#im so intrested now
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....I just wanted to draw gators :T at this point these 2 are more 'a representation of my last 2 brain cells' then they are actual characters 😅
#im living vicariously through the cartoon guys#because i want to A. pick up gator (strong man style)#and B. ..pick up gator (hug)#ok but so i recently found out an area where i take stupid little walks for my stupid little mental health#has! GATORS!! (potentially. theres signs.)#and this is great cause seeing gators would def heal me as a person#but ok so when i look for hiking places i always look north cause the terrains more hilly#but now im lookin south more cause turns out i AM in fact far enough south to see gators!!#and yeah looks like theres a handful of nature reserves w hiking trails the same distance away as the little mountain trails i go to#its flatter and the trails are less extensive so ill hafta see if i think its worth it#but then too theres a really big black water swamp that.. further away then i wanna drive..#but also i drove 5 hrs once just to go to mammoth cave as a day trip so.. we'll see..#my friend says he wont go w me tho :T he'll just report me missing#this has been a tag ramble about my sudden outset intrest in seeing a gator#my bullshit#lol barely but still#also- i told myself not to over do it drawin the scales or coloring it#and as you can see i dont listen to myself ever#lol they look outta place but idc i got to draw 2 of my favorite characters and also ALLIGATORS :U#living the dream rn
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TIL that theres aphobes on Tumblr trying to claim that Jughead Jones has actually been gay coded the whole time and that saying he's ace is homophobic I fucking hate it here
#as an ace person who grew up on the archie comics this really pissed me off#like theres literally a canon gay charecter in the comics why do you have to take the one charecter aces have#and honestly i have yet to see anyone actually do proper analysis and explain in what way the charecter is gay coded at all#the only point ive seen anyone make that supposedly reveals his “obvious gay coding”#is that he was never intrested in women in the comics#WELL GUESS WHAT#HE WASENT INTRESTED IN MEN EITHER#IN FACT HE WASNT INTRESTED IN ANYONE#AND EXPRESSED DISTASTE IN THE CONCEPT OF SEX AND ROMANCE ENTIRELY#YOU KNOW WHAT ORIENTATION THAT SOUNDS AN AWFUL LOT LIKE?#HMMM I DONT KNOW ABOUT THIS ONE FOLKS#I CANT QUITE PUT MY FINGER ON IT#VOTE NOW ON YOUR PHONES#im so tired of this shit#can people just let us exist please#jughead jones#archie comics#asexual#aromantic#aroace#ace discourse#aphobia#tw swearing
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Hey Tumblr guess what I watched
#art#digital art#fanart#marble hornets#marble hornets fanart#marble hornets tim#masky#my intrests are so conflicting#hi my main hyperfixations are object shows and analog horror yes im sane#becoming a film student now lol
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im not sure how much longer this blog has left. Its mostly from my end, but ive been just really tired lately. Maybe i'll just officially put it on hiatus for a while.
#i still get notifications here sometimes which is cool but i think my intrest is just kinda gone for the blog#idk#a hiatus for now and we'll see where im at when im not so tired and thinking straight
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god could have given me normal kinks but nooooOoo i had to get that avant-garde conceptual shit that has no practical application
#i can’t fully blame it. but i think me going to debutant classes and learning how to be ‘high society’ poisoned my brain#2 nights a week at 11 years old i got to pretend to be a princess and waltz in ball gowns with cute boys#yes I know utensil etiquette now but also i can foxtrot and that doesn’t come up in real life ever#in my mind i’m a very demure prince with an empty dance card#anyway i need to be sequestered off to a castle in a ball gown and my elbow length gloves and cherished#jk jk... unless?#okay i’m .. going to stop talking now#also i’m wearing a very pretty dress rn and i feel so cute#but i haven’t saved so i have a full ass beard and hmm. intresting. i should shave it soon#uhhh okay i’m done making posts now#noodle posting#also also also; my drafts are a MESS and if anyone saw them i would be executed#hehe i really put the cut in execute#okY im done!
