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princemonday · 9 months ago
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(pjo spoilers if you havent seen it yet but bestie the book came out almost 20 years ago....where u been)
this is just about the pacing and actual format of the show but i feel like lukes betrayal could've been so much more impactful if we actually saw more of luke (and his bond with percy) throughout the show. and i don't necessarily mean add more luke scenes. even just moving the scene of them training in the forest to half way through the show (or better yet the beginning) could've been a huge help. we learned the episode before that percy thinks its clarisse. we knew it wasn't going to be clarisse because we could tell there was supposed to be some grand revelation and him thinking its clarisse sort of eliminates her as the culprit. the way they framed it made it obvious luke was the traitor. annabeth is obviously not it. they already sorta went down the grover path. we know it's not going to actually be clarisse. what other kid were we introduced to? luke. by process of elimination it had to be him. and if you didn't already figure that out by then, adding the scene of luke and percy training and talking at the beginning of an episode that reveals the traitor when we haven't really seen luke for most of the show? pretty dead giveaway. we had maybe an episode or two actually at camp? we could've snuck the scene in there instead. or we could put the flashback at a more inconspicuous point like midway and not....literally the finale. like...idk the conversation luke had with percy in that scene felt like it would've reflected better in percy if we had seen it earlier. like...before he met his dad idk. i do recognize this show is for like 13 year olds and it's not that deep but 🤷🏻‍♀️
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loyalestmunch · 1 year ago
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11.19.23
actually the loneliest ive ever felt. i dont have a best friend. the two friends that i do have both have boyfriends n are preoccupied with them. im always in my room. im always in my four walls. i dont have a life outside of here. and i hate it so much.
i dont have someone i can spontaneously visit whenever i want anymore. i dont have a safe person that will always make time for me. if im sad, i dont have someone to go to. and it fuckiing sucks.
what sucks even more is when i sleep until 5 pm and check my phone to zero notifications. ts makes me go right the fuck back to sleep
i made an editing acc on tt. its cool its got like 70 smth followers so far. i really fucking hope i can make friends on there. but like. everyone in the editing community is like. 15 or 16. it just sux i used to edit at those ages too but now here i am at 18 (almost 19!) crawling back to the editing community to maybe find even a small glimpse of the happiness it gave me when i was younger. but nothing beat the feeling of dreaming of an edit in ur head all day.... waiting till school got out... running (literally) home to whip ts up on video star before i forgot it and then uploaded it and shared it amongst my little editing friends. and then i'd stay up late until 2 am or so watching and saving other edits i thought were cool. even in quarantine, i found joy in editing. november 2020 was actually the worst year of my life but also the best i miss it so much i miss the plethora of friends i used to have fuck. i miss playing identity v otp all night long with ray, i miss playing genshin in vc and doing stupid shit and farming for artifacts for hours on end with jazzy and tason and ray and gabby. my poor ipad wld overheat and my fingerprints would burn from dragging them across the hot screen but i didnt care . it was fun.
edit im not done i have more things i want to reminisce about .
ive been rewatching rick and morty and keeping up with the new seasons in the same sense that i watched it in middle school and now im crawling back to see if it brings me the same joy. and it does !. for the most part. but since justin got fired rip there's new voice actors. and it's fine honestly i dont care that much im still gna watch it but i hate how everythings changing. 13 year old me cldnt begin to fathom rick and morty losing (one of its) most renowned creator(s). like fuck. he voiced RICK AND MORTY. BOTH. like holy fuck. but its fine i guess the writings still kinda the same and the show is funny and makes me happy. i wish i had someone i cld take with me everywhere like my own little morty . i need friends.
i also miss the essence of boxed fettuchine(???) alfredo while watching r/m or camp camp at gammys house. ts was fire
i miss the roblox theme park tycoon and the chocolate cake we made that day and ate. it was so good.
i miss the lego game my cousin and i wld play. we didnt even do anything my mind just couldnt believe an open map game i haad so much fun just walking around and looking and doing absolutely nothing. and eating reheated pizzahut. and mcdonalds cookies. and funfetti boxed cake.
i miss when i had my phone taken when mom and i stayed at gammys when parents almst got divorced and i used her old iphone 5 she forgot she gave me and i had my little fandom acc on insta with my little mooties and friends and the warmth of gammys house in november fuck i miss it all i miss growing up so much i hate being an adult. i cant fucking have fun sober i dont have friends im alone nearly every single day i dont have friends in college i dont ta\lk to anyone i fucking just show up and leave without removing my earbuds.
and i know its my fsult. i know im the reason why i dont have friends. im the only reason why im like this. i only do it to myself.
im so alone and i just keep fucking regressing to find happiness because there's none here in present day thats for sure !
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hits1000 · 2 years ago
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Top Songs of 1988 - Hits of 1988
Top Songs of 1988 - Hits of 1988 Top Songs of 1988 including: Aerosmith – Angel, Bad Boys Blue - A World Without You (Michelle), Bananarama - I Want You Back, Billy Ocean - Get Outta My Dreams, Get Into My Car, Bobby McFerrin - Don't Worry Be Happy, Bon Jovi - Bad Medicine, Bros - When Will I Be Famous?, Cher - I Found Someone and many more! Subscribe to our channel to see more of our content! 1. Aerosmith - Angel 2. Bad Boys Blue - A World Without You (Michelle) 3. Bananarama - I Want You Back 4. Billy Ocean - Get Outta My Dreams, Get Into My Car 5. Bobby McFerrin - Don't Worry Be Happy 6. Bon Jovi - Bad Medicine 7. Bros - When Will I Be Famous? 8. C. C. Catch - House Of Mystic Lights 9. Cazuza - Faz Parte do Meu Show 10. Céline Dion - Ne Partez Pas Sans Moi 11. Cher - I Found Someone 12. Deacon Blue - Real Gone Kid 13. Début de Soiree - Nuit de Folie 14. Def Leppard - Love Bites 15. Duran Duran - I Don't Want Your Love 16. Eddy Grant - Gimme Hope Jo'Anna 17. Eighth Wonder - Cross My Heart 18. Elsa & Glenn Medeiros - Un Roman d'Amitié 19. Elton John - I Don't Wanna Go On With You Like That 20. Enya - Orinoco Flow 21. Eros Ramazzotti - Solo con te 22. Fairground Attraction - Perfect 23. Falco - Wiener Blut 24. Fat Boys & Chubby Checker - The Twist 25. George Michael - Father Figure 26. George Michael - One More Try 27. Glenn Medeiros - Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You 28. Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine 29. Herbert Grönemeyer - Was Soll Das 30. INXS - New Sensation 31. Joan Jett & The Blackhearts - I Hate Myself for Loving You 32. Kim Wilde - You Came 33. Koreana - Hand in Hand 34. Kylie Minogue - Locomotion 35. Kylie Minogue - Je Ne Sais Pas Pourquoi (I Still Love You) 36. La Guardia - El Mundo Tras El Cristal 37. La Unión - Más y Más 38. Los Rebeldes - Mediterráneo 39. Luca Barbarossa - L'amore rubato 40. Matt Bianco - Don't Blame It On That Girl 41. Michael Jackson - Dirty Diana 42. Michael Jackson - Man In The Mirror 43. Michael Jackson - Smooth Criminal 44. Milli Vanilli - Girl You Know It's True 45. Mory Kanté - Yeke Yeke 46. Münchener Freiheit - Bis wir uns wiedersehen 47. Mylène Farmer - Pourvu Qu'Elles Soient Douces 48. New Kids On The Block - You Got It (The Right Stuff) 49. Ofra Haza - Im Nin' Alu 50. Pat & Mick - Let's All Chant 51. Pet Shop Boys - Domino Dancing 52. Peter Schilling - The Different Story 53. Phil Collins - A Groovy Kind Of Love 54. Phil Collins - Two Hearts 55. Prefab Sprout - Cars and Girls 56. Rainhard Fendrich - Macho Macho 57. Rick Astley - It Would Take a Strong Strong Man 58. Rick Astley - She Wants To Dance With Me 59. Rick Astley - Take Me to Your Heart 60. Rick Astley - Together Forever 61. Robert Palmer - Simply Irresistible 62. Robin Beck - The Very First Time 63. Roxette - Listen To Your Heart 64. Sabrina - All of Me (Boy Oh Boy) 65. Salt-N-Pepa - Push It 66. Sam Brown - Stop 67. Sting - Fragile 68. Terence Trent D'Arby - Sign Your Name 69. The Beach Boys - Kokomo 70. The Primitives - Crash 71. The Proclaimers - I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles) 72. Tino Casal - Eloise 73. Tracy Chapman - Baby Can I Hold You 74. Tracy Chapman - Fast Car 75. Tracy Chapman - Talkin' About A Revolution 76. U2 - Desire 77. Van Halen - When It's Love 78. Whitney Houston - One Moment In Time 79. Yahoo - Mordida de Amor 80. Yazz - The Only Way Is Up Related Searches: Greatest Hits of 1988, Best Jukebox 1988 Playlist, Late 1988 Non Stop , Top 1988 Non Stop, Mix 1988 Compilation, Best 1988 List, Late 1988 UK, Best 1988 Playlist, Best 1988 Non Stop, Best 1988 Video, Greatest 1988 Non Stop, Mix 1988 Playlist, Best Jukebox 1988 List, List of 1988 Mix, Top 1988 USA, Best Songs of 1988, Top Music 1988, Hits of 1988 Relate Hashtags: #songsof1988 #hits1988 #songs1988 #listof1988mix #hits1988 #bestsongs1988 #classic1988playlist #greatest1988nonstop #best1988list #best1988video #top1988mix #greatest1988video #mix1988playlist #top1988nonstop #mix1988compilation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyxks67i0eM
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andy-clutterbuck · 3 years ago
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Super Bowl Sinday
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roxxelll · 4 years ago
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Happy birthday, Jason! 🎂  I miss you everyday. ◕‸ ◕✿
Coloured this sketch of him I did a while ago. 
