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When we getting yo spin on Aaron Pierre frenn đđđ
the time has come. YOU SHALL BE BLESSED
Any Time, Any Place
Aaron Pierre as Terry Richmond
You as Yourself
Summary: You just had to fuck around and find out on this one particular night, the same night you and Terry go out!ïżŒ
Warnings: Possessiveness up the ass, breeding kink if you squint, rough sex, size kink, established relationship, im missing some but my coochie is rawring.
A/N: Now listen, ik you asked this like 2-3 months ago, but i told you it was coming! megan! um i thank ms big bertha for helping me finish this, i owe her oneđ
This man, this man is something else. You and Terry went to his former military friendâs homecoming party! The vibes were great and everyone was nice to you! even got a âI see you nephewâ from one of the older ones.
But something about his glare, his hands feeling on you in public and more sultry in private, his kisses on your cheek leaving you flustered, too flustered to even finish the conversation with some of his friends. But you managed, tonight was a good night! The vibes were good, the music was amazing, even got new shit to add to your playlist! Your hair was dyed, fried, and laid to the side, the curls bouncing with every move you took, and the wind having the right amount of umph to blow it correctly, felt like a Disney princess. Too much of a princess, it wasnât long till you two were pulled up behind a family dollar with your legs in the air, his eyes looking like what boiling water would feel like.
The whole night he was giving you glares, was to warn you, the hands that traveled your body, were to warn them, the private kisses were to remind you, but you didnât pick up on nothing, poor you, you didnât know! You were just enjoying people being friendly.
âIâm sorry!â you managed to cry aloud, his hands at the perfect spot to hold you in place, the faint but still strong scent of Gin tainted his lip, his strokes matching the mighty smell.
âI bet you are ma, but I canât have you being friendly to these niggas.â he said ever so sweetly, slowing his strokes to match his tone, the feeling of feeling him twitch inside you drove you mad, the kisses he gave you trailing onto your neck once you couldnât keep contact.
âI wasnât trying to be niceee,â you tried to plead your case with tears of pleasure stinging your eyes, threatening to fall but itâll mix well with the sweat that ruined your hair, it wasn't the only reason though. âThen what were you?â
You attempted to answer his question, jarring your lips to fix up a sentence, but you were too slow.
Terry slammed into you continually, each and every slam and thrust he gave you found a new place to dig out. His eyebrows furrowed as he lingered for your answer, knowing good and Christ juice you couldnât answer. this nigga was evil.
He slammed into you once more resulting in you screaming, staying still in an attempt to not cum inside you, but you just looked too exquisite at this angle, the soft white light emitting from above shined across your face, your eyebrows scrunched, and your mouth permanently ajar.
ïżœïżœYou can scream but can't answer? I said,â he began to repeat, slowly rocking his hips into you. âI don't know!â
âAt least you're honest, that shit ain't cutting it.â He told you, maintaining his pace exactly where and how it was. His tone is mean yet delicate, his eyes still burning into your skin leaving different patches of hotness until your whole body warms up again.
âThis my pussy right?â You nodded, âAnd Nobody will ever get it right?â you nodded your head obediently, âAnd nobodyâs gonna take what's mine?â his voice nearly going primal, his pace quickening at the idea of someone attempting to take what was his.
âNooooo,â You slurred on your words, drunk off his loving, high off this moment, rolling your eyes back to see your own little sky with stars with a biggg shooting star as your orgasm washed through you, your body jerking around violently as Terry held you steady, giving you two more pumps before sliding out, leaning back to watch you melt further into the backseat.
When you came to, you looked down to see Terry slowly stroking himself, âKnees.â He commanded, your knees buckled as you could hardly move but you obeyed, perking your ass up in the air, teasing him a little.
His hefty hand landed on your cheek a few times, each time leaving a pleasurable sting behind. You heard him shuffle behind you, lining himself up with your entrance, swiping your pussy with his dick making you clench over nothing.
âThis your dick right? Show me.â Terry insisted, pushing only the tip driving you madly in love.
You slid down on him with ease, a guttural moan fleeing the two mouths as the feeling of being together again, feeling the chemistry oozing off of each other, it was something that couldnât be replaced.
You grabbed a hold of the driverâs seat as you threw your ass back onto him, arching your back some more, the clapping intensified times ten.
âFuckk,â Terry cursed lazily as he fucked you back, giving each cheek a little smacked turning that spot more redder, caressing the right one as the left one was left to die, that asshole!
You felt Terry's presence grow closer as his chest rested on your upper back. His left hand snaked around to keep your face to his as he attacked your lips, the taste of gin deepening your taste buds as you savor the flavor of him, moaning into his mouth.
His left hand released your face, kissing your back before pinning your face down onto the seat, his right hand placed in the small of your back, bending your back in a way you didnât think it could bend.
He moaned deeply, his languidish strokes reminding you of one thing: This pussy was his and to never let another nigga think he has a chance. Truly, you learned from this experience but will try again when you recover from this in 7-10 business years.
You felt a familiar sensation forming in the pit of your stomach, Terry sensed this and evilly went deep, hitting all new spots as he damn near bottomed out in you. âI want you to cum on this dick and I want you to cum now.â but little did he know you were waiting on his approval.
You erupted into a screaming, shaking mess, the sounds of squelching and slapping of skin drowning out the music.
Terry gave you three sharp thrusts before nutting in you, painting your walls like you were a canvas, and it created a beautiful scene. Terry collapsed on top of you, breathing heavily into your ear feeling accomplished that he was able to go through with his âPunishmentâ beating the last score of 3 to 7.
âI love you,â Terry said innocently, kissing you gently, whimpering as he slowly pulled out of you. âBut Donât do that shit again.â
You flopped onto the backseat as you stuck up a thumbs up, your arm flopping back down as you heard him laugh.
Fin â„ïž
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request for a logan x reader where logan comforts the reader after they come home from a mission all bloodied up? i see a lot of reader comforting logan fics but im curious to see how itd be the other way round :)
me? responding to a request like three weeks later? it's more likely than you think. also sorry it's so short. originally it turned into smut but i didn't know if you'd want that given the request was for hurt/comfort. (if you guys want i can publish the alternate smut version of this fic too).
solace
summary: you come home from a mission gone wrong and logan helps you through it.
warnings: death (offscreen), blood, non-sexual intimacy, nudity, reader has hair, pet names (logan canonically calls his love interests "darlin'" and this is me pushing that agenda), english is not my first language so please do not be rude
word count: 1004
youâre splattered in blood and grime, grey ash streaking your skin from the fire created by a little boy lashing out at the world. he had set his own house on fire, his parents dying in the most brutal of ways, burned alive.
âoh princess, câmere,â logan pulls you into his arms. youâre in too much shock to argue, letting him manoeuvre you like a doll.
you donât like going on missions, donât like hurting people. youâre only ever sent on the easy ones, the non-violent ones, where you try to convince mutant kids to join the school. youâre good at talking to children, at getting them to admit their fears to you, at soothing their worries. but even the easy missions donât always go well.
charles could sense that this particular child was powerful, and far worse than that, he was angry. heâd lashed out when heâd seen you, screamed in anger when his parents expressed a desire for him to go to xavierâs school, to learn to control himself before he came back home again. his parents were frightened too, scared of what might happen if things continued the way they were.
theyâd all died in the explosion of his power.
he was so scared. he never meant to hurt anyone, you could see it in his eyes when the fire continued to burn despite him letting go. it was out of control, no longer a part of him that he could control like an extra limb, but something with a mind of its own.
it reminds you of yourself when youâd first discovered your abilities, scared and alienated from the rest of the world, from the non-mutants around you. you see yourself in every kid you save, and in every kid you lose.
you stay in loganâs arms for a long while, the only sound in the room his steady breathing contrasting with your ragged, choked out sobs. his chest rises steadily against yours, a rhythm that you try to imitate but you canât, and with every failed inhale you feel your frustration grow, your panic increase.
he picks you up easily, and you instinctively wrap your legs around his waist, clutching onto him so as not to fall. he would never drop you, you know that, but itâs always a slight surprise when youâre not expecting him to lift you from the ground.
he leads you to the bathroom where he helps you strip out of your clothes, so gentle with your shaking form. his hands trace each new sliver of skin revealed to him, keeping a firm pressure on you always, grounding you, reminding you of where you are. not in a burning house watching a childâs corpse go pitch black from the flames, but in the house that logan bought the two of you, not too far from the school but enough to give the two of you privacy.
in the shower, the blood rinses off your skin, pink rivulets swirling down the drain. yet you can still feel it, thick and sticky and warm. you want to scrub at your skin until its red and blistering, until you have to grow a new layer of skin, a fresh one that hasnât been touched by death.
logan doesnât let you. he catches your hand and whispers, âlet me take care of you, darlinâ.â
you lean into his bare chest and he massages shampoo into the roots of your hair, over your scalp until it foams, and then rinses it away. he runs your conditioner - the one he always claims is too expensive and why would you spend so much on hair products - through your hair, tugging gently at the strands when he notices you disappearing into your mind.
afterwards he pats you dry, and kisses every inch of your skin, reverent, on his knees before you. and then he rises to his feet and finally presses his lips to yours, soft and intimate, not rushed or heated, just reassurance that heâs here, heâs got you, and heâs not going anywhere.
