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So I'm making a murder drones au, that's all the context I'll give
(Bonus! Comic page WIP)
#my art#art#sketch#murderdrones#uzi doorman murder drones#uzi murder drones#uzi#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#md uzi#absolute solver#the solver#murder drones au#n#serial designation n murder drones#serial designstion n#cyn#cyn murder drones#md cyn#murder drones cyn#cyn md#comic#art wip#work in progress#born of cyn au?#little cynners au?#idk yet#im struggling with the name rn
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Got art stuffs so painted. Personally I like the sketch more but eh it's fine...
#I kinda wanna change my name tbh but idk to what#sans au#utmv#undertale au#nightmare sans#UwU#heheh he tenta jewellery#anyways I have like 5 projects in my mind rn so ye I'm struggling#I have one that was supposed to be created and finished by like. either 9 ssp or my bday but ye it's been... uhhhh I'm workin#but I have like. 3 comics I wanna make. 50 fucking GIDAMN IDEAS IM JEVER GONNA GET OUT IM GONNA EXPLODE ALL OF UPU
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When I see stuff like this I kinda want to bash my head into a wall:
To start off, I’m not sure whether this person was commenting on book or show Cersei, but honestly, it doesn’t even matter because she’s so much more than the ‘ambitious villain’ or the ‘murderous girlboss’ tropes in both the book and show.
(Of course, I do have my issues with the way Cersei was written in the show like most people but this is simply a rant post so I’m not going to go through the differences of Show vs Book Cersei)
Cersei is a female character who was shaped by her environment, who’s insecurities were created by her environment, and she’s a woman who’s idiotic mistakes can be traced back to how her environment shaped her. She’s much more than a murderous girlboss, she’s both a victim of the system and also a beneficiary of it, while also acting as an agent of it to keep the status quo while also desiring what the system denied her.
Cersei is NUANCED and complicated and even now people hate that about her and want her to have been a purely evil woman handcrafted in a vacuum, ignoring the context of her life because readers would rather not engage with Cersei’s victimhood and nuances because that ruins their idea of: She Was The Problem and Always The Problem. (People would rather say that she deserved her walk of shame instead of interacting meaningfully with the theme of systematic gender-based violence that is so prevalent in Cersei’s story. The exploration of patriarchal violence in Show Alicent’s story is done so horribly in comparison.)
And what really pissed me off about these tags is that this person has clearly decided that they don’t care to interact with the nuance of Cersei and are fine with flattening her, and yet they shit on others for not liking Alicent.
Because of the way Alicent is written in this show, she almost always has a ‘woe is me I can do no wrong’ attitude, which of course drives people away from the character (woe is me I deserve to take a child’s eye 🥺). However, what actually annoys me is how she’s made out to be stupid, foolish, ignorant, and inconsistent due to the horrible writing of this show, all of which are deviations from her book characterization. Also, I despise it when people want me to support writing decisions and changes made in adaptations that are downright misogynistic and are meant to attract the male gaze.
But what pisses many people, including myself, off is how the changes made negatively impacted many other characters. Alicent’s terrible characterization is like a black hole that distorts and warps the whole story! It’s annoying af!
So when people like this say: ‘She’s nuanced and people just can’t handle it 🙄;’ I say: No. She’s horribly written and a different character from the book and people have a right to be critical about these changes that stripped a female character of 1) her agency and 2) her intelligence!
And the thing is, there was little reason for the writers to have made all these changes to Alicent’s characterization! In the book she is an interesting character with clear motives and understandable reactions. She’s cunning and ambitious and acts the way a noble lady who became queen would. And despite her clear ambitions and dislike of Rhaenyra, she still makes a comment wondering about who would protect the Princess from Ser Criston, and yet she then takes Cole into her service after his falling out with Rhaenyra. That’s a perfect example of nuance! Show Alicent could never compare to book Alicent’s clear moral values and consistent disregard of said moral values in pursuit of power.
And because of this, Book Alicent isn’t easy to stomach. It’s hard for most people to come to terms with a character like her and it’s even harder for people to feel sympathetic for her at the end when she went mad with grief.
