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crying on stream (not clickbait) â yu jimin.
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synopsis. you really need to stop playing random horrors at 2 am.
pairing. karina x gn!streamer!reader
warning(s). reader cries at a horror game, emotional support gf karina, this is so silly and sweet, let me know if there's more
words. 639
authors note. 1/2 drafts im posting tn before all the freaky stuff and angst floods my page. this is also based off this tiktok i saw
masterlist. navigation.
you had no idea why you thought playing a horror game at 2 a.m. was a good ideaâespecially with karina asleep in the next room. but here you were, curled up in your chair, gripping your keyboard like your life depended on it. your chat was loving every second, spamming laughing emojis and "you're so cooked" messages.
then, it happened.
the door behind your character slammed shut. the screen flickered. a deep, guttural noise rumbled through your headphones.
you froze. your breath caught in your throat, hands hovering over the controls, but you could not bring yourself to move.
"no, no, no, no, no..." you whispered, barely making a sound.
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your fingers twitched over the keys, but before you could even think about getting outâ
the screen went completely black.
your headphones crackled. a distorted whisper slithered through the speakers, low and scratchy, like something breathing right into your ear. then, for half a second, the lights in the game flickered back onâ
the killer was right behind you.
you slammed the pause button.
your whole body locked up, muscles so tight it felt like you might pass out. chat was going insane, but their messages barely registered.
you couldn't scream. not with karina asleep. you couldn't even let out a proper gasp.
instead, a quiet sob slipped out before you could stop it.
you pressed a hand over your mouth, shoulders shaking as you tried to breathe. tears welled up, but you blinked fast, trying to keep yourself together.
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after a few deep breaths, you forced yourself to unpause.
you needed to get out.
with shaky hands, you turned the lights back on, unlocked the door, and ran. the second you stepped out of that room, you ripped your hands off the keyboard, dropping them into your lap as a deep exhale left you. a few stray tears slipped down your face, and you wiped them away, sniffling.
"oh my god," you muttered, still feeling the adrenaline in your veins.
thenâ
a tap on your shoulder.
you screamed.
the fear you'd been barely holding in came crashing down all at once. you flinched so hard your chair almost tipped over, another choked sob slipping out as you panicked.
your chat lost their minds.
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then came the worst partâa soft, familiar laugh.
your head snapped to the side, eyes wide as you saw karina standing there, looking impossibly amused despite being fresh out of sleep. dress in your an oversized hoodie, her hair a little messy, she smiled at you before shaking her head.
"you're so dramatic," she whispered, barely containing her giggles.
you didn't even have the energy to argue. Without thinking, you reached for her, pulling her into a hug off-camera. she easily melted into you, wrapping her arms around your shoulders and resting her chin on your head.
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username WE CAN SEE THE SHADOW WTF username THE WAY THEY JUST WENT SILENT TO HUG THE AIR LIKE BFFR
karina ran her hand up and down your back, pressing a soft kiss to your temple before whispering, "you okay?"
you nodded against her shoulder. "i hate this game."
she snorted. "then stop playing horror games at night, hm?"
you sniffled. "never."
she sighed, but she didn't let go. for a while, you just stayed thereâholding onto her, ignoring chat's growing curiosity, letting your heartbeat finally slow down. eventually, she whispered, "wanna sleep now?"
you exhaled. "yeah."
with a final squeeze, she pulled back and grabbed your hand, and you turned back to your stream, rubbing your eyes before clearing your throat.
"alright, chat," you muttered, voice still wobbly. "i'm ending stream. i need therapy."
the last thing chat saw before you disconnected was your teary eyes, ruffled hair, and hand out of frame, fingers curled like you were holding onto somethingâsomeone.
then, you were gone.
#bytemee works#aespa karina#aespa x reader#karina x reader#jimin x reader#yu jimin#yu jimin x reader#aespa#karina x y/n#karina x fem reader#karina x you#aespa fluff#karina fluff#jimin x you#kpop x reader#idol x reader#aespa fanfic#fem!reader#jimin x y/n#yu jimin x you#karina aespa#karina#aespa x fem reader#aespa x you#aespa x y/n
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our girlđ (pt. 2)
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an: i was inspired to write this like FOREVER AGO by a tik tok this woman made talking about how she found it impossible to sleep the night after she gave birth. just knowing her little dream baby was real and right there next to her. so i wrote it finally LMAO
ok i srsly promise this is the last one for this weekend hahah! actually though, im going out of town tomorrow until monday night/tuesday so i might be MIA on here anyways but i promise i wonât bombard you with my baby fever anymore hahaha!!
part 1
The room was dark and quiet, save for the occasional hum of machines and the distant beeping of monitors in the hall. The soft glow from the small nightlight near the bassinet illuminated just enough for Billie to stir awake. At first, she wasnât sure what had woken herâmaybe it was the subtle shift in the air, or maybe it was just her natural instinct as a new mom kicking in.