âdo you want to talk about it?â he asks eventually.
you shake your head, âhe was just a kid.â
âi know,â logan says, rubbing his large, rough hands over your arms, up and down, âbut itâs not your fault, you know that. you canât control what other people do. dâyou blame storm for what happened?â
âno!â you exclaim, eyes wide at the implication that one of your best friends could have caused the boys death.
âbut she was on the mission with you,â logan comments, and you shake your head, âif you donât blame her, you canât blame yourself. neither of you knew, you couldnâtâve stopped it.â
âmaybe,â you say. you donât really believe it, but logan knows itâll take you time to get back to your usual happy self, and heâs fine with staying by your side, whispering praise and reassurance until you start to believe him again.
afterwards, he puts on your favourite movie. he spends the whole time making fun of the characters and their decisions, grumbling about how movies will base their entire plot progression on actions no real, rational person would ever do, until you giggle wetly and slap him in the arm, telling him to shut up and let you watch the film.
you lean back into the circle of his arms and he holds you tight, occasionally wiping stray tears that run down your cheeks. thereâs less tension in your muscles now, but youâre not quite relaxed, so he shuffles the two of you around until he can massage your shoulders and back.
you moan at the feeling, sinking into the sensation of his large hands working at the knots, until youâre putty for him. you feel warm and fuzzy by the time his hands start to stray down, massaging your thighs.
âfeelinâ better?â he asks as the end credits roll, pressing a kiss to your hair.
âyeah,â you sigh, âthank you for taking care of me.â
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Hi! I'm still feral for these two, would you mind giving us some art of them in their later years together!?
Hello angel!!!!
Sorry itâs taken so long to respondđ«¶đ«¶ but I wanted to draw some new art for this askđ
We have: Sebastian and Eloise trying out their new fancy camera with a selfie, pictures of them with their daughter, and finallyâŠidk I just always felt like this drawing is when theyâre a bit olderđ
I want to take this ask as an opportunity as well to talk a little about how I imagine their future (I have no chill & you can ignore this and just enjoy the art if you wantđ).
I am a COMPLETE pantser - I never know how a chapterâs going to end when I start writing it (I always just have a few scenes I know I need to include to keep the plot moving forward). Although I have different *big* scenes Iâm always writing towards, and themes/plot elements Iâm always foreshadowing (shout out to @elliecutte for catching *almost* all of my hints and appreciating my general no chillđ), IM STILL NOT 100% SURE HOW I WILL END THINGS !!! đł I have a lot of endings I see as possible, and I think soon it will become more clear to me what will work the bestđ
HAPPY ENDING:
Eloise and Sebastian become Unspeakables. I have a LOT of thoughts on this profession that could be its OWN post, and I feel like Unspeakables are generally specialized in one or two departments, but as their interests/research change they also change.
Eloise becomes an Unspeakable in the Mind and Death departments, with the occasional foray into Time. Her ancient magic is connected with all of these things (my version of AM is NOT like the game) & the Department of Mysteries is one of the only places that gives her any useful information about these things. Plus she thinks too much (it IS her hobby after allđđ) and is very introverted so a hermit job like this is a perfect fit.
Sebastian becomes an Unspeakable as well, but I feel like it takes him a long time to specialize in anything, if he ever does. I just feel like becoming an Unspeakable is the adult equivalent of sneaking into the Restricted Sectionđ„čđ«¶
They grow old together (I wonât explain TOO much) & have a lovely little familyđ„č at least one daughter that they both dote on. Sebastian had an amazing childhood (idyllic until it wasnât), and wants to give his daughter the same, and Eloise works hard to make sure their daughter feels the love that she never had growing upđ„ș
When Sirius is burned off the family tree, Eloise and Sebastian take him inđ„č𫶠(theyâre like 100 years old but WIZARDS LIVE LONGERâŠ) The same happened to her all those years ago, and she wants him to know that his whole family hasnât abandoned him.
Eloise LOVED her nieces - Bellatrix, Andromeda, and Narcissa - when they were younger, but as Voldemort becomes more powerful & people realize WHAT heâs doing, she has to separate herself from them. Her heart breaks seeing Bellatrix go mad, and seeing Narcissa engaged to a Malfoy out of obligationđ (iykyk)
I havenât thought any more about happy ending but I think itâs fun to think about how their future story might weave in with the actual canon events, ESPECIALLY since Eloise is a Blackđ„čđ
SAD ENDING:
After Sebastian gets his hands on Slytherinâs relic, it really starts to consume him and makes him even MORE obsessive than his natural tendencies - I imagine it similarly âtalkingâ to him like Slytherinâs locket/horcrux did in Deathly Hallows (đł)
Eloise is deathly afraid of the changes sheâs seeing in Sebastian and steals it from him (he would never willingly give it to her ESPECIALLY if it starts to feel like a precious item to him)
BUT the relic triggers the latent Black Family Madness in her - the madness that afflicts almost every woman in her family sinceâŠđ€ - and she herself starts to lose touch with reality. Her body and soul are already destroying themselves between the curse and the ancient magic inside of her, and the relic is what triggers it in her.
Sebastian becomes an Unspeakable, focusing on the Mind, in a desperate attempt to find a cure for his Eloiseđ„ș
He never gives up his research, and sometimes when he comes home she is lucid and they talk about his research - otherwise, he just loves and takes care of her.
(Heâs never successful in finding a way to reverse what he feels he caused in the first place - his ambition and single-mindedness is, to him, the reason why all of this happened)
Honestly who knows if I end their story either of these waysđ I just love thinking of AUs and different endings and I have a few others Iâve considered as well!!! And whatever endings I donât write will be immortalized on this blog and in my art as wellđ
#thank you for the ask!!!!#I have no chill when I answer these things which is why it takes me so long to answer themđ„Č#ngl I think the sad ending is quite romantic#but maybe Iâm too chicken to follow through/what I have planned could change a lot & it wonât make sense anymore#and like Iâm not COMPLETELY evil I like seeing them happy toođ„șđ„ș#and I also really love the Black family & all of the canon charactersâŠOFC I had to insert Eloise in that family somehow#and her mother was the PERFECT age !!!!!!!!!!! (according to the family tree)#I ALSO have a lot of thoughts on the Gaunts and actually how Ominisâs blindness prevents him from going insane like the rest of them#seem to have done by the time Tom Riddleâs around#(something something blind people canât hallucinate so they canât get psychosis)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfic#also Sebastianâs childhood is just based on mine#I grew up in a TINY village and spent all day running outside and having adventures like crazy or readinf like crazy no in-betweenđđ#ask
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Im sorry if you already answered something similar but does the twins ever reunite with Forneus in your au? If so how does it exactly work out, does Narinder, Anthea, and Forneus share custody?
Crimson Angel AU - The Situation between Forneus and the Twins
(Anon, @gerroacarnival and @xquaserh Putting all these asks in 1 cause oh boy this is a COMPLICATED question to answer oof. I wanna preface this that while I love Forneus just going by the characters personalities/themes of this AU the reunion is not as fairy-tale happy as it is in game)
Anyway-the boys do reunite with her technically, but not in the way Forneus dreamt. Reunions are good in theory, the long lost children reunite with their ârealâ family, hug their mother, go âhomeâ with her, start life anew, but life isnât so simple, now is it? Itâs never that easy, not when one side clings to the memory of three day old infants and a reunion she'd dreamt of for so long it just became her expectation, and the other side has no memory and complex feelings on the whole matter with this slight feeling that perhaps while their mother loves the idea of them, she doesn't actually love them.
