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i remember when this came out i literally cried because i couldn't afford buying one of these and i was sad for like a week because i really REALLY wanted one (the Dazai one ofc) and my mom was like "it's just a plushie 🙄 you can find that anywhere 🙄" NO!! look at them :((
#im still sad till this day#they are so cute like :((#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd merch#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd akutagawa#bsd atsushi#🧋— being silly! ₊˚⊹⋆
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i finished thesis, won an award, and have graduated.. hello 👋🥸
#i'm not coming back but :') hello#i forgot i even had tumblr still on my phone djdkdkdkdk#i just opened it for the first time in ??? 5 months or smth i think idk for sure#life is weird :')#remember when i said i wanna drop out every day of my life :') bc i suck at design#welp i won an award for my design thesis :')#jsjdjdkdkdkdj#turns out having friends kinda changes your life 🫂#having friends at school has actually :') made me a happier more normal person lol#i haven't been miserable?? i haven't wanted to kms ... i have been so happy and yes school was shitty but i wanted to go and try hard bc#my friends motivated me to stay and try and that's crazy :') idk#felt really loved and like i belonged somewhere for the first time in my life 🫨 like woah ppl like me and wanna be my friend? me??#:') i'm really happy... isn't that weird#i used to want to kms every other day hsjdndkdkdks lol 😭#now i'm like 😭 every day i look forward to waking up bc i'm happy and i have ppl who love me and i wanna see them again and i wanna spend#time with them again and play games with them again :')#literally stayed up till ??? 4 am yesterday talking to one of them like#😭#god jm djjdkdkdkd idk :')#my life is good...#???? IM NOT MISERABLE IDK GUYS#wild af#even winning the award was such a shock like 🥲 damn . who ? me?#ppl from like :') this big design thing in toronto we're praising it too like djdjdodjdkdj#:') it's kinda crazy.. i was super !#man.. i cant believe how 5 months ago i was gonna kms 🥸👆 and now i'm like erm actually maybe we do need to live#:') anyway#i hope ppl on here are doing good 🫨🔨#it is sad to not be here as much but also 👋😌 i'm happy to be free at the same time so ✨
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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PEARL
#splatoon 3#pearl i missed u so much#side order dlc i love u alreafyyyyyyyy#im still sad we have no marina in the trailers but we did see her in the concert so :D#we also got a projection of marina and pearl in the side order specific trailer#my mom is so excited for it its so funny to me#she doesnt play splatoon dhe just watches me sometime#but she comes home from work all happy and counts down how many days till release :)
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#ensemble stars#tatsumi kazehaya#mayoi ayase#tatsumayo#more tatsumayo week im doing the whole week idc#ALSO STILL HAVENT GOTTEN THR MIKA CARD IVE BEEN TRYING SO HARD HE HATES ME#i want the himeru too but i might wait till his bday next year to try again#sad day for everyone
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With every drawing of Signe and Sigmund i make i get more and more attached to them and more and more convinced they are canonical missing link characters please help
#Im nico the catboying myself#Eventually mls gonna come out and I’m gonna be like “wow they must have removed those two characters from those leaks. Sad”#The missing link wait is really hitting me hard#oc signe#oc sigmund#keykid#Still two days till the keykid khtober prompt…sigh..
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@reigensmistress it doesnt let me @ you wahwah anyway i cant reply to posts from this account so! here’s my fragrantica ^_^ https://www.fragrantica.com/member/1664289
#i wishhhh you could follow people on there so many gorgeous reviews....#omg i tried to buy a kerosene perfume the other day but none of the sites shipped to canada. so sad maybe on ebay#also also tag tangent incoming#just decided if im gonna be back here after all im changing my name lol. have wanted to for a long time#i dont go by winter anywhere anymore i dont call myself winter in my head. but using my real name still would feel too strange#i use pea soup or peas pudding for most of my usernames now and make most online people call me pea ^^;#vivi being exceptional ofc call me winter and all the offshoot nicknames of it you want till we die. its a comfort coming from you#ok thats it didnt wanna make a post for that but didnt want to just silently awkwardly change it lol#squeaks
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what should I draw...
