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oooo i wanna know about orphi!! heâs a gorgon right?
YES YES HELL YEAH!! hellooo i have loreeee hehhe
Ophi is a stargorgon to be super specific, which falls under the larger species of Voidwalkers, End-inhabitants created by the Ianite of his home-realm Astrakheins :D She used energy derived from the Void and starlight to transform gorgons and other mythical creatures into these beings who could move freely about the end through flight and overall had a stronger affinity to transformative magics (such as magical properties related to invention, building, engineering, etc.) They somewhat still retain features from their origin species, in Ophi's case the snake hair, and the Eyes tm (he can somewhat turn people to stone too if they look in his eyes, but its on his own volition, meaning unless he's mad at ya you could look right into his eyes without his shades on) Other Voidwalkers could have wings, any other number of eyes (like cyclops), hooves or whatnot, what's most important is that they have some kind of star like feature about them such as the blue snakes on Ophi's head
Ophi is trans, like all gorgons is AFAB and transitioned at a early age :D He's also demisexual/biromantic! As a whole he's a very loyal, sometimes irrational silly chaotic guy who makes up for a lot of social awkwardness (sometimes he doesn't know when to shut it) with a decent amount of technical knowledge. He's had an interest in portal travel and their capabilities from when he was young which is what led him into his field of work. He also likes bees, and singing as side hobbies :D
Before he came to Oakheart (realm of Mianite RPG) Ophi worked for Syn inDustries as a materials engineer, where most of his research was in experimenting with the physical, magical and mechanical properties of materials being uncovered out of the Nether, which for the longest time was shut off as it fell to ruin in the absence of a god (as on Astrakheins, there is only Ianite. Mianite and Dianite are not present at all, and haven't been. the reason why I can't reveal just yet smiles menacingly /silly ;] Ianite in a way rules over both the Overworld and the End in this universe)
He was somewhat content with his work, but part of him knew that there must be more out there, out in the vast multiverse and was worth exploring, that he could make a name from. He never felt like he fit in amongst his Ianite worshipping peers, and was often seen as the odd one out- this only being fueled more on a day that changed his life forever.
He was in the Overworld visiting his mom's supervisor strolling through some woods when he sees a fiery rift tears a hole in the sky, from it, a blazing horned red god draped in a black fur cloak. He drops what he's carrying and runs through the exit when the god takes something (he's not sure what, or who) from the ground, and leaves with an inferno in his path. He's drawn to whoever this god is, and now having some greater sense of what's really out there, he promises to himself he'll find him again. Ophi spends the next two years putting his research to the test, on days off retreating to a shack in the corners of the End to build a portal. Using some stone fragments from the crater from where the god landed, he's able to hopefully have extracted and located a quintessence signature in a branch of the "greater mianite multiverse" and sets his sights on that realm- somewhere far away from what he's known all his life.
As he does this, he does become shunned by his peers, who bring their concerns to his mother and eventually Queen Ianite. He gets summoned to the goddess who gives him a name for this god- Dianite. She warns him that the god is not someone to be meddled with and that it would be in his best interest to abandon his side project; but the name calls out to the chaos living dormant in Ophi's heart and he goes on with his plan regardless. A few days before he leaves, his mother visits to plant a patch of new sunflowers next to his house, wishing him good luck, and not to forget her.
Upon landing he arrives in Oakheart and is greeted by the others- many of which who also came from other universes. Without question, upon learning that there is in fact a Dianite here, he pledges his undying loyalty to him. When he finally gets to meet Oakheart's Dianite, he doesn't look all like the Dianite he saw back on Astrakheins. But he knows time moves differently between timelines, theres offsets, so it must just be that a ton of time has passed. This is his god. Over the course of the next year, he embraces his silliness, his chaos and contributing what he can to prove himself to the old man- through fights, being apart of the legion and making friends and allies and fighting the bringers of Darkness, finally feeling that sense of belonging he's longed for. There are days he still looks up to the stars not sure if he'll stay here the rest of his life, but for now he's happy by the legion of dianite and the guardian's side- no matter where it takes them (even back to the season 1 world uh ohhhh)
#lafakiwi writes#if you have any more questions lemme know thank u for an excuse to infodump hehehe#i appreciate it a ton đđđ#im sorry i wrote so much more than I intended/what you asked about but once i started i couldnt stop đ#if astrakheins sounds familiar its the same universe Tom comes from in my hc/the minecraft project world ;]#mianite#mianite oc#mianiterpg#ophiuchus durabak#original character#oc lore#character development#asks#licantropa
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âïœĄïŸâïž p1h jealous headcannon, requested
ïŸâŸ ïŸïœĄâ lowercase intended, send in your requests
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àš yoon keeho, à§
ê„ ignores you 'cause oh boy don't know how to cope.
ê„ you try to get his attention, but he doesn't even bat and eyelash towards you.
ê„ he's trying to distract himself but finding anything to do in the kitchen.
ê„ "fine, be that way. i'm going hang out with intak.
ê„ "yeah, bet you'd rather hang out with him, huh?"
ê„ you're both kind of shocked at what he said.
ê„ "what's your problem?"
ê„ "what's my problem? you've been attached to intak's hip all day!"
ê„ "i played a video game with him and that made you jealous?"
ê„ "i'm not jealous!"
ê„ jiung eventually joins the conversation, and you both make fun of him as he tries to prove his point.
àš choi taeyang, ৠ(gender specific.)
ê„ classic "jealous? me? no."
ê„ but oh yes he's jealous.
ê„ he doesn't think it's fair that as a girl barista, guys should be able to order from you.
ê„ call him toxic and he might agree.
ê„ rolls his eyes every time a guy walks up to the counter.
ê„ it's genuinely so bad.
ê„ you've kind of noticed his sour mood, so on your break, you walk over to him.
ê„ "what's up?"
ê„ "what's up? so i'm your bro now?"
ê„ "my what?"
ê„ "nah, it's fine man. go with your other boyfriends."
ê„ you find him humorous.
ê„ "see you tonight, babe."
ê„ "nope! you won't see me! i'm leaving you!"
ê„ yeah, y'all watched frozen while eating chocolate covered strawberries.
ê„ he ain't leaving you that easy lmao
àš choi jiung, à§
ê„ the type to feel guilty that he feels jealous.
ê„ he doesn't mean to, and he immediately apologizes.
ê„ "baby, i'm sorry. i promise i'm not overprotective."
ê„ "literally wtf are you talking about?"
ê„ "when you laughed at taeyang's joke, i got so mad. idek why."
ê„ "his jokes are funnier than yours."
ê„ "you know im not sorry anymore."
ê„ you give him more and more reasons to not feel guilty.
àš hwang intak, à§
ê„ clingy.
ê„ will literally not let you go/leave his sight.
ê„ not even to use the bathroom.
ê„ best believe mf is sitting on the sink, scrolling through his phone.
ê„ "intak. i know you're not happy because that girl flirted with me, but can i please shit in peace."
ê„ "no. what if she finds you and takes you from me."
ê„ "intak please let me use the bathroom alone. we're at home."
ê„ "she might've followed us. i won't look. see."
ê„ he faces away from you and scrolls through tik tok.
ê„ you kind of wish he'd be the type to ignore you đ
àš haku shota, à§
ê„ doesnt really get jealous.
ê„ he trusts you, and you trust him, so thats enough.
ê„ and he doesn't really think anyone is cool enough to catch your attention.
ê„ i mean, what other minecraft pro do you know?
ê„ what other awesome freestyle dancer do you know?
ê„ who do you know that loves fries as much as you??
ê„ exactly.
ê„ you wish he would get jealous.
ê„ "someone just asked me for my phone number."
ê„ "y/n, you signed up for updates for the store. of course the cashier needed your number."
ê„ "shota please get jealous once."
àš kim jongseob, à§
ê„ wouldnt even realize he's jealous
ê„ he'd just have this strong feeling towards you and he'd just accept it.
ê„ like wouldnt even know whats going on.
ê„ he's probably go to the members freaking out.
ê„ "idk why i feel this way, like just thinking abt them hanging out with their best friend makes me upset. why!! thats their best friend, i dont have a say on who they can or cannot hang out with, but my god does it piss me off when they do."
ê„ "seobie, that my friend is jealousy."
ê„ "jealousy? how do you know?"
ê„ "cause i feel it every time jiung gets center."
ê„ "intak..."
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i wrote this at 10:18pm....
#kpop#p1harmony#p1h#p1h keeho#p1h theo#p1h jiung#p1h intak#p1h soul#p1h jongseob#p1h fluff#p1harmony fanfic#p1h headcannons#piwon#newestq
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hey i wrote more
modern au is BACK. nerevar and voryn are also back together !!!
i havent proofread it tho bc im miserable and tired sorry if theres weird typos. i wrote most of this on my phone
Nerevar was once again sitting on the couch, now anxiously waiting. He kind of felt sick if he was being honest, nauseated at the idea of confronting Voryn.Â
Voryn was going to be mad at him, right? Nerevar would have been angry in his shoes. Sure, Nerevar was told to leave by Vorynâs brothers, but they didnât force him to. They could have threatened Nerevar or used violence, or even just harassed him into leaving. Instead they just told him to leave, saying it was for Vorynâs future. Hell, maybe the three of them genuinely believed Voryn would have been disowned or disinherited if he had a baby at 18--it wasnât implausible. Nerevar also believed the same thing. But Nerevar was the one who went along with it. He could have called Voryn at any time telling him his brothers were distracting him intentionally. He could have told Voryn over the phone he was pregnant. He could have told the truth. But Nerevar ran away like a coward because it was easier than sticking around for years and years, giving Voryn the chance to leave him.Â
Voryn had every right to be furious with Nerevar, telling him he was horrible for keeping this secret from him. Voryn had every right to demand answers for what Nerevar was thinking by going along with his brothersâ plan and not telling him anything. Voryn had every right to demand an apology, and there wasnât much Nerevar could do to make up for any hurt he caused him.Â
He heard the sound of the door opening and on impulse stood up. It was annoying to stand up this far along, but he was already doing so without really thinking about it. Maybe it was actually an instinct to run away, but there wasnât anywhere else he could really run to.Â
Next came the sound of footsteps, and before he had a chance to fully prepare himself, there was someone familiar in the living room with him.
Vorynâs hair looked bad. It was the first thing Nerevar noticed, trying to avoid his eyes initially. It looked frizzy and kinda dry, as opposed to shiny and sleek as it usually was. His clothes were also wrinkled and kind of frumpy, something Voryn would normally do everything to avoid. Even when he would wear just a t-shirt and slacks, he made sure they matched, were wrinkle free, and always fit properly.Â
Finally, Nerevar met his eyes, and instead of finding anger, all he saw was a mix of emotions that made Nerevar feel like all of the wind had been knocked out of him.Â
Nerevar would have preferred he be angry. He didnât like Voryn being angry at him, but this seemed even more painful. Instead, Voryn looked at Nerevar with a heartbreaking mixture of sadness and relief, his hands reaching out hesitantly, unsure if he was allowed to touch Nerevar. Under his eyes were dark circles, his brows ungroomed, and his beard scruffy and a bit unkempt. Nerevar felt his own tears welling up, his heart lurching, and equally hesitantly opened his arms as though asking for a hug.Â
âNeht,â Voryn whispered, stepping forward quickly to wrap his arms around him. They couldnât hug properly, not with Nerevarâs stomach being as big as it was. Instead it had to be an awkward, partially to the side hug rather than chest to chest. Still though, it felt like a sweet relief, the familiar warm of Voryn in his arms and the scent of his cologne faintly clinging to his clothes, the tears in Nerevarâs eyes quickly starting to fall. âThank god youâre safe.â Voryn continued, pressing a kiss to his messy hair. âI was so worried about youâŠâÂ
âIâm sorry,â Nerevarâs voice broke in a sob. He hadnât intended to cry and babble apologies like this. He intended to just sit down and talk about it, let Voryn yell at him if he wanted to, and try to work something out. But having Voryn holding him like this was too much. âIâm so sorry, Voryn,â The feeling he had when he sent that text came washing over him all over again, that much stronger. All of the guilt heâd shoved aside, all of the pain and loneliness he felt after leaving, everything was catching up to him.Â
âShh,â Voryn hushed him, âEverythingâs alright now, youâre safe and thatâs what matters.â Voryn then gently prodded Nerevar to sit on the couch, helping him down, not letting go of him for a moment.Â
âYou should be mad at me.â Nerevar knew he was making a mess of Vorynâs hoodie with how much he was crying. It would be covered in snot and tears and spit. But he didnât want to pull away yet, not when it felt nice being held. Instead heâd rather Voryn start scolding him first.Â
âWhy would I be mad at you?â Voryn asked him incredulously, stroking his hair. âNeht, you did nothing wrong.âÂ
âI leftâŠâ He continued mumbling into Vorynâs hoodie.Â
âMy brothers lied to you. They misled you and told you to leave.â Voryn pulled Nerevar away just long enough to start wiping his face, but still didnât let him go. âYou thought you were doing the right thing, for both me and our baby.â Nerevarâs heart skipped a beat as Voryn said their baby. Not just Nerevarâs baby, but Vorynâs too. âI know you wouldnât want to leave on your own. I know that you wanted to tell me.â Nerevar chewed on his lower lip in guilt.Â
He had wanted to leave. He was convinced that Voryn was just going to leave him anyway. He only wanted to tell Voryn because it felt wrong to hide it from him, but he was already thinking about what a horrible life their son would have if Nerevar stayed.Â
âI did want to leave though.â Nerevar admitted. Honestly, maybe at this point he wanted Voryn to be angry with him. Part of him was coming clean just so Voryn could see him as the person he was, and stop acting so kind and caring. To either realize Nerevar was right or be so insulted he didnât want him back anymore. âI thought you might just--that you would get sick of me and want to leave eventually. I could handle that myself but I wouldnât know how to explain that to a kid--âÂ
âYou thought Iâd leave you?â Vorynâs voice broke. âNerevar,â Nerevar couldnât look at him again, instead closing his eyes since he didnât feel it was appropriate to bury his face into Vorynâs chest again. âWhy on earth would I leave you?â
âBecause Iâm⊠Iâm lower class than you.â Nerevar hiccupped even though he found the fact obnoxious. He was trying to will his tears away and failing. âEventually youâd get sick of the fact I was embarrassing to be around and youâd want someone your family doesnât hate--â
âNerevar, Iâm not so shallow that Iâd do that.â Voryn was still stroking his face, trying to get Nerevar to look at him again. âIf I was, why would I date you in the first place?âÂ
âBecause I seemed interesting to mess around with.â Nerevar couldnât really place why Voryn would either, just that he caught Vorynâs eye. âOr maybe you just think Iâm hot.â That was also a possibility. Nerevar didnât think he looked bad; in fact he thought of himself as quite good looking (or rather he used to, dysphoria was kicking his ass at the moment). Wasnât that why most people their age dated anyways? âBut that youâd realize as you got older youâd need something moreâŠâ
âWhy did you date me?â Vorynâs question was unexpected. Nerevar thought he might fight it or dismiss his concerns, childishly having not even thought about it and assume Nerevar was simply thinking about it too hard.Â
âBecause youâreâŠâ Nerevar finally looked at him, his hands clinging to Voryn. âBecause youâre beautiful and smart and⊠Confident and strong willedâŠâ The tears started coming even faster as he felt the love heâs always had for Voryn washing over him. âYouâre also so kind to me, always know what to do to make me feel better, always make me feelâŠâ He couldnât continue the sentence, he was sobbing too hard now. Part of him wanted to cling to this, to beg Voryn not to leave him, that Voryn was one of the best things that had ever happened to him, but he also felt like he would be a terrible person for holding Voryn back.Â
âShhâŠâ Voryn hushed him again, rubbing his back and pulling him back into a hug. Nerevar again felt guilty about crying like a child and ruining Vorynâs hoodie further, but he also didnât have it in him to pull away and he couldnât make the tears stop. âNerevar, I wasnât just dating you because I liked the way you looked. I love you.â Nerevar choked on a sob, digging his nails into the fabric even further. âI love the fact youâre confident and intelligent, the way you always manage to come up with a plan and never want to give up. The way you can convince just about anyone of anything you want, and how much you love protecting the people close to you.âÂ
Nerevar didnât know how much he wanted to hear that. He still couldnât believe it, but it sounded so sweet in that tone of voice, sugary and syrupy and tender like it was the most heartfelt love confession in existence. Maybe he just wanted to believe it, as illogical as it was.Â
âI love you,â Nerevar mumbled into his hoodie. âI love you so much, VorynâŠâ He hiccuped again, before he felt a painful kick in his stomach, wincing.Â
âWhat is it?â Voryn said softly, pulling away just enough to look down at him, while Nerevar rubbed his stomach. Another kick followed, and then with it pressure on his hips that made pain shoot down his right leg. He hissed, trying to shift to a more comfortable position. Voryn was at his side, hushing him, helping him lean back against the couch, before rubbing his stomach too. âIs that better?âÂ
âYeah,â Nerevar mumbled into Vorynâs shoulder where he was now resting his head, the pain in his leg going away and the kicking slowing. âHe--he really hates it when Iâm crying.âÂ
âItâs a boy?â Voryn asked, a sort of wonder in his voice Nerevar knew very well. It was one thing to know about the pregnancy, but the more you knew about the baby and how they were developing, the more ârealâ it became.Â
âYeah,â Nerevar couldnât help but smile, warmth flooding him now as the tears began slowing. âThe doctor said heâs able to hear things outside my body now too.â It was something almost magical to know, though a bit weird to think about how he could hear his stomach growling and heart beating before that (or still could, really).Â
âHave you thought of a name?â Voryn asked, his voice soft, even more tender than before.
âI havenât been able to think of one, no.â He snorted. âMy mom said to just wait as she didnât know what to name me until after I was born⊠But I also just kind of suck at naming things.âÂ
âI couldâŠâ Voryn began, his expression somewhere between hopeful and worried that Nerevar would refuse, âI could help you pick out names if youâd like, Neht.â Nerevar snorted, before laughing happily.Â
âIâd like that.â He wanted Voryn to be a part of this, if possible. Part of him was still reluctant, anxious that Voryn would leave him eventually, but he was trying to force that down. He loved Voryn more than anything, and part of loving someone meant trusting them. His mom was right in that Voryn hadnât done anything to break his trust, and Nerevar wanted Voryn at his side. He was prepared to do this with just his mom supporting him, but he wanted Voryn there helping him, supporting him, loving him. Even if Voryn might change his mind later, he wanted to believe theyâd work something out. Voryn wouldnât just leave him and their son coldly and callously, saying he didnât care about either of them anymore, and if he did there would be hell to pay for it.
At his answer, Voryn looked overjoyed, warmth in his eyes. âDo you mind if I⊠Talked to him a bit?âÂ
Nerevar snorted again. âGo for it.â It would certainly be cute, right?
Voryn then kneeled down in front of the couch, pressing a soft kiss to Nerevarâs stomach. âHi little one,â Voryn never had a more tender expression on his face than he did at that moment. âI already canât wait to meet you.â He leaned in to press another soft, gentle kiss, and Nerevar felt a slight kick. âI love you so much. I canât wait to hold you, sing to youâŠâ
âA lot of it is going to be him crying and making a mess.â Nerevar reminded him, but mostly that was just to cover up the fact his eyes were already watering again. He wasnât normally this much of a sap who cried this much, but heâd blame it on pregnancy hormones.Â
âIâm sure Iâll be miserable alongside you, Neht,â Voryn looked up at him, still smiling so warmly it got Nerevarâs heart racing, âBut Iâll still love our son dearly and treasure all the special moments weâll have with him.â
He sat up on the couch once more, taking Nerevarâs hand. âPlease,â He pleaded, now desperate, âPlease let me do this with you, Neht. Please come back with me.â Seeing Voryn like this once again left Nerevar feeling like all the wind had been knocked out of him. âI want to get a place for us and our baby. I want to help you through this. I want to be there for you and our son.â
âIâŠâ Nerevar knew this was a possibility, but he was still hesitant. Not because he didnât want to trust Voryn, but instead because he had done so much to set up here. It wasnât fair to ask Voryn to live in his momâs house, but Nerevar leaving would mean packing up the nursery, getting a new doctor, not to mention traveling while pregnant and reworking his birth plan. Still, he didnât want Voryn to leave him again either.
Seeing him hesitate, Voryn continued. âI think it would be good, Neht.â Voryn explained. âYouâre used to the city more, youâll have your friends close by⊠We can get whatever kind of place you want, move everything youâve got for the baby in⊠We can even have a nanny help out a little after youâve given birth so you're not exhausted.â
Nerevar didnât like the last part. While he was missing his friends, along with pregnancy cravings for many restaurants back home, he didnât like the idea of a stranger handling his baby. âMoving all of the nursery stuff seems like such a pain,â Nerevar groaned, âAnd I donât think a nanny would be a good idea.â
âIt is,â His mom chimed in, entering with Vorynâs mom. Nerevar jumped at that, forgetting the other two were also there. It seemed they were giving them some privacy to make up, but came in to check in on or speak with them. âYou have no idea how miserable it is with a newborn.â His mother looked tired just saying that. âEven though I had your father, we were both miserable. The house was a mess, we were barely getting sleep, had no time to do laundry, and god forbid you heard the dryer go off if we did have time to do laundry, because then it would wake you up and youâd scream your little head off.â Nerevar glanced away; it wasnât his fault, but he felt guilty putting his parents through that.Â
âYouâll want help. Trust me. And if you have the chance to get help so you can have time to sleep and eat and shower without feeling like a zombie or being on edge, you should take it.â She sat on one of the chairs in the living room. âItâs better to look for one now while your headâs clear.â
âI thought you were going to help?â
âI can come too and help.â She shrugged. âI doubt youâll want your mom staying with you long term, but Iâm still not a professional.âÂ
âBesides,â Morvani began, âI assume youâll want to go to college, right? It would be good to have the boy accustomed to a nanny from a young age. Itâll be harder on him if he has to adjust to someone new, and itâll only make you anxious when youâre in classes. Itâs best to find a good one ahead of time and all three of you adjust to them.âÂ
It was a good argument. He should get a feel for the nanny before he started college, that way he knew if he could trust them with his son while he was out of the house for longer periods of time for classes. He didnât plan to go to college until the fall semester since he wouldnât have enough time to recover properly for spring. A little over half a year would be plenty of time to adjust and see for himself if they were trustworthy.Â
â⊠Alright.â Nerevar sighed. âI guess Iâll have to pack everything up.â Nerevar felt anxious about this, but normally Voryn was more anxious than him. If Voryn seemed alright with it, it probably would be.