It's messy, complicated, and no matter what, will NEVER be the reunion Forneus wanted. The second they left her embrace, she lost the chance to be the mother she'd wanted to be for them, yet never realize till too late what else died with them.
(Putting this under the cut cause it's longgggg. The Twins and Forneus's story has so little in-game text that it's become this favorite thing of mine to interpret/expand)
The Two Parents
Forneus did and didnât have a choice to give the boys up. When Shamura appeared, the newborn, extremely premature kits were already doomed to die, so the choice to either let them pass naturally or to allow War to take them as gifts with a potential of reunion was an either damned if she did or damned if she didnât, situation. And in her grief and desperation, she chose the option that gave the potential for hope. She gave the twins to Shamura, accepted the golden skull, and waited. Waited for her babies to come home, waited as a mother who never really ever had a chance to be a mother-one who works off feelings but no experience.Â
Meanwhile when it came to Aym and Baal, Narinder never told them who their parent(s) were. How could he, when he himself had no certainty as to who they were? Though his 7th Vessel, Forneus, had left service specifically because of pregnancy, he had no means of tracking how much time had passed since when they first arrived (it could've been a century since for all he knew), nor any means to confirm without doubt that the black, newborn kittens were hers even once his next vessel gave him the date-he couldn't ask them to investigate something so personal and unrelated to their cause.
Their box held only their bodies, a spider-silk cloth which was their burial shroud, and a note penned in Shamuraâs hand. âA Giftâ thatâs all the note said. No names, no clues, no nothing. While Narinder had suspicions, he could not in good conscious tell the boys of a potential mother out of risk of being wrong-of getting their hopes up for a heroic parent only to be proved that it wasnât her, or worse, told heroic tales just to learn they were abandoned all along. Vessel 7 was heroic yes, had a sense of justice yes, but during her service her luck had made her grow arrogant, had transformed flirting into a game of hearts and people into a way to get the upper hand-for all he knew, if they were hers, they could've all along been her means of trying to easily get out of vesselship. He just didn't know.
And thus Narinder raised them from there. He tried to use the title of âMasterâ as a barrier in hopes that, if they did have a family awaiting them, he wouldn't take their place, (it was also out of guilt for being the reason they were trapped) but he also couldn't bring himself to fully shut them out either. The moment their dead bodies healed in the gate and they started to mewl for attention his unbeating heart bled for them, and he just couldn't deny them love because he knew how much it hurt to be without.
The Twins
As centuries passed Aym and Baal were content with Narinder as their 'Master'. He who told them stories of his time above, who taught them how to fight, who fashioned them clothes from whatever scraps of cloth he would get vessels to send-he was all they had and knew. When they felt the time to sleep it was in his paws they curled up, when they got hurt training or got bored it was from he they received comfort and attention. It was his magic which allowed them to age against the Gateway's stasis, it was he who saw their eyes open, watched as they learned to speak and walk.
But thatâs not to say neither did think of whoever was left behind from time to time. Baal tried to keep hope that he and his brother were taken-stolen by the Bishops, with whatever parents theyâd had having desperately tried to keep War away. Aym, meanwhile, only felt anger, bitterness and resentment, for who lets two three day old kits be taken and sacrificed? Narinder himself simply tried to keep neutral on the subject, not wanting to feed into either side in hopes that'd avoid a heartbreak or the smooth transition to their 'real' kin.
The Lamb
When the Lamb appears and starts to befriend them, it's then the boys suddenly find themselves feeling the same sense of security and comfort Narinder gives them towards Anthea. As the lamb brings them toys and books catered to their interests, teaches them to read, uses the crown to show them the world above and encourage their boundless curiosities. As nights suddenly see the lamb visit in their nightgown book and quilt in hand, letting the twins snuggle into their sides as the three are cradled against Narinder's chest while reading a book, and the boys fall asleep to a heartbeat for the first time. Narinder had always been stability and security, Anthea became tenderness and warmth.
Anthea teaches them what a 'Father' is as well, and the boys realize that's what their master actually is-he's their dad and tentatively start testing calling him as such, and while it's not until just before Silk Cradle they realize it (yet don't call them Baba yet) Anthea's long on their way to feeling like a parent too.
Which then begs the questionâŠwhat of the parent(s) left behind?
First Contact
Baal still wants to meet them, he's always been curious and just wants to know who they are, while Aym is still angry and wants nothing to do with them. They got a parent in their master, and Anthea's their friend and practically a parent too, so why bother with the ones who abandoned them? Narinder overhears the boys debate over it more and more, and as Anchordeepâs door opens, Narinder hesitantly asks the Lamb for a favor.
Heâd heard rumors of a shopkeep she-cat who wore a golden skull, and Anthea had been the first to confirm that cat's name was Forneus. Heâd never asked a vessel to do such a thing before, mainly out of not feeling close enough to ever ask such a personal, unrelated to the Bishops, task, but he wants to give the boys closure, and Anthea would happily do anything to help the kits. And thus they're sent out, and in a bit of a side quest work their way to getting Forneus to sit down and just...talk.
She explains her side of what happened, how the boys were born too soon, how she had really no choice, breaks down, and as the cats had been listening in and Aym who's now uncertain feels bad, and he requests Narinder for permission to speak.
âSave your tears for when we meetâ is what he says, and thatâs all thatâs said through the crown.
For Aym itâs an olive branch-heâs sorta gotten an answer as to why he and his brother were sacrificed, though he's not entirely sure how to feel since well...she still gave them up, but she looks sorry so... Baal's eager and happy to hear that they were cared about but is a little disappointed at realizing that she didn't really hesitate despite the situation, but regardless, both are willing to give her a chance. They want to get to know her, and then they'll decide how they feel after that.
They, do not, see her as a proper 'Mother'. Just someone who shares their blood who they want to meet. To then Narinder's still Dad-he's still the one who makes them feel secure.
Meanwhile for Forneus itâs proof that sheâll get what was promised. Her boys are not only alive, but theyâre children-theyâre still children, so she'll now get what she wanted and more. They'll reunite and she'll then take her children home to travel by her side-sheâll get to raise her dear little babies just as sheâd planned, and while it took so long it's going to be perfect.
She's dreamt of the boys seeing and running into her oncoming embrace crying. That they'll love her instantly and had already because she's their mother so of course that's how they'll feel. How could they not? Children ALWAYS love their parents.
The Lamb promises to help her meet them once theyâre free, and every visit after, Forneus tries to get the boys to talk again-offers gifts for the lamb to bring to the Gateway, rambles on about all the things they'll do together while the Lamb browses her shop. And...well they're things, at least. Most of the toys she offers are either baby toys or things that just don't interest the boys, and some of her plans are...plans. They're elaborate-taking them to X mountain, to X landmark, traveling here and there and everywhere. Big and grand and...and never mentioning their Dad or Anthea being there.
Baal thinks it's sweet how excited she is while Aym is getting more and more unsure-but even Baal eventually admits that she's a little...loud. Forneus is loud-she's energetic and eager and while he and Aym can be too, seeing it from a stranger about them is...weird. She keeps calling herself their Mama , and calling them Zamir and Delshad despite being told otherwise because apparently those were their names (a fact not even Shamura had been given. Narinder had to name the boys himself). She keeps talking about those three days they were with her, and it kinda feels like she loves the babies she gave up and not them.
Anthea tries to tell her about them, but she usually doesn't realzie since she's busy talking to her babies and not them, it's as if the lamb isn't even there. The boys can't even try to think of trying to talk-she never leaves an opening for them to try. Eventually the boys ask Narinder to mute the crown during the Lamb's shop visits the more uncomfortable it gets.
It's like going to a family reunion and being brought to your great Aunt who last saw you as an infant at your christening. She insists on kissing your face and hugging you tight and going oh how big you've grown sweetiepie and this and that and...and you put up with it because she's family but...well she's a stranger despite the shared blood. She doesn't actually know the you of now-and you don't know her.
