#im so so so excited to write this AHAHAHAH
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now that chapter 15 is out, i just realized that i can Finally revisit part 2 of my guardian angel abo fic… like can you imagine chapter 15 but with the extra drama abo brings?? it’s fucking Over.
#writing log#im so so so excited to write this AHAHAHAH#the plot of the abo au has been in the back of head marinating since april
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I treat ur whole page like d daily newspaper i swear HAHAAHAH THANK U FOR GIVING US WAL I LOVE IT SO MUCH. We love uuu
In d previous chapters i always think “wow it would be so difficult to top this” but u do it everytime AAAA
Im so excited for ur future works n its inspiring me to get back to writing (i wanna write rafe but cmon do we need another rafe writer when we have YOU AHAHAHAH)
Mwah thats all hehehe i hope d writing gods give u d writing juice to create MORE juicy rafe fics!!!
I ADORE YOU 🥺 thank you so much for reading and supporting the series 💘
right up there with being told that i exceeded expectations with an ending is being told that each chapter is getting better than the last, no joke 😭 such a meaningful compliment, thank you!! i love love love to hear that readers enjoy how i’m building onto a story 🥹
the world can NEVER have enough rafe fics so PLEASE write if you feel inspired to!! i know it’d be great 🥰 every writer brings something special!!
thank you so so so much, angel. i’m looking forward to creating lots more series and one-shots about our favorite boy 🤭
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HI ITS UR FAV ANON WITH A BLOODY EAR INFECTION 🫀!!! A LITTLE LATE TO THE PARTY BUT THATS CAUSE MY PHONE BROKE😍
ANYWAYS
I CRIED DURING CHAP 4 OH MY GOD the way Jake actually cares but gets such bad tunnel vision that he actually looses sight of what he's trying to protect:(
what if the conversation he has with reader at the tree of souls isn’t like any actual conversation??? but it’s like a barrage of memories and visions, possible futures and dreamlike visuals that portray both people’s feelings.
like obviously there would be a conversation but like when Kiri went to see grace, their location and physical state changed, so what if since jake and reader are both very emotional but also emotionally constipated they can’t get everything out through actual words?
when reader finds out Ikran (my vote is for the name is yom’tsyeyk cause it means “eat jake” 🙏) can’t fly anymore :(( maybe the ikran can just get really good at running… OR PULL A HTTYD ‼️ either way you go the metaphorical and emotional meaning behind it can do a LOTTTT. i just love the way you write, it’s so GOOD
like the way you describe emotions, actions, thought processes??? i’m currently writing my own fic and i aspire to be you fr
The anger Neytiri felt and how she lashed out at jake, THE ADOPTION CEREMONY THING??? i love the way ur brain works, are the kids mad at jake too?? like they’d probably never show it cause of how intense it gets when reader does but i can’t imagine the anger the kids might feel, wether it be directed more at Jake or reader or if it’s just anger at the situation and their relationship, id actually cry if we got some sibling angst up in there.
as someone who watched many conflicts between their sibling and authority figures, there’s always that kind of habit unconditional siding with the sibling even if they might be wrong. The sibs are definitely gonna be traumatized by this but how are they gonna respond and how will that manifest? isolation? attachment? anger? Would Kiri stay the pacifist or would she try and become some kind of protector or shield for reader? each kid would def have their own response and opinions and what if they clash?
Bro imagine the tension if the kids’ emotions manifest negatively like that :( would reader feel responsible?? WILL THIS BE THE REASON THEY MOVE TO THE REEF??? (assuming we’re going in that direction) THE DRAMMAAAA
tbh it could have a tiny little romance subplot 🤭
(SAPPHIC READER???? TSIREYA😍😍 Rotxo being sweet and balancing reader out??? rivals to lovers ao’nung with a not really secret soft side??? the possibilities are endless)
IM GETTING AHEAD OF MYSELF AND RAMBLING SO MUCH😭😭 anyways, that’s just my thoughts and theories abt how this could go, im sooooo excited for the next chapter and where you go with thisssss :)))))))
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EAR INFECTION ANON, WELCOME BACK AHAHAHSJDSJKD AND ITS OK, UR HERE ANYWAYS!!! WOULD NEVER FAULT YOU FOR ANYTHING!
OUF so. from movie-canon its like a blend of the souls living in their best memories, neteyam wasn't aware he died but the moment jake didnt follow the memory his soul knew something was wrong, but jake put things back in order again. grace, however, knew she was dead - and we saw how the sceneries could change. im planning to take FULL ADVANTAGE of what we've been given AHAHAHAH
about jake and sister!reader's conversation though, HHHHHHHH its hard to have a heart-to-heart, but im sure you'll like what ends up happening since it's hurting me to write it BDBSBD
ALSO "EAT JAKE" IM HEJHKJSKDS AHSDHBSDBD BAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU HAVE A LOT OF EXPECTATIONS I HOPE I CAN MEET THEM BDBSDSBD
About the siblings-parent conflict... I haven't written much of it because I don't think it's in character for either of them to be angry at Jake for it, they never are for Jake's actions even in TWOW. Lo'ak's generally frustrated and Neteyam gives the slightest bits of attitude, and Kiri is moody. They are too young for the kind of anger you're talking about, in my opinion. Sully family also is one of the healthier families in media. But there are tidbits of it in the new chapter, but it doesn't really go anywhere because Jake isn't his old self where wouldn't listen any of it. He takes full blame of it, and sort of reconnects with Neteyam and Lo'ak through it because Neteyam full on blames himself and Lo'ak is flabbergasted as to why Jake isn't affected. Jake listens to Neytiri's advice on transparence here. I'm going for sort of a healing-route! Though of course they'll be traumatized in their own way.
And this IS heading to the awa'atlu plot! I'm just making it more solid.
Also I've NEVER considered what kind of romance plot there would be, but sister!reader to me is kind of fruity LMAO She has a mix of Korra, Ellie and Vi vibes in my head. Like, girl-preferring with stupid attraction to men she gags at. Idk if I'll ever write it though BSHDBSS The general outline in my head is that she sees tsireya as a goddess and aonung as a pest she'd like to step on. rotxo is nice though she rocks with rotxo
ALSO!! ITS ALRIGHT ILY <3333 Have an amazing day!
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ITS MOREE THAN GOOD ENOUGH!! i wa spling my hair out from excitement!!
glad to know ive achieved my goals 😽😽
HELLP i only remember because it was sosososo cute and none of the other rlly have nicknames!! other than tint ofc which i ALSO hope sticks..
WOAHHH THREE NEW CHAPTERS?? look at you go!! im glad ur doing well though, hopefully you can do even better!!
yesyes! they haveee 🫶🏻 ive been doing good, a bit sick, but i am healing thank god. but rehearsal schedule is craaazy
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AHAHAHAH bae ilysm😭
Right??? When I wrote muffin for the first time I wasnt sure which member to put it with but I was like “hmmmm defo a wooyoung thing” after a while 😭
Tbh Yunho calls mc Tiny a lot so I’m thinking of keeping that. With the other members I might make them call mc a nickname specific to them. I see mingi calling his gf princess for sure 😭😭
I haven’t written since two days ago bc I’ve been so busy and I’m literally itching to finish this one scene. The next three/four chapters are insane you aren’t gonna be able to contain yourself 😭 during writing this chapters I’ve been giggling and rolling around sm. I’ll be screaming behind my screen and my brother comes into my room thinking there’s smt wrong 💀
Im so glad your healing from your sickness. I can already feel the winter time cold sneaking up on me and I’m treasuring my unblocked nose rn😭. I’m not excited to be sleeping with my mouth open and waking up with a throat drier than sandpaper holy shit
How is the schedule looking? How many hours per day😭
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Hey, so I’m considering starting to post fanfiction (I’m thinking mainly HotD) on a sideblog. Do you have any advice? Your stuff is really good AND consistent (I made the mistake of reading Unturned Stones on my lunch break, and that took me out for a few minutes, like the angst??? And the prose???And how you wrote Dream?? so thanks for that), so I figured you would be a good person to ask? No pressure though, and have a good day/night!
FIRST OF ALL OMG NONNIE IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU WHEN I READ THIS I WAS LIKE ASLKFHLASHFASFA YASSS PURR SLAY DO IT DO IT
That would be my advice. just start and write what you like and what feels right. write something that interests you, even if its weird and niche and caters to your very specific fandom needs. Dont do something just cuz you think other people will like.
this second one is not necessarily advice but a heads up. ive had fics where i loved writing it and worked really hard for it but people didn't interact with that much. ive also had fics that were just brain farts yet people ate them up like chocolate eclairs. im not gonna lie to you, its a bummer when the fics you really love dont do as well as those you might not have put as much thought or effort into, but thats the nature of fics. you need to find gratification in the writing itself and hopefully you will.
I'm honored you think my stuff is so good and consistent. Though with consistency BSJSBSHSHSB you mean characterization right? AHAHAHAH cos my updates are not lololol. If youre worried about not writing a character well, just act like what youre writing is canon. I feel like if you like a character, you'll know them well enough to be able to make the call of what they would and wouldn't do. if not, do research! We all do it. No shame no fuss. But also don't feel pressured to consume every little thing about them. Fics aren't assignments, its supposed to be fun.
