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Sorry guys I know I'm so repetitive about the Rory+Sean Vs American racing thing but they were my boys and I love and miss them so much
#“eitan you should move on everyone else has 😠😠” - says the person who has moved on the least#one of the many cons of this blog is that i get really upset over this one thing at least once a month#idk why i still get so upset over it#i mean they are both doing well#sean is getting lots of poduims in his rookie motoamerica sbk season#and rory is getting well acquainted with the nurses at his local hospital#(jk what little he has done of this season has been very impressive. including his first win!!!!)#but it just makes me sad#im sure ill move on eventually#may god take all of Rory's broken bones and other injuries acquired this season and give them to Eitan#certified yapper
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some recent sprites for "on the flip side" characters (or rather the dimensional doubles of existing characters lol). ive posted characters from this universe a lot over the years, as its my oldest story that i still work on/think about, but ive never really explained who they are! if youd like to explore the setting and characters of "on the flip side" a bit, i made a carrd for it here (its still a wip but im trying to get it all finished within the month! main characters have fully written out bios & backstories, some side characters still just have basic info.) (also this all takes place in a fictional californian city and if you read this and go "wow that is definitely not how things are in california or the us" sorry i dont know shit im french.)
#ocs#sprites#otfps#cassie#damien#richie#freddie#mariko#marty#im not actively working on otfps As A Story bc im no longer sure what medium to make it#(it was originally thought of as a script for a tv show. eventually moved into a comic project. then decided a visual novel was better#and then thought of making it just a novel. currently not sure which way to move it & im just focused on other projects.)#im sure ill eventually come back to otfps in some way or another as im v attached to these characters and their story#but for now theyre just Around and i draw them sometimes#carl is written down as 'little is known about his early life' but dw I Know. im just not telling.#these are not even all the characters in the setting either..#theres like. the other side of the keene family (landons twin sister her husband and their three kids)#as well as koënn and karol#but those characters dont show up within the first arc of the story so im not even including them ok..#oh also to clarify#when i say the main 4#the protagonist of the story is caroline and she was always meant to be the main pov character#however a lot of the story has come to revolve around carl (though you dont get much insight into him originally)#so hes like. well hes not a secondary protagonist. hes not a pov character. idk what he is but hes v important to the story lol#the other main 2 are côme and lucy#overall its primarily a story about the keene siblings + lucy who serves as the only character w in depth knowledge of the setting#also its a story about people w issues and the different ways they cope w them#and a lot of it is about young people who grew up w absentee parents trying to figure themselves out without good parental support#so if you wonder why half the characters parents are super distant and never around. well its kinda the point basically
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please take as much time as you need to rest and recover. burn out is so hard and takes so much to heal from. your art and your supporters will still be here when you get back :) take care <3
Thank you very much
Unfortunately, my situation doesn't really allow me to take the time I need. I've got a ~two month hiatus scheduled for my midseason, but much like my first hiatus I'll most likely be working double time during it...
It's unfortunate because I could really really use a bigger break!
Having the time and flexibility to work on other projects really fires me up and keeps me going, and being able to take a guilt free day off for family and friends is necessary to my mental health, and I've been having to turn people down lately...
This is a very kind message, and I'm sorry to vent in response! But I just feel transparency about the pressure I'm under is necessary and important. I'd love to take the time I really need, but due to deadlines and that pesky "needing money to live" I can't.
But, once the series is over I intend to take a pretty big break before I start whatever I'm doing next! I've got so many short stories and projects planned that I want so badly to get to, I can't wait to really get to truly dive in to them!
