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ohhhh i think im gonna lose my job
#im such a fuckin idiot#i stg my shift started art 4:30#i go to check the app and it says my shift started at 12????? HUH????#i swearrrrr dude i specifically saw 4:30 - 9:30 on my time schedule#i didnt realize til i checked my app to make sure i didnt leave too early#and at that point my shift was nearly done#ohhhhh boy#i mean i technically have sick/emergency time saved up in case but it looks REALLY BADDDDDDDD#MAN#i also technically have an excuse if anything (my aunt died like a day ago) but jesus man
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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fellas, is it gay to get flustered when your colleague wraps his magic around you to keep you out of trouble? 馃
#cookie run#shadow milk cookie#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#creme university au#ive been sitting on this doodle for like a month now lord have mercy on my soul#god im mentally ill about what my friend and i did with these two#shadow milk used to be blueberry yogurt but he did a fuckin huge amount of forbidden magic in one go and it shattered his mind#so now hes unhinged as shit and insane but being around pure vanilla sometimes calms his mind#and he sometimes feels like his old self again#this is only possible because pure vanilla Did Something after the accident to try and save blueberry yogurt#cause they were pining after each other like the idiots they were#and now they are linked on a magical level#and pure vanilla is still trying to reverse the effects of the forbidden magic on the love of his life#shadow milk had no fuckin' idea but in this scene he ended up piecing some things together#i should try drawing pure vanilla's lab but omfg room drawings are not my strong point#okay ill shut the fuck up now i love them so bad
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chash got me a little cheetah stuffy and i named her chicken pot pie and for the last couple of days i've been talking aloud to her like she's my therapist (dr c.p. pie phd) and i just had a really intense breakthrough about something that happened 14 years ago. what the fuck
#i raised my adderall dosage about 2 months ago and it's been a real fuckin ride#please refer to that 'you have to watch the dosage' post for more information. like. im acting real unwise.#and today i accidentally doubled that dose and then fainted at the doctor and found out i weigh 96 pounds with like 16.8 bmi. bad!#anyway all of this opened my third eye i guess#thamk you dr pie phd#one idiot's journey
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just try to tell me this isnt how that scene went
#cosmic wheel sisterhood#abramar#gods im about to become the whole fuckin fandom for this idiot just u wait
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It's ungodly late (4 AM) and I stayed up reading comics about silly aliens and I found myself loving the interaction between a certain yautja and a human. Here's a highlight reel.
I was reading Prometheus: The Complete Fire and Stone Comic. I highly recommend it. The art is super cool. The comic is entertaining. And the story isn't half bad. It's especially interesting if you like the Prometheus movie.
I was cracking up the whole damn time these two were stuck together. He (the human) was gonna grow a spine or die of a heart attack.
#Get leashed idiot#Fuckin hated Galgo for the majority of this series then they fo this and I can't help but laugh and hope he lives#Not cuz I like him but because hes a funny guy forced to learn his lesson#Comics#AVP#Yautja#I had to stop myself from reading this all in one night-#Im gonna be so sad when its over
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unrelated to my previous manga complaints, but do you ever like read a romance and just find yourself completely uninterested in all the side characters but the mangaka clearly really likes the side characters to the point where the secondary romance becomes just as prevalent as the main characters and actually cuz the main characters have gotten together now the rest of the manga is just going to be brief snippets of fluff for them and then chapters of dedication to the second ship getting together but you dont even care about the secondary characters so you just like skip all of it????
#me when i read given i was like get these old men OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!!#i did not care about them#also a bunch of other romance stuff ive read that i cant even remember#even kimi ni todoke sometimes im gonna be so fr#fuckin hiyokoi when the best friend gets with the little tsundere guy i was like SNORE#i did love when the toxic lesbian fell in love with other love rival tho that was awesome#ya know who never had this problem????? My Love Mix-Up!!!!#i love the secondary romance#and for once its like very naturally built into the plot because the whole thing starts because of them all being idiots
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Octokuber, day 1 - Rider
If I didn't rep my boy Shinji on the first day, I would persecute myself to my dying days.