Reunion
When the final Bishop falls is when Forneus suddenly finds herself left in the dark. For 6 months she sees hide nor hair of the Lamb, and gradually gets worried because where are her sons? The Bishops are dead, why hasn't she been given back her babies?
(The Lamb had been avoiding her cart during crusades out of both grief and guilt-Aym's dying word of calling them 'Baba'...it broke something in them, made them realize just how much the boys had meant. They had a shattered heart and endless guilt, and having to face Forneus and explain she'd never meet her sons? It'd been too much as a grieving parent themself)
The twins were revived after 4 months but Anthea only finally approached Forneus after 6, and she was too relived to finally hear she could meet them to bother asking what'd happened. Anthea invited her to come to the cult that weekend, and Forneus happily accepted, not even noticing the tiredness in the Lamb's eyes nor the uncertainty in their tone. Even on the day she arrived at the cult, she didn't mind the lamb, not even as Anthea gave her a final warning. Â
"There was trouble setting them freeâŠtheyâre wary, skittish, theyâve been through a lot... I know youâre excited but please be gentle when you speak to them, be calm and keep your distance please theyâre so easy to startle." Â
Meanwhile the boys waited at the temple with Narinder, who, for the hundredth time, asked if they were certain they were ready for this. Though it'd been 2 months, the toll of dying so traumatically via turning to ash, of being trapped in the gateway, the trauma of resurrection, the fear of being alone without their parents because that's what he and Anthea were to them, Narinder had wanted them to wait as did Anthea. The boys could hardly sleep without at least one of them there with them in bed, were just starting to be ok interacting with other people, could only handle the touch of a select few and even then sometimes would just break down into panic attacks out of seemingly nowhere. They weren't ok, but the boys had insisted. This woman who claimed to love them had been kept in the dark for so long, they felt bad and wanted to try.
They felt guilty for not being ok. Even as Narinder and Anthea repeatedly and gently reminded them that it was alright-that their feelings were valid, that they could take all the time they needed and they'd be right there to support them, the boys had insisted and they just couldn't deny them their choice.
But once Forneus arrived no one got the chance to even properly introduce the boys to her-she just saw them, ran towards them for the reunion she dreamt up, swept them into her arms, and next thing she knew she had two yowling, struggling kits trying to break from her hold. In her excitement and in not listening to Anthea's warnings she'd done the worst thing anyone could've done-she was louder, bigger, stronger, scarier than them, and as the kids managed to shock her into dropping them suddenly Baal was hyperventilating, and Aym was working himself into a panic attack. And Narinder and Anthea, having two months practice in calming them like this, and having long been the twin's safe people, immediately fell into place. Narinder got Baal, Anthea got Aym, and Forneus could only watch.
Could only watch as Baal started gasping for Dad as Narinder tried to get him to breathe, as Aym started sobbing for Baba and practically tried to bury himself in their embrace, as her babies looked at her in fear and clung to someone else.
And then all she can feel is anger. She'd waited 300 years-those boys were hers. Why are they clinging to someone else?
From there it just becomes a mess, she gets into a very loud, very heated argument with Narinder especially for 'stealing' her sons which just scares the boys more, and in a very poor move tries to just grab one of them which prompts Anthea to use a show of godly power and threaten her to get out of the Cult which she does since a crowd has also formed (the Cult was ALL aware of the twin's poor mental state, and they'd all grown very protective of the community's first children despite having to keep their distance because by gods those kids deserved more than what fate had given them).
Forneus leaves angry, and Narinder and Anthea now got two kits who had been tentatively healing temporarily back at square one, and who are now gonna start having nightmares of a stranger taking them away on top of preexisting ones.
I wanna note that Forneus isn't a bad person. She isn't, but she's also not used to things not going her way. As a vessel she was 'Lady Luck', she who rarely died, who always had the upper hand, who would pop curse shots at the Goddess of Famine for fun and be the heartbreaker of her own cult able to flirt and tease and talk her way to whatever she wished. She's kind and cheerful and charismatic sure and she genuinely does want to help people and do the right thing, but there's still this...ignorance, arrogance-that she doesn't even realize is there.
Like how above in Starfall Part 1 she VERY casually mentions how she 'knows what it's like missing her own twins' and 'how 'hard' it must be for Anthea to have nothing of their family to remember them by', but the thing is...she doesn't know. She's so hooked on this idea that she WILL get her boys back that she completely has just ignored the grief that comes with loss entirely this whole time. The way she misses her sons is NOTHING like how Anthea misses their brothers-she misses them like a relative you haven't seen in awhile but will see soon. Anthea misses their brothers because they're DEAD and they know that they will NEVER see the two again, especially now. Like Forneus has not considered how she's lost a LOT of moments with her children. They're still kids yeah but they're not returning to her as blank slates-though physically and mentally 11 they've been with Narinder for over 300 years, that's a lot of time to be without her. She loves them, but kinda more-so the sons she thought she'd get back.
Thus when you've been envisioning this 'perfect' reunion the entire time only for it to not go your way...it's a hard pill to swallow. She gets disappointed/angry understandably-anyone would, but instead of stepping back and realizing she can't fault the boy's feelings she takes it out of the ones who 'took' her place instead, which then turns her into this loud scary bad-guy to the boys.
And Aym and Baal aren't to blame in this situation, like they're kids, and like with my 'great aunt who last saw you as a baby' analogy, it's not their fault they don't immediately love her. She's a stranger-one whom, the more she tried to force interactions via the crown during their imprisonment, seemed to have little interest in them personally and more in whatever children she assumed she'd be getting back. And after that disaster of a first meeting? They don't want anything to do with her she scared them that much.
As for Narinder and Anthea they both feel awful because they understand why Forneus is angry, she only gave them up because she was promised a chance for reunion (though she ignored the CHANCE part of that), but in the same breath Aym and Baal are their sons and they'll take their side first over anyone else's. And the thing is there's nothing that could've been done on their part to prevent this really either.
Anthea telling Forneus the twins had died? Anger, grief, then upon their revival a fierce insistence for the boys to NEVER go near the Lamb or Narinder again, which the twins would've been just as terrified and against.
Narinder not showing care to the kits for those 300 years? They would've gotten attached to him anyway since he was literally all they had, though they might've turned out worse emotionally because of neglect
Telling the boys to wait longer to meet Forneus? She likely would've just shown up on her own within another month anyway since by that point Anthea had just freed Heket from Purgatory and word was starting to get around about the new God of Death so this would've happened but worse.
The only way Forneus could've had the reunion she'd wanted would have been if Narinder never forced the twins to start aging against the stasis. But then there would be two 300+ year old infants, which is a whole other can of worms.
Notes/Explaination
Again I love Forneus in-game she's so adorable and my one of my favorite NPCs to visit, but I also like making imperfect characters, especially parents and their relationships with their children. And while I love the idea of her being this wonderful, sweet, amazing mother, I also like the idea of her being really flawed about it to.
Crimson Angel is about learning to communicate with your loved ones, and in this case, it needs to be her looking at things from the twins view and realizing that if they don't want her in their lives, she has to accept that. She needs to realize that she's not entitled to their love just because she gave birth to them. She also has to let go of the sons she gave up that day-those three day old infants who were perfect little blank slates, and get to know the boys they became without her. She has to realize someone else took her place in their hearts, and realize that if she wants to join them, she HAS to let the boys come to her, and that she has to work on THEIR terms.
She cannot try and force a love if she wants a chance for it at all, and must swallow her pride and listen to others who know the boys better-Anthea and Narinder, alongside the boys themselves.
She'll get a relationship with the boys eventually, but it's not going to be the one she hoped for. She's gotta work on herself first and realize her flaws, maybe get some practice with handling children via unintentionally adopting a certain fan-favorite grave spider kid after finding him all alone, and just...wait. Narinder and Anthea are the twin's primary parents, and while Forneus does eventually get to a place where they're comfortable with her, it's never going to be on the same level, and they all just gotta contend with that.