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I wish there was a way to like take your part of the brain that obsesses over a new piece of media every few months and point it at something purposefully, because i could really use that rn. I would use that to get obsessed with greek mythology and history because knowing a thing or two about it rn would truly save me from the hell that is the ancient literature class
#i need to get obsessed with homers illiad and odessey RIGHT NOW!!! or else im will not be passing that exam#our teacher in that class is absolutely useless but the thing is that it seems like everyone around me actually knows a lot about it already#so its not that bad for them BUT ITS TERRIBLE FOR ME! I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ANCIENT LITERATURE!#i was never intrested in greek mythology as a kid and now i am facing the consequences#having to be only surrounded by people smarter than me will be the death of me. get me out of here. i dont want to be in academics
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I am laying in bed staring at the ceiling trying to figure out if I am an aromantic lesbian 🙏 I've only ever had one crush in my entire existence (we are NOT counting Velvette here, she's fictional) and compared to everyone i know I am about like. 20 crushes behind the age norm 🙏 I have a very hard time crushing on people like. Oh hello. I started dating my ex gf within a week of re-meeting her soo uh
The cat is on my lap. Slipknot is playing in the background.
This is prime gay teenage behavior DAMNIT
#aromantic#but maybe#who knows#moon doesnt like to date ig??#but also#she wants a gf#so bad#like you dont even know#but i dont find crushes easy#like#so many peoples#but uh#no one really intrests me??#i cant tell if all the people suck or if im just aromantic#im goimg with the latter for now#gay#thats it thats the tag#send help#i need it#desperately#MY EX GF CAME OUT TO ME AS STRIAGHT. IT WAS A WLW RELATIONSHIP#FUCKING DAMNIT#get me a gf#stat#quick quick#anyways
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why is there so much hate on poppy 😭 god forbid a woman do anything
#poppy is literally my favourite character i might have an unhealthy crush on her#AND I GO ON TIKTOK AND WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE HER GUYS#‘she ruined the songs’#‘branch deserves better’#‘the her and viva subplot in trolls shouldve been erased’#‘poppy never learns the lesson she’s just so annoying to branch’#‘poppy gets on my nerves so bad hope she dies in the next movie’#WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS#‘i pretend trolls world tour doesn’t exist bc it doesn’t go with the trollsverse at all it’s the worst trolls movie ever’#WHY ARE YOU HATING ON THE LESBIAN TROLLS MOCIE#POPPYS CHARACTER DEVELOPMEMT IS SO COMPLEX SND SO INTRESTING SHES LOVABLE AND WITH HOW SHE WAS RAISED OBVIOUSLY SHE WOUKD HAVE A HARD TIME#COMPREHENDING THE ABILITY TO HELP IN OTHER WAYS!!!!! THE WAY THAT BEING QUEEN HAS BEEN HARD ON HER AND HER DEVEKOPEMT OF BEING A GOOD QUEEN#IS LITETALLY THE BEST THING EVER WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU#plus why would you want to get rid of the poppy lore#like king peppy gets more fucking terrible in each movie you can’t look me in the eye and say you weren’t excited to see how badly he could#fuck up now#he’s powering himself up every mocie to become the ultimate villain in the last trolls movie guys#trust me. im right#i love poppy so much why is everyone being so mean to her#that’s very lesbophobic actuallg#trolls#poppy#laz.exe
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what if i quit all my research and forget my goals and my reason to be alive and everything ive ever worked for
to study hair folicles
#i just ripped out some of my hair (dont ask... my scalp was itchy okay...)#and like#no one ever talks about how hideous hair folicles are#like ew wtf is that#i used to be so fascinated by them when i was kid😭🙏#back when i was a chronic#“i will pick anything and everything within my reach”#dw guys im better now#but like hair folicles always intrested me#what if i go into human biology to specifically study hair#i should be a hairdresser
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the I have a meeting w someone whos not in art so I can't dress to weird but its about art so I dont have to be completely boring fit of the day
#i was really in the mood for full cowboy but alas#kyle.outfit#anyway its turming into summer so expect more fit pics bc im wearing acc semi intresting fits now
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Venting in tags sorry if it sounds rude my feelings were just kinda hurt
#Today i was at this art festival right#And there was this girl who was talking to me while we were coloring in something for some contest idk#Andshe was talking ALOT#But i didnt mind so i was talking to her too because shes in some of the fandoms i used to be in#And i ended up talking about my fursona because shes a furry too#And i decided to show her some art of him#And she fucking goes “...oh that charcter design is...intresting”#And she said it in a way where you can tell she thought it was shit#Like im not being dramatic#And like ok have your opinions about my art sure#But be fucking nice about it i hate when people are mean like that about a character i put so much love and time into#So now i kind of regret ever showing her that