Dragon Knight was popular where I grew up, so young me would try looking for the show online and be greeted with Ryuki. I hold him accountable for all my current illnesses 馃
#'thats not how reflections work' i dont care. final vent.#tokusatsu#kamen rider#kamen rider ryuki#shinji kido#octokuber 2023#i have no idea why im fuckin doing this im so busy#i just wanna draw heroes forever and pass away quietly#if anyone or anything tries interrupting me during the whole month i will fucking kill.#DID YOU KNOW DETAILS OF HEROES DIDNT GET ESTABLISHED UNTIL 2005. DRAWING THIS HURT ME#the things i do for my idiot dragon boy
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Hii can i request akechi + gay flag
ok so i tried to do that thing i see people on instagram doing sometimes where they turn their screen to grayscale and do a painting just off of values and here's what came out.
[send me a character + a flag]
#i used the og pride flag because um. i've already done the other ones#bad fuckin choice apparently . some idiot didn't check the values when he made this palette#me im the idiot#p5#persona 5#goro akechi#akechi goro#p5r#persona 5 royal#cleb art#color palette challenge#pride flag palettes#gay#pride 2024
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You guys know that American Jews have nothing to do with the actions of Israel, right. You guys know that it's a sovereign nation with a government full of shitheads that has nothing to do with individual Jewish people in other countries. You understand this right. You get that Jewish people are not a monolith and don't unilaterally support Israel by virtue of it being a 'Jewish State', right. You get that being antisemitic at home doesn't remotely help the people in Gaza. Please tell me you understand this
#spitblaze says things#making my own post bc im not a zionist but also dont particularly enjoy hearing about the uptick in violent antisemitic hate crime#its not nearly as bad as whats going on with the ppl in gaza but theres a lot of idiots out there that dont realize that minorities#(and jews in particular)#are not a goddamn hive mind. so#maybe use some of that energy to demand action from the government or raise money or uplift palestinean voices#instead of being a shithead to people who may very well *AGREE* with you.#but ppl dont care bc jews are in charge of israel therefore all jews must agree with its actions (could not be more incorrect)#anyway im gonna...maybe have this be the only post on the subject unless ppl start getting REAL weird abt this#this isnt about us. this isnt about jews. its about the citizens of gaza. thats the fuckin point here
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*grits teeth*
i do not want to discourse here or anywhere anymore but it does kind of affect me as a transmasc bi person when i see shit that indirectly misgenders me and implies that bisexuality is an icky no good word and identity and you have to be bi and gay and bi and lesbian and bi and straight at the same time or support them or you're an evil stinky stinky terf like... hello where am, i
#it makes me feel othered by an otherwise inclusive community bc how dare i think that men aren't involved in lesbianism#or how dare i think that bisexuality is a whole and valid sexuality#or how dare i think that any and all nonbinary genders are included in every single sexuality by default#or that trans women are women so no fuckin g duh theyre included in lesbianism and if your knee jerk reaction to seeing:#men cannot be lesbians is to think of trans women then you are the transphobe here#or how i dare think that trans man and transmasc aren't the exact same thing#that genderqueerdyke person is also a transadrophobia geek and theyre buddies with genderkoolaid#which like. do i HAVE to say it?#IF U IGNORE THE TRANSMISOGYNY (WHICH U SHOUDLNT) THEYRE ALSO A ZIONIST HELLOW?? WHATS NOT CLICKING WHATS NOT CLICKING#OK IM KINDA MAD ABT THAT LIKE... SORRY BUT HOW ABOUT WE DONT PLATFORM IDIOTS NO MATTER HOW GOOD THEIR RHETORIC MIGHT SOUND#BC U WANT TO BE TOTALLY INCLUSIVE AND NOT GATEKEEPY#ive BEEN around the fucking block ive BEEN on tumblr when the resident terfs here coined bi lesbian#if you scrolled back far enough in certain keywords you wouldve seen that shit in the early 2010s being discussed in their circles#to mean lesbians who are attracted to trans women#you cannot reclaim that or recoin it#yes ive done the research too#i looked at every single piece of evidence of that label existing in the past 50~ years#its just bisexual women back when lesbian spaces also included them#plus like may i also fucking ssay that bisexual also used to mean being of two sexes (transsexual/gender and/or intersex?)#this close to fully believing that the pushback against bisexual being it's own whole and valid sexuality is some kind of psy op#i sound schizophrenic well Maybe I Am#i feel like im going to end up deleting this post bc i dont want to argue with people who disagree with me because there is no getting#through to any of you#tbd.