Also its so funny to me that you're planning to write about hotd but you also like dream and used my fic of him as a reference. Actually its not funny its so great!!!!! I LOVE THAT YOU LOVE THAT TOO. Im glad it took you out, albeit at a wrong time i hope you enjoyed your lunch still. i was so scared no one would get it tbh 😭😭😭😭
I wish you nothing but the best darling. I'd love to get read your fics esp if theyre about daemon 👹👹👹👹
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LMAOO dw it’s just part of your character development that’s honestly really funny (the way that you always find crazy people around you is also kinda crazy LMAO not even kidding you really did get the “it’s for the plot/character development” treatment
So real it’s definitely not ALL animanga but you can tell there’s some that just let the art or style carry actually I think you bring up a really good test though!! Like if you can co very it into a light novel and have it still be good then you know there’s at least some substance beyond just the visual effects…omg the jjk discourse about the female cast fr irks me like guys even maki is NOT developed enough like she fr is always just alluded to as tojis copy so??? Bro angel/hana’s treatment was actually foul I’m ngl I barely even remembered her until I saw her in the second to last chapter and immediately face palmed like bro why…..but yeah jjk is definitely not AWFUL awful but not as peak as everyone screams about
Oh definitely orv cast is developed and actually relevant also yess i love the platonic relationships and dynamics!!! Kdj and hsy are so funny LMAO I love seeing that kinda found family/platonic connection with kdj and co.
LMAOO so real like there’s chronically online but then there’s an even more extreme where it’s really “do you ever see the sun” but speaking of that post you reblogged made me giggle “are you pro or anti ship” “I have a life” LMAOOOOOOOO so real like it’s really not that deep guys
DDHSHS people on wattpad fr cannot handle reader not being the Mary Sue ultimate it girl with a reverse harem also to the people saying it’s perfect except the OCs bro it wouldn’t be the same without the ocs like let’s be real please and yeah like ESPECIALLY since it’s not even a commission of any sorts maybe you were just posting for the sake of being able to read it all through wp formatting and platform too, why people have the audacity to actually spew shit like that is beyond me like ok it’s not your story though??? And you really took the effort of writing out a comment to say this it’s much faster to just click the close tab button?? It’s like they comment thinking that you’ll go back and edit out all instances of your ocs??? Honestly disappearing off wp is such a mood
LMAO yeah I’ll definitely casually watch the anime because at least the animation usually has some cool scenes too but nothing all too serious after knowing what happens (actually I’m excited for the memes to come when the Yuta and cockroach curse get animated HAHA)
SHSGSHSHS it’s ok if you end up converting there’s a good chance that at some point I’d follow suit knowing us but the opposite sides of a war trope is actually so interesting I haven’t read anything with that in awhile?? Just generally not even on tumblr so many possibilities for adding in complexities and depth…wc Kunigami esp with the angst and the whole transformation of wc
REAL when kaneshiro fails yk Mira’s got you….still baffles me how yukis been sidelined (literally) sm WAIT AHAHAHAH im crying if it were otoya instead of yuki fwtkac i can imagine it where instead of reading looking at yukis account during that lunch scene she’s looking at otoyas profile and karasus like “bruh his hair looks like a fucking leek you like this one???” And then he enters the room where they play tag and he’s like “HOLY SHIT ITS THE LEEK DUDE YOU MF” while otoyas trying to think which of the fifty dates he went on karasus referring to
Ok good LMAO ik sometimes when people type on a keyboard they’re wrists get tired which is why the buy wristpads so jic that was you I didn’t wanna be making you type a whole essay response like normal LOL WAIT GAHAHAH the recent one where sae goes “this goal is still lukewarm” and literally has the whole genie looking trail this is too good
LMAO I’m gonna be honest most of the media I consume usually isn’t for the romance factor anyways like I usually watch kdramas after seeing like a cliffhanger betrayal/dramatic moment so I don’t even mind that it’s not super romantic LOL I agree having some crack shenanigans content is good it balances out the angst and romance
LMAOOOO noted I will take this calibration into account in the future o7 but YEAHHHH PURSUIT very hype
- Karasu anon
PLEASEEE i have made so many opps in my life and honestly i know there’s a saying that if you make enemies out of a lot of people you’re the problem but i really don’t think i am?? like i always try to self reflect and i definitely have been villainous in the past as has everyone but there’s a startling amount of people that dislike me for dumb reasons JHSFSD omg it’s so bad
whenever i think of dropping someone i’m like oh was i the bad person in this situation but being objective i hardly am 😭 this girl i think was just really jealous of me and so took the opportunity to put me down at any opportunity (she was also lowkey islamophobic and as almost half of my family is muslim i did not find her jokes terribly funny) and she was also one of the ones that like if i liked a guy she was suddenly OBSESSED with him meanwhile they wouldn’t even know who she was?? like she’d go up and talk to whatever guy i idly said was cute and they’d literally be like “who are you lol” 😰 there’s a lot of weird stuff w her she’s also HUGE into jjk and jjk x readers so i’ve always been terrified she’ll find my account hence why i don’t ever do face reveals or post pictures of things she might recognize (like my dogs…we had already stopped being friends by the time i started riding cloudie so i’m not scared of posting him) she only ever read on ao3 and didn’t try to figure out tumblr + she liked gojo choso and nanami none of whom i’ve written for so i probably would be safe but it’s still a thought in the back of my mind…anyways…
RIGHT like can you make a light novel out of this?? then it’s probably good…i think blue lock is a good counterexample actually where the story is very much so enhanced by the visuals because it’s a sport animanga but i think the sports genre is a little exempt from that test because who wants to read about sports KFHSD idk if that makes sense ANYWAYS everyone always says that jjk’s female cast is good as if not sexualized automatically equals well written…like yes gege did more for them in the sense that they were at least mostly covered up but that’s about where he began and ended 😭 BRO HANA GET BEHIND ME the way everyone hates her too i honestly just wish she got better treatment back when i was into jjk i LOVED her i honestly could write an entire essay about how i would’ve preferred she be written (like i did w kuni and yuki) but tbh the story started going downhill shortly after her introduction so idek where i’d start…suffice to say i would’ve had her be alluded to much earlier, not had her be obsessed with megumi (i think a romance between them could’ve been thematically and visually very lovely but NOT how it was handled and not given the fanbase jjk has), and expanded on the angel vs sukuna beef especially how that might’ve impacted the hana and yuji dynamic 😩 i think gege had the same problem as kaneshiro where there’s just too many characters but unlike bllk, there’s a much more expansive world in jjk too and that would’ve allowed for in depth exploration of more characters without slowing the story terribly if only that was a consideration yk
i don’t think jjk is horrible either!! there are a lot of things i enjoyed about it and i wouldn’t say it’s the worst thing to come out ever — it also suffers from having such a large fanbase that people are going to be disappointed no matter what direction gege goes in, so i have to give him that; however, agree, it’s not as peak as everyone says it is, and i think it’s fanbase would do well to recognize it for what it is (a normal shounen with slightly more gore but also with the regular pitfalls of the genre) sometimes i think the ending wouldn’t have been as disappointing if it hadn’t been hyped into smth beyond what it actually is yk 🤔 and honestly i don’t think it’s a failure of jjk to be that LMAO blue lock is very much so in that category and i still love that!! mostly because it is self aware and doesn’t try to do more than it has the capability for…instead it takes genre conventions and works inside them/expands on them (ego vs teamwork, the backstories of characters like snuffy) to maximize its impact?? idk if that makes sense HAHA like at the end of the day kaneshiro included anri’s hip waist bust measurements in the egoist bible and she’s also the only somewhat main female character so he’s not trying to beat the bad female cast allegations whatsoever he fr just threw chigiri in and called it a day but it works?? because he didn’t sit and say “hm how can we defy everyone’s expectations and astound the world” he was just like “ok soccer manga time”
I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE ARE SO PRESSED ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE’S SHIPS like i literally do NOT care i ship zero characters it absolutely does not matter to me…only ships that are important are nagimira, miraeita, and tabimira otherwise idgaf /j fr though like how hard is it to just scroll and ignore when you don’t like smth 😰 also the entire school of thought (mostly from 15> year olds) that you should just stop engaging in fandom or liking characters or whatever after the ripe elderly age of 20 is SO FUNNY but also insane like who do you think is writing the fics you enjoy?? i have many thoughts on it that would get me cancelled but to me the line is like “okay if the mangaka/anime studio drew the exact same character and said they were 20 would i believe them?? if so it’s whatever if not that’s a little weird” for example when i was a kid watching indigo league i liked gary oak LMAOOO but now i wouldn’t like him because he very obviously looks like a kid yk?? but there is functionally no difference in the way that megumi, inumaki, and ino from jjk are drawn despite them all being wildly different ages it’s truly just arbitrary and in my experience a lot of shounen is just adults writing stories about other adults and then making them be “in high school” to appeal to their target audience and make their characters be more relatable to high school boys aka the main readers 😭 anyways at the end of the day people like to police stuff like that a lot so i don’t really share my thoughts on it but it really is just live and let live i promise you whatever character you’re defending does NOT care that people are writing fics about them they are literally just lines on a page…
PEOPLE ON WATTPAD ARE INSANEEEE bro (related to the earlier point) it’s the same people that complain about adults liking characters that start spamming the most insanely foul sexual things at the age of thirteen like how do you even know what any of those words mean?? forget about saving yuta okkotsu from anne at accounting who likes to read fics about him after work SAVE HIM FROM THE TWEEN FANGIRLS THAT WOULD GET HIS ASS ARRESTED ‼️ since we’re applying irl morals to fiction and all it very much so is illegal the other way too 😭 anyways yeah they always have smth to complain about like if y/n isn’t a reverse harem lead with every single guy at her feet, every power in the world, cringy “cold” personality where she’s uber strong and tells people to commit, and isn’t lame asf they go insane?? people complain in the early chapters of pomegranate ink that it’s “embarrassing” how reliant the reader is on noritoshi and how she’s always sucking up to him…like hmm…let’s apply some critical thinking here…why would she (who’s been told her entire life that she’s good for nothing but bearing heirs, has been essentially locked in her room for her whole childhood, is considered “worthless” because she didn’t inherit her family’s powers, and was almost married off to NAOYA ZENIN) be grateful to the one man who allowed her to have her own agency and treated her like an equal??? why would she be unsure in herself?? why would she ask for help constantly and think she’s weak??? also when they complain about her being weak omg please this story is 200k words i’m sorry she doesn’t start off strong but that would literally be so boringgggg it’s all about the slow development!! by the end of the story she’s brought someone back to life, is a grade sorcerer, defeats a special grade curse (because lbr she could’ve gone all of the way and killed jogo if it weren’t for plot needing him to be around longer), takes control of her ENTIRE CLAN, talks shit to sukuna’s face and then is instrumental in his defeat COME ONNNN SHE’S NOT WEAK FOREVER GIVE HER TIME she’s been abused for years it’ll take her a sec!! and speaking of abuse don’t get me started on the way they talk about reader’s mother LFKJHSDLKFJ they fr act like she’s the true villain when she’s in no better of a situation than reader 😭 actually things are worse for her because she has no one but her daughter left and her relationship with reader only just starts healing in pomegranate…god forbid we have complex female characters though!!