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hello!!! sorry for the long text (and for possible mistakes in this) in advance!!
in december last year i stumbled upon your fic "the catch up game". i decided to read it and honestly that was the best decision of my LIFE. that is the best fanfic ive ever read. this changed my life actually. i remember being impressed at how amazing the characterization was and how everything felt so canon. i was awake until 4 am reading because i couldnt sleep without knowing what would happen next. i started to cry while reading, not because of sadness, but because EVERYTHING was SO GOOD that i wasnt able to express my emotions properly and all i was able to do was CRY.
recently, after months have passed, i've decided to read your fanfic again, and everything was even better than before. i felt all the emotions again, and i was awake until late to read again, and i cried because it was great AGAIN. after i finished reading, i decided to read your other works and EVERYTHING is so well written!!!!
i should say that i LOVE the way you interpret narumitsu as a ship but more importantly as individual characters. i love the way you interpret the other ace attorney characters as well, they all feel so,,, alive? idk how i should put this (im horrible with words, sorry sgdugshs).
all i wanted to do telling you all this is: thank you. thank you for sharing your writing with us. know that when you write again (if you want to, of course!) i will be there to support you!!! i deeply admire your work and you deserve ALL the kudos.
well. i think thats it. i hope you have a good day/night <3 <3 <3!!
đ„ș this is such a sweet ask, thanks so much for reaching out!! I'm so glad to hear that my writing had such a strong effect on you and that you enjoyed my works!
ace attorney is always so much fun to write because they're all fantastic characters on their own, but the games have all these great relationships between the characters and such a strong emphasis on platonic relationships as well (which might not be the thing to bring up while talking about a narumitsu fic, but it's always something I want to pay special attention to). Especially with the catch-up game which I intended to be more of a Phoenix characterization study/exercise I wanted to pay at least a little bit of attention to all of his important relationships!
I remember hearing writing advice once that you should have a general idea of what every character in a scene has going on in their own life, like where they came from before this scene, what they're doing after, what's the pressing issues on their mind, etc, so it doesn't feel so much like "and Maya stands off screen until she comes back in to talk about Phoenix and Edgeworth's relationship". So I'm always super happy to hear when people notice things like that because it means I'm doing it at least a little bit correctly!!
Anyways all that is to say that I really appreciate this ask and it definitely brightened my day. I know I haven't posted anything in a while (school + unemployment hell year + more school and now work??? have done a number on me). I have been writing, but I always want to wait until things are done before I post, and I think I've officially hit the year and a half mark on this project as of today, but I have no idea how much longer I'll be able to stand it before I decide it's too much work to wrangle this thing into something I like - and it's not ace attorney anyways and writing characters for the first time and figuring out how they sound is always a bit terrifying. (There's like 2/3 longfics that are the first things I wrote for ace attorney that I've abandoned.)
Maybe replaying aai2 when the official version comes out will motivate me to write more AA, because I do have one good narumitsu idea in my head that I hope I'll be able to write? But either way I'm glad that even my work from four years ago (!!!) is still having an effect on people. Catch-Up Game is still my favorite thing that I've written and I'm always happy to hear people liked it!!
This got more rambly than I intended sorry about that. Thanks again for the very sweet ask. I hope you have a good day/night as well!!
#asks#this is very nice I read over the ask like 3 times before I felt emotionally prepared to respond#four years is kinda crazy to think about! it does not feel that long at all
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âHUH??? theres even straight women out there who arent finding sex with men pleasurable, why would a lesbian want to be with a man sexually to begin with? why would any lesbian have "no preference in sexual partners when they're horny" like ur basically saying lesbian boundaries fall apart once we're horny and that just.. doesnt make sense.... if u get horny for men and enjoy sex with men then thats a very blatant sign ur not a lesbian. when im horny i dont suddenly want to have sex with men bc men as a whole are entirely sexually undesirable to me. its not even a neutral act bc its directly me going against my desires & sexuality to do sth like that.â
I think youâve maybe misunderstood my ask, because Iâm on the same page as you on this topic. I do not see why lesbians (of all people!) would want to sleep with men, and I definitely do not think thereâs a lot of lesbians having casual sex with men without any sort of pressure involved (like internalized homophobia or forced marriages/rape). My ask was kind of a response to the anon who talked about this topic (it was about her self proclaimed lesbian friend and things sheâd read from lesbians online), and I was more or less contemplating the improbability.
I was being hypothetical and just thinking about whether or not itâs even possible to disregard sexuality without any feeling of unease. When I said thereâs probably lesbians who do have willing sex with men, it was meant like âdescribe something, anything, you think is impossible, and thereâs at least one person out there in the world who fits the billâ, and I did not mean at all that this is normal for lesbians, hence the âif weâre being hypotheticalâ that I wrote first thing in that paragraph. (I probably should have swapped out âlesbians out thereâ with âa lesbian out thereâ to make my point clearerâŠ)
Also I did not intend to come off as saying that lesbiansâ boundaries fall apart when horny â I do not think this at all. I wrote that because I was referencing the previous anon, who mentioned a lesbian friend sleeping with men when horny (paraphrasing: ânot chasing it, but not minding it eitherâ), and my point was âis that even possible? to sleep with someone you can never be sexually attracted to just bc youâre horny/theyâre easily available/etc.? to not have boundaries in regards to sexual partnersâ sex despite your sexuality? that canât possibly be right?â â the same reaction as you â thus me mentioning various factors that can make lesbians âwant toâ sleep with men. Thatâs also why I mentioned early off that maybe thereâs a lot more bi people than we think â because I think it sound very irrational to say that thereâs lesbians who would sleep with men.
I probably should have worded my previous ask better, so Iâm really sorry about that. What I wanted to get across was âitâs not possible for lesbians to sleep with men without there being some sort of internal/external pressure involved, but even if there is a lesbian (who may not even be lesbian) out in the world somewhere who does fit that bill, she will very much be an extreme outlier, and it would still be right to say that lesbians=donât sleep with men willingly.â
ah thank you for clarifying, i thought you were perhaps debating that itâs possible and saying it could make sense but i wasnât understanding how what u were saying would indicate that. honestly i cant even imagine that this 1 hypothetical extreme outlier lesbian even existsâ like, what would even differentiate her from a bi woman? countless bi women strongly prefer women but donât mind sex with men and can find men sexually pleasurable or consider men as sexual partners when horny enough. maybe a bad example but i used to watch this show called bad girls club & thereâs this one woman who strongly proclaimed to being a lesbian. in one episode theyâre in another country on some sort of vacation and she didnât find a woman to hook up with so she finds a guy and hooks up with him in the bathroom and she says after âoh yup iâm totally a lesbianâ (bear in mind this wasnât even her first time with a man, she made it very clear she was just very horny and wanted to get laid) ⊠anyways.. that woman ended up having a husband and kids and coming out as bi after a couple of years. like i just donât see why any lesbian in the entire world would suddenly be horny for a man. like men themselves do nothing for us and we arenât just like⊠neutral about men and could take it or leave it, we are actively totally unattracted to them. the only cases i can imagine are cases in which the lesbian in question has some serious mental issues or sth of the sort bc it absolutely is not normal nor logical to seek out sex with men when youâre not even attracted to them. when weâre horny, none of our desires will include men. it wonât suddenly make us find men attractive. we wonât suddenly desire penises or heterosexual sex. itâs just completely antithetical to our lesbianism. frankly i even find it hard to believe that any lesbian would be actually neutral about having sex with a man ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ very often the lesbians u talk to who claim they were neutral end up expressing visible disgust and discomfort and sometimes trauma symptoms like dissociation.
i think the far more likely scenario is thereâs bi women with strong preferences who think bc their preferences for women are strong enough, bc they find men generally unappealing for some reason altho they obviously have exceptions to that (ie thereâs some men theyâd seek out and feel horny over) they think that this doesnât count as opposite sex attraction & therefore theyâre lesbians. and also the way i look at it on top of that is like.. if the term lesbian refers to women with certain qualities and traits, and you do not fit into that definition, then how can u even be an extreme outlier of the group? perhaps ur not a lesbian to begin with is all.
so, basically, i just donât think itâs possible whatsoever even if we consider this as an extreme outlier.. that can only be an outlier if we take at face value this person claiming to be a lesbian while actively seeking out men and desiring men. but sheâs not an outlier whatsoever when u consider the many bisexual women who are similar or have similar histories
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Itâs here đ
Iâll never forgive tumblr for not notifying me right away when the chapter came out đđ
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Ow đ€
Being hurt so quickly đ
I feel so bad for reader, like bro almost died. How is someone supposed to talk about that so casually. And then when reader accidentally hurt Dani- MY HEART
They already feel like a fuck up, to accidentally hurt someone you love while already in a bad state of mind⊠poor reader đ
And then lunny going to Dani to check if she okay đ im sorry but that was really cute to me. Like Dani and lunny have never talked before (if we exclude the other realities) but to see lunny just go to her to check up on her AAïżœïżœïżœïżœđ
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AAAAA MY GOD THEY ARE SIBLINGS YOUR HONOR
I do wonder how they are going to name or nickname lunny tho, once lunny fully joins reader and the dimis. I can just imagine Dani going down a list of randomly picked names and seeing which one lunny likes the most đ
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this scene omg I love cass sm
The panic, the way you write reader always looking at the dark thinking something is there AA
Ngl i was fully prepared to get my ass kicked by cass for hurting Daniela but GOD DAMN THIS HURT TOO
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WHERE ARE THEY WHAT DID THAT CREEPY FUCK DO TO THEM
PROTECT LUNNY!!!
5: this one is mostly just a question/analysis part
But if I remember correctly, reader has lost arms before right? But they were not in their body if did happen, correct me if Iâm wrong. So if Iâm right then I love how you wrote readerâs trauma with their left arm. Cuz before theyâd probably feel the aftermath of the arm cut with some healing from the mold before they went back to their body. But this time they fully felt the pain of getting their arm chopped off so thus more trauma.
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READER HAS MOLDY BACK WING SCARSS LIKE MIRANDAAAA
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HOW TF
Also Miranda being soft â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
And I have a question â is this like.. physical? Or is this scene just in readerâs mind
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ITS THE FLOATING FUCKING FETUS ISNT IT
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This scene was ADORABLEE I love the idea of Cassandra trying to just smuggle reader out of there
But it also makes me laugh so hard because reader is going to be gone for just a week đđ they caught the case of lesbianism
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âŠow.. đ
BUT BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN SCENE AND BELA FINALLY KNOWSSSSS
I accidentally spoiled myself because I scrolled all the way down đđđ
This is how I expected belaâs reaction tbh and you just made it so đđđ„°â€ïžâ€ïžđ„°â€ïžâ€ïž this hurt on another level but I loved it sm. If this is how Bela reacted I can only imagine how Alcina would react tbh đ
And then the creepy fucker (fetus flyer đĄ) showed up right after- like⊠KINDA BUSY HERE. Iâm really excited how you are going to write the new creepy person cuz I truly donât know what itâs intentions are
Also i love Sofia đ
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AAAHHH THEYRE SOO â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž I love Bela sm you donât understand
My heart is full đđ Iâm so happy reader is opening up more and communicating
ANOTHER FANTASTIC CHAPTER!!!! I absolutely loved the communication of this chapter, AND BELA FINALLY KNOWING AAAAAAA!!:!/$!: Very sorry this was later than I intended đ I didnât expect to be so busy lately. Other than that Iâm very excited for chapter 20 with Donna â€ïž
Another note - THANK YOU SM FOR THE KOFI DONATIONNN, I said thank you on Kofi but I just wanted to thank you again đđ
*sees notification* ooh an ask :D
*sees analysis* OOOOOH
i tried to make their trauma around almost dying decently realistic
MY FAVORITE SIBLINGS <33 and honestly i haven't really thought of Reader giving them a name, aside from little sibling-like names. Lunatic is most likely going to end up choosing their own name and go from there (cue Reader probably picking on them for it but being supportive after Dani smacks them)
the parallels this scene caused... i loved writing it so much even if it went through three different versions SDJKFHSD. i decided not to go with Cass being protective over Dani because i felt like she would see the state they're in and try to help them instead (and also Dani didn't tell her because she knew it was an accident)
IT'S A MYSTERY (putting up missing posters as we speak)
you're right on that one!! i'm pretty sure every time before when they'd get their arm or hand cut off, they weren't physically there for it until after so it didn't have as much of an effect on them. this time, though, they felt the entire thing and all the struggles of dealing with it after. they get better at dealing with it, but i thought having them flinch when touched there seemed an appropriate reaction
SCARS JUST LIKE MOMMA BIRD
it's in Reader's head her (and she's very very confused right now)
THE FLOATING FETUS SDJKFHSDFKJSDFKJS
to be fair, they're all so used to being around Reader and vice versa đ i think i have them mention in the next chapter how strange it is (but also lesbianism)
SDJKFHSD i'm glad her reaction made sense!! i was really worried it wouldn't would be hurt at being lied to, especially with how honest she is with them (most of the time), and she would need a while to work through what she heard and how it's going to affect things in the future. that being said... it's definitely going to be a wild ride when Alcina finds out
THE ENDING SCENE WAS SO SWEET TO WRITE SKJDFHDS, i love them so much. their relationship >>>
AND DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT!! i'm always grateful to get analyses from you all but i don't expect it đ i hope you're still doing well though!!! and thank you for sharing your thoughts :3 <3333
(and of course!! you deserved it for all the hard work you put in :D)
#asks#aaaaaa this was fun to read SKDJFHS#i always love hearing shared thoughts on the chapters#this has made me want to go write before work
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PART 23: PRETTY BOY
emotions run wild when everyone is drunk and hardly coherent. quackity is always loud, but tonight is a full on assault on the senses (the ears, in particular). bretman simps for corpse too much for your liking. rae is happy for once. thereâs a confession of love somewhere in there. sister james makes a very good impostor, but thatâs old news, the real question is who gave you a knife? a new persona emerges that leaves the roaches quivering in their boots.
âââ corpse husband x reader, a lil bit of everyone x reader (because sheâs a queen) âââ soc. media + written fiction! âââ word count: a lil over 7k.
authorâs note: itâs the way i canât follow a fucking calendar for me. sorry guys, i swear to god i thought i had one more day before thursday . the idiot award goes to me and i accept it with pride. anyway, i was excited to write this for a while! quackity is in mexico, thatâs why he drinks, too. my fic, my rules, heâs too funny not to include. im also working on an extra w dream and mr quack so look forward to that, too! hopefully u like this part ily xx and as always lmk wat u think!!
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The outfit for today was picked with care and consideration. Hot, as always- you had forgotten your roots, your hoodie and sweats lay hidden in the bottom of your drawer never to be worn on stream again. Youâve changed. Clout really does that to people. Some viewers, naturally, find your hotness near insulting: how dare you rub your beauty in their faces, and so unabashedly, too?! If only you had a twinge of self-awareness, perhaps you would tone it down. But you donât, and whether thatâs by choice or not is the mystery the whole internet tries to solve (ARMY has been working diligently, and you admire their effort, though in the end their tireless labor brings no tangible results).Â
You went from hot to hotter. In all truth, the fires eating away at California can be blamed on you. You carry this burden in stride, in your platform overpriced shoes some girl scammed you on Depop with, in your fishnets, in your skirt, in your corset, in your rings and necklaces and chains. You woke up today and chose violence. Decided your existence will be a plague to the rest of the populace, and meant it (that, maybe, you took inspiration from a certain faceless Youtuber that so happens to be your boyfriend or whatever). You feel powerful. Like you could step on the world and the world would let you. You decide that itâs the way it should always be.Â
The smile on your lips informs of nothing good to your quaint, small audience of 40k. You change the lighting in your room from the soft cherry blossom pink to menacing violet. As fitting for a villain.
Perhaps Californiaâs hellish sun has finally purged you of your bubbly, docile nature (arguably, you had never possessed it to begin with); perhaps itâs the forth mimosa youâre mixing as people slowly trickle into the lobby. Who knows?! Not you, definitely. What do all of those boring dead white European philosophers say? Embrace the unknown? Cheers, youâll drink to that.
In stark contrast to your appearance, your room is a fucking mess. A war-zone of epic anime scale. Everything is scattered, well, everywhere. A perfect representation on whatâs going on in your mind, always. You donât like how people focus on your surroundings-- youâre the main attraction, hello? Are you not enough to sustain them? Must they beg for more?! Totally ungrateful. You shake your head in disappointment, as if a mother scolding her children.Â
noooooo! mom pls forgive me i will never ask abt anything ever again T_T
yall looking at the room? lol couldnt be me
feels like im five and my mum just told me i cant eat a pretty rock i found on the pavement:(
You canât contain your sly grin. Eyes twinkle with a purplish hue, appearing all the more menacing. You tricked them once again, oh how absolutely evil of you. In your blind delight you accidentally spill champagne on your lap.
â-Oop, fuck.â You snort.
why does she sound like goofyÂ
The scandalous drunk Among Us stream is about to start. You had been eerily silent through the greetings, and those that chose to approach you were met with a cold shoulder and minimal replies. All on purpose, of course. You wish to plant a seed of unease within them, and so far, itâs working. There are questions unanswered, jokes unsaid, Quackity unteased. It breaks your heart, but it must be done. You look into the camera, all vulnerable and devout, as if to say: Iâm doing this for you, all for you.
pack it up yandere simulator
idk whats going on but i think im into it?
villain arc villain arc villain aRC VILLAIN ARC
âHey, guys,â Corpseâs voices rings in your headphones, and not a blink later his astronaut appears in the lobby in a cloud of smoke, âHi, Y/n.â
More sharp, excited hellos follow after. You merely hum, though give no further reply. As Corpse strays to your side, Charlie steps in in front of him, âBDA access only. You have a permit, bitch?â
âY/n is being quiet-sheâs being quiet, guys!â Quackity helpfully informs, as if the rest failed to notice your cryptic silence, âDonât be sad Corpse, man, Corpse donât be-she didnât say shit to me either.â
âY/n has decided to not waste her breath on the SDS.â Charlie voices, âAnd you know what? I actually agree with her for once.â
âSD-what now?â Dream questions.
âThe Small Dick Society.â Charlie explains, noting Dreamâs whine of protest, âOh no, donât give me that shit, werenât you bitching about not being invited and not belonging to exclusive clubs? Congratulations, youâre finally part of one.â
âWait!â Quackity interjects, âAm I part of it too?â
âGuess, Sherlock.â
âIâll drink to that.â Corpse says. You nod to your audience, like he just spoke the God honest truth, and follow in his example. Your tentative sip unexpectedly turns into a greedy gulp, but youâre not complaining. The only slightly coherent thought that rings in your mind is drink tasty.
âIgnore them,â Rae chimes, âY/nâs probably plotting something and using Charlie as a cover up.â
âIâd never.â The words slip past your lips before you can stop them.
âWell you sure are very quick to deny it.â You can hear her smirking, can hear the proud lilt in her voice, like she caught onto your silly little scheme, like she has you all figured out. Your eyes narrow dangerously. The night behind your window pools dark, with far away city lights glimmering before they, too, seem to dim.Â
Your roommate is back on your shitlist. How her name was missed among the rest.
âIâm defending my honor.â You yelp, the playfulness back in your voice along with your sunny smile, âI canât have my wifey slandering me online. At least do it in private, geez.â
If Raeâs such a good detective, youâll give her a good chase. Perhaps youâve been laying it on too thick. Made her too suspicious. She canât out you yet--not when your plans are so grand, so fun. It would be a waste.
âWhy werenât you saying anything then?â Quackity questions.
âDo I need a reason not wanting to talk to you?â You shoot back. Your friends laugh and he tries to shriek something past their cackle. You lean back into your chair, the tension from Raeâs confrontation finally easing. You wink at the camera and bring a finger to your lips. The roaches swear to secrecy, elated by your wickedness. As appropriate, they spam devil emojis and various renditions of evil hohohos and hehehes. The apple truly does not fall far from the tree. You had raised them well. You raise your glass in solidarity. A few donations fall into your pocket, easily summed up as: make them suffer.
Muting the discord call, you give a single response, âOh, I intend to.â
i hope this doesnât awaken something in me
^already too late for me bro
As caught up in wreaking havoc among your viewers as you are, you miss Sykkunoâs entrance, though from what you can tell, Charlie gave a stern warning to back the fuck off to him, too. Heâs playing into your plan so beautifully. Truly, you couldnât do this without him. Back to stalking the chat you go.
Your eyes flicker to the game upon Bretmanâs signature drawl and âHi, daddy.â. You have no time to get offended at Corpseâs sweet âHi, honeyâ back, because the next person to join the discord call and the lobby leaves you speechless. You knew, of course, you had been informed of the line-up, but still, you had never expected yourself to be so close to Jomes Chorles himself. You make a weird gesture with your hands, half wave half excited wiggle, as if youâre telling the audience to calm down, when, in fact, it is you that needs calming.
He goes saying his helloâs like doing a public service, name by name, before, lastly, uttering, âHi, Miss Y/n. Loooove the vids.â
Heâs a roach in disguise, who couldâve known?! Your audience is so diverse and unexpected, gosh, youâd shed a tear if the mascara wasnât so expensive.
âHi!â You reply with a grin, and itâs genuine this time, a glimmer of your old self, âHi, I love your videos, too. Itâs like, really cool to finally meet you.â
âOh my God, you too!â Is his enthusiastic reply, âOkay, the energy in the studio today? Love it.â
âIs this all of us?â Quackity asks.
âSadly.â James says with a note of disappointment.
âHEY!â
âOkay, guys!â Ash chimes, âLetâs do this! Proximity Among Us, round one, go go go!â
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Luck does not shine upon you during the first round- you are stuck as Crew Mate, your life cut short by Bretman who had the audacity to bite your head off. Youâre positive Ke$ha wrote her hit single Cannibal about him, and if she didnât, she definitely had a Thatâs So Raven moment and predicted it. Itâs also insanely suspicious as after you are eliminated he sticks real close to Corpse, feigning innocence (and this is a controversial opinion you do not endorse) better than even you. It wounds your pride, having been picked off so casually, so quickly, and now stuck a ghost you roam the halls of the dying spaceship, lost, confused, heartbroken.
