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nixii-sabre · 10 months ago

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I wish I could tell you how sorry I am to hear what you did. How all of this went down. But this was your fault. Nobody but yours. I want to deny it, every time I make a piece of art or put on fun clothes or do something I want to share with you- the realization that I cant is fucking unbearable. The realization that you didnt love me and you never did.

To say i didnt know would be foolish. I denied it almost as much as I do now, but deep down i knew it was over. I knew something like this would happen. and it did.

I want to say fuck you, I want to tell you to kill yourself, i want to tell you to burn in hell but something inside of me still cares. It shouldn’t care, not after everything- but it does and I can’t stop it.

I couldn’t stop any of this. It was over before it even started and I couldn’t see it, blinded by my lasting love from another. Finding more and more about you by someone else is painful. Finding out what you thought of me is worse.

#vent #tw vent #vent tw #please just ignore this #i dont know where else to say #im so tired i didnt need this #i couldn’t handle it #istill cant #shitpost #delete later

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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cursed kids v2 ⚠️👹

i've been a jjk first years stan since day one and have been wanting to redraw the first art i did featuring the three of them

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #fushiguro megumi #kugisaki nobara #yuuji #megumi #nobara #fanart #jjk fanart #im so tired help but theyre DONE im sososoosos pleased with them #even yuuji who dug his heels in to th very end :'>>>#wow 2020 rly was 4 years ago huh #to my credit i still think the designs i came up with in th og r honestly really good???#obv i didn't do a fullbody redraw (n thank god fr that) so i couldn't include All my details and there were some things that i edited #but overall they r solid !!!! i rly regret tht i couldn't include nobara's fishnets dgfhs #gave her her bat instead . equivalent exchange :)#she has one in the original but i specifically remember being bummed that the pose didnt let me show the nails that were in it #so took Full advantage of the new pose here !! she has killed before and will kill again #other changes....yuuji's omamori earring n sword details r New! as is the decision to include his canon scars :> fits the vibe #megumi changed the least?? changed the tassels n colour of his shoulder kanji to match yuuji and gave him a cigarette to fill empty space #other than that i think th majority of his changes r just me getting better at drawing megu #god the edited poses make these designs sing im so happy i did this #these r my kids !!!!! they have grown with me!!!!!#i am very proud and also sleep deprived and i need to not look at these anymore

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 months ago

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what kind of underwear do you think Erik and Charles wear (i'm not asking this to see them half naked) ((please believe me)) (((PLEASE)))

My Personal Belief is charles is a briefs guy while erik's a trunks guy. trunks/briefs kinda couple because i can

and idk just a lil bonus or somethin. as i do.

#nsft #probably. again A Promotion Would Be In Order From Me Personally but WHATEVER.#cherik #im too tired to tag everything ok this post'll find its people #snap sketches #not too tired for a tag ramble tho eUUGGHHH #i HAVE to post the second bit now or ill be editing it all night and for what. i will live #and my silly ass said i wouldnt draw that reading idea. well guess what im a LIAR who LIES.#i do wanna revisit that proper tho .. at least draw em by the fireplace someday but anyway #i think the funny thing is i had like. plans to draw charles in purple briefs just cause he wore them once and i chortled Unreasonably #so here we are. youll have to forgive me my friend i have a condition called If I Get An Excuse To Draw I Will #it is a very serious condition cause i need to SLEEEEPP truly and honestly locking in later i HAVE to #leaving all of you with this for the next idk twelve hours thats crazy #all i want to do is draw but i feel my eyes . Getting Weird and i have exams so i guess i should be a responsible person and sleep #i actually have a lot i need to catch up on so like. i prob wont be back on until this weekend when im Hopefully more free #'snap didnt you say that last night' I HAVE TO BE SERIOUS THIS TIME i got a lot. so i will see everyone saturday Hopefully #please give me the strength to focus for once thank you #for now good night everyone !!! please enjoy my doodlings from today. yesterday. i must not make any more for now

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lemongogo · 4 months ago

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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think

#gravity falls #stanford pines #stanley pines #lg doodles #i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend #but ya i love them i loge them so much #i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back #and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal #while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least #acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger 😭#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and #ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite #magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series #its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less ��#HAHAHAHAH #ugh.love . lovee i wish #i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here #but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever #i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in #everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch #and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng #but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like 😭. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok #hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.😭at least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk #imso tired im tired #but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g #get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive #atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k #idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheesee📸📸

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u3pxx · 1 year ago

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i adore your fem harry. i do have one question. she do got a beer gut right

of course, why would i take that away from her!!!!!! (and hehe thank you im so glad u do <3)

#she still has the faln jacket but that didnt zip down so i chose the windbreaker instead to draw her in +#BC I WANTED TO DRAW BODIES!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!#sorry im so tired FDGH im thinking abt arent beer guts like more firm than regular fat stomachs so maybe i couldve portrayed that better #but oh well next time! what you need to know is that shes still fat god bless #i need to not look at this drawing anymore my bad brain is making me hate my own drawings now which is Not Good! orz #sunnysideanswers #sunnysidedraws #sunnysidedoodles #harriet du bois #anonymous #im not tagging this with the main disco tag you know who she is DFGHD #described #id in alt text #genderbend #<- blacklisting purposes #sunnysidedisco #disco femlysium

