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jkvjimin · 8 months ago
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PARK JIMIN & KIM NAMJOON ↳ MMM (Mini & Moni Music)
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rjshope · 9 months ago
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find something to love in your life as much as namjoon loves music (so much that he makes a heart above his head)
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namchyoon · 6 months ago
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day 230/547 until joon returns cr. jung-koook
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thatgoddamngingerundercut · 5 months ago
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It must be tough for you. Things might not go the way you want them to all the time, but I'm sure they also give you a solid reason to keep living. If not, everyone would be lying on the ground already. If it's unreachable, you don't have to struggle so much, but it's worth giving it a try.
From those whose lives you've changed,
Happy Birthday, Kim Namjoon
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miinkook5813 · 7 months ago
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Mini e moni
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fairyofsilence · 2 years ago
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RISING STAR | 1/7 | THAT’S THE INDUSTRY, BABY SERIES |
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Pairing: Producer!Namjoon x Trainee!Reader
Warnings (there's important trigger warnings mentioned, read each one of them carefully and proceed with caution): +18, Yandere, grooming, age gap (reader is 19 while Namjoon is 31), cursing, extreme abuse of power, manipulation, reader has a bad relationship with her mother, self-deprecation, reader has a low self esteem, mentions of unhealthy diets, mentions of toxic beauty standards, both explicit and non explicit sexual scenes; oral sex (m and f reciving), fingering, spanking, protected sex, sex in the work place, loss of virginity, mentions of blood, slight dubcon (she agrees to have sex after he coaxes her into it), mentions of aftercare, mentions of sex, recording of sexual acts without a partner's knowledge, blackmail, forced relationships.
Summary: It's the opportunity of a lifetime, everything you have ever wished for has been presented to you on a silver platter, becoming the next rising star of the critically acclaimed producer Kim Namjoon was a dream come true.
Too bad you are to naive to confuse a nightmare for a blessing.
I don't agree nor condone any of the actions made by any of the characters throughout the story, I also do not belive that any of the members of BTS would act this way or have this type of behaviour, this story it's fiction and it's written with the sole purpose of entertainment.
Word count:  11.3 k
This is the first of seven parts for the That's the industry, baby series, you cand find my main masterlist here. The stories can be read as one shots, the stories just take place in the same universe.
Hello again! It’s been a while, believe me I know, and I also know I’ve been announcing this fic since practically a year now but get this: I’m a depressed college student who loves to procrastinate, but I shit you not tonight I said “fuck it” and finished this enitre fic in eight hours, this is extreamly unedited and I’m posting this at 6 a.m, I’m not even sure I’ll be able to edit this until June but until then please enjoy and let me know what you think! I created this series because I’ve always been shocked at the ammount of disgusting things the entertainment industry has try to hide from the general public, and this series will tackle most of that, withouth more introductions, here’s the first of them, enjoy!
EDITED ON 05/27/2023
You haven’t moved an inch since you’ve put your eyes on the board.
 You’re trembling, you can feel the air starting to leave your lungs, but you don’t seem able to take a breath because you feel like if you so much as blink, the announcement will disappear from the board, and it all just be an illusion.
 But it’s not an illusion, you’re actually looking at the announcement on the board right now, the letters are big, bright, and bold, and there’s no doubt that what you’re looking at now is your name next to the word “Congratulations.”
 “Congratulations Y/N Y/L/N, you won!
You’ve been chosen as Rkive records new rising star.
For more details, check the inbox on your email in which you’ve been send the instructions on what to do next.”
 All sound seemed to quiet down, you couldn’t hear a single thing except a striking white noise ringing on your ears, and although you can feel some of the trainees jumping around trying to congratulate you, you can’t seem to do anything right now, your body is paralyzed, your eyes fill up with tears and you feel as if your heart had gone all the way up to your throat.
 You’ve won, you’re finally going to debut, Kim Namjoon had chosen you.
 It feels surreal, you’ve been waiting for this moment, four years to be exact, and it has finally going to happen, your biggest dream was just a day away from becoming true, a small laugh leaves your mouth at the thought, you’ve made it, you finally made it happen.
 Reality comes back to you in the form of a hug, you realize the person who’s hugging you is Soowon, one of the newest trainees who, after you got her out of trouble with the singing coach, decided to attach herself to you and proclaim the two of you as best friends, she seems more excited than you right now, jumping around while trying to not break the hug, somehow you manage to wrap your arms around her, giving her a weird side hug, but she doesn’t seem to mind, in fact, she seems even more excited after you returned the hug.
 “You did it! I know you would win” She says after hugging me a little bit tighter “It was only a matter of time before this happened, you’ve been working so hard” You feel a tear rolling down your cheek after her words, you finally turn around to return the energy of the hug and while rubbing your back, she whispers onto your ear “I know you’ll be the biggest star of this company Y/N, I’ve known it since the day we met”
 You allow yourself to feel the praise and hugs from your fellow trainees because you know that once you step a foot inside of your apartment, you know that your biggest obstacle from you reaching your dreams is waiting for you inside, so just for a few more hours, you let yourself be happy, because you know that when she finds out about the news you received today, a light argument is the best thing you can’t expect.
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Your mother is already at your apartment by the time you got home, and that was the first weird thing you noticed.
The second was that she made dinner, your mother never makes dinner, she always works until late in the night and you’ve survived on rice and instant ramen because of that, but tonight she seems to gone all out, there’s even meat at the table for god sake, and that’s how you know there’s only two reasons behind this happening; she was either fired or she got a new, better paying job, and you’ll be very surprised if it ends up being the latter.
 She has never been good at maintaining a job, and for someone who’s been poor her whole life, she doesn’t seem to understand that to maintain a job is to be quiet, the workers should never complain to their bosses, at least, that’s what you’ve learned during your time in the company.
 She notices your presence after you stand in the entrance for a while, then again, it’s not hard to do so, your apartment is not big enough for you to go unnoticed anyway, she turns off the stove and walks up to you with a smile, greeting you excitedly.
 “Hi sweetheart, sit down please, I’m just going to bring out some plates, okay?” You don’t say anything, but she doesn’t seem to mind the lack of response, turning away from you to grab two plates from the small kitchen cabinet while you set down your backpack and take a seat on the floor in front of the small table, your palms begin to sweat as you mentally prepare to tell your mother about the news, which you’re sure she won’t take kindly.
“How was your day? You usually come back earlier than this, I told you that this trainee stuff cannot interfere with school” And there she goes, you can even seat down in peace for five minutes before she starts listing all the stupid reasons why you should be a trainee, but today you won’t take any criticism from her, actually, today you’ll prove her just how wrong she’s been.
“It was great, I have good news actually” Your voice loses power for a bit, but you pull through it, your mother sits down and seems curious about the news for once.
“Yeah? What is it? You’re finally leaving that company for good? They’re the reason you got two years behind in school” Your eye twitches at her remark but you ignore her before dropping the bomb.
“No, it’s the opposite actually” Her eyebrows raise at that, and she looks at you expectantly before you say, “I’m signing my contract tomorrow, I’m going to debut soon.”
 The silence that follows after your words seems to last an eternity.
 Your mother puts her utensils down, she licks her lips and lets out a deep sigh after a few seconds, she doesn’t like this at all.
 “I was expecting good news” Her words feel like a dagger piercing right through your heart, but you maintain your posture, you can’t let her, and her hurtful words get to you.
“This is good news mom, don’t you understand? I wasn’t sign to a small company, Bangtan signed me, Kim Namjoon chose me” Your mother makes eye contact, and it makes you falter for a second, she always knows how to bring you down when you’re finally going up.
“Who put those ideas on your head? That Kim Namjoon that you always talk about?” Before you can even talk back she cuts you off before adding “Sweetheart, I thought you were smarter than this, when man want something, they’ll say anything to get you” You hate when she does this, when she makes you feel small, making you think you’re stupid without even listening to what you have to say, you hate her.
“First of all, I’m meeting him for the first time tomorrow, so no mother, he hasn’t been putting any ideas on me, and also, why are you acting so shocked at this? I’ve been training for years, you know that it was bound to happen, I’ve been working so hard for this moment to come and the only thing you can say is something negative, can you just say ‘congratulations’ at least? This is something important to me, can you at least pretend that you’re happy for me?” Your voice breaks by the end and instead of listening to your concerns, your mother decides to do what she does best; get defensive after you call her out.
“Why do you always just assume the worst of me darling? I’m just expressing my concern as your mother, is it wrong to be worried about who my daughter is going to be spending so much time with?” Her tone just manages to push you over the edge every time, you don’t even realize you’re crying until a teardrop land on your lap, you’re quick to wipe your tears before she gets the satisfaction of knowing she can affect you so much, you make eye contact with her before responding.
“Why can you just be happy for me mom?” You’re tired of arguing, but as usual, she doesn’t notice how you feel.
"I'm just worried about you, darling. You know that the career you want is risky. What if they change their minds and leave you without warning? What if you get injured before you even have a chance to perform? And what if they decide you're not good-looking enough after a few years? Have you thought about what you'll do then?" The venomous words spill out of her mouth so effortlessly that you're taken aback. Even your mother seems surprised by what she just said, but she doesn't backtrack or apologize. She only looks at you with a guilty expression, her eyes betraying her harsh tone. You let out a bitter chuckle before responding.
“You know what mom? I don’t think you’re worried” you say, your eyes fixed on your hands in your lap before voicing the thoughts that have been on your mind for a long time “I think you’re jealous” The silence in the room was so prominent you could hear a pin drop “I know you were young when you had me and I’m sorry I screwed up your life, but your misery is not my fault, I have to live my own life and make my own path, and being an idol is the path that I chose, so I’ll let things clear for you, you either accept my choices without any type of criticism or I’ll have to leave this place” You stand up and before she can respond, you leave her with this; “although, after signing my contract, I might just leave either way” with that, you make your way to your shared bedroom, not having the courage to say anything after your fight.
Later that night, you noticed your mother quietly slipping into bed, assuming you were already asleep. However, you struggled to find peace, tossing and turning as your thoughts continued to plague you. Every time you tried to close your eyes; you could only see the look on your mother's face after your confrontation. The night stretched on endlessly, and despite your efforts to find rest, sleep eluded you. The weight of guilt lay heavy on your heart, and you knew that the rift between you and your mother had only grown wider. Your once-fragile relationship now seemed completely shattered. However, you were resolute in your decision to pursue your career and follow your dreams. While the thought of losing your mother was painful, the thought of losing this opportunity would have been even worse. With this assurance, you finally managed to drift off into unconsciousness, with the hope that tomorrow you’ll be able to forget about the tough time you went through tonight.
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You don’t think you’ve ever been more nervous than you are right now.
