#im such a T this is driving me insane
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im studying them like little bugs
#im so rrazy about st tos rn it's driving me insane#star trek#star trek tos#spock#leonard mccoy#leonard bones mccoy#can you guess who my favorites are. im going t#though i can't really sketch them out without refs still so umm studies ummmm.#when bones 👁️👁️#i shouldn't be so hyped up about photo studies#it's so hard to draw these days man#it's crazy how cartoony the whole cast of star trek looks. yall look easy to draw#why is the quality so shit wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im killing
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i hate my impulsiveness i hate it hate it ahhhhhhhhhhhh why WHY DID I DO THIS
my finger slipped and i warped
#not prefarming is the worst thing in the world for me#im such a T this is driving me insane#i wanna have the house built and just put the princess in#ahhhhh relic farming while owning the character will forever be the worst punishment for meeeeeee#i just wanna live in peaceeee farming for sunday was so easy but ofc i had to euin the vibesssss#literally am obsessively farming for him while my relics for sunday are just chilling with perfect stats 😩😩😩#AVENTURINE THE PAIN IN THE ASS THAT YOUVE ALWAYS BEEN#ꫂ ၴႅၴ — winter says
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wanted to do an outfit deconstruction of the default style for fun which i guess doubles as a ref sheet
#khml#kingdom hearts missing link#kh#kingdom hearts#do u know how hard ive tried squinting at that shirt collar .#its so confusing to me. it either looks like a t-shirt or a sweater bc the collar is so flat#and u can see the lines of a typical t-shirt or sweater collar in some scenes#but that makes no sense w the whole button-up thing#nobody else out there cares abt this insignificant detail as much as i do but im making it everyones problem#anyway if this is an actual shirt style please tell me its driving me insane#myart
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#this isn)t even the edit i was talking abt a few days ago btw#i just made this completely spontaneously bc my presentation was driving me insane.#ididathing#alex apollonov#boy boy#aleksa vulović#song is my baby by nicole dollanganger#icannotttttt get rid of the stupid audio kick when the screen turns black no matter what i do im sorry everyone
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thinking about character claim ask blogs again
#they intrigue me so much. what do you mean mod character... god#hajime multiverse was a joke but if i let myself think on this im just going to be like “yeah”#hey guys to the people who got in on the little blurb pos t back then what if we started fake drama and infighting#or would we be normalcoded#would we have a mod that fights the mean anons and we all have to jump in and be liek.. we have to chat mod izuru .... >_>#something about this is driving me insane#micetalk
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halfway thru my first drivers ed session. idk if i can do this aftually lol
#purrs#there’s like 30+ ppl in the class and most of them are high schoolers who already have like at least 20-30 hrs and i have 3. also the#instructor is really nice and means well but she is also a little clueless and she embarrassed me in front of everyone (or maybe i#embarrassed myself) bc she had us all introduce ourselves and say what we like to do and i said play video games and she was like oh are you#a bit of a gamer 👀 have you been to any of those conventions. LIKE 💀😭 NO I JUST PLAY SILLY LITTLE PET GAMES…..#but ajyways um. i don’t have enough driving experience to start behind the wheel lessons yet 💀💀💀💀💀 and we r watching videos rn and it’s so s#scary like istill have such trouble even maneuvering the car around how am isupposed to develop situational awareness and be driving on high#hihways and shit. this is so overwhelming. it’s like ‘every moment ur behind the wheel u and the ppl around u are at risk’ well idont want t#to be at risk or risk others lives. but also i need to move out. help 💔💖#anyways this class has INSANELY long breaks (like 15+ mins thank god) and we might be able to end early every day too so. fingers crossed it#wont be that bad and i’ll actually retain stuff and learn to drive fucking finally. but im so scared#also on thursday we are watching a video depicting a graphic c*r cr*sh so. that’s just fucking great#drivers ed tag
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more lowres screenshots of my OCs yay!!!!