Boarders are by @/lambouillet
#I love tragic stories can't you tell? Also stories that explorer the relationship between parents and kids-cause a lot of times kids agency#in the relationship is often ignored/taken for granted-they shouldn't be expected to love someone because of blood alone#*beats characters emotions to a pulp* it's for character development I swear!#crimson angel au#cotl#ask#cotl shamura#cotl narinder#cotl aym#cotl baal#crimson angel au lore#cotl forneus#cult of the lamb#my writing
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Prompted by your post about dnp inviting audience interaction: it /is/ really brave, and so interesting! I haven't been watching them for long at all and one of the biggest things that just drew me in and deeply fascinated me about them is how so much of their work (not just on stage) is in some way a conversation/interaction with their audience and the more you watch the more you notice it. No wonder its easy to be parasocial about them and about the Phandom itself!
To me, at least, they seem to be the sort of performers/creators that need a relatively high level of audience interaction in order to be inspired or for their work to feel meaningful. Like, im absolutely sure they could also create things without this close relationship with their audience but it seems to be what their naturally drawn towards? Obviously the problem has been in maintaining boundaries within that but it seems like that's going better now than at some points in the past, which makes me really happy for everyone!
Sorry about the long yap, this is so interesting to me and I just needed to express it a little
yes!!! i love this!!! so beautifully worded! no need to apologize at all - i am in such hearty agreement and actually think about this so often. i think the engagement with their audience is their superpower, and it runs so deep. what was one of dan's favorite things about phil before he met him? phil's interactive adventure videos, in which he was creating an interactive experience for his viewers.
when they film pinof1 together, what are they doing? they're answering an audience-submitted q&a. the audience interaction is literally baked into their foundation! <3
2010, dan's uni dorm. what's displayed behind him on his wall? art and letters sent to him by viewers. he films danmail vids where he opens and reacts to said art and letters and personally thanks the senders.
for years and years and years, what's at the end of every phil video? fanart! draw phil naked! (in retrospect literally so weird lol but shhh)
the ongoing avalanche of vyous and younows and tumblr reblogs/follows and responding to yt comments and retweets and and and. so much interaction. the videos directly engaging with twitter and tumblr creations. they see us, they know us, they get us.
their first book? included a double-page spread with dozens of pieces of phanart.
every single one of their tours has multiple essential audience interaction components, and even more brilliantly, with multiple different access points that are perfectly calibrated to their audience. too shy to speak up? send in a submission ahead of time. want to be a part of the masses? shout something out during the audience participation segments! and there's always the likelihood that they'll include fanart in the show itself, casually mention an actual actively popular fic, throw in an ancient phwedding manip, or just build whole segments of the show around our tropes and the world that we created with them. all of that keeps things exciting and engaging on stage, bc you never know exactly what's going to come next. but it also keeps their audience feeling seen, valued, and like co-creators in a way.
When you look at the other britcrew and big yters from the 2010s, they simply weren't generating that ongoing, authentic conversation with their audiences. their approach followed the simple format of: i post, you watch. and then it became: i post, you watch, then i try and sell you something while i call you my 'community' because you are all watching me and sometimes you talk to one another in the comments. but it's not like zalfie or joe and casper etc. were chiming in on the convos too, or at least not in any meaningful way. it wasn't a community in the same way.
dan and phil truly built community. i think communities require mutual exchange, communication, a sense of value and worth, commonly agreed upon truths, shared experiences, touchstones of connection, and leaders who have integrity. i know this is all starting to sound a little lofty, but i really do think dan and phil are good humans who have worked hard to wield their power and influence responsibly and compassionately. they set the tone for us, constructed this world, paid attention to what landed for us, how we responded to things, everything that we were up to in response to what they were up to. they listened. they made us feel seen and celebrated and appreciated, and in turn we continued to celebrate them. they created weird inside jokes, we adopted them, then we all shared the weird inside jokes. they existed, we created our own language and lore and encyclopedia in response, and now there's a whole stage show about it.
that's how you get people sticking around for 15 years. that's how you get people to actually want to spend money on you. and yeah, some more boundaries at times couldn't have hurt. they fostered a sense of proximity and entitlement that obviously put them in harm's way. but i'd say ultimately what they've manage to do has been a net good for them and a tremendous success.
you raised such a good point that it seems to be what they are naturally drawn towards. i think it's because they, too, were fangirls. phil was writing buffy fic. dan was running a lost wiki. they both understood the power of online fan community before they were the titans of their own. they get it, they get us <3
#dan and phil#don't think there are any tit specific spoilers in this#me yapping#you said 'let me submit a nice lil anon message' i said 'HOLD MY BEER'
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hello sweets! I have been reading your works for few weeks now and i must say they are amazing!! (you are so talentedđ„°) I know your request box is now closed and im sorry for putting more things on your plate.. đšđ BUT i hope if you could write some amazing headcanons about:
Bucci gang having a significant other who is/ has been clinging on to them because they have been missing their bucci member. đâ€ïž
Maybe heâs/or sheâs(trishđ) been busy because of work !! or they have just been too tired to spend some time with their significant other and just instantly going to bed after work. And after few days/or weeks.. later they finally start to show some signs of being neglected.. (for example: not letting them leave the bed for work). đ§đ
ANYWAYS SO SORRY FOR MAKING THIS SO LONG !! feel free to ignore my rambling đ
Thank you for your time and effort love !! đâ€ïž
have a nice day or night!!
Masterlist here <3
Hello ml! This is such a cute request, now I wanted to admit that while reading your request I didnât notice that you requested headcanons and wrote this as a scenario insteadđ„Č I really hope you donât mind and if you do I will gladly re-write this for you!
Sorry for the late reply and I hope you enjoy this đ
(Trish Una included!)
Bucci gang with their s/o clinging onto them because they miss them
Pannacotta Fugo
Fugo had been working late nights, diving headfirst into planning and strategy. It wasnât intentional, but his sharp focus on his tasks left you feeling invisible. At first, you thought you could handle it, but after weeks of stolen moments and fleeting kisses, the weight of his absence became too much.
This morning, as he swung his legs over the bed to get ready, you reached out and grabbed his wrist. âFugo, stay.â
He turned, startled by the tremor in your voice. âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, his brows knitting together in concern.
You swallowed hard, trying to keep your emotions in check. âI just miss you,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. âYouâre always gone. Even when youâre here, youâre⊠not really here.â
Fugo froze, guilt washing over him in an instant. Heâd been so absorbed in his responsibilities that he hadnât realized how much he was neglecting you. He sat back down, pulling your hands into his. âIâm sorry,â he said softly, his voice unusually tender. âI didnât mean to make you feel like this.â
You looked up at him, tears brimming in your eyes. âI just⊠I need you right now.â
Without hesitation, Fugo climbed back into bed, wrapping his arms tightly around you. âIâll stay,â he murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. âIâve been a fool, but Iâll make it up to you. Today, Iâm yours. Completely.â
You let out a soft, relieved sigh, burying your face in his chest. His heartbeat, steady and strong, was a comfort youâd been missing. For the rest of the day, Fugo didnât touch a single work-related item, devoting every moment to showing you how deeply he cared.
Bruno Bucciarati
Bruno had always been devoted to his work, but lately, it felt like he was consumed by it. Late nights, endless meetings, and responsibilities left him coming home too exhausted to even share a proper conversation with you. Heâd kiss your forehead, mumble an apology, and fall asleep almost instantly.
At first, you told yourself it was temporary, that things would calm down eventually. But as the days stretched into weeks, the loneliness began to weigh on you. This morning, when Bruno stirred to get out of bed, you instinctively reached for him, wrapping your arms around his waist.
âStay,â you murmured, your voice soft but firm.
Bruno paused, his movements freezing. âAmore, I haveââ
âNo,â you interrupted, your face pressed against his back. âYou donât. Not today.â
The quiet in your voice struck a chord in him. He turned to look at you, his dark eyes filled with guilt as he took in the sight of your teary gaze and trembling lip. âYouâve been so busy,â you whispered, your hands clutching his shirt. âI know itâs important, but⊠I miss you, Bruno. I miss us.â
He exhaled deeply, guilt evident in every line of his face. Without a word, he slid back into bed, pulling you into his arms. âIâm so sorry, tesoro,â he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. âI didnât realize how much I was neglecting you. Youâre the most important thing in my life, and Iâve been taking you for granted.â
You nuzzled into his chest, your fingers clutching his shirt like he might disappear again. âDonât leave today,â you pleaded softly. âJust⊠stay with me.â
Bruno kissed the crown of your head, his lips lingering there as if to seal a promise. âIâm not going anywhere,â he whispered, cradling you close. âToday, Iâm yours, completely. Iâll make this rightâI swear.â
For the rest of the day, he didnât even glance at his phone. He was fully present, holding you, listening to you, and reminding you with every kiss and tender word just how much you meant to him.
