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phonification · 10 months ago

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getting into DSAF again and my god awful obsession with phone guys got me to start thinking about what kind of phones dadroog would be

#i think i have my final choice #dad is an ivory western electric model 500 #mostly because its the most common and popular model #cause it goes with his whole typical dad schtick :3 #and droog is a black western electric model 50 candlestick #ok explaining that one . according to that one machine of death mission book the midnight crew cameos in #the midnight crew n problem sleuth stuff takes place in 1922 #that model came out around 1919-1925 #well DSAF universe wise dad would be a gen 3 n droog would be from the first ancient models #im still figuring it out their stories though #i hope i wrote out the models right #peace out #bonks thinkpan #dadroog

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averlym · 1 year ago

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fairest of the fair

#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical #six the musical fanart #katherine howard #thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art #this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self #aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying #redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me #back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit #also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill #multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me #notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts #of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was #pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes #3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume #and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to #explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is #darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall #outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet #within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah #8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck #anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)

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tradingjack · 1 year ago

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trigun panel redraws from the first 5 chapters

#trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #rem saverem #drawing #artists on tumblr #illustration #my art #comic #manga #trimax #panel redraw #trimax goes so crazy. though early trigun you can kinda tell nightow wasnt quite sure what direction he really wanted to go lol #it's still phenomenal work. I'm having so much fun going through it #im taking the opportunity of looking for panels to redraw to also really like. study the story lol #i'm also so bad at intentionally messy hatching lmaoo i cant do it T^T #all of these are done on little cards :D i'm keepin em in a little case for now #i figure if i take my ww cosplay out again i can hand em out to people who stop me for a pic or a compliment yk #idk what panel i'm gonna do when i finally reach 5th moon. there's so many crazy things

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enniewritesathing · 21 days ago

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[wip]

I'm considering switching helper rigs but I'm not sure due to the fact that I'm doing it in the middle of a story (plus still getting used to new blender, etc etc...). maybe for this scene.

this mfer got the nerve to be 🥺

#ts4 pose wip #s4 pose wip #ts4 #the sims 4 #sims 4 #simblr #im still figuring out the face stuff too #i can't do the wide-eye thing though... but i have poses saved from the other story #i can work that in

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 4 months ago

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Honestly at this point starting to feel I've managed to miss Jason's characterization while he was alive because he really really does not and has never seemed especially angry to me, but the comics are trying to hammer it in so much, it's like all they mention is his anger and impulsiveness and his death but like??

I can never remember jaybin (<-is that what we call jason robin for short?) being like that, certainly not to the extent they're always saying, to me his anger wasn't that much, and it pretty much matched with batman's, it wasn't greater than anyone else's, and it just felt like general new hero anger, I cannot stress enough just how off all these flashbacks and talking about him feel wrong to me

#dc liveblog #anger was like the last part of the story and All they talk about too. why can't they say anything else at all #i know he was the lonely robin but cmon man #crying screaming turning into dust emoji #he wasnt angrier than those around him. his impulsiveness while there wasnt stand out. his violence wasnt something looked on with concern #instead of reminding us about jason and how batman failed him all these flashbacks and mentions are just making me feel like #they didn't know anything about him and are projecting failure and only see faults #its weird #i figure reading precrisis first is affecting how i percieve him but i dont mind that i think his character shouldn't fully change after #still feel like im missing something though #like all they talk about is his anger all they say about him is his anger all they remember about him is his anger #and he was a 14 year old that at the very most was equal to the grown man in a bat costume when it came to anger #who was the person he was closest too #ive not gotten to the red hood yet and im not saying he was right. but i understand his perspective

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months ago

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thinking about vampiric arakawas again just so i can make a 'blood-sucking politician' joke