HELP if i convert to itoshism i’m dragging you down with me i can’t do it alone!! and i think opposite sides of a war necessitates writing a conflict that isn’t black and white (or else one of the characters would be evil and that’s usually looked down upon) hence why most authors steer clear as that can be difficult to do without making any one side into a villain HAHAHA maybe one day i’ll tackle the challenge again!! believe it or not i have done so previously in ship in the harbor and ig i did it well enough people seemed to like it…who knows LMAO
PLEASE THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING like fwtkac reader posts a picture of herself and otoya on a date and karasu swipes up on the story with an entire paragraph about how her new boyfriend is ugly horrendous hideous nasty fresh out of the swamp and whatever other insults fwtkac bestie came up with meanwhile reader is just like ?? your hair can be measured with a protractor ?? LSKFHSDKFJH omg there would fr be no tabieita it would be tabiken and then otoya would just be there because karasu will never forgive the “shrek lookalike” that almost stole his girl…wait that reminds me that according to hiori fwtkac reader is the only girl karasu follows on social media??? idk but that’s making me laugh rn because i think i wrote that he’s friends with all of reader’s friend group but he’s just so loyal to this girl who absolutely despises him that he won’t follow any other females but her 😭 honestly for all of her academic genius looking back fwtkac reader is so dumb because how did she not read between the lines there…
HAHA DW i’m all good!! i’ve recently begun responding to your asks on my ipad instead of my iphone which is why my responses have gotten exponentially longer and less emoji riddled LMAOO so it’s been chill!! responding on my ipad also means no random glitching out since i’m doing it on the website which auto saves drafts iirc so double win fr
LMAOO if you do end up watching it lmk how it goes!! and yeahhh if i’m ever going to go on a long hiatus i’ll make it explicitly clear like you will be able to tell without question that i’m gone otherwise it’s probably just me being silly HAHAH anyways this ended up being a bunch of random unrelated rants i’m sorry 😭
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okay bestie i had to annotate this NOW because i was super excited that we finally got to see neteyam's POV 🤣 i hope i'm doing this right oops ?? my apologies if i didn't but anyway kisses to u bb xx *hugs*
none of it mattered anymore, not as he heard the screech of an ikran he knew all too well, that he loved, that was now lifelessly falling towards the ground, taking the woman of his worst nightmares and biggest fantasies along
im SCREAMING!!!!!! the last line specifically is very reminiscent of anthony's line in bridgerton s2: you are the bane of my existence. And the object of all my desires. AHHHHHHHH i love it sm
Back then, he cried a lot, each morning a dreaded reminder of the pain and ache that awaited him each day, all for a purpose he couldn’t quite understand yet, that made no sense in a child’s mind
i want to put little neteyam in my back pocket and protect him forever 😭
"And just like today, if you ever fall, I'll always be there to catch you. You and I, we're meant to fall and rise together."
MA'M!!!!!! i always love the flashbacks you incorporate into your stories; you can literally feel the love radiating off the words!!! so precious ): how do you perfectly capture the sweetness and wonder of childhood love? but LMFAO @ such a stark contrast to the present time
“I know what I promised. And I intend to keep my promise. You don’t have to worry, Teyam. You and I have always been two sides of the same coin. And as long as you want me by your side, nothing could ever pry me away.”
SO SWEET I COULD LITERALLY CRY!!!! literally. she's literally crazy and he's her protector? best trope
“No. I’m staying here.”
AND THE CROWD CHEERED!!!!!!
No matter how the visions differed from his current reality, he couldn't shake you, couldn't let you go. Because despite it all, he couldn't part with the girl that used to be his partner in crime, his training buddy, his best friend, his first flight.
baby boy is confusing ): neteyam be like im gonna ruin your life (secretly love u tho 🤣)
"Exactly. So you can't fall, because if you do, I'll have to follow you... and I don't intend to fall yet, Teyam. Not yet."
i love how she says like this she has not choice BUT to follow neteyam. there's no other option!! i love her determination and confidence.
Oare was Seze's best friend, her companion and life partner, and Neteyam knew her death would affect his ikran for a long time, perhaps forever.
you're cruel andra 😒 but also the thought that vi and neteyam are so connected that even their ikrans are connected? AHHHHHHHH
he swore he never knew it was possible to love someone so much, to feel so connected to a soul, so much so it felt like he could hear you, your heartbeat and your mind, like tsaheylu would have been redundant because he knew. He just knew.
i have no words, just squeals and tears. if there is one thing you're gonna do, its write two characters with bonds that run so painfully and heartwarmingly deep
"I love you, Vi. I may have made you more responsible, but you made me better. Braver. More creative, more inventive. I almost couldn't finish the Iknimaya today, and then one of your crazy ideas popped in my head, and it worked. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't have done this without you, without your influence in my life. Thank you."
)))): THIS!!!!!!!! to be loved is to be changed.
despite your history, Neteyam would never look at you the same way again.
IM SCREAMING!!!!! IS THIS TH MOMENT YOU REVEAL WTF HAPPENED BETWEEN THIS??!?!?!? cackling to myself in anticipation. I'm literally annotating as i read in real time so this is my actual reaction AHAHAHAH
"I mentioned it to her. She said she... doesn't want to mate with Neteyam. That she couldn't ever love him the way a mate would. She was... very adamant about it."
MORE SCREAMING!!!!!!!!! okay hold up because jake is dead ass wrong for suggesting that 😭 like yes..he's probably thinking of whats best for the clan, but neteyam is literally his son and just as capable? mind you, they're ONLY 12. they still have growing up to do 😭 i understand why neteyam would hold a grudge...but it's like vi doesn't knows anything about this??? homegirl is confused and wondering wtf happened to the boy she loved 👁👁 it's not a petty thing to be mad over, BUT also he definitely could have said something instead of letting it fester all these years (but then there would no story AHAHAH) ALSO, i dunno i think he took the mating part too serious. as a young boy, who literally loves the girl, that would be extremely painful to hear. but also, they are children? like LET THE LOVE MATURE. vi probably traumatized and scared from losing her parents. CLEARLY YALL LOVE EACH OTHER!!! they are both thick-headed ass people. WHAT DO WE DO THIS INFORMATION?? WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE?!!? OKAY I FINALLY REACHED THE END!!!!!! pookie this was amazing. you did such a great job (again). i loved how you experienced by writing in neteyam's POV!! girl every time you experiment it literally comes out so good. it was so aggravating fun being in neteyam's head. i hope u enjoyed my commentary lol this took up my whole lunch break 🤣🥰
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Pairing: Neteyam x (f)Omaticaya!Reader
synopsis: Memories flood Neteyam's mind as he deals with your accident, making him relieve your history and all the reasons he can't shake you from his life, no matter how hard he tries.
warnings: 18+ minors DNI, aged-up! Neteyam/Reader, enemies-to-lovers, angst (mentions of violence, battle, blood, death)
wc: 5.1k words
a/n: I'm actually really nervous about this chapter, because while I love it, it's different than any other Monster in Me chapter so far. This is also the only chapter I've ever written entirely from the MMC's POV, and I hope you enjoy finally finding out why Neteyam's been acting the way he has, and why he's so adamant in his quest for vengeance. As always, thank you for asking to be tagged, I'd love to hear your feedback, your replies and asks and reblogs make my life, so thank you! Thank you to @cinetrix for her amazing Neteyam art, ilysm bestie x and thank you to @draiochtwrites for listening to me talk about my stupid ideas for hours every day, i love you x
na'vi compendium: txepvi - spark, ite - daughter, srane - yes, Olo'eykte - female Olo'eyktan, tam-tam - calm, oare - moon, tewng - loincloth, torukspxam - octoshroom, ngaytxoa - I'm sorry, 'itan - son, angtsìk - Hammerhead Titanothere, yarik - herbivore, ftang - stop, tsantu - good guy, tsìltsan 'eve - good girl, kali'weya - arachnoid used in Uniltaron
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And maybe in another life We fight all day, kiss all night But I don't wanna break your heart You keep yours, I'll keep mine
Neteyam, for the first time in his life, couldn’t have cared less if he tried that there was a battle underway, that there were humans screaming and charging at the Na’vi around him, that the explosions happening every time a helicopter went down in flames deafened his ears - none of it mattered anymore, not as he heard the screech of an ikran he knew all too well, that he loved, that was now lifelessly falling towards the ground, taking the woman of his worst nightmares and biggest fantasies along, not when, with every second passing where he ignored the rest of his surroundings and dove as fast as his own ikran could possibly fly in order to make it to you in time, another memory flashed across his mind, so many memories he thought he left behind, so many memories that would haunt his every waking moment if he wouldn’t catch you, if he was too late.