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Got so excited about a concept for my dnd character that it made me nauseous
#wacky watermelons#dnd#i thought to myself. woah what if eddie got possessed. thatd create such intresting dynamics#and then the force of a really interesting idea and the part of my brain that shuts down anything too out of possibility collided#and i got both light headed and nauseous like god was personally smiting me#which would honestly be deserved#but anyway. imagine#eddie. ball of nerves and self hate extraordinaire vs being forced to hurt the people he cares about#how do you deal with that?#how do you deal with that when all you can think is how selfish you sound when you bring it up?#how do you deal with that when the people you would seek comfort from now have reservations?#even if they know. it was still your face and your voice#anyway. this is probably not happening in campaign. but man do i love a good possession#ah fuck they did briefly possess ryke right? it was during a boss and for. a turn.#whatever. im going to try to mentally beam this to my dm like im reinventing magic#you guys will hear about it if it happens#hmu if you want to hear about the things actually happening to these fools. theres so much and i get so worked up
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lowkey wanna make a cowboy kiraboss au pfft
#ALR GOT A PLOT OKOKOK SO#kira js like a ol normal cowboy right like nun to see here#well thats his cover bc he did some heinous crimes back when n now hes takin it low to not be caught#BUT HERES THE FUNNY THING#LIKE.. 70% of the cowppl around him r criminals n crap so like which one is gonna peak intrest#the guy who did smth way back or the one whos robbin the bank rn#so dio woulb be the big bad n he knows abt kiras “lil” crimes so she uses that#as like a “oh u gotta do my biddin”#thats kiras role but idk dias yet#ILL COME BACK W SMTH SOILD#BUT..#kiraboss#cowboys…#yes.#im rehearsing what to say
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I can learn dancing and choreography somewhere else 🩷
#.mimiming ❜#this is why i usually avoid listen to classical songs#because.. they r so fun to choreograph...#but then i started listening to old boll ywood songs (circumstances)#now suddenly im intrested again#but also the plave where i started it ... yeaggg....#this is why i was not that interested in doing to see their dussher a function#butmy friend was there so
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I hate how people have taken girl dinner and turned it into something negative. Girl dinner is so obviously something positive to me. It’s a celebration of food and eating in general! Girl dinner is saying “hey, it may not be a balanced meal, but it’s something I like and would actually eat, and that’s okay!!”. It’s taking the shame out if not being able to make a “proper” dinner. It’s telling young women everywhere that’s it’s okay to eat what you want, as long as it’s something! If anything, girl dinner is anti-ED.
Same with girl math!! Girl math is just a fun cute way to make something that’s difficult for millions of people somewhat less daunting and overwhelming. These are positive things that a bunch of people turned negative simply because the word “girl” was put in front. Most people I’ve seen that are against these trends claim to be fighting misogyny but in reality are just putting down women even more. No one who’s actually participated these trends are saying that girls are bad at math, or that starving yourself is a fun quirky thing. They’re saying the opposite. They’re saying it’s okay to be different.
The sad thing is I see it repeating with the Roman Empire trend/meme too, and I know that one isn’t for the girls, but it’s still the same people attacking it. People need to remember that just because somethings gendered doesn’t mean it’s sexist. If you have an issue with people having fun just because someone else on the internet said it’s bad you need to touch some fucking grass, damn.
#rattrambles#sorry for the tangent but this just irks me so much#these trends are so obviously supposed to be light hearted goofs and they’ve been tainted and warped into something to be shamed for#why can’t women celebrate their girlhood?#why can’t guys bond over a shared intrest?#things can be gendered and positive#girl dinner#girl math#roman empire#also excuse any typos#I’m sick as hell right now#and like not in the cool way#in the “im a victorian child who’s caught the plague” way
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Hey guys I did the thing again >:]
This is HEAVILY inspired by @fiddlstyx post abt ✨️Martin✨️ so thanks :D!!
#Im gonna try to write the next chapter soon >:]#Martin is the nerd version of Marty from Citizen Valley btw#he also has a stutter now (totally not a self-insert trait lol *cough cough*)#The citizen valley timeline is SO INTRESTING AAA#enjoy :D#bttf#back to the future#back to the future the game#bttftg#martin consumes my mind so i had to get him out#<< prev#same bro same 😌#marty mcfly#Martin McFly#??? i guess#Citizen Valley#bttf fic#harassynth is a federal crime mr corleone
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