Charlie runs past you, not once even glancing in your direction. âBrother...â You mutter sadly, âDo you not see me here? Do you not feel... the loss of your twinâs heartbeat...?" Damn, these mimosas really are making you emotional. You sniffle and take a sip to calm the storm within you. No rage, just sadness. You are still processing your own tragic demise.
Suddenly, a meeting is called. Thereâs a horrible red X on your astronaut. You are the only one dead so far, and of course the rest wonât vote out the fucker. How bitterly you sit! With your arms crossed over your chest and your glare sharp enough to cut through glass. Fuck the sad shit, now youâre just angry. At the very least, the second Impostor couldâve given you some company!
âI knew something felt off.â Charlie is first to speak.
âWho the fuck killed Y/n?â Corpse questions, and his voice ignites a whole discussion that lasts much too short. The others skip, having no suspect yet. Itâs much too soon to start pointing fingers, but you still feel like they should have at least tried. Pouting, you fix yourself another drink.
âStop drinking!?â You gasp, exasperated at your chats demands, âIâm dead! What else should I do, the tasks?! Nah, fuck that. Iâm done. Iâm out. Charlie better employ his fucking detective skills because if the Impostors win, I will literally quit the game--yes I will, no Iâm not bullshitting, fucking watch me.â
Thankfully, Bretman was caught venting, and you didnât have to end the stream prematurely. The second Impostor, your roommate (oh, the betrayal, Rae, how could you?!) was voted out due to Corpseâs suspicion. Victory to the Crew Mates! The game restarts and you find yourself back in the lobby.
âMiss Y/n,â Bretman says, âI am sooo sorry for killing you first, baby. It was just too easy. I couldnât pass it up.â
Giggling, Quackity chimes, âSister slaughtered.â
âOh my God,â James groans, âshut up!â
âYeah, Y/n.â Charlie speaks, and thereâs an accusatory note in his calm voice, âWhy the fuck did you allow yourself to be eliminated first? Real noob shit, I expected more of you.â
âHUH?!â You frown, âWhatâs with the victim blaming?! I literally was doing my task and Bretman snuck up on me. Itâs not like I had a weapon to defend myself!â
âYou have been avenged,â Corpse states, âand thatâs all that matters.â
âThank you, Corpse!â You say, âAt least someone cares.â
âHey, I helped, too!â Dream pipes up.
âNo, you didnât.â Corpse shoots him down, âI was the only one.â
âYou were not--â
âLiterally was. Isnât that right, Sykkuno?â
âUhhhh-â Sykkuno trails off, âWell, we-we all helped!â You can hear his shy smile, and you just know heâs bobbing his head up and down at this exact moment, âWe all helped. Team work!â
âTeam work!â The rest echo, save for yourself, Corpse, Charlie, and the two Impostors. Silence speaks more than a thousand words or whatever. You pray to any higher power willing to listen to finally assign you the role of the villain, the one you were born to do.Â
Sadly, higher powers must have either shitty customer service or are in need of hearing aids, and you almost scream in frustration when your astronaut appears along with the others, the bold CREW MATE title chipping away at your master plan.
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âHey, Y/n, hey! Hey, Y/n!â Rae finds you in Cafeteria, where you, metaphorically, are eating your feelings. Not that she needs to know, of course. She sounds chipper, a bit ditsy, and that must mean sheâs sufficiently tipsy. You store that information for later, and forget about it as soon as you notice Dream and Sykkuno, like her very own personal bodyguards, trailing after her, âWanna play a game?!â
âIs this Saw?â You inquire, somewhat lazy. Youâd be lying if you said the alcohol wasnât affecting you, itâs just instead of making you bubbly, it makes you mellow. This was supposed to be fun, you were supposed to terrorize everyone and laugh as they perished by your hand, yet here you are, wallowing in self-pity. The roaches start worrying. The donation jingle chimes.
BEATINGS & SLUTATIONS yns_fishnets donated 5$ mom just wait it out & dont worry youll get your vengeance soon lead them on!!!!
Your fishnets have a point!Â
âSaw?--No, no, haa, no itâs a drinking game.â Dream sounds like he has had one too many rounds of this mysterious game, and naturally, you are intrigued.
âWhere we drink!â Sykkuno clarifies. Right, well that explains everything! If you had any questions, you surely have none now.
âOkay, so, name a category, and you have to, like, say a word associated with it...Or something along those lines.â You hadnât even agreed and Rae is explaining the rules already. She knows you too well. Itâs both a blessing and a curse, âCan be anything! Okay, Y/n, Y/n, Y/n start!â
âUhh--â If only your brain computed as fast as she spoke! âSong lyrics! Wait--who drinks?â
âYou fail, you drink!â She hurries, âChoke me like you hate me but you love meeeeee. Syk, go, go go!â
âUhm, ah, I donât wanna feel like this, uh, fuck?â He laughs--itâs a raspy, embarrassed little sound, âI donât...wanna look like this? Dream, now you!â
âWait, weâre singing Corpseâs songs?â
âAny song!â You urge him quickly, âHurry! Or drink!â
âShe say I kill her cat like I'm Luka Magnotta--â
âHey! Thatâs cheating! You canât use my song!â Rae protest.
âThat wasnât in the rules!â He counters.
âY/n! Timeâs running out!â Sykkuno exclaims.
âOh, uh, will-will the real Slim Shady please stand up!â
NOT EMINEM WHAT THE FUCK
MOOOM WHT THE HELL THIS ISNT 2008 T_T
âRa-Ra-Rasputin, Russiaâs greatest love machine--â
âAll...All the other kids with the pumped up kicks better, uhh, run better run, faster...-faster than my gun?â
âUhh, shit--fucking hell.â Dream laughs, and Rae practically screams at him to keep going, âAlright! Okay! Iâm singing--uh, youâre so golden, na na na na?â
âI tell you what a woman loves most,â You chime gleefully, âitâs a man who can slap but can also stroke.â
finally, the mother mother representation weâve all been waiting for
i aint exactly gay but i aint exactly not gay >:)
the bis won
âI steal a few breeeeaaaths from the woooorld for a minute--â
âMitski?!â You question, eyes bulging, âBaby, who hurt you?â
Even if you canât see her, you know sheâs waving her arms around and shaking her head, âNot the point! Sykkuno!â
âUh, I-I, uhm, I donât--â
âDrinnnnk!â You all chorus.Â
âIt was a good concert,â You say, âSyk, Iâll drink with you.â
âThank you, Y/n. Thatâs very kind of you.â He says softly, with a smile lining his lips. You grin.
âOh, fine. Everyone, bottoms up!â Rae decides, and no one protest. A moment of silence passes, then, âWell, GG, GG, letâs do some tasks?â
Your enthusiastic Ariana Grande-esque âyuhâ is cut short by the second meeting of game two being called. The first one to go had been Ash, voted out during a bathroom break as a joke, and you still feel a bit bad about that. Now, you notice Charlie has been eliminated. A sense of righteousness fills you--while you mourn for your brother from another mother and father and family tree, you feel like this is divine punishment for slandering you before the start of this round. Karma. Nothing much is discussed, and the meeting ends shortly with everyone skipping.Â
You spend a good ten minutes wandering around with Dream, whoâs mission appears to be convincing you to join his Minecraft server, and really, there was no need for him to try so hard. You failed to provide him with a concrete answer only because it would've been to humiliating to admit that you agreed instantly upon hearing the word Minecraft.
Thatâs when things get fucking weird. Another meeting is called whilst youâre in the middle of fixing lights, and once the board with the members appears you audibly gasp. There had been 8 living, breathing astronauts rushing around the map, and now only 4 remain. You, Corpse, James, and Alex.Â
âWhat the fuck--what the fuck?!â You screech alarmed, noting Dream being among the perished crew, âI was just with Dream fixing the lights, I was just with him, what the fuck--â
âOkay, no one panic.â James says, âLetâs figure this out. Okay? Okay. Who else is close to Electrical?â
âIâm at Nav.â Quackity says.
âIâm at Cafeteria, but Y/n--â Corpse starts, âkinda weird that Dream died when you were with him?â
âI didnât fucking kill him, I swear to God, Corpse, why are you accusing me?â
âDonât be so defensive.â He says smoothly, âIâm just pointing out the obvious. We all have a reason to be sus, no? Considering you were right with him.â
â...It is suspicious.â James agrees, and a part of you dies inside. You understand their hesitance to trust you, but it doesnât make it any less frustrating!
âGuys, I didnât kill him, I swear. He invited me to play Minecraft, I wouldnât do that to him, not after that!â
Corpse merely hums, and it brings no comfort whatâs so ever. The situation is spiraling, and not in your favor. Trying to salvage your chances at freedom, you try again, âWh-James, James, you called the meeting, right?â
âYeah, I found Raeâs body near Medical.â
âSo I couldnât have killed her and Dream at the same time!â You latch onto that piece of information, hoping it will save you.
âYou couldâve vented.â Corpse points out, âPlus, thereâs no telling how old the body is.â
âKilling five fucking people? Itâs the work of one person, or else the game would have already ended. As it stands, I am no way sober enough to think all of this out.â
A brief silence hangs in the air; your lungs constrict from tension, from spilling words so hotly. You grasp your glass, as if for emphasis, and take a shy sip. It taste sweet, a bit too sweet for your liking. Must be your nerves. You drink again to wash the taste out of your mouth, which, surprisingly, doesnât work. You whine a little, stomping your feet like a child about to throw a temper tantrum.
â...I believe her.â Quackity says. You breathe out a sigh of relief.
âAlex, thank youuuuuu!â You gush, batting your lashes as if he could somehow see you and that would somehow portray your innocence, âI knew I liked you for a reason!â
He mutes his mic, his spill of words lost to your ears, but chat helpfully informs that heâs screaming because you donât hate him.Â
y/n out here collecting men like pokemon cards
Now all thatâs left is to convince the others. You start with the one you know will work, âCorpse,â You address him in your sweetest voice.
âY/n,â James warns, âdonât you dare--â
âBaby, I didnât kill anyone, Iâm crew mate, you gotta believe me.â
âShe's innocent.â Corpse declare, thoroughly convinced.
âOh my fucking God, you fucking simp!â James laughs, âSheâs obviously manipulating you!â
âNo, no, she isnât. Sheâs innocent, I agree with Quackity. Now, itâs either you or him.â
âCould be you for all we know!â Alex accuses.
âGuys, timeâs running out.â You mutter fretfully, noting the seconds tick by from white to red.Â
âIâm voting Alex.â Corpse says.
âWhat?! Fucking traitor! Fine, Iâm voting for you.â Alex hisses.
âUgh, hate agreeing with Quackity, but Iâm also voting Corpse. Sorry, hon, nothing personal.â James says. The VOTED icons pop up beside their characters and you panic, pressing your mouse idly but itâs too late, there wasnât enough time, and you cry as Corpse is thrown into lava. The chat spams F, and it feels like salt on a fresh wound.
In a second youâre back in Cafeteria, shell-shocked and trembling, and Quackity cusses because the Impostor is still among you. His frustration doesnât last long as you watch in horror as Jams Chortles, beauty guru supreme, murders the only other crew mate in cold blood and all you can do is gape and let his cheerful laughter fill your ears. The screen bleeds red, informing of Impostor victory, the second one being Ash. Looks like you voted her off for the right reason, but little difference did it make.
âCorpse!â You yell past the cacophony of voices, all in varying forms of excitement or anger, beelining for his in-game figure, âCorpse, Iâm so sorry, I panicked, I tried pressing the button but I wasnât quick enough--â
âItâs alright, baby. Donât worry about it.â Heâs so calming, so gentle, you might burst into tears again. What did you do to deserve him? You wish he was with you so you could smother him in a hug. Alas, all you can do now is say âI kith you, mwah!â and rush to the other side of the lobby, as if to hide from such a bold display of affection, even if it was a joke (it wasnât).
yall say corpse simps for y/n but the reality is y/n simps for corpse harder
queen stop its embarrassing
bhaddies can simp!! i wouldnt but its her choice <3
More deliberations, commentary, and short breaks. Once everyone has returned, the countdown starts. Youâre still reeling from the chaos of emotions, the five stages of grief you experienced in 1 second upon Corpseâs unjust demise, that it takes you a moment, a single heartbeat to realize what youâre seeing on screen.
The letters IMPOSTOR hang above your astronaut, with Dream standing just behind you as your newly appointed partner in crime. And suddenly, all the sadness and the tenderness and sympathy vanish with a curt exhale. You slowly turn your head to the chat, muting the Discord call, your soft chuckle of disbelief turning into a full blown laugh.
itâs happening!!!!Â
omg omg omg omg
VILLAIN ARC VILLAIN ARC VILLAIN ARC
You slap your palm over your lips, trying to contain your wicked smile, to tone down your broken giggles, âN-No, I canât laugh yet,â shaking your head softly, you look into the camera, âtheyâre all going to die.â
pack it up light yagami
this has awoken something in me.
^ same
The crew mates go their own ways, rushing to do their tasks like the diligent little workers they are. How adorable. Their grim fate is still miles away from them. The shit youâll pull will be for the history books. Much like your outfit, which you picked keeping in mind your newfound thirst for blood, you had devised your plan of action with care and consideration. You had been mulling it over all day, drawing on paper like the absolute madwoman you are; hell, you even made sticky notes on who to go for first and what to say. Sure, being moderately drunk hinders your memory slightly (an understatement of the century), but you got a feel for what youâre going to do. Itâs nothing short of evil.
Dream and you donât exchange words, you merely nod at him-- which he, of course, canât see-- but your criminal bond enables telepathic communication. You can hear his thoughts, ones that strangely sound like drink drink, drink drink. And really, who are you to refuse such an enticing offer?! As he fucks off to stalk his victims, or play pretend, you take a sip. The cocktail is still sweet, but this time itâs not the icky sweet you had tasted prior. You glance at your sticky notes, ones the roaches canât see, and nearly spill your drink for the second time today as you jerk.
âFuck!â You exclaim, shoving your headphones off and spinning in your chair. You hastily stand up, wobble -- the world is pleasantly funny right about now -- and giggle. Stepping past the mountains of abandoned clothes and pillows and blankets and anime plushies, you maneuver your way to your bedside table and yank it open, nearly taking out the whole drawer with you. In the mess of old diaries and bad drawings, pencils, jewelry, and stickers, you fish out something you should not be wielding in your inebriated state.
Itâs a knife.
In midst of teenage angst you had ordered it off of Amazon with your momâs credit card, all the while whining that itâs not a phase, mom, and itâs what all of my cool kid friends with fried hair have, and donât you want me to fit in, donât you want your daughter to be happy?! You think itâs about that time, the time of too much uneven eyeliner and black eye shadow, that she took to calling you little raccoon. Trash rabbit was your personal favorite, but she used it sparingly. When you presented your Macyâs outfit, holding up a fucking butterfly knife, to your dad, asking if it was a look, he glanced up from some boring business magazine all boring business dads read and said, with a bright smile might you add, âItâs a something!â.
Oh, how it gleams in the lilac light. You used to do tricks with it, back in eight grade maybe, and--what the fuck? Why did you parents allow you to buy it in the first place? Well, because youâre the only child, the only one important, of course they got it for you and clapped enthusiastically at your performances, because why wouldnât they? The whining theyâd face otherwise wouldâve been harder to endure than a whole dance number to Panic! At The Discoâs greatest hits. Broadway looked so fucking shabby in comparison. Your mom said so, so it must be true.
Stumbling back to your extremely confused viewers, you take your seat, feeling a bit more grounded now that youâre not standing on your platform shoes anymore. Putting on your headphones, you grin at the chat that starts swimming, and not from too much drinking either. You do a quick flick of your wrist, one that thankfully doesnât end in injury, and the sharp tip of the exposed knife points upwards, glimmering. Itâs a rainbow colored one, because one, itâs pretty, and two, you werenât hardcore enough for the jet-black or straight up military ones the other emo kids had. Cute and dangerous, just like you.
So you just sit there, holding it up, looking somewhat sly as the roaches capture this momentous moment with screen-caps. Someone definitely clipped you trudging past the obstacle course to obtain a weapon of mass destruction. You must be already trending on Twitter, though you canât exactly log on and confirm your suspicions. You just feel like you might be, like you should be, because your audience wouldnât let this slide. Thankfully, your friends donât have time to check social media, or youâd be outed in an instant.
âY/n?â Your roommates voice booms from your headphones, and you perk up with a stupid realization that you completely forgot about Among Us. Stuck at the start, at the lobby where Dream had left you, you see her astronaut waddling to you, âWhat are you doing here? Wait--Have you not moved from the beginning?â She can barely finish the sentence without giggling.Â
You grin, âI was looking for something.â
Your voice is soft, too calm for your usual frantic spill. You gently set the knife down, hand coming to rest on your mouse, fingers idly, slowly, bouncing on the buttons.
â...What were you looking for?â Sheâs none the wiser, the numerous drinks consumed tonight numbing her sharp mind. She would have noticed. Your eerie composure wouldâve given it away in a heartbeat, or at least hinted at something being objectively wrong. But she sounds curious. Poor girl, hasnât she heard? Curiosity killed the cat.
âA knife.â
âA knife?!â Thereâs something about her tone that implies a mental clicking, the puzzle pieces falling together, âYou have a knife?!â
âYes.â
âNo!â
You think it would only be appropriate that the random sequence of killing animations renders the backstabbing one. You grin, biting your lower lip with a quiet snicker.
i love women
if evil bad...why seggy?
You take your time leaving her there -- in true serial-killer-to-be fashion, you stick around for a bit longer, admiring your handiwork, or more like the chat singing your praises. You joined today with the intent of making an interesting stream. You have no doubt in your mind that now it will be legendary.
You move down the hallway, and you let your imagination wander: you can almost feel the stuffy air of your helmet, can almost hear your loud footsteps echoing in all this hush, can almost see your reflection in the spotless tile floor. Itâs not long before your second victim makes an appearance, running circles in Cafeteria. You hear his voice first before you see him, recognizing Alex by his unhinged screech of âLetâs go, letâs go, letâs goooo!âÂ
âAnd whatâs got you so excited?â How cool and collected you are, gosh, you barely contain the quiver of excitement that threatens to slip out.Â
âY/n!â He exclaims, rushing to your side like a lost puppy--heâs really making this easy for you, heâs not even trying, âYou just missed--Oh my fucking God, you just missed James, he-he called me tall, he called me fucking tall! Letâs go, letâs gooooo!â
âWell, you are tall, arenât you?â You chime sweetly, almost as sweet as the drink that lingers on the tip of your tongue, âReal 6âČ3 energy, no?â
âYes, yes, exactly! You get it, you fucking get it--â Once again, his mic goes mute, and you glance at the chat for help.
hard to transcribe what hes saying but hes taking shots and yelling that he loves you good job mom
hey, queen! girl, you have done it again, constantly raising the bar for us all and doing it flawlessly
mom plz dont kill alex hes too cute hes all uwu rn
Oh, how youâre about to break his poor little heart. If you had any good left in you, youâd spare him. You donât, and youâre not taking requests at the moment, so all you do is smile at your chat and they know. They just do. Hive-mind shit, youâre all two-faced little fuckers.
You giggle, and it sounds a tad fake, âYouâre so weird, Alex,â You start, and heâs back in the call, a sound of confusion echoing in your ears, âbut I get it, you know. Youâre weird. Youâre a weirdo. You donât fit it, and you donât want to fit in. I mean, really, has anyone even seen you without your stupid hat?â
â...Do--â He sputters, bellowing a laugh, âDo you have that whole fucking monologue memorized?!â
âIs it because youâre bald?â
âIâm not fucking bald!â His giddiness is quickly replaced by anger.
You hum, pretend to think, lastly barking a âLiar.â before you kill him. His scream is cut off, leaving only deafening silence at itâs wake. Unlike with Rae, you donât stick around. You didnât appreciate how little he enjoyed your recital.
You run into James near Navigation, most likely on his way to Cafeteria. He ends his song mid-note, and you breathe a sigh of relief, âFinally! Someone! Iâve been looking all over, where the hell is everyone?â You question, blocking his way, lest he accidentally stumbles onto the crime scene and easily pins it on you. Youâre not done yet.
âHonestly? No clue. Iâm searching for them myself, like, everyoneâs scattered. I hope no one died.â
You smile. You tried not to, but you canât contain it, âMe, too.â You echo the sentiment, urging him to join you, and he does. Too trusting. Everyone in this game is too fucking trusting. You lead him back to Nav, feigning that you have a task here. As you pretend to move the spaceship, you canât help but ask, âHey, James?â
âYeah?â
âWhatâs your favorite scary movie?â
A beat of silence passes, âOh no, fuck that, I donât like this at all.â He states, about to spin on his heel and bolt like he should do, but youâre quicker-- killer instincts and all-- and heâs dead before he makes it out the doorway.
âSee, after your No More Lies video, I figured youâd only tell the truth.â Yes, this is the part of the anime where the villain monologues, only the hero in this case is an astronaut cut in half, and not exactly alive to listen to you. You hope Jamesâ ghost sticks around, âCase in point, why the fuck did you tell Quackity heâs tall?â You eye the chat, whichâs mostly spamming W and comparing you to Ryo from Devilman Crybaby. âSuch a shame...â You murmur, pressing the REPORT button.
âWhat?! How are so many people dead?!â Ash gasps, her kind voice tinted with fear and confusion. Your three kills, like military stars on an uniform of a distinguished officer, are displayed on the board. Dream appears to be slacking, having yet to take a life.
âSomeoneâs been real fucking busy.â Charlie observes. Itâs true, you have been.
âI found James in Nav, but holy shit--â You begin, exasperated, â--what the fuck, guys, how did we miss this shit? Where is everyone?â
âIâm at Electrical.â Corpse voices.
âAnd Iâm with Corpse.â One sentence is all it takes to figure out your next target: Bretman. Revenge for being killed first in the first goddamn round, and for spending so much time with your boyfriend.
Eep!!! Boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend!!! The word even makes you forget your thirst for blood, thatâs how whipped you are. Sadly, itâs time to return to reality, to this grave situation.
âAnd what have the two of you been conspiring?â You keep your tone level, but that alone is enough to set everyone off. The unease you had planted within them before the game started is starting to bloom. However, if they suspect you, they donât speak up, not yet.
âFishnets, mostly.â Corpse says.
only partly a lie he was mostly talking abt u queen <3
corpse simping for y/n is the sweetest thing ever
the times corpse used y/ns name when talking abt y/n: 1. the times he used baby or my baby: infinite
âIâm wearing them right nyoooow.â Bretman drawls.