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sword-of-summer · 4 years ago
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All of them answer every question fuck you
ahahaha no i respectfully deny your "fuck you" and i accept the ask and so-
i am 5'10", and i don't wish to be taller or shorter- i am the perfect height for hugs and messy hair, and yep, i like it here-
dream pet would be a mix of golden retriver and a husky called Holly and a chonky cat called Loki- yes ofcourse my future kids have names everyone should name their future pets-
ripped jeans/black pants with a Darth Vader tshirt or a Ethnic Fusion Kurta with black sneakers/artificial leather slip-ons, and if it's cold, a black jacket open obviously- and a black wristwatch i love my black wristwatch.
favourite video game was Clash of Clans and going even back, GTA Vice City and, the og- MARIIOOOO
three things/people are Oreos, Nutella and Pizza. The Holy Trinity-
"Beware me my fingers are smeared with chicken popcorn grease"
you didn't mention an opinion, @chunkybirb, so imma give my opinion on Vanilla ice cream and Nutella- ANYONE WHO HADN'T COMBINED THESE TWO COMBINE THESE TWO THEY ARE FUCKING AWESOME
im either phlegmatic or melancholic bruh idk maybe ik or maybe not
im v v v v ticklish
not an allergy, but an intense hatred for ketchup- i vomit if it gets too close to me fuck you ketchup
im heterosexual
any between tea and coffee but full milk coffee (ik, kill me), never had cocoa- but i love a chocolate or nutella milkshake
both. both is good. (cat and dog)
i would be an elf cause hell yeah, knowledge and wisdom
favourite youtuber is Samay Raina, a stand up comedian turned youtuber who is just awesome-
as i mentioned in 1., i am 5'10"
i would not change my name cause it's the coolest fucking name ever, i am Tanay, and Tanay in Hindi means Son, and my parents literally named their son Son, and hell yeah i like it
i forgot how much i weigh- last i checked it was 75 kilos, but ive gained weight since 2019 so yep, gotta walk in the mornings
yes i believe in metaphysicality cause one- it seems cool- second- me and @theclassyghost discussed a metaphysical life theory that i really really like and metaphysicality gives preservation of knowledge so i believe in spirits
SPACE. SPACE. SPACE.
im not that religious, no
pet peeves no well nah not really
nocturnal def nocturnal i sleep at 4.50 anyway hehehehe
fav constellation is Cassiopeia
fav star is Sirius tho
what the fuck are ball jointed dolls
i do have a fear of losing people that's just anxiety i guess
yep, global warming is real
never thought that much about reincarnation tbh but maybe, i do
fav movie is Spider Man : Into The SpiderVerse and Inception and The Dark Knight Rises and Revenge of The Sith and yes, for my indian gang, 3 Idiots and Gully Boy
yep i get scared v v v easily
i have had no pets but i plan to once i grow up
@chunkybirb 's blog is fucking cool awesome and *chef's kiss* a masterpiece
blue calms me. i love blue.
live in Norway cause pretty lights, snow, and less people than this overpopulated country i am in
born in Mumbai, India
v v v dark brown like it's almost black but no it's dark brown
introvert
horoscopes and zodiacs, i do read them, never believed that much tbh-
HUGS I LOVE HUGS
i really wanna visit my brother i haven't met him in a long time i really wanna play cricket w him just like old times
my sister- she's annoying but well i care for her
nah
tattoos idk bruh im okay idk may get one or may not get one
nope, smoking is ewwww *vomits*
ah my crush- she's cool [ if she exists
when the chalk doesn't write on the board but goes iiiiiieeee I HATE THAT
a sound i love is rain pitter pattering i just hhhhhh sends me into happiness
nope fatass here
nope fatass here
favourite actors have to be eddie redmayne, oscar issac and pedro pascal- and margot robbie and winona ryder in the actresses section also yes, elliot page
bruh already answered in 30.
im okayish!! spotify and tumblr, cool combo-
my hair are okay being black for me
yesterday, monday, from 6.40 to 6.50
music
uhhh naah not that i know of
well in Rick Riordan's Magnus Chase books, the sword of Frey aka Sumarbrander TALKS and demands to be called Jack, so here i am
bakwaas, music and comfy
yep, i believe in evolution
unfollow on hate and when they dm me sending nsfw pics ugh why are people like that
follow, well, i like people and they seem cool, so i follow them
fav kind of person is the one who'll sit with me for hours not even talking and just vibing to music
fav animals are beavers, doggos and cats
three fav blogs are @chunkybirb, @theclassyghost, @little-boats-on-a-lake, @aredhel-of-gondolin, @sue-me-imbadass, @alleenkaas, @my-ackerman, @brrrrrrrrrrzone
fav emoticon has to be ☹ this me seeing my stupidity outrank others
fav meme has to be Butternut is a master of psychological manipulation
INTP
Libraaa let's go
no dog, i have
black darth vader tshirt, black pants, black sneakers and black wrist watch
i have no selfies my phone has no cameras i live in eternal darkness
what the fuck are platform shoes
i, uhhh, i remember weird things like what i drew in class in 3rd while i was supposed to be doing english
lazy ass here, no front flips possible
i like birds they fly
nope i don't Iike swimming i like blankets
wrapped up in blankets reading books sounds better than both
ketchup
hyperspace travel
nope none
reading writing eating sleeping
my friend
tumblr seems cool
i have around 60-70 idk
yes i can run but why
yes they do but what's the fun in that
nope I'd fall over
sapphire let's go
koala bear or panda
sunflower or the one on a lemon tree
ketchup store
one cup of coffee is enough, tysm
read minds that sounds cool cool yeaaahh
nope never wore it a black clothes guy here BatMan
winter winter all year long
i don't know and i don't wanna try
i don't know and i don't wanna know
everyone cause they are better than me
bookstores cause bookstores any bookstores
sneakers, black onez
apparently some gas bitches mixed up to form a planet
non vegetarian but i partake meat just twice or thrice in two weeks
i don't know they don't seem like liking
naaaaaaaah
bugs ew
spiders ew
about the fact that i come off as arrogant and overconfident while in reality it's just that my communication skills suck
i can draw averagely whenever im in a mood
this thing im answering but i like answering it
uhhhhhhh brain freeze- idk bruh questions are good they give knowledge
yep, while sleeping
ahh yes calming, they are
cloudy days cause fucking cool vibes
hehehe wouldn't you like to know, weatherboy
CumuloNimbus i really like it's name yknow nimBUS
dark blue, dark blue always or black
naaaah no freckles
fav thing is when they laugh and it's just happy and we're both laughing like shitheads but who cares we're rebelling against depressing life and we laugh
both. both is good [ fruits and vegetables
sleep but i have to answer 170 questions cause @chunkybirb
sky sky sky it's my blog's header duh uh sKy
sweet and sour candy. SWEET AND SOUR CANDY.
dim lights it makes me feel cool
ahhh so here we go- Mooncalfs, Thunderbirds, Phoenixes, Sphinxes, Dragons that seem to be Space Nebulae, and more and more and more
i really feel like a boomer sometimes
i love everything about this site/app it makes me feel happy cause i like the people and the posts
uhhhhh i think too much about everything cause i just do. i like thinking
"He's dead, guys. For the sake of The Force, please watch Star Wars now he wanted to discuss it with you" actually no i would just say "A big shoutout to Garlic Bread he loved Garlic Bread"
myself cause i should be sleeping but sleep is for the weak and i am the weak and the strong i am a paradox-
that i obsess too much on things and try involving people it never works out
nope. had braces for 4 years, that beat out teeth showing smiles
i prefer computer-tv ahahahahaha
never tried them, so IDK
naaaaah not motion sickness- never travelled by sea so idk seasickness
lobed ears
yep i believe that deeds do count in life and beyond
idk bruh i don't believe in physical attraction too much- bodies are fake- mentally/metaphysically tho, im a 7
ahhhhh many many Stupid Genius, Tani, Tanu, Tanya
i still do-
i really want to talk to a therapist. converse. and discover.
im both, i am both.
10:1 is the ratio- giving 10, receiving 1
uhhh nothing just when i am right and people use the old "disrespect" argument
3, Hindi, Marathi, English
girls
uhh no i am not
my hair i love them everyone says things about my hair but i love them
knowledge vibes i give, someone tells me- and that's all i ever wanted
anyone i know tbh, my mutuals, my friends, my discord friends
ahhh no i wouldn't but i wish i was born 20 years earlier
bleh bloo, neither like nor dislike
i don't know if i have one
i don't know, haven't had physical contact in a long long long time in a galaxy far far away
the above point stands but i would like to ig
anything i write, 3 hours later, i instantly hate just idk why
anything i write
that i am normal no i am not and i am not okay hahahahaha
65-70 ish people
somewhere around-
many many many don't ask please but okay if you do ask
somewhat
uhhhhh idr exactly but i won't tell in public duh uh
mediummm hairrrr
last year lockdown i became harry potter
i don't know buddy i seriously don't know
yep i do cause knowledge i like knowledge
naaah never tried
no i definitely cannot stand on my hands or my head for more than 30 seconds
yep, im pretty sure i answered most of them correctly-
og link-
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angelamoores · 5 years ago
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POST FINALE HENRY DANGER OPINIONS TAG
thank u for the tag @henrydangerismymiddlename I got my laptop out for this lol
it’s 3am so bear with
copy and paste the following questions and answer with as much detail as you want and when you’re done tag at least 2 other blogs to do the same, let’s go!
Who was your overall favourite member of Team Danger and why? it’s a toss up between Henry and Charlotte if im completely honest. I always love the girl character in everything and Charlotte was everything I wanted but I also always loved Henry coz he was one of the only main characters I've ever found likeable in a show before
Who was your favourite non-team danger character and why? Mary Debbie Gaberman because she was funny and put up with Trent’s shit
Who was your favourite villain and why? Rick Twittler. he was the most non cartoony. villain and he did some of the most damage to the characters
What were your top five favourite Henry Danger episodes of all time and why? broken armed and dangerous-comedy, scream machine-that ending lmao, I dream of danger-chenry, massage chair-the drama of it all & car trek-idk
What were your top five least favourite Henry Danger episodes of all time and why? captain mom coz ew, and idk their names but the one where Henry cheated on those girls, the one where he and jasper fight over that girl, sick and wired coz that was ray’s shitty turning point & jam session coz that bet was fucked
What was your favourite running gag and why? hmmmm and repeat what they said an henry’s im in a band pick up line
What was your favourite one-off throw away gag and why? when they actually respected Charlotte (wish it came up more tho :(
What episode, which character and which duo made you laugh the most? scream machine esp when I was younger coz it feels like it was filmed at 3am, Henry with his dumbassery & Charlotte and schwoz as a duo like when they were doing smart stuff or in swellview’s got talent
How would you rank each season from 1 to 5, one being the best and five being the worst? one-4, two-2, three-3, four-4 & five-2/5 depending on ray’s behaviour
Who was your favourite duo in the show (romantic or non-romantic)? romantic- chenry & nonromantic- Charlotte/schwoz
What was your favourite Henry and Ray moment/episode? all the times when they argued on missions I just found it funny esp when it was like about flying the mancopter etc.
