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It totally hasn't been months
#off au#off batter#the batter#off enoch#off japhet#bad batter#im still alive just uh#life kicking me#:3#so have some doodles im brave enough to post here
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got bugs on my brain recently
#hollow knight#hk gijinka#hk#mak's art#fan art#hk ghost#hk hornet#hk quirrel#hi sorry im still alive just busy and tired#i know quirrels outfit is folded wrong i had the canvas flipped while drawing and forgor to fix it#just pretend its symbolic for how his story plays out int the game or smth cries#I MEAN UH#DEFINITELY did that on purpose hahahahahahahahahahaha
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Sawville PD reporting for dooty
#practicing likeness hghhhghghhghh#idk this is a whole mess of random sketches u can use as matching pfps or whatever haha#also Fisk is here i love Fisk. my favorite bg character. im convinced he knew Hoffman's deal immediately and just played along ever since#it makes all of his line reads and expressions so funny. hes always like 👀 to everything Hoffman says and hes like “uhh yes sir”#this is why hes still alive#also kerry gurl you could do so much better#allison kerry#mark hoffman#detective kerry#eric matthews#david tapp#detective tapp#daniel rigg#steven sing#detective sing#fisk#uh....... DOES MY BOY HAVE A FIRST NAME??????#saw fisk#drawing#saw#sawtism#saw art#sawposting
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Random update sorry everything is taking so long. I've paused Patreon and I'm working on various things, but some people have started to express concern for my safety/living status so just letting you know I am alive!
#between my divorce and moving and the fires closing the webtoon office#its just been a lot!#also im saying divorce even though we werent married#cause after 11 years 'breakup' doesnt quite cover it#he grew up with my family we saw him as a son and a brother so my whole family is very upset#meanwhile his mom pretended to forget my sisters name when she went over there to get me some of my stuff...#extremely upsetting#but it is what it is i am absolutely better off it just suuuuuucks!#got a therapist and shes nice and im like. lmfao. im like halfway through four episodes?#i keep doing lines and then getting overwhelmed an going to work on a different episode#so i am working im just not. finishing stuff...#justifying it in my brain like well this is work that has to get done at some point so as long as im doing SOMETHING#who cares what order it gets done in#so. working on it. im never gonna take on this much work again lmfao i fucked myself over majorly#i want all of these things done still#just gotta let myself do things uh.. one at a time.#not 5 at a time#cause then 5 things are getting done slowly and stressfully#which is just way worse#anyways. yeah im alive don't worry about me#just emotional and busy so im not drawing#delete later
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pest control TWO!!!!! heres the first one
adn heres the obligatory bonus bc i can't help myself :')
#i already threatened that little basard twice in these i may as well make good on it#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#the noise#fp ''oh god wait that is not a real rat and also tastes awful'' moments. he doesnt actually have any interest in eating that thang ok#even if seeing a small scampering little guy like that WILL activate his prey drive without fail#peppino loves it he thinks it's the funniest shit in the world for fp to go after noise. so he is always encouraging this.#but anyway yeah. fp is *really* not the one noise should be worried about.#arting#pizzaposting#i still have lots of tag room thjis time so im gonna do some tangential nonsense rambling. e#fp gotta be like crazy good at hunting i think. not just for strength and predator instincts but also bc like#he doesn't have much in the way of a scent or body heat or anything that would give him away as an alive thing#not to mention he's uh... not particularly organically-shaped a lot of the time#so esp. to smaller prey that don't like... memorize a landscape; if he holds very still he's like completely undetectable#total ambush king. though i'm sure hes also very good at#persistence and pursuit hunting since he has peppino's speed and no way of getting muscle fatigue. ultimate beast#fortunately he doesnt care that much and doesnt really need to eat so hes not devastating the local ecosystem or anything#except for the rats.
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I fully understand the pain you feel with TLOZ now. I mean, I understood it before, but after Arcane becoming League's canon, after watching the second season, I feel so broken and conflicted and like I spent time loving something just for it to amount to nothing.