You hum, âWhat a coincidence. I am, too.â
âWait--For real?â That seems to catch Corpseâs attention, because of course it does, you picked them with him in mind, after all.
âNo peeping.â You tsk, obviously referring to his tendency to hop onto your stream unprompted. Whether he actually listens to your demands is beyond you, âPeeping means cheating.â
âFor the love of fuck all, can we get back to the three dead bodies, please? Because Iâm about to have a second coming of Christ moment and taste my consumed, digested beer for the second time.â Charlie interjects.
âI mean, anyone have any ideas whoâd do this?â Dream takes hold of the conversation. Quiet, disappointed nos greet him. They have nothing to go on, no clues, not even a subliminal message. With everyone scattered, there is no way of locating the actual bodies and drawing a long red trail leading back to you.Â
Youâre too good at lying, and Dream is too good of a publicist. People tend to trust his judgement, which is his main asset (besides his calm demeanor of course). When the Among Us gods chose you as Impostor, they made sure you had every advantage.Â
âWho-Who do you think it is, Dream?â Ash questions, âI trust you. I do. Just know that.â
âNo fucking clue.â
âY/n?â She tries again.
âSame. Iâm a bit worried, though.â
âLetâs, uhhh, letâs skip?â Sykkuno offers. The consensus is to start voting at six. Your new mission is to make sure you dwindle the numbers down drastically before that can happen. You have no qualms about sacrificing Dream in order to meet your goals, either. Absolutely cold blooded.
Back at Cafeteria, there are words exchanged about Quackityâs body just laying there, forgotten. Blame is shifted: how come we didnât notice sooner? Whereâs Rae? And you mindlessly go along with their mourning, not really paying attention. Dream leaves with Charlie and Sykkuno, Corpse requests you stay with him and you sprout fake apologies. Not his time yet. Us girls need to stick together!, you sing, following after Ashley and getting further and further away from him, going deeper and deeper into the labyrinth of the spaceship.
You find yourself in Security with her, her cute astronaut pressed to the cameras, watching the live feed, âLetâs lurk here, okay? Maybe weâll see something.â If only she saw who was standing behind her.Â
âWho do you think is the Impostor?â You ask, standing in the doorway, âOr, more like, who are the Impostors?â
âHonestly?â She ends her word with a little sigh, âI think it might be Corpse and Bretman. I havenât seen them at all this game.â
You smile, raising your brows, tilting your heard, and you sound so kind, like a dear old friend about to deliver a tender message, â...Have you seen me?â
âSHIT!â
Too late. In one smooth motion she joins the afterlife. You cut the lights, venting mindlessly till you spot Corpse and Bretman panicking in Weapons. Your existence is still a mystery to them.
âFuck fuck fuck fuck--â Corpse mumbles, âBretman, donât you dare fucking kill me right now.â
âIâm not Impostor!â
âOkay, Iâll drink to that.â
They rush out of Weapons, most likely on their way to Electrical, and you trail after them like the Grim Reaper itself, biding your time till you can deliver the killing blow.
âCorpse?!â You call out, mild panic ringing in your voice, âIs that you?â
âShit, Y/n? Where are you?â He questions. Crew vision is so sad, so small, how can he not see you standing almost right next to him? âWhereâs Ash?â
âI dunno,â You say, âwhen the lights went out I ran. Please donât kill me.â
âIâd never do that, baby.â
Too easy. Theyâre all too fucking easy. You bite your lower lip, trying to stop the laugh bubbling in your chest, to stop the lightheaded dizziness that overcomes you with a rush of excitement.Â
âThanks, pretty boy.â You mutter, and it sounds a bit lower than you intended, a bit darker, something sinister lurking underneath cotton candy words. It instantly clicks in Bretman and he makes a noise, something like a whine, and you see him backing away, âI know I can always trust you.âÂ
Whether Corpse notices the odd shift in tone, he doesnât show it, âI like it when you call me that.â Is all he says, and you hear the smile in his voice, the appreciation. The trek to Electrical is all but forgotten. You slowly make your way to Bretman, âWhere are you? Come here.â
âJust a minute,â You say cheerily, âI just need to kill Bret first.â
âHoly shit.â
âN-â Your victimâs sentence is cut off in a second, and you canât contain your manic cackle this time, because the screen bleeds red, the words VICTORY splattered on it, depicting yours and Dreamâs sneaky astronauts. Youâre still laughing as the voices of your fallen friends ring in your ears.
âY/n, what the fuck, youâre an actual monster.â Dream says, but thereâs no actual weight behind his words, each syllable punctured with a laugh.
âI knew the second she asked me about my favorite scary movie that Iâd get the chop.â James states.
âWait, Y/n, did you kill everyone?â Corpse questions.
âShe fucking did!â Dream answers for you, âI got Charlie and Sykkuno, and barely at that. What the fuck.â
âIâve been waiting so fucking long for this.â You admit, giggling, raising you glass, âI toast to you, Dream. My perfect partner in crime.â
âI didnât really do shit, but cheers.â
Quackity heaves a heavy sigh, âY/n, Y/n, you donât actually think Iâm weird, right? Right?â
âNo, she does.â James chimes.
âWHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER DO TO YOU, DUDE?!â
More commotion, more noise, and you just sit there, buzzed, snickering, reading the chat as the rest agree to play another round. You thank the people who donated that you had accidentally missed among the, you know, murder, reply to a few questions, bow dramatically to the many praises and invisible flowers you receive for such beautiful assassin work. When you look back at the screen, you throw your head back with a maniacal laugh.
Impostor again, only this time itâs with Charlie. Family bonds are often restored when united under a common goal. Youâre so happy. So happy. You werenât done terrorizing your friends yet.
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âŒă Ò ăâŒă Ò ăâŒă Ò ăâŒă Ò ăâŒă Ò ăâŒ
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Man, I always feel awkward doing these, lol. Hello! I found your work recently and really love what I've read so far! As I notice your prompts are open at the moment, if you're up for it, I'd love to see a Shinsou/Deku fic. Platonic or romantic, I don't have a preference. I just love those two together so dang much. Keep up the great work! ^^
A/N : aaa omg ok i absolutely LOVE ur blog and all ur fics, tysm for sending in a prompt!! also, this is a little longer than originally intended and i wrote it in a night so hopefully it isn't too dogshit LMAOO and pls keep in mind that this is my very first time writing for shinsou, so im not 100% sure what im doing lol <33 anyways, i rlly hope you enjoy!!
Patterned Socks (My Hero Academia)
Ship : Lee!Midoriya / Ler!ShinsouÂ
Summary : Shinsou is nervous after inviting Izuku over to his room, as he only just realized his crush on the green-haired boy a few weeks prior. But when Izuku shows up in full All Might attire, Shinsou can't help but tease the boy to the point of new discoveries.
Word Count : 3494
REBLOGS ARE ALWAYS GREATLY APPRECIATED!! MWAH <33
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Shinsou couldnât help but feel a little...nervous. It wasnât like he and Izuku had never hung out before, the freckled boy had invited Shinsou to hang out multiple times with his own group of friends, and it always made the usually kept-to-himself boy feel surprisingly loved and thought about. Heâd even had a sleepover with Izuku and his friends before, and he couldnât say it wasnât fun for him, as he honestly had a great time, it was just...this was going to be his and Midoriyaâs first time hanging out...alone.
Being alone with Izuku shouldnât make him feel this nervous, this bubbly, this giddy. But it did. The boy with the mop of green mess on his head wasnât even in Shinsouâs fucking room yet and somehow the teen with eye bags deeper than the ocean itself was more than wide awake with the nerves zooming through his system. He couldnât help it though. Not after his realization weeks ago that, âoh shit, maybe I actually have a crush on this little nerd.â
So here Shinsou was, sitting cross-legged with a straight posture in the middle of his bed like a fucking lunatic, twiddling his thumbs and picking at his fingers like he was minutes away from taking the biggest exam of his life, when the only thing he had to currently expect was that timid, awkward kid from Class-1A to knock on his door and hang out with him for a few hours-
Knock! Knock!
âHey, itâs Midoriya! Iâm here, sorry if Iâm late!â the muffled voice from behind the bedroom door was unmistakable, and somehow it made Shinsouâs heart stop for just a moment from nerves.
âFucking pull yourself together!â Shinsou thought to himself as he slid off his bed, wiping his sweaty hands against the soft and linted fabric of his plaid pajama pants. âYouâre acting like heâs here to murder you! Youâre just a couple of friends hanging out, youâre making this a way bigger deal than it needs to be!â
âYouâre fine, just one sec,â Shinsou spoke nonchalantly as he made his way towards the full length mirror propped up next to his closet. He hated that he actually cared enough to look at himself, to make sure he looked good, but not too good to have Izuku think he was trying to impress him or anything, even if he WAS trying to impress him, but just not-
âOkie dokie! Take your time!â Izuku giggled, and Shinsou swore all the sweat he had JUST wiped off his gross, clammy hands had just pooled right back to his palms at that adorable little sound. That stupid fucking giggle was going to be the death of him, he just knew it.
With a sigh of frustration at himself, Shinsou finally made his way towards his door, giving himself one last peek at his mirror over his shoulder before whipping his head back around and opening the door as nonchalantly as someone could perform the action.
As the door swung open, Shinsou was greeted by the sweetest smile a person could probably ever muster, the boy in front of him lifting a bag up towards the boyâs face with a giggle.
âI brought gummy worms,â Midoriya chuckled shyly, scratching the back of his neck. Shinsou couldnât help the small tinge of endearment his eyebrows gave before trying to go back to his stoic, edgy persona, giving the boy a small smirk.
âOf course you did,â he snickered, opening the door wider to let the boy inside. âSit your stuff wherever, I donât mind. Just put your shoes by the door,â Shinsou shut the door behind them once he saw that Izuku was fully inside, already sitting his stuff down by the bed.
âOh sure, no problem,â Midoriya nodded towards Shinsou, making his way back towards the door as he carefully slipped his signature red sneakers off to sit by the doorframe. Shinsou finally sat back down on his own bed, but never stopped watching the boy go about his room. It was Midoriyaâs first time visiting the boyâs room, and to Shinsou it just felt so...odd, seeing him actually in here, being able to look at everything he had up on his walls and the little messes scattered around his floor. He felt almost a little insecure.
It was a colder Saturday, and it seemed Midoriya had no other plans besides hanging out with the purple-headed teen, as Shinsou saw that he was sporting a worn-out hoodie with All Mightâs face adorning the front that heâs probably had for God knows how long, and some oversized pajama pants that were decorated to look like All Mightâs own hero suit. He was such a fucking fanboy, even when he was trying to be comfortable. It was...it was too fucking cute.
Once Izuku had finished the business with his shoes, he made his way over to Shinsouâs bed, joining the boy on the small mattress as he climbed on top. Shinsou was sat on the front of his bed, his back against his pillows, while Midoriya had chosen to sit at the end of the bed, his legs outstretched so his feet were just about a foot away from Shinsouâs own crossed legs. Midoriya looked at Shinsou with a smile.
âSo...whatâcha wanna do?â Midoriya asked, propping his body up with his arms behind his back, tilting his head to the side at his question. Shinsou sucked on his teeth in thought, letting out a small âHmmâŠâ before scanning Midoriya up and down subconsciously. His eyes made his way down to the boy's feet propped in front of him, his eyebrows quirking at the sight before a grin stretched across his face. His head was tilted downwards towards the boyâs feet as his eyes wandered back upwards towards Midoriyaâs eyes, the smirk never leaving his face.
âAre you for real right now?â Shinsou asked playfully, his eyes glancing back down towards the boyâs socks before looking back up into Midoriyaâs eyes, who looked a little confused. âYou even wear All Might socks?!â
Midoriyaâs eyes widened a bit at Shinsouâs realization, his hand slapping at his own mouth to cover the smile etching across his face from embarrassment. His cheeks were just faintly flushed, but it was enough to make Shinsou chuckle in endearment.
âI didnât even realize!â Midoriya muffled behind the palm of his hand a giggle escaping that made Shinsouâs brain short circuit for just a second before coming back down to reality, shaking his head with a snicker of fondness. âI wear these all the timeâŠâ
âYou are unbelievable, Midoriya,â Shinsou chuckled, before gently cupping the underside of Izukuâs heel and raising it up closer to his own face. Midoriya let out a small gasp, his leg jerking just slightly from surprise, but not so much for Shinsou to lose his grasp. Where Shinsou had gained the slight confidence to take such an action, the edgy teen had no clue. But Midoriya honestly seemed to be...liking the attention? The smile was evident, even behind the palm of his hand, and even though his eyes were wide and cautious, they looked daringly into Shinsouâs own, almost asking him to make a bolder move without needing to say a word. Though really, the smile was more than enough to agg Shinsou on even further. Who was he to deny this cutie the attention he so obviously wanted?
Shinsouâs grasp on Izukuâs heel tightened a bit, enough to make Midoriya stiffen, now both of his hands going up to cup at his mouth and keep himself quiet, almost like he was trying to keep himself from protesting. Shinsou gazed at Izukuâs cute, flushed face one more time before looking back down at the socked foot in his hand, taking note of the design on the sole. It was decorated in different cartoon All Might designs. One of his face, one of his signature catchphrase âI AM HERE!â, one of his full body hero suit, and one of just his trademark bunny-like hair. Shinsou grinned at this, deciding to make his own little game out of the designs.
âSo you wear these socks a lot?â Shinsou asked with a teasing tilt of his head, looking back up to Midoriya without moving the boyâs foot an inch. Izuku raised one eyebrow in slight confusion before nodding his head. Shinsou hummed with a nod, his eyes wandering back down to the sock. âSo if I were to poke at...this spot hereâŠâ Shinsou brought a finger up from his free hand to the sock, his nail just barely scratching at one of the cartoons on the sole of Izukuâs foot. Izuku jerked at the sensation, a small yip muffled by his hands still being heard by the purple-haired boy teasing him near to death, much to Shinsouâs amusement. â...could you tell me which design it was?â
Shinsou continued his gentle wiggling of one finger, but it was just enough to get Izuku tittering behind his hand, one eye squeezed shut as the other glared at the boy. Izuku gave him no response, however, only pulling at his leg slightly when Shinsou scratched over particularly sensitive areas that made him let out louder snickers than others. Shinsou playfully tisked with a shake of his head.
âNot gonna play my game, huh? I thought you wanted to do something fun, Midoriya,â Shinsou just sighed with a smile, a small evil glint shining in his eyes that gave Izuku goosebumps and made his own eyes widen in...fear? Giddiness? Excitement? âFine. New game,â Shinsou grinned wickedly before snatching up both of Midoriyaâs feet and locking them by their ankles in between one of his elbows. Midoriya let out a loud gasp of shock, before playfully tugging at his feet as if he wanted to escape. They both knew it was all just for show. âTry to stay quiet.â
Midoriyaâs eyes widened before immediately slamming shut at the teasingly ticklish sensations that danced across his left socked foot. Shinsou scraped at the sole slowly, using only his first three fingers to do so, but good fucking God was it effective. Midoriyaâs hands seemed to be glued to his mouth at this point, almost squeezing at his cheeks to try to keep quiet, though the muffled titters did not go unnoticed by the tickling teen before him.
âAww, whatsa matter, Midoriya?â Shinsou teased with a small grin, his fingers edging their way upwards towards the bottoms of his toes, curling into the spot he knew to be sensitive on himself which only made Izuku shriek behind his hands. âDonât tell me youâre ticklish~â
Izuku shook his head, though the way his body was practically vibrating under Shinsou spoke volumes. âOh, you arenât, huh? Youâre not ticklish? Not even a teensie weensie bit?â
Izuku once again shook his head, the slow and gentle tickles provided by Shinsou giving Izuku just enough leeway to lie his way through this playful torment with only tiny titters and snickers. But the moment he felt his toes being pulled back by the side of Shinsouâs hands, both of his eyes shot open in excited fear.
âWell that just wonât do, now will it? Iâm a pretty convincing guy, though, so maybe we can change that up a bit,â Shinsou grinned before scratching the nail of his thumb into Midoriyaâs now stretched out toes, and Izuku couldnât hold back anymore. The boy let out a stream of giggles behind one hand, his other now shooting down to clutch at his belly.
âAHAHA! Wahahait! Nohoho!â Izukuâs eyes squeezed shut, throwing himself back to lay flat on the bed, both of his hands moving up to cover his now terribly blushing face. Shinsou snickered, incredibly amused at the boyâs intense cuteness. âIâm sohohorreheheehe!â
âAw, youâre sorry? For what?â Shinsou chuckled before raking all four of his fingers down the sole of Izukuâs socked foot, the boy letting out a yelp at the change before dissolving back into his adorable stream of giggles.
âI dohohonât knohohohow!â Izuku shook his head, his feet just barely pulling at Shinouâs grasp out of pure bodily instinct. Shinsou just smiled fondly, chuckling a little in amusement. The purple-haired teen zeroed in on one particular spot right under the ball of Midoriyaâs foot, the poor boy under him letting out a small shriek before arching his back at the sensation, shaking his head wildly.
âOhoho, this a good spot, Midoriya? Right here?â Shinsou scratched at the sensitive area, Izuku cackling at the sensation before shooting his hands down to clutch at the front of his own hoodie, his knuckles almost turning white. âAw, it is, isnât it? You canât take it here, huh?â
âAHAHAHA! PLEHEHEASE!â Midoriya cackled, pulling at his hoodie even harder, enough where Shinsou could even see the space of skin right under the boyâs pale neck. It was freckled there too, he noted, and...he couldnât help but wonder if he was freckled anywhere else too.
âPlease what? If you want me to stop just say so,â Shinsou tilted his head, observing very closely as he noticed Izukuâs face grow an even darker shade of tickled pink. He chuckled in delight as he heard no sounds of protest from the cackling boy underneath him. âAw, thatâs it, isnât it? You donât want me to stop?â
âDOHOHONâT DOHOHO THAHAHAT!â Izuku giggled wildly, pulling his hoodie up to cover his face and hopefully muffle those adorable laughs as much as he could, though of course he succeeded in only looking as cute as ever.
âDonât do what?â Shinsou smirked, his fingers moving to his other foot to scratch at the same oh-so sensitive spot, now mirrored. Midoriya practically screamed into the fabric of his hoodie at the change in sensation, curling his body upwards instinctively before flopping himself back down onto the bed through his fit of cackles.
âTEHEHEASE MEHEHE!â Izuku cackled, pulling at his feet just enough to seem like he was fighting the playful torture, when really Shinsou saw right through him and all his All Might merch far too easily.
âOh so you WANT me to tease you? You like being teased, Midoriya?â Shinsou snickered at the panicked giggles escaping through the fabric of Izukuâs hoodie, wiggling his fingers back into that oh so sensitive curve right underneath Izukuâs toes that made the boy scream in ticklish agony. âYouâre so sensitive, yâknow that? So ticklish even with your little All Might socks on. I wonder, though, will it tickle worse if you don't have All Might to protect you?â Shinsou smirked before slipping his fingers under the edge of Midoriyaâs sock, the green-haired boy letting out a loud gasp before whipping his head out from the hiding spot in his hoodie.
âNo! Dohohonât!â Midoriya giggled as Shinsou teasingly edged the sock slowly up the boyâs foot, not having even tickled the bare foot yet but somehow still getting a rise out of him.
âI havenât even started yet! Are you really so ticklish youâll laugh when tickles are even threatened?â Shinsou grinned, testing his theory once he threw the sock over to the side by wiggling his fingers just above the boyâs bare foot where Midoriya could see from his angle. Sure enough, Midoriya absolutely dissolved into a puddle of giggles, his arms clutching at his tummy as he barely tugged at his trapped feet. Shinsou couldnât help but laugh. âOh my god, I was kidding, I didnât think it would actually be true!â
âJuhuhust do it alreadhehehe! Plehehehease! I canât tahahake it!â Midoriya pleaded, his hands moving to cover up his eyes so he wouldnât have to look at Shinsou. Shinsou felt his heart swell in adoration.
âYou want me to tickle you that bad?~â Shinsou teased, slowly swiping one finger from the top of Izukuâs bare foot down to the heel, the boy gasping at the sensation, curling the foot up as much as it would go.
âPlehehease, I cahahahanât!-â Izuku was a flustered mess under Shinsou, squirming and blushing into the oversized fabric of his hoodie, giggling like a child all the while. Shinsou finally gave in, scribbling his nails on the sole of his foot, pushing Midoriya to squeal before dissolving into panicked, high-pitched cackles. âGAHAHAHA! SHIHIHINSOHOHOU! AHAHA NAHAHAHA! PLEHEHEHEASE! I CAHAHAHANâT!â
âIt doesnât even sound like you know what you really want anymore, huh?â Shinsou giggled, slowing his fingers down to small, teasing scratches on the boyâs soles, both socked and bare. Izuku was a puddle of snickers and giggles, barely pulling on his feet as he finally opened up his eyes as much as he could to gaze up at his tormentor. Shinsou looked down at him with a smile, finally stopping his tickling to rest Izukuâs feet in his crossed lap. Midoriyaâs breathing was heavy, but the smile on his face seemed plastered on, and didnât seem to be going anywhere anytime soon. Shinsou tilted his head at the boy with a grin. âSo...you liked that, didnât you?â
Izuku whined, shoving his flushed face into his hands. âI mean...I donât knowâŠâ
âItâs okay if you do...itâs uhâŠâ Shinsou chuckled sheepishly, scratching at the back of his neck. âItâs kind of...cute, yâknow?â
Midoriya peeked out from behind his hands to peer at Shinsou, before bringing his arms down to prop himself up and get a better look at the boy. âYou thought it was...cute?â
âWell yeah, I mean...you were all giggly and stuff, and I uh, already kinda thought you were cute beforehand so that just kinda heightened the cuteness I guess,â Shinsou had a hard time making eye contact with Izuku, acting almost as if HE had been the one tickled to near tears just moments ago. He suddenly felt so shy, just like he had felt before Midoriya arrived. Where did all that previous confidence come from? And where did it go when he needed it the most? (now!) âNot to mention the fact you liked it in the first place. Thatâs just downright criminally adorable.â
âQuit it!â Midoriya whined with a giggle, though he left his feet in Shinsouâs lap, only kicking them out slightly during his fussing. He let out a huff of air, clearly embarrassed and very flustered. âI...I was nervous before I got here...thank you for thatâŠâ
Shinsou blinked. âWait...you were nervous too?â
Midoriya looked up at Shinsou with a furrowed brow. âYeah...wait, you were nervous?! Why?!â
Shinsou swallowed. He felt like some kind of nervous lump that had been growing and festering in his tummy this entire time was suddenly trying to crawl from his throat, choking him on his own words. His eyes were a bit wide, and suddenly his hands felt all clammy again like they had before Izuku arrived. âYou just, uh...you make me nervous sometimes.â
âDo I do anything wrong?â
âNo! No, of course not! Itâs just...uhâŠâ Shinsou huffed, rubbing his eyes with the backs of his hands until he saw fireworks, refusing to meet Midoriyaâs gaze. âI kind of...like youâŠa little bitâŠâ
There was a second of silence, Shinsouâs hands still covering his shy eyes as if to protect him from inevitable rejection. He felt the warmth of Midoriyaâs feet slip from his lap, and at the same time felt his heart drop from itâs spot in his ribcage. He almost felt like he could cry...that is, until, he felt fingers start to poke and prod at both sides of his ribs, making him arch his back with wide eyes. Those eyes met Izukuâs own mischievous ones, a smirk growing on the green-headed boyâs still flushed face as accidental giggles started spilling from Shinsouâs lips, his body curling from left to right at each poke and prod.