She blinked sleepily, stretching slightly before swinging her legs over the edge of the extra hospital bed for visitors. As she moved to stand, she glanced to her rightâand there you were, laying on your side, wide awake. Not just awake, but completely entranced, eyes locked onto the tiny bundle nestled in the hospital bassinet.
Your daughter was awake too, just staring right back at you with those wide, curious newborn eyes. Neither of you moved. Neither of you made a sound. Just two little souls, taking each other in.
Billie couldnât help but chuckle. âBaby,â she whispered, voice thick with sleep, âwhy are you still up?â
You blinked, almost startled, as if you hadnât even realized Billie was watching. Your lower lip trembled as your gaze flickered to her. âIâŠâ Your voice cracked, and suddenly your eyes were shining with fresh tears.
Billieâs teasing smile softened instantly. She crouched down to sit softly on the bed, her warm hand coming up to cup your cheek. âHey, hey. Whatâs wrong, my love?â she murmured, wiping away a stray tear with her thumb.
You sniffled, laughing a little at yourself. âI just⊠I donât think Iâll ever fall asleep again.â
Billie frowned slightly, tilting her head. âBaby, you had quite the day. You literally gave birth. You should be resting.â
You shook your head, another tear slipping down your cheek. âShe was just in my tummy, B. For nine months. We talked about her, we dreamed about her, we waited for herâŠâ Your voice wavered as you looked back at your daughter, eyes glistening with overwhelming love. âAnd now sheâs here. Sheâs real. And sheâs looking at me.â Your breath hitched. âI canât believe this is real.â
Billieâs heart clenched, love swelling inside her chest until it was almost too much to contain. She leaned in, kissing away the fresh tears that rolled down your face. âOh, baby,â she whispered, brushing her fingers through your hair. âItâs real. Sheâs real. And sheâs ours.â
You let out a soft, shaky exhale, nodding. Billie smiled, helping you sit up and get comfortable before she finally stood, squeezing your hand once more before heading into the bathroom.
When she returned, she found you in the exact same positionâsitting up now, but still completely absorbed in watching your daughter, your lips slightly parted, your expression nothing but pure awe. Your eyes were teary but full of joy.
Billie smirked, shaking her head fondly. âYouâre obsessed, huh?â
You blinked, looking up at her with a watery laugh. âCompletely.â
She let out a breathy chuckle before stepping toward the bassinet. âAlright, I know the cure for this.â
She reached down carefully, her hands expertly cradling your daughter as she lifted her from the bassinet. The moment your baby was in her arms, Billie melted. She rocked her gently, pressing featherlight kisses all over her tiny face. âHey, little lady,â she whispered, brushing her thumb against her impossibly soft cheek. âYou keeping Mama up? Just staring at her like sheâs the best thing in the world?â Billie grinned as your daughter yawned, her tiny lips parting, her face scrunching slightly. âYeah? I get it. Sheâs my favorite thing to look at too.â
You wiped at your face, your heart swelling so much it almost hurt.
After a few minutes of mommy-and-baby time, Billie turned to you, maneuvering your daughter carefully. âAlright, my love. You need the full experience.â
She placed the baby gently against your chest, making sure she was positioned just right. The moment that tiny, warm weight settled on you, you sucked in a breath, your hands immediately coming up to cradle her. Her little head rested right over your heart, her tiny hand grasping at your skin.
You closed your eyes, biting your lip to keep yourself from crying again. A quiet, breathy giggle escaped you, overwhelmed with the feeling of it all.
Billie laughed softly at your reaction. âOh my God, youâre squealing,â she teased. âYouâre literally gonna combust.â
âI might,â you admitted, voice muffled against your babyâs head. âI canât help it, B. This is the best feeling in the world.â
Billie let out a soft sigh, her expression tender as she climbed onto the hospital bed beside you. She snaked an arm around your waist, pulling you closer, while her other hand rested gently on your arm, fingers brushing over the babyâs tiny back. She pressed her forehead to your shoulder, needing to be as close to both of you as humanly possible.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The only sounds in the room were the occasional distant beeps from the machines and the soft, sleepy breaths of your newborn.