 You can feel the cold sweat forming on the crown of your forehead, your body feels like a quivering mass of jelly, the subtle trembles barely perceptible to anyone but you, a physical manifestation of your own nervousness, you’ll be biting your nails too if you could, but ever since receiving the most shocking news of your life you don’t think there’s anything left for you to bite off.
 Today, if everything goes according to plan, you’ll become the newest artist under Rkive’s music records, the most prestigious record label in the entire country, owned by one of the most acclaimed producers of the decade, and your own personal God, Kim Namjoon.
 As you step into Rkive's gleaming headquarters, the air is charged with an indescribable energy. You can practically feel the prestige of the company pulsing through the walls, and the faint sound of music drifting through the halls is enough to send shivers down your spine. You check your phone for the last time just to make sure you got everything down, the instructions they gave you were simple, but your anxiety makes you feel hyperaware of everything, taking a deep breath while closing your eyes you try to calm yourself down, chill the hell out, you say to yourself, you’re going to weird him out, granted, Namjoon might not be weirded out by you but he’ll definitely would think you aren’t ready for this and that’s not the case at all, you've worked so hard for this opportunity, and you won't let your anxiety get in the way now that you're so close to being signed, especially by someone like Namjoon, and given his reputation, being signed by him would be the ultimate validation of your hard work and talent.
 Kim Namjoon isn’t an easy man to impress, because not only has he worked with the biggest stars in the industry, but also, any music related award you can think of; he most likely already has won at least two of those, and if his experience wasn’t intimidating enough, his unwavering commitment to achieving perfection on every aspect of his music is both impressive and intimidating, commanding respect from those around him, and you definitely respect him, in fact, there's no one in the world that you look up more than Namjoon, you want to impress him, make him remember who you are, make him wish he had discover you sooner, you want your idol to want you as desperately as you want him, and you won’t leave this building until you accomplish that.
 As you approach the front desk, the receptionist glances up at you with raised eyebrows, silently urging you to speak. Though her harsh glare could be intimidating, you're determined to stay focused on the reason you’re here. You won't let her nasty glare affect you, not even a little bit.
 You take a deep breath and greet her politely, "Hi." Even though she might be looking down on you, you refuse to be rude. You state your business clearly, "My name is Y/N, and I have a meeting with Mr. Kim Namjoon today in his studio."
At the mention of his name, her glare softens up a bit, but still looks annoyed, with a monotone voice, she says “Wait for just a second please” before reaching for the telephone on the desk, it’s only a matter of seconds after calling when the other line picks up, they exchange a couple of words that you can’t decipher and after she hangs up, she looks back at you with a fake smile before standing up, she speaks with a more cheerful tone this time “Mr. Kim’s assistant is coming down to escort you to his studio, please wait for a moment, you’re welcome to sit down in the lounge as you wait” the receptionist points at the small waiting lounge that’s right in front of the elevators, you whisper her a small thank you before making your way over there, sitting down on the individual sleek black leather couch, impatiently waiting for his assistant to come out of one the elevators.
After sitting there for just a few minutes, you begin to feel very out of place, everything in this building looks, feels, and even smells expensive, and somehow here you are, a nameless trainee with second hand bought clothes, with the smallest, cheapest purse which you keep holding on tightly into your lap, shrinking into yourself more each minute that passes by.
You’ve never had a high self-esteem, but it seems the small bit of confidence you’ve had has disappear after knowing that you’ve won the contest and you will be meeting Kim Namjoon in person, you’re scared, your mind tormenting you with all the “what if?” questions, what if he decides you’re not actually the one?, what if he thinks you’re not good enough?
 What if?, what if?, what if?
 Before you can think about any more ways on how this whole thing could go wrong, the small ding sound of the elevator pulls you away from your thoughts, you’re quick to stand up and soon after that, a short, petite woman steps out of the elevator, her eyes find you quickly after coming out and a small smile appears on her face as she approaches you, clutching a clipboard on her hands.
 “Hi!” Her cheerful tone catches you by surprise, but you smile nevertheless “You’re Y/N right?” you answer her with a small nod, which she ends up mimicking before talking again “I’m Sohee, I’m Namjoon’s assistant, do you have everything we asked you to bring?” you respond with a small ‘yes’ before making a gesture towards your bag, she nods again before signaling the elevator “Follow me please, I’ll take you to his studio so you can talk for a bit before signing” You’re quick to follow her request by stepping into the elevator next to her, she presses the button of the 14th floor and you both wait until the doors close and the elevator starts running, Sohee turns to you and smiles before asking “Nervous?” You let out a small laugh before answering.
“Very, I can’t believe this is happening right now” Your palms begin to sweat, and she laughs as you wipe your hands on your pants, you decide to redirect the conversation towards her “So, how long have you’ve been working for him?” Sohee’s eyes widen up a little bit after your question, she seems genuinely surprised by your interest, but she answers either way.
“Three years next month, my best friend got me this job actually, it’s sort of a long story but to keep things short, she works with Kim Taehyung, he told her about Namjoon needing an assistant and that’s how I landed here” She speaks very fast and you have a hard time catching what she’s saying, but before you can respond, the elevator comes to a stop and the doors begin to open, you’re welcomed by a similar lounge than the one in the reception, only that this lounge had a large plaque that read “Rkive Music Records” in a beautiful gold color, the letters engraved in a pitch-black tone, if you though the lobby looked expensive, Namjoon’s floor was a whole different level.
 “Follow me please, I’ll lead you to his office, he’s already waiting for you” Her words make you shiver, you can’t believe it’s finally happening, the excitement is making your legs shake and you can barely breath as you make your way through the long hallway, passing the small reception desk and several doors of what you can assume are different studios.
 Sohee comes an abrupt stop, causing you to hold your breath until she turns to look at you and with a bright smile, she gestures the door right in front of you, which holds a sleek, platinum plaque with Kim Namjoon’s name engraved on it, you gulp and letting out a deep sigh, she says “This is it, good luck!” She holds up two thumbs and you let a nervous laugh at her antics, she leaves quietly and just like that you’re left on your own, with a shaky hand, you reach to know on the studio’s door, you only have to wait for a couple of seconds, but you’re anxiety is making it seem like time going slower than it actually is, you’re beginning to lose your mind until finally, the door handle turns and you’re face to face with the person you’ve never thought you’ll ever see this close, Kim Namjoon stands right in front of you, with a big smile on his face, his dimples only making him look even more attractive, his dark hair is pulled back and he’s wearing all black, he looks hot and he knows it, that’s what makes him more dangerous, it seems like an eternity before he opens his mouth and says, “Well hello there” His deep voice makes you even more nervous, “You must be Y/N, please, come in” Granted, he chose you as the winner of the contest, he must know your name, it’s logical, but your inner fan cannot believe your idol just said your name so casually, you compose yourself before you answer him with an enthusiastic nod, not forgetting to bow before anything, Namjoon let’s out a chuckle before leaning against the wall to make room for you to walk in, you’re quick to follow, entering his studio while a timid “Thank you” leaves your lips.
 The first thing you notice about his studio is how big it is, you had expected nothing less than this, giving that he’s the owner of this record label, but it still doesn’t make it any less shocking, you almost feel ashamed of the fact that his studio seems to be bigger than your shared apartment with your mom. When you first walk in, there’s a small hallway that leads you to the main part of his studio, but instead of a wall, there’s a huge glass to showcase his biggest accomplishments, his awards are perfectly lined up in multiple shelves and there’s some of his biggest songs displayed with as either platinum or gold records, some of the movies he has produced the soundtrack of are also displayed by a frame with the poster on it, you don’t realize you stopped following him until he reached out to tap you in the shoulder, you turned to look at him and you found him with a teasing smirk on his face, you give him a shy smile in return.
 “Sorry, I was just admiring everything" Your face feels hot, and he lets out a deep chuckle that makes you shiver, his presence alone makes you nervous, and having him smiling and talking to you with that deep voice of his was making you crazy.
"Don't worry, it’s a bit overwhelming isn’t it?” You nod and Namjoon imitates the action “Hobi says that all the time when he comes by” The casual mention of such a huge star makes your eyes go wide and it doesn’t go unnoticed by him, he smiles widely and you could swear he mouthed the word cute, but you couldn’t tell if you were just imagining things or if it actually happened, so you only smiled and continued to follow him through the hallway.
 And if you thought the hallway was something, you weren’t prepared to see his actual studio, in fact, you couldn’t even process your surroundings because Namjoon put his right hand on your lower back, a weird feeling washed all over you but noticing he was guiding you to a small sofa, you turned to look at him and he only gestured with his other hand for you to take a seat, suddenly, your nerves made you feel silly, of course he was just being nice, you were just paranoid.
 “Please take a seat and get comfortable, it’s going to be a pretty long session” Namjoon chuckles after that and you let out an awkward laugh.
 His studio was so intimidating, you couldn't even sit down in peace without thinking you'll probably break something that cost more than your apartment, sensing your nervousness, Namjoon puts his hand on your shoulders while giving you a reassuring smile.
 "Don’t panic, everything's going well" You give him a small nod, and he turns his back after you finally seem to catch your breath, walking towards what seems to be a mini fridge "Would you like something to drink? I have water, some energy drinks" Namjoon pauses and looks up at you with a teasing smile, his dimples full on display, this man would be the death for you "I have beer as well, if you can handle it" He raises an eyebrow and it makes you giggle, Namjoon seems to love your reaction, but he waits patiently for your answer, you compose yourself and finally give him an answer.
“Water is fine, thank you” Your voice is barely audible, but you don’t stutter so you consider that a win, Namjoon nods and pulls two water bottles from the mini fridge, and makes his way to his chair after closing the door.
“So, let’s start talking business, shall we?” Namjoon says after handing you the bottle and sitting down in a chair, the only thing between you and him being the small coffee table where a leather folder lays over it, as well as two fancy looking pens.
“Okay” You agree, and Namjoon’s aura seems to take a shift, exuding power and knowledge, two things you very much lack off.
“So, I’m assuming that you read the contract when you entered the contest, right?” His gaze is so intense it makes you grip on the edge of your skirt tightly, responding with a nod because you know that your voice will give out if you try to speak right now, Namjoon takes your answer before continuing, “Basically, the contract says that we’re making an EP, you will be making all types of promotions and you will be making a music video for the main track, I have some songs ready and while I personally think the artist should have an input on the songs, we were given only two months to deliver a full EP, so as soon as you sign we’ll begin to work, okay?” Your enthusiastic nod makes him smile “Perfect, do you have any concerns about the contract? You should ask questions before signing, you know?” That makes you genuinely laugh, and Namjoon seems happy he has eased your mood a little.
“The contract is only for an EP, right?” Your tone is a bit steadier and Namjoon nods before explaining.