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solariex · 9 days ago

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silly red dancing gif i made !! :3

originally i was gonna add cat headphones, because it was based off someone sending red music recommendations on the red askblog (cough cough @kittycatred sorry self promo) but its literally 5am as im typing this so i didnt feel like adding that right now :,) also i realized after making this that it looks VERY similar to this by starrypawu and that was purely by accident oops!! i think i got unintentionally inspired though so im linking it just in case for credit !! :D also timelapse ?? speedpaint ?? (whatever its called for animation lmao) below !! !! FLASH WARNING !! THOUGH cause i flip the canvas ALOT and switch frames alot and its sped up !! (also ignore the timeeee....ignore the time....shhhh i wasnt up until 5am at all....)

its 3 minutes long but i sped it up AS MUCH AS I COULD sorry its like 5 hrs of footage originally so thats why </3

#okay so this is quite literally only my second time animating on clipstudio so if theres any errors or anything just ignore it LMAO #also its 5:30am help i did NOT mean to stay up LMAO #i was originally just gonna draw red with cat headphones for the red blog until i was like ooh what if i animated them instead #and then i was too tired to even add the headphones SO LMAO :')#i dunno how i did this though im not gonna even lie like i dont animate much although id love to more #but ive only ever animated stick figures aside from 3 months ago animating a little test that was actually drawn but it wasnt-#-anything like this or anything HOW DID I DO THIS #and i did frame by frame...........i am baffled at myself #like okay as im typing this cause ive been staring at it for 5 hours it looks a little choppy and kinda stiff to me #but for ??? my rarely animating skill ???? im still suprised LMAO #also note on the minecraft notes....i didnt feel like reanimating it so i TRIED to color it yellow it didnt rlly match the actual yellow-#-note but oh well i did not wanna reanimate that rn </3 #okay im rambling i need to go to bed hopefully you guys enjoy thisss cause i need to sleep </3 #solar draws #alan becker #animation vs minecraft #animator vs animation #red avm #ava red #avm #avm red #red ava #ava fanart #animation vs animator #animator vs minecraft #minecraft #art #artists on tumblr #digital artist #animation

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dreamsy990 · 11 months ago

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some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace

extras below the cut

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closeups on my favorite panels

bonus: adios

#doodles #kingdom hearts #roxas #axel #olette #aromantic #asexual #aroace #do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel #ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you #also not tagging soriku and namixi #i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so #anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette #i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette #so let me clarify about this comic #im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before #im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts #thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes #im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while #anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive #sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow #this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled #drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024 #btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately #schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time #i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times #alright i think thats it bye now

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pup-pee · 2 months ago

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i wonder if the reason ive been struggling w/art sm is bc my brush size has been 2 big

#ignoring the hand but like i made the brush smaller & instantly i drew smth i liked way better than like anyhthing this week #what happened ltierll huih #anwyays a kon 4 the ppl #i have some more ideas i want 2 draw on ths page but like im tired #i didnt add a lot of my kon hcs on this so if he looks diff thats yyyy #ASLO IF ANY1S SEEING THIS WHAT DO WE THINK OF THE AHIR #PLS I STRUGGLE SM W/HAIR I JUST NEED AN OPINION ASJKFGHAS #ok anwyays uhhhh do i tag this? ill b technically reuploading it l8rrrr uhhhh #i guess i wont :3

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love-3-crimes · 5 months ago

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SPACE JASH ‼️

#WILL THE COSMOS SPEAK TO ME 🗣#did you guys know i like this song #i have a lot of feelings about this song #chonny jash #angelo tag #ignoring that i posted the wip like a week ago #i literally almost finished this that same day #i just needed the background but didnt do it until today 😭#okay goodnight #i volunteered at a museum event today so im TIRED #it was fun !!!#i luv museums

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nessberry · 3 months ago

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Not posting about or reading blue lock until I see a panel of ness throwing a grenade at kaiser and isagi so if that happens let me know

#im so over it tbh #enough i am tired #i need a break #if you see me posting about my daughter rin a hour from now no you didnt and leave me alone #blue lock #alexis ness #isagi yoichi #michael kaiser #bllk

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dandelion-roots · 8 months ago

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[ID: a digital drawing of sklonda and pok gukgak from fantasy high. sklonda is in the foreground, her back to us, crying and holding her head with one hand, her other on her chest, as she shouts at pok's grave. behind the grave is pok himself, sitting backwards in a chair, head leaned on the chair back and face completely hidden by the angle and his forearms in front of it. in front of the grave are flowers. in the back is a background of the rest of the graveyard. End ID]

anger (i didn't mean for you to hear)

"But there have been a few times in visits past where she’d just gone over the edge, resentful and shouting, lost and grieving, cushioned by the safety that no one would be listening. So much for that." - 'yeah he gets that from me' by alfalfairy

#fantasy high #fhsy #fantasy high sophomore year #sklonda gukgak #pok gukgak #i need you to understand i didnt even finish this fic (bcs it hurts me ssjdkss bad at reading painful stuff) but this sentence rly etched-#-itself into my brain and stayed there until i did a lil sketch about it bcs i hadn't considered it before that moment #truly i can not only make fanart of my own fics that i havent written but also of other fics! i am Normal about them. so normal #made it pretty quickly in a fugue last night and im too tired to rework it so ill accept its flaws and love it as it is

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bisexualcherdegre · 8 months ago

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