Then, your baby let out a tiny, soft yawn, nestling even closer to your skin.
Billie let out a breathy chuckle. âOkay. Yeah. Thatâs the best feeling in the world.â
You nodded, still smiling, still tearful, still overwhelmed with love. âMm-hmm.â
A beat of silence passed before you spoke again, voice sheepish.
âCan we have another one?â
Billieâs head shot up, her eyes wide as she gaped at you. âBabe.â
You giggled, snuggling closer to her. âWhat? I mean⊠look at her.â
Billie groaned playfully, but the grin tugging at her lips betrayed her. âOh, I am looking at her. And Iâm also looking at you, my crazy, adorable, baby-obsessed wife, who just gave birth like hours ago and is already asking for round two.â
You giggled harder, shrugging. âI canât help it. Sheâs perfect. We made her.â
Billie exhaled dramatically, shaking her head, but she was smiling so big her cheeks hurt. She pressed a long, lingering kiss to your forehead, then another to the babyâs head. âLetâs get through this one first, superstar,â she murmured, her voice laced with so much love it made your heart ache.
You hummed, letting your eyes drift closed, the warmth of Billieâs embrace and the tiny weight of your daughter lulling you into a peace you had never known before. âDeal.â
And as Billie held both of you close, her heart bursting at the seams, she knewâthis was it. This was the dream.
#billie eilish#wlw#billie eilish fluff#fanfiction#billie eilish x reader#billie eilish x fem!reader#billie eilish x y/n#billie eilish x you#billie eilish fic#billie eilish fanfiction#billie x you#billie x reader#gracie eilish
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DO YOU DO REQUEST???? I'm sorry if you're not:(
Going as anon, since it's Michael's bday today:) This is my first time requesting,:( birthday S3x for Michael kaiser!! Thank you if you accept it:( !!<33
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#. birthday gift! ââàŒ m. k
contains : reader gives kaiser a blowjob :3, praise, established relationship, switch kaiser(?) (more leaning dom though ngl), german pet names ^__^, dacryphillia, reader puts a bow on it, reader calls him mihya :3, creampie, p in v, full nelson
a/n : IM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG ON THIS ANON :;( his birthday passed like two months ago⊠again like i said in my last post, i went into a FAT writers block unfortunately..
pretty boys like him deserve special birthday gifts, donât they?
mdni
nsfw under the cut
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âheâs so prettyâ is what you think to yourself on the daily.
so when the 25th rolls around and all of the guests are now gone, you give him his birthday gift, something made for your pretty birthday boy and him only.
âhappy birthday, mihya!â you say sweetly, handing him his gift. âopen it!â
itâs a cute little card for how thankful you are for him, but thereâs something else in that card, a paper that says âlift me!! :3â
and not to your surprise, he lifts it up, polaroid after polaroid of you in the most precious yet delicate lingerie sets ever! pretty lace in different colors and designs.
âdo you like it, mihya?â you say, acting innocent as if you didnât know the polaroids were there.
âyouâre gonna ask me that after you just gave this to me, liebling? look how fucking hard you got me..â he says, a groan leaving his lips as he palms himself.
he likes the gift you got him, heâs so grateful for it, but whatâs the fun in not teasing you?
âmâsorry mihyaâ! i promise iâll make it up to you! will do anything, baby..â you knew he liked the gift, and you knew what he wanted right away, a blowjob, maybe?
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âyour cock is so pretty, mihyaâŠâ you whisper, beads of pre leaking out of his pink tip as you rub it with your thumb before putting your tongue out to taste him, the pretty bow you added on his cock complimenting the appearance of it. âitâs so pretty with this bow here, right? âs like a present..â
âmmfâif you wanted to give me a blowjob for my birthday, you couldâve just said itâŠâ he groans at your antics, the pleasure slowly taking over him, tears in your eyes as you try to take more and more of him into your mouth.
âtearing up? gotta make you practice some moreâŠ. want you to take my cock fullyâŠâ
he thinks youâre such a pretty crier on his cock! your mouth trying to take more and more of him in each time just makes him even harder.
