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Furina’s pnuema/ouisa mullet toggle looked familiar….
#furina#genshin impact#fate grand order#fgo#jeanne d'arc#jalter#ive been thinking abt drawing this since i saw furis leaks#im sorry this was rly stupid#‘why did op draw jeanne with a fucking vision’ bc this is clearly a pastiche#this is why i dont draw fate stuff anymore you guys are so mean
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"I'm in this orange-themed room. It's supposed to represent an underground tunnel. I play a recluse in this story. Someone building their own world, digging tunnels, and staying hidden inside them. Going outside can feel a bit scary. Being out in society can give you anxiety and fear, but in your own space you can feel secure and at ease. I've reflected on those feeling, which inspired this song. Nevertheless, society isn't as scary as it seems. There are a lot of amazing things out there and lots of ways to help tackle challenges. That's the message behind this video. Through this music video, i hope to inspire you to step out bravely [into the world]. Don't forget, mansae ('yay')!" - Onew [from '만세' MV behind]
#shinee#onew#lee jinki#dailyshinee#kpopccc#smsource#speakofgifs#ksoloists#malegroupsnet#i LOVE the idea behind this song and mv <33 it's a message rly worth sharing (especially something to reflect on in my own life i tend to b#a recluse). I'm super glad he's come to love the world and not fear it and he's so clearly happy with his life. legit cannot put into words#how over the moon i am about that <3#also a little secret: i had a version of this posted with him popping out of the chimney - that was the original concept lol going from#underground to pop out the chimney but... i looked back at it a lil while later :')) it was so phallic im so sorry to anyone who saw that i#promise i didn't notice at first i swear it omg. so here's the rated Everyone version that isn't stupid to look at (rip) :)#lastly shout out to the magic of editing: look at him giving himself a 'lil cheer for a moonwalk well done it's killing me this is so funny
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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend#but ya i love them i loge them so much#i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back#and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal#while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least#acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger 😭#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and#ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite#magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series#its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less 🫶#HAHAHAHAH#ugh.love . lovee i wish#i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here#but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever#i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in#everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch#and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng#but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like 😭. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok#hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.😭at least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk#imso tired im tired#but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g#get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive#atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k#idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheesee📸📸
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the company i work for decided that its switching from the german formal "You"(Sie) to the informal "you" (Du) in all of our websites so now we have to scour the entire database to change it and i quite frankly hate that, not just bc the unecessary extra work but especially bc its such a weird and unecessary change
i bet its bc everything here is getting englishfied (both literally and culturally it feels like, when my new boss talks its half in english bc every second german word is just replaced by an english one despite there being perfectly fine words for it in german too, its so annoying) and bc they want to sound more personal in hopes of getting more clients bc 'company is your fwiend uwu!!', i know this here is the amercian tm site so you wouldnt understand really but i do not want to be greeted with 'du' by companies, no, thats too personal, you dont know me and im not giving you my data, stay away!!
i guess thats how i would describe it .. the formal you is like a polite distance, like someone you dont know staying outside your personal space, but when its the informal 'you' it feels invasive unless i told you you can call me that, and that goes double for companies
maybe its a small thing that doesnt seem important but i cant stand it, im just a little part time worker doing data work so i got no say in it but the companies founder also announced hes giving his post to his kids some time ago so ...... since then theres been alot of changes and new projects that solely aim to imitate whats popular and whats done by other companies, despite ours being one that is, or used to be, intentionally different, like, that was the POINT, but i guess chasing trends is just too appealing for CEOs
#ganondoodles talks#personal#rare personal rant#theres more and more changes that feel so weirdly forced#like man#i thought being different was the whole point#like climate and ethics are .. or were .. the core idea and now i guess its just fine to do whatever conventional companies are doing#yeah woohoo lets also do an app thing that forces people to sign up if they want reasonable prices!#smartphones the standard everwhere!#who needs anything physical if you can put it in an a phone so syphon off data directly out of people fingertips!! yea!!!#lets use AI pitcures bc we refuse to hire more graphic desingers and they are jsut so overworked uwu#climate? ethic? whats that#argh#sorry this needed to get out#recently had a stupid conversation with a coworker bc i asked them why we are okay with AI shit now when it goes against what this-#company was presumably founded on#and he was rly defensive and said welll we dont have time and its cheap and also maybe we should got WITH the time#like that last thing especially pissed me tf off#but i cant afford to lose this job#im starting to hate it more though so the dream of being able to stay like this might not be real#i cant get a job in this place that is as nice to my mental health so idk man#i wish i was good enough at merch and online stuff so i could live of that#but even trying to find out how taxes work on that stuff is a nightmare to me
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are we still on the ace sexualizing debate dear god
#most of yall making a fuss probably arent even mlm#danganronpa#danganronpa despair time#drdt#ace markey#im sorry its just rly stupid
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doodle to keep me going.. i miss them… primotalii (oc) likes just dance bc he likes moving around!!! shadow milk likes mario party because he likes to hurt people.