reliving my totk nightmares just a few months after finally being able to cope with that
#ganondoodles answers#ganondoodles talks#.... it might actually get even worse with arcane#similar how totks stupid book fucked it over EVEN MORE than the game itself#i made a post about it but the tweets in which the info was written were deleted and i dont have reddit so i saved it as a draft#if it does end up being true and more confirmed than a reddit post#if you want to know#someone (was it necrit?) did an interview with linke (one of the main guys of making arcane) and summarized some info#though some wasnt quite correct so thats probably why the op of the tweets deleted them#anyway- in those screenshots they said alot of shit#my favorites- heimer is alive and characters that died can come back to life (????)#'the arcane' is just another version of magic and the whole weird hexcore bs was just bc it was corrupted- hextech is still real#viktor will come back but he is “something special” (my cursed thought .. varrus retcon- its jayce and viktor now lol)#they indeed planned the last episode to change runeterra and also lead into MULTIPLE SHOWS ALREADY BEING WORKED ON#yep that raven was swain/his raven/raum#they are aiming higher thaN GAME OF THRONES UH OH#they are not done with piltover and zaun characters either- urgot will show up#and my favorite .... VANDERWICK IS ALIVE and STILL split between vander and beast (???literally how????) and he will end up with one#again i dont know if anythign of that will hold up but uuuuh even if half of all they wrote there is halftrue .... pls no#i swear if they fuck up aatrox and mordekaiser im might just stop believing in anything ever again and lock myself in a box
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Andrew: I will kill you
Neil: ah yes because the freckles are so threatening
#Andrew: where do you want your body buried?#Neil: *staring at the freckles* uh huh sure#aftg#all for the game#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil#the kings men#tkm#the foxhole court incorrect quotes#the foxhole court#tfc#the raven king#trk#Im still alive#just mentally unwell
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i have never been more stressed watching a Pearl life series season dear god
#i have stuff to say but they’re not??? very positive??? so hiding them behind the spoiler tags#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#mcyt#ok. uh. funny session ig? i dont have that much to comment on after Pearl and Gem povs narrative/character wise#since its pretty much. the same#but like mechanic wise??? i did not expect the wild cards to be so deadly for like these early sessions#there is. so much going on. the Gem pov is still kinda chill so. go girl thats my unbothered queen#uhhh im kinda indifferent on the snails. like yeah theyre just supposed to be a funny dumb gag but god did it make this ep stressful#there is no break they just have to run around constantly. SL Pearl ep vibes where she keeps trying to build her base but the secret task k#keeps getting in her way#Pearl. girl please. i need you to stay alive. girl please#and also Jimmy and Scar. havent gotten to a bamboozlers pov yet but please. dont be out next session#anyway. moonrot 👍
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oh my god I finally got this card (The Hero's Journey and it's one (1) bullshit requirement)
#uh hi im alive again#for a limited time only#just came by to drop this achievement because holy shit I've been working on this on and off ever since i saw it#its probably not a big deal but it is to me ;-;#ah but anyways important news#i actually managed to cobble together my little spare time to write a fic#its not genshin sorry its hsr#super old fic that i was working on when i was really into hsr (still am but ik this is mostly a genshin blog)#but it was the one fic that was mostly finished so it didn't take a lot of time to edit and finish#will be uploading that tmr#sorry sunday i meant sunday
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Some au doodles uhmmmm yeah I made another new au I'm at 11 omori AUs...
#omori au#omori kel#kel omori#basil omori#omori basil#THESE DOODLES ARE RUSHED THEY LOOK SO BAD HELP ME.#feel free to ask what the flip these aus are 👍👍👍#can you tell im going crazy#sporemori basil is so silly like yes king go invent a whole profession at 16!!! go make medicine from a bunch of weeds!!#loopspace au was literally made yesterday and its already more fleshed out than Kanpekikel and Wasurerumori which are both months older#euhh............ guh.... ow.#i accidentally came out to my mom and she still uses she/her pronouns for me???? im cooked!??? (she flat out said she ain't accepting that)#am i a fire and ice kel kinnie.#yeah i am.#ODNS/Omori did not succumb (I said ODSN wh...) is basically after bad ending but Sunny is a ghost and everyone sees him#Rwmori is just omori characters as existing slugcats (also another kel trans au foxett stop making kel transmasc challenge impossible K#headspaced is the videogame thing au thing. uh#I STILL LOVE SPOREMORI SO MUCH THIS AU IS SO SILLY.#sunny au doodle page coming eventually i promise.#and the other characters maybe. Mari's would just be 10 graves and a traumatized Headspaced! rw mari...#oh and Kanpekikel ig. i forgot she survives in that one. unless i decide that she gets the treat of dying again.#oh and technically 2010/007 AU mari is alive but shes probably a Minecraft speedrunner /neg#mari dies in like all my aus what the flip.#anyways!!! uh yeah
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No I don't think you understand how much I want THIS MAN. my obsession for him is out of this universe. LEE DONG WOOK IS DOING SOMETHING TO MY COOCHIE.