âwhat a good girl you are⊠taking my cock so well for me, hm?â he whimpers, the feeling of your wet mouth controlling him and his pretty sounds. who knew you could have so much power over him?
âoâonly fâyou, mihyaâŠâ you tease as he is closer to the edge, taking him a little more deeper in your pretty mouth. âwant allll of your cum tonight⊠please, mihya.. wanna make you feel soooooo good..â
âdâdonât say shit like that, baby⊠âs gonna make me cum if you doâŠâ he grunts, his dominant hand pulling your hair into a ponytail tightly.
âbâbut what if thatâs what i want though..?â you look up at him with glossy eyes, a pout forming on your lips.
ââ àŒ â
âoâohh! mihyaâfuckk..!! s-slow do-o-o-o-wnnn!â you whimper. heâs got you in a full nelson position, holding you tightly by your legs to make sure you donât fall.
âyou said you wanted all of my cum tonight, right? thatâs exactly what youâre gonna get⊠mâgonna fill you up nice and deep, yeah?â he laughs a little at your wide eyes, his cock plunging deep in your pussy, his cock kissing your cervix. âshitttâyouâre so warm, schatzâŠâ
you canât even hear halfâanything he is saying to you right now. all you can think about is his large cock pounding into your insides since it just feels so good!
âfâfuck, eâengel⊠gonna cum soon.. youâre gonna take it right?â he groans, thrusting his cock into your pussy once more before releasing his cum in your mouth, some of his cum dripping out of you.
âh-happy birthday, mihyaâŠâ you say, on the bed before closing your eyes to rest a little.
#blue lock#bllk#bllk smut#bllk x reader#bllk x you#blue lock smut#blue lock x female reader#blue lock x reader smut#blue lock kaiser smut#michael kaiser smut#michael kaiser x you#bllk michael kaiser#blue lock michael kaiser#bllk kaiser#blue lock kaiser#kaiser smut#kaiser michael#michael bllk#mihya smut bllk
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"I want you to raise this child with me... not as a servant or a slave, but as a co-parent..."
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"Atumu, could you bring an egg over?"
"Yes, Master"
"Atumu, I don't want you to call me 'Master'...not in front of Wadjet"
"Yes...my love."
#im tearing out my hair thinking about this#i have literally HUNDREDS of vignettes like this in my mind#feel free to ask me at any point about these because im fucking feral#kingtumu#literally just the fact that he comes up with that title by himself#hes just trying to do what his Master wants đđđđđđđđđ#this is not canon but I want it to be
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Sorry i genuinely feel like im going fucking crazy What do u mean wilson's ex-wife named their dog after an anagram for Doctor Greg House What do u mean she'd resented house since the very beginning of their marriage solely because wilson was always there for him but never for HIS OWN WIFE "You always needed him, and he was always there for you." "You knew he had a wife waiting at home; you didn't care." "I'm not saying you broke up the marriage, but you didn't help." Is anyone else hearing this .am i going crazy
"When we had people over, he'd nip at their ankles." Ohhhhhhhhhthefuckiiinnggggggg THEFUCKING That statement being a metaphor for how house drives every prospective spouse of Wilson's away Theway house growls and snaps and bites and lashes out at anyone who even shows a single shred of romantic interest towards wilson. Allof wilson's ex-wives canonically actually fucking hating house's guts because of how close he was (and is) with wilson in a way that he was never able to be with them
House gives out bribes so he can acquire confidential personal information about and to blackmail wilson's girlfriends Willgo to their workplaces so he can Talk AboutWILSON Will bark and snap at anything and everything and protect wilson from NOTHING Willscare away anyone who even tries to get close to wilson instinctively intrinsically irrationally Almost AnimalisticallyKILLS YOU KILLS YOU KILLS YOU KILLS YOUUUUUUUUUU))/!!:):):7/)ÂŁ:);6:ÂŁ7:7:
Animal motifs OHHHHHHHAnimal motifs FUCK . Fuck. House loves wilson like a dog. Masters will abandon their dogs in the middle of dirt roads and drive off and their dogs will chase after them until their paws are oozing bloodied raw and numb Masterswill shun and kick and starve their dogs and maybe the dog will fight back. Maybe the dog will bare its teeth growl and bite But a dog's loyalty isn't something you can ever beat out of it . Loyalty is hardwired into a dog's dna Loyalty that is blind irrational and suffocating that transcends logic and reason that is Branded and Burnt into their genetic makeup until it becomes their achilles heel; the thing thatwill end up killingthem The thing that keeps them crawling back to their masters no matter what no matter what No Matter What
#Im so illw hatthehfu cvkc hwatyhjheFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK#Theyre so fucked up where am i#i feel so nanuseous#theyre so fucked up i think im goingto tear my hair out#WHAHATEHHFUVCKKKKKKKKKKK#Im going to cry#character analysis#media analysis#hatecrimes md#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#house md#johan being crazy about yaoi md
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I'll honestly still be mourning the ROUND 6 that we could have had. The first sketches where Ivan and Till are hugging... Ivan with his arm around Till's shoulders.... The friendly teasing...