On the other hand, Show Alicent was designed in a way to garner pity, and when the writers felt like her current arc wouldn’t be enough to garner the specific reaction they wanted they would then throw in a time skip and suddenly she’s completely different and yet still Thee victim. She’s designed to be as sympathetic as fucking possible! The camera angles, the background music, and the lighting is set up in a way to make sure you the viewer feels pity or sympathy for her! Cause that’s her role in this series! She’s thee Ultimate Victim!
But too bad for the writers as many people are fed up with this kind of inconsistent writing. Even when the writers created a whole new challenge for Alicent where she’s shitted on by the green council and forced to face the beast she helped to raise, I and many others could never feel any satisfaction as it was clear that once again Alicent was being made to be Thee Ultimate Victim who was just led astray by the patriarchy and was a victim of it and was only just realizing it so don’t you pity her don’t you feel sad for her and now she’s trying to do the right thing so pls pls pls pity her 🥺~ So it shouldn’t be surprising that many people are annoyed by these eNLiGhtEnEd changes that have led to a complete deviation from the source material.
To summarize: Cersei is an excellent fucking character who’s by no means easy to stomach, and because she’s not easy to stomach she’s often reduced to annoying ass tropes by dumbasses who are reading above their comprehension level. But when you actually try to understand her, you can easily see why she turned out the way she did and you can feel sympathy for her while understanding that she’s both victim and perpetrator! On the other hand, Show Alicent is a mess and HOTD is trying to make her serve a different narrative role than she did in the books so ofc people are going to be unhappy with the changes as book readers are once again faced with the annoying reality that the writers don’t give a fuck about the source material.
#tbh i can’t believe im actually posting about this show again#but i got so angry by the way that these tags were worded#maybe the person didn’t mean to make it sound as tho cersei wasn’t nuanced to them#but reading between the lines kinda makes it seem as tho they were implying that#rant post#just annoyed af rn#alicent’s narrative role has changed and yes i’m very annoyed by that and that’s one of the reasons as to why i dropped hotd#cause wtf are they going to change next in order to be consistent with these changes?#unless hotd writers decide to once again change alicent’s whole ass character arc and make her seem even more fking wishy washy#bsffr alicent doesn’t come close to cerseis lvl of nuance#reducing cersei to Ambitious Villain is literally rage inducing#tbh it clearly shows that this person only appreciates certain kinds of female characters and can’t stomach badass girl bosses 🙄#not to say that GOTs writing was good lol it was shit but at least the female characters had consistent goals!#hotd fandom critical#anti alicent stans#anti alicent hightower#cersei lannister#the audacity to say that cersei doesn’t display real flaws and isn’t vulnerable#maybe i’m blowing this out of proportion and maybe im making a lot of assumptions but im struggling to care bc im so done with alicent stans#i’m real tired so i’m sorry about any grammar mistakes !#keep cersei’s name outa ur damn mouths 😡
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Honestly the way different archons in genshin impact have such different interactions with their nation is very interesting to me, especially with how its further expanded in fontaine recently.
The archons who are closest to the way we traditionally (in the west) think of a god (ie. all-powerful and on a completely other level of existence to humans) would probably be Barbatos first, then Rex Lapis.
Barbatos/Venti having churches dedicated to him and not appearing (as far as most are aware) in society for centuries is very similar to how the christian god is seen, as someone worshipped but never directly interacted with on a level beyond the spiritual. Meanwhile Rex Lapis/Zhongli has tons of myths and stories dedicated to him across lands and made appearances for years until his "death". In this way he's somewhat comparable to Greek gods (or even Jesus, to keep the christianity analogy going). He's far more openly entrenched in humanity but still remains separate and "above".
It's more-so with the three other archons we've encountered that our understanding of what gods must be like in teyvat based on Rex Lapis and Barbatos is totally altered with Ei, Furina, and Buer, all three being the "replacement" archon for their respective nations.
Ei, the third archon we meet, takes a direct role in Inazuman government as the Shogun, a totally different approach than the previous two which i find more similar to various rulers claiming divine right of kings. Also, despite not being the original electro archon most dont actually know this because Ei took on the identity of her sister, who died during the calamity. I think Ei taking on her sisters identity definitely helped her maintain her "divine authority" where other archons (buer) failed to maintain it in their nations.
