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#bo posting#croutons#but also this is a#vent#i need tbis cat to let me sleep through tge night just ince#im so tired and im waking up just#exhausted emotionally#im so anxious still#im terrified and catastrophizing#forcing myself not to isolate even though ever fiber of my being is screaming at me to#convinced that no one believes or understands the extent of how bad things r rn#and that bc no one believes me#everything i do is seen as.... purposeful#or personal#convinced theres nothing i could say or do that would accurately describe how i feel#and more convinced i already need to know what would help before i can ask for it#and since i dont know i cant ask for help#🫠
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save me nanny ashtoreth.... save me
saw this dress on instagram and then the worms in my brain took over :D
if anyone has a dress theyd like to suggest to see a femziraphale in... send it thru my askbox or dms cause im on the hunt too :3
#god this colouring is so sloppy but its bc i just had my first day back at school today im so tired i cbf#as soon as i got home i had one of those After School Naps#like the kind that you wake up feeling like you got hit by a bus#and now its 12:30 in the morning and im very much awake#anyways yeah art wont be coming as often unfortunately#good omens#good omens fanart#crowley#ineffable husbands#digital art#nanny ashtoreth
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I just think they're neat...
#i like em#they deserve happiness. just a bit. as a treat#i am not feeling the greatest so i suppose I'll go to sleep#tomorrow I'll wake up and have the best day to make up for today. bc i just decided now#shadowpeach#lmk shadowpeach#lmk sun wukong#lmk wukong#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#sun wukong#six eared macaque#sketches#digital sketch#monkie kid comic#lmk comic#fanart by me#fanart#im so so tired. too tired to tag more. gtg sleep
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Emmet printed and encased it in plastic and has been showing it to whoever gets close to him
#monthofemmet#prompt: photo LOOK at this photograph#little shit behaviour#he thought a pokemon the move flash just to use it in ingos face#its the curt cobain photogtaph and lemmy waked up references#work got hands im so tired and behind emmet month
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happy february to them and absolutely nobody else
#fairy tail#fairy tail fraxus#fraxus#fairy tail laxus#fairy tail freed#laxus dreyar#freed justine#fairy tail fanart#i am SO embarrassed to post this#freya if youre reading this look away#only sketches bc im super burnt out#i WANTED to add mira to this but only remembered halfway through#this was also meant to be for valentines day but took me longer than expected#can you tell when i got tired lmao#also that sleeping one.. i just KNOW freed's hair gets everywhere#realistically he probably has to plait it otherwise he wakes up w a rats nest#<- from someone who used to have very long hair#i love my cringe gay fanart#raijin tribe art may be coming bc the tism is getting to me#uuughhh im so embarrassed gonna go kms now
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What are you talking about? On the Christmas night, you hugged me from behind and called me Tong. What? So you're heartbroken, huh? Since he just got engaged to her.
MY STAND-IN (2024) | 1.04
#poom phuripan#up poompat#my stand in#my stand in the series#userbunn#userrain#usersasa#userjamiec#tobelle#msiep4#usertoptaps#tuseralexa#userrlana#userjap#rinblr#my stand-in#clairedgifs#msiedit#thaidrama#no ming truly hit peak typical toxic lakorn male lead in this ep likeeeeeee#up is just bringing out THAT toxic lakorn ml energy im tooooooo familiar with#had to gif this bc i didnt like the sub for what joe told ming i feel like iqiyi had softened it somehow#but go joe. you tell that clingy bastard that he should pack his bags and leaveeeee#okay its 5 am and so im sleeping early tonight. no more giffing til 8 am like last time bc im pretty tired#awaiting to see pretty msi gifs when i wake up
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summer’s end
#had a really nice weekend to round it out u kno#saw Sarah on Friday for pasta and watching reality tv#picked wildflowers on Saturday and went to the dog park and some yard sales with my sister and we had such a good time we’ve been kind of#distant lately so that was really great. and time and my bf went to a mug decorating workshop and then tried a new restaraynt and got giant#margaritas . and watched survivor#Sunday gym kicked ass + moved furniture around and helped my bf paint his bedroom#today went to work first thing then to the lake for swimming and napping in the sun then more work and more gym which also kicked ass#then groceries and making out with my bf now home laundry etc getting ready to go to bed so I can wake up early and take Winston to do some#thing before work and my first classssssss yayyyy#can u tell im tired I made so many typos and fully just used the wrong words… we painted his bathroom .#personal
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[WIP] every time I draw this dyke she looks different
Men DNI
#my art style is so inconsistent 😭#this was supposed to just be something quick so i didnt pull up any references#sorry if her outfit looks off im tryna draw thatbshit from memory#!#im tired goodnight#I’ll finsih this ehen i wake up <3#sevika#arcane#my art