#im so sorry to take a nice message and respond like this! but just... trust me haha i know my supporters are genuinely here for me <3#but webtoon... not so much unfortunately. i mean im sure i could take a longer break but theres the looming anxiety#that ill get in trouble or itll ruin my chances of working with them again etc etc#i took this week and i genuinely took it off. sort of? i flew to a convention which was exhausting#and i did paintings that i hope to print eventually#and i. started planning and prepping for a Kickstarter. for time and time again...#so ive still been working the whole time. but i love working!#i just... like to be able to work on things OTHER than time and time again...#and unfortunately for a few months. more than a few months. i haven't been able to do anything outside of it.#even all of my paintings have been for it cause i cant afford to switch my mindset!#my first hiatus i moved. worked on a pitch for my next series. and then i made two episodes a week the entire time#and i still ran out of episodes...#i dont know if im just not fast enough or if something is wrong with my brain that i have to fight to get it to focus but.#yeah i mean ive been burned out! been really burned out for like a year now#i can tell by how much better i feel after literally 1 week of doing anything else#and how tired i feel explaining this and knowing ive got another 3 months before i get another break#ok sorry i vented a lot more in the tags. it's hard to explain all of this eloquently and i like my posts to be somewhat professional#asks#anon#vent#delete later#and also how often my brain keeps wanting me to like. beg for 'nice words' from other people#(i always stop myself from asking people for compliments and stuff because otherwise i get very carried away and do it too regularly)#(people are very nice to me all the time. the kindness is endless and i need to let myself recognize and appreciate it rather than seek more#(its sort of a mental health thing I've been trying to like... force myself to do)#(for myself and my longevity but also for others sake lol. ive been bad about it in the past)
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Idk if this has been mentioned before but now that I think about it it's kinda odd to me that Ichi's final boss is a dude trying to kidnap a girl that reminds Kiryu of Haruka and Kiryu's final boss is Ichiban's half brother with almost the exact same daddy issues as Aoki
No yeah definitely. Definitely decisions were made.
#iw spoilers#im still trying to figure out why they did that exactly epdjjzne#is it purposefully ironic. is it cause akane was involved with bryce#is it cause ebina was trying to ruin the yakuza and that had kiryu feel inclined to do something#like man i GUESS … sure ill take it ….. still just feels odd#thats the most i can say bout decisions made in y8 i think i just go Well Thats Odd#idk ive moved on but ill end up thinking about it again during an eventual replay
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Tried talking to someone romantically and it failed. I'm just so confused with life and shit, its weird as hell. Also I just hate like awkward conversations and the thought of someone being upset with me. HAHHA ADULTING IS SO FUN
#vent#literally went through a whole crisis cos i was like what if im aromantic#but i was like na i should give this a shot#and idk things just moved to fast and i was like#no#😭😭😭#and i have had tnoughts of being aro ace before but never been sure#lifes a journey ill figure it out eventually
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i think one appeal of gachas is that the fandom is more likely to stay highly active for years and years
#thats one of the things that get me stuck tbh#fandoms for vn games that have a definite ending eventually die down and a lot of ppl move on to the next thing#when ur gacha game is just endlessly pumping out content....#its like....yea im gonna stay here!#my fav character is saying new shit ever month!#this thing i like is giving me endless shit#and i can talk to ppl about it nonstop#unfortunately after a certain point most gachas become completely shitty story wise and money wise#cause...i mean theyre trying to make more money each year#and the best way to do that is lower quality and increase price#luckily i dont like the stupidly popular gachas so theres hope for me to at least start cutting most of the ones i play out#ill never be able to stop with tw/st tho#i havent spent a dime on it and the story is good#i have no reason to stop playing#also dress up games#like im trying to find a replacement for TP#so improbably just gonna end up going to that new nikki game#which im sure is gonna have gacha elements#the dress up game genre feels so niche yall#u have like very few options that are really fleshed out that arent just mobile games
