#im so sorry this is horribly late
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skunkes · 7 months ago
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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spn-lesbian · 2 years ago
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Gabriel: we both look very handsome tonight
Sam: you know, if you'd just said that I looked handsome, I would have said, "So do you."
Gabriel: I couldn't take that chance
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calamitoustide · 3 months ago
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just thought of a jegulus they both die at the end au and suddenly I'm thirteen again
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luminique · 5 months ago
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watanabe indulges in your singing. he doesn’t try to play the guitar in front of everyone but when it’s just the two of you, he’d do anything to hear your voice.
his fingers strumming the guitar and humming along to you. he’s fixated with the way you look when you sing, your little hand movements and habits that make it easier for you to sing.
he turns red when you suddenly prompt him to sing, he doesn’t want to look like a fool in front of you. but he gives in and sings one of the few love songs he knows, hoping it conveys his feelings for you.
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gelarshiesprofruitboarder · 1 month ago
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playing around with brushes idk
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cataclysmgrcve · 1 month ago
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Starter | @arobinwithoutbatman
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"So you're the third Robin right?" A jet black haired young adult questions while looking at Tim. He defiantly resembled a young Bruce Wayne. As Terry should, being the eldest blood born son, even if he hated admitting it. He had a rough patch with his father going on.
"Probably should have started with 'hey you're Tim right?' Sorry. Never been great with chit chat.... I'm Terry."
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thedrotter · 8 months ago
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not-yet-dead-person
silly comic of a conversation in-game i thought was too funny not to make something proper for instead of a doodle ww
(timelapse + wip images (thus silly process commentary in read more if you like artist commentary :3)
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i think the sketch looks silly and goofy and funny so i find it important to share with you the mere presence of the faces i drew on it. i drew it on top of the boxes without staying inside its borders because i find my proportions can get wonky if i draw them cropped in a restricted space. and I feel trapped otherwise and i will draw BAD!!! give me spaceeeee to go wild!!!!
the head circles are there for emotional support
very low res speedpaint because truth is the canvas was much bigger than the space where my comic was placed. i didnt account when exporting my timelapse in 720px that that tiny space would look so pixelated ... but it's able to be percieved, so its okay.
(i will now comment on my process and it is not brief sorry)
usually i would try to clean up my sketches and figure out what goes on top before jumping into linework, but since there are multiple panels and drawings i chose to jump into inking right away for the sake of brevity. i just went in with a brush that uses pen pressure and drew what was needed. i added extra line thickness and contrast in areas around the face because it helps direct your eyes there more easily that way.
according to her equipment rei has a chain belt but i only remembered it existed once I was going to color, and i did not like that discovery... I chose to ignore it to maintain my peace. i already have the color palettes for these characters figured out, and i didnt really want to think about a new element at the moment www I tend to overthink those things a lot so i skipped it
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the rest is rather straightforward! not that anything else wasn't, but in here i could turn my brain off and sing. linework and sketching require mumbling so i cannot turn my brain off. just block in the characters with a solid color so i can have a mask (something along those lines,) where the color can stay inside. then just color in !!!
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Base colors just had slight cell shading on the skin, and for the hair i airbrush a bit of the skincolor in low opacity near the forehead... I'm not sure what it means, but i can look at the faces easier with it somehow. i like the gentle subtlety it adds even if you cant really tell. it makes things look nice.
background was just me blocking in the color of the wall and floor, shade the wall a bit, then slap a noise and free use wood texture on top. work smarter not harder ! yet it took a bit to make it look stylistically fitting with the characters, and even now i think bottom middle panel looks odd. whatever!!!
for the middle panel i thought itd be funny if the background was a solid silly and colorful one to contrast the next panel's sketchy black one. a contrast to how the word widow is seen. on that note my handwritting is not pointy. i gaslighted my hand into thinking that it was indeed pointy in that moment so i could write "not-yet dead person" in letters that didn't seem cute. my hand did not fall for it but it complied anyway
that's basically it! I'm not sure what else i could say that doesn't feel barebones because it really is that straightforward. if you're curious I used clip studio paint for this. only special brush used was for linework (a brush named Lemon Brush), the rest used were just the default. my computer gets the least credit. it was trying to convince me a 20mb file was going to nuke it all the time and hardly let me save multiple times so i do not appreciate it
#re:kinder#fanart#sayaka re:kinder#rei re:kinder#OH I ALREADY RAMBLED IN MY POST WHATEVER SHOULD I TALK ABOUT NOW IN MY TAGS UEEEEEEE😭😭😭#oh yeah do you want to know a fun fact about this drawing#i started it yesterday. i wasnt meant to I DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION...FROM MYSELF... i was meant to be on break#i self imposed a one week break from doing any rekinder related project after the transcript to avoid accidental burn out#NOT THAT I GOT TIRED OF IT AFTER THAT TRANSCRIPT NOT AT ALL#but jumping straight into more hours of creativr work after over 30 hours of it is asking for disaster. it is asking for burn out#yesterday was the last day . 12 hours were left but i was going to die if i didnt draw anything it would have been OVER#(aka my period started recently so i got very gloomy and depressed so i needed to run to my favorite stress relief...drawing rekinder☺️)#(on that note seriously what the fuck please explain the evolutionary advantage to getting horribly depressed every month)#(like hello?!?! rant real quick— i get enough flashbacks everyday i DONT need them to last longer and have me more msierable ?!?!?)#(periods are so dangerous to my mental health for no reason can i get a restriction order on them or some shit what the fuck)#(anyway thats enough of that break of character DONEEEE :3333)#SO YEAH I DIDNT EVEN LAST 7 WHOLE DAYS i even played a new game in between those 6 days youd think itd het my mind of rekinder. WRONNNNGGG#not even another devastating rpg horror gamr could divert my attention for long i hsd to draw rekinder😊#using the newfound power of mt transcript i was decided on drawing rei because i dont draw her enough for how high she is on my fvaorites#i was initially doodling random lines but then i stumbled upon this interactkon and it doesnt really fit into my usual expression sheets#so i thought hey lets do it asife#i thumbnailrd it and from there i was like hey lets do it in comic format isntead of separated messy doodles in tint canvas#and the rest is hisotry .... aka i spent the last two days doing this instead of doing MY HOMEWORK!!!!!#on my defense when i wasnt drawing i was horribly depressed i had no other choice#(seriously fuck off periods WHAT what do you mean i need to be distracted 24/7 to not be struck by crippling meltdowns LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!?)#(they should be banned we as a society should find like a . cure to them it dont do me good to have a whole week where i cant function)#these tags have been more of a weird rant im sorry IVE BEEN FEELING PEEEVEDDD LATELY SO YOU GET. STRANGE DROTTER LORE ????