I fully understand why they had to change it, but it's still sad to think about all that we missed out on.
#alnst#alien stage#alien stage round 6#ivantill#it rips me apart to think about the fact that they changed the draft because ivantill overlapped too much with mizisua.#they seemed too âmutualâ#their relationship seemed closer and more fond in those sketches....#but ultimately thats not what the team intended. they wanted each of their relationships to be different#and ivantill was apparently supposed to be âobssessiveâ and âpossessiveâ (CRAZY ADJECTIVES BTW.)#the thing they wanted to emphasize about ivantill was that it was one-sided. (tearing my hair out)#what if i ARRRRGGHHHHHHH#i always thought the round 6 we got seemed so different from what i was imagining#and knowing how much they changed it. it makes sense#the patreon posts painted a very different picture for me at the time. the sketches in particular gave me hope hahaha#many things ended up different#im still grateful for the teams work#what we got was sadder and more tragic but if its closer to what they envisioned then im glad
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a ⊠a gift from the talented @kruinka đ„č thank you so much!! àŽŠà”àŽŠàŽż àŒàș¶âżàŒàș¶)
#ćœĄ moevie!#ćœĄ cherishing.#kruin âŠ. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say â i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really đ !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up ⊠gaze at it before i sleep âŠ. gaze at it when im sad ⊠when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style ⊠i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i canât just say âi like how you do thisâ âand thisâ because itâs the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that â i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know youâve been busy â and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this â so iâm just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :â) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart â i would like to say âyou really didnât#have to!!â BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME â YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin ⊠it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . iâm dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE âŠ.. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so â instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i donât want to talk about it !!!!! but you â the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead â i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long âŠ. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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#thjey need to study the effects having several reoccurring infections over the span of 2 years had on cheyes brain#but i already know. im extremely anxious and paranoid about it when i think i have one which is every other day#i had a scare in september but im 100% sure i have it now.#bc of a very specific symptom#clawing my face tearing my hair out i almost made it TWO YEARSSSS without one. ALMOST.#a doodley#talkys
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We agreed that I'm in charge of the bars. But you come here all the time to watch me. How am I supposed to lead my people? Use your head, okay? Suit yourself.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 04
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chaing tien#jiang dian#userjjessi#uservid#userspring#userrain#userspicy#*cajedit#*gif#what if they'd actually leaned into the gang stuff and crime and survival of it all#and chen yi and ai di growing up in this environment#what if they spent time on the actual plot do you know how good this show would be if they did that?#and spent time on the changes they went through during their four years apart while ai di was in prison??#where can i subscribe to the chen yi and ai di getting shit done ON screen half of the show#chen yi feelings realization ON screen while fixing his mistakes in the gang and thinking about how ai di took the heat for him#give it to me. please. and thanks.#IM BEGGING AGTUALLY. IM TEARING OUT MY HAIR FROM HOW GOOD IT COULD HAVE BEEN#because they are such real characters!!! because their storyline is INTERESTING! compelling and well written and near devoid of tropes!!#because their actors literally embody these roles so well theyre so believable and its easy to understand the depths without seeing it!!#BUT I WANT TO SEE IT.#I. WANTED. TO. SEE IT.