“Yes, but I’m sure your EP will be a success, which means a more permanent contract” Namjoon can sense you tensing up at the probability, so he surprisingly, reaches out to squeeze your thigh before adding “Someone as talented as you shouldn’t be worried about that, your debut will go better than you expect, I’ll make sure of that” His words feel like a soft blanket, providing comfort to your worries, the current position of his hand makes you nervous, but you pay it no mind as you nod and smile, Namjoon is just being friendly, there’s nothing to be scared about.
“So, what about management? Who is going to be my manager?” Your question makes him smile and you’re shocked to the core when his index finger rises up to point at himself, there’s no fucking way “But Mr. Kim, you’ve never- “Namjoon cuts you off before you can finish your sentence.
“There’s a first time for everything, right?” You’re speechless and Namjoon takes your silence as a cue to keep talking, “You know, when I saw your audition, I was starstruck, I even got mad at the management because how in the fuck have they kept you training for so long? Such a talented person deserves to be seen by the whole world” His dragon shaped eyes look directly into yours and you’re left breathless by his praise, hearing those words coming from his mouth seemed unreal “I wanted to be in control of your debut because while this people might have underappreciated your talent, I saw your potential right from the start” His praise makes you feel dizzy and you can’t believe what’s happening right now, you can barely register him reaching out for one of the pens at the table, putting in one of your palms before he asks “What do you think then, would you give me the chance to make you the star you’re meant to be?” You almost feel hypnotized, slowly nodding your head while gripping the expensive pen on your hand, Namjoon’s smile almost seems to shine as he hands you the leather folder containing the contract, you read quickly through the pages before reaching the final one, where your name is beneath a long line, waiting only for your signature, because Namjoon had already signed this.
 With a trembling hand and with a deep sigh, you put the folder on your lap and click on the small button on the pen, you only pause for a second before signing the contract, you’re still in the clouds even after looking at your signature on the strikingly white paper, you lift your head only to see Namjoon looking at you with mischief written all over his face, his eyes seem to hide something you can’t quite decipher, but he soon opens his mind to let you know exactly what his thoughts are.
 “Don’t worry darling, I’ll make sure you become the biggest star this company has ever seen.”
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 You knew that becoming an artist was never going to be an easy job, but the amount of times you’ve stayed working late this week alone was ridiculous, turns out, the rumors about Namjoon’s work ethic were true, his perfectionism was driving you insane, the amount of times he had asked you to start a song all over again because he wasn’t a ‘100% sure’ if he like the way you sounded almost made you bang your head against the recording booth wall, but you didn’t, you stayed put, only smiling and responding by putting your thumbs up until he gave you the sign to get ready to start recording again. You sang until your throat became sore, you danced until you stopped feeling your limbs, the fatigue was quickly catching up to you and everything started to pile up fast, you needed to memorize all lyrics and choreographies in less than two months without mentioning all the physical changes the agency was demanding from you, your mother’s words ringing loudly through your ears every time you were reminded to not eat until you were done for the day and even then, your single daily meal would barely make you feel full, you had to control your hunger by eating a small bowl of ice cubes and drinking water.
 You were in the verge of a breakdown when one night after your first month of working together, Namjoon had finally told you that you did great and that you could come out to join him while he worked, you were so caught up with singing your heart out that you didn’t realized that Namjoon had ordered dinner for the two of you, you thanked him by giving him a small bow and a tired smile, he only gestured her to sit down and to eat, and you did exactly that, pulling your chair closer to him before sitting down, to which you could see from the corner of your eye that he smirk at your actions.
 “I didn’t ask for what you liked but I supposed that you can’t go wrong with McDonald’s” Namjoon said while putting his earphones down to his neck and grabbing his own dinner, you made a hand gesture to let him know that it’s fine, McDonald’s right now seems like heaven to your starved stomach.
“It’s okay, you shouldn't worry about me, I would’ve eaten something at home” You dig into some fries and Namjoon sends you a look you can’t quite comprehend.
“Nonsense, how can I not worry about you? Don’t think I haven’t noticed about the stupid diets the company is forcing you to do” You freeze at his words and Namjoon lets out a deep sigh before adding “You should’ve told me before; I would’ve done something earlier” His concern makes you feel guilty, so you try to make excuses to make him (and yourself) feel better.
“They’re just making sure I look good before the filming starts, I have to look my best before debuting, you know that” You can’t even look at him while you’re talking, you don’t know if it’s your shitty diet or Namjoon’s words that make you lose your appetite, but he wasn’t content with your answer, pulling his chair even closer to you, forcing you to finally look at him in the eye for the first time tonight.
“It’s bullshit, you already look perfect to me” His words make your heart jump “And besides, if you don’t eat well, you won’t have enough energy for the live performances, so you better start eating good after today, you got that?” You haven’t even noticed than Namjoon’s hand has made it’s way to one of your thighs, whilst your knees were faintly brushing against his, his sudden closeness catches you off guard, but you make no effort to separate yourself from him.
 During this past month, you have started to catch up on some patterns, patterns that make you feel somewhat uneasy, because while you know it might just be your imagination, you can’t help but to realize how isolated you’ve become after you started to work on your EP, you haven’t spoken to any of your fellow trainee friends because, according to Namjoon, they might be jealous of your upcoming debut so you must focus on yourself right now, which is a fancier way of telling you to not speak to them, besides that, the only interactions you get outside of the building is with your mother, which, after your fight, your relationship with her now consisted on greeting each other at night and leaving the apartment before either one of you woke up, and while you talked with Sohee every now and then, the only constant human interaction you had for the past month has been with Namjoon, and while your silly crush on him remains very much alive, you can’t help but to feel like something isn’t right, his lingering touches make you jump every time it happens, and some of the things he says makes you feel uncomfortable, but you’ve blame it all on your nerves, the deadlines are approaching too fast and Namjoon is only trying to make things easier for you, it makes you feel ungrateful to doubt on him like this but you can’t help it, he’s a man with too much power and you think it’s only natural for someone in your position to feel like this.
 You brush off your inner dilemma when Namjoon asks you if you want to listen to your last recording, passing you a pair of headphones and waiting until you’ve put them before playing it, you’re soon welcomed by the perfect instrumental before hearing your voice through the headphones, no matter how many times you’ve done this by now, listening to your own voice feels just as exciting as the first time, the unfinished song quickly comes to an end, you and Namjoon continue to talk about minor details until you pause the conversation to drink some water, your focus on the large screen on Namjoon’s mixing table makes you unaware of the intense stare he has set on you.
 “Do you have a boyfriend?” Namjoon’s unexpected question takes you by surprise, and stare at the screen in shock before you can answer him.
“What?” You let an awkward laugh out as you look in his direction, his expression being unable to read. Your brain still can't comprehend a reasoning behind his question or why he would be interested in such meaningless matters, but he was your boss now, and you didn’t want to make him mad at you just because you felt a little uncomfortable by his question, so you responded “I don’t have a boyfriend, I never had one actually” You’re anxious and that makes you share more information than what he has asked for, however, he seems to take this information as if it was exactly what he needed to know, he leans back in his chair and gives you a teasing smile after your confession.
“Now that I can’t believe it” You're about to protest in your defense but he finishes what he wanted to say before you get a single word out of your mouth “A beautiful girl like you has never had a boyfriend? That just can’t be true” His smile grows bigger as you get more flustered by his compliments, his hand reaches out towards your hair and tucks the loose strand that covered one side of your face, caressing your cheek with his long fingers as you lean into his touch, welcoming his soft touch after longing for it for what felt like an eternity "I'm convinced now that boys your age simply cannot see a real women even if it’s right in front of them” Namjoon seems to thrive on the effect he has caused in you after you let out a shy giggle at his words, how does he always know what’s the right thing to say?, you feel so giddy inside you feel like you might burst with how happy you felt after hearing those words come out of his lips, did Namjoon really see you as a woman? You simply cannot believe it, a man like him would never set his sight on such a meaningless, young, and stupid girl like you, no, a man like him needed a mature and sophisticated woman who matched his good looks and graceful nature.
“You don’t mean that” Your lack of confidence makes you take distance from him by standing up and trying to walk away from him, but Namjoon seemed to have different plans.
 You gasped loudly as he spined you around before picking you up so easily and placing you over his mixing table, it was a little uncomfortable giving that you were sitting over so many buttons, but right now that didn't bother you in the slightest, especially now that his mouth has quickly found it’s way on yours, the two of you sharing a such a messy kiss that will make you feel ashamed if you were on your right mind, he bites your bottom lip and you let out a small whimper at his actions, Namjoon separates from you only after your lips are red and swollen,  you’re too far gone to notice him parting your legs open with his large hands, looking at you dead in the eyes as he slowly sinks down on his knees and you could help but to stare at him in shock.
 Kim Namjoon, the man who’s technically your boss and the man you have fantasized about for years, is getting down on his knees to pleasure you.
 "Namjoon, what are you.." He raises a single finger motioning you to be quiet and you quickly follow his command, he keeps looking at you as his hands make their way to your ass, gripping it tightly as you let out a soundless gasp.
"Don't you want it baby? I see the way you look at me" His deep voice lures you, his experience showing through on how easily he got you longing for more, his eyes leave yours as he starts kissing up from your knee to your inner thigh, giving you  goosebumps all over "Your pretty eyes light up whenever you see me, it drives me crazy, I can’t hold myself back any longer" He's the one that’s driving you crazy, touching you in ways no one ever has, making you feel desired, willing to give you all the pleasure you can take "Let me do this beautiful, let me taste that pretty pussy of yours" His crude words make you moan as his mouth gets closer to your cunt, you can't this anymore, you need him, as his hands start to grip your underwear, you softly grip his hair and make him look up at you, the sight of him is sinful, messy hair, his dragon eyes filled with lust and his beautiful lips are swollen after the kiss you shared, you need him so bad, you cradled his face in your hands as you speak.
"I just-I've never" You're so desperate for him you can't even form a proper sentence, he chuckles darkly and starts to pull at your underwear, the action making you even more anxious, and without thinking straight, you spit out the truth behind your nervousness "I'm a virgin" His antics stop and his eyes gleam with mischief, although he stopped his movements, his hands didn't move from their position.
"Do you want me to stop then? I would understand if you wanted to, but…" He takes a deep breath while he buries his face onto your inner thigh, you run your fingers through his hair before he speaks again "I really want to eat you out" Namjoon's word send a wave of shivers down your spine and while you’re scared shitless, you don't really feel like it's the right decision to deny a men like him the opportunity to pleasure a little nobody like yourself.
"I want that too" You whisper loud enough for him to hear and the dimples that appeared after you said that made you think that it was completely worth it to ignore your fears.