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guy whos gonna feel like a fraud whenever they end up supporting someone to move on
#stardust speaking !#gbf spoilers//#i have a longer post about this at the back of my mind but i cant form the words. ive thought about this a lot lately#no regrets & all that but definitely a bigger understanding for ppl like freesia & aglovale after this#well. at least part of freesias motives. to this day one of my favorites#how many yrs do u think i have to wait until orchis & orchid talks about seeing loki#i like erste cast a normal amount#anyway anytime i think of the whole 'go enjoy your journey rather than be pulled around by the world' i....#'which way is forward' aauuughhhhhh#noas words of 'are u fine with it ending like this' too.............letting go of the letter <-critical dmg i was not rdy for that one#guy whos gonna stand there like 'ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm' whenever these subjects comes up#yeah sure u should move on but mayhaps u should get that talk from someone else......................#cheats death thanks to lyria & then decides to attempt to undo death again funniest crew in the world#also thinking about characters like vaseraga whos crew made sure he stayed alive#ill have the words for it one day but its very. how do i look ppl in the eye after this. no regrets tho#rubs temple im worried about the dad situation as well considering. um. uh. yeah#ok enough tagtalking i WILL form a proper post. eventually. whenever i find the words. lots of things spinning in my head#OR itll be joining the 'tried to do extreme things to get my friends back' club
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sorry for venting on main its just so much to deal with
#im urging her to get a divorce so bad but also god what happens after that? we have no money we sure as hell wont have a house where the hel#would we even go. the only place i can imagine is my grandparents house which is SO fucking small but god its better than nothing#i really dont want to move i do like this house but i genuinely dont feel safe here at all. i dont know how to bring this up to her but i do#nt think i can stay in this city happily#and i know ill eventually move out start my own life with my beautiful boyfriend but until then im completely trapped in an area#where the scariest man i know knows my location at all times Its so fucked. im done now sorry
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i got into blue lock nearly a year ago now... damn...
#legitimately have not been in a fandom for this long that is media-related#sure my mcyt phase lasted a year and a half but i dont count that#i wonder how much longer ill be here for...#im thinking im in it for the long run. til s2 and eventually s3#and with new manga chapters coming out too#bitch im not leaving until i see how this shit ends like 😭#bllk#oh and for the record i mean this as in actually being *in* the fandom#like i dont count smth like beyburst for example bc for the longest time i wasn't in the fandom and i kinda have an on and off relationship#with it#which is usually how it goes. i get obsessed for a few months - then move onto the next thing#so its weird just being consistently obsessed w smth#(once again excluding my mcyt phase we dont talk bout that)
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[Protean]
One was an animal who pretended to be human. The other was a human that pretended to be an animal(???) who pretended to be human. But was the human really pretending to be a beast, when something claws and itches at the back of their mind, guiding their new body and their new powers, making them want to devour whatever comes their way? When they have to be so careful to make sure they don't stretch themselves thin enough to lose themself in thoughts and actions that can't be their own, weren't even human.
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Charley used to be human until they're not, but they can't really give that too much thought. Not when they were focused on making sure Nedzu didn't die before he could become the powerful hero he was meant to be. Or focused on the many spooky agencies lurking in the shadows, ready to snatch the two of them up as soon as they let down their guard. Charley had to keep them both safe, and to do that they had to be loud. Be so blindingly obvious and known to the world that no one can ever sweep their (very probable) future disappearances/deaths under the rug.
They just wished they had a chance to breathe, to have enough time to understand why the fuck they had to appear in a certain goddamn hero anime.