What was your favourite Chenry moment/episode? I dream of danger, that one bit in budget cuts&mr nice guy, when they used to yell at the same time
What was your favourite Hensper moment/episode? the episode were jasper finds out was v cute
What was your favourite Chensper moment/episode? massage chair/the finale/end scene of captain drex
If you could go back and change one element of the show, what would it be? the treatment of Charlotte/when ray got shit
If you could say one thing to each main character in the pilot, what would it be? SCHOOL COMES FIRST, FRIENDS SECOND AND WORK LAST
If you could say one thing to each main character in the finale, what would it be? nice hair and outfits guys, also you did good
Were you satisfied with the finale? What part was your favourite and what part was your least favourite? I was. i loved the trio’s ending but I would have maybe liked a better piper farewell idk. also I get why they let kid danger stay dead I just think that after all that time he deserved recognition also so do charlotte and schwoz even if it wouldn't really work
What would your ideal Henry danger spin off look like? a teen rated dystopia spinoff of the trio fighting crime vigilante style with habit of chenry also get jasper a boyfriend 
Where do you personally see the characters 10 years from now? What are they doing, who are they with, where are they in their lives - what do you think happened to them? Most importantly, are they happy? I think the trio will still be fighting crime together well into their twenties/ thirties, piper has started a successful company and ray and schwoz are still running the school. Mary has her own talkshow
What was your favourite part of the show and why did it initially draw you in? you guys are gonna HATE me for this but growing up I kinda had a crush on Henry that tries to make an appearance every now and then so that paired with me watching all dan scheider’s shows was mainly it
What was your favourite part of the fandom and why did it initially draw you in? THE PEOPLE everyone here is awesome like nesha, Nikki, umana, shona, lou and lizzie. I joined coz tumblr is my go to site and after reading nesha’s chenry So...? series and stalking everyones blogs I made one of my own
Describe your overall emotions/feelings regarding the show being over and the show in general, looking back on it as a whole, with one quote from the show “feel’s good”
If you were able to add one scene in the finale, what would you add? a group hug
Favorite outfit/hair style? jasper’s crop top will forever be iconic and charlotte’s space buns in cave the date
One twist: when you answer this for yourself, add one new question at the end for the next person to answer. Remember to tag at least two people so we can get this around the whole fandom so everyone can have their proper goodbye! And feel free to do this even if you don’t get tagged, I want to see how everyone feels!
@mychenrymadness @kiddangers @rorythevambire 
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illumiiiz · 4 years ago
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AHHH EVIEEEE :( I actually replied yesterday and wrote something pretty long but my phone just died on me and everything got deleted QwQ I feel 💔💔💔
but omg hearing about snow makes me feel so happy, I truly truly hope I can experience it someday too, and ajdjsksksm that sounds so adorable, having fun in it with your dad and siblings :> and snow angels akdjsksk AHHH precious precious. I've seen many Pinterest doodles of people adding features onto their snow angel outlines, it's seriously so adorable -w-
OMG EVE-CHAN, I think I'm definitely gonna be remembering your birthday every year, because my little brother is born on the 11th of may as well. Mine is on the 29th of November lol >.< I guess it would be wintertime where you are during my birthday, but here it's just very rainy and cooling (which is great too, since Malaysia is on the equator and usually v v hot) +_+
I agree!! Everything uncle Rick writes is just BEYOND amazing, and I also rather love the Magnus Chase series (it's just so hilarious). But ahhh yes Nico and Will have the cutest dynamics in the entire series, just seeing a bubbly adorable Will with a darkness shrouded Nico makes me want to cry they're so precious. I love Leo too 😤😤😤💖 he's a cutie, and a dork, and he's so so so smart! Oh and Percy himself, just being so done™ with the gods will never not be funny. Juniper is a unique choice, but I totally understand it!! She seems so delicately beautiful, ahhh I'm melting.
Oh that's so wonderful to hear, it's lucky that your friendship didn't die out, and I'm so happy that the two of you get to meet often :> I did! I called her yesterday and asked her if she'd like to meet up at Starbucks on Thursday, and so we'll be seeing each other then :)))
how was your day Eve?? Mine was okay, I went for work in the morning, and now I'm just joining a club zoom call :D (it's not my club, but my friend is the president of it, and he invited me). It's this virtual fellowship thing to get closer to the club members, and we're all watching anime together via Netflix party 😭😭 I'm sobbing the first episode of AOT is literally killing me, I love it. Do you watch AOT? :>
Sending you all my love, Eve! Thank you for always replying and making me so happy. I love you :]
ARIII OH MY GOSH IM PRETTY SURE ITS BEEN LIKE OVER A WEEK SINCE YOU SENT THIS, IM SO SORRY 😭😭 BUT I’M FINALLY ANSWERING 
Snowww oh gosh I hope we get some more soon!! Hopefully it’ll snow over the weekend a bit but I guess we’ll see how accurate the weather forecast is! 😅 I really like winter here but it’s just not the same without some snow :( 
OMG REALLY?? I HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS YOUR BROTHER THAT’S SO COOL!! :0  (I only know one other guy with the same birthday as me, I met him on Twitter a few years ago. We dont talk much now though sadly..) I’ll be remembering your and your brother’s birthdays too!! ^^  Aaah that’s nice that it’s cool and rainy on your birthday usually, since it’s hot where you live! I’ve never been down that far south, to the equator, but I imagine it is very, very hot x-x I don’t like hot weather very much lol
AAA yes I really like the Magnus Chase series too!!! It’s been a while since I’ve read it though 🤔 Oh and I really enjoyed the Kane Chronicles books too, they’re really different from the other series but still really entertaining! (I’ve read them twice ^^ Carter is my favorite I think, he’s a very precious smart boi)  Oh my gosh yes, Nico and Will are just 🥺🥺 so so precious. And yesss Leo is such a dork omg 😂 But indeed he is a smart little cutie 🥺 Omg Percy tho,, yes. Like every time someone mentions a god he’s just like “😒 Are you kidding me, this dude again. Really.”
Oh good I'm glad you were able to meet up with your friend!! How did it go? I hope you two enjoyed yourselves!! 💕💕  And yeah I'm really glad our friendship didn't die out too. I actually get to see him all three days this weekend so I'm very excited for that!! 😁
My day today was kinda ehh... not as good as it could've been. Just very busy. I’ve had a lot of schoolwork recently and it’s been piling up :/ But thankfully I'm just about finished up before I get a break for the holiday season! 😌 I’m ready for it lol. And plus I have a lot of things to get done for the holidays... mainly gifts for my friends and things like that. Stuff that I haven't had much time to work on bc of school grrr... >:/  How was your day today, Ari-san? ♡ Omg that zoom fellowship thing sounds really fun!! And that’s so cool that you’re all watching anime!! Aah no I haven’t started AOT yet, but I'd really like to, even though I know I'll cry a lot watching it 😂😭 I've been this close to starting it like four times over the past week, but I'm trying to finish haikyuu first lol. I don’t wanna ruin my haikyuu phase yet 😭😂
Sending you lots of love too, Ari!! 💕💕 Aww you’re welcome 🥺💖 Thank you for sending me messages so much, even if I reply to them super late haha 👉👈 It makes me really happy to read your messages. I love you too, I hope you're having a good day!! <3 ^^
- Eve
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geohenley · 5 years ago
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i think by now we have determined that i am The Worst at remembering to do these in an orderly fashion but thank u for the tag(s) @thaliaagrace !! i managed to put all 4 in this under the cut and if anyone wants to do any of these go ahead i hereby tag anyone who wants to do it
three favorite foods is it weird i can’t name anything for this one i’m sitting here staring at my screen bc i suddenly can’t remember anything i like three favorite books 1. the magician’s nephew, c.s lewis. 2. can i just put all seven narnia books i’m the worst when it comes to reading bc i can’t REMEMBER anything off the top of my head and lately my thing’s been biographies soooooooo three favorite artists 1. van gogh 2. monet 3. john william godward three favorite musicians 1. sara bareilles. 2. hozier. 3. florence + the machine three favorite articles of clothing 1. combat boots. 2. flannel. 3. jeans three places i want to go 1. new york city. 2. cairo. 3. paris. three things that make me happy 1. singing (i’ve finally found my perfect vocal warm-up and my voice sounds so smooth and nice!!). 2. being a lesbian 3. writing hard but fun :)
rules: it’s time to love yourselves! choose your 5 favourite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you’ve brought into the world. tag as many writers/artists/etc as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
1. the susan edit with the lesbian flag colors! love this one it’s not only aesthetically pleasing but it’s the lesbian flag 2. the LUCY edit with the lesbian flag colors! i’m turning this into a whole pride flag narnia edit thing y’all 3. this lww one which was my first edit to reach 1k notes??? it’s prettyyy 4. this dimya edit because i adore them and this psd, i made it for art pieces like van gogh and godward and the anastasia stage production is literally the only other thing it works on, i’ve tested it out several times 5. this lww edit with the original lyrics of “crossing a bridge” from anastasia while it was in hartford! i adore that version of the song and i adore narnia so OBVIOUSLY the solution was to put them together
i. do you have a certain place at home for reading? not at the moment but my brother decided to move upstairs so in time his old bedroom is going to become my Library ii. do you use bookmarks? if so, what kind? long story but i do not have a bookshelf atm so no physical books for me but i do have a nook reader so all my reading lately has been electronic. this being said, i do own several bookmarks from books-a-million’s quotable & notable section and i want to buy the brass bookmarks from literary emporium iii. can you just stop reading or do you have to make it to the end of the chapter? must finish chapter iv. do you eat or drink while reading? nope v. music or tv while reading? tv no, music occasionally, big fan of white noise from the fan though vi. one book at a time or several at once? several at once :) vii. reading at home or out? bold of u to assume i know what “out” is. im kidding i prefer at home but back when i could still go to the theatre i’d spend the time before the show waiting for it to start & during intermission to read with headphones in. in october 2018 waiting to see school of rock the musical i read frankenstein while listening to pretty woman the musical and it was an Experience viii. reading out loud or silently? silently ix. do you read ahead or skip pages? my eyes love glancing at the bottom of the page before i finish the paragraph at the top of the page, i only knowingly skip stuff if i’ve read it before and know it’s not my fave part x. breaking the spine? e-reader am unable to break the spine though i have done it with a lot of paperbacks xi. do you write in your books? no
top three ships: 1. carolmaria (captain marvel) 2. gelphie (wicked) 3. dimya (anastasia) last song: this question is fun bc more often than not the last song i heard played on a television show i was watching and if we’re talking about that then it’s “breathe” by anna nalick playing on grey’s anatomy but if we’re talking about what i actually listened to on spotify it would be “finale” from anastasia obc recording,,, also not really a ~song~ but i was just thinking about that One recurring music theme in season two of bbc’s atlantis bc i’m lowkey obsessed with it and now i’m listening to it and it’s. nice last movie: the other night i watched the mummy (1999) and captain marvel back-to-back which i highly suggest as a double-feature bc carol and rick have the same energy. also i am desperately trying NOT to make the mummy my entire personality and folks i have to admit it’s not going real well but it’s going currently reading: love this question the answer is my own writing what food i’m craving right now: nothing....
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moonglittering · 2 years ago
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🥇 - I think you’ve done a brilliant job with your muse. 🔮 - I can see us rping in the future and I can’t wait to get started. 🌟 - I love seeing you on the dash!
✨ @collidingxworlds / @countlessrealities. meme. still accepting!