Speaking of Buer/Nahida, you'd think the whole changing the past to everyone except descenders thing would complicate our interpretation of her but it doesnt at all. I think the reason for this is that destroying the previous archon in irmunsul didnt actually change the past. I also dont think the wanderer/scaramouche actually changed the past. I think they just changed peoples memories of it. but anyway. Nahida also takes on a governmental role at the end of sumerus archon quests while still remaining a somewhat holy figure. She was obviously shut out/disregarded following the passing of the previous dendro archon, unlike Ei she wasn't able to maintain her authority. After the archon quest however, her position in government kind of reminds me of the queen of england early in her rule. There was still a democratic governing body in the prime minister and other representatives but she maintains power.
Furina/Focalors also reminds me of the queen of england but at the end of her career instead. Furina appears to be more of a mascot in fontaine than a proper ruling body. It actually seems that the machine and neuvillette hold more authority that she does. Obviously we havent really explored fontaine much yet (its only been out a few days but im loving it) and we've only gotten so much info from the archon quests but as far as i can tell, furina appears to be kind of scrambling to live up to the previous hydro archon who was seemingly so well liked that fontaines people are repenting to this day. (as am i misremembering or did they say the previous archon didnt side with celestia but her people did?? what!?). Its even actively pointed out how people in fontaine do not view their archon to even a similar level as people in other nations (i mean their archon does meet and greets and is very reckless with her accusations but-).
anyways 👍 yes.
TLDR: zhongli + venti = traditional gods ei + nahida (now) = government furina + nahida = queen of england idk also i dont think they actually changed the past, just people interpretation of it. btw whats up with the fontaine profecy and the whole "they sided with celestia" thing??
#im just rambling rn dont take this too seriously#me spending far too long talking incoherently about obvious things probs#i have a headache sisters this isnt getting reread so good luck understanding it </3#genshin#genshin impact#furina#focalors#neuvillette#navida#buer#zhongli#venti#barbatos#rex lapis#why do they have so many names omfg#baal#ei#uhhhhh#struggling to recall omg#archons#not tagging xyz archon im tired#GIRL#raiden shogun#got it!#(high off kaeya content cause hes obviously an important character in the overall story of the game) i miss kaeya </3#omg fontaine is fantastic for me percy jacksoning it up#also robespierring it up#in the sea im percy jackson on land im robespierre only some will get it#this post is so long and i didnt even make a point i kinda just got tired and stopped writing sorry if you wanted in depth analysis#i am not the one
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what the hell is with the yaoi ship featuring kabru? sorry i can't hear you over the sounds of my tragic monsterfucker yuri?
#dungeon meshi#i'm just kidding guys this is /lh#do not bully me i got into the manga just a while ago !!!!!#is it obvious i mainly came here for the yuri#twt wouldnt stop showing farcille yuri to me the other day and i found the pilot ep to be fun so like#i pursued the anime... and then the manga...#really excited to see goth marcille#but that must be wayyy into the manga rn#anyways. nobody asked but thoughts on kabru ?#he's a smug bitchboy i want to see him struggle#but i am quite a bit fond of him#boy is too gorgeous ngl#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#farcille#kabru#i really dk the ship name and to prevent spoilers im just gonna. not look for it till i get there#kabru yaoi#yeah im gonna tag it as that
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Sorry if this was asked already, disregard if that’s the case haha, but will we have options on how we deal with our rage?
I want my Ares to be a feral, rage-filled chaos gremlin, but that has the chance to take their rage out in healthy ways as well as unhealthy ways. Like, Ares jealous regarding the ROs? Will swallow that shit down only to evicerate a punching bag later, or demo a house, or run multiple marathons. Might also drink themself stupid, chainsmoke 13 packs, pop some pills, or beat the daylights outta someone who knows. Depends on the vibe.
