#im tentatively hopeful?

[latveriastrong]

So um. Diagnosis is: persistent depressive disorder, left untreated for years because previous doctor mistook the periods where that depression lifted somewhat for actual manic episodes and diagnosed me with bipolar disorder instead. It's been just hanging out and getting worse over time. 👍 Apparently a baseline of, "I don't really feel anything but sometimes I can't experience joy for like months at a time?" is atypical. I just thought I was goth. 🫤

[demiesop]

A little continuation of this

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Sometimes just surviving is already your biggest achievement.

[cybertron-smash-or-pass]

[nordsea-horizons]

🍅🥕🥬🌽🪵

[callmehere-iwillappear]

coming soon(...ish) to an ao3 account near you: the idiot's guide to blindfold chess

in the meantime, the full piece of this ^^ is on patreon!

[hashileio]

trying something different with his tentes :3c

[gorgynei]

mom and brother have covid and my graduation ceremony is tomorrow. i hate covid so much man

[thedeadthree]

thinking thoughts thinking thoughts thinking thoughts th—

what if irulanne was from the same clan as m*erril but raised a city elf since she was found in that crypt

what if she’s from the al*erion on her moms side and a l*avellan on her dads

what if lhysas father (an assassin just like his daughter lhysaa <33) had allies in his days as an assassin a pariah of his family

what if he wasn’t the only one that was betrayed when a thing went topsy turvy (will be getting to how that went down eventually !!!!!)

what if lhysas father moved on from lúthien the mother of the inky and her brother (she sort of went *poof* for reasons of her own that golly i need to write all of this down jdnxgcg i mean tungle post is a good place to start dnbxgxg)

what if unbeknownst to irulanne her and lhys and feanorian are half sibs what if her mother gave birth to iru and hid her in the crypt what if they found her and thought her to not have magic at first so she was raised by the elder of the alienage. (her mother was likely to have passed on as well poor iru 🥀🥲)

what if they kept an eye anyway knowing the bloodline she hailed from (lonans line lhysa and feanorians line has a STORY if there ever was one i will yell about it soon prommy !!!!!) and low and behold none too long later her magic manifested what if they waited a while more until she built her network of little creatures she reanimated that relayed her things and gaggle of friends what if she had a kingdom of her own and she refused

what if she was thrown under a bloody ritual to wipe her memories so that all she knew was the sisters a sort of sect of necromancers within the mourners that had their own ideas and machinations and saw her as their heir of sorts??

what if it was like she was to be some sort of lich queen…thing(?) ruling the living and the dead from the necropolis and that it went topsy turvy (to irulannes benefit ubeknownst to her at the time!!) when the thing happened and that whole her having a mage heir to rule was merely a side thing that if it happened cool but the main goal was the lich queen thing.

what if feanorian was in the area for a reason or another (maybe i can think of that with emms episode !!) he’s looking for the rook on behalf of lhysa who has her ex to thwart/save and a demigod daughter to raise etc etc (things i am planning to yell about later oo there’s so much to yell about with lhysa but this is a iru lore essay <3)

what if the prodigy to gifted kid burnout between lucanne (heir to bloodline etc etc luca and child of nothing destined to inherit everything irulanne) made me insane <3

[gonchillunchis]

hey.......

[seaweedstarshine]

♡ Regeneration! River was right, it's a whole new coloring to work with! ♡

[carnival-core]

Hey not to make a political post but does it ever feel like we can just never win and the suffering will be forever and we're always going to have to fight with moments of peace being fleeting and not worth looking forward to

[simmonsized]

TO DO (official) LIST IS COMPLETE!!!!! QUARTER IS OVER!!!! I AM FREE!!!!!!!

[scattered-winter]

IM WRITING AGAIN EVERYONE CHEER

[kaoharu]

frolicking in the real world sorry guys

for now i hope you guys like this cool glass swan i saw at a dimsum place

[hijackedhoneybeeez]

My hyper specific assumption is that laios' feelings in broken teeth (his self harming behaviors, running away at times when stressed, and finding relief in a specific person) are a reflection of yourself and how you cope with issues sometimes, either as a past coping mechanism or current one

AAAAAAAAAAAA I am glass to you

You're not wrong 🙃🙃🙃

[floralovebot]

i mean. the trix look good