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hi!! u mentioned wanting to explore night yorb era on that one post i made, & i LOVEE missing scene kind of stuff so i wanted to know what you had in mind!! :) - @teenagerebellion
Ooo excuse to ramble about my thoughts
A little bit of context but I was someone still VERY much in the special interest zone when junior year was announced, specifically post-canon/Night Yorb era, there were a few fics around about it and specifically the idea of possessed Riz (which a lot of the fandom generally headcanoned) rlly intrigued me? SO I was vaguely planning to write something and then the completely unexpected happened, junior year was actually announced.
I LOVE ātheoretically canon compliantā fics that fill in the blanks, so what we got is literally the best I could ever ask for, giving just enough to fill in with barely ANY specification of what actually took place.
So I really wanna write a fic following all the canon information we get on the summer! And specifically filling in all the blanks on how they get from A to B in terms of character development. Why is Riz so focused on keeping the group together and how/when does he learn magic (or at least get his magic items)? When does Kristen go from blanket burrito depressed into a gym bro who is feeling at distance with her goddess after such a beautiful ending in sophomore year? What does Gorgugās following of his artificer interest for something other then his girlfriend look like? Or even silly stuff like Adaine getting all her little guys.
Also I wanna make those NPCs people. I hate to say it but there is some interesting dynamics with them and the bad kids, the only one I can think of off the top of my head is that I canāt really think of any other time Riz is particularly close to an NPC that he isnāt previously close to before the story (besides Ragh maybe)? Also whatever narcissus bullshit was going on between Fabian and Ecaf.
I just think itād be interesting to try to bring them over cleanly from the finish in sophomore year to the general turmoil going on in junior year, aswell as trying to make the final battle a Satisfying Moment of a theoretical āseasonā while still making junior year feel good?
I donāt have a lot blacked out of Genuine Events yet, but I will probably be posting about this more soon, since I am gonna rewatch Junior Year combing through for every Night Yorb mention, and maybe asking for some opinions on things I may include.
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brand new body
#my art#pokemon#pmd#pmd2#pmd eos#grovyle#dusknoir#in the future of darkness#is there like a tag for that chapter lol. do people look at tags for that#cw eyestrain#just in case#kinda winged the inner anatomy ngl i didnāt want to look at organs sorry#this was soo fucked up. i hadnāt really realized how fucked up that shit was#until looking at tumblr fanart LMAO#āyeah im killing you and taking over your body to fool everyone and keep the world grey and paralyzedā like damn#dusknoir was a really cunty villain. if iām being honest. <3#anyways i am making downright incomprehensible art. this is what you do when youāre so fed up i suppose#i really really REALLY like how this came out thoug#so i am actually posting it lol. i have so much pmd art i havenāt made/finished
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Me when I hate Billy hendricks for torturing Mark n i write n draw fanart where he gets the comfort he deserves but now I just had the worst day ever n that green fucker (the tuoy version of him) is just righf in my arms reach n is looking VERY puntable rn
#boutta abuse him more than Hendricks ever did#also sorry if this post is incomprehensible LMAO im so tired rn#an_theduckin#ashur gharavi#mark and friends#twomp#my text posts#i cant take this anymore
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Edible induced CR rant moment ASHTON IS CELESTIAL AND EARTH GENASI. Literally heaven and earth. With everything going on rn. Plus the weird dunamantic abilities they have; the potential to change reality when the question of whether or not reality has BEEN forever changed by what Ludinus did is hanging in the air. AND the question of āwhat IS human, what is consciousness, what are the parameters of life/existence, the in-betweens, the weird stuff, and where do I fit inā being addressed by ALL OF THEM. FCG (artificial/automated intelligence, search for meaning/self) LAUDA (literally life after death, Reanimated) IMOGEN (dreams, strange god-based prophecy and ability) i have less solid thoughts abt the other guys in this context tbh but FEARNE (from a separate but connected plane of existence?? Inherently weird being fae) CHETNEY (Free will? Control? With his wolfiness) ORYM (a very Real/down to earth perspective imoā widower, processing the grief of losing his husband) this is so disorganized but aufhhjfdj I have many thoughts & i love these fools
#*edited a lot lmao I originally wrote Trent when I was talking abt Ludinus D:#critical role#bells hells#ashton greymoore#fresh cut grass#laudna#imogen temult#fearne calloway#chetney pock o'pea#orym#critical role spoilers#critical role meta#m#this was in my notes from a couple episodes back#inspired by ashton brainrot but I got off track because all of them are so.#explosion noise#best BELIEVE when I get high and watch cr i will not shut the fuck up#this makes sense to my brain but I wrote it so idk if itās Actually Incomprehensible im sorry#unrelated but thereās something cooking in my brain about the origins of the Luxon/consecution/dunamancy in the context of all this idk#< moved to tags#sober reread āthis is just excited rambling 0 points made
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just had a dream abt rt being a high school teacher of mine??