Kind of yes. The major choices you can make regarding your anger managment are a bit limited. Everyone automatically starts with wanting to just hit stuff, which is why you're a boxer. But I also have you choose vices. It's only a handful (currently 4, but I might change it to be 3 or 5, depending on a few things.) and I want each vice to actually affect the story in major ways, as well as affect how the characters feel about you when they learn of said vice. For instance: Dating Mitch is going to be pretty hard if you're an alcoholic. There will be chances to take your rage out in general ways as well, like exercising. But the major way you'll take care of it is through vices.
#god syndicate#thanks for the ask!#i wont name the vices yet because the list has changed like 3 times the only two i know i'm keeping are sex and alcohol#but i have others#some more tame some drastically less so#the vices are like a major part im struggling with rn so i dont want to give too much away and have people expect things that arent there
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Sniffs. Hack. Cough
#trigun 98#i fuckifnhgh HATE THEM SO MUCH#vash stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#wait till I start getting back into the groove drawing#I’m struggling w even headshots rn#BUT JUST YOU WAIT TILL I VASHWOOD. OR MILLYMERYL what’s their ship name idk OR POLYGUN#IM GOING TO DTAW SO MUCH POLYGUNHNNG GG#checkadii
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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i wanted to wait to upload this with other art but i'm bad at waiting and god knows if my art strength will linger after this but continuation of my au insanities. known levels of faux-wyverians ft. genesis who is having a normal, fun time. text transcript + further rambles:
none (or very little): the base level for low rank KNIGHTs. senses are sharpened but often no monster-related attributes are visible. average: the level for high rank KNIGHTs. monster traits show in things such as scaling, hair coloring, small tail, etc. the use of sleeveless uniforms is standard to show off one's traits. advancement: the level for master rank KNIGHTs. heavier scaling as well as more unique external traits. master rank KNIGHTs will have their uniform modified to compliment their traits. advancement-degradation: phenomenon found in nova-type KNIGHTs. caused by the unexpected maturation of the sapphire calamity and further exasperated by a mismatch with the main host. extremely painful. not shown: advancement-stable, further monster traits achieved through any method where the subject does not experience the mutation caused by a main host nova mismatch. examples would be vincent and zack.
++ this will come with a uniform change since before i had sleeveless be MR standard when it should be HR standard :') there is also another level but it's not "officially documented" - i'll get to that whenever i draw it smiles. irt genesis' (main!) monster assignment, since it's so typical, i need to clarify,
++ i've suddenly thrown a lot of words at the handful of people who have glanced over at this au (hi! i love you! sorry i'm insane!) but you can think of the "nova mismatch" phenomenon as akin to the situation of chaotic gore magala. i might elaborate on that sometime if someone needs me to or on my own if the brain demons don't get me about it. bye <3
#ff7#Hello ff7 tag. I'm back#monster hunter#genesis rhapsodos#sorry hes sort of nakey. but its whathe would have wanted#ff7 monhun au#ir eally wanted to draw angeal but genesis was HAUNTING my CANVAS#hopefully next pics are. zack ref bc i want to get it done but i struggle. to draw him a litle bit.#all of my art recently has been pixel doodles sorry . Eventually ill get back into my prev swing but rn im just having fun#nova is an existing monster. despite the name. perhaps a mash of a few monsters. giggles#i have ideas i n my mind#dracanart#He's missing a hand because I DIDN'T want to draw it. Also. to clarify#not canonly. handless. just a lazy artist
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moots are you aware of how much i like you? how much do you think i like you? like do you understand how genuinely wonderful i think you all are. i have a list of peoples names and pronouns so i have them on hand at all times. i genuinely. do any of you have any clue of how much i like you. i dont think you do
btw. 99.999999% of the times its Not no
#raspy rambles#i am. im havinng a crisis#im struggling rn#and genuienly#i know i dont reach out to anypne almost ever#mostly bcs im scared of being annoying or too talkative or weird about it#but i want to talk. i want so desperately ro be included in things. im just not talkative enough for people to think of me for that yk? l#ok. mini name drop but not really timw#🪻💫❄️🥀 especially. man i love you guys and i dont think you jnow it#and i dontt hink thats your fault in the slightest. ans that hurts me a little tbh#bcs youll never know how strongly i care for you. entirely because i cant get my shit together and man up and talk to you off anon#i fucking. i sent ❄️ an anon like. twnety minuyes ago being Mildly Weird About It#and i now feel like my world is crashing down around me#well. i didnt mean for the tags to look like that#razz rants#ig