playing a game of cards with either of them is probably horrifying….. spiritual near death experience. primotalii unintentionally has a really good poker face bc be locks the fuck in so hard his face barely twitches 😭
#he’s literally almost always smiling in some way so u cant. rly tell. either. and its not like his appearance makes it any easied#EASIER*#like the all red eyes..?? completely shadowed out skin? u don’t have any eye movements or many microexpressions to go on#he’s like 😁#😁😁😁😁😁😁#😁? 😁??!!!!#not like him closing his mouth makes it any easier bc then u RLLY have nothinng to go off of#sorry i love him so much chat#the stylistic choice of his design it just is so fun to work with#in actual applications and day-to-day life#i love him… i love him.. my stupid little baby boy…#crying.#OKAY OAKY IM DONE. IPROMMY. DHSJFJGB. monologing to myself in the mirror telling myself NOBODY GIVE AF!!!!!!!!#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#mystuff#oc: primotalii#oc x canon#cookie run oc#shadowtalii#primotalii cookie
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ok i think im done i think ive finally done it. i have completed the awakening ship chart with the second gen. except for nah sorry nah. yes i do love rarepair hell thanks for asking im never leaving
#ann plays awakening#i know that lucisev is not a rarepair but thats the ONLY second gen ship i got here that isnt#so shut it#u might be able to make that argument for gerolau as well but i think anything with laurent is rare bc no one talks about him#and i think gerome has a much more popular ship. that we all know and i will not tag#not that i dislike that one but i just like them with other ppl more#speaking of shout out inigo and cynthia for being the only heterosexuals here (WRONG bi4bi)(both on the aro spectrum)#they will be the only ones here to get a written ending and it doesnt even matter bc inigo fucks off to nohr and makes it untrue#oh well. au where that doesnt happen#i spent a lot of time deliberating on brady and a long time ago i rly liked brady/fmorgan but if im using frobin thats not an option#tho shes here in spirit#idk why it never occured to me to try out the male version of her. bradymorg if it was yaoi#tho im actually a little on the fence about this one. but then my top two choices for brady are just morgan and morgan#so it doesnt throw anyone else off i just need to pick which robin#absolutely nothing has changed in the first gen since the last time i posted this im still rocking with all of them#dont think any of them will change#i allllllmost paired noire with yarne#and that could change but idk. i think owainyarne is just too funny i think about them a lot#though if i could make them poly i would cuz owain/noire is also very cute#kjelle is a lesbian and would not fit into that tho. sorry. this is my gf noire and her stupid boyfriends i dont like#anyways i’ll probably shake some of these up when i go back to the awakening trio retainer au but for my main file yeeah i like these :3#sorry i just like to yap about my kids pay me no mind please
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happy tummy tuesday everybody ☺️ !!!
#im rly sorry it's blurry im too stupid and lazy to fix it#just imagine u can see my stretch marks and freckles and remember that im rlly pretty#femme lesbian#butch bait#dykeposting#lesbian#femme4butch#butch4femme#pillow princess#butchfemme#ok to reblog
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WHY AM I SO BAD AT BEING MEAN IN THE BEING MEAN UNIVERSE :(
#oc: leda#tay plays rogue trade#my problem is that leda is 80% iconoclast 20% dogmatic#and her dogmatic views are all related to chaos worship/misappropriation of the warp#as a divine psyker herself she knows the cost of messing w the immaterium and its like. the one thing she will start screaming heresy over#BUT. as a psyker (who was caught by the inquisition significantly older than most psykers are) she does empathize#thats why she kept idira around to begin with. to give her the opportunity to control herself maybe w herself and heinrix as mentors#BUT LIKE. DAMN. U REALLY KILLED A WHOLE BUNCH OF MY CREW HUH....................#so now im like ok well. she COULD help idira she WANTS to help idira!!!! but it goes pretty clearly against her one red line lol#and she could just kick her out of the voidship but that seems even more cruel and also like. endangering other people#she wouldnt ask argenta to do it bc tbh argenta is too excited about it w peace and love <3 she would do it herself#BUT THEN VIGDIS..... VIGDIS IS GOING TO BE SOOOOO SAD.......#god. this sucks. the choices in this game rly are above and beyond lol#like this is agony SHES TRYING TO SET A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR HEINRIX SHE CANT KEEP EXECUTING HER COMPANIONS LIKE THIS.....#and performing exterminatus on entire planets!! tghis is so foul i just want to make out w heinrix i cant be doing this. IM SORRY VIGDIS...#she kills yrliet too after cammoragh :( hate my stupid baka LIFE.......................