#throws this into the void#this is a kinda summary for a fic ive been planning out#a bnha fanfic first centering around Charley the human???animal???thing???#and Nedzu the coolest and most intriguing and most mysterious character in mha#at least i think so#we get such broad facts about this guy but nothing is ever expanded upon#i want this fix to explore Nedzu and his influence in the Quirk world along with a character who knows about the timeline#i want to pick a part the two of these guys and show what makes them tick#and be entertained by every other character getting blindsided by Nedzu and Charley's shenanigans#also cool eldrith powers are involved 😎#obvi the story is gonna move on closer to begining of canon and eventually into the thick of it#but im not sure whether to start at the beginning and go linear#or start with some outside perspectives -> start canon -> and then let some flashbacks/reminiscing explain pre canon#ill probably combine the two somehow#anyway let me know if interested in reading#mha#bnha
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//aaa i have a few drafts i wanna continue but im having trouble coming up with a response for...if we have a thread that youve been waiting on a reply to for 2-4 weeks now please feel free to IM me so we can plot it or i may just message you other memes a d starters later lol
in terms of drafts and inbox to answer ive got 3 prompt asks, 2 long threads, and 2 threads im trying to figure out
#i'm putting pen to paper again ;; ooc#im sure ill either eventually get around to them or move on with you guys#sorry if this sounds lazy i just dont wanna bother people by messaging about a month old thread lol#i know when i get time ill write the ken and toshiro one and the haru and nobu one at least#anyways gootnight
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Sometimes im like yeah get fucked epilepsy i got meds ur powerless here and then i get violently humbled just sitting at my desk
#it happened the other day at h and m and like idk how to describe it#but like maybe like what i assume its like when the bariometric plumments alllnof a sudden but like internally and like#actually its like what i imagine seeing a tornado touch down near you is like and feeling the storm and watching it and being like#why isnt it moving then u realize oh fuck its headed right for you#like that but u knoe ur body is gonna have a little episode u cant do shit abt very soon anywhere from 1 second away to 1 min#and im in the h and m i have to be cool i cant do what i want to do which usually is either lay down flat on the floor#with my arms over my head till its done or find the closest like sturdy thing like a pillar and grab onto it and close my eyes till its done#cause sometimes i feel like im not bound to space like i feel 4 feet to the left and 1 foot up despite being sat on the floor yaknow#and during the time i can think its liie tbisnis embarasing whoever im with is so embarassed and hates me or its my mom and shes worried#and it makes it more stressful for me#and then i cant think anymore and thats when i have to try and beg someone to get me like water or a coke or something cause#im sure for certain this is it this is the time i actually pass out its gonna happen any minute now#then i ends eventually and i have to be like sorry i acted like i was dying it felt like that and i didnt know what to do or how to act#cause my brain power went down to 3% and im super embarassed and if we dont move on instanlty like it never happened#im gonna be in a bad mood the rest of thr day im also gonna feel ill and horrible thr rest of they day too for some reason#i didnt think abt it but i may need to see abt like college accomedations cause if this happens in my spanish101 class#i have no choice but to flee the state
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i miss living in ohio :(
#the bin#i miss my old house in the middle of the woods and all the plants and butterflies#and all the baby deer and opossums and mice and stuff#and all the slugs!! i havent gotten to see any in like 2 years. i miss all the tiny little ones. and the big ones. slugs are so cool#im sure theres lots of places in minnesota that are pretty but where ive been is very drab#i live not too far from minneapolis. literally have to go there to pay my rent. im sure theres plenty of cool places here but i havent been#im moving in a few days though. idk how ill feel abt where im movibg but at least there will be some familiar stuff there#i havent loved there since i was like 4 but theres stuff i grew up with from visiting family. thatll be nice.#i hopw i can move back to ohio eventually though. ohio isnt the best place to live as a queer person but i still miss it a lot