��Teyam, do you trust me?”
“What kind of question is that? You’re my best friend. Of course I trust you.”
Your mischievous smile, although more devious than Neteyam liked, always had power to put his heart to ease… after all, it was you. You, his best friend, the girl who knew everything about him, that helped him withstand every challenge life threw at him, just a couple 11 year olds who had gone through more than most adults do, who have been forced to grow up a lot faster than any kid their own age should ever do. But Neteyam didn’t mind. Maybe he used to, back when he was young and naive. Back then, he cried a lot, each morning a dreaded reminder of the pain and ache that awaited him each day, all for a purpose he couldn’t quite understand yet, that made no sense in a child’s mind, that had no way of truly understanding the concept of a future littered with war and loss, a future where he would carry the burden of being the next leader of his clan, the eldest son of the mighty, revered Toruk Makto and Palulukan Makto, the grandson of brave, respected leaders, the next in line of a ruling dynasty filled with great people he had to follow and to live up to.
Now, he no longer cried, because no matter how hard life got, he was never alone. Because, even though you didn’t have quite the same pressure on your shoulders, you carried your own burdens and a sadness deeper than Neteyam could ever imagine or could ever want to. In his mind, the sting from a few bloodied gashes and the headaches that tried him each night were a small inconvenience compared to the pain that you struggled with and braved every moment since your parents died. When his father told him that you would be joining him for training in the weeks after the accident, Neteyam didn’t know what to expect. But day after day, you managed to blow not only his expectations, but his entire family’s out of the water, each day just another opportunity for you to prove to everyone that your future would be as bright as all the stars in the night combined, that you were special and unique, that you were a talent that only comes once in a few lifetimes.
Now, years later, Neteyam still found it hard to believe how strong you were, how capable and skilled and fearless. Whereas he’s always been more withdrawn and temperate, your fire burned strong and untamed, and you always managed to get both of you in trouble - if he were to be honest with himself, though, he would never mind, not with you.
“Good. Then let’s go.”
You didn’t bother looking behind you as you started sprinting, your flowy top and tewng, always one-of-a-kind, undulating in the wind, making Neteyam’s heart flutter in his chest. You were so beautiful. The most beautiful. A purple flush rising in his cheeks was all that was needed for Neteyam to be grateful for the way you always ran ahead of him, too impatient to wait for a boy that liked to take his time and enjoy the moments few and in between in which life didn’t have to go too fast for his comfort.
"Where are we going, Vi?"
"Shhh, more walking, less talking, 'Teyam. You need to learn to embrace the unknown." you chuckled as you stopped and waited for him to catch up, before taking him by the hand and pulling him until he stumbled softly onto you and you both fell, him on top of you, with a gasp that turned into loud giggles from your side and unflinching groans from his.
"Vi..."
"The mighty warriors have fallen, what will the clan do without us?"
He couldn't help his own exasperated chuckle and the roll of his eyes as he spoke.
"I don't think we're quite there yet."
You shrugged, sure of yourself as always, a trait Neteyam admired and tried to emulate, to little avail most days.
"Soon. Your dad's already talking about the Iknimaya. We're almost ready, Teyam. And if we do it soon, we'll be the youngest Na'vi to ever do it. You and me."
Before he could say anything, you reached for him until your lips made contact with his cheeks, and it didn't help his blush, that was now deep periwinkle and burning his skin from the inside out, like a fire that wanted to escape his body, too powerful to be contained inside it.
"And just like today, if you ever fall, I'll always be there to catch you. You and I, we're meant to fall and rise together."
Those words rang painfully in Neteyam's ears as his ikran dove at full speed towards the ground, as his open, stretched out hand was just outside of your reach, as he watched your body disappear through the trees, where it would inevitably crash, where it might be lost forever.
His heart, that was going as fast as his ikran was, watching your unconscious form collect deep, bleeding scars like Kiri collected pebbles in the woods with every hard branch your body made contact with, stopped racing in his chest as, by the grace of Eywa, your fall was broken by the plush, attenuating force of a torukspxam right before you hit the ground. Despite the fear, so deeply embedded in him, it was impossible to know if he would ever be able to fully detach himself from it again, a seed of hope bloomed in him that maybe he wasn't too late. That maybe, despite not being able to catch you, not now nor for the past 7 years in which he's left built up resentment prevent him from wanting to, maybe he wasn't too late.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck!"
He didn't wait for Seze to land before he jumped and approached you, pushing with all his might against the drag of his own heavy body that felt like it was experiencing the world in slow motion, until one of his hands found the back of your neck, propping you up gently and his other hand placed two fingers on your pulse point, trying to feel for a heartbeat that would either calm his own or stop it altogether.
"Please, Txepvi. Please..."
When the small, barely-felt flutters registered in him, he let out a breath he didn't even realise he was holding and wasted no time in picking you up bridal-style and running back to his beautiful ikran. He had no time to dwell on the cracks deepening in his heart as he watched Seze bumping her snout on the side of Oare's lifeless face, sorrowful trills filling his ears, no time to dwell on the red liquid spilling out from multiple points in your body, dripping down his body and onto the ground, no time to stop yet another memory fighting to come to the forefront of his mind.
Fickle as you are That's exactly why I keep on running back 'Cause I'm brittle at the parts Where I wish I was strong
“I can walk, Teyam.”
Neteyam decided to ignore you as he grabbed you by the back of your knees and carried you back to the village, the gash in your leg large enough to have hit a couple veins and stain your thigh red, but not deep enough to make it life-threatening - still, Neteyam wouldn’t take any chances. Taking chances… that was the reason for keeping you so close to him, your face buried in the crook of his neck… that was the only reason.
“Can you, Vi? Isn’t that how this happened in the first place?” He chuckled, yelping a little when your fist made contact with his chest.
“It was an accident, you know that.”
“Yeah, well, you have a lot of accidents. And so close to the Iknimaya, too…” the shake of his head was mostly a teasing one, and although he tried to push away the nagging fear eating away at him, the one that told him you might not be able to take it with him, the one that screamed he’d be all alone once more, like he was before you, the one that urged bad memories and ugly scenarios into his mind, the one whose ugly head appeared as though from around the corner, staring intently to see if he’ll allow it to approach or banish it from existence. He couldn't decide yet.
He couldn’t do this without you. He needed you to be his first flight. Like you told him last year, and like it’s been solidified in his soul every day since, you and him were meant to rise and fall together. You were meant to fly together, to soar together. And that couldn’t happen if a tiny accident delayed your progress.
“Aw, it’s sweet you’re worried, although I think it’s mostly selfish and you’re just too scared to do the Iknimaya by yourself.”
The tinge in his cheeks is enough validation for you to start laughing at him, your head thrown so far back, he had to readjust his grip on you, so that you wouldn’t fall out of his arms.
“I knew it! You scaredy-cat. Why would you be scared, Teyam? Out of everyone here, everyone who’s gonna do this next, out of all of us, you are the best. You’ve always been the best.”
“No. You’re the best." As much wasn't up for discussion to him, and never will be. "And you promised.”
Your smile softened taking him in, the little pout he tried his best to conceal, the little scrunch of his nose, the way his ears twitched in slight annoyance and slight embarrassment… he couldn’t tell for sure, but he thought you found it… endearing?
“I know what I promised. And I intend to keep my promise. You don’t have to worry, Teyam. You and I have always been two sides of the same coin. And as long as you want me by your side, nothing could ever pry me away.”
"Just hang on, please. Shit. Please don't die. Please don't die."
And maybe when you need my help I like myself when it's over But later in the light, you go Dark and rogue, and I need closure
“Ma ‘ite, you have to be more careful.” The quiet, teasing admonishments of his grandmother do little do deter you, although you keep your eyes on the ground, slight embarrassment visible in the swish of your tail and the flatness of your ears.
“Srane, ma Tsa’hik. Ngaytxoa.”
The thick cream paste made its way from Mo’at’s fingers to your thigh, where it was spread in a hefty layer until the cut was no longer visible. You winced as it made contact with your skin, but said nothing as you accepted the help, and Neteyam saw his grandmother nod in approval at your bravery and inclination to suffer in silence, to not let anyone know you’re in pain at any point. Strong heart. Him, on the other hand, wished you were a bit more forthcoming, wished you didn’t feel the need to go through suffering alone. With a pat on your head and a soft smile, the Tsa’hik raised from her spot on the floor and turned her back on you both.
“You’re all done. It’s just a scratch, this time. I feel like I always have to have extra healing salve at the ready just for you. Now go, and be careful. Your Iknimaya is soon and my grandson would never forgive you if you missed it.”
“Neteyam, quick, put her on the mat. I need all the help I can get, now! Go get all the healers in training, we don’t have a lot of time.” The barking of orders did little to ease Neteyam’s fear, as he very rarely has ever seen his grandmother this agitated. After sending away the trainees, she turned to her grandson and took a deep breath, to calm herself. As serious her voice was, as rushed and violent the atmosphere around them, she still found the second to put her hand on her grandson’s chest, feeling the erratic, loud, trepidous heartbeat that refused to settle in him.
“Ma ‘itan, she’s very weak. I know you haven’t been close in a long time, but she is your intended mate. I need you to prepare yourself for the worst. Now go back to the battle.”
“No. I’m staying here.”