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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not my masc-looking ass getting into misgendering kink and expecting to feel desirable as a girl lol 💔
#idk it's just a bit hard to constantly run into posts that are for pre-op and pre-t dudes#like im neither. i like looking masc and i get assumed a cis guy regularly#but i also want a space where i can just fully indulge funny gender vibes/be girl and stuff#and it's like. idk. discouraging to see people thinking someone like me can't be the fakeboy in this scenario#feels rly stupid to say ngl lol but like my gender is more complex than the binary y'know#this is affirming in a way too! but a lot of the time it doesn't feel that way#bc im not a smooth twink with big naturals or whatever#sorry for ventingggg it probably won't happen again tho ❤️
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can russia and north korea just nuke us already this is hopeless
#sorry to be so fatalistic on main i just have zero faith in the american public atp#i just rly wanted to believe that more americans couldve used this opportunity to prove to the rest of the world that we arent all a bunch#of sensationalist/conspiracy-driven/aggressively braindead/violent/bigoted alt-right lunatics#& i never had much faith in kamala & walz to begin with obviously im incredibly cynical towards these status quo gatekeepers and the#downright impotence of the neoliberal democratic party#but this wouldve been an easy swerve away from dozens MORE of horrible awful inhumane policies that will ultimately vanquish#the quality of life for the entire american working class like myself and our already pisspoor education system and our lousy#climate change policies and impossible living standards#but no unfortunately there is no way in hell for americans to prove even a modicum of intelligence or worth we're all basically suicidal#and despite my own immense yank bashing tendencies and complete disdain for our government i really wanted this country & my ppl to defy#our own reputation of being so fucking stupid and backwards i really did. in the tiniest little place of my heart was legitimate hope#& a tiny bit of patriotism thats now been squashed completely & this was just another large-scale international humiliation that we legit#voted that guy BACK IN after everything that has happened the last four even eight years. its unbelievable.#again obviously i dont like kamala but it still wouldve been a grand opportunity to stall against what the gop is already destroying#and with push and shove we could have made slight progress forward as a country and try to protect our social programs#be it as flawed as they are and with enough support we could have strengthened them a little. make drugs less expensive. continue forward#with clean energy decreasing our use of fossil fuels even more.#protect our education system so the up and coming generations could receive higher standards of learning than what the rest of us had#NO ABSOLUTELY NOT. im too poor to continue living here and im too poor to fucking leave !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SORRY THIS WAS EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY LONG THANK U FOR READING IF U DID MY BRAIN FEELS LIKE MUSH RIGHT NOW SO I DONT KNOW HOW#INTELLIGIBLE THIS MAY OR MAY NOT BE#and if this makes anyone mad @ all then ill just delete it cuz by god i dont need more grief and self hatred !#txt
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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Hi guys just giving a tiny update again. My schedule is rly stressful this week ans I've been getting a lot of v mean comments about my art in asks lately so stuff might still b slow, I'm v v sorry, I'm working on it!
#boo.txt#boo rambles#ik anon hate should like not get to me lol#and its been mostly pr humorous and just stupid shit#its rly just idk. after a while u start believeing it?#and i goy rly rly mesn ones about my doc#so im v sorry im trying my best
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what is going on with this roof. aleo this tree has a cute little knit sweater its adorable .
#its mot so dark in personry#the colors r nice#ID ITS NOT KNIT IM RLY RLY RLY SORRY . okay my mom said part of it is knot and other parts might be crochet#i get rly scared ppl will think im stupid for getting stuff like that wrong applogies
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85 surgically implanted psychiatry degrees and still lost the fight against clinical depression and existential nihilism day 1. everyone point and laugh please
#hopes peak picking a thoroughly defeated obviously mentally unwell lab rat from the reserve course for their science project like#'sure hope that junk wont stick through the round of giga lobotomies lil bro is about to go through lmao'#ppl act like hajime and izuru are like fundamentally separate ppl but like dude theyre twinning that DSM V checklist#alongside the temper issues the general air of failure etc etc etc izuru superior tho they shouldve fucking fridged hajime for good#anyway. hopes peak is so fucking stupid kjwjjkkdjkwd who couldve thought creating a frankenstein slash a man made messiah#out of what is at that point a mere husk of a person. made a vessel solely for the blind worship of talent. and leave this virtual newborn#w no memory no formative experiences no concept of love of of meaning thats stuck in a perpetual state of soul crushing boredom#to just fucking. sit in some dark lab cellar with no enrichment no humane treatment no way whatsoever to navigate the world around him#what a shocker hes mentally ill and completely out of his depth when faced w junko who knows how to pull ppls strings#justice for izuru hes actually just a toddler life experience wise. intelligent? frighteningly so. smart? wise? yeah uhhhhhh idk abt that#also yeah. its getting Bad#im so sorry#rambles#and. (DEEP SIGH)#danganronpa#we rly need a tag dont we...
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