“I’ll be taking this off then” Namjoon’s deep voice gives you goosebumps as he pulls down your underwear, slowly dragging them down your legs until they hit your ankles, taking them off completely after that.
 You’re shaking and he hasn’t even done anything yet.
 His hands continue to brush up and down your hips, before making its way to the back of your thighs, gripping them tightly, opening your legs just a tiny bit more before starting to kiss on your inner thighs, your hands instantly reaching out to his hair, gripping it tightly at the roots, Namjoon lets out a deep groan that makes you shiver, his touch becomes rougher after your antics, bruising the inside of your thighs as his tongue lapped on your clit, you couldn’t recognize the sound that came out of your mouth, you’re moans becoming louder as his lips latch onto your clit, you can feel his fingers starting to tease your entrance, collecting your slick before pushing a single finger inside, he continues to make out with your cunt before easing a second finger inside you, and your brain stops working as soon as he easily finds your sensitive spot, pushing his fingers in and out quickly, making your eyes closing harshly and your thighs trap him as you let out a scream before coming on his tongue, your legs shaking as he greedily laps your orgasm, he doesn’t stop until you whimper in pain and pull at his hair trying to separate his mouth from you, Namjoon looks sinful with his lips glistening with your slick, you can’t help but moan as you look at him, his hands make their way to your neck and he harshly pulls you into a kiss, it’s so messy and you’re loving it, your small hands caress his back and after a while Namjoon ends the kiss while brushing your hair with his fingers, looking into your eyes before smiling.
 “You’re such a good girl baby, cumming into my tongue like that” His words make you blush, you’re face gets warmer and he laughs at your reaction “Don’t be shy now baby, not after you screamed my name like that” You hide your face into his chest from the embarrassment, and Namjoon continues to laugh as he embraces you in a tight hug.
This only last for a couple of minutes before he turns his head towards you, his mouth being dangerously close to your ear before whispering; “You know, good girls also return the favor” His words make you gulp and you know that it’s only fair what he’s asking for, hell, if it was any other man, he probably would’ve expected you to get on your knees without giving anything in return, and besides, you’re truly wondering how does Kim Namjoon taste like.
“I’ve never done it before” The deep groan that leaves his lips makes you tremble; he gives you a small kiss before smiling down at you.
“Don’t worry darling, I’ll be guiding you ok?” You nod before standing up while holding hands with him, Namjoon takes a step back before sitting down on his chair and the look on his face makes your legs feel like jelly, with a low, deep voice, he commands “Get on your knees for me baby.”
Taking a step forward so your body fits inside his open legs, you slowly sink down onto your knees, Namjoon lazily motions at his crotch before saying “Go on then, pull my cock out.”
 Your nerves make your hands shake as you reach for his belt, unbuckling him with minimal effort was well as unbuttoning his pants with ease, Namjoon seems desperate with the way he’s helping you by dragging his pants mid down his thighs, his hard cock hitting his lower stomach, making your mouth water at the sinful sight, Namjoon smiles at your reaction “Take it with your hands baby, c’mon” your small hand reaches out to touch him and Namjoon lets out a hiss before adding; “Suck on my tip baby”.
 Gradually, with Namjoon’s help you soon started to set a slow peace, making him lose his mind at the sight.
 Your pretty young self on your knees, mouth full of his cock, gagging all over him making him go feral, he doesn't know why he's losing his mind this bad, truthfully, this isn't the best blowjob he's ever had, but it's the fact that it's your first time doing this, making him the only men who's ever gotten to see you like this makes his hips buckle into your mouth making you gag even louder, and he can't help but to let out a deep groan while gripping your hair even tighter. He must completely ruin you now, he needs to mark you so that every man knows who’s doing this to you, that you did everything you could to please him and him only, that you belong to him, forever.
 Your lazy blowjob only last for a couple more minutes before Namjoon decides he’s had enough, with a single pull of your hair, he forces you to separate your mouth from his cock, a trail of saliva connecting you to his tip, Namjoon has never seen something so hot in his life.
 You look up to him expectantly, and you can only let a small yelp after his strong arms push you up until your standing onto your shaky legs.
 He roughly bends you over his mixing table, his equipment making you feel slightly uncomfortable giving the position he had chosen but you stay put, not wanting to disappoint him, he coos at you for being so obedient and quietly apologizes is he has hurt you, you appreciate his concern and decide to wiggle your hips at him in anticipation, Namjoon laughs and spanks your ass, making you squeal and jump at the unexpected action, you feel him leaving his position behind you, you try to look for him without leaving the position he has put you in and you find him looking through one of his drawers, he's probably looking for a condom, you thought, and your suspicions turn to be correct, the platinum package shining under his studio lights, you can feel the anticipation running through your veins, you're about to have sex for the first time with none other than Kim Namjoon, you were one lucky bitch.
 While you feel excited, you're also anxious, what if he's not satisfied with what you have to offer? How can you compete with the types of women that have been like this with him? What if you're not enough for him?
 You're panicking and Namjoon only notices after taking a condom out of the box, he walks up at you and quickly wraps his arms around your waist and begins to shush you after your breathing starts to rapidly increase.
 "Relax baby, I'm not doing anything you don't want me to" He whispers into your hair and then gives you several pecks, his actions relaxing you only briefly before you start panicking again.
"I just… What if you don't like me afterwards?" You whisper pitifully while a single tear rolls down your cheek, Namjoon holds you even tighter after that.
"Oh baby, I feel like it's the opposite" His arms lift you enough so that he can kiss your cheek, helping you clear your negative headspace for a bit "I don't think having you just once it's going to be enough for me" You turn your head to look at him just to find him already staring at you, with one look you could tell that he means what he said, and that it's what makes you give in, you nod your head a couple of times and bend over the mixing table again, taking a deep breath and clutching at the border of his keyboard, you gain the courage to ask for what you want.
"Take me Namjoon, I want to be yours" You try to sound as sensual as you can but you don't think it worked giving how much your voice was trembling, but Namjoon savored each word that you just said, silly girl, of course you'll do anything to please him, and now that he knows he's going to be the first man to claim you, he's sure now that he won't let any other man taint you the same way he's going to.
 Coating his fingers with the remains of your previous orgasm, he starts by stretching you by inserting a single finger inside, your walls almost instantly gripping his finger tight  as you let out a loud moan, look at yourself, being such a good whore for him, he's going to reward you for being so good for him but right now the only thing on his mind is fucking you, so he quickly sets up his peace and starts to finger you, adding another finger inside and having his palm rub directly onto your clit, knowing that with your inexperience, this would probably be enough for you to cum once more.
 You couldn't even try to hold in your screams, everything felt like it was too much but also felt like it wasn't enough, you couldn't understand if you needed him to stop or to go even faster, his long fingers pumping into you and reaching all the right places, making you moan and close your eyes in pleasure, at this point you didn't even know your own name, the only thing you knew is that when he plugged a third finger inside of you, you were not going to last any longer.
 "Oh god! Namjoon, please-I, please" You couldn't even form a sentence, you wanted to tell him how desperate you were to cum, yet words came out of your mouth like a bunch of gibberish, you reach out to grip his arm and Namjoon was thrilled watching you struggle, the effect he has on you it's almost comical to him.
"It's alright baby, I know what you're trying to say," His other hand reaches out to roughly grab onto your breast and you're right there, needing that extra push to finally let go, and his next words are the push that make you climax "Cum on my fingers like the good girl I know you are".
 You felt like your soul left your body, if the first orgasm felt good, this one was heavenly, waves of pleasure rolling through your body in ways you couldn't describe, Namjoon stops his ministration but doesn't pull his fingers out, relishing how your release is coating his fingers as you're panting for air, he delivers a series of kisses into the back of your neck and lets you take several breaths before letting go of your body for a brief moment, you're about to ask him why he's pulling away but then you hear the sound of his pants drop into the floor, he rubs your lower back as he reaches for the condom, you look over your shoulder to find him ripping the package open and when noticing you having your eyes on him, he smirks as he rolls up the condom onto his length, you gulp as you're reminded that everything about Namjoon is huge, he doesn't take his eyes off of you as he finally positions himself behind you and rubs your hips as a form of reassurance, you smile at him and try to lift your hips a bit more, slightly rubbing your cunt against his cock, Namjoon hisses and spanks your ass after that, you let out whimper and his hands grip onto your hips.
 "Dirty girl, I'm trying to be nice to you and here you are, rubbing yourself all over me” His hand rubs your ass as he drags his cock up and down your opening, teasing you as he barely pushes in before backing out, repeating the action until he finally pushes in, filling you to the hilt, you whimper at the unfamiliar feeling and Namjoon shushes you at the sound “Sorry baby, does it hurt too much?” His voice flatters and you think he’s also having a tough time by containing himself like this, his struggle making you feel better.
“Doesn’t hurt, just feels weird” You weren’t lying, while Namjoon was on the bigger side, you were also wet enough and stretched for him, you only needed a couple of minutes before saying “You can move now.”
 It only took him a moment before grabbing your hips tightly and started to rapidly thrust into you, his actions making you grip the table for dear life as his movements quickly became all too much, with each snap of his hips, your body sunk into too a much deeper pleasure, your breast starting to bounce at the same time his hips slammed into your ass, you couldn’t control the screams that left your mouth with all the pleasure you were experiencing now.
 “Namjoon, fuck-baby” You don’t even understand what you’re saying, especially as Namjoon’s hands leave your hips as one of them reaches out for your throat and the other one reaches out for your clit, his fingers making fast circular motions that make you grip on his wrist, you have no force left to stop him from overstimulating you, you’re forced to take everything he gives you.
“It’s alright my love, cum for me, cum on my cock like the dirty slut you are” His degrading words only make you wetter, your legs shake and your body spams uncontrollably as you cum, your tight walls making it impossible to Namjoon to hold his own orgasm in, he comes hard clutches you tightly into his arms, slowly thrusting into you until his cock turns soft, only then he pulls out from you.
He looks down only to be greeted by the sight of your wet cunt, both of your thighs covered in a deep crimson shade, Namjoon chuckles darkly at this, he takes out the condom and discards it into the trash can before taking you in his arms, bringing you to lay down on his large dark sofa with him, you’re too far gone to notice his sinister smile as he looks into the top right corner of his studio, where the faint sight of a red blinking dot can be seen only for those who look for it, and Namjoon knew exactly where to look.
 He was after all, the person that set it right there.