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*guy that hasn't slept properly in several days voice* damn why am i so tired
#rye.txt#my sleep schedule is so messed up man 😭#started going to bed at 2am instead of 10pm. except it takes me like an hour and a half to two hours to fall asleep each night#so really im getting to sleep around 3am-4am#and then my body wakes me up at 7am#and sometimes i can go back to sleep but other times i have Work To Do and have to get up then#and then i can maybe try to go back to sleep around 10am#except oops my body doesn't let me actually sleep so i just go to bed and sit there until i feel bad about trying to sleep during the day#and then i get up again#my works schedule is also Very Weird but it's always been like that#im. tired. i wanna draw kitty cats but im too eepy :(
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missed my very small falling sleep window and suddenly it’s 4am :(
#damn it bc I actually wanted to go to the market in the morning but ain’t no way im waking up#I could still go and like sleep when im dead but idk I kinda wanna stay in bed for a long time#beyond tired lord help me#I just read for 40 mins but im too tired to continue#must try to sleep now#YAKULTII#I FEEL LIKE DESSERT SO BAD RN BUT I DONT HAVE ANYTHING :(((((((((((
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Guess who got to see a Solar Eclipse at the 4 Corners! (the bobble leos did. this trip was for them actually- they didnt even pay for gas)
#2 arms left#aha so eepy#had to wake up so early to drive here and I am very tired#relax weekend for me dont expect much aha#did I have a tag for the bobble leos I forget#anyways you know how some people have like a stuffed animal or something they take on all their travels#and photograph them next to the places they have been to#thats me. but with the bobble leos lmao.#If you ever see bobble leos on the dashboard of someones car congrats thats my car#as for I take them everywhere#im so sad I could not find the welcome signs for arizona or utah#also why is the new mexico sign like. decked in stickers. while the colorado welcome sign is as pure and clean as ever#do people prefer sticking them on metal as opposed to wood or something#im also so sad the whole place I was at didnt go pitch dark aha#the moon was def over the sun#just wasnt close enough to darken the place#as in where I was it was perfectly over the sun too!
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man
#maybe im being pessimistic abt this. im not saying u should wear a mask every waking moment of your life god knows i cant#but also. hell no i dont trust u if anything i distrust u ppl even more after how things played out for the past 3 years#like there are situations where it might be inevitable catching covid. most of my family members are nurses and in constant contact#but there are also a ton of ways to make that risk low as possible like masking and wearing a face shield and having sanitizer#for me its not enough to just say oh we're in a small group and we're all vaccinated#motherfucker your kid is sick from preschool EVERY TIME WE VISIT. of course ill be wearing a mask she gave me covid last year#also no the fuck it isnt seasonal the cases go up because lack of caution makes the virus spread and mutate especially around times when#ppl gather. add that with virus transmission in cold weather and its a matter of different factors increasing the risk of spread#im also tired of ppl not understanding that i wont be their responsibility if i do get sick. maybe they can help me recover#but at the end of the day the risk of death and long term health is all on me. i cant change that#the govt barely gives me accommodations what makes u think theyll do anything for every individual case of long covid or worse#im so tired. im so tired#i dont even know if its possible to want this to be over anymore i just wish we didnt have to deal with this in the first place#ALSO COUGH INTO YOUR SLEEVE SERIOUSLY HOW IS THIS SO HARD TO REMEMBER#oh its just a cold/dry throat its not like i have covid or anything. no!! its basic hygiene!!! how is this so hard to understand!!!!!!!!!!#and no this isnt abt whether people have the means to protect themselves this is me bitching abt my relatives not taking me seriously#vent#my art#myart#doodles#covid 19
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every day im reminded that though my parents may have wanted a dog they clearly did not want to take care of a dog
#and i KNEW this which was why i insisted on not getting dogs though they keep trying to gaslight me#into thinking that i agreed on the dogs. i didnt and i wish id railed against it harder#because ill be honest i knew i didnt want to take care of a dog i wasnt in the headspace#but i also knew that if they got the dog that the actual caring duties would be foisted off to me#and the things that They would have to do ie go to the vet nd pay the bills etc theyd complain about and avoid#and thats one thjng. but oh my fucking god. my dad specifically#its like hes trying to get these dogs to die. we have several plants in the backyard#bad for dogs. i point them out. i have pointed them out Several times.