So, from what i remember, he had to take a day off for a school thing? so he sent out a little email saying he was gonna be gone but he was gonna stop in to say hi. But for now we had a sub. Apparently dan decided to give us a quiz that day (the bastard) and he ended up popping in to say hi right after we were given said quiz- so he gave us a quiz on a day he wasnāt even there and then immediately distracted us taking it (unbelievable)
did not matter at all to dream me though lmao i just remembered being so excited to see him (for all of two seconds while gave snarky comments on the poetry we were reading and left) anyway the class devolved into chaos almost immediately. which to be fair iām surprised hadnāt happened sooner. desks and chairs were everywhere, everyone was talking so loudly and moving everything around and i was just sitting in the middle of the room at my perfectly straight desk just like. i miss dan.
anyway rt english teacher au when???
#oh screw it iāll make a little mock up for him whenever im more lucid#speaking of. i just woke up so sorry if this is still a little incomprehensible lmao#also i think itās funny that i had a dream in high school considering i graduated a year ago now#i also also think itās funny that most of the bits i remember from this dream heās not even there.#like he was there for more of the dream but hell if i remember what it was abt lmao#anyway#rtgame
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only friends sounds interesting and fun but whenever i see stuff about it i feel like everyone else already has so much lore and knowledge about these characters and the actors and all the behind the scenes stuff that it feels like showing up to a test i didn't study for lmao
#i know these couples have an intense fanbase and im not that familiar with them#(first obvs from not me and i enjoyed him and khaotung in moonlight chicken)#but the depth of the analysis going around is so funny and so incomprehensible to me lmao#also i know im sorry i shouldve watched the eclipse but the only one im going back to school for is milklove at this point#school shows just dont hold my attention anymore
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been listening to miley's new album on my commute and she absolutely put drugs in rose colored lenses that song is so gooddddd
#i am unfortunately such a miley cyrus enjoyer#she did feature sia on this album which is such a fun choice (sarcasm lmao)#but other than that i actually rly do like this album & i also still regularly listen to all her other ones so š¤”#i wanna smoke a bowl w her so bad dude#miley be my friend i've always wanted to hang out w a problematic nepo baby it's my dreammm#sorry this is incomprehensible im high#rose colored lenses tho.... that's the fuckin song#bri babbles
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iām so excited to see troyās dad i listened to the rolled today and apparently itās not what we expect so like is he gonna be like amazing or is he going to somehow be worse then troy like what happened im so excited
#my troy playlist will definitely need edits lol but to be fair the description is āvibe read 2 episodes inā it was never going to be accurat#e#also like a month ago i was so convinced w the clockwork troy theory and i still really really love it and i want it so bad but idk im not#as convinced anymore#on my pin board i have two sections for him lol#the normal section i have for everyone#and below it a section āmerge if this turns out canonā#cause it was so fucking cool and i wanted to explore it even though its still theory#thereās also some vibe reads in there as well#i havenāt looked at it since the last two eps tho since i was so busy starting school so maybe itās time to overhaul#i feel like my pinterest alone could get me an autism diagnosis but alas i