âH-Hehehey! Whahahat?!-â Shinsou melted into giggles as Izuku started to pinch along his ribs, the boy falling onto his back against the pillows as Izuku straddled his waist fully, still relentless in his tickle attack.
âStop looking so nervous and mopey, Shin,â Izuku smiled, leaning his head down to touch their foreheads together as he slowed his tickling down to his his hands resting comfortably on Shinsouâs sides. âI like you too.â
Shinsou blinked, never knowing he could blush so much until he realized just how close him and Midoriyaâs faces were in that moment. They stared into each otherâs eyes for seconds that felt like millenia untilâŠ
...until they kissed. And what a kiss it was. Filled with small giggles of pure joy and breathless huffs of air that made them forget they even needed oxygen in the first place. It was perfect and pure and everything Shinsou couldâve ever wanted. That night was filled with more kisses and more tickles than either of them had experienced in a lifetime, but it was worth it for each other. It was more than worth it. It was everything.
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A/N : tysm for reading!! if u enjoyed pls consider reblogging, it helps spread my fics to more ppl who might enjoy!! thanks for the support, much love <33
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Reminder
pairing/s: dio morrissey x f! reader
summary: dio was being a brat, dancing with another girl in front of his mommy, so you take it upon yourself to remind him who he belongs to
warning/s: SMUT 18+ (MOMMY KINK, MMlb dynamics, light bondage, cock slapping, hand jobs, edging, orgasm denial, degradation, praise kink, dacryphilia (crying is arousing)), dom&sub aftercare, comfort, mentioned ricky and eddie
note/s: GODDAMNIT im back to my bullshit again huh, this time we fuckn making dio our BITCH!!! hhh ok all i need to do now is write eddie, and mayhaps all three of them together OTL gif is mine lol
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You were not having a good day. You had missed your bus stop after already being an hour late to work, and to top it all off, you were accused of the mistakes in a large business report you and your coworkers wrote. After a long day of trying to fix whatever went wrong in the said report, Dio, your little devil, dragged you out of the comforts of your home to a nearby club and wind down with him.
The club wasnât somewhere you would go, but it seemed to please Dio and you thought to yourself, why not just enjoy it? You werenât needed at home, anyways, with Ricky out with his friends and Eddie at the library to study. And of course, Dio was with you the rest of the night.
He took you to the bar and ordered the both of you some drinks, glancing at you with a grin. You sat in front of him on the stool, leaning back against the bar to see that mischievous glint in his eyes. "Now, isn't this fun, mommy?" He said unabashedly, his hands resting on your thighs as he stood in between your legs. He picked up your drink once it arrived, sniffing it once before handing it to you.
"It's alright," You teased, giving him a half-smile. Sipping on your drink, you take your time scoping out the area. There were multiple bodies on the dance floor, all dancing and swaying to the beat of the songs, and there were groups of people sitting at the booths and the bar. You looked back at him, catching the soft expression on his face before it melted back to his confident persona. "I can see why you and your friends like coming 'round here, it's entertaining and the booze ain't bad either."
Dio glowed at your praise, perking up and broadening his shoulders. "Of course! I wouldn't bring my mommy anywhere that's polluted with a bunch of drones." You shook your head, amused by his words. Leaning in, you pressed a kiss on the edge of his lips, feeling him chase you when you pulled back. He pouted for a second before bringing back his cheshire grin, "Do you want to come dance with me, mommy? I promise you'll have a good time."
"Hmm, I don't know, baby," You said regretfully, "I'm feeling too tired to dance. How about you go and have fun, hm? Mommy will keep an eye on you from here."
You laughed as he harrumphed, knowing that he brought you here solely to show you off, and now he wouldn't get the chance to. Your devil was a popular guy amongst the punk grunge community, that much you knew, but you've never been introduced into it.
Watching him slunk into the crowd, you silently observe him as you drink your liquor. He walked through the crowd as if it would part just for him, and it did. His head was held high, a slight swagger to his walk, and-
He approached a girl, slightly shorter than him, definitely a fan of him by the way she reacted, and led her to the dance floor. You glare daggers into the girl across the room, but mostly directed it into the leather-clad shoulders you were oh so familiar with. Your grip around your glass tightened as he turned her around, her back facing you, so he could catch your eyes as they ground against each other. You throw back your drink, finishing it in two gulps before standing up and stomping your way towards them.
Dio's shit-eating grin grew wider as you got closer, and the little devil had the gall to look pleased when you grab him by the arm and pull him away from the girl. Thankfully, she must've noticed your dark look and scrambled off into the crowd. You seethed at him as he grabbed you by the waist, pulling you flush against his body. "What's the matter, mommy? I thought you wanted me to have fun." He whispered in your ear.
You reached your hand up to run your fingers through his black hair, suddenly gripping it tight and tugging his head backwards. He moaned out loud at the action, an open smirk on his lips you desperately wanted to erase. His eyes were dark as his gaze landed on your tense expression, and you knew then that that was the reaction he was looking for.
"I didn't mean that kind of fun, baby. If I'd known you wanted to be a slut tonight, I would've treated you like one," You growled at him, making him bite his lip to suppress his whimper. You let go of his hair, turning around and start walking towards the exit, knowing Dio would follow you out.
The ride home was fast, your hand clutching at the steering wheel tightly while your other hand held Dioâs just as tight. You felt his eyes on you the entire time, but besides your joined hands, you ignored him completely.Â
When you arrive back at the empty home, you had slightly calmed down but still intended to punish Dio. He almost bumped into your back in the hallway of your house after you paused in the middle. "Mommy?" He quietly asked, feeling the shift of your energy.
You turned to face him, eyes hardened, your gaze made him cower. "Go to the bedroom and strip. Hands above your head. Don't touch, or it'll be worse for you. Understand?"
Dio nodded, his breath catching in his throat. But you aren't satisfied with that, so you grabbed his jaw, forcing him to open his mouth. "Y-yes, mommy, I understand."
"Good. Now go." You watched carefully as your devil scrambled up the stairs towards your room, his leather coat flying behind him. You took your time, however, before following him up. After bidding your time by checking things around the house, you finally climbed the stairs and entered your room.
Dio was spread out on top of your pristine sheets, as naked as the day he was born, with his hands above his head. You were pleased that he took your orders seriously for once and hummed in appreciation. His eyes were on you, tracking your every movement and waiting for your next order.
Instead, you reached down underneath the bed to grab the box of toys you shared with your three boys and pulled out a soft strand of rope. You moved to straddle Dio around his chest, far away from his leaking cock. Taking his wrists, you pulled them up and tied them to the headboard. You checked the knots to see if they were tight enough to stop him from moving his hands.
After being satisfied with your work, you shuffled down Dio's body, now sitting between his bare thighs and running your hands against his skin. "You know how this goes, right, baby? Tell me your word."
"Drone, mommy," Dio replied, already sounding breathless and all you did was tie him up. He struggled against his restraints, and when that failed, he bucked his hips down to chase your hand. You tutted and slapped his thigh, hard enough it left a pretty pink mark.
"No, Shane, mommy is going to punish you, so behave," You warned him, amused as he moaned loudly for you. You waited for him to settle down before spitting on your hand to wrap around his cock. Watching him jerk and groan, you kept at a slow rhythm, thumbing at the slit on the red cockhead every time your hand rose. "Do you like that, baby? You like mommy touching you right?"
"Yes! Y-yes, mommy, I love it," Dio hissed out, trying his best not to thrust up into your grip. It was fun seeing him unravel under your touch, how you affected and shook his whole being. It gave you a sense of power, of control over him, and nothing gave you more pleasure than that.
You abruptly pulled your hand away, making him cry out in want. You tsked at him, giving his cock a sharp slap in annoyance. Satisfied with the way he whimpered, you brought your hand back on him, this time tugging him faster and tighter. "Tell me, Shane, who owns this cock? Hm?" You asked darkly, observing how close he was to coming.
"It's yours, mommy- ah, th-this cock is yours!" He swore loudly, orgasm building quickly and eyes focusing on your hand. Growling, you pulled your hand away again, relishing in his sweet cries for more. You slapped his cock, once, twice, watching it bob left and right at the impact.
Grabbing his chin in your other hand, you made Dio look at you straight in the eye before resuming your fast and harsh rubbing. He sobbed pathetically, tears slipping from the corner of his eyes, mouth open wide with lewd sounds coming out of him.
"That's right, baby. This is my cock, so tell me- Why did you let that bitch grind on it? Is mommy not good enough for you anymore? Have to go out and whore yourself out to anybody who wants you?" You pushed his thighs wider apart, leaning your still clothed body as close to Dio as you can. He shook his head frantically, trying to speak and explain himself but before he could, you slap his cock once more. "It's okay baby," You cooed, faking sympathy. "Mommy will just have to remind her cock that it belongs to her only, isn't that right?"
Dio wailed as you keep jerking his cock, his orgasms denied multiple times it almost hurt. He pulled at his restraints, wanting to hold his mommy, but to no avail, he was tied down perfectly to your liking. "Ngh, mommy, mommy- please, I'm sorry, I'll be good, please-"
"Aw, baby, I forgive you," You said as you smiled at him, your hand pulling away from his flushed purple cock yet again, denying him of his pleasure. Thick tears start to streak his face, and you wipe them away with both of your hands. Pressing a kiss on his forehead, you felt him tip his head closer to yours, eyes shining with unshed tears. You soften at the sight of him and meld your lips together in a slow kiss. You licked at his bottom lip, nipping at it lightly and pulled at it as you leaned back. "Are you okay, baby? Still with mommy? You did so well for me, Shane, the best. Mommy will reward you now, okay?"
"Y-yes, thank you, mommy," Dio whimpered out, gasping out loud as your hand makes contact with his sensitive cock for the last time. Your movement is slower now, less tight but good enough to easily bring him to a high. You don't let go as he finally came all over your hand and his stomach, crying out loud at the intensity of his orgasm. "F-fuck! Thank you, thank you, thank you-"
"That's my good boy, taking his punishment so well and remembering his manners. You're so good for me," You mumbled against his temple, pressing soothing kisses at the matted hair and skin there. You reached up to release his wrists from the rope and kissed it lightly. You let Dio rest and relax on the bed as you moved around the room to get lotion and wet tissues.
Sitting next to him, you started rubbing the lotion at the irritated surface of his wrists, soothing it the best you can. You then clean up the mess he made on his belly and your hand and wipe away the tear stains on his cheeks, throwing away the used tissues in the garbage can near your dresser.
Thankfully, Dio calmed down as you took care of him, his breaths going back to a normal pace. You took off your clothes before laying down next to him and smile when he immediately curled into your side. You rubbed his back and stroked his hair, humming a random tune to lull him to sleep.
Before he did, he opened his tired eyes once more to stare up at you. You tilted your head in question, wondering what he has to say.
"You did well too, mommy. You feel better now, right? No more tension?" He asked, and you freeze in surprise. It made sense, Dio using his brattiness for you to let off some steam from your bad day. And he did succeed; You felt infinitely more lighter than you did at the start of the day, and it was because of your little boy.
You softly smile at him, eyes tearing up a bit at his thoughtfulness. "Yes, baby, I feel much better. Thank you for this, love you so much, Shane."
"I love you too, mommy. Now let's sleep, you tired me out." You chuckled and cuddled Dio closer to you, the both of you drifting off to a peaceful slumber.
#youve heard of daddies punishing little girls#but have you heard of#mommies punishing little boys#đ#i live and die for this shit bruv#dio morrissey#shane 'dio' morrissey#dio morrissey x reader#shane 'dio' morrissey x reader#nypd blue#pedro pascal#pedro pascal characters#pedro pascal fanfiction#MMlb
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25!!!
25. What is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?
I HAVE TOO MUCH ACTUALLY.
I'm gonna talk both about some hyper-specific UTDR headcanons and under the cut about some OCs I guess.
Frisk is the kind of kid who will tell a very morbid or dark thing they saw once without losing a bit. This is never relevant to the fics unless i choose to change my mind later.
Oh yeah also they live in Latin America but I only reference this in very vague ways because why not they're my fics.
Undyne also had a bunch of overpowered OCs as a kid. Must be the Asgore influence on his kids, her main ones are knight princesses. She hides old drawings in her piano music sheets.
Toriel is a very calm person and won't get sad easily but making her laugh is not difficult and she's LOUD. She'll be walking to a class and just burst out laughing on the hallway but is unable to explain the joke.
Papyrus is a fucking troll, actually this is canon. He is always expecting you to think he is about to talk shit about his brother and baits you because no he isn't. "I'm housemates with a bag of trash /trashy, in the kitchen!" (im rusty on memorizing dialogue sorry :c
Carmin (an OC from when I was 8) had red hair because i was obsessed with it and she's fucking named after a fancy shade of Red which makes it even funnier.
For that one HK fic:
The wanderer (1st narrator) would probably wear a beret if they knew about them just for the vibes. Their companion (who I call trihorn for short) doesn't know them enough to be able to tell if they're ironic or not about it. Oh yeah they also used to write poetry. It was not great but they tried.
Trihorn used to get drunk on honey-based alcohol on their younger days, so they can deal with hangover better. They're a decent singer too. I have more angst planned regarding them than the wanderer for some reason which is funny because i didn't intend for them to be relevant when I first wrote them Hmmmm
Remember what I said about Frisk casually saying really dark things?Harsata (whose name I keep misspelling with a J) is usually the recipient of stuff like that from whoever she's working with. She's the equivalent of those popular Tumblr blogs who get really weird anons and she's just like "ah yeah, we all know that." Oh she also makes lanterns with lumaflies.
There is this OC who I'm writing right now whose name spelling keeps changing a lot too (Tori, may change to Tor, Tory, Vico i have not settled). So do the character's pronouns. I think they're just gender fluid, honestly you ask them their gender and they just respond something like "helmet".
And uh that's it for now.
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The greatest headache ever
Harry Styles x Meredith Cooper
(part of the hey doctor series)
When Harry starts getting headaches bad enough to where he has to go to the emergency room, Meredith is there to help. This is the story of how they met.
Warning: mentions of hospitals, slight mentions of needles, just medical things.
Word count: 2.1k
gif not mine.
Whenever Meredith worked overtime at the hospital, those always seemed to be the same days that Harry didnât have to go to the studio, or the days that Harry had something planned for the two of them.
Meredith was the definition of a workaholic, making it very difficult for her to often go home on time after her shift. Harry tried to get her to take more breaks as the years of dating her went on, but she never let up.
He would say, âbaby, Iâm only looking out for your health.â
To which she would respond with, âactually, Iâm looking out for my patients health.â
She was at the hospital doing rounds, or maybe at the office seeing patients. She was always working.
So, maybe it was unbearable for Harry to never get to see his girlfriend, but when he really thinks about it, her working overtime at the hospital was the reason he met her.
FLASHBACK:
Grueling headaches were an often occurrence for Harry, so it never really occurred that he would end up in the emergency room from utter exhaustion.
âGood evening, MrâŠâ She looks down to find out what Harryâs name is on his chart, âStyles, correct?â
He nods, furrowing his eyebrows and wincing as another sharp pain echoed through his head.
âOkay, well Iâm doctor Cooper. It says here that youâve been having ongoing headaches for a while, so what made you want to come in?â
âUmâŠâ He trailed off, scratching the back of his head, âI was at the studio, and I had been standing for a while and I sorta fainted.â
âHm,â Meredith looked down, expecting any other injuries, âso, Iâm guessing you cut your wrist on the way down?â There was a white bandage with blood showing through it wrapped tightly around his wrist.
âYup.â He laughed as she began to unwrap the bandage, âNot to sound rude or anything, but you look a little young to be a doctor.â
âUnless you are suggesting that I am incapable because of my age, which I donât think you are, then I take you saying I look young as a compliment.â
âOf course I meant it as a compliment.â Harry shakes his head with a small chuckle, making Meredith smile.
âOuch.â She winced along with Harry once the bandage was all the way off of his wrist before she set it on the medical tray next to her. âYeah, youâre definitely going to need stitches.â
Harryâs jaw dropped, âAre you being serious?â
âDo you really think I would joke about something like that? Câmon, Iâm not that cruel.â
She was being honest, and Harry liked that about her. She wasnât trying too hard to fit the entire doctor role that most of the arrogant doctors did.
She patted his shoulder as she stood up from the rolling stood she was sitting in, âIâm going to go grab a suture kit, Iâll be right back to fix you up.â
âI see youâre taking a liking to one of your patients over there.â Meredith jumped as she stood in the supply closet, turning to find Maggie, one of her friends (and colleagues) behind her.
âWhat?â She asked as she reached for the suture kit she had been looking for.
âYa know,â Maggie snatched the kit for Merâs grasp, ânurses are perfectly capable of a couple stitches, thatâs their job after all.â
She rolled her eyes, grabbing the plastic container with all the tools necessary inside of it back, âI had some free time, heâs a pretty interesting guy, actually.â
âGuy? Thatâs it?â Meredith sees her friend's jaw drop, âDo you not know who that man is?â
Her eyebrows furrowed in response, âWhat do you mean? Heâs a patient...â
âYouâre about to suture the wrist of like the most famous popstar ever, Meredith!â
She whipped her head back around, âWhat? Who? Wait, whatâs his name?â
Another one of the girls who works with the two of them walked up to where they were standing in the hall, appearing to have been eavesdropping. âDoes she seriously not know who Harry fucking Styles is?â
The name definitely rang a bell, and Meredith had definitely heard it before, but she just could remember exactly where.
âWhat is he? A singer?â She looked towards Maggie, making her groan.
âMer! You literally listen to his music!â Maggie smacked her friend in the back of the head, making her hiss from the sudden contact, âYou know that one song that you were obsessed with over the summer, golden?â
Meredith nodded before her jaw dropped, âOh my gosh! He wrote that song?â
Maggie copied her previous motion, nodding before turning her friend back towards where Harry sat, pushing her forwards. âGo get âem tiger!â
When Meredith walked back up to Harry, she stumbled a bit before setting all her supplies on the small, metal table that sat next to his bed. âSorry that took so long, you are apparently the talk of the town all over the hospital.â
âAh,â Harry only tucked his lips into his mouth, âreally thought I was off the hook when you pretended to not know who I was, ya really had me sold.â
âUmâŠâ the girl trailed off awkwardly, âI didnât know who you were.â
"Oh, Im sorry, I shouldn't have assumed that you knew who I was.â He spoke, the shock in his voice was still quite apparent though. "I guess after a while of being recognized everywhere I go, I learned to act as if everyone knows who I am, and have the worst intentions. It's the best way for me to assure that my integrity is saved.â
Meredith nods, "I know I'm not famous or anything, but I somehow understand that.â
Harry's wrist was still obviously hurting, she could tell by the way he flinched every time she came close to touching.
"Okay, you may feel a small pinch when I insert the numbing agent, but after that, the stitches should be smooth sailing.â Meredith grabs his wrist, just above his injury, she had the syringe filled with lidocaine in her other hand, "ready?â
Harry nodded before she quickly inserted the syringe, beginning to numb the area. For a moment, it looked as if all of the color had completely drained from his face, his eyes falling closed.
"You doing alright?â Meredith light-heartedly asked, trying to ease the tension as she finished numbing Harry's wrist.
He looked quite dazed, as if he was in a trance, "I think I'm alright.â He sighed, leaning back in the chair, still having that void look in his eye.
Meredith stood up again, "Why don't I go get you a cool washcloth to put on your forehead while we wait for the numbing to fully kick in, you look a bit pale."
Harry smiled, "That would be great, thank you.â
When Meredith returned from the sink outside the procedure room, Harry was still slumped back in the large chair, his forehead glistening with sweat.
"Here ya go.â She smiled, placing the washcloth soaked with cold water on his forehead. He was surprised by the cool temperature at first, but he sighed in relief moments later.
"Okay, so I'm going to get started on the stitches now, if you're all settled.â
"Yeah, I'm okay, go ahead.â He held his injured wrist out to her.
It only took around thirty minutes for Meredith to finish the stitches, and once she was done she was already suggesting other treatments for Harry's headaches in question.
"I honestly think that you are getting these headaches from just pure exhaustion, the symptoms you are describing sound much like the type of migraines I had in med school, and with such a high stress level job, it would make sense why you wouldn't be getting enough sleep, correct?â
Harry bows his head, "It is true that I could probably use a little more sleep.â
Meredith begins to jot something down on the chart, "and some more water, since you also seem to be showing signs of moderate dehydration.â
"Whatever you say, doc.â
It was beginning to get harder and harder for Meredith to keep her level of professionalism, because all she could think to herself was is this super hot, famous, heartthrob flirting with me right now?
It was safe to say that she was beginning to understand why so many girls, including her own colleagues, found this man so enticing.
"Okay!" She quickly broke herself out of her daydream, "I think that's all I can really tell you, sleep more and drink some more water. But, if you start doing those things and you are still getting headaches, please don't hesitate to come back.â
"And as for the stitches?â He questioned, making her furrow her eyebrows.
šWhat do you mean?â She countered immediately feeling stupid when he responded.
"I mean, won't I have to come back to get them removed?"
"Oh! Yes, I would say fourteen days." Meredith was mentally face palming at this point as her embarrassment took over.