#theyre his plants the gardens his thats none of my things. he just goes oh they wont get into them#THEYRE DOGS. but he doesnt want to move his fucking plants#one of the dogs is on medicine but has a habit of not eating his food in the morning#which means if u leave his medicine in hjs bowl the other dog might eat it#one solution is to give him the tablet straight. because hes good about eating it#he doesnt want to because 'thats gross'. Are you five fucking years old#the dog doesnt like the texture of dry food so another solution is to wet it#dad wont do that either because 'hes too spoiled' and 'it takes time' ONE MINUTE?????????#like i have to assume this is some kind of ploy to make me do it instead when i dont wake up that early#because if its not then hes truly just incompetent or doesnt care about the dogs#which brings me back to WHY DID YOU GET THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE.#im sick of having to worry about them when he just does shit like this its wasting my time and its wasting money#but ohhhh we dont want to give the dogs away theyre part of the family 🥺#CLEARLY. because apparently u wanted kids but didnt want to take care of them either!!#im pissed off!!! im tired!!!!!!!!#i need to know im not going batshit here for being pissed off!!!!!#the dogs are getting back to back problems and at least some of it would have been mitigated by oh.#i dont know. the bare minimum?????#at least if the plants had been taken care of i wouldnt have to wonder if theyd just gotten into them#or if its an actual problem like a mass or bite. but no now i dont know#and at this rate were going to waste money going to the vet every fucking week
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UUGHH I JUST HAD THE WORST DAY IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED GRRRR !!!!! goes to draw my best friend @jumjum-crafts 's guy to blow off steam
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★ song : "STATIC ELECTRICITY HUMAN – Computer Flavor" – kairikibear
#before you ask . dear jummy – yes . this was what the ask i sent you the other day was alluding to#i have a very complicated relationship with your colin . but you should be aware of the fact that seeing him invokes intense primitive –#– feelings within me . and one cannot decipher whether they are positive or negative#in any case#JDHDHDJRJRHT I HATE MY LIFE#I HATE THIS SHIT#I WANT TO BE DEAD#there's so much stuff happening every day and im constantly overwhelmed and tired and it's so hard to get out of bed and i don't even want –#– to wake up in the morning . every day just gets worse than the last#everyone around me is doing so much . living their life to the fullest . making huge future and career decisions and planning way ahead#and what am i doing ?#im laying in bed . crying because today was just too much to bear . trying to gain an ounce of happiness by ripping out another piece of –#– my soul to hand out to someone i admire#is this what it's going to be like forever ? bleak nothingness ? constant desolation ?#...#im gonna go to bed#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis colin#colin the computer#fanart#fanart for a friend#vocaloid#vocaloid inspired#i actually had a lot of fun with this . even if the background was the biggest pain i ever had the pleasure of drawing#this entire song makes me feel comfortable#i might make something for someone else#and im debating if im actually gonna be doing a halloween drawing in the first place . at least one that will be on time with the holiday#whatever#please ignore me
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I unironically ship Lilandra and Charles. I'm a multishipper and ofc I like cherik more but I love the banter she had with Charles in '97 👀👀 him being a pet to his alien bird fiancee?? Oooh kinky. We all know that if cherik does some petplay Erik is the puppy (this is a softcore take on those kinks)
my lawyers told me im legally not allowed to discuss petplay at length however there is in fact an 'attack dog boyfriend' joke somewhere here that im dying to make
#nsft#snap chats#helo everyone im finally back at my own room. turns out socializing is very fun and great but now i am tired#just a bit of business before bed tho ofc... heh ..... oh my god im so cooked I HAVE SO MUCH SHIT TO DO LATER#this weekend i gotta print some fuckin. 'can you stop fucking around' poster with magneto just so i get my shit together#that'd motivate me i think vljeavkej#anyways real#im still never getting oevr that shit being canonical dialogue in 97 i was watching that ep with my bro#and i heard that and i was in my corner like YO??????? professor sex in the house ..........#ok im really sleepy now and i still have to wake up to review for a test SOOOOO goodnight everyone#i may or may not be thinking of inappropriate scenarios involving my favorite old men while i sleep#no one can prove i am or am not tho. that between me and the lord#cat name poll's almost over im gonna rb that in the morning but yah ...... results lookin close .....#god im sleepy GOODNIGHT
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its getting hot again
#SAFE TO SAY MY HAIR GROWING JOURNEY IS OVER!!!!#I just need to find someone who will cut it....! i havent gotten it cut or trimmed or maintained since it was short.#idk who to go to#i also dont even know how shorter i want it or what i want it to look like#i like the way it looks rn (to an extent) but i dont like that its so long and i wake up sweating with it#and it feels horrendous when wet im so tired i hates it#talkys#a doodley#i say to an extent bc ngl i dont want to be one of those people with long long hair i dont want that association 😭 LMAO
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