Neteyam didn’t get scared often. A whole lifetime of being raised like a soldier made his skin as thick as an 'angtsìk’s, and little ever managed to get under it. You did. You had unmatched prowess to make him feel so many things, too many things, all too intense, all too powerful, all too overbearing. When he was young, all of them were good and pure, all exciting and hopeful - love. It was love. Now, he feels anger and resentment, vengeful spite and deep arousal, all of which poison his mind and make him a version of himself he hates. Hate. That’s it. It’s all hate, isn’t it? So if it is… why are his limbs trembling and eyes watering, why is his mind jumbled with all these memories, why has the blood coursing through his veins been irreparably polluted with so much deep, earth-shattering terror and grief at the thought of losing you? Why was there a crater in his chest where his heart usually resided when he imagined his life without you in it?
Maybe it's because, for better or for worse, you were a constant in his life. From the second your presence made its way to him, you never left. There hasn't been a day that he hasn't seen you, that he hasn't been in your vicinity, not a day in which you haven't trained together, side by side, friends before, enemies after, but always together. Your words, that he drowned for years, came back like an undying echo ringing in his ears.
"You and I, we're meant to fall and rise together..."
I don't need a reason to keep on dreamin' That we don't lose, yeah, what's the use?
More and more, it felt like you had been right all along. He didn't think about it for so long, so desperate in his attempts to hurt you like you had hurt him, to sour your life like how you soiled his most precious memories, all of you and him, all of a childhood long left behind, all of fantasies he's harboured at the time that long dissipated from the version of future he used to dream about. Nothing about his life now was how he once envisioned, and that was because of you. He would never forgive you, but he couldn't let you go, either. No matter how the visions differed from his current reality, he couldn't shake you, couldn't let you go. Because despite it all, he couldn't part with the girl that used to be his partner in crime, his training buddy, his best friend, his first flight.
"Are you ready?"
Neteyam watched in awe as you confidently nodded at his father, smiling as if the hardest challenge an Omaticaya Na'vi would ever undertake, one that most people did when they were much, much older, was nothing to you, like it was just another yarik hunt that you've done a thousand times before. You turned to him and the smile you gave him dazzled him, left him breathless, not a good thing for the trek he was about to undertake, but still, not something he would could ever find it in himself to be upset about. You turned your attention momentarily to the bowl of paint in your hands before you brought a finger to his face, completing the pattern that was the same as the one you were adorning, one that he painted on you.
You both took turns saying goodbye to everyone, paying special attention to the little bundle in Neytiri's arms. Neteyam couldn't believe this was his little sister, and couldn't believe how attentive you were with her, how careful and loving. Some of his personality must be rubbing off on you, because to the Sully family's surprise, you didn't drop Tuk once in the year she's been born. In fact, you haven’t dropped anything in the last couple of months, including yourself from high places, which used to be one of your favourite past times, and Neteyam couldn't help blush at the thought that he was the reason you were being a little more careful.
As expected, the climb was the hardest thing Neteyam ever put his body through, and he felt suddenly grateful for all the years of torturous training that now felt like a peaceful breeze of the wind in an otherwise unyielding hurricane. Still, seeing you in front of him, not once complaining, not in front of the multiple 15 to 19 year olds that were also taking their rite of passage today, not in front of your Olo'eyktan, made him push through, too. If you could do it, so could he. Because you would do it, so would he.
The rookery was hidden behind a waterfall, and Neteyam watched as one by one, the few Na'vi joining you both either failed or succeeded, and with each attempt, his fear grew stronger, his mind more restless. Eventually, it was his turn, and with a deep breath, he started walking towards the slippery ledge that would lead him to his fate. A hand on his chest not only stopped him in his tracks, but also stopped his heart momentarily, just momentarily, because before he knew it, it started booming again with enough intensity to dizzy him.
"Ma tsantu... you got this. Remember, you and I, we're meant t-"
"-to fall and rise together, I know." you smile, your fingers smoothing the deep frown that gave Neteyam a headache without even realising and he sighed, trying to calm his mind and soul, focusing on you and only you.
"Exactly. So you can't fall, because if you do, I'll have to follow you... and I don't intend to fall yet, Teyam. Not yet."
"How did this happen?"
"Oare... got shot. She's dead. She... fell. I couldn't catch her." I couldn't catch her...
Neteyam couldn't bear to look at the way his grandmother was ripping you apart, although he knew it was all with the purpose of putting you back together again. Her trainees, all girls he knew, some girls he knew more intimately than others, all flocked around you, with wet cloths and trays of balms and powders, of plants and tinctures, and it all hurt, the guilt of knowing to some extent, to a large extent, this was all his fault. This ongoing war between you, never-ending and harrowing, reached a nadir that resulted in the death of your ikran, in your accident, and indirectly, because of your removal and his from the battlefield, might result in the deaths of good na'vi men and women, all of whom had families and a life, and a future they would be robbed of.
Neteyam couldn't leave you and go back. If he did, he knew that much like you, he wouldn't be able to focus enough to matter, and the thought of his mother, of his father, losing one more loved one was too much to bear. Neteyam couldn't leave you, but he couldn't stay here either. It hurt, being here, watching flashes of the girl he hates intertwined with the girl he loved more than anything else in the world, it hurt, having to deal with feelings he buried deep down and memories that came to him like summer rain, uninterrupted and warm, but powerful enough to flood and leave damage their wake.
With one last look at your unconscious form, Neteyam left the village on the back of his Ikran, knowing there was one thing he needed to do, he had to do. His mind was overcome with agonising sorrow as Seze's mourning was felt through his entire being, and the full weight of what transpired came crashing down on him like a tidal wave he could do little to stop, but had to power through, hoping that by the end there was something left of his heart to go on. Oare, much like Seze, has been in his life every day for the last 7 years, and he loved her. She was playful and sweet, and she always played with him when he snuck out at night to give her pets and treats, refusing to let your declining relationship affect their bond. Oare was Seze's best friend, her companion and life partner, and Neteyam knew her death would affect his ikran for a long time, perhaps forever.
With a squeal that matched the banshee, Neteyam watched from the air, on the back of his new mount, his new friend, his new spirit sister, as you made Tsaheylu, and his heart, that has been barely beating in anxious fear, felt finally awake again.
"Ftang! Tam tam, tsìltsan 'eve." your smile was wide and relieved as your eyes searched the sky until they found his, and he swore he never knew it was possible to love someone so much, to feel so connected to a soul, so much so it felt like he could hear you, your heartbeat and your mind, like tsaheylu would have been redundant because he knew. He just knew.
"I did it, Teyam!"
"Yes, you did, Vi! Come, first flight seals the bond."
That day was Neteyam's happiest day. That memory is still something that he cherishes deeply, that he'll never be able to shake, that haunts him at night, that shakes his resolve whenever he's thinking of a new way to make you pay. That memory is still untarnished in his mind, and it will always remain so, especially today, as he's fastening Oare's lifeless form onto Seze, petting her one last time, allowing the tears he's been stubbornly pushing back this entire day to finally fall from his cheeks onto her face, almost like she was the one crying, one last time.
"I'm sorry, girl. I'm so sorry."
"I'm sorry that I beat you... again. You're gonna have to do much better than this to beat me, Teyam."
The floating rock you landed on, hours after you finished your Iknimaya, was alit with biofluorescence, the colours reflecting in your eyes and on your shiny skin, covered in a light layer of sweat from the flight.
"Give me a break, Vi. It's my first time doing this."
"Yeah, cause I've been doing it for ages." you say, chuckling and rolling your eyes. You prop your body on your elbows and point to the two banshees playing in the air with each other, a mass of ravelling green and purple, so beautiful, and so, so free.
"I can't take all the credit. She did most of the work. I love her already, Teyam. Do you have a name in mind for yours?"
Neteyam didn't have to think about it too much. Ever since he's first found out about the Iknimaya, a story told to him by his mother consolidated a name in his memory that he's never been able to forget.
"Seze. Like my mother's ikran that bravely gave her life in the war against the Sky People."
"That's pretty. And fitting. She's a beautiful flower."
"What about you?"
"Oare."
"Why?"
"I used to look at the moons every night and think I'm so far away from this, from my destiny, from who I've always known I was meant to be, the Iknimaya might as well have been the moon - unreachable, untouchable, a world away. And now, I'm here, with you, way past curfew, and we're gonna get in so much trouble and I couldn't care less because I did it, I reached the moon. And I did it with the only person I ever wanted to. So.. Oare."
"Thank you, Teyam. I learnt a lot from you in these years. Ever since I met you, I knew you were special. And I think, even without realising, I wanted to be more like you. I've looked up to you for so long, I don't even remember my life before the Sullys took me in. If I'm here today, it's because of you. You helped me become more temperate and understand the weight of my talent and my power, and that I have a responsibility to the clan, that this is bigger than me, and my life."
Neteyam was taken aback at your words. You were never this forthcoming with your feelings normally, but he couldn't say he wasn't happy about it. He was so happy.
"I love you, Vi. I may have made you more responsible, but you made me better. Braver. More creative, more inventive. I almost couldn't finish the Iknimaya today, and then one of your crazy ideas popped in my head, and it worked. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't have done this without you, without your influence in my life. Thank you."
You smiled softly, and put your head on his chest, just watching the dance of the banshees, and he prayed that this moment would never end.
"I guess we really are meant to be together then, huh?"
"Yeah. I guess we are."
Neteyam placed Oare in the village, where the elders and Tsa'hik would be able to perform Eywa's funeral rituals, before making his way back to the tent. He couldn't help the gasp that escaped him as he was met with your drowsy, blood-shot eyes, so much sadness in them, it broke him. They were so different then the ones that have haunted Neteyam's mind today, so devoid of the innocence and love he remembered, so filled with anger and spite and hurt, so much like his own, such a bitter reminder that the past was only that, the past, and there was nothing left of you, or of him, of the love you shared and the future he envisioned. With one last memory, Neteyam felt the walls surrounding his heart, thick and unflinching, growing harder with every year since the Iknimaya, fortify yet again, as one last memory emerged uninvited and reminded him of why, despite your history, Neteyam would never look at you the same way again.