donāt want one lmao#me and the desire to collect and ācollageā things that remind me of a thing#and itās all incomprehensibly organized#iāve said it a hundred times iāll say it again my pinterest is somehow more embarrassing then my tumblr#i just give people my tumblr#to be fair pinterest is prolly easy to find i accidentally found condis somehow but like#i did not mean to find it either i reallllly hope his last name is already public info cause if not someone other then me could also find it#intentionally or not#cause tbh i just wanted to see if people uploaded screenshots of his mc skins or stuff#i didnāt know what to do so i immediately closed it again and proceeded to immediately forget his last name#benefits of a bad memory#accidentally learned someoneās deadname once (yearbook fucking sucks they did they same to me even after i filled out the name change form)#and i donāt remember it anymore i blocked it out lol#i forget stuff that stresses me out and knowing someoneās birth name when they donāt want people to stresses me out#anyway thereās my rambles fo today iām so sorry#like if youāre still reading though thatās on you to be fair#my post#also hopefully i didnāt say too much about the rolled but ive seen people post whole clips so i think im okay#to be fair for me personally when i hear something about something i just want the primary source even more#like if you paraphrased it i want the EXACT WORDS FEOM THEIR MPUTH WHAT IF TOU MKSSED SOMETJING WHAT IF WHAT IF primary source my beloved
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What
am i feeling rn
Paul???? Sheldon?????? Hello?????
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call me petty but every year i breathe a sigh of relief that throuses is not the theme for this year's child banner
#the way i fucking dread a d/L duo bc i simply do not want her paired with him for a duo#ESPECIALLY if she's the backpack#she can do better#also i just don't like the kid banners lmao. bring back picnic#fe journeys#this is so incomprehensible if you don't play heroes im sorry#feh
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gasp... the dream is different.... and also she's yelling in her sleep? ah jeez! random side note i hate the title sadly dreaming and i think it could be improved if it was "Sadly, Dreaming" like sadly, i am dreaming. sadly, this is just a dream, yknow? like that would be the meaning of it. anyways thats my idea for a webcomic that i have been turning in my head with the slightest premise from this story (it would be 90 percent different just with like. the concept of mixing up dreams and reality)
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wokw up and thought abt fhe beginning of de too long lads
#talky#uh oh they made tbe protagonist relatable!#no not in that way. ... not in that way eitherHEJFKSKDKGDKSKFJ /joke#like. me when i have a multi day breakdown and the everyone i share my body with is telling me to Stop It. Get Some Help. <3#I WANT 2 CLARIFIY IM FINE RN IM JUST. oh ive been there in a way. etc.#like the game opens wtih some raw as hell lines#('hurting. longing. dancing to disco music.' 'i don't want to be that kind of animal anymore' etc.)#AND THEN BTW 5 MINS LATER HITS YOU WITH 'I WANT TO HAVE FUCK WITH YOU' LIKE LMAO??#LIKE ME WHEN I'VE HAD A HORRIBLE FEW DAYS AND THEN SAY SMTH COMPLETELY INCOMPREHENSIBLE TO ANYONE. WHAHDHDJAKFCJ#sorry im having a Momwnce rn (not a bad one) like oHhjjjg nOooooooo the this game means a lot 2 me. oh my god.#YKNOW I WAS GONNA GO BACK 2 SLEEP FOR A LIL BIT BUT I HAD 2 RAMBLE ABT SHIT. SO. NOW IM AWAKE. YEEHAW
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As an extrovert with an anxiety disorder that also assumes the worst of people's opinions of me, I find it very entertaining when I realize my friends care about me. It feels so yellow.