#snap chats #have i ever posted my vampire arakawa musings. i think i did long ago in a distant land. or at least for halloween vjaERLVKJ #anyway i was having my evening stroll with my dog and thinking about how much i love dark-renaissance age stories and whatever #which is a weird way to lead into vampires since At Least Dracula vampire stories dont start until the victorian - progressive era #though i guess you can do whatever you want with mythical creatures and its not as if vampiric stories cant start during the 1400s either #theyre immortal and Not Real (i hope) so anythings possible theres no need to be super restrictive #i am. literally not getting to the point Point Is it could be funny .....#thats why they cna be really good assassins like just eat your targets tf <- vampires dont eat people #but then of course i have to wonder the implications ... oh ive definitely made this post but im still curious #fuuuck man i wanted to make my joke but i just realized how do i even get to that joke cause i dont think masato would be a vampire #dhampir as i definitely said way back then IF THAT. what were the circumstances wait shut up why are there police next door #bro im too nosy this post is interrupted hang on #not nosy enough to keep watching im bored its probably nothing anyawy. cause i think sawashiro and ikumi woudlve been human #like during the uhhh idk dark ages and maybe arakawa turns sawashiro into a vampire later on but what of masato .....#idk im not gonna think too hard about it. right now just take my blood-sucking politician joke idea we'll figure it out later #stopppp i was wondering about vampires in japanese pop culture but then i rmemebered mandurugo WHICH. are filipino but STILL FOUL #im everywhere im ending the post now bye #wait i have to end this post cause why tf did my bestie send me a tweet being like 'look forward to the future of chao'#since shadow x sonic generations is coming soon LIKE DONT PLAY WITH ME AVBOUT CHAO I DONT PLAY ABOUT THEM FUCKERS #ok im ending the post now for real bye im gonna throw up

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arolesbianism · 2 months ago

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Thinking abt Sif Odile duo looping au again and I wanna be able to plot everything out more coherently but act 5 eternally looms overhead and boy I do not wanna look up

#rat rambles #stars posting #like I have a vague idea of some of the like themes I imagine being present late game but it doesnt change the fact that act 5 isnt very #duo looper au friendly especially in this case with most of the ideas I have #I rly want it to be both a breaking point for them as individuals and a breaking point for their relationship but idk how to go about that #fully taking the rest of the party into account especially since Im not even sure if I wanna give odile her own friendquests #like I Could but I also think it'd be fun for many reasons to not #and even if I Did itd be hard to justify having both be able to happen and go wrong in one loop #and theres not rly a good solution to that I think so my best bet is probably to just leave odile friendquestless #but Id rly like to still have odile quarrel with the rest of the party in a significant way #idk maybe it can be the scene where sif comes back to the lighthouse or smth?#like he comes back and odile just completely lashes out at him or smth and the others get rly upset with her #but then theres also the whole walk through the house that I have to figure out and Im also not set on how that should go #maybe it can be like reality almost splitting as they both try to use timecraft at the same time?#not sure how Id go about portraying that in story though since the rest of the party cant rly experience that I think #Im sure theres some way you could pull that off tho Im just too tired to have any good ideas atm #and then the biggest bastard comes in. mal moments.#like I cant just put them both there! that's not how that works!#and I dont wanna just leave them mostly vanilla thats boringgggg #but Id probably have to. alas.#afterwards is also a bit fuzzy but I have rhe general idea down #me and the bestie when we both made the same wish but dont know that and have both been falling into a spiral over it #(we dont even realize that the part of the wish that was the exact same was the core of the wish)#(we both just thought that we accidentally trapped the other with us in this hell)#(we also have been actively getting worse at communicating for months now so by the time the wishcraft stuff came up we were both deep in #the no feelings talky talk zone)#(we probably should have known smth was up when everyone started consistently thinking that we had a fight every loop)#(maybe we did but we just didnt want to admit they were right)#god I wish I was more confident with writing odile dialogue I wanna draw scenes from this au so bad #it doesnt help that I got too comfortable being into a media that had like 3 fans and now ppl might actually look at what I create

