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good-vs-evo · 10 months ago

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not to expose myself as a cavetown fan (HDJFJS) but i was listening to alone from his new album (i added it to xie lian’s playlist a while ago) and it hit like so much harder now that i finished the books

⚠️ spoilers for book 6!! (i think) (white calamity arc) (anyways) ⚠️

"I feel like I bought all my friends Am I your bud or your boss?"

this one reminds me of when mq left and xl started kind of panicking. he thought mq left because he didn't care enough to stay now that he wasn't getting paid, and gave his last valuable possession in an attempt to ensure that he would stay. he doesn't have a great sense of whether or not what he had with mq and fx was friendship (IT WAS BECAUSE I SAID SO AND BECAUSE THEY SHOW EACH OTHER SO MANY TIMES THAT THEY GENUINELY CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER) and he thought he had to keep paying fx off.

but fx was genuinely sticking around because he was loyal and because he cared about what happened to xl :(

"I'm wanting to beg 'em to stay I'm wanting to be who they choose But still I keep pushing away From people I don't wanna lose"

xl truly did not want to lose fx after everything that happened. he lived in that constant state of fear that fx would disappear and he'd be alone, and did so much to try to make sure it wouldn't happen.

in the end, the anxiety and fear was too much for him and he pushed fx away for good. he described the feeling of freedom of that fall. he was the one to cut fx off and make him leave, and it gave him the power. he made the decision and he made the final move, and when fx left he didn't ever have to think about how he might've felt if fx was the one who left him of his own will.

"Isn't it fun to be alone? Isn't it what you want? Isn't it something you've been looking for? Isn't it fun?"

after slowly pushing everyone away and ending up entirely alone, and after everything that happened with wu ming, xl would've never admitted that it wasn't really what he wanted. not after wu ming. so he kept acting like that was what he wanted, like he wasn't feeling lonely, like it didn't hurt, because he wanted to feel pain and suffer for everything that he took as his own blame. he saw it as his fault, all a product of his own foolishness and selfishness and naivety, so the loneliness he chased was his curse to bear.

SORRY IF THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE OR. IS INACCURATE. I'M JUST YK GOING INSANE W MY THOUGHTS JAHSDGFASD

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #xie lian #feng xin #mu qing #xianle trio #wu ming #tgcf analysis #evo yaps #god can u tell i think abt them all the time #they never leave my mind #im so normal tbh

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churroach · 10 months ago

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Full of Desires

#dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi fanart #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #dungeon meshi spoilers #its really just cause of the outfit #farcille #marcille donato #im still surprised this came out of my hands tbh #im not normal about her #curse you dunmeshi for making me fall for the white girl #but god #she looked so good in that fit #i dont understand whyvthe other characters shat on it smh #falin wouldve loved it tho #this drawing is for the gays and theys btw #for the sapphics #lets go lesbians #ok ill shut up now #my art

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heartorbit · 4 months ago

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figure skating set right now please. thanks

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #proseka #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #wxs #wonderlands x showtime #GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww #after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old #anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set #(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side #however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress #from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look #but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again #it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning #is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled #my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist #i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.

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bowenoke · 2 years ago

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not a real hc i have abt the watchers its just that the sentence "the watchers top surgeried grian" is so so funny to me.

I was gonna apologize for the accidental horror but I did remember that this is the story where they beat each other to death so like

#desert duo #craftie art #implied torture #anyways HELLO trafficblr i promise im normal.#normally my goofs and bits include ABSOLUTELY NO vivisection #grian #goodtimeswithscar #bo's lpcu (lonely people cinematic universe)#the saturation came out so weird on mobile tbh . like i always do a peachy airbrush on characters so their skin doesnt look too flat but :/#its ormally not very visible on my pc #i need to calibrate my pc screen i think

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cap10wilson · 2 months ago

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sometimes letterboxd reviews are beautiful

#i love u random letterboxd stevebucky truthers #the last one really does get me #on the wikipedia page for ‘it’s been a long long time’ there is a section saying how the song is used for both bucky and peggy #in tws and in endgame #wikipedia knows steve’s bisexuality better than most of these bitches…#and barring the fact that endgame tried SO HARD not to make stevebucky gay #and appropriated the song used in tws for steve & bucky’s reunion #the fact that they used it at all for bucky is crazy #‘kiss me once then kiss me twice then kiss me once again’#motherfucker HOW DO PPL STILL SAY STEVEBUCKY IS JUST FRIENDSS #i don’t think this is something ill ever get over tbh #soapbox #stevebucky #stucky #captain america #the winter soldier #captain america: the winter soldier #im normal btw.

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freshgreenmilk · 26 days ago

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off game x ii

based on suitcase and baseballs convo during ep14

#art #fave #digital art #fanart #inanimate insanity #ii #ii baseball #ii suitcase #osc art #osc #osc community #doodle #off game #crossover #tbh the text is kinda messed up but i drew the text on a whim so #off is such a interesting game so i just mashed it together w ii like any normal person would do LOL #also if any off fans are seeing this hi #this covno repeats in my head daily help #hope i did the games artstyle justice im sorry if it looks bad

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cheasegary · 2 months ago

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Sometimes I'll be promoted, buy a house, fall in love.

based off this vintage illustration and this tag someone left on my other curlya piece - thank you i laughed

#mouthwashing #curlya #i normally dont care for either video games or fanart but mouthwashing got me down bad tbh #also like how my 2025 starts with being insanely lucky in a major natural disaster (my house was 4 miles from the hurst fire in LA)#so im just like hmmm taps my chin comfort ship time #still have another windstorm coming up haha *throws up*

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trannyfazbear · 2 years ago

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barotrauma thought

what if the assistant could twerk to deal damage.

i think if its an abyss monster it deals 6x damage... but u have to be out with no diving suit.... Yeah.