#sol text#sorry for being incomprehensible#my friend group is splitting irl#and ive just come to realize how much isolation in my childhood affected me thought processes about my own relationships#because my friends care about me as much as i care about them!!a#which is something id have never believed id ever get even 5 years ago!!!#im so used to caring about people more than they care about me that i just kinda blank and kinda wanna cry when that thinking is challenged#and then when i get the attention i crave#i feel like im manipulating my friends even though im not#anyways this is probably the most personal post ill ever make here#cuz i feel embarrassed talking about these sorts of things cuz fhen i feel like im being needy#but if anyone relates to this#just know that ur mind is lying to u and ur friends probably care about u a lot more than u realize#and i hope ur able to get that proven to u#some people are just as bad at expressing themselces as u are!!!#u can never fully know how someone feels about u#so why not assume the best?#anyways i suck at making friends irl and online but u can always reach out to me if ud like to!!!#im not good with words or emotions but i get giddy at every interaction but i suck at reaching out so uh#feel free to ignore this lmao#*guy that just got off a roller coastsr voice* i am NEVER doing that again#<<<being sappy on main#that is
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im a ghost girlie but my love for soap is literally incomprehensible and i have this headcanon where its ghost x reader but soap third wheels all the time and its not like in a mean way at all, theyāre just a trio that is basically inseparable. i also hc that they make so many jokes about being a throuple to the point where its not rlly a joke anymore lmao. anyway, this is all to ask if youāll write some headcanons about that dynamic. fluff ofc! if u feel comfortable writing a little bit of poly soap x reader x ghost, iād be very gracious šš½ but no pressure!
soap, simon, and the not-so-single parent
warnings: gn!reader, ghost x reader, soap x platonic!reader, my interpretation of ghost & soap, domesticity, fluff, johnny being johnny, simon being simon, reader being the concerned parent, third-wheel soap
a/n: this shit be on my mind constantly that johnny just loves to annoy and thirdwheel reader & simon. some of this is inspired by irl stuff. i'm not really into a poly triangle personally and i just can't imagine them, especially simon, to be okay with it, sorry!
humble beginnings
johnny didn't find out that simon had a romantic partner until you two reached past your 1 year anniversary. it happened by pretty much chance too, here's how that went: simon forgot a file, you were off of work, you drove to base, you dropped off said file using your dependent clearance, he kissed your cheek goodbye right in the doorway of his office (masked), johnny turned the corner, and as simon pulled away, you looked at johnny who was desperately trying to seem busy on his phone as he walked away hurriedly. he was on the calculator app. simon and you gave each other a look and he nodded, knowing that you've been wanting to meet the colorful coworkers (and his closest friends) for a while now. you called him over, soap, as you've remembered, not everyday you see a mohawk. johnny freezes and turned around to see you beckoning him back to the frame of the office, and simon with his arms crossed, staring a bit annoyed actually. he was chill when you two introduced each other, not wanting to embarrass himself. his eyes lit up though, when he heard you invite him over for dinner. "lovie..." simon started out, a gentle hand on your back. you hit his chest with the back of your head playfully, "no, no, this will be good for us. first diner party in our new house" "HOUSE? HOW LONG HAVE YOU HAD SOMEONE" he wanted to scream at simon's face, what came out however was a "i dinnae want to be a bother to you both" you insisted and he felt bad (but also curious), so dinner it was. simon took off his mask to please you and well, it was the comfort of his home. he rolled his eyes as johnny quipped that he certainly was "quite the opposite". from that day forward, it was the three of you against...manchester i guess?