And I know whatever this is ain't love So I'm goin' I'm gonna let you go, let you go
"I'm going to go back to my tent. I had too much of a good day to spoil it by Jake yelling at me for 2 hours straight. I'd rather save the pleasure for tomorrow."
"That's so unfair, why do I have to suffer by myself?"
A shrug was all the answer you felt was necessary to give him, and he felt his heart drop at the notion of going to his family's tent so late, so far past curfew, without your much more argumentative presence, that his father could never resist. He walked cautiously, silently, praying that his family would be asleep so he could just sneak in and postpone the yelling until tomorrow. To his surprise, he heard whispered voices coming from right outside the tent, whispers he quickly recognised as his father and grandmother's.
"... that it should be her. She should be the next Olo'eykte. That she is the most deserving of it, has been since she was young. It took a long time to see it for myself, but... I don't know. Maybe he.."
...Olo'eykte? You? Neteyam couldn't believe his ears. He couldn't believe how quickly his father was willing to replace him, how quickly he considered you better and more worthy of the title than his own son, than the rightful heir. You were both 12, for Eywa's sake. How could a decision be made so early? Neteyam felt tears gather in his eyes, the betrayal's sting more painful than a kali'weya's, and yet, still, a part of him knew this already. A part of him couldn't find it in him to be upset, because you were better. And you deserved to lead, you deserved to fulfil your destiny, that was made for greatness, made for the songs and the ballads, made for history.
"It's Neteyam's birthright, Jakesulli. It wouldn't be right, no matter how worthy the girl is. What about a mateship? They have been inseparable for years anyhow."
"Ah, she would never want to be Tsa'hik. And she wouldn't be good at it anyway. Besides..." the silence felt like it dragged on forever, and he clung on to it, afraid of what was waiting for him at the end of it.
"I mentioned it to her. She said she... doesn't want to mate with Neteyam. That she couldn't ever love him the way a mate would. She was... very adamant about it."
As Neteyam looked into your eyes, those words forever embedded in his psyche, playing in his ears like a cacophony of sounds that rattled him every time he saw you, even so many years later, solidified in him by all the times you continued to hurt him, continued flaunting your relationships and skills to him, your connection and closeness to his own family, that sometimes he felt like he didn't belong in anymore, like he was the adoptive one... he was reminded that every time, it hurt, every day, it broke him further, and those eyes that were once his guidepost and the reason he got up in the morning, were now empty and bleak, and enough to make anger bubble in his soul once more, until it drowned everything else, until it was all that was left.
I don't need a reason to keep on dreamin' That we don't lose, yeah what's the use? I don't need a reason to keep on dreamin' That I can win this stupid thing called love
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xnonie present to wish YOU 🫵😳 a happy birthday! even tho it's only been a few days, i really enjoyed talking marvel with u 🫶🫶
THOSE ARE AWESOME POWERS! i almost completely forgot about pym tech (sad, i admit) but yeah the entire concept of it is so cool. i'm so in love with paul rudd & scott lang in general its not funny </3 I AM A WANDA DEFENDER UNTIL THE END!! so what if she was scary in multiverse?? she was pretty while doing it 😍 if they could just make her happy for once that would be nice 😭😭
RED DAGGER BEST MS. MARVEL LOVE INTEREST!!! yeah ur right the other guys can leave SLDHDJS kareem radiates so much love interest energy & the tension between him & kamala?? exquisite 💗💗💗 i also ended up finding fics for him on tumblr (there are a handful, btw)
I DID WATCH MOON KNIGHT!! oscar isaac was phenomenal for giving us steven grant, marc spector, AND jake lockley all in one mini series. IT NEEDS A S2. during the airing of the show, i may or may not have stumbled upon khonshu thirst edits on tiktok?? THAT WAS SOMETHING. IDK IF I WANNA RELIVE THAT. IT WAS FUNNY BUT ALSO... COME ON GUYS, ITS A BIRD SKELETON 😭😭
OMG BEAM. U GAVE ME THE GREATEST GIFT OF ALL TIME ?!?!? IT SHOULD BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND, ESPECIALLY ON YOUR SPECIAL DAY ☹️ u shouldn't have!! i'm SO excited. DINO AS QUICKSILVER?!?! SIGN ME UP. I LOVE OUR TIGER KING HOSHI AS WOLVERINE IT FITS SM SHDKSJD (why can i imagine yelling "HORANGHAEEE" while pouncing on someone w/ his claws out? LMAO) and wow... HAO AS MAGIK?? AND GYU AS COLOSSUS?? idk if i can take it anymore 🙏
i made something for wol-ranghae when i saw that hoshi = wolverine but then realized that anon asks can't send pictures 😭😭 maybe when the fic is up, i'll reveal myself just to send u what i made 🫣
AHHH THANK U XNONIE !!! lmaoo why does that finger point emoji look so accusatory 😭😭😭 BUT YES ME TOO I'VE LOVED TALKING ALL THINGS MARVEL W YOU 🥺🥺
pym tech is so cool and so is paul rudd too TRUE (ノ´∀`*) he's so underrated i just sighs,,, give him an oscar guys and call it a day ._. bUT YEAH SAME !! WANDA DEFENDER FOREVER like yeah u bring in an EXCELLENT POINT XNONIE !! just let the woman be happy?? Õ_Ó is that too much to ask ?? all she does is suffer.
BAHHAHAHA I can already imagine the amount of updated masterlists to mcu fanfic accts after the mcu Disney+ shows (ノ´∀`*) that's so slay tbh like we got red dagger, moon knight, druig, and NOW DAREDEVIL !! okay he's deffo not NEW but the thirst has reawakened for most, but in my case, it has been discovered 😳😳 WAIT FR JAKE LOCKLEY EXCUSE ME BUT IF I DONT GET A SZN 2 I WILL RIOT !!!! WAIT THERE R W H A T EDITS ??!? y'all,,, khonshu huh 💀💀 i mean, i really am not allowed to judge, but ... okay. u do u ig :/ HE IS A BIRD SKELETON PLS YALL 😭😭😭
NAUUUR SEEING UR REACTION IS A GIFT ENOUGH FOR ME :(( U BEING EXCITED MAKES ME EXCITED BFF !!! YESSS OMG THATS KINDA WHY I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY HOW I PAIRED TJE MAKNAES BAHAHAH like i gave verkwan arguably some of the most powerful mutants in the verse, and now we can clown chan as a mutant as well (^_-)-☆ /j dkdndkjf im kidding lol i have a severe attachment to quicksilver, but chan just fits the mold whoops and TOO MANY PEOPLE SLEEP ON QUICKSILVER !!! YES OMG YELLING HORANGHAE IN ATTACK MODE HAHAHAH that's so hoshi plss 💀💀💀 i was like,,, who's the most furry-esque mutant? wolverine 😃😃 and i figured we could easily fit hosh w that since he too wishes to be a furry w claws called a tiger or something 🤡🤡 YEP HAO AS MAGIK AND MINGYU AS COLOSSUS!! i thought that fit pretty well :0 tbh one of the hardest people to pair was hao!! i knew i had to find someone who could be as slayfully cool as him
OMG U MADE SOMETHING FOR WOLRANGHAE AHAHAHAH I WISH I COULD SEE IT 👀👀👀 but yuhh when i finally get round to writing and posting this thing do send it in (^_-)-☆
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hi ryen!! it’s been quite an eventful day and i’m just sitting down reading new guy bc after sexy nukim and reading the lyrics??? i’m on the edge of going feral bc wym joon is over here talking about riding and painting?? like speak into the mic sir. elaborate. explain youRSELF!!! *insert meme of jungkook holding his mic out* LIKE PERSONALLY?? IM NOT EVER GOING TO RECOVER?? i never thought i would think a dude on a bike wearing a suit would be hot but here i am. going feral over joon. wearing a suit. on a bike🫠🫠 and i read a tweet that said joon pretty much confirmed his favorite position?? haha. i’m gonna go now🫠 new guy joon would probs very much would like to paint oc if you know what i’m saying😵💫 OKAY I’M GOING TO READ NEW GUY JOON WITH SEXY NUKIM IN THE BACK TO SET THE ✨mood✨
also, i hope you don’t feel too pressured to release 3tan9! pls take your time, do what you want, and do what feels right to you! i’m always going to support all of your works and releases regardless of when they’re released and which one is released. i’m always going to be just as excited for everything that you release :) there’s so much people here who will give sm love to your works, so just take your time, go your pace, and do whatever you want!! 🫶🏼
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AHAHAHAH HAVE FUN WITH ALL THAT, MOONCAKE... i hope today ends on a good note! SEXY NUKIM IS EVERYTHING I WANT IVE BEEN BUMPING THAT SHIT ALL DAY SDFJSDFH joon cannot do this to us. he can't keep getting away with it!! his favorite position............ omfg.....
also, i'm so glad you thought of new guy because when i read the lyrics... i was like "oh that shit fits" dskljfdskjfl it's actually so fcking funny. please, if you want to report back after you're all done.... i will be here to listen LOL
thank you for understanding, as well! i wanna keep having fun with writing and the series, so if that means taking a break to write other things, i'll do that<33 i'm glad you'll stick around! and i am so grateful to everyone else that's the same way you have no idea :((
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^ 3 initial reactions to this 😍😍😍
Bye-bye Chaol, Hello Prince Sartaq
for @nesryncore 🥰
Summary: After learning from Dorian that Chaol cheated on her, Nesryn is determined to get Sartaq Khan, the Vlad among Chads, to take her to the ball. Little did she know, that it’s not that hard for her as she thought it was.