#i wasnt planning on actually finishing any of these but im actually working on the first one rn#cuz i wanna give a proper introduction to reign and breeze one of these days#also i think itd be cool to have like a characterhub page for my OCs but im wondering if itd be worth it or if itd drive me insane trying t#compile info and drawings together#anyway#my ocs#breeze#reign#my art
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so the reason my meds were costing me near 700 real life dollars was cus after changing my name and doing all my ids and documents i didnt kno u had to update ur name on ur social insurance so when i applied for Poor-Fuck-Med-Insurance it didn't recognize me in the system :^) so happy for how functional everything is
#thats also where i accidentally had the devastating encounter at service canada . updating my stupid sin so i can get my T refilled#cus im not broke rn but i would like to give my cat her overdue vaxs instead of refilling hrt#but its led to me in paralysis mode not being on hrt for 3 weeks and its driving me a lil insane cus idk if i keep taking my blockers or not
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once again i am being subjected to "educational courses on generative AI" (lengthy advertisements that the higher ups want us to watch so they can say that we are trained in AI)
#it's a contact year we need to show that we spend a lot of tiem not only maintaining this stuff but also learning and improving the produc#we provide#they never define what they mean by AI or how the AI actually works its driving me insane#whoah this adobe ai can generate an image for you and insert it into the image you have have without learning photoshop#yeah but HOW. where are these images being pulled from? what methods are used to produce this shit#HOLY SHIT: most programmers dont actually spend that much time programming. they actually spend a lot of time in meetings. helping coworker#reading emails. reading documentation. HELLO???? YES??? THOSE ARE NORMAL THINGS TO DO???#yes attending meetings is annoying but the solution is to fucking reduce the amount of meetings and ensuring that meetings are efficient#NOT TO ADD AI????#the stupid fucking AI building half ur code isnt gonna reduce the time spent looking at documentation!!!! u can't trust the AI to be accura#to be accurate so ur gonna have to go to the documentation anyway!!!#“u can just code not worrying about syntax blah blah” so writing psuedocode??? doing a top down approach to get the big idea#and then write the little stuff later???#im so fucking livid this is SO DUMB#literally all the shit they mentioned in passing sounds actually useful instead of the generative AI bs#no i dont need a little guy to write my code for me#but a guy who checks my syntax? that suggests i look at a particular function from the library? that sounds useful!!!#“if i ask this thing how to do X it will tell me how with steps!”#Okay so will the documentation???? hello????#omfg this guy conviently skipped over the part where the AI gave a WRONG ANSWER#bro i can read the screen it did NOT accurately describe the game#“have it generate the game for you” the point of the little shit is to learn how to do stuff so you can apply it to the big shit#god im just so enraged#mr supervisor is this a good use of company resources?#you are billing t he client for ME learning ai bullshit#sir you having me sit through hours of learning the newest buzzword concepts. is this a good use of 8 hrs the client pays for me to be here#chit chat
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Was blocking a blog and saw they rbed some dumbass terf post abt the sancticity and anti-patriarchy victory of womens sports whatever whatever point is there were a few lines about rugby in it and. It was so instantaneously obvious that the poster didnt know shit abt rugby it was truly hilarious. And also keep rugbys name out of your mouth if anyone on my rugby team met you they would kick your ass
#''womens sports are a great place for lgb solidarity'' terf vs ''oh yeah we dont have any transfems on the team at the moment but#we play both with and against lots of trans women at Bingham (international rugby cup) every year. btw do you want trans pride flag colored#team socks?''#which is. a genuine convo i had with a woman on my team#LGB no T? in womans rugby?? bitch the international gay rugby league is vocally and enthusiastically trans inclusive. die mad abt it#i just. oh my god#yeah rugby canada has shitty transphobic rules but the 'womens sports is the place for lgb solidarity (ie transphobia)'#bit. being next to RUGBY is driving me insane#like the equity VP started telling me the names of famous transfem rugby players i should follow on instagram#also im focusing on transfem stuff here bc thats like. the main target of this type of shit#but need i even mention the amt of nonbinary/genderqueer/potentially transmasc-dyke type people on the wolves W+ team. like holy shit#anyways i hope the op of that post shows up to a gay womens rugby practice looking for some transphobic lgb solidarity#and gets her ass absolutely handed to her#my teammates are down to fight!! they explicitly said so!!!#anyways. yeah.#my shit
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Thinking about him (the boy I met at rtx)
#1. im tired 2. im at a concert 3. i just downed an insanely strong vodka cran on a nearly empty stomach#i think i can be forgiven for this#lately i keep trying to come up w reasons to go to austin so i can hang out w him that arent 'heyyyyyyy michael boys in pgh dont pay attn t#me so i figured id stop by and say gay i mean hey'#any concerts happening there that i would want to see (he knows this is typically WHY i travel) are happening this week#so that is a no go#and theres no fuckin hockey there!!!! so what the fuck!!!#genuinely i think i will just end up going and being like#yeah man i wanted to see u and i should be sent to the farm about it#nate.exe#that vodka cran was so fucking strong. can you tell. i would have another but i have to drive home in probably like 3 and a half hours#or however long concerts are#im fag!#who should probably definitely eat something
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Tumblr talking about making its site the same algorithmic slop pile as every other social media bc the users migrating here are too soft brained to curate their own feeds
#You dont understand tumblr is the only site that im able to use bc its not algorithmic slop#I can barely use youtube anymore bc i will get trapped in the vortex of shorts and suggested videos#I like tumblr bc unlike instagram twitter etc it allows you to create your own feed rather than force feeding you random posts#But lately it HAS been doing that & staff just released a statement basically amounting to ''new users are too confused so we're gonna pad#everything out'' corpspeak for ''we need to make the twitter refugees feel more at home by copying their dogshit falling apart site''#Tbh i actually enjoy tumblr as a much more niche site i think that by making other ppl realize its just a regular ass blogging site theyre#gonna clog it all up more than it already is. Not like it isnt already crammed to the gills with reactionary assholes#Like the reasons i stopped going to twitter was A. stupid bullshit like locking me out 4 no phone number and B. people driving me insane#I do NOT need the people that would trigger my mental illness on a nightly basis coming here to spread their spores#Namely the dramabrained weirdos looking for problems in everything and reactionaries that already exist here but will proliferate#Tumblr ALREADY isnt doing jackshit about t€rves or fash why the fuck would they do anything about a massive influx of them#Sorry i needed to bitch a little. Love this site but also hate the web3.0 philosophy of dumbing everything down#When are we crawling back into the primordial sea we came from (neocities and forums)#emf
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12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?