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inside me there are two wolves
one wants Rosie to have a happily ever after and be far from the institute and have a life far far away from it and everyone involved and go to therapy
the other wants her to still be in contact with wtgfs and visit occasionally and warm up to the admiral and have tea with basira every other week and pay her respects at the institute ruins every now and then.
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#im such a fuckin idiot i forgot who rosie was and went 'wait. wait how did you know- ohhh wait nvm receptionist'#but yea#magpod#tma#the magnus archives#magpod confession
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i just had to be charming and delightful on 5 separate phone calls in 30 minutes and i am 100% ready to scream and die
#masking is SO hard now. im so tired. ive had enough#the strain of doing my peppy squeaky little girl voice (which is the only vocal range im physically capable of now) is fuckin immense#but my god it gets shit done. ppl want to help me so much! cutiepie privilege is REAL and i HAVE IT#one idiot's journey
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Tim drake the moment he gets the drop on harvey dent: THIS IS FOR MY BOY DICK GRAYSON YOU EGGPLANT LOOKING LITTLE BITCH
#batman#tim drake#bruce wayne#dick grayson#harvey dent#batfam#dc#tim sees two face with a rope around his neck and is like YO! I STUDIED THIS LORE! GET WRECKED YOU FUCKIN IDIOT#tim: ACTUALLY my very cool very epic big brother has specific trauma related to you so im going to threaten to murder you even though#batman is standing RIGHT. THERE. the balls on this kid
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I was really nervous but I figured I'd post this just incase any of my friends wanted to see it-
It isn't really relevant to any art and stuff that I do but uhm.
Look, I'm really struggling right now, trying to do things for me more often again. It's reallt stupid, because like, this is mt blog and I should be able to post about what I like and I should feel ok doing that but I just feel like I've hit a wall. Im so nervous all the time now, like I'm going to be annoying for writing/drawing/talking about my interests. I'm trying not to do that so, uhm. Here's a first step in the right direction ig
Tldr. Having a hard time, trying to enjoy doing any type of art for myself again .
#holly rambles#holly writes#ok look this isnt super serious ig. i javnt done a lot of art lately an its so so stupid because#AGAIN! THIS IS MT BLOG AHHHHH !!! its like i got so comfortable sharing with my friends on here that my gut#that my gut thinks something bad is gonna happen and my friends are gonna realize that reslly yhe only thing i can bring of value is drawing#and if i dont draw what they like theyll leave#which is STUPID !! i dont want to think my friends are like that!!!#so im trying to break out of that cycle#and also i actually gave myself a chap limit and even made a list and proper like. system for writing this. holy shit#im gonna have to rework hollow cells im such a fuckin idiot LMAO /pos#also to the person in those comments about mt grammer. thank you but also i thought you were mad at me.#and that id really messed up some ao3 rules or something. my anxiety is bad enough man ... ty for the grammer help tho 馃憤#goooooodddd i tried so hard to edit it properly to and i still let mistakes slip in i wish my stupsi ass could READ PROPERLY#anyway thats it im gonna go let the sea take me
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Ok, I keep seeing Courier being in the shipswag competition and I want to ask him directly, how he plans to win. He can鈥檛 mail fraud his way out of the competition either or fake the polls in his favor. How does he plan on winning anyway? Courier, how do you plan on Winning. Also, you definitely got my vote
Brodie: "I'm prettyyyy new to this whole 'having a strategy to win'' and 'playing fair' thing so I think the next course of action is to...I dunno, what would people want? T-shirts? Motorcycle stunts? Should I open my own blog? Scrambling for ideas to add to my foolproof notebook that definitely exists. Thanks for pledging a vote for me, boss. :3 <3"
#tf2ocpropaganda#tf2 courier#tf3#sicc answers#tf2 tenth class#my art#my oc#tf2 oc#i continue to spam the tags sorry im not rly sorry#hes an idiot and neither of us have any clue what were doing or how to win#i am going solely in on uhhhh winging it#also im fuckin awful at dialouge LMAO
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