She wasnât even a huge fan of his, hell, she didnât even know who he was a hour ago, so the reason she was stuttering like a blubbering idiot was beyond her.
âCan I just come back here?â
âYup, Iâll be here.â She says with a bigger smile than she intended as she handed Harry the medical forms for him to fill out.
âThank you so much.â He said gratefully as she said her goodbyes before walking out of the room and into the hall, where Maggie, and many other nurses stood, seemingly waiting.
An array of questions began to be shouted from many different people, some including:
âHow was he?â
âDid you get his number?â
âIs he coming back?â
Meredith was appalled by the amount of shouting going on, when everyone was well aware that the man they were desperate to know about, was only behind the very thin, wooden door.
âAre you guys fucking insane? Patient confidentiality!â She defended, adjusting her white coat before beginning to make her way back towards the nurses station at the end of the hall.
******
Meredith wasnât expecting to ever see Harry again after he came in to get his stitches removed, which was a long, drawn out process because of Harryâs attempt to stall the doctor.
It wasnât that she didnât want to see him again either, she would have been perfectly happy to. He was charming, and didnât seem too arrogant, which was something she completely adored about him.
But it wasnât until about three weeks after he had gotten his stitches removed that she felt someone approaching her on the cereal island that she stood in Whole Foods.
âMeredith?â She turned around, being met with a surprised look at Harry. âSorry, can I call you that?â
She laughed at that, âI mean I wasnât expecting you to call me doctor when Iâm not even your doctor anymore. Can I call you Harry?â She countered his question.
He let out a sigh of relief, remembering how down to earth Meredith really was for being someone with such a high profession. âWell, Iâm not your patient anymore, now am I?â
She looked back at the shelves, picking up her choses box of cereal, throwing it into the basket that was hanging around her wrist.
âI guess you do know who I am, donât you?â
âI do now.â She responded, not really knowing what else to say.
Harry on the other hand, was debating whether or not it would be inappropriate to attempt to make a move on his doctor. Was she even technically his doctor anymore? He didnât know.
He was always very straight forwards through, which was something he prided himself in. âWould it be weird if I were to ask you out on a date?â
Meredith liked the game that they were continuing to play, the one where he would ask her a question, and she would counter back with almost the exact same one. âWould it be weird if I were to say yes?â
âI guess that answers both of our questions.â
It was safe to say both of them left the grocery store blushing and smiling like idiots.
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please momnight conent? Like student reader is upset/struggling with the material and goes to her for help or something literally please momnight im begging u
omg u do not have to beg kind anon i am happy to write momnight
âIâm sorry I feel really stupid..â You scrub at your face sitting in front of your teacher, sheâs crouched down to eye level, one arm draped across your desk. âI just donât understand this part at all..â You set your pencil down to use both hands, scrubbing at both of your eyes now. âHey come on, donât say that!â Nemuri squeezes your wrist, âyouâll hurt yourself, just try reading it over again, sometimes thatâs all it takes to get it to click.â âIâm wasting your time, you have way more important things to be doing.â You mutter, âIâm sorry Midnight I think Iâm a lost cause.â She lets out a loud gasp at that. âDonât say that sort of thing! NO way are you a lost cause!â She closes the book between you, âlook at me.â âIâm embarrassed. I know Iâm strong but when it comes to bookish stuff Iâm totally useless. You must think Iâm an absolute moron-â âNo, I think Present Mic is a total moron.â She rests her chin in her hand as you finally look at her, chuckling to yourself over her jab at your English teacher. âThere we go. A little smile helps you feel much better huh?â She nudges your calf underneath the desk, you nod meekly. âAnd anyways... I donât think youâre a moron, I think youâre a kid. A student with a lot to learn. But youâre learning, even if its hard. Honestly, that's commendable, if this doesnât come naturally to you putting in all the work to still do well is admirable, you donât have to be the best you just have to do your best.â âBut I-â âNo buts.â She frowns, âdonât talk back to your teacher.â âOw did you just pinch me- stop!â You pull your legs up into your chair as her attack on your leg continues. âNo one is good at everything. And yes I mean no one. Not a single person.â âWell... what about All Might?â As soon as you finish sheâs rolling her eyes. âHe canât even make a cup of coffee, and heâs never sent me a text that doesnât have some sort of spelling error.â âPrincipal Nezu?â âHeâs not a person he doesnât count.â You snort at that and rest your chin against your bent knees. âWell what about you? It sure seems like your good at everything...â You hug your legs to your chest and she pricks up a bit as you continue, âI just wanna be like you. Youâre strong and smart and everyone likes you and youâre reliable and even if people underestimate you you always prove them wrong, even when you arenât in the spotlight youâre doing the most to help...I... I wanna be like that, I wanna be just like you Miss Kayama.â âOh god I...I think Iâm gonna cry.â She sucks in a deep breath. âWhat? Why would you do that dont-! Donât cry!â You fumble as she sits back on her haunches. âWell then donât be such a little cherub!â She argues and then sighs, âlook, Iâll be honest with you okay?â She reaches out and takes your hand, âitâs a really long time coming. Three years is a lot longer than it seems, and youâve got a lot to learn. But youâre right, you are strong, and you are smart, smarter than you think.â She promises as she rests her chin on your desk, âeven by coming to me for help youâve proven how much you want this, how much you care about getting to your destination and..you know between you and I..you really do remind me of myself when I was your age.â She sighs wistfully and you grin at her, âyes you do, weâre practically spitting images of each other.â âShut up Midnight.â You chortle, unfolding your legs. âOuch! What happened to Miss Kayama?!ââ She pouts, picking her head up, âIâll report you for insubordinance.â âNo you wonât.â You cheese at her and she shrugs, waving her hand. âEhhhh, yeah I guess youâre right. I wonât. especially not after you said you think Iâm perfect.â âWell are you or arenât you?â âHm...Iâd like to think I am.â She taps her bottom lip with her free hand and you snort, âthough Mic says I have a terrible music taste, and Eraser says my sense of humor is shot...once Vlad told me Iâm the worst driver heâs ever had the displeasure of accompanying on a grocery run, All Might says Iâve got one of the messiest cars heâs ever seen...oh Hound Dog also told me once that I make the worst cup of coffee on the planet and Cementoss agreed with him. But those are just opinions and theyâre subjective so Iâm...subjecting them to the trash.â âI donât think thatâs how constructive criticism is meant to work.â You grin at the thought of her fellow teachers digging into her though. âEhhh..you say tomato..â She waves it off and then piques, ânow Iâve got a question.â âif itâs about this material then sorry because Iâm really shot for-â âNo, no. You really want to be like me?â You flush, you can feel it in your ears, you murmur, â...yes...â âIâm sorry I couldnât hear you-â âYes!â You shout it a little louder than intended but sheâs just laughing. âReally? Me?â I didnât think I was exactly childhood role-model material.â âThatâs why I liked you..â You pluck at the fabric of your shirt, âeveryone always wrote you off, but you always came through in the end, you always proved you were a lot more than your branding. I thought it was cool...that you didnât try to be one dimensional, that you could be pretty and strong and smart.â You look up at her, âeveryone likes you, everyone relies on you. I want to be that sort of strong. Forget picking up cars, forget punching in villains..I want people to need me like they need you. Like I need you.â âWow, Iâm really gonna cry.â âI told you donât cry!â You snap, âyouâre embarrassing me.â You cross your arms and she gasps. âYouâre the one who went on the wild tangent!â Her laughter fizzles out and she stands, âcome on.â She offers you a hand, âI think you get to call it for the afternoon, youâre probably the last student left here.â You let her pull you out of your seat, she wraps an arm around you and squeezes you into her side, âhow about an extra day to work on the assignment?â âAre you playing favorites?â You ask her wearily. âNo. If someone else needs an extra day all they need to do is ask.â She hums, âtry rereading the chapter tonight, and writing a summary of it. Give that to me tomorrow and Iâll let you know if youâre on the right track.â âWhat if Iâm not?â You gnaw at your lip nervously. âThatâs what Iâm here for, duh. Now let me walk you back to the dorms.âÂ
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Hiđ„°â„ïž this is me again, hope I don't bother you too much with my questions if sometimes you mind it just let me know.đđ»ââïž
I have a question for Reiner hihihi.
Reiner who takes care of a baby for a day. what does it give?
Itâs never a bother! Thank you again for requesting ^-^ I wrote a small something for this! Hope you like it. đ
Reiner babysitting Annie and Bertholdtâs baby for a day (Modern AU)
Under the cut for length
Bertholdt and Annie were Reinerâs closest friends, so of course he'd be an important part in their baby's life. Heâd offered his help to his two friends many times, from right when they'd announced they were expecting, taking his role as a surrogate uncle very seriously. He just wasn't expecting to be helping them with something like that so soon. Sure, he'd kept an eye on the newborn when one of them needed to leave the room for a moment. He'd even been among the first to visit them at the hospital after Annie's thankfully routine birth. As much as he'd been with them every step of the way, including many a night sat with Bertholdt before their daughter was born talking out all of his hopes and dreams and worries for the child, Reiner still felt unprepared when only a few months in he was asked to babysit.Â
Of course he said yes, he'd seen his two friends looking more and more tired as the days had gone on, both of them functional but Bertl more than a little out of it thanks to his restless nights. As much as Annie asked him to sleep through the night when she was taking shift feeding the baby every few hours, he just couldn't do it, he had to be there and watch as Annie held the child and rocked it back to sleep only to wake up and do it all over again before she'd had time to properly rest. Reiner meant it when he said he'd do anything to help his friends out, and three months in while little Mara was still struggling to find a sleep cycle, the two of them really needed a day without constant diaper changes and onesie clean ups and just... zero sleep.
So here Reiner was, arriving at the Hoover household early in the morning with an overnight bag in tow, and sitting there as Annie goes over every little thing he might need to know about caring for their precious baby for the next 24 hours. It was all written down, of course, and had been explained to Reiner over the phone, and then explained again through a series of rambling texts from Bertl... and while Annie's tone was laced with a very serious warning of 'you'd better take perfect care of her or i'll beat your ass' the couple did know the child was in good hands. They were still first time parents, though, so each tip and trick and detail needed to be relayed ten times to ease their own worries.
As they finally set off for the hotel in town for their much needed day of rest and relaxation with only each other, Annie is predictably dry eyed, though it took her about 15 minutes to stop kissing her baby's chubby little cheeks and saying again and again to her, âMommy will be back soon, I love you Mara, Mommy loves you.âÂ
Bertholdt, however, outright sobs. Reiner reminds him the baby is in safe hands, that he'll be back soon, and that they can even Facetime later on. He can't help but chuckle to himself at his friend's reaction, noting that he hadn't intended to soothe two babies today.
The day starts off simply enough for Reiner, at this point he's luckily gotten used to how absolutely tiny babies are, and holds little Mara with great care. Mara is also quite used to how giant Reiner is, happy to be held safely in his large hands as he rocks her gently until she falls asleep. Nap one out of the way, easily enough, as Reiner sets her down in the bassinet in Bertholdt and Annie's bedroom - they'd thankfully warned him that she was more used to sleeping in their room than she was at sleeping in her own crib thanks to Annie's need to constantly have a watchful eye on her.
The task proves itself not so easy as the moment Reiner lifts his hands from Mara she stirs, fussing and crying at the loss of contact. The awful, awful sound of her wailing is not something he was prepared for, and the way her cries form a pit of despair in his stomach has him putting his hand on her chest right away. The instinctual move seems to soothe her, and he cries go from little sniffles and hiccups, to her cooing happily once more as she gives a beaming toothless smile to Reiner. Soon enough, her lids are heavy and she's off to sleep again, so Reiner counts his blessings that such a simple action could stop her terrible cries.
Again, he slowly pulls his hand away from Mara, and again she awakens, fussing and crying and pulling at Reiner's heartstrings. They hadn't warned him that he'd need to be with her at all times, even to keep her sleeping. So he does what he must, and pulls her out of her bassinet to rest on his chest as he leans back on his friendsâ bed and lets the baby take her nap resting against him. Luckily, he at least has his phone for entertainment, texting Bertloldt with one hand as he keeps the other securely on Mara's back.
Reiner: she wont sleep unless im holding her. you couldve warned me.
Bertholdt texts back immediately, likely panicking the moment he saw a notification from his friend.
Bertl: she's like that with the FIL too. it's cause you're both like a furnace.Â
Then, a moment later:
Bertl: the baby carrier is in the hall closet, sorry Rei đ
Reiner sighs heavily, then checks that the sudden movement of his chest hasn't awoken Mara. Happy that it hasn't, he makes a mental note to check if the baby carrier will fit him, his form being much broader than either Annie or Bertholdt's.
One hour long nap and a changed diaper later, he finds that the baby carrier does indeed fit him, and he spends most of the rest of the day with little Mara strapped to his chest when she isn't laid out on a blanket on the floor in front of him as he entertains her with toys. He's so wrapped up in making sure he does everything correctly that he doesn't even think about the fact that he's discovered he's somehow a natural at this. Diaper changes don't disgust him in the least, the tedious work of preparing, cleaning, and sanitizing bottles almost soothes him, and babies are luckily very easily entertained. He does admit to himself that most of the thanks goes to Mara being a sweet baby, happy as long as he keeps at least a hand on her.
Reiner ends up sleeping in Bertholdt and Annie's room, bassinet right next to him on the bed with a hand laying across Mara's chest. They both sleep the whole night through, in fact, barring Reiner's alarms set for her feeding time, but overall it's an easy night, something that he points out smugly to his friends once they return in the early hours of the morning.
"I slept great, I don't know what you two are always whining about." he's only half joking, feeling more confident in caring for Mara as he bounces her lightly to burp her after her morning feeding. Annie is quick to take her back from him, giving her little one every kiss she wasn't able to while away. Annie offers him an eye roll, then a small thanks.Â
Reiner is happy to do it again, loving seeing his friends return looking much more well rested, though he won't be too keen on having a stiff shoulder in the morning from having to drape it over a bassinet.
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aphrodite
âAphrodite is just a stage name, but the persona is still you. You might be a total dork, but the person you think you present has always been apart of you.â
â Or, in which Pro Hero Shouto falls in love with a dominatrix cam girl, only to find out that sheâs quite a weirdo in real life. âÂ
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pairing: todoroki shouto x fem!reader
warnings: 18+, smut, fluff, stalking fan, cursing, unexperienced shouto, camgirl!reader, dom!reader, marking, blowjobs, praise kink
word count: 8,834
a/n: honestly, I did love this fic but mind is BUZZING at the thought of finally getting to write my todoroki family gangbang because I have that shit fucking outlined and I never outline anYTHING!!! but this was fun!!! i did a lot of extensive research into camming to only realize that if I wrote it realistically I wouldnât be able to write this the way I intended... so camgirl is sorta really inaccurate and im sorry ;-;
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Being a Pro Hero was one of the most rewarding things Todoroki Shouto had ever done. With his day consumed with being in an element where he saved and protected people, there was nothing he could ever hope to improve. Well, as long as you only considered things in a job aspect.
As a Pro Hero, his job was his life.
Day in and day out, he was working.Â
From the first chime of his alarm at six in the morning until he was crashing on his bed at eleven at night, he wasnât just anyone, he was Shouto, the Pro Hero.
But Heroes were overworked, with the recent downfall of the League of Villains and the aftershocks that came from defeating a group that changed the world, there was a lot to do. He was twenty years old, two years free from Yuuei, and was a Pro Hero, not a sidekick.
After graduating from school, most individuals had assumed that he was going to work with his father as a sidekick for a few number of years, but that wasnât right. Bakugou and Midoriya had created an agency together, so with them, the creators, Shouto made up one of the many founding members of this new agency. An agency that was constructed of only graduates of Yuuei, Â it was strong, promising, and already one that had him and his friends well within the publicsâ favorite heroes.
As goes any new Hero Agency, they had to prove themselves, after all, their alma mater was not enough to carry them through everything. Experience was valued higher than name-value after all. So Shouto, along with the thirty members of the agency, worked hard every day to swallow the fear of the reemerging Japan, fulfilling every and all tedious and significant need.
But for all his hard work, Shouto had been neglecting his own needs.
Two years of hard work for a man without a sexual relationship translated to two years without any sort of lover â romantic and sexual.
At first, it was easy to ignore. He made do with sloppy jerk offs in the shower, the warm water soaking into his skin while he came in loads against his fingers, but eventually, it grew tiresome, lonesome, and tedious.Â
That is until something happened one day.
A single link had been sent his way by Kaminari, the blond man unknowingly sending this to Shouto and not the intended Sero. Shouto had just gotten home, his tired eyes looking at the highlighted hyperlink on his phone. Sighing, he had thrown it up on his laptop, wanting to figure out just what he was sending him of all people, he hoped maybe it was an article on his major rescue today. Kaminari was much better at tracking those articles than he was.
But what he got was not an article on his heroic deed today. No, there was no cold day in hell that this was a news article.
His eyes widened, the texts furiously coming in on his phone, apologizing for the mistake, but Shouto wasnât paying attention. No, he was transfixed on the video before him and fire, unlike any heat he had ever known burned through his veins. Simmering heat rolling from his skin while he watched on, and just like that, Shouto found a way to feel anew.
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âThanks for all your hard work!â Midoriya yelled after Shouto, who was three strides out the door once they traded places.Â
It was Tuesday night, one of three nights that Shouto ever really looked forward to. For the past year, he had always made sure that he was never scheduled on these nights, and well, no one had objected, so he was still taking them. The travel back home was a five-minute commute via train, but always, as Shouto sat there, he felt as if the train was barely inching along.
But as soon as the train docked, there was no time to waste. Shouto was out of the crowded train and practically racing to his house.Â
The door was slammed and locked behind him, and while practically stripping in his hallway â he didnât need to care about a trail of clothes as he lived alone â he made it into his bedroom.
7:59, his clock read, and he cursed, moving even faster to set himself up.
Shouto couldnât help but feel the burning embers of shame igniting in his chest, his heart rate soaring to the sky, when he clicked the join button. This was utterly shameful⊠twenty-one years old and he was in love⊠he was infatuated with someone he couldnât have.
The screen darkened for the room he was looking into was dark, nothing but fuzzy pixels where you sat on the bed, legs crossed, and a sly grin on your face.
âHi, love,â you coo. Shouto couldnât make you out exactly right now, but on god, he already knows your lips were painted a deep red that always captivated him, your eyes insanely large with the thick and long strand of eyelashes you wore.
He wants to say good, he wants nothing more than to respond to your greeting, but heâs speechless. Besides, he knows you wouldnât be able to hear him anyway.
âNow, now, donât be shy,â you pout, standing up and nearing the camera, your strides were slow, smooth, terribly seductive and Shouto was taking you all in.
However, Shoutoâs heart stops when your figure becomes more distinct. Red leather lingerie and toys strapped to the iconic utility belt you don. Even in the alluring lighting of your room, Shouto can see that your eyes are dark with amusement, glee, and lust. He groans lightly, the fabric of his boxer briefs tightening when you lean in close.
âI want to hear you cry my nameâŠâ
Shouto splutters at the whisper, feeling submerged into your show despite his brain telling him you didnât know him. Regardless, his finger trails the trackpad and clicks the blue âdonationâ button, the amount put at the full maximum the site would allow.
âAw, thank you for the donation icy-hot,â you purr, your eyes fluttering on the camera, almost as if you were looking right at him. And Shouto delights at the sound of his username dripping like honey from your tongue. âI knew your slutty needy cock wouldnât disappoint me. I wonder if youâre already touching yourself at the thought of meâŠâ he watches your pretty red lips stretch from a pout into a Cheshire grin, and a pleasurable wave encases his body, his cock twitching against his restraint. âI hope youâre not, after all, I havenât given you permission yet, have I?â
Shouto exhales shakily, the sultry confidence in your face, tone, and stature overwhelming him.
He watches your eyes fall to where he knows the chat is located on your screen, and the bell-like giggle swims in his mind while you amuse the many different viewers on this chat.
Aphrodite, thatâs what you went by.Â
The goddess of love, beauty, procreation, and pleasure.
With the way your eyes pierced the camera, legs spread open to reveal your cunt for your viewers, Shouto hissed in need for him to grab his cock, he knew better by now.
âDonât you wish you were here so I could ride your small cocks instead of my fingers,â you sigh, and Shouto wets his lips, fingers that ached to give attention to his pulsing cock digging into his thighs. âIf you want me to let you touch yourself,â you sigh, tossing your head back, your eyes glinted with power and coercion in this position. âThrow in a little donation for your goddess, whores~!â
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It pained Shouto to admit it, but he had a sincere and deep attraction for the girl behind Aphrodite. He didnât need to check his bank account to know that outside of his daily things, the thing that he was freely spending money on was your shows. The more people donate, the more you would do, the more dominating, demeaning, and almost sadistic you would get. Most nights, like last night, Shouto would collapse on his bed. His cock a flush red from the aggressive fisting he had done, a desperate attempt to make himself pretend it was your tight and sopping cunt around his cock and not his heated hands. The room was always foggy, steam pouring from his skin because his control still went up to smoke whenever he watched you on the screen.
There was nothing more to say except that he would do everything in his power to make sure you were gaining enough money from these shows, and that his screen name would drip past your lips every show. Even if you would never do private shows, he would make sure you knew who he was.
But this wasnât the time to think about you.
âTodoroki!â Bakugou yelled from a distance, and Shouto looked up to see Bakugou staring at him, his face set in annoyance. âPonytail has a job for you.â
Shouto had just walked in through the door to the agency, but his lips pulled into a slight smile. His head nodding, âOkay.â
In the agency Momo, Iida, and Midoriya were the ones who were best suited at handing out missions and assignments. With Iida on temporary leave as he was on vacation with his family and Midoriya, who was on a week assignment with Bakugou, there was only Momo to hand intensive things out right now.Â
Saying his good mornings to the people he passed, he eventually made it into the back room with the door closing behind him. He made eye contact immediately with Momo, who seemed to be jabbering with the client, but he knew her well enough to see that under the cheerful personality, there was something worried in her gaze.
âYou wanted to see me?â Shouto asked the second he stepped in.
âAh, yes, Todoroki-san!â Momo nodded her head, the smile on her face remaining keen on her face while she gestured to the person before her. âThis is y/l/n y/n!â
Nodding, he looked down at the client and stiffened only slightly when you turned around.
Y/l/n⊠y/n⊠you were Aphrodite.
Shoutoâs mouth went dry but also began salivating at an extremely high rate the second your lips pulled into a greeting smile. Was this real?