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omg thank u!!
and seeing you on my dash writing is like getting a lil present every time. and ooc ur v chill and easy to mesh with, so thank u for making sure our convos are comfy and productive. i gotta kick my ass into completing the little overview of vi’s kingdom—which i will when my health permits it and im happy with it all. anyway thank u so much. adore u and ur muses, esp rick even though he’s an ass
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emirrart · 7 years ago
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im sorry if this is oddly personal but im questioning if im autistic and u seem like a really really nice person who knows a lot about autism (and r&m hohohoho) !! so i.. have a quick question, if its not too personal (im sry againgghklh) but like could u explain some traits u have that would be like considered different from neurotypicals? thank u for ur patience gjgnhdk!!! feel free to disregard this if its too personal i completely understand im sorry! have a good day
No, no, it’s not too personal! I’m fine with telling you my symptoms! (long list incoming):
1) i am absolutely shit at eye contact, especially when i’m anxious or upset
2) the urge to flap when i’m really really happy, and the need to move around when i’m in a stressful situation
3) i’m extremely sensitive to loud noises, bright lights and b a d textures
4) of course, my obsession with rick and morty  *cough* and autism *cough*(special interests are a big autism-adhd thing)
5) finding it really hard to focus on things that don’t interest me
6) i go nonverbal when stressed
7) i used to line up toys when i was little, and used to organise them instead of playing with them
8) how to function without scripts?????? Who knows?????????
9) i can memorise the words to whole movies and not forget them for years
10) i physically cannot talk to new people. I’ll ignore them, or i’ll go off into my own little space and ignore everyone in the vicinity
11) social cues???? What are they??????
12) more logical than abstract thinker
13) B i g urge to put things in my mouth/touch things when i shouldn’t (i want to put my hand in lava but i know i will then have no hand)
14) i used to be absolutely terrible at recognising sarcasm. (the whole ‘you need to pull your socks up’ thing.) I’m still kinda bad at recognising it, but using it is pretty easy.
15) i learned to read at two years old, and memorised the whole gruffalo book in less than three days. (i believe this is called hyperlexia???)
16) very low empathy. If someone is crying, or telling me something that’s bothering them, i literally cannot empathise. I am mostly incapable of empathising with others. It feels horrible. I’ll do my best to comfort them, but it usually doesn’t work very well.
17) samefood all the time. (marmite, and soy sauce on e v e r y t h i n g)
18) if i don’t have pressure on me, i cannot sleep.
19) meltdown 24/5 (school sets them off most)
20) i need my lab coat when i get home. I need to touch it, put things in the pockets to weight it. Need it on me. All the time. Need.
21) BATHS ARE ABSOLUTE SENSORY HEAVEN I WISH I COULD LIVE UNDERWATER
22) I say a lot of things to people that they think is rude???? But i didn’t mean to be rude???????? Like when i was in nursery, i think i bit someone, and the teacher told me to ‘sit inside at break, and think about what you’ve done.’ and then fifteen minutes into break, i walked outside ad told the teacher ‘i’ve thought about what i’ve done. I’m going outside to play now.’
23) i need very specific water. This may not be an autism thing, but i’m sensitive to the taste of water, and i only like Pinar and Volvic. Other water tastes w r o n g
24) i have a really bad stutter. Ppl who know me irl know this
25) art therapy when i was like 8 was the best thing on earth. (Saffron come back i miss u)
And that’s all i can think of for now????? Hope this helps!! xXx
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critical--veins · 7 years ago
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Answer all the get to know me questions :)
oh jeez tht’s so many I’m sorry u all have to scroll past this but I’ll do it for u anon 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I genuinely don’t even remember my hands r lonely
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
SO SHY3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
my familyyyy & best friend when I go home for spring break :)4. Are you easy to get along with?
yah man I’m chill with everyone5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
yes ! (I hope)6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
I like ppl who are genuine & kind!7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
nooooo (I wish but no)8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
this boy I’ve been talking to on & off cause he wants to see me when I come home :)) 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
not usually I guess it depends who it’s with tho10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my friend paulina last night at 2am after getting back from a party lol11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“yah girl what’s up”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
quixoticelixer- red hot chili peppers
hello euphoria- turnover
all my friends- knocked loose
hurt- trophy eyes
control- citizen 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
UH HUHHH 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I mean this is an interesting question bc in the universe things happen that seem lucky or miraculous but are just due to chance so in a way yes, but NO15. What good thing happened this summer?
I met my family in honduras for the first time & they were so amazing16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
ooooh this questions fun idk maybe!17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
ABSOLUTELY18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
nope19. Do you like bubble baths?
hell yah soak me up 20. Do you like your neighbors?
my across the hall neighbors in my dorm building are mean21. What are you bad habits?
NEVER LEAVING MY BED22. Where would you like to travel?
alaskaaaaa I wanna hike around denali 23. Do you have trust issues?
a little24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
GOING THE FUCK TO SLEEP25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
all26. What do you do when you wake up?
sigh rlly dramatically27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I wish I had pretty pale skin, but I like being tan too! so both28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my little sister29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
nope30. Do you ever want to get married?
OH YES SO BAD31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
yes!32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Harry Styles for sure, Awsten Knight from waterparks is also v dreamy33. Spell your name with your chin.
L.JCYH (mood) 34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I used to be a cheerleader !! (I competed so miss me with that not a sport shit) 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
OH YES37. What do you say during awkward silences?
I don’t break awkward silences bc IM AWKWARD38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
someone smart! also just someone who can be chill all the time I hate fights & pettiness so like idk just be chill39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
I luv going into furniture & decor shops like home goods or kirklands lol 40. What do you want to do after high school?
 I’m in college rn studying to be a conservation biologist!
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
no some people are genuinely bad42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
usually nothing bc I’m always quiet lol43. Do you smile at strangers?
yeah sometimes!44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
space 100%, I wanna see the earth from outer space I think that would be the most life changing experience!!45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
fuckin class I need to earn my degree46. What are you paranoid about?
never finding the love of my life 47. Have you ever been high?
yah like once lol48. Have you ever been drunk?
oh yeah49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
nah50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
grey!51. Ever wished you were someone else?
every FUCKING day52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
one thing?53. Favourite makeup brand?
I dont rlly have one! but I guess I use a lot of it cosmetics 54. Favourite store?
there’s this record store called the sound garden & I used to go to it in baltimore all the time cause I live like an hour from there, THEN I FOUND OUR THEIR OTHER LOCATION IS IN SYRACUSE WHERE I GO TO SCHOOL so like idk I love that store cause it’s my lil home connection
55. Favourite blog?
too many! ily all56. Favourite colour?
green :)57. Favourite food? 
MAC & CHEESE TILL I DIE58. Last thing you ate?
toaster waffles I didn’t even toast I just microwaved bc I’m lazy59. First thing you ate this morning?
the toaster waffles60. Ever won a competition? For what?
yeah I’ve won a photography contest & a poetry contest, and I got second in an art show for my dorm lol61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
I was suspended in the 6th grade for telling a boy I wanted to punch him in the face lmaoooo 62. Been arrested? For what?
nooo63. Ever been in love? 
I don’t think so 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
fucking awful cause it was new years eve so I knew it was coming but I didn’t rlly want to, so the nerves just built & built the whole night so yeah not good not good at all65. Are you hungry right now?
nahh66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
ya’ll don’t talk to me (the ones that do I luv u)67. Facebook or Twitter?
twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr?
both!69. Are you watching tv right now?
no70. Names of your bestfriends? 
maddie & brandon71. Craving something? What?
affection always72. What colour are your towels?
blue72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
373. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
nah74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
I don’t think I have any anymore75. Favourite animal?
BEARS I WANT A BEAR TATTOOED ON ME RN76. What colour is your underwear?
dark grey77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
cookie dough every time79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
black 80. What colour pants?
no pants! all day long!81. Favourite tv show?
friends is one of my faves, but I also rlly love rick & morty which is a lil embarrassing but it’s the best
82. Favourite movie?
ya know I don’t rlly have a fav movie83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
mean girls84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
mean girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
the goth bitch janis 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
crush the sea turtle is the best character87. First person you talked to today?
a BOYyyyy who I’m rlly into 88. Last person you talked to today?
my friend paulina!89. Name a person you hate?
lol this girl me & my friend just started going out with, she’s so awful & we’re trying to figure out how to cut her off without being mean :/ 90. Name a person you love?
my parents91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
myself?92. In a fight with someone?
nope93. How many sweatpants do you have?
I have like 5 pairs 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
TOO MANy95. Last movie you watched?
I watched nerve but I didn’t rlly like it lol96. Favourite actress?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯97. Favourite actor?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯98. Do you tan a lot?
not rlly but I tan easily so I don’t have to99. Have any pets?
I HAVE 3 CATS & THEY’RE ANGELS100. How are you feeling?
sleepyyyy101. Do you type fast?
yah 102. Do you regret anything from your past?
yes103. Can you spell well?
I tell myself I can but actually probably not104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yeah my friend from last year who I kinda drifted apart from I miss her a lot105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
yeah106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
yes whoops 107. Have you ever been on a horse?
YEAH I LOVE TRAIL RIDES 108. What should you be doing?
writing my speech for my public presentations class & studying lol109. Is something irritating you right now?
no110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yeah 111. Do you have trust issues?
a little112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I mean my friend emily but I was laugh crying113. What was your childhood nickname?
 my friends in middle school called me Lulu lmaooo 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yeah I go to school out of state!115. Do you play the Wii?
no I used to tho116. Are you listening to music right now?
yah dude listening to being as an ocean rn 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
yup118. Do you like Chinese food?
I fuckin LOVEEE chinese
119. Favourite book?
idk I haven’t read for pleasure in a rlly long time 120. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes lol121. Are you mean?
no I try to be kind as fuck122. Is cheating ever okay?
noooOoOooo123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
nOOOOOOO124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
NOOOOOOOOOO125. Do you believe in true love?
yah I want to126. Are you currently bored?
yesssss127. What makes you happy?
sunday phone calls with my parents128. Would you change your name?
nah my names pretty unique I’ve never rlly met another Lucy 129. What your zodiac sign?
leo!130. Do you like subway?
yah subways dank131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
uhhhhhhh idk that’d be weird132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my friend Paulina 133. Favourite lyrics right now?
”when I sit alone come get a little known but I need more than myself this time”
snow by rhcp is like one of my fav songs of all time & I just love that line idk 134. Can you count to one million?
who would ever135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I DON’T LIE TO PPL BITCH136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed ew wtf who sleeps with their door open137. How tall are you?
4′10138. Curly or Straight hair?
curlyyyy139. Brunette or Blonde?
brunette140. Summer or Winter?
summer absolutely141. Night or Day?
BOTH 142. Favourite month?
I like may cause the weather is nice & also I get to go homeee143. Are you a vegetarian?
no I’ve given up meat for a while tho & it wasn’t bad! also I eat vegan some days just bc I like doing it but I love mac & cheese too much for that shit (I know vegan mac & cheese exists but easy mac) 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
milk145. Tea or Coffee?
tea146. Was today a good day?
I didn’t leave my bed so yah147. Mars or Snickers?
snickers148. What’s your favourite quote?
anything carl sagan has said ever I fucking love him but one of my faves is from pale blue dot that says
”The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot.”149. Do you believe in ghosts?
idk I’ve never had a ghost experience but I like the idea of it so sure150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“The plant cell typically consists of a more or less rigid cellwall and a protoplast.”