Giorno Giovanna
Giorno had always carried the weight of responsibility on his shoulders, but lately, it felt like he was drowning in it. Long hours at meetings, late nights poring over plansâit had all left him coming home too exhausted to notice the growing sadness in your eyes. Youâd tried to be patient, understanding the importance of his work, but the ache of missing him only grew stronger.
This morning, as he sat on the edge of the bed, buttoning his shirt, you couldnât hold it in anymore. Reaching out, you wrapped your arms around his waist from behind, resting your head on his back. âGiorno⊠donât go today,â you said softly, your voice trembling.
He stilled, his hands falling to his lap. âAmore?â he asked, his tone gentle but confused. âWhatâs wrong?â
You hesitated, your grip tightening. âI miss you,â you admitted, your voice cracking as tears began to well up. âYouâre always working, and I understand, but⊠I feel like I havenât had you to myself in weeks.â
Giorno turned to face you, his golden hair catching the soft morning light. His emerald eyes widened as they met yours, glistening with unshed tears. He reached out, cupping your face in his hands. âOh, my love,â he whispered, his voice full of regret. âI didnât realize how much Iâve been neglecting you.â
You leaned into his touch, your tears slipping free. âI just⊠I need you. Even if itâs just for today.â
Giornoâs heart clenched, guilt washing over him. He kissed your forehead tenderly before pulling you into his lap. âYou shouldnât have to ask for my attention,â he said, his voice soft but firm. âIâve been a fool, but Iâll make it right. I promise.â
He lay back down, holding you close as if letting you go would break him. âIâm yours today,â he murmured, his fingers gently brushing through your hair. âNo meetings, no calls. Just us.â
For the rest of the day, Giorno stayed true to his word. He didnât glance at a single document or answer a single call. Instead, he spent every moment with youâholding you, laughing with you, and reminding you just how deeply he loved you.
Leone Abbacchio
Leone had never been one to sugarcoat things. When work needed to be done, he threw himself into it with everything he had. But lately, it felt like his everything was all going to work, leaving you with scraps of his time and energy. At first, youâd tried to be understandingâit was just his way. But as the days turned into weeks of him coming home too tired to do anything but collapse into bed, the loneliness became harder to ignore.
This morning, as he swung his legs over the side of the bed to get ready, you grabbed his hand. âDonât go,â you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Leone stopped, his brow furrowing as he glanced back at you. âWhatâs wrong?â he asked, his voice gruff but laced with concern.
You didnât let go, your grip tightening. âI miss you,â you admitted, looking down at the sheets. âYouâve been so busy, and I feel like⊠like I donât have you anymore.â
He sighed heavily, his shoulders slumping. âIâve been a crap partner, havenât I?â he muttered, more to himself than to you. He turned fully, taking in the tears brimming in your eyes. It hit him harder than he expected.
âI didnât mean to make you feel this way,â he said, his voice softer now. âI just⊠I thought you understood.â
âI do,â you said quickly, your voice trembling. âBut understanding doesnât make it hurt less. I need you, Leone.â
Something in his chest cracked at the way you said his name. Without another word, he climbed back into bed, pulling you against him. âIâm sorry,â he murmured, his lips pressing gently to your forehead. âIâve been too wrapped up in work, but Iâll make it right. Iâll stay.â
You blinked up at him, surprised. âYou mean it?â
Leone smirked faintly, brushing a strand of hair from your face. âIâm not going anywhere today,â he promised. âYouâve been patient with me for too long. Itâs my turn to give you what you need.â
For the rest of the day, he stayed true to his word. He held you close, kissed you like he hadnât in weeks, and spent the day reminding you why he was worth missing in the first place.
Narancia Ghirga
Narancia was always full of energy, constantly running off on missions or getting caught up in one task or another. At first, you found his busy nature endearing, but as the days went by and he barely had time to sit down and talk to you, you started to feel the sting of his absence.
One morning, as he tried to slip out of bed to get ready for another mission, you reached out and grabbed his arm. âNarancia⊠donât go,ïżœïżœïżœ you said softly, your voice cracking just enough to make him pause.
He turned to look at you, his eyes wide with surprise. âWhatâs wrong, babe?â he asked, kneeling back on the bed.
You sat up, clutching the sheets tightly. âI miss you,â you admitted, your gaze dropping to your lap. âYouâre always running off somewhere, and I feel like I barely see you anymore.â
Narancia blinked, your words hitting him like a punch to the gut. âOh no! no no,â he said quickly, scooting closer to you. âI didnât realize you were feeling like this.â
You let out a shaky sigh. âI know your work is important, but⊠I just need you right now.â
Without hesitation, Narancia threw himself back into bed, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you down with him. âIâm not going anywhere,â he said, his voice firm. âToday, Iâm all yours. Whatever you want to do, weâll do it.â
You couldnât help but smile at his determination. âReally?â
He grinned, pressing a kiss to your nose. âReally. Iâve been so stupid, havenât I? I shouldâve noticed you were feeling this way. Iâll make it up to you, I promise.â
For the rest of the day, Narancia didnât leave your side. Whether it was lying in bed talking, cooking together in the kitchen, or dancing to music in the living room, he made sure you felt loved and cherished with every smile, laugh, and touch. By the end of the day, the ache of missing him was replaced by the warmth of knowing just how much he cared.
Guido Mista
Mista was always easygoing, but lately, his carefree nature had been replaced by exhaustion. Missions, meetings, and late nights had drained him so much that he barely had time for you. Heâd stumble into bed, mutter a quick âGood night,â and be out like a light before you could even tell him how much you missed him.
This morning, as he got up to get ready, you decided enough was enough. You grabbed his hand and tugged him back onto the bed. âGuido, no,â you said firmly, wrapping your arms around his waist to keep him in place.
He blinked, caught off guard. âWhatâs this about, babe?â he asked with a half-laugh, though his voice softened when he saw the pout on your lips.
âYouâre always leaving,â you said, your voice trembling slightly. âI know youâre busy, but I barely see you anymore. I miss you, Mista. A lot.â
His playful grin faltered, replaced by a look of guilt. âAh, damn,â he muttered, running a hand through his hair. âI didnât realize I was making you feel this way.â
You looked up at him, your eyes glossy. âI just⊠I need you here today. Please.â
Mistaâs heart sank. Without another word, he kicked off his shoes and climbed back into bed, pulling you into his arms. âIâm sorry, babe,â he said, resting his chin on top of your head. âYouâre right. Iâve been so caught up in everything else that Iâve been ignoring the most important person in my life.â
You buried your face in his chest, your fingers clutching at his shirt. âJust stay with me,â you whispered.
He tilted your chin up, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. âIâm not going anywhere,â he promised. âTodayâs all about you. I donât care if the boss himself calls meâIâm staying right here.â
For the rest of the day, Mista made sure to pamper you with all the love and attention youâd been missing. Whether it was cuddling under a blanket, sharing your favorite snacks, or laughing together over silly stories, he reminded you exactly why youâd fallen for him in the first place.
Trish Una
Trish had always been meticulous with her timeâbalancing her work, appearances, and responsibilities left little room for flexibility. Lately, though, it seemed like every spare second of hers was being devoured by her career. You understood how much she had on her plate, but the ache of her absence had begun to weigh heavily on you.
This morning, as she reached for her planner to prepare for another busy day, you grabbed her wrist gently. âTrish,â you murmured, your voice tinged with vulnerability. âCan you stay today?â
She turned to you, her perfectly lined eyes widening in surprise. âWhat do you mean?â
âI miss you,â you admitted, lowering your gaze. âYouâve been so busy, and I know itâs important, but I feel like I havenât had you to myself in ages.â
Her expression softened immediately, her glossy lips parting as guilt flickered across her face. âI⊠didnât realize it had been that bad,â she said, sitting back down on the edge of the bed. âWhy didnât you tell me sooner?â
You bit your lip, shrugging slightly. âI didnât want to make you feel bad. But⊠I just need you today. Just this once.â
Trish hesitated for only a moment before snapping her planner shut and tossing it onto the bedside table. âYouâre right,â she said firmly. âIâve been too wrapped up in everything else. That stops now.â
âReally?â you asked, looking up at her with wide eyes.