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The first time you stepped into the Bangtan building, you expected to be stared at, nobody knew who you were and being a stranger to them you couldn’t expect them to not be curious about you, plus, the stares started decreasing after they found out who you were and why you were there all of the sudden, but right now, the back of your head was burning with the amount of people looking shamelessly at you, and it wasn’t just the fact they were all staring, it was the fact that their looks were full of hatred, they were looking down at you and you don’t have a single clue of why would they do that, you’ve never been mean to any of the staff, you start to overthink in the middle of the hallway before you realize the reason why they could be staring, shit, do they know what happened last night between you and Namjoon? No, you quickly say to yourself, that’s impossible, no one else was in the floor when you and Namjoon got out of the studio until late hours of the night, he took you to his house, where you repeated what you did in his studio all over again in the late night, and in the early morning as well, but there still isn’t an explanation on why everyone had suddenly turned on you like this.
 For the last month, walking into Namjoon’s studio always felt like you were coming into the place you belonged, a safe space where you could be free and be yourself around him, but today, it felt like you were walking into your death sentence, you didn’t want to believe everyone found out because of last night, that couldn’t be true, right? Maybe Namjoon told Sohee that you were together now, and she probably spread the word around the label, right? Namjoon would never betray your trust like this, right?
 Wrong.
 You don’t find Namjoon in his studio, instead, you find a laptop on top of his mixing table, the screen is turned off but the sound it’s making and the turn on button being lit up tells you that it’s on, you take a seat in your usual chair but the sticky note over the screen makes you want to snoop in a little bit.
 “Here you go Hyung, and don’t worry about anything, it looks and sounds amazing ;)” What could it be? Namjoon didn’t say anything about working on anything else besides your EP, and he also said he wasn’t compromised with any projects right now, so you doubted this was about work, what could this be?, the curiosity got the best of you, so you move your fingers around the touchpad until the screen lit up.
 You didn’t want to look into his stuff without permission, but you were so curious about what this could be. The screen showed a video player with no thumb nail on it, so you pressed play and waited for the video to show.
 How badly you wish you didn’t do it.
The first thing you hear is a moan, your moan, it’s loud and it’s filthy, your eyes fill with tears as you realize what’s going on.
 It’s a video from last night, and not only does the video show everything that happened last night, but your face is also very visible, the quality doesn’t let it up to speculation.
 Namjoon recorded you having sex with him, and he made sure your face was visible on the entire video.
 You’re too horrified watching the video play to notice the presence of that man behind you, you only notice after him getting close enough to catch his shadow onto the screen.
 “Namjoon, what is this?” You could barely speak, air seemed to abandon your lungs after what you just watched, the most vulnerable and intimate moment in your life, captured on video like it meant nothing. You turn around to face him while Namjoon keeps a neutral expression despite your distress, the man you’ve come to know, and love was nowhere to be found, in his place was this mean and coldhearted man who doesn’t seem to realize how much he’s hurting you.
“What do you mean darling?” You don’t even realize you’re standing up and he’s in front of you now, his tone being so condescending that it makes you feel disgusted, he traps you into his arms and forced you to look at him in the eyes by harshly gripping your chin up, his mocking smirk breaking your heart when you realize that he doesn’t want to comfort you like he has done so many times before, right now, Namjoon is making fun of you “Don’t you like it? Because personally I loved it, it really captured how well you took me last night, how you were a good little slut just for me” A heart wrenching sob left your mouth and Namjoon tsk at you while shaking his head, his evil smirk doesn’t leave his face for a second “What’s the matter baby? You don’t like me calling you a slut? You didn’t seem to mind that nickname last night” He has the audacity to laugh at you and instinctively you begin to weakly try to break free from his hold, tears streaming down your face.
“How could you do this to me?! Fuck you!” Each time you try to get out of Namjoon’s tight hold and run as far as you could from him, his grip only became tighter, so tight that it started to hurt, you let out a pained whimper, but Namjoon didn’t seem to care at all, gripping your chin even harsher this time.
“And where do you think you’re going baby, huh?” You can’t stand his fucking tone anymore, you need to get out of here, now.
“You won’t get away with this, I’m going to tell everyone what you did!” You try to stay firm, but every time Namjoon laughs you seem to get smaller and smaller, his mocking tone making you feel dumb.
“Yeah baby? What exactly are you going to say?” He spins you so that you’re facing his laptop and keeps a tight grip on your waist with one hand as he presses play once more with his other hand, the lewd sounds from last night echoing his studio, making a new set of tears appear into your eyes, you closed your eyes while shaking your head, Namjoon grips you by the hair while forcing you to watch the awful video, you whimper as you are forced to relive what you thought was an intimate moment and  you’re horrified realizing it’s anything but that. “You look pretty willing to me, in fact, if we go back to it you can even hear you begging for me” Another sob leaves your lips and Namjoon kisses your cheek after hearing your distress “Aw, don’t cry sweetheart, it’s not like you think, this wasn’t meant to hurt you” He tries to wipe your tears off but you swat his hand before it comes close to your face “Why are you so mad at this? I thought you would like it” You're in a daze right now, and his words only make you feel more confused. How could he think that you will like this? He invaded your privacy and betrayed your trust by unknowingly filming you in the most intimate moment of your life, Namjoon seems to sense your confusion and lets out a small cooing noise.
“Oh baby, you really don’t know how long I’ve been waiting for this, don’t you? I had to make sure you didn’t chicken out on me, I can’t let you go that easy, not after waiting too long to have you” His words only confuse you even more and you’re left with more questions than with answers.
“How could you possibly met me before this?” Your voice was barely audible at this point, but you know he heard you just fine, your throat closing up even more when he laughs while not breaking eye contact, before all this mess, Namjoon’s presence was already intimidating, but right now is downright terrifying, you can feel your legs giving out when he comes closer to you, gently cradling your face in his hands, more tears rolling down your cheeks as he begins to speak again.
“Oh darling, you’ve always been so eager, so gullible” The confusion your feeling must be visible to him because he lets a small tsk whilst grabbing a small strand of your bangs to push it behind your ear, his playful tone doesn’t leave his voice.
“It was a mere casualty really, Hoseok asked me to come to the main Bangtan building after one of his rehearsals, but on my way to his practice room, I saw a group of trainees in the smallest dancing studio in the building, dancing to the same part of a song over and over again, most of them messing up every time, except for one” Your entire body freezes and you feel like you might collapse at any moment, this can’t be happening, this isn’t the way things should be going now “I knew from the moment I saw you were going to be a star, and when I started to find out more about you, let me just say I was delighted with what I learned” You need to run, you have to get out of here, but before you can even make a run for it, Namjoon holds you tightly into his arms before he says “I don’t think that’s a good idea baby, you don’t this video to end up in the wrong hands, do you?” Your eyes widen up in fear at the mere though and Namjoon has the audacity to laugh at this “My career will remain intact after this, it might even become good publicity for me, but yours? Oh darling, this will be your downfall, a trainee fucking her producer to assure her success, that’s just low” You violently shake your head at his words.
“That’s not true! That’s not what happened, and you know that!” You’re yelling but no matter how loud you yell, it doesn’t seem like he can hear you, he only brushes you off with an uninterested look.
“I know that darling, but other people don’t, I know you’re a hard working girl who’s fought to be in this position, but they won’t see it that way, if their looking at you like scum now just thinking that we might be dating, imagine how they’ll treat you when they found out you let me fuck you so easily” You can’t control the heartbreaking sob that comes out of your mouth, and Namjoon coos at your pathetic attempt to make him feel guilty, pushing your head into his chest as he embraces you in a hug “Oh but don’t cry baby, I won’t let that happen to you, your my little superstar aren’t you? As long as you stay with me, I’ll make all your dreams come true” His loving and caring tone doesn’t give you butterflies in your stomach anymore, it only makes you feel like you want to puke, and although his actions say otherwise, you’re left with the only option you have left: you believe him, what else can you do after all? No matter what you do, every choice will make you lose, but one will make you lose everything you’ve worked hard for, while the other will make you lose your dignity, and frankly, you don’t know which one is worst.
 Namjoon continues to hug you, his hold feels like poison now, who you once considered the man of your dreams has become your biggest nightmare in the blink of an eye and there’s nothing you can do to get away from him now, he kisses you harshly, your tears coming in the way but he seems to be great at ignoring them, and as he deepens out the kiss, there’s only one thought that bitterly crosses through your mind.
 You should’ve listened to your mother when you had the chance.
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veeparkersstuff · 4 months ago
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Happy birthday, Jimin! We love and miss you🤍
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Winning 🏆 🥇
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xoxiu · 1 year ago
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baby, it's you - ot7 x reader
chapter one
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summary: you get kidnapped while on a school trip to korea and get sold into south korea's luxury littles market. the most famous idol group wins your auction.
tags/warnings: forced infantilism, little!reader, diapers, noncon drug use, kidnapping, minor ed behaviors, attempted sa (cocsa?), spanking, diapers, caregivers!bts, force-feeding, language barriers,
Namdaemun market seemed never ending. So many vendors lined the streets with delicious street food and handmade clothing and accessories. You and your three friends walked the market together under the buddy system, a mandatory requirement put in place by your teacher. It was made very clear that when left to your own devices, be in a group of at least three people, and less than six. Although there were a manageable number within your group, you still found yourself doing a headcount every other minute. 
"Oh my gosh, y/n, this would be so cute on your baby sister!" Marissa exclaimed, making a beeline to a small stand selling child-size hanboks. You and the rest of your group quickly followed behind, shaking your heads at Marissa's actions. The entire time you were in the market, she was constantly running off to various vendors. 
The hanboks were obviously all handmade by the older woman running the stand- you admired the intricate design of a pale pink piece in particular. 
"They all look too big- Lainey is only 2 years old..." your words trailed off as you looked amongst the various color options. All of the hanboks were much too big for your sister, being mostly toddler sized. 
The more you and your friends stood at the stand, the more weird you felt. Perhaps it was just your imagination, or paranoia, but you couldn't help but feel someone watching you. The fact that every time you glanced at the old shopkeeper she would immediately dart her eyes away from you was not helping anything. Finally, the woman spoke up as you began to walk away. 
"I have smaller sizes in the back, if you'd like to look," she said, making your group all look over in her direction. The four of you were silent for a minute, exchanging questioning glances, before Marissa spoke up. 
"You go find Lainey's size; we'll wait for you out here."
The woman ushered you inside rather enthusiastically. She followed you into the building, and closed the door behind her. The rather loud 'thud' made you jump and turn to face her, curious as to why she would suddenly close the previously open door. Before any words could be exchanged, you felt arms wrap around you, pulling you into a back room of the shop. 
You tried to scream out for help, but the hand around your mouth muffled any attempt to cry out. Quickly you felt yourself go into full panic mode, hyperventilating and squirming to try and escape the grip on your body. There had to be at least two men holding you, as you felt arms around your waist and arms, as well as various hands all over. What you could only assume was a pillowcase was slipped over your head, making the already dark room even darker. At some point the hand over your mouth was removed, now holding your wrists together behind your back. 