It’s the textbook for my plant evolution class lmaooo 
tht deadass just took me so long lol thanks for occupying me for like an hour
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minimystic · 7 years ago
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Genderbent!MC + RFA  (+ Saeran)
Hello! This my first Headcanon, I thought it would be fun to do a genderbent one. Reminder, this is how I think they will be, you’re free to disagree if you want ^^ 
Enjoy! 
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Yoosung:
is potrayed by Momo from TWICE.
Her name is Yookyung Kim. 
Cinnamon roll, she is really naive and would totally believe what everyone says. (especially MC)
A lot of her online friends (from LOLOL) have a crush on her because she is just too cute.
Actually a popular streamer due to her being good a game and acting adorable on her streams.
Get scolded by the rest of RFA (except 707) to take her studies more seriously. Sometimes members come to her chat while she stream to tell her to go to bed, since she have school the next morning.
Jealous of Hyuna. (Fem!Zen)
Can't stop comparing Mc with Rick (Male!Rika)
Whenever they meet, she is all over MC, hugging him and being cuddly.
Zen:
is potrayed by Im Jin Ah from After School.
Her name is Hyuna Ryu. 
Due to her father telling her she is ugly all the time, she is very self-contious. 
Everybody tells her she should just be a model (she got longs legs and beautiful face) but she prefers to be known for her acting than just because she is pretty and have a nice S-line. 
She is actually tall. 
That doesn't stop her from always wearing high heels. 
Not afraid to tell that Mc is hers (he is her prince after all!), even though her and Mc aren't together. 
Her fans ships her with MC whenever they have a selfie together. 
Tease everyone in the chat "look at how awesome Mc and I are! We mare a great couple ~" 
Her narcissim is a coping-system of her self-contiousness, she thinks if she says she is pretty enough and people tell hers, she will finally think better of herself.
Jaehee:
is potrayed by Jin from BTS.
His name is Jaebeom Kang. 
Drink coffee 24/24, sometimes MC wonders if he drinks something else. 
Works everytime, rarely have a break. 
Sometimes MC takes him off work, taking walks in the park just to change his mind.
Big fan of Hyuna, has posters of her all over his room. 
Doesn't like the fact that every girl swoon over MC, get over youself girls. Boyisminesmhdonttouch
Him and MC are out when the girls starts talking about.... private stuff. 
Want to stop Jieun from doing cat stuff. 
Has to wear a cat headband when he works with Jieun, since Jieun asked for it. 
Jumin:
Is portrayed by Jessica Jung.
Her name is Jieun Han.
Has a cold face, named Ice Princess due to her rarely smile, but when she does, it's genuine.
Has three rooms for her cat, Elizabeth the 3rd, all filled with cat beds, toys and eveything imaginable.
Call MC Husband even though they're not together. Believes he will soon be her husband because she is the best choice so far.
Is into some kinky stuff, doesn't want to admit it though.
Put pressure on other compagnies by doing cold stare until they agree with her.
When she is mad, she will inhale, exale and look at the person she is mad at least 13 times and then goes "Excuse me, but we need to talk."
She is called the crazy cat lady among the RFA.
Saeyoung (707):
Is portrayed by Kim Hyeon Ah.
Her name is Sunhwa Choi.
Kinkshame everybody in chat, is not ashamed of it.
Will call Mc just to talk about memes at 2 AM.
When she is mad she will just talk in binary even though people don't understand.
Barely sleep, help this child.
Just wants MC to be happy, denies her feelings for him.
Just like Jaebeom, works way too much.
Forget to take care of herself, there are weeks when she doesn't shower and only eats Honey Buddha Chips and drink Dr.PD.
Still feel bad for what happens to her twin, Sunhee. Thinks it's all her fault.
Likes to mare drama in the hcat saying she is already married to MC at the space station, others girls fell from it and rage.
Makes herself laugh with her own jokes.
Thinks she is hilarious.
Has depression, makes everything to hide it so no one worry for her, since she thinks she doesn't deserve people's time.
Will drink all your soft drinks and call you a bitch.
Saeran:
Is potrayed by Kim Hyeon Ah.
Her name is Sunhee Choi.
She hates being with people, prefers to be alone doing her stuff.
Even though she says she hates her sister, Sunhwa, she care deeply for her even after what happens
Has trust issues thanks to her dad and Ricky.
Think she is too skinny and wants to gain weight.
Hates everything sexually related, since she is not comfortable with the subject.
Will actually fight the guys who catcall her until he bleed.
Don't hurt MC, she will fuck you up.
Plays a lot of video games, especially Nimtendo.
Wear a lot of makeup unlike her sister
Has a better hygiene than Sunhwa.
Barely smile.
V:
Is potrayed by Lee Sun Mi.
Her name is Jiae Kim. 
I don't know much about V yet since I didn't do his route, so this is all I can came up with and the fact that she is blind and hiding stuff ffrom RFA. ;-; Forgive me.
MC:
Is potrayed by Lee Tae Min from SHINee.
Thought he would have fun to organize party, ends up in your anime-esque cliché harem thing. 
Has enough. 
Wakes up every RFA members at night to get revenge. 
I GOT NO SLEEP CUZ OF Y'ALL ; Y'ALL GOT NO SLEEP CUZ OF ME. 
Wonder why every girl in the RFA falls for him, think he is a pretty boring dude and has nothing special about him. 
Got the cutest smile, cares for everyone safety and will protect every girl if something bad happens to them. (even though some girls are good at defending themselves) 
Sometimes he just closes his phone and goes to the forest for a walk, he needs some time alone, since everyday he does something with someone of the RFA. 
Actually don't want to choose someone yet, he doesn't want to hurt anyone by his choices. 
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gayninjabadass · 7 years ago
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Something for the Living
After the read more link you will find a new Desus fic to go along with @irenedrew beautiful Photo edit. I’ll include the Archive link in case that’s your preferred format.
“Daryl sees Jesus sneaking off in the early morning hours and follows him to see what he is hiding.”
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***So I was asked to write this fic by my sweet child Irenedrew on Tumblr to go along with her beautiful photo edit. It took me so so long because every time I would be almost done with it I would realize I hated it and delete the whole thing and start over. This being the 4th rewrite I finally said enough is enough and I'm just going to post it. I hope it isn't too boring. Im not much of a fluff writer Im usually all angst but the Desus fandom is full of little angels who love peace and happiness and I wanted to give the people what the want. Now though I have to go back to what I'm good at for the Sad Desus fic contest muahahahaha ( please forgive me) I'll write more fluff after***
Daryl woke up to the sound of shuffling socks on hardwood floor. There was a dull ache between his shoulder blades from sleeping on a pile of blankets and he suppressed a groan. He cracked one eye open and peered through the slit obscured by eyelashes to see what Jesus was doing, the only other occupant in the room, and most likely culprit. It was early yet, Daryl figured he’d have slept another hour if it weren't for the movement on the other side of the room reverberating across the floor directly below his ear. He saw Jesus shrugging on his trench coat and picking up his boots from beside the door. Jesus glanced back towards Daryl and so he quickly relaxed his face and waited to hear the door click closed.
They had stayed in the guest bedroom of Rick's Alexandria home last night. The two men had gone to the Kingdom with a message for Ezekiel from Maggie about trade plans. After their visit was over and they departed back for Hilltop they got cut off by a small herd. Daryl and Jesus didn't even consider taking out the walkers, they were too tired, and it wasn't worth it. So they had to circle around to Alexandria to get shelter for the night.
Daryl had insisted on taking the floor. He knew that there was a perfectly good couch downstairs but he was hoping Jesus wouldn't suggest it. The two shared a trailer in Hillstop, slept near each other on runs, shared their meals together. Daryl had found he couldn't wind down anymore without listening to Jesus’s even breathing. Jesus didn't tell him to take the couch. Daryl hoped it was because the thought hadn't occurred to him rather than because Daryl was so obviously needy. Jesus insisted on giving Daryl nearly all the pillows and blankets he could find, so which ever answer it was Jesus didn't seem to mind.
Daryl rolled onto his back and looked at the ceiling. He didn't understand where Jesus would have gone to in his full gear. They weren't planning on leaving until after lunch today, maybe even staying until tomorrow,  they were taking the time while they were here to visit. Jesus wouldn't wear all the extra layers if he just planned on strolling through Alexandria. Suddenly Daryl's gut twisted. What was he up to? Was something wrong? Was he leaving? He hadn't seemed any different than normal but then again Carol never did either and that didn't stop her from taking off. Daryl was invigorated with a sudden energy gathering up his clothes and gear quickly and slipping out the bedroom door to try and see if he could follow Jesus.
Daryl peeked out through Ricks front windows and saw Jesus down the road a bit talking with Aaron. They looked happy not like Jesus was saying goodbye so Daryl waited. They split apart and Aaron continued down towards where Daryl is waiting and Jesus headed off further away. As soon as Aaron passed and there's enough distance Daryl slipped out of Ricks house and walked in the direction he saw Jesus go. Soon Daryl heard a creaking and shuffling sound followed by a soft grunt and thud. He ducked between two houses and spied two small pieces of metal stuck into the beam of the fence high enough for someone to climb over. He knows these are Enids. He had seen her use them a few times but had thought it was good for the girl to go out, he also figured telling a teenager what to do wasn't gonna work so he might as well let her be. She must have let Jesus borrow them or maybe he confiscated them but that doesn't sound like Paul.
Staring up at the top of the fence Daryl counted to 120. 2 minutes of travel time between him and Jesus. He landed on the other side of the fence quietly bending his knees and crouching low to scan the tree line in front of him. There was a pulsing ache in his left knee a feeling he was starting to get used to as it happened more and more often. He shook it off like every other time and pressed onward. It wasn't hard to pick up Jesus’s tracks he was doing nothing to hide them and had only just passed. Daryl kept his pace a little slower than usual, he had longer legs than Jesus and was more accustomed to quick and quiet woods walking, Jesus would probably have to slow down his pace to be as quiet.
Before long a break in the trees shone up ahead of him. Daryl moved sideways along the tree line searching for the right tree to climb by the clearings edge. Daryl scouted out the perfect tree, a sugar maple with thick sturdy branches not too far off the ground. He scaled the tree easily finding a good V in the branches to sit himself in as he gazed out into the field.
Jesus was easy to spot perched lightly on a large rock with his legs crossed and a book spread across his lap. His hand loosely gripping a pencil was fluttering across the page here and there and back. After a little while of watching Daryl figured he must be drawing, his hand wouldn't move like that if he were writing anything. Daryl didn't know that Paul liked to draw. In all the time they had spent together he hadn't talked about it and Paul talked about everything. There was a twinge of betrayal in Daryl's stomach. He didn't know why, it was hardly a big important secret, but Daryl found he didn't like not knowing things about Paul. He wondered how much more there was to learn. Could he dance? Was he a singer? He seemed artsy now that Daryl took the time to consider it. Daryl told himself to focus and shook that trail of thoughts from his head.