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#its 6am and im awake!! (not good)#ive kind of shifted my sleep schedule to be the worst it could possibly be#yesterday i slept from 8-9am and then 11am-5pm#and thats kind of where it's settled. whoch is not good#my roommate who is a sleep scientist says thats going to kill me and i believe that because i already feel like im dying#its just so nice to be awake for sunrise tho! and i couldnt wake up this early so my only option is to stay awake to see it#i think ive seen the sunrise more in the past two weeks than ever before in my life#on a note that feels related but probably isnt- im moving in may. in two months#'but austyn i remember you moved this time last year' youre right! im bad at staying in one place!!#im moving back in with my parents because this city is expensive and i need a year to figure my life out#i didnt think i was going to make it to 18 and thats now fucking up my life#how is it fucking up my life? because i made no plans for anything past high school and instead have just been bouncing from thing to thing#trying to make a life when i thought i would be dead. so i moved and moved and moved again and now i have no money no prospects#no drive no plan no ideas no future etc#so thats all catching up to me and im gonna take a year to save up and get on my feet and reconnect with my psychiatrist and restart therapy#my psychiatrist is gonna be mad that i just went a year with no meds but its fine. just remembered i should try to set up an appointment now#okay gonna set up an appointment at 8 when they open. shes a very in demand psychiatrist. and idk if i can go back to her after a year#theyre very nice there so im sure theyll help me figure it out. so im gonna get my mental health bsck on track#eventually fix my sleep schedule maybe. idk its just a year to figure everything out but its difficult to move again#i hate moving. ive said it once ill say it again. moving kills a part of your soul. especially moving back in with your parents#just gonna be venting about this for awhile actually#maybe ill go for a walk at like 7am cuz the weather has been so nice lately i love it#ive been walking part of the way home from work because its so nice#i truly just dont want to sleep. i want to do things but i dont have the energy to do them. yknow. this sucks#anyway. gonna tey to get my life together but so far im doing pretty bad
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GOJO SATORU: ❛❛ FINDERS KEEPERS, LOSERS WEEPERS! ❜❜
.ೃ࿐ streamer!au: the user "gojoslittleslut" tries to make a move on your boyfriend, but she doesn't stand a chance
contents: fem!reader. it's not too serious, nobody gets angry/jealous (except the comments lol). if u haven't already read the other streamer!gojo works u probably should so u understand the dynamic between satoru and his commenters !
author's note: reader is actually a mature person who doesn't pick fights with random ppl on the internet and i think we should all be more like her ꨄ︎
satoru leans back in his chair, idly chatting with people who pop up in his comments after he finishes his last round of the co-op game. his viewers are eager to chat, and some even shoot money satoru's way to draw his attention. whenever someone donates money, he gives them a quick shoutout and has a small back-and-forth with them, and he does that for everyone.
that is, until a user with a questionable username donates to his stream.
gojoslittleslut has donated $100.00!
gojoslittleslut: notice me pls
"shit, a hundred dollars?" satoru says, raising his eyebrows in mild surprise. "thanks, gojoslittl— oh, fuck, what is that?"
you look up from your laptop and see the way your boyfriend's cheeks have gone bright red. satoru laughs a bit nervously, so you get up and walk over, making sure to stay out of sight of the camera. you sit on satoru's desk beside his computer and peer at his screen curiously.
gojoslittleslut: im ur number one fan~
satoru's eyes flicker to yours for a second before he looks back at his monitor. "ah, well, thanks for the donation!" he replies, completely ignoring the user's advances.
suguru-geto: he has a gf ...
gojoslittleslut: yeah
gojoslittleslut: me
you cover your mouth to suppress a giggle, scrunching up your nose at satoru to let him know that you really weren't taking it too seriously. after all, it's just some random person on the internet—they don't stand a chance with your boyfriend.
satoru reaches over and takes your hand, twining his fingers with yours off-camera. he ignores the sudden burst of comments that litter the corner of his screen, instead watching you intently. in response, you roll your eyes playfully and blow him a kiss, snickering when satoru pretends to faint.
eventually, he turns back to his screen, cerulean eyes doing a quick once-over of his new comments.
toji-fushiguro: ill take his gf any day
inumaki: we know gtfo
gojoslittleslut: toji i get gojo and u take his girl. deal?
toji-fushiguro: bet
"alright guys, settle down," satoru huffs, rolling his eyes. "for the record, i still have a girlfriend and i don't plan on changing that anytime soon," he clarifies, addressing the current feud going on in his comments.
satoru's a good streamer—he does his best to keep things cordial and lighthearted with his audience, but he also knows his limits. one of his limits involves people trying to separate you and him, his one true pairing (of course satoru's otp is his own relationship).
your boyfriend leans closer to the screen and scowls good-naturedly, holding up the hand still wrapped around yours. "this isn't gonna change, so don't even think about it!"