"Calm down, calm down," they kept repeating, but you had no idea what they were saying due to the language difference. You could, however, hear the desperation in their voices. All you could do was cry, letting out sobs and pleas to be let go. 
You could feel the tightness and tackiness of duct tape being wrapped around your wrists, leaving you unable to move them beyond maybe half an inch. Your mouth was soon covered as well, leaving your lips tightly shut from the tape. 
Hands gripped you under your armpits, lifting you up onto a platform of sorts. With the freedom you still had, you kicked your dangling legs wildly, making it harder for the men to tape your ankles as well. A sudden stinging and tingling in your cheek made you freeze out of concern. The sound of the slap did not register in your head from the pure adrenaline in the moment. Only the pain broke through your focused senses. 
The men used your stunned stillness to tape your ankles. Once they were sure the tape would hold, they jumped onto the platform next to you. You felt the shakes and bounces from their jump- you were in a truck trailer. And there were easily four men pulling your body further into the trailer. 
You were pushed down onto your stomach with a boot resting on top of your back. Nevertheless, you continued to squirm to the best of your abilities, desperately trying to do something. What that something was, you weren't entirely sure. All you could think about was getting free and running far, far away. 
As you squirmed in pain and whimpered, the men above you were having a casual conversation in Korean, even having the audacity to laugh and joke around. 
The foot was removed from your back as the engine started up. The men all sat down along the walls of the trailer, watching and laughing as you were forced to slide and roll with every jerk and turn along the road. One particularly harsh stop caused you to tumble your way into two of the men. You cried and squirmed harder, not wanting to knowingly be so close to your abductors. 
A sharp pain shot down your arm as you were stabbed with a needle in your upper arm. You panicked more, not liking being injected with some unknown drug. Another jab was made in your lower back, and soon you felt your body go numb. Your sobs and squirms soon died down as the drugs took full effect.
———
The sound of feet shuffling on the floor and people talking greeted you as you slowly came to. You groaned, not appreciating being awoken from a comfortable slumber. It took you a moment to open your eyes due to your exhaustion and the brightness of the room you resided in. Everything was a blinding white- the lights, the walls, everything.
With half lidded eyes, you turned your head to look at the two other people in the room. Neither of them paid you much attention, failing to notice that you had awoken. Your body had been drained of all energy, allowing you to only release a small, pitiful moan instead of the loud scream you wanted to make. 
Two pairs of eyes turned to face you- the man was rather shocked to see you awake, while the woman looked pleased. All you wanted to do was jump off the exam table and run as far as you could, but the fact that you couldn't feel your fingers or toes ruined that plot. 
"y/n, it's so nice to see you alert and awake!" The woman said, walking towards you. She bent down to be eye level with you, running her hand through your hair. Although she was speaking English, you still had a hard time processing her words. 
"Doctor Park is going to be examining you to make sure you're all good and healthy, is that okay?" 
You desperately tried to shake your head and let out a 'no'. Out of every possible situation in the world, having to be examined by a strange man had to be one of the worst. Especially when you are unable to move or speak. 
The man, Dr. Park, said very little to you. He sat down in his chair and rolled his way over to you, quickly taking your vitals. He spoke in Korean, mainly addressing the woman from what you could tell. Everything was just overwhelming- the finger heart monitor, the blood pressure cuff, and the ear thermometer all happening at once made your head spin out of fear and confusion. 
"y/n, you need to stop shaking your head, dear." You hadn't even realized you were moving anything, better yet your head. Ultimately you listened to the woman, fearful of what would happen if you didn't cooperate. 
As the examination went on, you felt your stomach ache more and more. Closing your eyes and turning your head away from the doctor helped slightly, but the urge to vomit still remained. 
The door to the exam room opened, allowing a nurse pushing a cart into the room. You strained your eyes to try to see what was on the cart. Various small bottles and needles were scattered across the cart, with what appeared to be a pacifier inside a clear plastic container. 
You quickly made the connections to what was going to happened. Not liking it, you began to whine and whimper more, violently shaking your head and trying your best to move the rest of your body. No one paid you any mind, however, and continued on with the procedures. 
The nurse picked up the pacifier box, and took out the pale pink pacifier. Despite your best efforts, she easily popped the soother into your mouth. You tried your best to spit it out, but your tongue felt too heavy to properly push the pacifier out with it. 
You watched as the doctor began to prepare the syringes, not entirely sure what was inside of each bottle. Not wanting to watch the needle enter you, you tightly closed your eyes until you saw random colors. Surprisingly, you didn't feel a single poke of the needles. You slowly relaxed your eyelids as you felt a comforting warmth fill your body. Your breathing began even and calmer, and soon you felt yourself fall back asleep.
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Daegudrama’s Spicy Festa Special D-7
Title:Lessons in Love Making
Pairing: Reader/Kim Namjoon/Jeon Jungkook
Summary:Jungkook lost his virginity but thinks he must've done a bad job by the person's reaction. He seeks out his two best friends, Reader and Namjoon, to help him learn how to make love. They gladly accept the challenge.
Word Count: 5564 words
Jungkook looks down at his hands as you sit next to Namjoon on the couch. He seems nervous which is odd considering how close the three of you are. The three of you tell each other everything. To the point where there’s a running joke between your other friends that he’s your third. Jungkook squeezes his folded hands as if that might relieve his anxiety. Neither of you are sure why he asked you here, but it must be serious if he’s acting this way. 
Namjoon takes your hand, swiping his thumb over yours as he waits for Jungkook to speak. His eyes are soft looking towards the younger one. The two of you would do anything to help Jungkook. He is very important to you. 
“Last week I went on a date with that girl I met at the gym.” Jungkook says keeping his eyes glued to his hands. His hair is falling into his eyes, soft waves hiding his doe eyes. “She brought me to her apartment and we had sex but it seemed like she didn’t like it. It was really awkward. I should’ve listened to you and done it with someone I care about.”
Your heart sinks as a dejected look takes over Jungkook’s face. Could it really have been that bad? You know it was his first time, but still you thought he knew at least a little. He sure talks like he knows how to please someone. I guess application of those skills is not always as easy. Or maybe she was difficult and unwilling to help him learn. You wonder if he disclosed the fact that he was a virgin. 
“Are you sure? Maybe you just read the situation wrong.” Namjoon says with a comforting tone. 
“No hyung, you should have seen her face. It looked like she was waiting for me to be done the moment I started. I’m surprised she didn’t roll her eyes.” Jungkook pauses, unfolding his hands and wiping away the sweat on his jeans. He finally looks up as he continues. “I know what I’m about to ask is a lot and you are free to reject it without any hard feelings.”
“What do you need, Tokki?” You ask, squeezing Namjoon’s hand while you try not to jump to conclusions. There are a lot of places your mind is going that you aren’t sure it should be. 
“Will you please teach me how to have sex?” His voice is meek and he can’t hold eye contact as you look at him.
You and Namjoon have been friends with Jungkook for years, but that hasn’t stopped each of you from having a small crush on him. Everything about him is perfect from his bunny smile to the way he won’t leave you alone when you’re upset until you feel better. You’ve discussed how he makes you feel with your boyfriend and were just a little surprised when he said he felt the same. In any other situation between friends this would be an outrageous request, but it’s something you will happily do. It’s something that even excites you. Jungkook is one of your best friends and he trusts you to teach him how to be navigate some of life’s most intimate moments.. 
Namjoon looks into your eyes with a raised eyebrow and you nod your head slightly. Of course, he looks a little surprised but he’s not going to miss a chance to be a teacher. He’s too good at what Jungkook wants to learn for him to pass up this offer. 
“We’ll help you, but you need to be in charge here. We need to know what you want to do and what you are okay with us doing to you.” 
“I don’t know where to start.” He sighs walking the short distance to where you are sitting. Namjoon lets go of your hand and the youngest sits in the middle as you make room. “I need your guidance. Where should we start?”
“How confident are you about kissing?” Namjoon questions lying one hand against Jungkook’s back and rubbing small circles. 
That is a good jumping off point. Jungkook has definitely kissed a few people but that doesn’t mean he’s good at it. It’s hard to imagine lips as pretty as his not being able to make a person’s knees weak. 
“I don’t think I’m bad but I’m sure there’s things you could teach me.” He hums a faint sparkle in his eyes as he looks between the two of you. “Let’s start there.”
Namjoon pulls Jungkook off the couch and stands in front of him. The older man takes Jungkook’s jaw between his large hands hesitating for a moment. Jungkook’s hands rest on Namjoon’s waist trying to pull him closer. Namjoon comes closer just like Jungkook wants until their bodies are almost flush against each other. 
“Are you sure?” Namjoon breathes out so quietly you almost don’t hear him.
“Please kiss me, hyung.” 
Your boyfriend leans forward and gently kisses Jungkook. Your stomach flutters like you are the one who’s being kissed. Jungkook’s hands are balled up into fists around the fabric of Namjoon’s shirt. Namjoon pulls away with a soft smile on his face. You have to be gentle with your dongsaeng. 
“Koo, please don’t just stand there. Kiss me back.” 
Jungkook’s head surges forward searching for a kiss but instead he bumps noses with his hyung. A nervous laugh leaves his lips and he makes eye contact with you. When you give him an encouraging nod he slowly presses his lips to Namjoon’s. Jungkook is so beautiful moving his lips in time with Namjoon. 
Jungkook takes the initiative and coaxes the older man's mouth open, deepening the kiss with surprising skill. Namjoon seems to be enjoying the kiss. He slides his hand from Jungkook’s jaw to the back of his head threading his fingers through the younger’s long hair. 
A groan escapes Jungkook’s lips and you can see the way his cheeks flame red. He tries to pull away but Namjoon holds him there kissing him with an open mouth in a way that makes heat pool in your stomach. Is it bad that seeing them kiss is turning you on?
Jungkook’s hands relax as they continue to kiss. His hands travel to Namjoon’s back, feeling the older one's hard body. Jungkook pulls back with Namjoon’s plump bottom lip between his teeth. Your boyfriend gasps and Jungkook pulls away cover his face with his hands. 
He sits beside you, hands still covering his face. It’s obvious he didn’t realize that was a good sound. After years of being with Namjoon you are no stranger to that sound. 
“Koo, I like that but not everyone will.” You rub Jungkook’s back while Namjoon speaks. He shyly removes his hand to look towards Namjoon. “You just want to nibble like this.”
Namjoon places a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder and leans forward to take the younger’s bottom lip between his teeth. He then sucks the soft flesh into his mouth before backing away. 
“You want to be gentle and use just the slightest pressure unless they tell you they want more.” You say, noticing the slight bulge in Jungkook’s pants. Namjoon seems to have also noticed. “Namjoon likes it rougher than most people.”