Part 1
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“I can’t believe Chaol of all people would ever cheat on you.” Aelin hugs a distraught Nesryn in her arms.
“Have I not been giving him enough time, is that it?” Nesryn quietly asks her one of her best friends.
“No one is entitled to your time Nesryn.” Lysandra, a dhampir (human-vampire hybrid) tells her from across the couch of their living room in the flat they shared with Nehemia and Sorscha.
“Lyssie’s right, if it were up to me I’d beat Chaol’s nasty ass up! Ugh I can’t believe I considered dating him!” Aelin shudders in horror at her past self for dating that frat guy.
“Thanks Aelin, but I’m pretty sure Dorian’s already doing that to him.” Nesryn tells her with a small chuckle.
“To think the former playboy let himself be pegged by our sweet Sorscha, that he’d end up lecturing people about fidelity.” Lysandra says in wonder to nobody in particular.
“You’d have to be a monster to cheat on any of my friends.” Aelin brings her fists together, “And he-who-shall-not-be-mentioned just proved what a monster he is for hurting you Nesryn.”
“So I guess this means, none of us are going to the ball Dorian’s mother is hosting this Friday night.” Lysandra brings that up.
“No, no, you guys shouldn’t cancel your dates just because this happened to me.” Nesryn firmly tells them, she may be sad, but in no way does she want to be pitied. “If you guys are that adamant to not go on my behalf, then I’ll find a guy to take me to the ball before Friday.” Nesryn promises them.
“Well good, because now I can introduce you to someone my friend from a night class, Borte Khan has been telling me would be a good match for you.” Lysandra sends a sly smirk at Nesryn’s direction.
“Is it her cousin Sartaq Khan?” Nesryn asks with a red blush glowing on her brown cheeks.
“Well, well, looks like you do know who has the hots for you.” Aelin brings her light tanned arm around Nesryn’s shoulder with a smirk of her own.
#THIS IS SO CUTE#i cant believe youre actually writing this wtf???? AHAHAHAH IM SO EXCITED#tog vampire au + nesryn and sartaq at a vampire ball WHAT
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hi there! i just found your blog & i’m so glad i did cause from what i’ve read your writing is so sweet?? so cute?? my heart is so full 🥺💕 but i saw your requests are open & was wondering if you’d write for daichi, noya, iwa, & bokuto reacting to/helping their so cut or color their hair on a whim during quarantine? i just cut 11in off my hair & thought this could be fun ^^ tysm for taking this time! i’m gonna binge ur stuff so i’m sorry for blowing up ur notifs ^^” have a great day/night! ♡
“hi there! i just found your blog & i’m so glad i did cause from what i’ve read your writing is so sweet?? so cute?? my heart is so full 🥺💕 but i saw your requests are open & was wondering if you’d write for daichi, noya, iwa, & bokuto reacting to/helping their so cut or color their hair on a whim during quarantine? i just cut 11in off my hair & thought this could be fun ^^ tysm for taking this time! i’m gonna binge ur stuff so i’m sorry for blowing up ur notifs ^^” have a great day/night!”
omg hi hi!!!!! you’re so sweet!!!!! and absolute sweetheart you’ve gotten my love!!!!! IRIEIFIFIRI THANK YOU!!!!! ofc i’ll do it <3 and dw you didn’t take any time i LOVE when i get requests and when people like you talk to me!!!! LOL I SOUND LONELY NOW.
Daichi:
* lmaooo he was just making lunch for the both of you in the kitchen when you walked in, with your hair freshly cut!!!
* he’s looking at you with that smile of his when he hears you walk in and he turns back to stir the food.
* then he does a DOUBLE TAKE.
* he’s like ??????
* “(Y/N) did you cut your hair?”
* bc in the morning when he woke up next to you your hair was still long?????!?
* “oh yeah, i did,” you say casually, and smile at him,” do you like it?”
* “HOW DID YOU GET IT CUT? i thought barber shops were closed?”
* he’s so confused LOL
* then he’s abandoning the food he’s stirring in the pot to go forward to touch your hair, which is hanging loosely over your shoulders.
* “you look really cute,” he says, and is smiling at you.
* TBH HES STILL SO CONFUSED.
* but he thinks you look so cute!!!!!
* and when you show him the hair you cut of in the bin, he’s so amazed!!!!
* this was the first time you cut your own hair, and it looks pretty cute!
* he’s probably asking you to help him cut his hair too!!!!!!!
Nishinoya:
* okay so you dyed your hair!!!!
* he was wondering why you took so long in the bathroom, and he was just chilling on the couch watching some Netflix show.
* then he hears you call his name, and he turns around to see your new hair color!!!!
* YOOOOO HES SO SHOCKED
* “(Y/N)!!!!!! YOUR HAIR!!!!!!”
* you’re grinning at him as he runs up to you to look at your hair.
* he finds it so COOL.
* you look as badass as him!!!!!!
* then he’s asking you if you have any leftover hair dye!!!!!!!
* and if you do, YO you bet he’s dying that little part of his hair from blonde to the same color as yours!!!!!!!!!!
* “WE HAVE THE SAME HAIR COLOR DARLING!!!!!!”
* AHAHAHAH he’s so excited and he’s taking a million pictures and sending it to the Karasuno group chat.
Iwaizumi:
* you’re probably telling him you want to cut your hair cause it’s getting long.
* and he’s like. okay, babe.
* but he’s watching you as you cut your hair, to make sure you don’t hurt yourself!!!!!
* bc he’s watching you, it’s kinda obvious you’re cutting your hair unevenly.
* and you can’t look at your back from the mirror, so you can’t really tell!!!!!!
* so he’s saying,” (Y/N), here, let me help you.”
* then he’s reaching forward and helping you cut your hair...and he’s so gentle and sweet!!!!!!
* MY MAN!!!!!!
* anyway your haircut turns out great!!!! and it’s all thanks to Iwaizumi.
* “you should be a barber, hajime!!!”
* he’s rolling his eyes at you but smiling at you as you look excitedly at the mirror.
* you convince him to allow you to cut his hair as well, and he’s really tense, but his haircut turns out great as well!!!!!!!
* he’s just grinning down at you as you smile back up at him.
* and from then onwards y’all never need to go to the barber ever again bc y’all can help each other!!!!!
Bokuto:
* he walks in on you dyeing your hair...and he’s so EXCITED.
* “(Y/N)!!!!!! can i help you???????”
* you obviously can’t reject him bc he looks so excited!!!!! and then he’s skipping in to the bathroom to help you smear the dye over your hair.
* and he’s so excited!!!!
* there’s this big, silly smile on his face as he looks at you through the mirror, and you smile back at him as he works the dye through your hair.
* LMAO he gets so excited and he accidentally smears the dye on HIS hair at one point.
* THEN HES SO NERVOUS
* “(Y/N)!!!!! how do i get it out??????”
* he’s running around the house LOL
* then when you calm him down and tell him he looks good in that color, he looks at you with that face of his and goes,” REALLY???”
* then he’s insisting you help him with dyeing his hair as well and he’s fidgeting on the spot as you rub the dye into his hair.
* then he’s so HAPPY and he takes so many blurry pictures and sends it to Akaashi and asking him what he thinks of it.
hi!!! i hope this was okay!!!! it’s a little short WIRIFIFID IM SORRY ABOUT THAT but i hope you like it!
#bokuto x reader#iwaizumi x reader#daichi x reader#nishinoya x reader#haikyuu hcs#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu hc#haikyuu scenarios#haikyuu imagines
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tagged by my babe @fandomsandxfiles-writes
Name: vic :)
Fandoms: marvel, star wars, the witcher, got, lotr, atla, umbrella academy
Where you post: tumblr and AO3 mostly. i do post wattpad but tbh i hate it (too many cringy memories)
Most popular multi-chapter fic: unforgivable with natasha romanoff x reader
Favorite story you have written so far: oh man probably he’s a beaut because i’ve always felt bucky to be more feminine and soft and delving straight into makeup is just 🥺 or partner’s in crime because jealous din is honestly one of my favorite tropes and writing that has been super fun.
Fic you were nervous to post: probably either leaving for good or one wish because i had never written for those characters before and it’s out of marvel. even though i read a lot of non marvel stuff, i was just so nervous
How you chose your titles: they’re absolutely random and i usually choose them after i’ve written a summary or synopsis of the fic. sometimes i’ll do book title generators if i’m really stuck
Do you outline: yes and no? i should honestly. i don’t for one-shots because im too lazy but for series i have very simple outlines.
Complete: 4 series and so many oneshots. i have too many to count skjsjs
In progress: ahahahah so much. so much. just look at my wip page tbh.
Coming Soon/Not started: i have a boba fett fic i need to finish and i hope to post that tomorrow (fingers crossed). I also have a touch-starved geralt fic i need to finish as well. im hoping to post that one saturday or sunday.
Do you accept prompts: when my requests are open, absolutely! i love getting them. although right now, my requests are closed so i can focus on my wip fics.
Upcoming Stories you are most excited to start: okay i’ve thought of a mob!din djarin fic and im so goddamn excited to work on it. i’m gonna start on world building soon and im just. so. excited.
tagging: @iraot @world-of-aus @lenalxvegood and anyone else!! this is for science
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I am so STOKES for Staycation 8!!!! Omg it’s amazing!! Sometimes, there was one chapter that spooked me lmao but nevertheless, YOUR WRITING *chef’s kiss* your brilliant mind wow thank you
The perverteers are fucking trash. I am rooting for the reader SO FREAKING HARD. Laila is fucked in the head i don’t blame her lmao, and I don’t trust thor 😒 the reader is so brave, smart also maybeee dumb??? Bc how the hell are you that brave when you’re AGAINST these trash, power men
Sorry for the long ass rant LMAO i’m just so happy and excited ahahahah 😂💗💗💗
Im excited tooo! Can't wait to post! And so glad you're enjoying that fucked up adventure ahaha😈😈
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hello hello :D i’ve been tryin to write more dsmpbh and apocalypse au stuff recently! surprisingly enough it’s turning out well, so i’m p happy abt it :] i might return w song recs so give me a moment!