She cupped your face in her hands, her touch soft but certain. âReally,â she said, her voice filled with conviction. âToday is yours. Whatever you wantâname it, and itâs yours. Iâll cancel everything.â
You couldnât help the smile that spread across your face as she leaned in to press a tender kiss to your forehead. The rest of the day was pure bliss: long cuddles, indulgent meals, and quiet moments where she reminded you, again and again, that no amount of work would ever mean more to her than you did.
I hope you donât mind me forgetting to make these headcanons, that was totally my fault and if you do mind you can always text me and tell me if youâd like me to make a hc version!
If you enjoyed this make sure to check out my other posts, and if youâd like anything specific written for a jjba character/squad you can request it if my requests are open!
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HIIII can i please ask for a hozier fluff gic, i love him so much and i never saw someone that write for him đđđ
(im sorry if this is not correct, english is not my first language)
I'm so happy someone asked for Hozier!! I love andy sm too he's like comfort in a 6ft body! And I have a bunch of incredible writers ik that write for Andy!! (also its ok English is not my first language too)
@crimsonred-hi is like my FAVEEE Their master list: <3
but feel free to request whatever Hozi ideas you have <3
Warnings: None, just teeth rotting fluff
pairing: husband!Hozier x wife!reader
WC: 343
summary: Waking up with Andy is one of the most pleasurable moments of your day, especially today.
a/n: no joke this is one of my favorite fics so far lol. Enjoy <3
Bog Man
âMornin StĂłrin,â Andrew said to you in a husky morning voice as he nuzzled his nose into the crook of your neck, planting kisses on your jaw.
You giggled at the tickle of his beard on your shoulder. âGood morning Bog manâ
Andy lifted his head up from your neck, using his forearm as support to prop his upper body up.
âWhy do people call me that?â, He asked, incredibly confused.Â
You sat up on the bed beside him and placed your hand on his chest, softly caressing his lean figure, âBaby, look at youâ You giggled and placed soft kisses on his hands. âYour songs are all about the forest and nature and love and light,â You planted more kisses on him, now on his cheekbones. âYou embody romanticism and nature so perfectlyâ You planted a final kiss on his nose, with a small smile on your face, admiring your majestic husband.
âLove, you're so poetic todayâ, he said to you, pulling a hair out of your face. âBut how does that make me a bog man?â
you paused for a moment before considering your answer.
âTHE HAIR!â You say loudly as you run out of the bed you shared.
âHey! Get back here!â Andrew ran after you into the kitchen where he found you running into a closet. He caught you and wrapped his long arms around you.
âWhere do you think you're going Darlinââ He asked you tickling your sides
You giggled and begged him to stop, and after a couple more seconds he did.
A small moment of comfortable silence was shared between you both. His arms wrapped around you, protecting you from whatever may come your way. You looked into his ashy green eyes, finding specks of gold in them, revealing themselves by way of the morning light coming from the kitchen window.Â
His summer auburn hair is frizzy and long, falling in his face as he looks into yours. The affection, palpable.
âWhat do you want for breakfast bog man?â You asked your husband with a playful grin.
âAnything you want my forest faeâ
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RP:
PRIVATE(?) TRANSMISSION
NSD: the spiderbots back!! i sent it over to you, i think that the pearl you asked me to attach got overwritten with a new message; its colour was a bit off.
PotP: Alright, thank you so much. I see the spider approaching me, I'll get back to you soon! I think I might need a bit more of your assistance. If you don't mind, that is!
NSD: oh, sure! can i ask who this seven golden glories even is? i didnt think you talked to others that much. at least, youd never mentioned it before.
PotP: Ah, he's... He's someone whose goals and ideologies align pretty closely with mine. He's in a situation similar to the one I was in before you decided to help me out. Thanks again for that, by the way. As for how I know, him? Well, I'm not too sure actually! Either I had some odd vision, or he'd somehow sent out a broadcast that only I picked up on! It doesn't really matter.
NSD: i see! very interesting. unsurprising that you'd want to help him out then. especially if similar motivations are involved!
PotP: Yes... I've actually been considering getting involved in communications with others. Mostly because I think that there's been a lot of drama happening that I've been left completely unaware of! I know that there was that broadcast from that new senior of Local Group 16, remember? I'm sure that whatever happened with that was interesting.
NSD: you and your drama. id rather not bother myself with all that, but do whatever you want. youre lucky i fixed your communications systems when i was repairing you. but of course i did, how else would we talk!
PotP: Right, right. And you say that I'm the one too interested in something. You and your mechanics.
NSD: hey! :/
PotP: I jest, I jest! You know I wouldn't be so close with you if it weren't for your mechanics proficiency~
NSD: okay now thats going too far, how dare you. i have many redeeming qualities, ill have you know! much more than you do, surely!
PotP: I've been offended! Oh no! What shall I do now✠With this mortal wound within my very ego, I shall rot away, pondering and angsting over all of the comebacks I could have used within this argument, withering away into obscurity...
NSD: alright, alright, alright! please dont wither away! i cant bring you back from that! not that ill let you in the first place :3
PotP: Turning slowly into dust, I shed one first and final tear, surpassing the limitations of my form... I ebb away back into death...
PotP: Oh, the spiderbot's here! You're right, the message was overwritten.
NSD: oooh, whats on it?
PotP: You could have read it yourself, you know.
NSD: why would i do that! thats an invasion!
PotP: But asking me outright isn't?
NSD: nope! :D
PotP: Alright...
PotP: How many rarefaction cells are you able to construct using your current resources?
NSD: oh, thats- hmm, about four! i was going to build them and send them over to you at some point. i know you dont really need the power, but its always more reassuring to have the full amount. why?
PotP: You remember how I mentioned that he's in a similar situation to how I was? Except less... explosions. Either way, he needs some rarefaction cells. Could you possibly construct some and send then over to him?
NSD: i see... yep! can do! all four?
PotP: No... three. And I'm sorry to officially exclude you from this, but I'll be saying that they're all from me. Which they technically are, so I'm not really lying, am I?
NSD: this is another one of your big chess games, isnt it? didnt you say that you two were on the same side...
PotP: We are! It's just more entertaining this way~
NSD: okay then... send over the spiderbot with the new pearl, ill get started on the rarefaction cells! just dont get yourself in too much trouble, alright?
PotP: Of course, who do you take me for! And thank you once again for your help.
NSD: only happy to help! you always end up with the most insane of plans, its kinda fun to watch. as well as the fact that i care for you and all that!
PotP: Right... Still, thank you. Good luck and be careful with the rarefaction cells, I know how difficult and potentially dangerous it is to construct them.
NSD: i will! good luck with your little chess game c:
PotP: Thank you.