Your boyfriend huffs but doesn’t try to argue because he knows you’re right. If this is going to work you have to be open and honest with Jungkook. He’s only going to get more discouraged if he feels like he can’t please the two of you.
For a moment you sit there rubbing circles on his back before Jungkook speaks turning towards you. His dark colored eyes are soft, almost innocent like he doesn’t know the effect he is having. 
“Noona, can I kiss you?” 
“Yes.” Your voice is barely above a whisper as he leans closer to you. 
He is careful putting a hand on the back of your neck under your hair. His fingers are warm and the slight pressure sends a flurry of butterflies to your chest. Jungkook leans forward gently pressing his soft lips against yours. He tastes like mint and you are surprised by how quickly he’s taking Namjoon's advice. Jungkook is leading the kiss, scooting himself closer to you. He rests his other hand on your hip and you are failing to see how he thinks he's mediocre. Jungkook is using the right amount of tongue inside your mouth with no darting. 
You are glad you’re sitting because you don’t know if your knees could handle it. A surprised gasp sounds from your mouth when he pulls away and attaches his lips to your neck. Jungkook moves the hand from your neck to your shoulder blade. He doesn’t suck just tonguing and pressing his lips against your neck in a sloppy fashion. His hand traces over your stomach stopping just below your breasts. He pulls back slightly, eyes falling to the neckline of your shirt. 
“Can I touch your…” He trails off suddenly shy again after making sparks play behind your eyes. 
You steal a glance at Namjoon who seems to be enjoying the sight in front of him. He shrugs leaving the decision up to you. You are grateful for the level of trust.
You take the younger one’s hand and place it on your breast. Today you chose to only wear a bralette.  There are only two thin pieces of fabric separating his strong hand from your breast. His hand is warm through the cloth as he goes back to kissing your neck. You lean your head to the side to give him better access.
His fingers are hesitant as they lightly squeeze your breast. Jungkook is treating you as if you are highly breakable. You hum appreciatively letting your hand wander to the hem of his shirt. You pause waiting for him to ask you to do something before continuing. 
“Touch any part of me you want, noona.” He looks over his shoulder to your boyfriend. “You too, hyung.”
“Jesus christ.” Namjoon mutters, obviously as fired up by that sentence as you are. “Jungkook, are you sure you need us?”
“Yes I do. I need to be shown what to do.”
Your hand snakes into his shirt letting you touch the toned muscles of his stomach. All the work he puts on at the gym is really paying off. Jungkook nudges the neckline of your shirt to the side and kisses your shoulder. 
Namjoon moves closer to Jungkook’s back and pulls the younger one's hair into a ponytail. Ever since Jungkook started growing his hair out Namjoon has kept a hair tie on his wrist in case one of us forgets. He secured the ponytail before dipping his head to kiss Jungkook’s neck. A shiver of pleasure runs through the younger one's body. He involuntarily squeezes your boob harder and a moan passes your lips. 
Namjoon’s hand joins yours under Jungkook’s shirt, but he makes his way towards his defined pec. You know the moment Namjoon touches his nipple because Jungkook’s teeth sink into your collarbone. You draw in a sharp breath and catch Jungkook’s lips before he can apologize. Jungkook is moaning into your mouth as Namjoon rolls the younger one's nipple between his fingers.
Namjoon’s other hand reaches forward to grip the side of Jungkook’s thigh. Jungkook shifts himself so he’s between Namjoon’s legs allowing the older one greater access. Your hand slides out from under his shirt and rests high up on his thigh. His cock is easily noticeable through his pants now and the urge to touch him is growing stronger by there second. Your finger dances at the edge of his pants and he pulls back to look you in the eyes. 
“When I said anywhere I meant it.” Jungkook says finding your hard nipple through the thin layers of clothing. A flutter of pleasure runs straight to your pussy. “Please, noona, show me how I should practice on hyung.”
Is he innocent? These words feel too devious for how shy he was only a few minutes ago. Maybe his horniness has given him the confidence to ask. Jungkook is too beautiful to turn down. You place one hand on his hard cock and rub it through the fabric of his jeans. A truly desperate whine comes from Jungkook’s throat. A part of you feels proud that you can elicit that sound from his pretty lips. 
“Should we go to your room?” Namjoon says with a low tone that tells you he wants to touch Jungkook as much as you do. 
“Y-yeah let’s do that.” 
Jungkook stands, first adjusting his pants, before he leads the two of you down the hallway to his room. You’ve been in his bedroom lots of time but not for anything close to what you are about to do. Somehow moving into his room makes this feel more real even though your hand was actually just stroking his cock. 
He strips off his shirt and unbuttons his pants as soon as he closes the door. There have been lots of times you’ve seen Jungkook shirtless over the years and even with the crush you’ve had you never noticed how undeniably sexy is. He has the body of a god. His shoulders are broad but they lead down to a tiny waist.
“I have to make this clear again before we proceed. You can stop anytime you want and we won’t make you feel weird about it. If you don’t like something or don’t want to do it just let us know. We are here to help you, Jungkook.” Namjoon says, following Jungkook’s lead and stripping to his boxers which have a prominent tent in the front.
You decide to follow suit and strip to your matching bralette and panties. How convenient that you decided to match on a day your best friend asks you to teach him how to have good sex. Jungkook’s eyes study your form for far longer than he does Namjoon’s and you guess that’s to be expected because they’ve seen each other naked before. 
“I want to do this.” Is all that Jungkook can say as he sits on the edge of his bed. 
Your boyfriend joins him while you kneel in front of Jungkook looking into his wide eyes. He did ask you to show him how he should please his hyung. You think he will learn best through a hands on, or perhaps mouth on, lesson. You wonder if Jungkook’s heart is beating wildly in his chest. From the expression on his face you think it must be. 
Jungkook doesn’t move when you reach for the waistband of his boxers. Only when he realizes you are struggling does he lift his ass off the bed. His cock hits his stomach and you gasp softly. Feeling his dick through his jeans didn’t tell you just how well endowed he is. He looks so pretty with his cock out waiting for you to suck it. 
You lick the tip of his cock pulling another whine from his handsome mouth. He moans louder when you take the tip in your mouth and swirl your tongue around. His hands are clenched at his side like he doesn’t know what to do with them. You look into his eyes while you sink your mouth further onto his long length. 
“Y/N likes it when you stroke her hair while she’s sucking your cock.” Namjoon says keeping his hands to himself and observing. “But everyone is different. Communication is one of the biggest parts of having sex that is enjoyable for everyone involved.”
Jungkook pushes your hair away from your face and starts rhythmically stroking your hair. He is very vocal. A string of moans are leaving his mouth as you take all of him into your mouth until he hits the back of your throat. Jungkook’s head falls backwards when you swallow around his tip. Namjoon is giving him more tips but you aren’t sure Jungkook is digesting a word he’s saying. 
“Noona?” Jungkook asks and you pull your mouth off of his cock with a pop. “As much as I want you to continue, I think I should practice.”
You are amazed by his self control. When you first started having sex you don’t think you would’ve stopped someone from giving you head. He brushes his fingers over the apple of your cheek with a small smile before turning to your boyfriend. 
“Are you ready?” You ask Namjoon, getting up and deciding to sit closer to the head board.
“Come here, baby.” Namjoon says lifting himself to pull off his boxers.
The shock on Jungkook’s face from being called baby almost makes you laugh. It’s not something he’s ever called you or him to your knowledge. You aren’t sure if you imagined it but you swear you see Jungkook’s cock twitch at the pet name. 
Jungkook takes the position you were just in eyeing his hyung’s cock like it’s a foreign specimen. The first thing the younger one does is something you did not do to him. He leans forward and licks Namjoon’s balls. He takes one into his mouth and gently sucks like he’s done this a million times. 
“Feel free to guide my head.” Jungkook says licking the tip of Namjoon’s cock tentatively before speaking again. “I’m not opposed to you pulling my hair.”
With a boost of confidence Jungkook dips his head and sucks Namjoon’s length into his mouth. He takes just a little bit at a time but he must be doing something right because faint groans are filling the air around us. 
“You’re doing so well, Tokki. Look into his eyes while you suck his cock. Watch how you’re making him unravel.”
Jungkook looks up through his beautiful lashes to his hyung and Namjoon grabs the younger one's ponytail. Your boyfriend doesn’t push Jungkook’s head letting him continue what he was doing. There is a lot of spit on Jungkook’s face and on the hand he’s using to pump the part of Namjoon’s cock he can’t reach with his mouth. Despite that Namjoon’s brow is creased in a way you know well.
“Did you really get all of that from watching her?” Namjoon’s voice is breathy as if he might be close to reaching his high if Jungkook continues to play with his cock. 
Jungkook caves his cheeks in trying to take more in his mouth. He opts for something else when he realizes maybe that’s not the best idea. The purpose is to learn how to please someone, not necessarily how to take a fat cock in your throat. That will come with more experiences. 
“She’s a really good teacher.” He answers, flicking his wrist quickly as he strokes his hyung. Namjoon moans loudly at the change in pressure. “I can’t wait to learn more.”
You remove your bralette as you crawl back down the bed to be closer to the action. Namjoon’s free hand cups your breast running his thumb over the bare skin. Every second that passes you can feel yourself getting wetter. You wouldn't be surprised if there was a wet spot where you just sat. A quick glance at your light colored panties confirms you’ve soaked through already. Just from kissing and sucking the dick of this beautiful man.
Jungkook takes the tip of Namjoon’s cock back into his mouth. His hands are gripping Namjoon’s thighs as if he’s trying to steady himself. You lean forward to kiss Namjoon’s neck listening to the sweet moans coming from his mouth. 
Namjoon moves one hand to grip Jungkook’s hair closer to the root. He gives it an experimental tug bucking his hips further into Jungkook’s mouth when the younger one hums around his member. Jungkook chokes, pulling his mouth away to look into Namjoon’s eyes. 
“Kook, I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to do that.” Namjoon takes Jungkook’s face in his hand with genuine worry on his face. 
“Do it again, hyung.” Jungkook deadpans.
The younger one resumes what he was doing a moment ago. Namjoon talks him through this, telling him to take a deep breath and relax his jaw. Jungkook is a model student letting your boyfriend fuck into his throat until Namjoon cums. Dribblies of cum run out of the corners of Jungkook’s mouth and your boyfriend wipes them away.
“You took me so well, Kook. You’re a natural.” Namjoon whispers to the younger one just loud enough for you to hear. 
“Do you need a minute?” You ask, scooting further up the bed again as you watch Jungkook get to his feet. He walks to the corner of his room to his mini fridge and pulls three water bottles. “Or are you ready to move on to the next lesson?”