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shroomkore · 13 days ago
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ok so i dont see enough people talking about it so i will; did anyone else see how often Ellen is referred to as a fairy? between knock calling her a sylph, friedrich telling anna to "not get caught up in her fairy ways" and even herself saying that her father called her his "changeling girl", which THAT ONE is so important to me bc back in those days and beforehand, autistic people were speculated to be a changeling that took and replaced their child, thus leading to horrible abuse and even death upon these children.
AND LET'S NOT FORGET HOW COUNT ORLOK'S SIGIL HAS A FAE STAR??¿¿¿¿¿????
idk call me crazy but i think Ellen really isn't a human and is a reincarnated fae, that's why she's "not of the human world".
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harukapologist · 11 months ago
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jay, would you be interested in drawing 03 giving 01 drum lessons?
(humbly offers you in exchange: 0103 fuel; they both feature strong drumlines in their songs (though mikoto does too)- however, in android girl- haruka stumbles during a rhythm change!)
Hi creature!! I am always interested in drawing 01 & 03, thank you for this idea :D :D
This is like my 3rd time drawing someone playing the drums (the 2nd time having been in 2021) so I'm really sorry if there's anything that's wrong
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and thank you for the 0103 fuel!!! The mikoto inclusion made me imagine him third-wheeling them lol
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melobin · 10 months ago
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i do believe you all followed me because of writing sorry you have to deal with the deeply mentally ill girl that comes with it.. slight rant in tags ? i guess ? ily all anyhow
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soap-ify · 1 year ago
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stemacademics · 5 months ago
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small update
ok so um I got my number theory paper today, and the TA had cut marks for me because i left the answer at 66^2 and not 4356 (fermat's little theorem) 😔 I even wrote the full proof
my friend told me I should mail the TA about this, I got 14/20 and should be getting 17or18/20 😔
scores aside, number theory is so much fun, so much fun. the only good thing here is that I know the concepts well, and I fully knew the paper (still fucked it up, because I'm so frickin slow while writing and time). and it hurts worse because there's not enough proof that validates my knowledge. which in turn makes me question if i actually do have any.
I am, in general, a person who does well in concepts but screws up the exams (70% of the time) and I'm trying, I'm trying to get myself out of this "exam paniK" that I often spiral into, just minutes before the exam. I hope I change and grow; I hope, I hope.
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daughterthethird · 10 months ago
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*slaps the roof of my ask box*
im bored and i got an itch to draw some cats rn SO TO ALL OF MY MUTUALS!!!! send me one of your ocs (with a ref sheet ofc) + little bit of their info and ill turn them into a warrior cats character!! hehe ;3c
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frnkiebby · 7 months ago
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its frank thigh thursdayyyy
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every day is frank thigh appreciation day let’s be real here~🎃
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sandpapersnowman · 5 months ago
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my therapist and i were talking about spacing out our sessions more since i'm generally doing okay and then i accidentally forgot to schedule more sessions so i'm going through like one of the worst things i've gone through in a while and like desperately want to talk to my therapist but her earliest appointment is december 5th (it is currently september 18th)
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cazluvsu · 8 months ago
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🐑 body swap, magical realism/curses, pining
had 2 do some research on this one 🫡🫡
So called “Luka Magic” has Jaylen and Jayson waking up in the wrong places. The wrong bodies. They figure out they have to finish the job and win the championship, in each other’s bodies, to be able to switch back. It’s a monumental task, but together they can face anything.
post championship after most of the celebrations have died down, they’re sitting in their lockers (next to each other) relieved to be back in their own bodies and to have won the championship. Obviously. Jaylen knocks his knee on Jayson’s to get his attention and they stay looking at each other for a beat too long. being in each other’s bodies gave them a little insight to what the other was thinking, so they both figure out that their own feelings are reciprocated. romance ensues
this is a little shorter than the other one i did and ik ik doesn’t Really have the pining included, but when its the jays it’s just. Implied tbh. they are always wanting each other.
also i think i am so funny making Luka Magic into Real magic. Teehee
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