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radrobotz · 3 months ago

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i think the funniest ocs ive ever had were it was like a next gen crossover au where all webseries (of the 2000s-2010s for reference) exist in the same world but its like the kids of the characters and the main character (and couple) were an eddsworld fankid and a dick figures fankid

#i dont think i Ever got around to making any other characters i doodled tf out of it in a journal that. idk where it is #lost forever or thrown out which is sort of sad i feel like theres gotta be smth in there....#anyways i think that would be a funny idea for an au still actually but i rewrote the ew kid into a different story #and the mild inspiration for the au gives me the ick i never even read it just thought ''oh big xover cool''#though i think. the ew kid when i first rewrote him i think i gave him a crossover fankid s/o again but idk what the fandom was #cuz i had mentioned it on the blog i was using him on and was vague about it #from context clues in my mind from that time. first year or so of highschool. fucked up it mightve been a tmnt fankid #ALSOOOOO so everyone can rest well. the ew fankid was the kid of one of the main guys BUT!!! the mom is never specified #and i dont think i had a mom in mind the kid looks like 99% like his dad #the dick figures girl was blue x pink obviously. was her name pink. the fankid was called magenta #i swear there was at least 1 other character i mightve had when i first made it. but that would be in Lost Journal #i bet if i kept it going i wouldve had a htf kid or a charlie the unicorn kid cuz i was sick in the heeeaaaaddd #i never posted like anything about it. 1 pic on dA long deleted and talked abt them to The RP Girl #i still love the ew kid dearly but its bc i saved him from That #ACTUALLY THE EXTRA FUNNIEST FCKING THING WAS IN CHATS for some reason despite how eddsworld is #i accidentally implied the fankid was. born in canada. cuz im canadian and it leaked into the writing #DUNNO WHAT THE EW GUY WOULD BE DOING IN CANADA but that detail which i only realized NOW is rlly funny to me i want it canon

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coolgoodandfine · 5 months ago

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little bit of a vent, but just annoyed by how ace/aro characters are treated by most fandoms. like, if a character is gay/lesbian then to ship outside that is at most, uncommon, but often times actively discouraged and looked down on. with aspec characters though, it feels like its treated as "currently single" more than anything.

like, despite the fact that i know multiple people who would consider themselves attracted to a single gender but have past and active exceptions (as in currently married to in the case of one, and still considers some exes as people they loved in the case of a couple others), if a character is attracted to a specific gender, then to ship outside that is just not a thing. even if it were, its often actively discouraged

with asexual (not even getting into aromantic!) characters, the response is "well it's just fiction" "let people have their fun!" "puritanical much?" etc, but if a character were canonically gay, then their sexuality is actually respected and ships outside that sexuality don't really happen (and in case of an m/f ship its explored without ignoring their canon sexuality)

sometimes yes, it is someone who is aromantic/asexual exploring their sexuality, and thats great, but someone who is aspec writing an aspec character and someone who is not aspec (and ignoring their identity) writing on the same character often come across completely differently because one will actually take care to respect the characters identity, and the other will have a throwaway line about how "theyve never felt like this about anyone else" that they added so people wouldnt complain.

ive heard people describe it as shippers not liking to be told "no you cant play with your toys that way" but it's only relevant when the character is aro/ace. gee, i wonder why

#what? fandom spaces are aphobic? wild!#its almost like people still dont consider aspec identities respectable (especially in fandom)#he has spoken #i dont think id even be so annoyed if it didnt actively cross into the aroace (character name) tags #like there isnt even the throw away disclaimer anywhere in this story why the fuck are you tagging this as aroace #its definitely a bigger problem in larger fandoms but ive seen it in almost every fandom with an aspec character #how am i supposed to 'curate my own fandom experience' if you assholes can't even properly tag your shit (thats a separate rant though)#its a minefield to figure out where in this space you go to chill #will actively make you feel like your experiences are something others will ever respect #i could go on and on but i wasnt expecting for this post to get this long already #im leaving reblogs on for now despite this being a vent but i might turn them off later