#im sorry this is so long i love them too much#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#i am so normal abt potp and nsd#ALSO TO ANYONE READING THIS: DONT SHIP THEM#THEYRE SWEET AND AWESOME AND I LOVE THEM BUT THEYRE FAMILY#OKAY?#OKAY.#aaaaaaa potp is such a dramatic bitch Æ>#and nsd is chaotic Æ>#i am so normal#so normal#SO NORMAL#whfjdjgkd#rp#predictions of the past#nine spiders' dawn#iterator oc#< forgot to tag my intro post for this blog as them so tagging it here đ#chatlogs
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Things I make for myself when insomnia kicks in
Just a chart about what I wanna change up and keep consistent in my art - I mainly wanna draw Raph with a tail because he deserves one, it fits too well. Donnie gets a long tail too because I didnât realize how dino-like he looks until I gave him one, and now itâs a must for me haha.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#note these are veryyy much for my own art so by all means ignore this completely for your own unless it resonates#these are just my personal headcanons#Iâve been getting more and more fond of the turtles having tails - especially Raph whose design honestly feels more complete with one#I also am now attached to Donnie having a long tail too because 1) he looks cute with one and it really works for him and-#2) I LOVE giving the Brains and Brawn duo more stuff in common#I could write an essay about how many things Brains and Brawns duo has in common in general#but also portal duo as well!!#we already know that Mikey and Leo look a LOT alike#so I think itâs cute when Raph and Donnie have stuff like that in common with each other too#like how canonically Donnieâs sclera are on the yellow side like Raphâs#anyway Iâm sorry if this is a random post I am very tired and still have not slept#ALSO yeah i wanted an excuse to doodle April itâs been too long i missed her#Iâm excited to finish this comic up to show the OTHER reason I gave Donnie a long tail#I made this in like five minutes because working on my comic was not working out#also Draxum totally has a tail heâs a sheep#I lean away from Mikey and Leo having longer tails mainly because their designs are already so busy#with all the colors and shapes present on them#so to me longer tails kinda takes away a bit#meanwhile Raph and Donnie are more monochrome in comparison so I feel like tails only help them?#I think as well Donnieâs torso/carapace being on the shorter side makes a tail balance him out#(me trying to justify the visual gag im putting into the comic for literally only two panels)#didnât draw the caseys because I am tiredddd#and they would have just ended up where April is anyway
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5p yuuram bloood twww
#i feel bad for tagging this yuuram cuz its so far from canon LMFAO i will for organization but like...#yuuram#mine#kkm#comics#fanart#its been so long since i got to draw a comic im so happy im flourishing#uhhh anyways#hc time. i think yuuri is the type of person to act before he thinks and therefore i think he would be the first to initiate. not exactlu a#unpopular interpretation of yuuri but i think he likes wolf before he knows it and so his body acts b4 he recognizes the feelings wihin him#i also think wolf wont initiate first cuz his love towards yuuri is very. um. catholic and political lmao.#cuz hes a dog and a human weapon. he thinks the suffering is part of his job. like born duty. and i think he likes it too#cuz theres eomthing about being able to pour ur soul into being obsessed w someone in a gay codependent relationship w/out worrying ab them#reciprocating LMFAO#anyways i think wolf loves in a way that is very intentional. his love is a weapon that he gives to people. its not something to indulge in#i also thinkk his love is a weapon for himself. to sharpen and use. like motivation/justification to exist and also DUTY BABYYY#i talked too much#wolfram von bielefelt#shibuya yuuri#(comic is abuot yuuri. talks about wolfram instead) sorry son.
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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!
I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...
#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY#i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad#DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there#i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long#ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending#or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then#im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes#people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired#not much time to draw non work stuff#im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again#and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety#we were legion#polls#sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with#where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art#im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater#i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again#but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.
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i just think if roles were reversed and buck was the one saying those gay ass lines to eddie, eddie wouldve proposed like four seasons ago
#like if buck had a kid and he said to eddie âtheres no one in this world i trust with my kid more than youâ eddie wouldve given him head#if buck had written him into his will and said âbecause eddie (cuz im sorry but buck loves eddies name too much to not use it)#you act like youre expendable but youre wrongâ eddie wouldve been like on his knees begging for buck to move in already#or if eddie did something reckless and after told buck he had to do it and buck just looked at him fondly and said âi know you didâ#eddie wouldve dragged his ass to the nearest jewelry store to get them matching rings#or if someone off handedly mentioned how long he was dead/underground/uhhh bleeding out from his gunshot wound#and buck corrected them and said âum no actually it was 3 minutes and 17 before we got to the hospitalâ eddie wouldve done unspeakable#things to him in the bathroom of that underground poker club#or if eddie came out to buck and buck gave him a similar supportive little talk and said âthis doesnt change a thing between usâ#eddie wouldve been like âuh no actually it does get in the fucking car rnâ and driven them to the courthouse so they could get married#basically#eddie says the gayest shit to buck all the time but buck just hears it as Normal Bro Things because hes never had a normal friend before so#he had nothing to really compare it to#but if buck were to say this kinda gay shit to eddie#eddie would immediately be like oh youre in love with me because eddie is a romantic and knows declarations of love when he hears them#however#buck communicates his feelings with flirting but eddie is fucking stupid and has no game and no rizz and doesnt realize hes flirting#eddie communicates his feelings with grand declarations of love but buck is fucking stupid and doesnt realize people actually care about hi#they need to flip communication styles and then theyll realize#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#get him out of there#let eddie free so he can finally have game#omg no or if eddie had done something that kinda pissed buck off and buck just looked at him after eddie apologized and said âofc i forgive#youâ well there wouldve been something freaky going on in the firehouse closets that halloween
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day 48367 of blue hydrangeas domestic life au being my most favorite au everrr⊠weâre going shopping!!! ^_^
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#this took WAY TOO LONG BUT IâM HAPPY TO SEE US HAPPYâŠ. i have a love hate relationship with backgrounds. drawing them is therapeutic#-sometimes#i drew this inbetween comms so i think thatâs why it felt so so longâŠ#a few of the snacks have actual counterparts too#like the one im holding is yamyam choco sticksâŠ. my beloved forever and no1 snack when i was in gradeschool i was ADDICTED to that stuff#even though our cafeteria sold it for so much i felt like i was robbed everytime#alsoo the shopping checklist- the blue ink is her while red is mine#sheâs a picky eater to me so thereâs that small sad face on the spinach which is so cute to me but like Im sorry you need to eat vegetables#her handwriting is also more messier because sheâs more used to typing rather than writing with pen. she has almost 200 wpm To meâŠ.#â„ blue hydrangeas#my art#self ship art#self ship#self shipping#f/o x s/i#self shipping art
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#god ITS BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I DREW THESE TWO SWEETIESđ«đ„čđ„čđ„č#I literally love them so muchâŠ.im sorry girls I DIDNT ABANDON YOUđ€đđ#theyâre just so cute togetherâŠI was looking and my art is like the only thing thst shows up on their tag#so I guess I need to keep drawing and keep this ship alive#me and phinik will keep these two together in this fandomđ«Ąđđ#hogwarts legacy#hphl#hogwarts legacy fanart#imelda reyes x poppy sweeting#imelda x poppy#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#pomelda
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The other researchers are also here! (magical edition!)
#neopets#neotag#neoart#eyrie#gelert#THE BOYS ARE HEREEE#vin doods#my beautiful magical boyssss#had some time to kill this weekend so might as well finish rendering some stuff i have lying around lmao#its ironic cause my oc stuff is the stuff that gets less views or reacts overall but is the ones im more interested in for the most part#its been a while since i've actually really loved an bunch of ocs and this 4 (technically 5) are going to be the death of me lol#just to be consistent with the other post#eyrie's name is Ozzi or Oz#and gelert's name i'm still unsure of but for now I'm going with Faeran#i'm so emotionally invested in these characters you have no idea LMFAOO#also I did base Faeran's looks in a lot of âlong dogsâ like borzois and the ears just came naturally to me lol#I'm still working on a doc with all the info for those interested tho buuut if any are reading by this point feel free to ask about them!!#I'll just never shut up lol#the neopia i did put them in is a tad bit more.... âdarkâ?? i guess??#its less abstractly magical and i did have to find out how to build a magic system for everything to work lol#and my dnd knowledge did filter a l o t into it so sorry bout that oops:;;#anyway this is too long and hardly anyone really reads this much but hey! finally my babies have faces so i don't feel so bad!!!#it doesnt help that i post this stuff at buttfuck hours LMFAOO
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One last thing about the Keep spoilers below the cut
I am more worried about the inquisitors portrayal than the lack of options. Like I wanted reactivity, but I get why it's not there, and while the absence of reactivity to my choices is regrettable, that absence doesn't contradict my world state, so to me that's livable. But the Inquisitor not having any options to tweak their personality at all?? Not even a general "were they more humorous or kind or violent" section??? That seems... Very much not promising. They seem so excited for people to see how they've portrayed the Inquisitor but... Y'all know people only care because it's their Inquisitor, right? Like there isn't some universal Inquisitor we all agree we love, we like ours. So the fact that there's absolutely no control over them? I. Am more than a little anxious over how they're gonna get handled.
#im very excited for the but I'm sorry i just know the inky is gonna disappoint me#thus why im happy hof isn't getting brought back#maybe i won't see her but at least they won't take my character and make her unrecognizable#thus severing every connection i had to her#the protags aren't good bc they're such beautifully written and touching characters like the companions#ppl love them bc they're personal and we can build them up so specifically to us#like my warden is not your warden and that's where the fun is#i would not have half as much fun if i had to do this with someone else's character#but the tags are too long and I'm tired of ranting today#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age inquistor#Inquisitor
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