#plarp #im so normal tbh

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dreamyblanket · 1 month ago

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Ohhhh you r getting kissyed 👀

#[sighs wistfully] im ssoooooo normal guys #im so ready for her update even tho were r still on sm but like #i have 100+ fate pulls and 300.000+ gems ready for whatever ill use them for #i dont even know what imma do with all that tbh #[💗 🎶 ]#crk x reader #eternal sugar crk #eternal sugar cookie #cookie run x reader #cookie run kingdom x reader #dreamydraws

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cloudyydraws · 1 year ago

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more mario and luigi doodles but i took their mouths away

+ extra unfinished stuff under the cut

#the dear doppelganger weeg one is purely self indulgent bc ive been playing it on loop recently im normal #and i know doppelganger is a different whole thing than what he has but. hey its ok we ball #more spm on the way (i hope!!!!!! as long as i dont get distracted by avemuji or sekai for a bit)#most of this was practicing mario bc i still dont like the way i draw him tbh but i think we're getting somewhere #shoutout priv twt oomfies for dealing with my mario fix bullshit youre all so real #drawing these little guys is so much different from my other little guys i think thats why ive liked drawing them so much constantly #it just feels fresh for me!! i just get to fuck around when i draw them its fun to experiment again #ok done talking i like them a normal amount #mario and luigi #mario #luigi #super mario bros fanart #super mario bros #super mario fanart #spm #super paper mario #mr l #starlow #smb #super mario brothers #mario bros #mario fanart #art #fanart #my art #cloudy draws #nintendo #nintendo fanart

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nanstar200 · 11 months ago

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Hi gueys 🧍 (run away again)

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serotonin-dose · 15 days ago

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AsaDen x Metaphor Re:Fantazio

#*akademia theme plays*#i dunno what really possessed me to do this tbh #i just really love the art direction for metaphor #the menu art is just... so perfect to me #and i wanted to do it for one of my favorite ships #the longer i look at it the funnier i feel because like #why did i make this aldkjas #literally just THEM doing nothing #but i guess its just a thing where i combine two things i love #i already loved asaden and got inspired to do more art for them when i posted a piece on reddit #and then metaphor came along and completely took me by the hand and inspired me to do more #if you havent go look at the menu art for it and listen to the akademia theme #you'll get it once you see it i think #i dont really expect a ton of people to like this since it feels so normal haha #also im always cursed to draw one or the other slightly off #and this time it's denji lol #also i know they'd have some softer features bc theyre japanese #but i'm always weirded out by not showing jaws n stuff #idk its a style thing #also yes this is my mobile banner now im sorry sasunaru #anyway im done rambling in the tags sorry about that #my art #chainsaw man #asaden #asa mitaka #csm fanart #denji #denji hayakawa #csm x metaphor #artists on tumblr

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christakisbang · 1 year ago

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yes, lee know-ya i see you aging along with me you're the second oldest but, to me you'll always be the maknae~♡

#collapses. lino's only hyung #stray kids #bystay #staysource #bang chan #lee know #minchan #skz #my gifs #cbbc2023 #d-10!!!!!!!!! if u even care #the thing abt minchan is they r everything to me. lmh sudden damsel in distress whenever chan is around is so important especially #i could write an essay on any and all chan duos tbh im obsessed w all of them a normal amount #btw what's this site's problem w small italics asking for a friend why does it always ruin a letter or ten

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annqer · 1 year ago

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nooooo pleaseeee dont kill meeee mr sunday I wanna be in da sequeeeel >_<

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starburstminibot · 2 months ago

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What's Transformers ARK Elita like?

I'm so glad you asked teeheehee :]

Elita, one of the most feared among the autobot ranks. Luckily for the Decepticons, she's usually too busy running the whole army to show her face in battle often. But when she does... it's almost a promised victory for the Autobots. Her paint is the color of Energon... an usually graphic choice for an autobot. She's the oldest sister of the trio (Consisting of Arcee and Chromia) and considered the strictest and coldest of them.

Her objective is to protect her family and her people, by any means necessary. She views Optimus as a kind and inspiring leader... but sometimes she thinks he's far too soft. She often makes the hard decisions that he cannot, and takes over command when a more objective approach is needed. The two disagree frequently, but are also very aware that they make up for each other's weaknesses. Optimus is able to show empathy and compassion when Elita cannot bring herself to. In another world... they are each other's perfect other half.

Unfortunately in this world, there is a war to be won, and that leaves no room for pleasantries.

#Elita 1 is literally just if eldest daughter syndrome was a person #Elita 1 #Transformers #Transformers ARK #TFARK #Tf ARK Elita 1 #Transformers Elita 1 #Transformers fanart #Transformers au #tf fanart #maccadam #Transformers one #As soon as she gets undoomed by the narrative the wedding is back on #she's not a heartless monster... even if many believer her to be one #some consider her an “autobot with the heart of a decepticon”#they are kinda mean to her tbh #but she just cares SO much which is why she is the way she is #she carries a lot of burdens :[#her sisters love her so much though #and those closest to her know just how caring she can be (even if its while shes yelling at you)#Optimus feels so much guilt for putting this responsibility on her but shes deadass the only one strong enough to handle it #He loves her so much but will probably never tell her because he refuses to put that on her too #im not normal about them theres so much i could say oh my god

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mipexch · 6 months ago

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forgot to share the gabriel ashtray i made a week ago

#tbh i dont think ill use him hes mainly for show #so hes just holding all the tiny gabriel stuff i have for now #but ohh i can dream. i dont want to ruin him or the paint #gabriel #ultrakill #im normal. okay. im very normal. trust #gen art

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