The field was overgrown with tall grass and wild flowers and the soft breeze gently swayed them back and forth. Jesus had removed his beanie and his silky shoulder length hair was tucked behind one of his ears falling like a curtain over the other as he bent over his book. Daryls chest pulled at the sight of his concentrated face,his bottom lip pulled between his teeth, and his eyes flickering around the page as quickly as his hand. He glanced up every few moments at a tall purple flower in front of him. After a while Jesus closed his book and got up pulling a knife from his waist and cutting the stem of the flower he was just observing.
Daryl quickly climbed down from his perch and began to make his way back to Alexandria. He wasn't sure how much longer Jesus was going to be out here but he knew he needed to get back before him to avoid having to explain himself. He realized now that Jesus was just enjoying his morning, not running away from him, and he felt foolish for being so dramatic and needy. He planned which Alexandrians he wants to visit on his walk back so that he could keep himself busy and stop his mind from spinning that moment of weakness into something much bigger. “Don't over think it” he heard Paul tell him in his mind. It was one of the most common pieces of advice he threw at Daryl. Sometimes Paul would just blurt that out in a silent moment because he could just tell that Daryl was stewing on something. He hadn't told Paul that the voice in his head reminding him to breath, to not overthink, to relax, had started to sound alot like him.
A few hours later while Daryl was sitting on the porch steps of Aaron and Eric's house enjoying a glass of tea he saw Jesus walking towards Alexandria's small graveyard. Aaron was saying something beside him but Daryl's attention was completely on Paul as he vanished from view. Daryl stood up abruptly startling Aaron into silence. When he looks at Aaron's confused face he isn't sure how to explain himself.
“Jus’ saw Paul down the road a ways, looked like he needed a hand. I’ll catch up with you later” He started off down the road before thinking better of it and turned back to shout “Thank’s fer the Tea.”
But Aaron didn't look put off at all. He was smiling fondly after Daryl and just waved his hand at his thanks “Go, go catch up with Jesus.”
Daryl picked up his pace for most of the distance slowing to a walk once he was closer so that he wouldn't be out of breath when he ran into Jesus. He rounded the corner of the last house before the Gazebo and paused to take in the sight before him. Jesus was crouched in front of a grave. He had an Arm full of green flowers that he was lying delicately on each. It struck Daryl just how many there are now. He thinks back to the people he burried at the Prison and his chest aches for them. T-Dog's grave, the grave for Carol who came back to them, the grave they never got to make for Herschel. Paul was more observant than Daryl gives him credit for because he didn't wait for Daryl to announce himself he just started talking to him.
“Was this an entire family, Monroe?”
“Yeah, Deanna... Reg n’ their two sons Spencer n’ Aiden”
Daryl recalled the names of the dead easily, He couldn't do the same for those still alive. Paul's soft gaze lifted from Deanna's grave to look at Daryl. The spitting image of the Lord bowing before a wooden cross struck Daryl. He felt  the rush of complicated admiration, shame, and confusion that accompanied it. Daryl never called Paul Jesus aloud but in the safety of his own mind he entertained that connection. There was a deep thread somewhere in him, the fear of god left there by his mother, that he had nearly forgotten all together.
“Did they die together?”
Daryl thought Paul's voice sounded a little hopeful when he asked and Daryl could understand why. It would have been easier for all of them that way. No One left behind to mourn their mother or their son.
“Nah, Aiden died right ‘bout when we got to Alexandria. Run gone bad. Don't remember ever meetin’ him. Deanna used to lead this place, was good at it too, she got over run when there was a walker heard rolling through here. Reg got killed a while before that by Pete Anderson.” Daryl remembers this moment. His return with Morgan. He hadn't known what was happening but his instincts kicked in and he was ready to back Rick up in a heartbeat. “Then Rick killed Pete and the same herd that got Deanna got Pete's whole family the rest of the Andersons.” Daryl got off track avoiding talking about Spencer. He can't think of a nice thing to say about the guy. He hadn't grown to like him like Rosita or tried to reach out to him like Michonne. He found himself giving in as he ran out of stalled time.  “Spencer was a little shit always thought he was the smartest guy in the room, tried to cozy up to Negan and throw Rick under the bus, the way I hear it, and Negan gutted him for it. Can't say I miss havin’ to watch my back around that guy and ‘is creepy ass smile. We already met ya when we lost Spencer. You guys could a’ met.”
Jesus gazed thoughtfully over the graveyard listening to Daryl. He started asking Daryl about every individual grave as he laid flowers on them. Some were from before Daryl was at Alexandria but not many. He told Jesus how they died if that's all he knew but he told stories about how they lived when he could. That's what he did for Denises and Olivia skipping over the guilt he still feels over Denise. They stayed like that for a few hours. Slowly walking the cemetery giving attention to those long gone. Daryl found the process uniquely relaxing and the fresh earthy smell of the flowers Jesus brought was soothing. They stopped at Maggie's grave. The one that had been made to throw Negan off and Daryl shivered. Jesus turned to Daryl now noticing his discomfort.
“She doesn't need this now does she? Negan is locked up and he saw her at the fight at Hilltop.“
“I think everyone forgot it was here.”
Jesus noded to that leaning down and pulling the cross out of the ground and stuffing the last bundle of green flowers into the hole left behind.  
“Something living for the living, something dead for the dead.”
Daryl looked quizzically at Jesus not sure what to make of that statement. Paul smiled his knowing way looking up at Daryl through long eyelashes.
“I just mean that these flowers might grow if planted, the ones we left on the other graves won't. They will wilt and sink into the earth. These ones have a chance though, a better monument to Maggie.”
Daryl gnawed on his lip for a moment before pulling his water skin off his belt and pouring it over the newly planted flower.
“Don't they need roots?”
Daryl couldn't  really understand how a flower without roots was going to grow. Jesus didn't treat him like he should have already known he just begins explaining it to Daryl in the same tone he would have for any old conversation.
“ Well some plants can grow new roots, as long as they can still get sun on their leaves and a little bit of rain fall.” Jesus who was usually so calculated was letting his excitement shine through as he talked about the flowers. It was clearly something he really enjoyed. They way he looked at Daryl made it seem like he was talking about something bigger than the flowers. Like he wanted Daryl to understand some deeper meaning and that made Daryl nervous. ”This plant is called  Hoya carnosa  its young yet, that's why the flowers buds are all green but in time it will have white blossoms. I wasn't planning on planting any of them. I grabbed them while they were still green because green is for release.“
There was still that gnaw of self doubt but Daryl thought he may have never been this interested in flowers in his life. He almost didn't recognize the sound of his own voice when he asked Jesus about them.
“Whats white for?”
Jesus is smiled brightly more than happy to explain which started a swell of pride in Daryl's chest.
“Well... white is for innocence, purity, honesty...”
Daryl snorted cutting off his list.
“Yeah it’s good for Maggie.”
Jesus beamed at Daryl
“Yeah it is. What should we do with this now?”
Daryl looked at the cross in Jesus’s hands. Soft sun bleached wood with Maggie carved carefully across the center. He reached out a dirty hand and ran a finger across her name.
“I got an idea.”
A few hours later sitting on the floor of Aaron's garage Daryl looked over his work with a critical eye. Now the cross had been repurposed. Maggies name still sat at its center but the top of the cross had Herschel's name descending vertically towards hers. The left point had Beths name and the right Glenns. Jesus emerged from within Aaron's house carrying a reef of dried flowers.
“I found one. I knew that there would be one stashed in somebody's attic.” He approached Daryl looking down at the cross that lay by his feet “Her father and sister?”
Daryl nodded taking the reef from Jesus and bent down. He lodged the bottom of the cross through the reef so that the circle of flowers frames all four names just the very tips of the three top most points extended beyond it.
“Maggies Irish aint she?”
Jesus nodded. “Celtic cross?”
Daryl nodded. They looked up eyes meeting. They had been focused on their work for the past few hours but now time seemed to stop. Paul had ditched his scouting layers earlier now he stood before Daryl in the dimming sunlight wearing a loose billowing white shirt and cargo pants. His hair draped around his shoulders. His blue eyes were boring right into Daryl's and all the air seemed to leave his lungs. His brain short circuited and he blubbered out the first thing he thought.
“Ya look like a flower.”
Jesus let out a surprised laugh tucked his hair behind his ears and met Daryl's eyes again curiosity all over his face.
“Any particular flower?  Or just in general?”
He was teasing Daryl but instead of his normal annoyance Daryl felt a warm swelling feeling bubbling up from the pit of his gut and spreading until he felt like he couldn't swallow.
“Ah, I dunno. Was stupid I just think.. Yer ya know. Pretty... for a ninja prick.”
A scarlet blush blazed across Daryl's cheek and chest and he would run if his feet weren't frozen to the floor. He couldn't believe he just said that. The insult tacked on the end did virtually nothing to mask the affection. He couldn't stew too long on how dumb he felt because Jesus was smiling at him and suddenly Daryl couldn't remember what he was just mad about.
“Thankyou Daryl” If Daryl didn't know any better he would think Jesus just blushed too, it's been a hot day he reminded himself. “Come on’ Its getting late we can't head back to Hilltop tonight. Let's go settle in at Ricks, I have something for you.”
Daryl watched after Jesus as he turned to head back towards Rick's home. His heart was beating too fast so he paused a moment taking his time to gather up Maggies gift and turned to start cleaning up his mess. In the door that connects the garage to the house was Eric's head peeking out with Aaron's right above it. Daryl froze in place heart hammering all over again.
“Daryl go! Go! We can clean this up.”
Daryl was speechless looking at the two men in front of him as they fluttered about the garage grinning and elbowing each other. Eric puts his small hands on Daryl's shoulder and lightly shoved him out into the street. Daryl turned back just as he heard the automatic door start closing. As it descended Eric crouched to stay visible waving his hands towards Rick's house chanting “Go!” over and over again while Aaron laughed somewhere further back in the garage. The door settled against the ground and Daryl had no idea what just happened. He shifted Maggies gift to his other hand and started heading towards Rick’s.
Daryl walked up the stairs slowly his stomach doing somersaults. This is ridiculous. He spends more time with Paul than anyone else and this has never happened before. Sure sometimes seeing Paul doing some really badass ninja shit will make Daryl grin but thats because its really cool. And yeah maybe the smell of Paul as he walks by right after his shower when his hair is still wet gives Daryl goosebumps but that doesn't mean anything does it? Daryl had made it to the door where he stood now uncomfortably, he wanted to run the other direction. Paul was facing away from him by the window but turned around to greet him when he heard him approach. In his hands he held a small clear vase with three purple flowers. He looked concerned as he stepped forward.
“Hey” His voice was gentle he moved forward until he stood right before Daryl. “ Not a fan of surprises huh? You look nervous.”
Daryl ran a hand over his face and shifted his weight between his feet. He had no idea what he wa doing. Paul looked at thim with those big beautiful eyes and Daryl was terrified. He didn't answer and Paul took a step closer holding the flowers between them.
“These are Delphinium commonly called Larkspur. They represent big heartedness and Levity.”
Daryl stared down between them at the delicate cluster of small flowers on each of the three stems. He had seen flowers like these before. They attracted a lot of butterflies and when he was a kid he sat near some in the woods just to watch them. Daryl still hadn't said anything his mind racing and his mouth dry. Paul spoke again.