children, the both of them
johnny tags along whenever you two are running errands on leave or on off days when they're both stationed at home. sometimes it's just you and him, or him and simon, or all three of yall. it started with a "we're having brunch, wanna join?" and now it's more like "we're going to the zoo, 9 am, get there" they make up the weirdest challenges and it feels like you're babysitting them both. simon, doesn't see it, he's a grown adult man, he's not silly. johnny says it's just in his nature like how it's natural that wombats poop in cubes (he walked ahead to read that tidbit and walked back to regurgitate it back at the two of you). challenges include: simon and johnny getting into a long debate about which is better, the smoked salmon crepes or the chocolate crepes, and when they mix them together, who can eat it all without puking? who can get to the butterfly sanctuary the fastest without running? who can find your favorite fish in the 30,000 gallon (113562.35 liter) fish tank WHILE holding their breath as if they were swimming in the water johnny telling you that his jokes are the best, simon butting in and using the "i'm your boyfriend, surely my jokes are better" card. you wanted to throw them both out of the car as they kept going back and forth with the most stupidest, tasteless, dad jokes ever. johnny saying he can drive better than simon. simon saying he can fly a broken helicopter and land safely. you're in the driver's seat. simon quipped that he would be a good artist compared to this shit's canvas (picasso) and johnny saying that his cat can paint better. simon said dogs can do it better. johnny said- you get the idea simon threw up after the 8th time on a rollercoaster. johnny threw up on the 9th. you, however, went through a nice scenic boat ride :)
quiet mornings
you three are closer than yall think. whenever they're both away, you always miss the noise they bring in the kitchen, trying to figure out how to make muffins or...popcorn. the three of you doing the daily wordle, crossword, and sudoku. "what's c for?" "c4 is an explosive, bonnie" "no johnny, what does C STAND FOR? fucking idiot..." mornings when you both are expecting johnny are never quiet, especially when he announces that he's there by knocking on the front door and saying "it's johnny!" when someone opens it. even when he's not there, you can at least hear simon's almost silent breaths if it wasn't for how close you two were. you miss them when they have to leave, you know it can't be forever, but damnit you missed the buzzing of them both. you don't miss, however, johnny and simon playing drunk monopoly.
#call of duty#cod mw2#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mwii#cod#modern warfare 2#fanfic#cod ghost#john soap mactavish#ghost simon riley#simon riley ghost#simon riley call of duty#simon riley#simon ghost riley#ghost x reader#simon ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#ghost x you#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley x reader#soap x platonic!reader#johnny soap mactavish#soap mactavish#platonic soapghost#katzwrites#ghost call of duty#ghostsoap#ghost mw2#soap mw2#mw2
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Valzhangweek 2024 Day 2: Jealousy
"you only care about your machines" except he's jealous of them lmao
hhh im sorry its so incomprehensible- I was working on a prompt for later in the week but I got to this part of house of hades and the comic idea was cute heehee-
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falling isnt so bad (if its with you)
close up and rambling about process below!
i mentioned before i had another starry deuce idea when i posted my first adeu art, and that idea is this!! if you count, its been... 2 weeks??? sometimes i feel like drawing ideas immediately, and sometimes i dont
i did the lineart yesterday, and let me be honest with you. i was kyaaing and sobbing as i drew it (sorry for my brother who has to deal with me in general) like!!! guys!!! theyre so tender!!!! foreheads are touching!!! insert incomprehensible noises
anyways when i woke up today i was like. they are not close enough. they should be closer. so i adjusted (now when i look back at it, they can still be even closer sighs)
now onto painting!! im pretty sure if i was streaming, you guys would be losing your minds when you see me accidentally moving the painting layer. the whole hodgepodge of color moves around (fondly remembering that time my friend on discord gasped when they saw that. tho they also paint on minimal layers too lol)
i paint on top of all the lineart and base colors (on a separate layer). sometimes i use multiply and hard light layer to get the colors for me to paint with, other times i just randomly pick and hope for the best. whenever im painting im in the constant mood of "fuck it, we ball"
all in all i had a fun time painting this!! still feel surreal i finished this in 2 days after weeks of letting it ferment lmao ēŖē¶é“å¾å²åØ <- suddenly felt motivated(?) also i have one more adeu idea! this time its a comic hehe
#twst#twisted wonderland#my art#twst deuce#deuce spade#ace trappola#twst ace#adeuce#adeu#rambling#adeu is taking over my thoughts#and id gladly let it
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