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i know everyone sees him as second fiddle to knives bullshit but legato is Everything he is the reason the manga Works do you understand. wolfwood alone is not an adequate foil to vash bc he wants to be saved. he sees himself as guilty and recognizes the âwrongâ in himself and wants to overcome it (nightmare of the orphans, eyes screaming in pain). his arc is more How can someone be better and still survive, not Should someone be better bc wolfwood ultimately does believe what vash is selling. by comparison, legato asks vash what if i dont want to be saved what if im happy here in the death and misery and cruelty what if i want this and vashâs answer is To Kill Him. he is the only person vash intentionally kills. he doesnt even kill knives bc knivesâs plant bullshit is not actually vashâs ideological opposite. legato is. knives is kinda incidental to vashâs ultimate struggle against humanityâs ~dark side~ and how to reconcile that with their ability to grow and be better. i am shaking you by the shoulders do you understand do you fucking get it he is load bearing he is EVERYTHING DO YOU GET IT!!!!!!
#smashy the cache#sorry but every time i think too much about the humanism of it all i start tearing my hair out#like it is so deeply important that legato is HUMAN but that he has CHOSEN destruction#so much of vashâs ideology reads as leading the lost sheep of humanity towards the light#but legato is like actually fuck that i will not be led i am going to be evil on purpose old man#ANYWAY. anyway. im normal again i promise#trigun
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Zaneâs greatest fear is losing his humanity And they did That to him in the movie
#This haunts me sorry . Thereâs a bit of a ramble in these tags#Because I was literally screaming about it w my bf earlier#oh my GOD.#ninjago#zane julien#zane ninjago#HE WAS JUST A ROBOT TO THOSE DIRECTORSâŠ.âŠ.. HE IS SO MUCH MORE. IM GOING TO TEAR MY HAIR OUT??#If show Zane and movie Zane met I think Show Zane would immediately go into shock#then probably try to encourage Movie to go try some new stuff and see new sights or something#anything but just being a robotic punchline#I TRULY LIVE IN THE WORST TIMELINE PLEAAASE#I love movie Zane as his own funny guy but yall CANNOT tell me that is the same man#I could genuinely talk about this for like an hour straight . how did they get everything in that movie so backwards
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i dont mean this in a shipping hate kind of way and i hope it doesnt come across like that but i personally think l/abru is 100% funnier if its one sided. i feel like kabru having some kind of weird crush on laios is pretty much canon but i just dont really see laios having any strong feelings about him in return. kabru is like a work friend to him.
theres just something very special to me about the concept of dunmeshis most eligible bachelor developing an obsessive one sided crush on a weird guy he never talked to and then getting steadily further obsessed and mentally tormented by said weird guy and then eventually the weird guy becomes king and now kabru has to stand by his side every day and pretend hes normal about this dude. hes actively vibrating out of his skin with lust and rage about said lust and meanwhile laios is like man i wonder whats for dinner today
#listen i see why people ship it and i have no right to talk about canon considering im equally as delusional about my own ship#i just think the concept is very funny okay#and then bringing in my chilaios bias its twice as funny if instead laios is obsessed with this weird little guy and kabru is like#mentally tearing his hair out about it. but outwardly hes like :) i love my job
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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me
#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men#and also t.o.p of bigbang#and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want#but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian#''no ur not'' I AM#anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly#what getting a job can do to a mf#thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again#wish me luck#ALSO#if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low#but in a new exciting way#anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl#it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot#anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life#sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale#from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor#anyway#who wants me#i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw#in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way#''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men#but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands#''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry#''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am#im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all
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you wanna know one thing about the trial verdict that really gets me. that i dont think ive ever heard anyone really talk about. is just the implications of morgan being alive in this new timeline at all. like theoretically the only significant change made to the timeline was morgan ending up with jodie instead of glenn. specifically keeping morgan alive wasnt part of the ultimatum. so wouldnt that imply that glenn being in morgans life eventually butterfly-effects into her death? that her being with someone other than him would keep her alive, whether through a series of actions or just one decision? of course, its hard to blame someone for causing something like that. its not like they couldve known, or really even do anything about it. but technically, its true. the evidence is right there. the love of his life was better off without him. so is that fucked up or what
#dndads#glenn close#like am i crazy. am i making shit up#the implications of this makes me want to tear my hair out its so fucked#and something that i think about a lot#and i think could have a lot of potential#like how that would effect glenns perception of morgan and being in her life again at all#aka yet another reason why i dont like that they got together again in s2 but thats a different post#im sure it is not that deep but idgaf i will imagine as much angst as i WANT TO!!!#rambling
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i wonder if teru's gullible. i mean he seems to know that claw is bad news, but claw seems pretty straight forward about being evil. he also believed pretty quickly that reigen is claw's boss and psychic. or maybe he just goes with anything that aligns itself with his perception of the world.