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✨Sparks in the Club✨
#new rarepair I’ve become a bit obsessed with ngl#GET READY FOR THE POLY SHIP IM GONNA MAKE >:3 (bottom half is besties btw cause I live for that type of shit)#I put roxies hair down cause atm I’m struggling to draw her pigtails in my style so for rn all your Roxie’s from me will have her down#until I figure it out (which will take awhile)#inspo and pose reference from the kororon mv by eve (go watch it now it’s amazing and the songs good too!!!!#)#i made the sketch for this last night finished the line art before work and did the colouring and editing when I got home!#btw#i will be making as many Stacey rarepairs as I can cause girl deserves some love!!!!#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim comic#scott pilgrim takes off#stacey pilgrim#roxie richter#stacey pilgrim x roxie richter#roxie richter x stacey pilgrim#idk what ship name to give them#we’ll figure it out eventually#for rn here’s an idea#stacerox
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calculus online is kind of kicking my ass rn
#cal.ibrations#named cal and im struggling in calculus. this cannot be happening to me rn.#i WILL learn! its required.
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he's trying to get this hard headed ass little boy to understand he can't body slam people even if they're being bullies (boys got too much strength)
#fanart#goobersart#doodle#brutal legend#eddie riggs#Riggnarok#finally got around to drawing ye ol pops#im have yet to draw a ref of how i want him to look#but for rn this is a good placeholder until i sit down and brainstorm#so i gave Riggnarok a fake name in the age of modern man#his fake name is Casimir bc its easier than people giving him shit for how supposedly weird his real name is#also since we dont know how old he is during the AOM to the AOMM#i did some calculating for both he and Eddie#So far i have Eddies made up birthday#August 28 1987#yes its 1987 bc in this piece its around i wanna sayyyy hmm 2000??? maybe might be 1999#by the time 2009 rolls around hes at least in his 20s#and yes he looks far older in the actual game and most likely is#i pretty much chose the easier route with this one bc math is hard and i hate it#im still struggling w/ Riggnarok so i just chose something temp until i can do the math later#but so far i think that by the time Eddie is in his 20s Riggnarok will be in his late 50s#we dont know what caused his death wanna say old age but idk thats too easy of an answer for me#i havent slept yet so my brain is like RAUGHHRARARAR and im trying to figure this shit out but i CANT
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Slowly beginning to think it's not very cis of me to get off to the thought of being a boy fucking another boy n drawing out pretty noises from him while telling him he's doing such a good job for me
#howls#yeaa i#ive been having gender struggles for years n rn im kinda going with nonbinary n probably transmasc#whether im a nonbinary guy or a trans guy or neither im not really sure i think a cute boy whining my name would be fun tho#mlm nsft#mlm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm ns/fw#still kinda questioning but tagging anyway#nblm nsft#nblm ns/fw#ftm t4t
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Hark a daemon!
#my art#they need a name but the struggle#also i am thinking they need wings but im lazy and dont wanna figure them out rn#wings are hard to draw#apparently that last one wasa tag i've used before lmfao
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Simon during that one scene in class giving his socialist rant in front of a bunch of rich hoes including the literal Prince of Sweden:
Simon in his room with Wille basking in the soft light and trying to talk about his feelings name his fish like:
#i had to#asdfhakahshsjsjssj#did i lie though#the duality of simon#y’all don’t understand he could literally be my son#i love him so much#baby 🥺#things he deserves: the world honestly#and wille would agree#young royals#simon eriksson#best of simons#the bravest of braves honestly#he. 💜🎶#IM HARDCORE vs [struggles to name metaphorical fish]#that powerpuff tho lol#these were sitting in my faves in my phone and i instantly thought of him lol#i’m on 3 hours of sleep and between scrubbing into case no. 5 and case no. 6 rn#so i just had to make this#it’s literally him lol#same though.#good.
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