satoru says his goodbyes and then ends the stream, turning to you with a sigh. "how down bad do you have to be to name yourself 'gojo's little slut?'" he grumbles, clicking through his stream analytics and finding the user. he opens gojoslittleslut's profile and studies it for a moment before hovering his mouse over the block button.
he leans back in his chair and tilting his chin up at you. "she just gave me a hundred dollars, so i kinda feel bad about blocking her," satoru muses, tapping his foot on the floor. he looks up at where you still sit on his desk, twirling a strand of hair around your finger. "c'mere," he mumbles, slipping his hands around your waist and hoisting you into his lap with a soft grunt.
satoru rests his chin on your shoulder and nudges his face into your neck, breath tickling your skin. "you know that i'm all yours, right?"
"of course i do," you murmur, settling into his arms. he's warm and comfortable, like always. satoru smiles warmly and kisses the side of your face, letting his lips linger.
"good. 'cause no fan account's ever gonna change that."
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no contact with gojo never really meant no contact. he’d still be at your apartment, waiting for you in his favorite bean bag that you’d bought just for him. you were sure you took his key away during the very first break up. how the hell did he keep getting in?
“satoru..?” you shook your head as soon as you walked in the door. of course he’s here, you should’ve known. if only you’d stayed at shoko’s for the night like you were planning to. the white-haired bastard sat in his usual spot, eyes shut, legs spread, and head leaned back on a pillow. almost as if he was sleeping and you were interrupting him, like he wasn’t the one breaking and entering.
the man perked up from his seat at the sound of your voice, finally you were back. he was waiting here for hours, it even crossed his mind to go track you down. he let out a low chuckle that eventually turned into a fit of laughter.
“you’ve got some nerve y’know?” he took one glance at you before licking his lips and running his hands through his hair. you were driving him crazy, dressed in that tiny little dress that barely covered anything. who knows how many creeps were staring at you while he wasn’t there, staring at what’s his.
“why’re you coming home this late (y/n)?” you scrunched your face at his question, resisting the urge to laugh in his face. no way he was really asking you this?
you shrugged your shoulders while throwing your purse on a random coat rack. “we’re not together anymore.. it doesn’t concern you,”
there he goes again. the burst of laughter, and random claps that went along with it. he made you feel like every word that came out of your mouth was a joke and you hated it. one of the very reasons you both weren’t together now.
he tapped his lap, signaling he wanted you there and now. the look on his face had an edge to it— showing he was clearly done playing games, though that still didn’t make you move an inch.
“nuh uh,” he kissed his teeth when you crossed your arms. “none of that shit. c’mere mama, don’t make me say it again okay?”
you didn’t know why, you didn’t even have time to register it but your body was moving on it’s own. it must’ve recognized the tone of his voice, and you didn’t realize what was happening until it was too late.
rough hands gripped your waist and pushed you down until your chest was hitting his. the two of you sat in silence as you nuzzled your head into his neck, the ink behind his ear catching your attention.
he had your name branded on his skin in a gorgeous red, big enough for all eyes to see. and you had his.. right on the lower part of your back, sitting pretty between your back dermals.
a hand wrapped around your neck and forced you to meet his icy glare. gojo smiled that beautiful smile before leaning to your ear, “ill kill anyone that tries to take you from me. y’know that, yeah?”
you knew better than to ignore him, causing you to give him a small nod. the hand on your neck shifted to your waist, then down to your ass where he ripped that fucking dress straight down the middle.
his thumb ran across the healed ink on your skin, a sense of pride filling him. “never forget what this means (y/n). you’re mine ‘til we both die, it’s too late to back out now.” he trailed off, tracing his name over all parts of your body.
“and get rid of these fuckin’ dresses too. only want you wearin’ them for me.” a chuckle fell from his lips, but you knew he wasn’t joking and you couldn’t help but to laugh along with him.
yeah.. maybe you were just as bad at no contact as him.
©rissouu 2024 (idk im jus in my toxic gojo era rn)..
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