#im a bit sad (surprise!) but mostly so homesick#its been 3 years since ive put foot in my province. a lot more since ive seen the atlantic ocean#or seen the snow#my best friend i saw last year but i still miss him. and my girlfriends from highschool#i dont know! i miss the tundra#i miss being able to disappear on a whim into the tundra and not be back in hours. my home life sucks and everything is too far away#anyway i still cant get my itchio money outta there and if could i have to spend it in other things#and honestly i would happily submit myself to three days of land travel but the government STILL doesnt get their shit together#and continue the fucking austral highway to my home province#maybe ill do help tessa get home commissions#but till then its just distract urself and keep living. like in bojack#tessas txt
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#i want to cry to someone everything sucks#normally it's fine that im never happy just living studying but kt gets so hard when im on my period#idk if it's real or if im making it up but i genuinely feel like crying for no reason#if i was at home i would lay down on my couch and eat a lot of unhealthy favorite food and my mom would talk to me about#some soap opera and i would only half listen and it would be okay#but here toh fr i feel like ill start crying in front of my dad if he keeps ignoring me to work or look at his phone#i don't even know what i used to do to make myself happy and god that's scary. i don't want to sink into sadness again#i know i should talk to my friend but why am i so scared. like every night i think ill do it tonight but then i just chicken out and go to#sleep. it's crazy whenever i do talk to her aftera lot of time i feel instantly better and i berate myself for not having done it sooner#but like. aah. im scared it's a lose lose like what if i do talk to her and it doesn't make anything better and then i don't even#have that last sliver of hope left. on the other hand#what if i do talk to her and it makes everything better and then i start relying on her and then she's not there when i need her again?#i hate being dependent on people it's so scary and you can never count on them to be there#i miss being a kid that clean happiness untouched by any other sad emotion and entirely independent#now it's like even if im happy im terrified of losing it and no thing is really enough#i wish i could just. not have emotions for s year. just till exams. i can't focus like this i keep spacing out between#lectures randomly tearing up for no reason#i don't know i don't know#oh it's day 2 of periods hopefully it'll all go away on its own it usually does#i hate this pcod bs so much cause like i get depressed twice once when my period is due but then it doesn't come but im still dep#and once when it actually does come like 10 days later#like bitch tf let me live
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so looks like i am NOT writing today bc i’ve been done w my eye doctor appointment for many hours now but i ended up going shopping w my sister & stuff afterwards & like i’m home & all now (i ended up talking w my fam for a bit & shit), BUT THE POINT IS - THE REASON I AM LIKELY NOT … is bc … our damn wifi is the bane of my existence & is once again being a little bitch & being barely functional so 🙃 i legit had plans to do things both here & on missy i’m upset - sighs, hopefully it has its shit together by tomorrow ily guys -
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#( mobile )#(yeah it’s only 6:30 but considering it’s been like this all day i don’t know if it’s gonna end up working at all & idk how much longer i’l#up bc i’ve been awake since like 2/3 am & if im not writing or anything i might just head to bed soon)#(so yeah sighs. there’s a new ep of georgie & mandy’s first marriage tonight too w missy in it so like :/)#(i mean idk if i’ll be up till 8 but still like - she gets new content today & i can’t even write her)#(& i just generally wanna write my boyyy bc i always do duh)#(PLUS THERE WAS SOME LEAKED STOBIN CONTENT I THINK)#(so sad times all around sighs)#long tags tw
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I hate it when my period starts during like the middle of the week and then have to spend the weekend at my dad's house unprepared because I didn't pack tampons and my dad lives with dudes so they have 0 feminine hygiene products. It used to be no problem it just sucked a lot. Now I have to pack. I'm too lazy for that!
#id have to pack when i went to my grandparents house for the weekends to do something with them but and my grandmother's in menopause#but i was also touching grass and still used pads durring the day#just its annoying because im going to have a heavy flow#not like i have a light flow untill my period leaves for the month#i also hate how blowed i get#and how emotional i get#literally its not like sad emotional its like mh brothers will start to be a little annoying talking abkut roblox or skibitti toilet#and i will yell at them and get angry and lock myself in my room till i want to pet the cats#its worse id my mom lets them be in her room with older sibling supervision and bro 1 sees a chance to antagonize me#hes thw one that sees the opportunities like that#bro 2 will see the cats and get confused on why i walk away to my room and then get mad he cant pet the cats#lol talks#a lot#pluage babling in the tags
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don't have a photo to post bc I forgot to take one before I put my quilting box away for the night BUT after almost a month of making very minimal progress I am once again working on the d20 baby quilt! my friend found out this week that baby viper is gonna be a boy which gives me the next color of fabric I need to buy for the outside of the quilt (background will be a light grey), not that I'm even close to there yet, but it has given me the inspiration to work on it again
as a reminder this is the design I'm working on, it will all be hand-stitched paper pieced hexagons! (with handmade bais/applique tape for the dividing lines on the d20) and I have until October to finish it, which is great because I'm currently 41 hexagons in - out of 351
#baby viper quilt#crafting#so I'm going to momocon at the end of the month and i think my goal is to have all of the d20 pieced together by then#it's slightly ambitious considering I'm now working a full time job and my summer classes start next week#but really it's only like another 10 hours of work across 17 days#oh shit there's only 17 days till momocon oops#anyway the goal is to have the d20 together#and potentially the applique tape put on to really define it#and then i would like to have like ~100 of the background pieces pinned and cut to take with me#because its a surprisingly easy thing to baste these hexagons on the go#just chilling in the back of a panel or in the AMV room basting hexagons#when people ask what its for i can pull out the d20 center part and show it off#it's gonna be a great time#although this is the first momocon where i won't be bringing any new cosplays which makes me a little sad#at least im still crafting and i can bring this project with me#looking back at what I've planned in the tags though i do need to specify that the hexagons will be 10ish hours#no clue how long the bias/applique tape is going to take#historically cutting & pinning 63 hexagons at once took me almost two hours#so the cutting and pinning of 100ish hexagons is gonna be a few more hours#but i still think i can do it if i work diligently
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l e t m e i n ! ! !