LOOK AT THAT CURLY HAIR OH MY GOD IM HYPERVENTILATING. He looks so boyfriend material 🤤🤤😍😍. I wanna just pull that hair so much.
If he looks at me like that, I swear I would fold in less than thirty seconds.


I AM FINE YES I AM DEFINETLY NOT DEPARTING FROM THIS WORLD. I wanna pull off that tie so bad. The second picture just screams hot ceo × reader, arranged marriage, he falls in love with you, 'dont touch my wife or you'll regret it'. I NEED TO STOP THIS ISNT HEALTHY FOR ME.
Yes hello this is the doctor. Mona has officially passed away.
#lee dong wook#kdrama#i found him from The tail of the Nine Tailed#UH HES SO FINE#mom i want him#i love him so pathetically#MINHO JAKE MY BABIES LOOK AWAY#i swear im not cheating on my idols#theyre still my husbands#Lee Dong wook is just my side piece#my handsome boi#i swear i wont be alive after i watch the entire season of the kdrama#IF HE CONTINUES TO WEAR THOSE SUITS#THE NECK AND HANDS#this is UNHEALTHY for me#mona's sessions#bye bye now#i hope you have a great day
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body let me sleep pls
#logbook#went to rb a flower pic but then i actually read the descrip without my glasses even and uh. no lol#'the amazing expeditioners of an early century who totally discovered this flower before anyone else and also all on their own' wtf#just say its named after them not that they're amazing. going to go back to sleep a fucking plant post on tumblr.com making me mad#woke up bc ive been having literal hate dreams abt work and being angry and stressed abt work.#i legit have not stopped thinking abt work even when i clocked out. im soo. . .this week was so upsetting. truly.#im probably going to get up and go back to sleep later. take a nap midday#i really dont want to leave the house at all but i probably will have to go out and do some errands. yesterday i spent my whole day at rents#which. fuck me man now i have one day to get stuff done. its fine cause i did some stuff but still. im exhausted and havent had a day to me.#guess if i do stuff today then i just allow myself to rest after work this week. or i can run an errand or two the next few days.#whatever. hello im alive just mad abt it lol
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Got all excited last night bc i saw a post from a mod on the gta o subreddit abt the Halloween update being set to drop today around 5 AM (backed up by at least two gaming websites that had stories also stating the same start time and date)
Went in today ready for Halloween and uh. Nothing lol
Checked the actual Rockstar website and there's no mention of it, just that RDR o is getting a Halloween update this week
If i was a betting man I'd start a pool on how late in the month it'll be by the time the gta Halloween drops lmao
(also a pool on how likely it is the mod is lying; as they continue to insist they have access to all the usual Halloween stuff in GTA o today and that everyone who doesn't must not know how to restart their game to see if that changes anything, or maybe they didn't click play on GTA but a different game in their library? Which is insulting af, especially to the guy with the flare that shows he's at a level so high in the game that i frankly didn't know existed, who called them out and asked if maybe they didn't get confused and thought gta and rdr were both getting the update at the same time. Person was nice abt it, just asked plainly and said it was ok if that was the case, but that it would be helpful for others to know. poor dude immediately got piled on by the mod for it but like. he's right lmao. if that's the case it's fine! mistakes happen! but stop insisting you have access to something seemingly no one else trying to play online does!)