Would you be dominating in public? Your dominatrix bleeding into your personality outside of the screen? Would you rise to his eye level when you finally stood? He always imagined you would. Were you wearing something flirty, cute, or alluring underneath that jacket you had on your body? Your make up was done in the same matter as the shows, but the red lipstick he loved was substituted with a natural lip color, brightening the shimmer in your eyes.Â
âItâs nice to meet you,â you greeted, and Shouto nodded dumbly, words failing him entirely at this moment.
Was that what he expected you to say as a greeting? Well, he guessed you saying something along the lines of âwelcome you dirty fucking slutâ was a bit out of the picture considering they were in public and you didnât know him. But still, a part of him craved to have heard that utter from your lips, because there would have been no stopping the way that he would have sank to his knees for you.
âY/l/n-san is here with us because sheâs been a victim of a past B&Eâs,â Momoâs voice pierces through Shoutoâs thoughts, and he breaks his stare on your â sweetly? â smiling face to look at his friend. âWe also have reason to believe that such offenses are because she also has a stalker.â
âA stalker?â Shouto repeated Momoâs words.
âThat is correct, and said stalker seems to be in possession of a strong quirk,â Momo nodded her head, her face still kind for you, but her eyes calculating and sharp. âIâm assigning you on her case for a few reasons, firstly because you are capable of handling the perpetrator, and two, you live a block from her apartment, so defending her will be accessible to you.â
Shoutoâs stomach jumped at those words, all this time you had been a mere block away from him?!Â
âIsnât that a bit too much?â you laugh, rubbing the back of your neck. Shouto blinks, that was a move most people made when they werenât confident⊠you were always confident. âI mean, yeah, I donât want to be like⊠hurt by this man, but thereâs no way heâd do anything bad, right?â
âAre you serious?â Shouto asked, his voice leaking with his evident discontent to your answer.
Momo, however, redirected your attention back to her by grabbing your hands in hers, âThereâs a possibility that thereâs nothing bad that heâll do, but thatâs not something we wish to risk.â
âI have pepper spray, a stun gun, and a strong uppercut; I think I can handle this,â you say, pulling your keys up, showcasing the arrange of weapons you carried casually around you.Â
âThe pepper spray looks like you havenât used it in ages,â Shouto immediately pointed out. âYou need to use it about once a month to ensure it works.â
âWait, really?!â
Momo giggled, watching in the way that Shouto looked down at you with a raised eyebrow, and how you looked up at him with wide eyes. âI can understand that you believe that youâre confident in your ability to take care of yourself! We arenât trying to imply that you couldnât, but your cousin brought you here or a reason! Itâs easier to let us do our job, to make sure that you donât ever have to put into a trying situation.â
Your bottom lip juts out into a small pout, but ultimately you sighed, nodding. âOkay⊠how long would this take, do you think? Itâs just that I canât have Shouto by my side at every instance of the day.â
Momoâs eyebrows quirked into a questioning stare, and Shouto could feel his body temperature rising at those words.
âOh? How come?â
You still, as if you hadnât expected Momo to further question why you didnât want to be watched at all hours of the day. Loudly you splutter, unable to come up with an excuse through your panicked and while Shouto watched and listened with crumbling hope that your dominatrix personality was something that you held in every aspect in life. Your cries that you were an up and coming YouTuber â which explained the stalker â and needed to film your muckbang videos in peace made Shouto realize that you were not some sexy, confident woman at every instance of the day. No, you were awkward, weird, and dorky, but it still did nothing to calm his hammering heart when you stood up at the end of the meeting, clad in something that had to be pulled from the Lisa Frank collection and you hurried out.
âIf I analyzed all of her police reports correctly, the stalker should be back by next week, falling on either Tuesday, Thursday, or Saturday night,â Momo informed Shouto, passing the case folder his way. âTake care of y/l/n-san, and be safe.â
Shouto nodded; that was something he didnât need to be told twice, âOf course.â
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You were a camgirl.
For most of your life, you had been someone who was overlooked by most. Being quirkless in a world where having a quirk, even the most useless quirks, was needed to gain success in your peerâs eyes truly sucked. It hadnât stopped you from being successful, of course, you had worked hard in every aspect of your life, but it kept you from attaining your dream job because having a quirk was essential for it â even though you didnât need one.
So with a minimum wage job to cover the costs of living and your long journey to prove your worth to get your dream job, you were quick to realize that you needed more money.
And one day, after a long day at failing to find a second job, you were in bed, reading over fanfics to distract yourself from a failed day when a particular story caught your eye.Â
A story about a camgirl, and then it hit you.
You could be a camgirl!
It took a month of planning, nights spent on creating a persona, a person for you to become when the camera went on.Â
You would turn into Aphrodite.
With such a stage name, you knew that you had to become the goddess of love herself. Your personality was quirky and dorky in real life when you only had to be you, but Aphrodite was all leather, lacy, skimpy hotness. She was daunting, commanding, dominating. It was almost as if the second you turned on your Livestream, the goddess herself possessed your body, turning you into someone that you could only dream to be.
You performed three times a week, precisely at nine and end sometimes even at two in the morning. Within a matter of ten streams, you had exploded in viewers and donors. You had been making around five hundred thousand yen a month, that is until your most special viewer icy-hot had made his first appearance.Â
Icy-hot was someone who seemed to have a deep interest in you, and even deeper pockets because he alone doubled the price of your average income from camming. You were obsessed with him.
There was also another reason why you were obsessed, and it might have a little bit to do with the tall man walking behind you, just far away to make you comfortable, but close enough to keep you from harmâs way. Oh yes, in a world of celebrity crushes, you were in love with Pro Hero Shouto.Â
It was stupid really, but as a fifteen-year-old girl watching Yuuei students who were your age beating the shit out of each other left an imprint of his then fifteen-year-old abs in your brain and you were hooked. Your crush was always shallow, of course it was, you didnât know him, but he still provided you with a sense of comfort. The fact that he had lived so close to you for so long sent embarrassing flames to your face, how would he ever react to knowing that you needed time away from him so that you could control people into fucking themselves online? Or about how your stalker was a possessive man who watched your streams?
You had been fine with just informing the police, but apparently, the man had been apprehended before and had his quirk registered. He was dangerous, and with you being quirkless and the cops being unable to use their own quirks, your cousin dragged you to the local hero agency, proclaimed you needed help, and left.
Little did you remember that this was the hero agency that a lot of recent Yuuei alumni were at, and of course, the one that Shouto worked at. Heroes latched at your side, worried for you while taking you to the back to talk to the Everything Hero: Creati. With the police files on her computer, the two of you discussed everything that was happening with ease and sharp detail, and then Ground Zero barged through the door, yelling about something Deku was doing.
Creati talked with him, both of them coming to some understanding and a simple line from her mouth, effectively ending your entire life.
âWill you call in Todoroki-san when he gets here?â
It wasnât that you were dressed ugly or wrong, but you were definitely dressed up in bright colors because you were trying a Lisa Frank aesthetic before your cousin dragged you off. Tugging at the ends of your hair, you looked back at Shouto, who was silent, his eyes looking at you.
âAre you okay?â he asks, his buttery voice soothes down your spine, and you threw a large thump up in his direction with a nod.
âNever been better!â you lie. This was bad this was so very bad, you wanted to push him into an alleyway and run away, why must the world curse you into looking like you were related to booboo the fool on the day you finally crossed paths with Shouto. Not to mention should he find out about your career? Would he think you deserved everything coming your way?
âItâs okay to be not okay,â he spoke up, his head tilting to the side, trying to figure out where your thoughts are. âYou know that, right? Youâre going through a lot right now.â
You blow a raspberry, your ears burning when you look back in front of you, your head shaking. âIâm perfectly fine, I wasnât even in immediate danger! Besides, I have you here now, donât I?â
They were familiar words heroes heard every day, maybe not those words exactly but similar enough that they werenât unusual. But still, to Shouto, those words curled warmly in his chest, vibrating deep within his sternum while he nodded.
âYou do.â
âSee!â
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To say the least, Shouto was genuinely shocked to figure out who you were as a person.Â
The biggest thing he could put together about you, the most essential detail he saw was the fact that you were stupidly a dork. You had just about one hundred colorful mugs with weirdly dumb inspirational quotes on them. Whenever he showed up at your apartment in the morning â the nights you insisted he couldnât sleep on your couch because of your recordings, which worked out because he would just go home and watch your stream with only the slightest guilty conscious.
You had a colorful arrange of sweaters and shirts, none of which were anything that he would have assumed initially you would wear, to begin with. Leggings and sweaters, joggers and tank tops, that seemed to be your style in the warming days of spring, and he was all for it.
With nothing more to do with this assignment, then stay close to you because the police where in charge of trying to find the man, the two of you grew close. Shouto often amused himself by asking you about the videos you were making for âYouTube,â each time you came out with a poorly failed excuse of a lie for him, and every time you believed that he believed you.
It was a month into the assignment, and nothing had happened so far, nothing but late-night conversations and late-night cam sessions. Still, Shouto was a devoted watcher, and with each passing day, his ears no longer blushed scarlet at the sight of you the following mornings.Â
The two of you were proper fans, and the crushes you had for each other still held true, only now reenforced with the appropriate images of each other.
âYou have to go now!â you complain, trying to shove the much larger man out of your apartmentâs front door. It was Thursday evening, and with only an hour until you were to stream â an accident on both of your parts because you had been distracted with watching an anime with him â you needed to get ready quickly. âShouto, oh my god, I swear if you donât leave, Iâm going to pepper spray you!â
Shouto was pretending to be lost in thought, his body stable and unshifting while you attempted your hardest to get him to move. âI donât remember you ever cleaning your pepper spray⊠itâll end up hurting you more than me in the end anyway.â
âYou donât know that!â you grunt, your hands pressing against his spine, your feet slipping against the wood while you push with all your strength. âEven if it hits me, itâll hit you too!â
âIâve been pepper-sprayed before, apart of hero training, I can handle it, y/n,â Shouto points, and he finally takes a step forward, your body stumbling into his side where he graciously steadied you. Thereâs a silence between the two of you when he realizes just how he caught you, and you feel the temperature fluctuate around you when he pushes you to your feet, throwing on his shoes and leaving with a stiff wave.
âSee you t-tomorrow!â he rushes out, leaving you with a burning face in your doorway.Â
But as you closed the door, rushing yourself to get ready for tonight, you didnât get to see the way that Shouto stopped at the staircase, his eyebrows scrunching when an uneasy feeling filled his gut. Could it be that the perp was finally going to make their move tonight?
In thirty minutes you had managed to get your makeup done, the sharp black eyeliner paired with large full eyelashes, your skin perfect from foundation and contour, and of course, the painted red lip. With only ten minutes to spare, you threw your camera set together, connecting it at eight minutes to spare. You sweat in nerves while you hastily threw on your lingerie. Black lacy panties that sculpted your ass, and a bra that left your breasts looking delectable. Then the leather garter belt hung around your waist, attaching to your thigh high stockings with a cute red bow.Â
With the countdown on the screen, you flopped on the bed, cameras rolling as soon as your clock read 9:00.
âHi, love,â you began as you usually do, confidence flooding your person while you sat up from your mattress, your hands smoothly gliding against the soft fabric of the comforter.Â
Your show went as it normally did, harmless flirting with your viewers who craved more, thanking donator after donator, your smile growing into a smirk with each passing minute. You noticed that icy-hot was on, his avatar always pinned to your screen when he joined, but he was silent. Not a single donation.
Normally this would scare you, drilling ice-cold anxiety through your veins, but you werenât you right now; you were Aphrodite.Â
âIcy-hot,â you drawled, your voice husky and low, a subtle show to your dominance while you leaned forward, your cleavage only accentuating between your pressing arms. âWhat are you doing?â
But before you could continue on, before you could utter more phrases to get some sort of response from your favorite viewer, there was a rustle in your apartment. You froze immediately, was Shouto in your place? No, that couldnât make sense.
Then in an almost slow-motion horror, you watched your bedroom door slam open, and a man you didnât recognize appeared before you. His transfixed on you as if you were a true goddess, his muscles taut, lips perked into a lusting smirk.
âI finally found you, Aphrodite,â he whispered like a prayer, his feet taking several fast strides in your direction, and as the chat exploded in their confusion, your jaw dropped in an ear-splitting scream.
>> âIs this for real?â
>> âIs aphrodite finally fucking a man for us? Iâm jealous itâs not me!â
>> âHoly shit, I think this is real?!â
The facade of Aphrodite was gone on you, no longer possessing you, but instead the meek and weird you. There was no stopping his conquering pace when his hand outstretched for you until he was frozen in place.
âShouto?!â you squeak, looking to see your hero standing at the door, his cheeks flushed from most likely rushing over, his eyes deadly and severe. His eyes glanced you over, and embarrassment shrouded you when he eyed over your lingerie, but he said nothing of your state of appearance thankfully.
âGo into your bathroom, and donât come out until I tell you itâs over,â Shouto commanded, and breathlessly you nodded, stumbling over into the bathroom as the perpetrator broke free from the ice. One lustful eye turning sinister and dark, and with an animalistic bellow, he charged Shouto when you closed the door.
You werenât sure how long you lasted in the bathroom; the only thing you knew is that for ten seconds, it was loud with the clear sounds of battle before quieting. There had been no crash, nothing to tell you that the action had been taken elsewhere, only that you had heard the familiar sound of Shoutos singing ice and then silence. You pulled on your fluffy white bathrobe that hung by the door on your bathroom, your pacing unstoppable in your inability to calm down.
Was Shouto alright? They didnât both die out there, right? No, Shouto was more durable than that, you reasoned, your hands aching with your nerves.
The pulsing beat of your heart sat heavy in your throat, your fingers trembling with shot nerves and fearful thoughts until a soft knock on your door alerted you that someone was there.
âH-Hello?â you stammer, unable to keep yourself from speaking.
âItâs me,â you hear Shoutoâs voice tiredly stated, and without so much as wondering if it really was him, you threw open the door.
Shouto stood there, a bruise on his jaw, a visible injury he had sustained from this fight.Â
There was no stopping you throwing yourself into his arms, your own arms throwing around his neck in your dopamine surge. He had saved you, he had finished this.
âSorry that took so long,â Shouto murmured into your ear, his head burying into the crook of your neck, sending intensive static down your spine. âBastard took us seven blocks away; apparently, he has a pretty shitty teleportation quirk.â
âThatâs okay, Iâm just glad youâre okay,â you sigh, not wanting to let go of him anytime soon. âWas it just the bruise?â
âMhm,â Shouto informs you, his fingers running against the thick fluffiness of the robe. âQuirk side effect is that it makes you stupidly dizzy after using it, and that includes everyone he takes with him. So I nearly was throwing up when he landed one on me. The police will take you in for questioning tomorrow morning if thatâs alright? I figured it was too late, and you went through too much to be questioned tonight.â
âThatâs perfect,â you agree, not at all caring when the interview would be, just as long as he was with you.Â
Shouto eventually pulled away, his hands remaining on your waist while his eyes looked at you warmly, âOkay, well letâs get you on your bed, I want to make sure youâre okay.â
You nodded dumbly, following after Shouto when he guided you back into the room that was liberated from his ice but had obviously been fought in on account of your fallen books. You sighed when you sat up on your bed watching Shouto stand in front of you, observing you in your fluffy white robe.
âShouto?â you asked while Shouto observed your face in the better lighting of your room, his finger soothing tear streaks you had long ago cried while he made sure you were okay.
âMm?â
âHow did you get here so quickly?â
âI thought something was going to happen tonight. I had this feeling when I was leaving and decided to stay until it happened.â
âYeah, but itâs not like I had screamed until after he was in my room,â you accuse, your eyes narrowing.Â
Honestly, you had no idea how he knew⊠unlessâŠ
âIâm icy-hot,â Shouto states simply, but you couldnât ignore the way that your body literally rejected this claim, how it sizzled to life because he knew what you did on these nights, and how you sparked at the thought of how heâd been supporting you for a year.
âYouâre â ?â
âYeah,â Shouto smiled, pulling away from you with a soft sigh, his arms folding across his chest. âA friend of mine accidentally sent me a link to your cam sessions when you first started, and I was hooked.â
âYouâre telling me all this time, you knew?!â
Shouto nodded, unsure as to what you werenât quite understanding.
âWhy didnât you say anything?!â your voice raised dangerously, your spine shot straight while your world both crashed and built around you.
âI didnât think it was appropriate to tell my client that I watched her strip and fuck herself on my leisure time,â Shouto sighs, his eyebrow-raising in amusement.
âYouâre a dick!â you exclaim, but your words were one of wonder, your eyes brightening in this new knowledge. âI canât believe you, honestly!â
âWell then, I guess I can tell you a string of truths, and you can do nothing about it,â he challenges, his face nearing yours, dangerously close. His warm and mint breath fanning across your face. âI have feelings for you â deep and honest feelings for you, I think this piece youâre wearing under the rob is by far one of the best pieces youâve ever worn, and Iâm hard right now.â
âYou know that Aphrodite is a facade,â you disclosed, your eyelids feeling like weights while you stared up at him, unmoving, unchallenging.
âI donât think it is,â Shouto challenged his hands, tugging at the fabric that held your robe closed. âAphrodite is just a stage name, but the persona is still you. You might be a total dork, but the person you think you present has always been apart of you.â
Your tongue is dry, but still, you wet your lips, confidence, and fear meeting in the middle of your chest in an all-out war to see which would win. It was to no oneâs surprise that you wanted Shouto, but for it to be reciprocated was a bit beyond you, and finally, you inhaled a bit sharply through your nose, âIf you want me to fuck you, you better ask properly. Like a good boy.â
His eyes glint in an unreserved way that sends fire through your spine and a heat flashing in your core. It had been a while since youâve fucked anyone, and here was Shouto implying that you fuck him. He also seemed to want to be dommed, and if there was something you werenât expecting from him, was that.
Shouto licks his lips, his hands moving from your waist and pressing onto the mattress so that heâs forcing you to lean backward, trapped in his hold.Â
âI want you to fuck me,â he breathes, and in a similar exhilarating thrill of Aphrodite possessing you before a show, that electrifying courage courses through your veins and grabbing onto the thick fabric of his costume and bring him into a simmering kiss.
Your fingers wound in his hair, the intensive heat and passion exchanging between your lips were insane. It was mind-boggling as it was breathtaking. Your head tilted, and you pressed in more, feeling the weight of the bed dipping as Shouto climbed onto the bed with you. Shouto was bigger than you, in just about every way of the word, but still, with your stocking covered leg, you wound it around his waist and spun in your place.
Straddling his torso, you pressed incessant kisses to his mouth, his desperate return sending confidence to your head, a warm pulse in your body.Â
âI wouldnât have pegged you as a bottom,â you murmur against Shoutoâs throat, your hands pressing flat against his chest, moving to unravel the restraints holding it together. You get the top of his jumpsuit undone, watching has his pale and toned chest slowly peeking through the growing opening. Your fingers move against the plains of his abs, nails moving against his hardened nipples while you sigh against his throat. âSuch a good boy.â
Shouto heaves, his breathing uneven, unsteady, and unsure. For someone so confident thirty seconds earlier, he seemed to be crashing from that stream of confidence quickly, almost dangerously. Skirting around this knowledge, you removed your robe, discarding it onto the dirty floor with a content smirk.Â
âI, um,â Shouto swallowed hard, his eyes fluttering at the sight of the lacy black undergarments and, for the first time, genuinely getting to appreciate them in real life. His fingers grab onto your waist, his hot as fire hands tracing your smooth skin, tracing against the hem of your panties until he got to the cleavage of your ass, stopping where your body met his. âIâve never done this.â
âThatâs alright,â you say, hands pushing the blue fabric of his costume off his shoulder, making quick work of it, and finally, your get to press your hands against his broad and naked shoulders. Your lips move unhurriedly against his neck, moving down until you reach his collarbone, taking a long swipe of your tongue against the protruding bone.
âFuuck.â
The words that had meant to come from Shoutoâs lips drifted towards the ceiling, no longer viable with the way that he folded against your touch. With your lips back against his chin, your right hand stretched behind you and pressed firmly against Shoutoâs hard buldge palming against the clothed erection. His eyes close immediately, the touch of another on his growing cock was foreign to him, but it was igniting something within him while you continued your ministrations. A strangled moan vibrating at the back of his throat, his hips rising to buck and grind against your cupping hand, only hindered by your teasing retreats and bell-like giggles.
âSo desperate already, baby?â you whisper against his ear, your mouth coming back to his, meeting his trembling lips into a passionate kiss. When you pull away, he makes a noise similar to an animal in heat but is quickly silenced by your teeth biting gently against his lower lip. âLetâs get you out of this uniform.â
Shouto helps you make little work of removing his costume, the dark navy blue material joining your robe on the floor, and you straddle him one again. Only this time, itâs your cunt rolling against his clothed cock.Â
âDo you want me to suck you off?â you ask, your lips pressing painted marks against his chest. The red of your lips shining like rubies against his pale skin, but it does nothing but stirs you on. It wasnât a mark like a bite, but it was an acknowledgment that as of now, for this very moment, he was yours. The red lip print proof of this bond. âDo you want my mouth around your pretty cock?â
Shouto shudders at your words, his hips involuntarily bucking at your ask, and he nods his head. His cheeks dusted red, and his heart hammering in his throat, âY-Yes, please suck me off.â
âAww,â you coo, your fingers hooking around the waistband of his underwear, your cunt grinding against him. âYou said, please!â
The underwear joins the rest of Shoutoâs outfit on the floor, and you stare at Shoutoâs cock in its full glory. The long thick length bouncing against his stomach, precum dripping slowly from its tip. The knowledge that he was already leaking from your gentlest attempts of domination sent power through you once again, and you smirked leaning down so that you were level with his cock.
âSuch a pretty cock,â you sigh, wrapping your hand against his length, your mouth watering at the fact that you couldnât encompass it in your hand. âSo beautiful⊠now, I want you to stare at me the entire time Iâm doing this icy-hot. Iâm putting on a private show for you, and I expect my favorite viewer to watch the entire time.â
There was no need to wait because Shouto was ready for your mouth, and with one final roll of his pink head with your fingers, you began.
You brought your mouth to Shoutoâs cock and licked a clean line from balls to crown, the back of your tongue swirling around the head.