OOOOOOH :D dsmpbh my beloved <3333 apocolypse au sounds so cool too omg... i might not read too much of it as most apolocolypse stuff has too many similarities to trauma of mine but. DSMPBH <333333 im so hyped for that oh my god LJSDFDFSK
my current writing projects.. one has been fully abondoned sorry cute actual fic idea you were too good to be true i dont have the dedication for full fics LMAO however my c!tubbo limbo oneshot is almost done 1!!! just one issue i have to work out ahahahah writing narrative foils is hard in limited third person pov. who K N E W
but OOO SONG RECS !!! EXCITING EXCTING :D you have such a nice taste in music too i know theyll be good :]
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(Stella) Did you know I used to solely write angst and never fluff but then I joined this fandom and there was more than enough angst to go around so I completely stopped and now just write fluff
did you know i used to solely ship romantically and when i saw a good friendship i would ship it romantically because i didnt really get platonic love and then i joined this fandom and there was the goddamn clingy duo and the goddamn sbi. andtoday i was watching s4 of Carmen Sandiego w/ my sister (we havent finished it yet) and there are the 2 characters. their dynamic STARTED like one was a moron but thought highly of himself and WAIT YOUVE WATCHED IT AHAHAHAH
im talking about Devinaux (???) and Julia. LIKE, IT STARTED THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS DISMISS HER OPINIONS EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS CLEARLY SMARTER AND ALWAYS RIGHT
AND THEN IN S3 HE REALIZED THAT SHE HAD BEEN RIGHT ABOUT CARMEN
AND IN S4 (mildly spoilers btw) HE CONFRONTED HER AND NOW THAT THEY’RE WORKING TOGETHER HE FREQUENTLY CALLS HER ‘the smartest woman in the world’ AND GIVES HER CREDIT FOR EVERYThing AND THeIR GODDAMN FIST BUMP
I HAVE NEVER EATEN CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT UP THIS MUCH LOOK AT HIM NOW!!!!!! HE LITERALLY ALWAYS PUTS HER IN CHARGE AND ASKS HER FOR ADVICE WHERAS HE USED TO JUST DISMISS ANYTHIG SHE SAID AS ‘dull facts and boring things’
AND WHEN SHE REJOINED ACME HE WAS SO EXCITED TO HAVE HIS PARTNER BACK HE REACHED OUT TO HUG HER?????
if this ends romantically i am going to RIOT, this character development for him was done PERFECTLY and if it ends up that he began to respect her out of attraction im going to start stabbing shit. also i havent finished the season so i MIGHT be stabbing shit soon (????)
yeah i was holding back from posting about this but you gave me the perfect opportunity lmao sorry i just ADORE Julia and now i ADORE Chase too and MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I JUST
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things a new (old/mutual/whatever) rp partner should know about me !
fun new meme here ! write 3-5 things a rp partner (or those who want to be) should know about you and tag 3-5 people! it should be related to rp and not to other interests.
I have a lot of muses all spread out on different blogs so, if I can’t choose one of your muses, I’m going to send in a meme for each of your muses. Out of my three primary roleplay blogs, there are four side roleplay blogs. Four of the muses being time lords and every regeneration - incarnation - is a muse of their own. Over at @themadvigilantist have 339 V muses, 89 Vin muses, 3 villains; sideblog @tardis500 has 6 tardis oc muses, here, which is also a sideblog, I have 8 ocs, 12 canonical characters, 52 televised/comic/audio parody portrayals of the doctor. At @pennybraddock, i have only 1 oc muse. At @drbabygirl, i have 1 oc, and 4 canon characters. At @thebadtimewolf, I have a singular time lord main muse with 15 human alternate versions of herself and one angel entity with @nosewitch being one singular side blog. Altogether, i have 533 muses, possibly more if I miscounted (or if the doctor ends up getting more that I missed then well shit, i’ll add them later as muses too. So, if you are someone that don’t want a spam of asks your way or thought I would just pick one muse out of your many, you are dead wrong on that and I might not be the blog for you. I’ll slap in a new muse left and right and then think I’m done only to add 20 more out of excitement just to forget about them later on. When I say I am excited to rp with you, I’m excited to throw a small village at every single muse you got unless you pick one first.
I am a very graphic and dark writer with the occasional smut (depending on the blog/muse), that does not censor or tone down their muse but, there are some limits. Just about all of my rp blogs deal with some very heavy subject material, which I tend to write out in great detail. This means you might come across descriptions of scenarios, that are very dark, graphic, disturbing or just drawn out as something that my muse realistically, no one would give/expect that kind of reaction towards in general. However, I have a limit and no, it’s not because it makes me unconfortable writing it, I just get...stuck. Okay, for example with my villain/neutral muses, I can’t write rape. I’ll write with someone that can write that particular subject but, I can’t write it myself because I don’t know how. Murder? You betcha and with detail. Torture? You got it and with trauma. Destroy an entire solar system while making the character feel wracked with guilt over the deaths of billions? Yeah, I can do that with detail on how it affected everyone else on a visual. Rape? Nope, nothing, same goes if you random anons want to just worse stuff, I can’t write it. Don’t know how, won’t know how. Now, that being said, I will never condone any of those behaviors that I describe but, if I can’t write it? Then pick something else. I can tag appropriately but, if my partner don’t tell me to cut to the next day or do fade-to-black in their following response, I’m going to describe that. Why I say depending on the muse is this: some of my muses are into fearplay/edgeplay but, the level where they were probably the reason some of their ‘interests’ are called risk-accepted consensual kinks which, for muses that are vile or evil, y’all gonna have to um, explain it that what you’re doing to them is not a dubcon situation but, a no-dont-get-off-on-this situation-this-is-my-scare-tactic. if you don’t, it’s gonna get real uncensored morticia/gomez real quick and you don’t want it. Other muses on the other hand will actually be scared so, choose (out of the collective 533+ muses) wisely. I’ll give you a list of who is in to what real quick, just ask/im me and i’ll find a generator that show just how much/little they’ll be into a thing.
I use either memes, open starters, greeters as an ice breaker but, also aiming to pre-established starters. So, I tend to make general starter for those that recently follow me in a way that anyone could respond to. I’m not shy to plotting but, for the most part, I’m just testing the waters. We can also im each other, send each other asks or whathaveyou. A jumping board that I might respond to one of your open starters or make a thread out of an answered post that you or I had sent to the other.
I don’t know how to godmod but, if you do it ...don’t be surprised that the muse is gonna fight back?? I only say this because I can’t write physical fight scenes with anyone because I’m so shit at those that I can now say that I have been accused of godmodding (2) twice in the span of a decade on this site by two ppl who (hopefully) live somewhere with free healthcare. Everytime I respond to how my character would counter an attack, there’s always that one person with their muse - that they are clearly in a fight scene - that only I get accused of godmodding out of nowhere. Despite when I look back at my responses on how I word things and I don’t see it (I still don’t. Is there an editor I can ask to look over and what I should reword here??) and the accuser fails to tell me to reword what sentence/paragraph to fix it where it’s not that. If I don’t get a response to what/where the specific bit in my response that made you think/came across as godmodding, then clearly you was godmodding too. OTHERWISE, WITH THE REST OF THE PPL I RPED A FIGHT SCENE WITH IN THE SPAN OF THE DECADE, THEY WERE JUST LIKE ‘OH THIS IS FUNKY AND FUN! *CUE TO US VIBIN OVER ANGST IN TAGS WHILE ALSO POKING FUN AT OUR MUSES AND SHIT*’ AND LIKE WE COOL SO MAYBE IT’S NOT MY WRITING STYLE, IT’S JUST YOU MISREADING THE TEXT PRESENTED TO YOU AND NOT ASKING ‘hey what you mean by [action/thing]? could you like rewrite that? i don’t get it, it didn’t sit right could you rewrite it?’ I’LL DO IT, I’LL FIX IT. HELP ME SEE WHAT YOU SEE?? INSTEAD OF JUMPING TO THAT ACCUSATION WITH NO EXPLANATION WHEN A THREAD DON’T GO YOUR WAY?? IT’S NO ANNOYANCE/BOTHER FOR ME TO FIX MY MISTAKES BUT IF YOU DON’T TELL ME WHAT THE MISTAKE IS (while consciously choosing to just point out that in some part of our thread to say only ‘stop godmodding/that was a little godmod-y’ when a muse of mine don’t react/act indifferent to yours and their actions) THEN HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GET BETTER, DO BETTER, AND BE BETTER IN MY WRITING WITH YOU IF YOU CAN’T HANDLE THE REPERCUSSIONS/REACTION OF MY MUSES CHOICE OF RESPONSE?? ok that’s out of my system anyway don’t-don’t-don’t godmod but also, if you think im godmodding when i can’t tell where it is on either side ahahahah, u better fucking tell me which paragraph/sentence i fucked up instead of just throwing that word around when you can’t handle when muses don’t automatically shiver at the sight of yours. if anything, they already been there done that over it.
I’ll make a manip, gifset, draw our muses for our muses. I do that. I do that a lot. Ask me, I’ll do it. I’ll submit/send the drawing privately but, manips and gifsets: I put that on display. I will. Ask me.
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my entire mood @ #4 but, it was made at 3 AM and i don’t have the voice but, the vibe of yvette nicole brown because i got into community again
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