and immediately puts on the Brucie act and is all "Oh my, I'm SO sorry, I'm just a klutz haha" only to stop dead silent when he makes eye contact with a very alive, very grown Jason Todd, who also stops dead in his tracks, mouth agape, staring at Bruce like the world's about to end
And before Bruce can get his thoughts straight, Jason just bolts out of there like his life depends on it, and Bruce is just in shambles for the rest of the day.
It doesn't help that the person giving Bruce the tour is all like "Oh yeah, that's Jason, he's one of the heads on our student council haha, anyways, this way, Mr. Wayne." and Bruce is just stood there bluescreening.
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Alternatively, it'd be kinda funny if this all happened AFTER the events of UTRH where after the final encounter with Bruce and Joker and the whole explosion, Jason's just like "yk what, maybe I'm just gonna turn over a new leaf and pursue a higher education"
So while Gotham's still reeling from the aftermath of Jason's near takeover as the top crime lord and Bruce is still painstakingly trying to figure out where his son went, the whole time Jason's just been chilling on a school campus and Bruce just so happens to bump into his son (who, last time they met, tried to kill Bruce and blew up the building they were all in) and Jason's just all normal-looking with his textbooks and nerdy glasses and Bruce doesn't know whether to scream or cry.
#Bruce not thinking and immediately grabbing student!Jason's arm#Jason (being the little shit he is): *screaming at the top of his lungs* THIS BILLIONAIRE IS TRYING TO KIDNAP ME#Bruce internally: ok yeah thats definitely my son#jason todd#bruce wayne#batdad#red hood#Bruce trying to corner Jason later that day: can we PLEASE talk?#jason: (being obnoxiously loud) WHY?? so you can induct me into your PYRAMID SCHEME? so you can trap me into your CAPITALISTIC businesses??#bruce panicking: jason please#Jason: WHO is Jason#Then he pulls a tire iron outta his bag and whacks Bruce with it before running away#just like old times lol#talia showing up one night during patrol and smugly showing off Jason's diplomas and acheivements#talia: he has my fake last name on all his certificates and records.#talia: im just SO proud of my son#bruce crying: please stop#batfamily#batfam#batman#dc#incorrect quotes#crack#fanatical posting
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my bodys ability to be tired after hours of sleep should be studied bc what the fuck is this.
#im tired all the time#i can fall asleep at any time (except when im supposed to in a reasonable time)#i slept at 2am#wome up at NOON#and then fell alseep again for an hour bc i was so tired#now im only awake bc i forced myself to have coffee and put make up on so i cant go back to bed#( -д-) its so bad for me
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anime Mob not being as sassy as manga Mob was truly a loss
look at these
it even looks like he’s kind of grinning
#little sassboy#‘see my previous remark’ ?!#woah little man ! better watch your tone there !#hes so funny#i like him#also sorry for all the low effort posts#ill try to get some art n stuff out….cuz i love yall…….#im just silly tired rn 4 no rezn#and like kinda buzy#but thats liek all the time so hhehe#mob psycho 100#mp100#shigeo kageyama#kageyama shigeo
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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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guess I'm stuck with the caffeine diet no matter what I do
#im tired all the time#and for some reason it gets 100x worse when i go to work#so i have like. soda or monster#and i have way too much of it but like. im dead and muggy otherwise#dip speaks#mannn.
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just some school pics.. i drew this to print on pencil bags?? hoping they look cute in the end
#teenage mutant ninja turtles#mutant mayhem#tmnt mm#meruzart#i wanted 2 go harder on thesw but im recovering from top surgery rn and im sooo tired all the time LOL
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HIII SORRY FOR NO NEW ART have some concept sketches for the fic i'm working on instead
#finally.......i can remake skk in my vision. GOODBYE BROWN HAIRED DAZAI.#its a hunger games au btw!! they're wearing suits bc they're students for the beginning of the story :)#anyway i could yap abt this for hours but im to tired to brainrot in the tags so perhaps another time💔#for anyone who's familiar w the series they're from district 12 which is the coal district#i will say that verlaine is chuuya's legal guardian in this and verlaine is a peacekeeper so he's like a gov official technically(?)#and then mori is dazai's father and dazai works as a medical assistant in his dad's clinic (they're like the only doctors in the district)#and yea thats all i feel like disclosing bc im tired and need to go to bed😔😔😔😔 what three hours of sleep does to a mf#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#soukoku#skk#lotus draws
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warrior
#ruby rose#rwby#my art#for one of my assignments where we could chose any fictional character of our liking to render#wanted to go for weiss but#sweet baby bastard is so bloody white. i am not rendering all that white. naw#might draw her on my own time lol#ruby's v7 hair still greatly confuses me lmao#the ear is so fucked up hghhhh#this could've been better but im too tired to give any more fucks hjhhhhjh#one more week sth until sem break again!!! १(>益<१)#gonna go barf out the remaining work i gotta do byee
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something. about. the horror of being sent on an impossible (death) quest and obligations and hospitality politics. the trauma of not having a home, and then the trauma of being in a house that becomes actively hostile to you, one that would swallow you whole and spit out your bones if you step out of line. all of this is conditional, your existence continues to be something men want gone.
it's about going back as far as I can with the perseus narrative because there's always a version of a myth that exists behind the one that survives. the missing pieces are clearly defined, but the oldest recorded version of it isn't there! and there's probably something older before that!! but it's doomed to forever be an unfilled space, clearly defined by an outline of something that was there and continues to be there in it's absence.
and love. it's also about love. even when you had nothing, you had love.
on the opposite side of the spectrum, this is Not About Ovid Or Roman-Renaissance Reception, Depictions And Discourses On The Perseus Narrative.
edit: to add to the above, while it's not about Ovid, because I'm specifically trying to peel things back to the oldest version of this story, Ovid is fine. alterations on the Perseus myth that give more attention Medusa predate Ovid by several centuries. this comic is also not about those, either! there are many versions of this story from the ancient world. there is not one singular True or Better version, they're all saying something.
Perseus, Daniel Ogden
Anthology of Classical Myth: Primary Sources in Translation, edited & translated by Stephen M Trzaskoma, R. Scott Smith, Stephen Brunet
#perseus#danae#komiks tag#long post#every other week i start to say something about how greek heroes are a good case study in diaspora and exile trauma#but man perseus makes me so sad. so does danae. she loves her son :(#perseus turning a whole island to stone is a huge mood. i would also do that if i were him#anyway (salutes) take care everyone i gotta watch yunho's new video it looks like a fucking movie im so excited#(i singled out ovid bc i remember the fucking shit perseus discourse that ran through this site. i remember#im preemptively loading a gun and pointing at it before it can touch this post#it hasn't died out either i see it on twitter all the time in the most ANNOYING ways possible i am TIRED#esp bc they're actually doing medusa a narrative disservice like congrats! you made it worse! stop telling me it's better!!!!)#it’s all greek to me
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in my defense i was very tired
RIP Gary Grooberson you would have loved being the neurodivergent star was dad
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