#theres this hc developing in my head where since he fed off of people praising him and believed the world hierarchy that claw has been#making him believe and that had made sense to him since he was stronger than everyone else etc and since the first time he refused to#believe a claim someone made of him - mob - it had actually revealed itself to be true -- he now takes things at face value.#his enemies seem to be straight forward. and im thinking hed develop this bluntness to the world.#that and his role model being mob whos very blunt. i mean he tears down ritsu in their first meeting without much sugarcoating and i#remember during the world domination arc that he told hoshino and asahi that they were pretty useless point blank. also him confessing to#being lonely during the summer omake.#though there was that one omake where he skirts around confessing to edano about his wig and when he tells mob girls are watching him cuz#hes handsome. i guess that could be interpreted as him misunderstanding his surroundings. maybe his hair did grow out quickly because of hi#powers man idk it#was also a question during the second ova. what the fuck am i saying? i do think hed maybe try to be nice about it#when he realizes i cant just believe hes so tuned into peoples emotions after avoiding thinking about other people as above commoners for s#long. anyways this was my ted talk
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long rant about wheatleys fandomication and how much i despise it vvv
like sorry, i dont understand how you can play this game and make Wheatley anything BUT a stupid, pathetic incel. HE was the one that woke Chell from cryosleep to save HIMSELF. it was never about her, he didnt know who she was or that she was important. hed killed 10k+ ppl cus he sucked as his job and he didnt fucking care, he just needed some human somewhere who could do puzzles and use the gun to help him get out. and then chell fucking helps him and the worst she ever does is simply NOT SPEAK TO HIM. she isnt even rude or mean or do anything to endanger him. she just doesnt give him attention. and then when they are both about to escape HE BETRAYS HER !!! and then has the AUDACITY to turn the wholeee thing around like he was a malipulated victim. he acts like chell was going to leave HIM when she LITERALLY LEFT NO INDICATION OF DOING SO !!! SHE DIDNT DO SHIT DAWG, and people who make an argument of him being "underappreciated" are fucking insane. he was doing the whole thing to save his own ass, and was rude to chell the entire time. he sounds a little polite bc hes british, but dude. the very first thing he says to her face is that she looks terrible. he very obviously despises humans and doesnt care about them, its shown throughout the entirety of the game. he talks down to chell like shes stupid the whole time. when he does betray you and try to kill you, its VERY relentless and without remorse. hes not doing it for attention, he just wants you fucking dead.
and then even at the VERRYYYYY END OF THE GAME !!!! when theyre are both being pulled into space. he asks for HER to let go and get herself killed so he can fix things.
AMD THEN EVERYONE JUST FORGOT ABOUT EVERYTHINNGGGG THAT HAPPENED IN THE FUCKING GAME BECAUSE HE SAID SORRYYYY??? HE SAID SORRY ONE TIME ???????????? AFTER HE LOST EVERYTHING like theres a huge pattern of him only being nice and apologetic when he KNOWS that hes weaker and cant win. hes a coward.
and like 70% of the fan content i see of him is him being so nice and polite and complimenting the person he's with and showering them with love. like BRO IS NOT RESPECTABLE !!!! HE SUCKS !!!! HE WOULD NOT BE A LIKEABLE PERSON !! or worse people make him really cool and sexy which like đ CMON BRO HES A LOSERRRRRR !!! LOSERCORE HE IS NOT COOL IN THE SLIGHTEST HE SUCKSSSSS
i just will never understand why ppl who love a character so much will strip them of everything that makes them who they are just to fit their comfort needs. like just ?? go consume different media with nice characters??? 500% of the reason i love wheatley is how much he sucks. if you dont like that, i dont understand why youd even gravitate towards liking someone like wheatley.
#portal 2#portal#wheatley#ik no one is listening i just wanted to scream#THE PORTAL 2 FANDOM IS IN SHAMBLES !!!!!!!!! I WANNA TEAR MY HAIR OUT#YALL DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT HIM#UR JUST MAKING HIM A CUTE LITTLE GUY FOR YOU TO SHIP URSELF WITH AND ITS HARDLY EVEN HIM ANYMORE#i think im just sad bc theres like no good content of him anywhere. and im starving#i need to get in bigger fandoms again đđđ this is killing me#like the least you guys could do is put him through a redemption arc#okay sorry the whiner
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