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alasy · 7 months ago

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I started doing some book reviews on my instagram and im having so much fun

#do i have like 15 followers which 5 of them are different accounts of my one best friend? yes #does it matter if it were 15 or 1500? not at all #i honestly dont mind people skipping it it's just so much fun to create those #im still figuring it out the template of the story though each book has its own but l #anyway very fun im a simple person #this made me start using instagram again #also @a.nizuy if any of you are willing <3

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valenthario · 1 year ago

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the urge to start a new gp is real

#txt #i feel like i jumped to gameplay with jimmy too early lmao and i put such a pressure on myself #i dont wanna leave her hanging though............... but maybe a break from him n darlin will do me good #i feel like i could really match their potential in the future & start all over again with them #less of a legacy challenge and more just me playing and storytelling in the meantime #i rly wanna play a legacy challenge now that has a story kind of implemented into it & i wanna write around that #so that i can actually see how i feel while storytelling #abdhdhdh if it turns out i literally dipped for a day. IM SORRY #i still need to figure out what if i wanna do with jimmy

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t4tcecilos · 2 years ago

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please pleSe please send me disabled + queer book recs ive been scouring the internet for them

#preferably chronic pain/cane usage bc uhm. thats me babey!!!#not that picky though #go wild #book recs wanted #book recommendations #book recs #bookblr #queer #disabled #idk adding tags. hgelp #i read uum. the queer principalities of kit webb and if made me realize how much i needed a queer love story where one of them happened to-#-have pain issues. and kit talking about tryinf ro figure out how to still be himself just with leg pain. rlly stuck out to me #posts #idont actually use a cane very often (bc im scared) but the hope is that reading more books where ppl use canes will make me feel less scare

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year ago

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update i've written like. 3k words of the goromi encounter chapter tonight (for this fic). gonna keep at it but i thought y'all should know: yes it's been like 3 weeks, no i haven't forgotten about it. she's been marinating. i've been cooking up some good shit though and i'm SO SO SO excited to finally be getting to some parts of the outline that i just realized y'all aren't aware of yet. hehehehooohoo >:)))))

anyway hopefully it should be done within a couple days :3!!! thanks to everyone for their support so far, i swear i'll respond to the comments eventually. i look at them and giggle likee. embarrassingly often lol

#it's been one of the toughest chapters to really figure out how to write because the balance between the canon dialogue and how i wanna #spin it character-wise is kinda complicated. also i don't wanna just. copy the whole exchange. nor do i wanna insert new dialogue #(for the goromi hostess minigame part of it). but i managed i think #it's also very much the climax of the story (though there's a couple chapters after this) so like. less slapstick and more oh BIG emotions #oh how to work the you're not a woman line into a trans affirming reading of kiryu. the literary gymnastics i'm going through. y'all.#i mean it fits with my characterization in the fic i feel but it's still kind of a headache to fit everything together yk #i was also kinda putting off going through all the goromi dialogue options again.. not bc i don't love her i just got brain stuck :/#nyarla dni #rgg #anywaay i've really only got the end scene left to write. im gonna go back and edit what i've written tonight first though