“They are for you Daryl, these are your surprise. Not so scary right?”
Paul was standing so close to Daryl he worried the flowers would be crushed between them. He knew he needed to say something. Anything.
“How’d ya know so much ‘bout flowers?”
JPaul pulled the vase he holds a little closer to his own chest. Looking at the ground for a moment before answering with much less enthusiasm.
“Ah it's just something I picked up. At first I was trying to learn about what you could eat or use for medicine but I really liked learning about all the symbolism behind giving flowers. I hadn't realized back before just how much every specific flower meant. Why people picked the flowers they did for weddings and proms and all that.”
Paul’s expression was guarded and Daryl realized he hadn't accepted the flowers or thanked him and now he was positive he needed to get out of there. He didn't know how to escape without making everything worse than he had already made it.
“I like stars.”
Daryl wanted to cut his tongue out. What is with the word vomit? Why does he keep saying stupid shit without thinking first? Never what Paul needed to hear just whatever dumb useless thought was passing through his brain. Paul looked interested tilting his head a new twinkle in his eye.
“You like stars?”
Daryl tried to think quickly and pull his foot out of his mouth.
“Yeah, they got meanings like flowers. Constellations ain't just for guiding ya when yer lost. They got stories. When I was a kid I got lost in the woods for 9 days eventually found my way back. Ain't no one knew I was gone. Thought I’d learn about them stars like Harriet Tubman, we was learnin’ about that in school ‘fore I stopped goin’ but then I found all them stories ‘bout why they got named the way they did. Ended up liking that more than knowin where I was goin’”
Paul  had a small smirk that twitched as he is tried to contain it.
“Right. Like me and the flowers. Started practical ended up fun.”
Daryl felt relief rushing through his veins “Yeah like that.”
Paul couldn't hold back the smile anymore  “A Lot of things start out practical and end up fun.” Daryl didn't know where this conversation was going anymore. He was still worried that maybe he should take the flowers from Paul’s hands.“Like for example, we started spending time with each other because it was practical. You were safer at Hilltop back then, didn't know very many people , you were avoiding Maggie and Sasha…. but now. It's fun.”
That lump returned to Daryl's throat. Spending time with Paul had been fun. It had been more than fun, it was amazing and he couldn't tell if Paul was teasing him or if he liked spending time together as much as Daryl did. Daryl grabbed the flowers from his hands and side stepped to place them on the dresser. Paul leaned against the door frame his face a mask of concentration as he watched Daryl. Daryl leaned his head down between his shoulders and took a deep breath. He was getting overwhelmed this happened once in awhile around Paul. He thought they might be tiny panic attacks but he would never ask anyone how you could tell. Instead he just rubbed the sweat from his lip onto his forearm and tried to focus on the grain of the wood in front of him. Just like all the previous times Paul could sense something change and gave Daryl space.
“I’m going to wash up alright?”
Paul asked even though he didn't need to as he passed Daryl heading for the bathroom attached to their shared room. As soon as the door closed behind him Daryl slid down on to the floor, leaned his head back against the dresser, and sighed.  Across the way on the bed side table Daryl saw the same book Paul was carrying this morning. Daryl turned his head waiting until he heard the sound of the shower running before he got up and moved over towards the bed. He sat down with his back to the small attached bathroom and ran a dirty finger over the worn leather cover of the journal. It's page's were weathered, no longer lying flat and orderly between the covers.
Daryl picked the journal up and flipped it open. The first page said ‘Paul Rovia’s Guide to Flowers’ in a delicate and neat script. Daryl smirked seeing his real name scrawled so neatly. He would have expected it to say Jesus. As he continued to flip through the book Daryl saw a lot of flowers he recognized and some he didn't. The drawings were simple and clear pencil sketches not all of them included color but the ones that did leapt off the page with their depth and detail. On the page opposite the drawings were lists of information, flower meanings, details about where they grow or what they can be used for. When Daryl reached the last page he found a beautiful colored sketch of the very flowers Paul brought him. The opposite page lists the meaning he had been told but it continued, the list of meanings much longer than Paul had explained. It also said “desire for laughter,strong attachment, affection, first love”. Daryl nearly jumped out of his skin when Paul’s voice came from behind him. He had been so absorbed he hadn't heard the shower turn off.
“I might have left a few details out.”
Daryl looked over his shoulder sheepishly and saw that Jesus’s wet hair was leaving the shoulders of his soft green T-shirt damp. Paul worried his bottom lip between his teeth as he gauged Daryl's reaction.
“Sorry… I..”  Daryl fumbled for the right words and clumsily closed and returned the journal to the table. Jesus sat delicately on the very edge of the bed on its opposite side looking at the comforter he pinched between his fingers.
“No don't apologize, it's not a diary. I planned to tell you the whole meaning when I picked them. But then you looked so uncomfortable so I thought maybe now wasn't a good time.”
Jesus peeked up at Daryl and lifted one side of his mouth in an insincere smile. One he only used when he wanted to make sure Daryl was comfortable even if he himself was not. Daryls heart ached. He wanted to reach out and touch the scout but like earlier he felt paralyzed by his uncertainty. Also like earlier that paralysis did not extend to speech.
“‘member when I told you ‘bout the farm?”
Paul’s eyebrows pulled together and he nodded. He learned some time ago how to talk to Daryl. Even if he was confused about the things he said or the direction he took the conversation was unexpected he just went along with it. So he began piling his hair into a bun and pulled his legs up onto the bed so he could face Daryl completely.
“Yes, Herschel's farm? Where you met Maggie and got shot by Andrea.”
It still amazed Daryl how closely Paul listened.
“ya, well … when I was lookin’ for Sophia I was real stuck on it. I couldn't let it go. Just kept thinkin’ ‘bout how long I’s out there, younger than her. I thought if we ain't found no body then she ain't dead. I was out searchin’ with a bandage still on my head.  Rick was right though,  she ain't a Dixon, ain't been taught those skills. After a day or two we shoulda been lookin for a body walking or not. Thing was everyone else agreein’ with Rick didn't matter none. I wasn't gonna give up on her. She had somethin’ I didn't, people lookin’ . Carol gave up though. Told me to give up to. I was so angry. I went and I found a Cherokee rose. I brought it to her, told her her baby was still out there, that we was gonna find her. You know the story of the Cherokee rose? Didn't see it in ya book.”
Paul leaned against the head of the bed listening intently with warmth in his big eyes.. He shook his head ‘no’ unwilling to interrupt Daryl those times when he did choose to share this much as seldom as they usually are. Now that he had paused speaking though Daryl began to feel the waves of uncertainty washing back up against him. Paul leaned forward over Daryl to pick up his journal and pulled a pencil from the drawer. The sudden proximity froze Daryl's breathing. Pauls wet hair smelled of vanilla the scent still wafting after he pulled back. Daryl felt those familiar goosebumps trailing from the back of his neck down his spine.
“Will you tell me about It?“
Paul gently encouraged Daryl to continue his eyes imploring Daryl not to shrink away. He held his pencil readily against the blank page and patiently waited. They spend the next few hours as the sun completely sets recording the story of the Cherokee rose by candle light and basing the drawing of it off of Daryl's descriptions. When it's finished Daryl found that he and Paul were leaning against each other huddled against the head of the bed with the journal balanced where their thighs touch. When Daryl turned his face to look at Paul he saw that there was only about 2 inches between their faces. His eyes roamed the younger man's features flicking from his full lips, to his sparkling candle lit sea blue eyes, down the slope of his delicate nose, and back around.
“I have something to tell you.”
Paul's eyes were unwavering his voice nearly a whisper as it drifted the small distance between them. Darlys heart filled with anticipation.
“When we went to the kingdom I visited with Carol.  Or well… she sort of demanded that I come see her. She had Sheva with her. She told me to sit on the floor. I thought she might feed me to the tiger.” Jesus smiled at the memory his gaze inward as he tells the story “she is very protective of you ya know. She cares alot about you. I think I can see why. You guys were close from the start. After she was done trying to intimidate me she told me that the best way to talk to you was with actions. That you trusted what you could see with your own eyes more than what people said.” Paul emerged from his inward thoughts his eyes alert again as they roamed Daryls face, the distance between them was filled with electricity. “I know how you think, if I tried to tell you how much you matter to me you'd run. It's why I gave you those flowers instead.”
Paul looked like he expected Daryl to run now. Daryl didn't want to run though. In the soft candle light with whispered voices it feels safe to let Paul in. Daryl wanted to tell Paul that he matters to him too. That he's all that matters some days but his mouth was still dry and the words sound wrong in his head. Daryl felt so grateful in that moment realizing how much effort Paul puts in always thinking about how to make Daryl comfortable. Daryl wanted to do the same for him. Before he can over think it Daryl reached up and pulled the hair tie from Paul's bun. His hair that's mostly dry fell in waves around his face. Daryls hand wove into the locks of hair just behind his ear and his thumb traced the line of his temple. Paul’s breath caught in his chest and his eyes fluttered closed.
“I'm sorry, I'm no good at takin’ care a ya”
Daryl felt naked as he spoke. The vulnerability not unwelcome but new and exhilarating. Paul’s eyes opened again and he raised a hand to rest against Daryl's wrist, trapping his hand against the side of his face. He pressed his nose into Daryl's palm and whispered his reply back, the movement of his lips a gentle dance against Daryl's rough skin.
“You really have no idea how much you've already done for me.”
Daryl was surprised when he felt tears stinging his eyes. He was feeling cracked open and yet more whole than he has ever felt before. He tried to pull his hand back to rub at his eyes but Paul stopped him.
“Please, let me”
The hand that wasn't holding his own lifted to lightly trace the lower lid of each of Daryl's eyes. The gentle touch bringing more tears out rather than stopping them. Daryls mind has started spiraling away.
“You're too good Paul. You deserve someone like you. I ain't… I... never done nothin’ like this.”
His words are silenced by the press of Paul’s lips. A chaste feather light kiss that lasted only a second but stole all the air from the small space between them.
“My mother told me once, before she died that we don't choose who we love. I’ve never met a man who's got a bigger heart than you. I don't mind going slow. We can figure this out together. I'm scared too. Just...don't run from me...please. I’ll give you space when you ask for it.”
Daryl couldn't believe how badly he wanted Paul's words to be true. He wanted to be the things Paul says he is. He wanted to deserve the gentleness and affection and he found it easier than he ever thought just to let go and accept it. His head tilted forward of its own volition and tucked against Paul's neck. The contented sigh that passed Paul's lips further reassured him that this really was as right as it felt. They became a mess of tangled limbs pressing as close together as they could manage holding each other tightly and whispering little confessions back and forth.