#d a m m i t d to the h to the l whyyyyy did you have to increase the shipping cost by 20 bucks the literal day before the preorders shipped—#thanks to that it only shipped today auuuuuuuuuaughdjejdjdjdhd#wdymmmmmmm the package is still in the same place from 4 hours agoooooooo#auauaaaauauaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i want in s o b a d l y#s o bs the only song jp twt is talking about is last stage#i don’t care about last stage (for now) i want m e o t o ! ! !#s. s o b s. unless a surprise mv drops ig im gonna have to wait till 12am for the midnight release… 7 hours to go…#ig i’ll just skip a few hundred times and do some pushups while i wait… im lich rally bouncing off the walls here i cant even auauauauaaaaaa#this. seriously hasn’t been a good couple of weeks for online purchases for me…#first my local shipment for [insert item] was delayed bc of last week’s oddly rainy weather#and t h e n that item was apparently mislabelled and locked in shipment purgatory for the weekend (sadge)#it only arrived yesterday (sadded) though ig i should be glad it even arrived at all#and nowwwwwww. this happens. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#idk there’s so many other things i’ve been meaning to do while i wait for the cd but. i just. can’t#this sucks i wanna be marginally more productive too heyyyyyyyyyy#i wonder how long meoto is though… hopefully between 3-5 minutes…#if the song’s like. m. ilgram t2-length im gonna cry#but ymk said that it’s her favourite song on the album so it should be good!!!! right??!!!!!!!!#ausgshhssh he l p i should really go back to. like. cleaning idol sengen pages instead or sth.#see you in a few hours for meoto tl/if they decide to drop a sudden mv or sth idk
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#well. today is the one day (not even just on vacation but in a while) ive felt awake and ready to do smth#but i was upset about the aquarium so i stayed in bed for a while anyway#pretty much till i wasn't in a bad mood#but today is the one day my whole family wants to sleep#i could've asked my mom about ultron at like 4 but i wasn't feeling it#then she slept for a while#i finally asked her and she was like ughhhhh idkkkk its lateee k have to cleannnn#amd when i said ultron she looked genuinely disgusted#even tho i wanna watch it with her bc she said she should watch it again#shes not all into marvel but she said she wanted to watch it again#and ive brought it up and shes said no too busy#so we're on vacation but apparently still busy#she said she'll think about it#im sad#like lowkey one inconvenience away from crying
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#rotpl is being removed after july 1st#im going to be at camp for a week and im getting back july 1st#im so sad#because the time i get back ill be really tired#but ill still try to watch it before it gets taken off#and im so sad because it was so good#im crying again if you couldnt tell#bro#omg#nooo#im crying and listening to the soundtrack#can someone post the coming out scene though but like without music ontop of it so i can hear the beautiful silence of it again#im trying to draw the soc girls but i keep crying#i feel like the sad pepe meme ykim?#im supposed to be packing too rn lolol#but im too sad#i have 1 more day till i leave after tomorrow#like i leave the day after tomorrow#i am going to cry and pack and cry more#i keep screaming into my pillows#i also keep getting off track#i should probably actually take my adhd meds#womp#Im actually gonna go cry instead of packing and then leave that for last second ngl#im not gonna lie and say im gonna pack while crying#im gonna cry then panick and pack ykyk?#anyways bye bye now
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i am no longer sad
#im Normal and Happy™️#naw but actually i had a year of mourning my art(that i didnt realize i was having till someone pointed it out)#and now im like#back to how i was kinda drawing like 2 years ago where if it sucks it sucks!#the mourning was for that notebook of sketches i lost a year ago at work! the one that had sooo many little doodles that sucked but was lik#building me up because i thought they were nice! like cute clothes i noticed ppl wearing quickly jotted down#a dumb pose i know i dont have the skill to iron out the details of but still jotted down#colors i think would cool on charcters and the works#all gone but im not depressed about it anymore#i mean i didnt realize i was till i saw its been a year and some since i made the post the day i lost it#granted my life is by no means better im just not as sad about stuff anymore#is this the ego death internet user was speaking of...?#good luck future me you got this!#look i speak
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