He takes a swig of the water before he sits in front of you on the bed. He sets the water on the bedside table then leans towards you. Jungkook puts his finger into the waistband of your panties and pulls them down.
“Can I give you head next?” He bats his eyelashes as he says this like there is any chance in the universe you would deny him of what he wants.
“Yes. Touch any part of me you want, Tokki.” You echo his words from earlier.
Jungkook goes straight in licking your slit with a flat tongue. He presses kisses against your pussy lips and you can feel him losing his confidence already. His movements are slowing but not in a way that seems intentionally sensual. 
“Am I doing this right?” He says meekly looking into Namjoon’s eyes.
“You were just drawing patterns with your tongue on my cock. Do that for her too. You can lead into eating her out with kisses on the sensitive areas around her pussy.” Your boyfriend points out a few areas on your body and Jungkook nods his head.
Jungkook hooks his arms under your legs so he can pull you closer to his mouth. His strong hands grip your delicate thighs as he dives back in with new confidence. He swirls his tongue around your clit after fumbling for only a few seconds to find it. Already miles ahead of most men in this world. 
You thread your fingers into his hair letting your tugs at his scalp show your appreciation along with mewls falling from your lips. Maybe he just needed to be given a safe space to work this out because this is far from the worst head you’ve ever received. In all honesty you are really enjoying this slightly odd scenario. 
“Kook, can you hear that? Listen to those pretty noises she’s making for you. You are making her feel so good.” Namjoon is sitting to the side watching. He’s waiting for a moment to give advice if needed. “You want to make her feel even better?”
Jungkook pauses what he’s doing, moving to use his finger to keep stimulation. He looks towards Namjoon waiting to hear how he can make the heat already pooling in your stomach start boiling. He slides his finger coated in your lust through your folds almost absentmindedly. 
“Finger her pussy. Get yourself used to the feeling and start slow.” Namjoon thinks for a moment, hesitating before he continues. “If you’ve ever fingered yourself it's similar to that. This is just a little easier.”
“I’m a bisexual man that was a virgin until last week of course I’ve fingered myself.”
You and Namjoon giggle for a second before Jungkook plunges a finger inside of you with no warning. He still seems a little unsure as he pushes his finger in and out of you. He curls his finger upward and you gasp clenching around him. A soft moan passes your lips and that brings a smug look to the youngest’s face. How does anyone try to humble him when he looks so goddamn beautiful no matter what he’s doing?
“You are doing so well. Add another finger and go a little faster.” You ask trailing your hand to cradle his jaw. 
“Yes, Noona.” 
His words send a shock straight to your pussy as he adds another finger. He scissors his fingers stretching your cunt. Jungkook leans over to suck your clit into his mouth as he pumps his fingers in and out of you. 
“Tokki, suck a little lighter. There’s only so much a person can take.” 
He laps his tongue over the sensitive area then plants a kiss as if you were asking him to kiss your boo boo. Your moans grow louder as he pumps his fingers in and out of you. This is one thing that he definitely knows how to do already. He is finding just the right angle without anyone having to say anything. Perhaps it’s selfish but you aren’t going to stop him. He is bringing you closer to your orgasm faster than most other people ever have.
Your eyes look towards Namjoon and find his eyes locked on Jungkook’s movements. Despite the blowjob he just received his cock is already hard again. Maybe he’s anticipating showing Jungkook how he likes to fuck you. 
“Noona, do you like this?” He asks, looking up at you with innocent eyes once again. 
His fingers continue to fuck into you at a steady pace that is driving you insane. Sure there are pointers that could help him but what he is doing to you still feels incredible. Nothing a few redirections couldn’t solve. 
“Yes! Keep going, I'm so close!” 
Jungkook uses his index finger to quickly rub your clit in time with the thrust of his fingers. Pleasure washes over your body in tingling waves until he replaces his finger with his tongue. He draws an S shape with his tongue and you cum legs shaking and mouth screaming the youngest’s name. 
“That was so hot.” Namjoon mutters so quietly you aren’t sure he wants to be heard. 
“I like hearing you scream my name.” Jungkook admits pulling his hands away from you and sitting back on his feet. 
A shy blush is creeping onto his cheeks despite the way he just made you cum all over his fingers. His words send a flutter to your heart. He likes hearing you scream his name? He wants to make you feel good so he can hear his name moaned from your lips? 
You sit up only to pull Jungkook down with you. He rests his head on your chest. You rub his back for a few minutes before his tongue snakes out to lick your nipple. 
“Can I watch hyung fuck you, noona?” He asks cupping your breast in his large hand. 
A low groan leaves Namjoon’s throat and he lightly slaps Jungkook’s smooth ass. Jungkook boldly turns over and pulls Namjoon on top of him. Jungkook pulls his hyung down by the neck and makes your boyfriend taste you on the younger’s lips. The way Jungkook continues to switch from shy to confident and hot is almost giving you whiplash. He is driving you crazy. 
“Only if I can watch you afterwards.” Namjoon says sitting up in his straddle position. 
“Anything for you, hyung.” Jungkook says in a  strained voice trying to hold back whines as Namjoon grinds his ass against the younger’s ready cock. 
“Joon, come here before you make him cum.”
Your boyfriend follows your request kneeling in front of your spread legs. Jungkook let’s out an embarrassed whine. You know he wants to deny what you just said but deep in his heart he knows you’re right. 
Namjoon slaps his thick length against your soaked sensitive pussy. He slides it through your folds rubbing your over sensitive clit causing you to thrusts up to meet him. It’s like you are desperately craving him inside of you despite orgasming just minutes ago. 
Your boyfriend speaks to Jungkook as he moves against you. Your brain is tuning out whatever tips he’s giving in favor of focusing on how he’s teasing you. 
You take Namjoon’s cock in your hand and slide it inside of you with a sigh. Namjoon curses as his cock is enveloped by your warm pussy.  He leans forward pressing a kiss to your neck as he thrusts into you. 
He kisses up your jaw until he reaches your mouth,  slowly pushes his hips forward. Namjoon’s kiss still makes your heart flutter despite the years you’ve been together. Your boyfriend is starting slow and sensual, showing Jungkook that not everything needs to be quick and hard. 
When Namjoon pulls away from the kiss you steal a glance at Jungkook. His eyes are wide as he observes and listens to Namjoon’s words. The younger one's cock is standing tall leaking precum and just waiting to be sucked into your cunt. You clench around your boyfriend and he hisses.
Namjoon pushes your knees to your chest and resumes fucking you with more vigor. His strong hands grip your thighs as he finds a good rhythm. Both of you are moaning with each delicious thrust of his hips. Much sooner than you except Namjoon’s moans are getting more desperate alerting you that he’s close to finishing. 
He pulls out scrambling up the bed to your mouth and lets you finish him off. Namjoon can barely hold himself up when you pull your lips away after swallowing every drop of his cum. 
Namjoon lies back on bed reaching for the water and downing it. He watches as Jungkook takes the position he was in just a moment ago. 
“Noona, can you hand me a condom from the drawer?” He asks, letting his fingers trail over the outer skin of your thigh. “Your skin is so soft.”
From your position on the bed you can easily reach into his bedside drawer. Inside you see a small box of condoms and two different vibrators. You tear off a condom and shut the drawer. There is a sense of pride in knowing your best friend isn’t stupid enough to fuck someone without a condom. Even if it is just you. 
Your mind is making up various scenarios of how you’d use those toys on Jungkook. But that probably isn’t something he needs to learn if he already has them. If you asked, would he take you up on the offer?
Jungkook tries to take the condom from your hand but you push his hand away. His brows crease together 
“Noona will do it.” You sit up as you speak.
You tear the wrapper easily and discard it on the bedside table. With one hand you take Jungkook’s cock and with the other you roll the condom on leaving a little room at the top. He watches your movements intently as if he’s never used one before. You are surprised you didn’t fumble. It's been quite awhile since you’ve used a condom. 
Jungkook slides two fingers inside of you giving you a few hard pumps before he replaces his fingers with his aching cock. He feels so different inside you compared to Namjoon. His length fills you in a different way. 
“You feel so much better than Momo.” Jungkook says his brow creased and eyes closed as if he’s never felt something this good. 
He pushes in further bowing his head to watch himself slip inside of you. He really said another person's name while he’s inside of you. In any other situation this would’ve immediately made you stop but somehow you like that he's praising your pussy. 
Jungkook slowly moves his hips mouth falling open as he does. You grip his strong biceps digging your fingernails in when he finds it in him to move quicker. His cock hits exactly the right spot and your moans encourage him to thrust even faster. 
“Kookie, faster isn’t always better.” Namjoon says as if he knows what you are feeling right now. 
“Namjoon shut up.” You take Jungkook’s face in your hands as he halts his movement. “Keep going at that pace. If I’m making good sounds you want to keep doing what you’re doing.”
Namjoon pouts but seems to understand why you cut him off. Jungkook leans forward to kiss your lips then snaps his hips earning a loud moan from you. There’s a smirk playing on Jungkook’s lips like he’s proud that you defended him. 
As Jungkook continues fucking his cock in and out of your drenched pussy he gets sloppy. You can tell he’s about to come and you love the pretty moans that he isn’t trying to hold back. You are glad he feels comfortable enough to let you hear his most beautiful and vulnerable sounds.
“Noona, I’m going to—”
He cuts himself off with a deep groan as he spills into the condom inside you. His cock is pulsing as you clench around him. He stays put without moving for a moment letting his head rest against your collarbone. 
Eventually, he pulls away and disposes of the condom in his bathroom. He returns with a cloth to help you clean up. Once you are clean Jungkook lies between you and your boyfriend on his bed. 
“I think I’m going to need more lessons.” He says seriously. 
“There’s more we can teach you, Tokki.” You say as you cuddle up to his chest on one side while Namjoon takes the other side.
Maybe this is the start of something wonderful. 
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ishouldbesleepin · 15 days ago
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jkvjimin · 5 months ago
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"my happiness started when I met rapmon hyung" for @jung-koook ♡
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rjshope · 5 months ago
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Happy birthday, Namjoon (12.09.1994)✨
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harrowclare · 1 year ago
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just in my feelings, listening to mono. as one does.
all lyrics by RM | tokyo; There's something in the water by Victor Clement; seoul; Summer Landscape, Krumau by Egon Shiele; moonchild; Still Life with Two Sunflowers by Vincent van Gogh; badbye; a kiss by Nicki Zimov; uhgood; Spirit hold, part 2 by Holly Warburton; everythingoes; After the torchlight procession... by Adolf von Menzel; forever rain; Morning on the Seine in the Rain, Claude Monet; all translated lyrics from doolset.
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yoongisjuicebox · 10 months ago
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So this is love?
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armynoonas · 3 months ago
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Namjoon Instagram story
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