#text post#none of this matters but the depression is eating me alive today so I'm in a shit mood (trying to work myself out of it tho)#and admittedly was excited for the update#i like the Halloween one even more than the xmas one tho i love driving in the snow in game#i even set a notif on my calendar for today abt it like an idiot lmao#last time an update like this was late i couldn't get it work until nearly the last week of the event#so. guess I'll just hope i can maybe play any of the Halloween stuff before the month is over and they remove it#if it makes it in at all this year tbh bc clearly ppl are still trying to fuck with their servers#i can tell bc even tho i can get into online most times now the actual game is acting real fucky lmao#watched a crowd of NPCs walk into the sea#found another one walking in tight circles in the underground bit of the subway/train tunnels#he then dissipated as he walked into a concrete wall which ngl. that creeped me out lol so i got some accidental Halloween stuff#but uh. they don't normally do shit like that nor does my motor bike usually disappear from betwixt my legs#as I'm mid huge jump and literally in the air#spoiler alert: I did not successfully complete that stunt jump but the hospital fixed my guy up#wish my bike would come back from wherever in the shadow realm it went now. just bought it and really liked it too#anyway im gonna have some floor time and work on laundry i guess bc my brain is like#'well if the update isn't up then you have no reason to play. why not throw yourself in a deep pit instead?'#but i got laundry to do and work tonight so the pit will have to wait#(also goddamn it I'm sticking around to check on that fucking update even tho I'm almost definitely wasting my time)
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yoo what's good gang? gotta clean up the place a bit i'm thinking, life update i'm 19 years old, almost done with my first semester of uni (got finals next week), i've been on testosterone for nearly 2 months, and i've made four really good friends with my dorm roommates, we're making plans on renting an apartment or house together after the school year, and that's really fucking great. kind of crazy looking back at this, remembering being 15/16 years old and all i wanted out of this planet was to live somewhere safe with people who cared about me as i am and not what i was expected to be, and we could all get along and just be friends. and now i have that. just busy all the time with school and work and capitalism stuff lol but life is good.
#i mean of course i do have some mental shit i gotta slog through at some point considering that i uh. no longer have a family#but thats an issue to worry about another time because i just dont have the space for that right now yknow?#and therapy is fuckin expensive#but otherwise im doing good. glad to still be alive#creacher.txt#OH YEAH and i built a pc lol the love of my life i named it the lambda complex <3 gotta upload some photos sometime
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bellum probably wouldnt know how to kiss
#salty talks#uh.#bellum#realizing this now. tbh this applies to post ph too hes gotta figure that out#he knows of the concept but hes never done it before#in post ph i could see damien teaching him (bc hes the more physical between him and linebeck and linebeck isnt necessarily in a good#headspace for like. most of post ph actually) (tbh linebecks mental state during post ph is something ill need to figure out like ive got#that hes generally a bit more unstable and emotional since hes kinda working through stuff and trying to get better but the nitty gritty is#up to debate still)#look im also trying to figure out stuff for damien to do in this post ph polycule thing. i need to give him a niche beyond Chill Guy#best i got is that hes actually the one linebeck can do b/d/s/m with. bellum doesnt get it and they dont trust him enough#not testing this site dont bother me abt how i spell certain things im not fucking with this#shipfic theyre just dicking around its more lighthearted linebeck isnt processing years of trauma#i mean most of that shit is there but his brother stays alive and hes not chucked into some parallel world at some point#so the later stuff is absent. also hes like five years older for the shipfic. whatever#bellum is familiar with a lot of human physical touch stuff he does watch and interact with them#kissing is just like. yknow. a bit more of a complicated sorr of thing esp since hes never really cared
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SHE HAS AN ACHIEVEMENT DJDJDJJDJDJDJDJDJD

#Fudging. Highly specific video game achievements my beloved#I got this by complete accident because I was fudging. Solo-ing the game with her im trying to at least#You're like. Meant to be switching between characters mid-level but . I keep Not doing that because im Based and Cool 😎#By that I mean my strategy is uh. Pump the cookie full of metaphorical steroids that'll do it#Somehow im still alive. World 3's a nightmare though dndndndndn#Cookie run#cookie run tower of adventures#alchemist cookie#fitting because like. There's bats in the cave. Just like her brother /hj#(Also you like meet her immediately after this level in the story but-)
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