Shoutoâs moan was nothing short of pornographic, and near animalistic in the way that it sent shivers down your back. Most definitely caught in the feel of things, Shouto arched his ass from the bed to thrust right into your waiting mouth. With the confidence of who you tried to be as Aphrodite, you decided to be the best at what you were doing for Shouto, hopeful this would be something he would ever forget. Adjusting to his lifted hips, you gripped and pumped the lower half of Shoutoâs cock while slathering and sucking attention at what you could fit into your mouth â he was a lot bigger than the dildos you used for your show.
Your mouth was heated sin to Shouto, unafraid to choke a little, gagging ever so often to send incredulous vibrations through his sensitive sex. You were also a bit sloppy, saliva and drool leaking with his precum down his length, dribbling from the corner of your mouth while he pressed further into you. You then pulled from his length, oxygen burning your lungs to take each of Shoutoâs balls into your mouth and delicately roll them with your tongue as your fist capriciously switched between fast and slow over his throbbing cock.
Mouth hanging wide and silent, Shouto stared intensely at your slowly blinking form. You nuzzled your nose against the trimmed fuzz at the base of his hot dick, your lips creating a wet pop noise against his balls. The soft touches of your nose against the vein on his cock ignited a broken and almost needy rasp against Shoutoâs chest. And when a thumb, wet with your spit and his precum, trailed a line down the backside of his cock, Shoutoâs heavy tongue caught up.
âThat feels so good!â Shouto moaned, his voice gruff and near unrecognizable by its tenor. âMore, y/n, please, more.â
And who were you if you didnât comply?Â
You groaned at the lewd position you were in, his intense duel eyes focused on every move you made while his cock twitches in front of you, your tongue flicking out of your mouth licking the bead of pre-cum on his tip making your cunt throb in anticipation.Â
âLook at you, so needy, so innocent,â you giggle, using the hands that had been sensually traveling up and down his cock to angle it better for your await mouth. Brushing his head against your tongue, his pre-cum gathered on the slick surface, you delighted when his stomach contorted with his tightened breathing. You wouldnât close your mouth to taste him, so saliva dribbling down your tongue against his length. Your hands rubbed it against his cock, using it as natural lubrication as you continue, âdesperate for my mouth, arenât you?â
Shouto tried to nod his head, which made you giggle, grinning down at him as you once more push his cock inside your heated cavern. Pulling it out slowly when you notice that his eyelids close for a little longer than a soft moan.Â
âKeep your hands on me, icy-hot,â you coax, tangling his fingers onto your scalp. Keeping your left hand against the back of his thigh to land a slap against his skin to keep him focused. It was something that he found to be shocking, but the hair tugging that followed the surprising hit sent a proper shiver down your spine. You pushed his cock forward again, pushing inside you deeper this time, so his length hit further than the back of your throat.Â
The motion once more sending Shouto to some other dimension as he hissed your name. The tightness of your throat, the muscle contracting against his thick cock, and the cold drool the dribbled from your lips sent his mind spinning. He only wanted more, and he craved more. With ragged breathing and the sight of his contracting stomach, his hips began to thrust into your mouth, pressing his cock further into your throat. Each desperate thrust had him hitting the back of your throat, drool slipping out of your mouth as you tried to breathe through your nose, groaning against his length, sending vibrations along Shoutoâs cock.Â
Your eyes began to water at the slightly suffocating sensation. Still, you were excellent despite the tears slipped down your cheeks, his hips thrusting into you roughly, the sign of an inexperienced man. Moving your hands to his upper thighs, you tried to slow his forceful thrusts, trying to allocate for time to adjust to his size in your throat. Instead, Shoutoâs thrusting hips only stammered more, the sinful noises in your throat, sending only better feeling through his body. His eyes can read your eyes that told him this was okay.
âFuck, youâre so good,â Shouto babbles, his hands clutching your hair, fingers digging into your scalp using it as leverage to move you against his length. âI never thought, shit, I never thought it would feel like this, yes, yes do that!â
Your moans vibrated around his length as you let the larger man manipulate your wet cavern. Your tongue now rolling along his length, tracing the sensitive protruding veins on his cock, and with the speed in which he was thrusting into your mouth, it only heightened the desperate noises pouring from his mouth. So much so that he almost stopped shifting his powerful hips all together.
You felt Shoutoâs thrusts stagger as he came closer to his release, his hips speeding up, your head bobbing with his final desperation as he gave a final hard push into your mouth. His tip hitting the far back in your throat, and he came inside you with a snarl. His hands held your head down on his length as you grunted, trying to take in all fast release in one swallow, but some spilled out of your mouth. His hot sticky seed dribbling down your chin.Â
When you moved pulled to remove his length from your mouth, you immediately closed your mouth, tongue lapping at the cum that escaped your lips.Â
Crawling back up to Shoutoâs face, you gave a tight-lipped smile when his clammy hands rested against your waist, and with fluttering eyes, you connected your lips again. The minority of his cum still sits in your mouth and is pushed into his mouth with your tongue.
You sat up, your lips still connected to his with a string of entangled saliva and cum, his hands coming around to cup your ass, and with the sexiness, only one could achieve through countless times of stripping, you were finally free from your own lingerie.
âWhatâre youââ
A gust of air ricocheted from Shoutâs lungs as his back slammed into the mattress once again, your hands planted against his shoulders, your head cocked to the side with a mischievous smirk. Shouto doesnât know how to react, for someone who couldnât shove him out of the doorway was suddenly handling him just fine in bed. But the thought of that stirred his cock back to life, something you noticed the second it rested against your ass. Shouto groaned in embarrassment, but it didnât matter to you, who arched down to nuzzle his nose. Then you were licking searing stripes along his neck, teeth nibbling and pulling at his ear, digging at the joint of throat and shoulder, Shoutoâs tilted chin and swollen wet lips.
Knees dug into the sides of Shoutoâs chest, your nails cutting crescents into the slick shining mountains of his shoulders, Shouto hands grasped onto your naked form for dear life, coercing the storm of your shared desire. The impatient and growing unignorable weight of Shoutoâs cock slotted between your slick and sopping cunt. Sloppy wet with your untouched arousal, a ticking timebomb of pleasure each time you thrust back against his rehardened cock.
âY/n, pleaseââ Shouto choked on his words, a lusting cry when he cracked his head back against the soft mattress at the moment you carted his hot cock against your dripping, aching cunt with one firm and delicate palm and your other pressing your weight against his chest. âOh shit, yes, fuck â yes, more. Please, put it in, y/n. I want, shit, I want you to fuck me properly, y/nââ
âSo fuckinâ needy,â your breathlessly giddy reply came, your words soaked the ear and filled Shoutoâs head completely. Tightening his grip on your waist to accommodate a stronger hold on you in a desperate thought to sane himself, you began a more frantic rhythm of work-roughened humping. âIs this how you responded back to me when I stream? Do you listen to my instructions the entire time, Shou-to?â
The squelch and wet noises of your hips dragging staccato against Shoutoâs throbbing skin was maddening, dumbing him down to strangled huffs and squeaks against your swollen lips. The pulse against Shoutoâs own lips raged, a frantic desire for him that both weakened and empowered him to the bone.
Shoutoâs finger dug into your skin, leaving imprinted bruises where he touched, his hips slamming up into yours. Wanting more, craving more, and with nothing more to hold from him, you complied and with a wet noise, sunk all the way down against him.
âShit, shit, wait,â Shouto hoarsely whispered, his nails ripping moons into your skin while he panted against your skin. âYouâre too tight, Imma cum, fuck, waitâŠâ
You laughed against his mouth, but you didnât move, allowing him the time to adjust his brow slick with sweat, eyes closed in concentration. Regardless, your walls fluttered around him while you adjusted, and he shivered with every involuntary move. âYou good?â you murmur against his mouth, tongue lapping at his pressed white lips.
He nods once, and you grin, taking that as means to push as far up as you could, and with your entire weight and clench of your muscles, sunk back down against him.
A savage snarl ripped from Shoutoâs throat, more animal than man as he tore at your lips, his mouth open with a hot tongue and teeth that tugged at your lips. You had no choice but to open up, letting his tongue meet yours while you felt his cock throbbing against your clenching walls. You met him in full innocent need, your kisses were uncoordinated attack from all angles, his hand working their way to your ass, once again gripping and pulling that the soft and warm flesh.
Your hips rolled against his, lifting up and falling with growing forces,Â
The small of Shoutoâs waist burned raw from how it kept curling into the mattress, his shoulders singing with sharp pain from your fingernails. Your breaths puff against Shoutoâs lips as if you had never taken a single deep breath in your life like youâd flung yourself into the open flames just to fuck Shouto. The fill of his cock, the maddening way that his cock filled you out, it made your head spin and your knees tremble. With each twitch of his cock, his protruding veins pushing against your spongey walls, increasing the sensation, sending fire to your curling toes. Your weight pushing heavy on Shouto now, sandwiching him hard against the gentle mattress when he couldnât meet you in an upwards thrust, too lost in the sensation of your smoldering cunt around his cock.Â
Shoutoâs thighs and stomach quivered in your conquest, his words an unclear babble in his prayer to you. The air was filled with the scent of sex, sweat, cum, and something else. Something you couldnât put your tongue on, but it stirred you on more with the wet slapping noises of your meeting hips.
It was too much, too much, yet nowhere near enough.
âY/n, Iâm gonnaââ Shouto searched for his words a short raspy cry, his cock swelling up and pulsing in your clenching walls, his fingers clenching around the nape of your neck. Bringing you in for another hot kiss. âGonnaââ
âCum for me,â was the only thing you rasped in his mouth, your lips a deceivingly soft push against Shoutoâs bruised lips.
Shouto shot off inside of you like an exploding fire, his eyes squeezed shut so tightly he could only see white and feel you. His grip tightened around your body, pressing you slick against him. But the increased angle is what sends you over the edge, your eyes rolling when your body tenses, pleasure, and relief swallowing you whole when your orgasm overcomes you.
âShouto,â you mewl in a cracked croak of a voice, your face buried in Shoutoâs shoulder as he feels your walls spasm against his cock in almost insane ways.Â
âThat⊠shit,â he breathes, unable to think.
âYeah, same,â you mumble, moving to press a kiss onto his lips.
His body rolls off warmth from his skin, and together, the two of you fall asleep on the bed, entangled in sweat and cum and only elation in your blood.
bonus!
âTODOROKI-KUN!â Iidaâs voice pierces through his phone when Shouto wakes up the next morning.
âIida,â he greets, watching while you brush your teeth, studying the various marks on your body from the night before.
âWHY DID YOU RELEASE A SEX TAPE?!â
âI donât know what youâre talking about, Iida?â
âCHECK THE NEWS RIGHT AWAY!â
BREAKING NEWS: PRO HERO SHOUTO CAUGHT IN BED WITH CAMGIRL UNDER THE NAME APHRODITE
It was then that the two of you realized you had never turned off your session.
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Hello, im pretty sure youâre more than done getting notifications from me for tonight put I canât resist putting my last thoughts/questions out
So im rooting for Eren. At first I didnât but after reading all of your asks and understanding his feelings. God I canât help but feel bad for him. Not justifying his cheating-that man needs someone to spell out what heâs doing wrong. I was in shock when i realized the affair has been going on for 2 years.
If there will be a redemption arc itâs gonna have to be Eren being at the peak of his mentality because y/n deserves better. Although I canât help but feel bad for everyone ganging up on him. My heart shattered when the kids continuously wouldnât let him hold them. Maybe/i most definitely have a soft spot for Eren regardless what Au & story but still-you described his love & insecurities so well that itâs hurting me & I canât stop thinking about it(im over sensitive) Please if heâd just stop being stupid & end the affair. I understand about this having to do with y/n having colt & marcel around-if the tables were turned i doubt y/n would like him having 2 girls he once had feelings for around but then again, that logic applies with Erens wrong-doings as-well . What if y/n cheated?đ§
Sorry-back to my question. I donât know if you can answer this or if itâs a spoil but will the story end with y/n being with Marcel or Colt? Or alternatively(hopefully)Is there a possibility of both of them having a happy ending with more kids after perhaps a time-skip? Or is that just my wishful thinking?
Hello my love,
I wanted to give this ask my full attention. I donât think I can put it into words how much I appreciate you.
Thank you so much again for all your lovely comments you left on each chapter. It really made my day seeing you in my notifications! I loved reading everything you liked or questions you had. It makes me so happy to see people that are enthusiastic about this series. Donât ever feel bad for blowing up someoneâs notifications or leaving comments, especially long ones. It means the world to me that you took time out of your day to interact with me and that my writing piqued your interest that much.
One of my friends (A) who basically proofreads each chapter also roots for Eren. It wasnât even intentional on my part but she says the later part of Fall almost seems like a redemption arc and paints Eren in a bittersweet kind of light where you canât help but love him even when you want to stab him. My other friend (E) who I double check plot ideas with [since I have the social skills and awareness of a carrot] was the one who mentioned even if the reader doesnât have feelings for Marcel or Colt anymore, itâs still a valid insecurity of Erenâs, especially with how much Amanda and his in-laws bring it up to hurt him. This story ended up being more complex than I imagined it would be because it does feel like the reader is emotionally cheating. But then Eren started shit by physically cheating. And I mean I guess thereâs always a chance for them to repair their relationship. Itâll just take A LOT of work. And I donât want to spoil shit but I think youâre the only one who reads my long-ass rambles anyway but I always pictured the fall book to be a crossroads for you and Eren. Fall is the season of change and for you, you realize you need to remove yourself from the situation (divorce) if you want to stop getting hurt. And for Eren, heâs just given more reminders of how much he loves you and he decides to make the change to be better for you. In the most recent chapter he was thinking things along the lines of âgiving you more reasons to stayâ and how heâs âtoo selfish to let you go.â
Unfortunately, this was always intended to be a divorce story. Havenât written anything past the first chapter of summer (havenât even wrote the divorce scene yet either) but I was planning a choose your own ending thing where you end up with either Marcel or with Colt if that makes sense. Either way whoever you end up with or choose to end up with, my two (out of three) favorite boys will get a happy ending even if itâs not with you. Sorry Eren but youâre gonna have to wait until I make a AU of this series where heâs a dumbass but not a cheating dumbass to get his happy ending with the reader.
Anyway, thank you so so so much again bubz for taking the time to leave asks and comment and reblog. This work has been a labor of love and seeing how enthusiastic you are for it has reminded me why I do love writing. I hope youâre taking care of yourself.
I love and appreciate you â€ïž
#[âćœĄ] â glowsandgrows#[âćœĄ] â seasons#love you with all my heart angel#thank you so much#canât put into words how much I appreciate you#take care of yourself my love
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2020 blog update
Hello. No idea if any of you ârememberâ me but I do seem to have a fair few followers on here. I managed to access the login information for this account and it is safe to say this blog is dead. I denounce everything I stood for on this stupid shit.Â
Iâm writing this because itâs what the blog deserves. Not looking to be dramatic, not looking for sympathy, in fact I think iâll get a bit of backlash for this but bring it on.Â
The past and the present- a summary
I had this blog when I was 14, unfortunately way too young to have a social media presence (one which carried any responsibility like this one anyway). No matter what age I said I was, no matter how I portrayed myself or how you, my followers interpreted me, I was a sad young trans guy desperately hoping to look big, cool, masculine and stoic, and that manifested in the most toxic way possible.Â
Iâm 17 now, still very very young, and after developments in my life, especially pursuing my medical transition and becoming happy within myself, I no longer hold such toxic beliefs as I once did. I am happier with myself and no longer feel the need to sacrifice othersâ dignity, respect, and unfortunately sometimes on this blog, privacy, for my own. I was a very insecure, stubborn, and ignorant teenager, who dealt with a lot of denial. Iâm not blaming the way I treated people online on other factors, but of course external factors came into play. I was dealing with bullying and insecurity, with parental problems, and with loneliness and depression. I seeked some sort of community, and I wanted to push myself away from the âweakâ trans community (the way I viewed it at the time). I wasnât in denial personally, with the fact that I was trans (being gay is a different story- I was in complete denial with the fact that Iâm gay), more just with the way other people viewed me (I will expand on this). I could elaborate on the way in which I viewed other people and the way that projected onto my conduction online, but it is a complex and confusing story. I have completely changed my viewpoint on trans âdiscourseâ, I am open minded, I am close friends with people I would have turned my ignorant nose up at years ago. I am so proud to say that I am a completely different person now. I grow every day, it seems, and I can assure that I will never return to this ignorant mindset.
Growth
With experience, I have grown too. Obviously, from 14-17 i have become more mature. I have different experiences now as well, for example, I donât bind often at all really anymore, because its more comfortable and can sometimes make me more dysphoric to know I am binding. Iâm bringing this up because I bet you back when I was active on this blog, I wouldâve laughed at the more mature, tolerant me, and probably went on a tyrade about how I was a fake trans guy or less of a man for not binding. I often wonder what âold meâ would think of ânew meâ. Now obviously, three years isnât a hell of a big difference, but to a 17 come 18 year old it is. I understand I am not an adult yet, but Iâve always taken pride in conducting myself with a sense of maturity and articulacy, and for this post and platform especially I feel it is appropriate.
The Truscum Mindset
Back when I ran this blog, I was in an echo chamber of like minded people, which didnât help my ideological development. I watched youtubers like Blaire White and Kalvin Garrah, who I thought gave me a balanced, moderate, and fair opinion which is clear is not the case. Back then I wouldâve scoffed at the idea of Blaire and Kalvin and other similar people as being radical or a gateway, but I urge you, if you feel you are slipping to obsession with those ideologies, to seek to widen your opinions and associations. I understand itâs a fairly niche discourse topic, but for me it opened a wider rabbit hole into the alt right. From wanting to fit into the lgbt and wider communities as a masculine male, this opened up the black hole of the alt right, I browsed (now deleted) subreddits and 4chan boards, and forums that put me in a very negative and dangerous place. If youâd like me to make a post elaborating on this, I am more than happy to, but this post is to address conservativetranny.
Denial and owning up to responsibility
Back in 2017/18, I was very much in denial of certain aspects of myself, especially my sexuality. I am gay. I thought that this was, and especially as a trans guy, a demasculating quality. I still deal with those feelings sometimes, as a lot of young gay guys do, but thankfully it does not manifest itself as toxic as it once did. I just wanted to portray myself online as how I thought I wanted to be viewed-I didnât want to be viewed like âany other trans guyâ. I wanted to be different, but now I can appreciate individuality and I can also embrace being trans as well.
I used to think that having alt views was the coolest thing ever, which contributed to my slip into the alt right, something on which Iâll elaborate on in later posts. I am now an advocate for deradicalisation, and being rational, truly rational. Iâm also an advocate for maturity and owning up to your mistakes.
I have hurt people, especially in my personal life, throughout my time as a stupid, thoughtless immature teenager and i am sorry, from the bottom of my heart, for that. I now respect the hell out of those people and unfortunately, but definitely rightfully so, they have lost their respect for me. I donât blame them, because as I said, up until very recently I was a horrible, toxic person. With maturity, in the past half a year I have been able to own up to my mistakes and I am now taking responsibility for that. No excuses, because I was a shitty person. Of course there is a line between excuses and justification, and I hope those which are reading this can distinguish and appreciate this difference.
Self Hatred and Truscum
Back when I ran this blog, it was very easy to tell I was self hating. Everything I wrote on here, pretty much, was hateful except for the odd two posts that were about something unrelated to my ideology. I was extremely dysphoric and in a bad place when I wrote these things and certainly projected my insecurities onto others. I wanted to find a community of different thinking people that would accept me, and this community was certainly the wrong turn. I had a feeling that it was wrong at the time, but I was too naive and cowardly to own up to it and seek a way out. I kind of just naturally fell out of it, a a lot of things happened in my personal life in late 2018 that forced me out of trans discourse and into much more toxic places like the alt right and true crime fandoms, and I think Iâve only recently âfound myselfâ in the past year or so. I might make a post on self growth on the future as I intend to keep this blog to elaborate and voice my opinions on deradicalisation and highlight the importance of owning up and self awareness.
Donât fall into the rabbithole
Iâm not too acquainted with trans discourse anymore, so Iâm out of the loop on this one, but Iâd imagine that thereâs still âtransmed vs tucuteâ ideas. Kalvin Garrahâs community comes to mind, I havenât watched his videos âas a fanâ, if that makes sense, for a while now but I am aware he has a large fanbase of young trans teens that were in a similar mindset to where I was back when I ran this blog. I would love for this post to reach his opposers and supporters for that matter, as a means to show them that they donât have to fall into this cycle of hate which can be very damaging. I used to be an avid fan of Kalvin, and Blaire White, amongst others. I watched exclusively their content alone and formed my opinions around theirs. If youâre doing that now, I urge you to consider other people when you do. Think about the people like Brennan Beckwith, people who were severely impacted and hurt by hateful rhetoric. Those people are human too, and with maturity you will learn that people with different experiences and views are, at the end of the day, the same as you, and they have feelings as well .Iâm going to make a post in the future about Kalvin Garrah, certainly, but maybe Blaire White as well.
Why now?
You may be wondering why this post is being made now of all times, and that is a question that has every right to be asked. I feel as if this timing is right because I finally possess the level of maturity needed to own up to my mistakes and tell you that I was wrong and it was certainly wrong to post those opinions and mistakes online for all to see, and put people in my real life on blast like I did.
I had completely forgotten about this blog, and forgot about the rude and ignorant words I had written towards the people in my real life, until chance had it that I was in contact with one of the people mentioned in this post. [https://conservativetranny.tumblr.com/post/169351517511/no-one-pretends-to-be-trans]
Iâm not going to go into the nuances of the conversation we had, but it turns out they had, for a while and definitely rightfully so been hurt by the fact that I had mentioned them, by name, in this post. And while Iâd of course still like to keep these people anonymous and will not sacrifice their anonymity in order to tell a story or âsave myselfâ, this post is quite funny to read back on as I am good friends with the people referred to as âPâ and âShadowâ now.
This is the end of this post, as I feel I have said everything I have wanted to say regarding my previous conduct on this blog. Iâm going to change my name on this blog and my bio as I do intend on further posts in the future. Iâm not sure how many people, if any, this post will reach, but Iâm satisfied I have written this anyway. I certainly do plan on writing future posts but Iâm not exactly sure how to formulate them. But thank you so much for reading this far, and if you have, I appreciate it.
#truscum#transmed#ftm#trans#dysphoria#kalvin garrah#kalvin garbage#terf#deradicalisation#i have literally no idea how to tag this#tucute#do people even say that anymore lol
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