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minamotoz · 2 years ago

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#degrassi #saad al'maliki #this one has been cooking in my drafts for a while #in case it wasnt obvious from the fact that this video is months old #anyways in case it needs reiterating yes saad is in fact the best brooding artsy boy this show has ever had #well maybe not BEST i still prefer eli over him but definitely the most interesting #i made a post on this a long while ago but i love Him and he deserved so much more #on rewatch im definutely more disappointed that his story ended up making him an extention of lola #even though i reslly liked their relationship. i just wish there was more of a focus on him and not how he relates to lola #and my other major problem w his storyline that isnt even his own fault #is that the person to heckle him when he gave that speech was fucking BAAZ #that part pisses me off bc i love baaz and i hate how the show constantly bends his character to make him worlds biggest asshole #bc baaz despite being less devout than his sister is a muslim #and is literally HOUSING A REFUGEE like out of the entire gamer crew he wld be the most supportive #but thats about baaz anyways back fo saad #i think the best part about saad over eli or craig or miles is that his angst feels more. idk. heavy #not that being abused by a parentsl figure or having a severe mental illness or suffering addiction isnt heavy #but saad being a traumatized refugee from a war torn country . its so #its heavy and its just so real idk maybe im biased bc my parents also come from a war torn country but it just Hits #and the way he processes his grief and trauma through his photography #and his unhealthy relationship w maya where rhey feed off each others trauma i cld talk about that all day #hes so tragic to Me the little spoingly #saad doesnt get mentioned in this three way angsty white boy debate bc hes not white and he came in too late into the series #to finish his arc properly #but i will ride for him til i DIE his NC4 storyline was soo fucking GOOD #he never gets the praise he deserves i will praise U my pookie!!!!!!

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sereniv · 1 year ago

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Practice being uncomfortable and learn to live with that

#purity culture #like theres tons of things i enjoy that also are problematic or uncomfortable #either bc of the time they were written or the topics #or whatever reason #like learn to put it to the side #ive watched old movies where theres stuff that just. not great #racist shit #and i acknowledge and know wow thats not ok #but i am able to pluck that out and put it to the side #i dont justify it. i dont ignore it. or even pretend it didnt happen (though sometimes i do)#its just like. ok that happened . very much hated it. moving on.#and im able to enjoy a movie overall but i still would warn people #JUST BE UNCOMFORTABLE #find shit that makes you uncomfortable and actually figure out if its harmful to you or if its simply uncomfortable #like theres been movies that have transphobic moments and then theres ones that sre transphobic #i probably will still watch through ones that have moments. i can still see it as a good movie but that doesnt mean the transphobia was good #for example the billboards movie a recent one. used the n word every moment it could #saw it in theaters and didnt know it would happen. it was said by white cops. and i was close to walking out of the movie theater #because it wasnt an uncomfortable I could stand. and i would say it was a mediocre movie #but i could also say it was a good movie in camera angle in story etc if that were the case (its not)#like be fuckint complex #and actuallt figure out what is somethinf you need to speak on and fight against #and what you need to just give opinions and know they are simply opinions #let yourself be uncomfortable until you can figure out what is a real problem and what just squicks you out GOD #learn to block people not harass people too

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clamorybus · 2 years ago

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i do love my dad and he's grown a lot as a person, but i do wish he'd go to therapy for his own sake. it affects him in so many ways that he doesn't even realize

#like you know how colonial american puritanism infected this country with Productivity and the Need To Be Productive #my dad HAS to do stuff on his days off and its wearing him down but he still makes himself work #and in a way i get it--construction and building is his artistic passion #its like how there are days where i really need to rest my hand due to muscle strain #but i draw anyways because drawing is my favorite thing in the world #so i do understand it #but he's aging and he's going to wear himself out #'a body at rest stays at rest and i'll rest on the conveyor belt into the crematorium'#dad if you die before im 50 im kicking your ass #mickey.txt #and that's not getting into the healing from how he was raised because good fucking lord #like he's so proud of how 'i deserved every beating i got from my dad' which is. a lot #but then i remember the story he told me of when he was 5 or 6 #he was kneeling at a dining chair and using it as a fort to play with his action figures #and his father beat him with a belt for it #he always seems to forget that one when bragging about how well he was beat #and my dad was considered spoiled by his siblings!#my aunt caroline was beaten so badly once she was taken by child protective services!#and that was in the 60s!!!#just. consdering how my dad never went to therapy or healed from what he went though he's miraculously patient and gentle #and im grateful for that #but good lord. does he still need to heal #abuse tw #child abuse tw

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