you already KNOW my ass is gonna say miss holloway <3
HAIIII SOL !!! god okay um . giving a few becaus ei can ^-^ pansexual as hell. trans woman. her first name is sydney because i like the way it sounds. i think shes a cat person but she also likes dogs, just prefers cats. she hatesssss being too warm if she had to choose between always being too warm or always being too cold she would go for cold in a heartbeat. despite this she really enjoys the beach :]
#sol<3#stopping there because if i keep going i'll be listing things all night#THANK U FOR THE ASK !!!!! im soooo insane abou t her she drives me crazyyyyyyy#character questions ask game
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the flint coming out/silvers worst possible reaction convo is one of the few times we actually see flint like. uncomfortable? or nervous i guess? when silver says he doesn't think the pattern of flint's closest person/partner dying will apply to him because of recent events, flint's response ("it is .. natural for men new to power to assume that it has no limits. trust me - it does.") seems strange. he doesn't argue against seeking out his own tragedies as he did before, or deny the pattern, or tell silver to stop blaming him for the deaths of his partners. he tells silver he isn't as powerful as he might feel at that moment. he's defensive, thrown off-balance by the vulnerability of sharing his most guarded heart and secret, only for silver to throw it back in his face. this conversation is significant for a number of reasons, but one of which is that it highlights flint's devotion to silver (he tells silver he is Entitled to the truth) and silver's reticence to genuine connection with flint. he tells flint he's sorry, but then ruthlessly points out a pattern he sees as a potential danger to him. silver is STILL acting in his own self interest here, almost defensively, whereas flint has given himself entirely over to silver. what happens makes me think of this post - flint has such personal authenticity, he KNOWS what he stands for, he has cast his lot, his narrative is fixed, that he is able to give his truth to silver. whereas silver is still playing at both sides. his identity has coagulated into silver, but he's not Long John Silver yet. he doubts this war, he doubts flint and madi's motivations. why expose a weakness when there's no need? all he sees of flint's confession is a potential threat to him. and then there's flint's response in the face of silver coolly explaining why he will survive flint's self-inflicted tragedy, a weak attempt at silver's feelings of strength, a defensive response to what flint perceives to be an attack from silver.. which silver IMMEDIATELY overturns with his stunt with dobbs, using the men as pawns in his dance with flint, proving to flint that silver is strong, that silver will survive flint. that silver will hurt flint. and all flint has to offer is an uncertain but (to me) very genuine attempt at comfort in the face of silver's ironclad defense of his own strength. that even if they agree silver has such powerful influence over the men, flint can still stand with him, against him if they have to.
#idk if im wholly on board with the final chunk but im thinkin#that whole conversation takes the ENTIRE episode and it drives me insane#its like. theyre talking past each other#theyre shouting across a lake trying to hear whats going unsaid (the visuals support this)#flint is sharing something very close and personal with silver and refers to them as friends unhesitatingly#yet silver has come prepared with a defense and (sort of) challenges flints authority by doing somehting he knows flint will disapprove of#considering during times of battle captains held absolute power this is very much an intended offense i believe#because the closer silver feels himself getting to flint the harder he fights to keep himself distant and strong and without flaw#silver wants to be flints equal - he does not see flint already regards him as one#i wonder if silver knew about flints reason or had his guesses beforehand and THATS why he asked flint to tell him thomas's name#idk they make me insane yk <- guy who is [redacted]#canis watches black sails#oh also. FUCKED UP that silver uses dobbs to prove a point lmao but also excellent narrative choices tomake it seem like dobbs is betraying#them. bc flint KNOWS hornigold is there and knows hornigold will try to outthink him. but he can outthink the outthinker to get hornigold t#lower his guard and follow dobbs to the spot where they need to be. he lets hornigold look smart by waiting then feeds him a lie
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#this is a joke 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#i just neeed to get it ou t of my head#this has playng in my head for like 12 hours#i had to make it something palpable so i could move on#it been literally driving me crazy#i keep hearing this song and im literally going insane#911#911 spoilers#my edit#im not even gonna tag this lol
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i NEED to make some fat friends.
#all my friends are smaller than me and it drives me insane sometimes#living here has made me so aware of my size bc every time i go out i am the biggest person in the room without fail#i have a single friend close to my size and im so much more comfortable with them i swear to god#sometimes i bring up the fact tht like i cant go clothing shopping here at all & talk sbt the beauty standards & im like#oh im sorry am i making you uncomfortable. what a concept.#t
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