First Paul “I think you're arms are sinful temptations and your hatred for sleeves
Is going to kill me.” Then Daryl “If Jesus really did look like you it ain't so hard to figure why so many people followed him.” Paul again “Sometimes when you're in one of your moods I hide your things in the trailer to get you to talk to me.” Daryl already knew that. He had figured it out the third or fourth time it happened but he had let it slide because most of the time he really did want to talk to Paul he just didn't know how to start and Paul's antics provided them both a solution. It was Daryl's turn again  “ When I first started staying with ya at Hilltop, right after the Sanctuary, I had nightmares. Worst ones a my life. I always woke up and heard ya breathing. Can't sleep without it no more. S’why I didn't wanna sleep on the couch.” Their voices grow drowsy as they pass little truths back and forth until eventually they fall asleep.
Daryl woke up first and for a moment he didn't know where he was. Paul's head was resting on his chest his hair tickled Daryl's nose. Daryl smoothed the hair away from his face and woke Paul with the movement. His whole body froze above Daryl's as he recognized the position they were in. Slowly he picked his head up to face Daryl. He kept his face a careful neutral.
“Mornin’”
Paul dropped his head dramatically after Daryl's greeting.
“Oh thank the Lord. For a second I thought I woke up first.”
Daryl didn't understand why Paul wouldn't want to wake up first.
“Jus’ woke up myself. Second ago.”
“ Good then I didn't make you wait.”
He smiled after he said it but Daryl could see through him to the nervousness underneath. It was so early, the bed was so warm, the calm feeling hovered around him like a fog and he smiled as he realized he is the cool headed one in this moment.
“Yer eyes are buggin worse than a rabbit caught in a trap. We fell asleep in the same bed. Ain't like we gave each other sponge baths. Relax.”
Paul laughed a full bellied laugh clearly caught off guard. When he responds he sounds much more like his confident self.
“ If I’d realized it was an option…”
Daryl hit Paul over the head with the pillow to his left and they both laughed. Daryl wasn't sure if they were a couple now but he was excited to find out.
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steven-blanco · 8 years ago
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1-200!!! I can't choose just a few so answer them all please (unless there's ones you don't want to answer!)
200: My crush’s name is: I have two crushes. His name is Franco and her name’s Montse.199: I was born in: January 30th198: I am really: Funny197: My cellphone company is: Telmex196: My eye color is: Hazel195: My shoe size is: I think in USA would be 8 or 8 ½194: My ring size is: No clue193: My height is: 5’ 11"192: I am allergic to: Dust191: My 1st car was: None190: My 1st job was: I’ve did a couple things for money but I don’t consider them as jobs.189: Last book you read: It’s actually a play. The White Devil by John Webster.188: My bed is: my husband and wife.187: My pet: are my life. 186: My best friend: I have a lot of best friends tbh.185: My favorite shampoo is: Pantene184: Xbox or ps3: PS3183: Piggy banks are: really useful 182: In my pockets: my phone181: On my calendar: Waiting for fall.180: Marriage is: kinda risky but beautiful.179: Spongebob can: just end?178: My mom: Chaotic neutral.177: The last three songs I bought were? 1. Love of the Loveless by The Eels.2. Italian Leather Sofa by Cake.3. Seven Hours With A Backseat Driver by Gotye.176: Last YouTube video watched: Smiles and Tears - Ocarina cover. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kDSKLzmHhg175: How many cousins do you have? Jeez, a lot. 174: Do you have any siblings? Yep. I’m the little one.173: Are your parents divorced? Wait. 172: Are you taller than your mom? Yes.171: Do you play an instrument? I don’t, sadly.170: What did you do yesterday? Not hoping I was dead. It was a good day.[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: Yes.168: Luck: Of course.167: Fate: Sure.166: Yourself: Indeed.165: Aliens: Sí.164: Heaven: I hope. 163: Hell: I guess.162: God: Yes.161: Horoscopes: Kinda.160: Soul mates: Absolutely159: Ghosts: I live with one.158: Gay Marriage: Sure.157: War: Combo breaker! No. 156: Orbs: I have a few photos of them.  155: Magic: 100% Yes!
[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: Kisses.153: Drunk or High: High.152: Phone or Online: Phone.151: Red heads or Black haired: Red heads ❤️150: Blondes or Brunettes: I don’t care.149: Hot or cold: Cold.148: Summer or winter: Winter.147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn 146: Chocolate or vanilla: I love both!145: Night or Day: Night.144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges.143: Curly or Straight hair: I love my curly hair. 142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds.141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Don’t do this to me!140: Mac or PC: PC. 139: Flip flops or high heals: High heals are fun but flip flops are comfortable. I’ll take flip flops.138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and poor. 137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke.136: Hillary or Obama: Obama.135: Burried or cremated: Cremated.134: Singing or Dancing: What!? I can’t decide.133: Coach or Chanel: This is so american.132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: This is so american x2.131: Small town or Big city: Big city.130: Wal-Mart or Target: We don’t have Target in Mexico. Wal-Mart. 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: I can tolerate Ben Stiller a little bit more. 128: Manicure or Pedicure: I really need a manicure right now. 127: East Coast or West Coast: East Coast?…126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas doesn’t make me feel old.125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers. 124: Disney or Six Flags: I’ve only been in Six Flags.123: Yankees or Red Sox: Yankees, I guess. [ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: Without sense.121: George Bush: Did 9/11120: Gay Marriage: Still waiting for being legal in my whole country. Sadly, it’s never gonna happen.119: The presidential election: Do we still think democracy it’s real? 118: Abortion: Agree. But just as a final resource. 117: MySpace: Never had one. 116: Reality TV: Some are entertained but when people always talks about them and nothing else it really annoys me. 115: Parents: I love mine. 114: Back stabbers: Watch out.113: Ebay: Useful but watch out again.112: Facebook: It was fun when I was 14. Now I barely post something.111: Work: Do something that you love. Then it’s not work.110: My Neighbors: Someones are really hot. 109: Gas Prices: I’m going to walk all my life.108: Designer Clothes: I wish I can fit on that.107: College: Good experience until now.106: Sports: I love doing sports.105: My family: Fucked up in a humorous way.104: The future: I’m terrified tbh.[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: 10 minutes ago.102: Last time you ate: I just had a snack.101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Yesterday.100: Cried in front of someone: Two months ago.99: Went to a movie theater: Four months ago.98: Took a vacation: Can’t remember.97: Swam in a pool: Two years ago.96: Changed a diaper: Never.95: Got my nails done: Like two years ago too. 94: Went to a wedding: Can’t remember. It’s been a while.93: Broke a bone: I’m not sure if I was in 1st or 2nd grade.92: Got a peircing: Never.91: Broke the law: Four months ago.90: Texted: 20 minutes ago. [ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: Rick and Morty88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Security.87: The last movie I saw: I re-watched Sympathy for Lady Vengeance86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Being an actor.85: The thing im not looking forward to: Being rich or famous. 84: People call me: Steven, Svenson, Child face. 83: The most difficult thing to do is: Staying quiet.82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: No.81: My zodiac sign is: Aquarius.80: The first person i talked to today was: My dad.79: First time you had a crush: I was eight. 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Myself.77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: My acting teacher. I love him. 76: Right now I am talking to: My nephews. 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: Have a lot of fun.74: I have/will get a job: when I finish college.73: Tomorrow: I’m going to relax. My fridays are always cool. 72: Today: I’m going to suffer. I have a lot of things to do and here I’m… procrastinating. As always. 71: Next Summer: Wasting my time without guilt.70: Next Weekend: A play to do. 69: I have these pets: Dogs.68: The worst sound in the world: Alarms.67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Selma fucking Jezkova. 66: People that make you happy: Family and friends. 65: Last time I cried: Last week.64: My friends are: fun hoes.63: My computer is: dead. I’ve being using my brothers Mac. 62: My School: Is ok.61: My Car: Doesn’t exist.60: I lose all respect for people who: doesn’t respect other people.59: The movie I cried at was: Only Yesterday.58: Your hair color is: Dark brown.57: TV shows you watch: Mostly cartoons. 56: Favorite web site: Youtube.55: Your dream vacation: Anywhere with a pool.54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when I broke my left foot.53: How do you like your steak cooked: Well done.52: My room is: Always clean.51: My favorite celebrity is: Hayden Panettiere 50: Where would you like to be: 2001.49: Do you want children: Yes.48: Ever been in love: Yes.47: Who’s your best friend: I have a lot. It will be pretty unfair if I miss someone.46: More guy friends or girl friends: All my life I’ve been surrounded by women.45: One thing that makes you feel great is: working out.44: One person that you wish you could see right now: My friend Luck. 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: Kinda. 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: Yes. 41: Have you pre-named your children: OF COURSE. 40: Last person I got mad at: a classmate. He can be an irresponsable pain in the ass.39: I would like to move to: Canada or Japan. 38: I wish I was a professional: musician.[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: Pecositas.36: Vehicle: None. 35: President: None.34: State visited: My family visited a lot of states when I was a baby. I can’t remember anything. 33: Cellphone provider: I don’t care.32: Athlete: I don’t know any. 31: Actor: Gary Oldman.30: Actress: Susan Sarandon.29: Singer: Emilíana Torrini. 28: Band: Gorillaz.27: Clothing store: None.26: Grocery store: A market. 25: TV show: Daria. 24: Movie: The Fifth Element.23: Website: YouTube.22: Animal: Fox.21: Theme park: Only know Six Flags.20: Holiday: Halloween/Día de Muertos.19: Sport to watch: Golf.18: Sport to play: Baseball.17: Magazine: Quo.16: Book: Momo.15: Day of the week: Saturday.14: Beach: Meh.13: Concert attended: Someone take me to a concert, because I’ve never attended any. 12: Thing to cook: Any dessert. 11: Food: It’s really fun cooking japanese food. 10: Restaurant: A mexican one. 9: Radio station: Any with 80′s music.8: Yankee candle scent: What?7: Perfume: Any.6: Flower: Sunflower5: Color: Blue4: Talk show host: Stephen Colbert.3: Comedian: Wanda Sykes, Anjelah Johnson and Bo Burnham.2: Dog breed: Pug or Schnauzer.1: Did you answer all these truthfully? I think I did. 
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the-rxven-king · 8 years ago
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hiiiiiiiiiiiii !!! how are you??
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hello!!!!!
im doing quite well actually!!! i dont have school today because of a local holiday (appleblossom) so that already makes my day 100000000% better  cause i got to sleep in
peeper settles down about ten or so minutes ago but he was attacking my feet which were under the bed which is adorable but frankly a lil bit painful but hes being an absolute cutie now takin a nap on my desk chair (which is v uncomfortable in reality idk why he likes it so much) which is sweet
my own cat aka leasy just went next to my legs (its been 10 years she knows my legs under the covers arent some weird creature thats worthy of attacking) after laying on my chest and cuddling with me a but and shes also taking a nap so i just have very adorable kitties doing very adorable kitty things so im quite happy rn
i also ordered the new toa book that rick riordan pulled out so i can put it on my happy shelf!!! unfortunately my giftcard had less money on it than i thought so i couldnt get the chb confidential with it but i might be able to get it eventually so all is well atm
still just a lil bit disoriented from waking up but yea im great! might try and do some writing today before i go play dragon age 2 for a while, or maybe draw something
thank you for asking!!! i hope your day is going well too!!!
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