#im so fucking shaken by this.
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Watching weirdos on twitter miss the point of RGU so hard they actually start thinking BACKWARDS about it is so insane to me like did we watch the same fucking show how r u gonna sit there and say with your whole chest that ANTHY is the problem and that what happened to her and Utena wasn't assault and abuse how are you going to look me in my big gay eyes and say that Utena CONSENTED to everything Akio put her through? SHE'S A CHILD? THOSE ARE CHILDREN? How did you miss the entire point of the show how did you look at a show that gives you victims who act morally grey for their own survival due to their circumstances under the patriarchy that harbors a systemic cycle of abuse and go "actually THEY ARE THE BAD GUYS" instead of realizing that the entire point is that the cycle should be broken and everything that's been occurring to these characters was detrimental to their health and perception of healthy and prosperous relationships. How did you look at Akio fucking Ohtori and go "he was right and good actually" did you just have your eyes fucking closed for the last five episodes or something are you fucking stupid be honest
#im still so shaken over that how the fuck are you gonna watch this show and then completely ignore everything about it#like yes Revolutionary Girl Utena is a complex show and the themes are more mature but#for the message of it to go COMPLETELY OVER YOUR HEAD is insane like you mustve watched that shit on mute and made up your own storyline#revolutionary girl utena#long post#'anthy wanted to believe in a prince' yes but the point was that she didnt need a prince nor did utena need to be one for her to be free#Dios was NOT THE HERO HERE#THE WHOLE POINT WAS THAT THE PRINCEHOOD CONCEPT WAS BAD AND NOT THE ANSWER#YES this is about saiscribbles that fucking freak
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Holy shit you guys
So we were on the way home from an escape room when we suddenly hit a bad storm. All at once we started getting emergency alerts on our phones: "TORNADO WARNING: SEEK SHELTER IMMEDIATELY."
We were on a twisty rural road with nowhere to pull off, and thats when the hail started hitting. It was raining so hard we couldn't even see out the windows.
A long trip of navigating rain, hail, dangerously high winds, fallen trees and downed powerlines later, we made it back to mom's house. A tree had fallen and blocked the front door, miraculously no windows are broken.
We're without power and water, but thankfully we're all safe. I'll probably have to turn my phone off to conserve battery in case of emergencies, but with any luck the power lines will be fixed tomorrow.
#irl stuff#fucking hell i've never been so close to death#we were up on a road that had no guardrails and deep ditches/hillsides on either side of it#if that tornado had been JUST on the other side of the hill I would probably not be here to type this#anyway im going to just try and calm down after all that#i had to put on a brave face for my nephew and nieces so they wouldn't panic but in reality i was scared shitless#we're shaken but we're okay at least!
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get well soon ❤️🩹
#I HOPE THEY ARE OKAY 😭#the way my heart fucking dropped to my stomach#i feel so bad for them ohmygod#im genuinely shaken up after reading this i hope they get all the rest they need 😭 this is so scary..#i just want them to be safe always 😔#skz
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sometimes talking to people about music fills me with so much hatred for mankind
#people who can't listen to/talk about certain music without it being ironic lol funny#shut the literal fuck up youre so annoying and you dont even know it#esp white people who think listening to rap is like funny and ironic or something?#like teehee im white and i like snoop dogg isnt that so funny and unexpected.... actually no not at all lmao#the way gangsters paradise has been turned into some kind of meme#of course they cant just enjoy black art without making a mockery of it#im still fuckin shaken by that post where someone was like “does weird al count as rap” 😐 seek help#and dont even get me started about death grips
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actually fuckedup so bad today i cant believe it
#Shaking and trembling and covered in blood: w-well live and learn i guess right? Can’t change the past right? Onward and upward right????#Technically wasn’t even that bad i just ate more cookies than i meant to but i was just doing so WELL and then today i ate x cals#Of my favorite sweets and I couldn’t stop myself I couldn’t put them down and im so angry ive had so much self control this whole time#I’m still gonna keep under my cal max today I’ll just have salad for dinner and black coffee but fuck man. Shit#I just kept going and got upset so i ate more to quench the feeling of being upset and Ive been stifling that urge so well#i know r3str1cting isnt healthy either but i almost forgot how scary b1nging rlly feels sometimes that was the first rlly Bad one#That wasn’t caused bc i was hungry from r3str1cting intensely but simply because i wanted sugar and couldn’t say no. And its shaken me#Ugh
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I NEED NATLAN NOW
youtube
WE HAVE
CAT MOMMY
WE HAVE
HUNTER WIFE
AND WE HAVE
HER
OH I AM FEELING
I WANT TO DRAW HER SO BAD AAAAAAAAAA WHY IS MY TABLET BROKEN NOW OF ALL TIMES INJUSTICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#jesus fucking christ#i am shaken to my core#shinon plays genshin impact#suddenly i feel VERY motivated to grind those summer event primos#im gonna be so poor haha#Youtube
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I'm so excited for my D&D campaign
#i ran one in this world for two and a half years where everything is ravaged by dragons#but now theres been a somewhat revolution because one of the only surviving major cities was impulsively conquered by my players#so things have been shaken up a lot and now they have a holiday because they brought i think three gods to earth at once#two of my players became the vessels of the gods of light and darkness and duked it out and fast forward a year or two#and their hold on the economic powerhouse of the continent is solidified and they have partnered with an organization#that specualizes in magical artifacts from every concievable reality#and my NEW campaign is people hired by this organization#The Forge of Wonders#they have this entirely greyed out library full of strange books that when you pick them up gain color and you can read their spines#and these books are stories. theyre fairy tales. theyre pirate adventures. theyre dragon babysitting. theyre demon apocalypses.#and these stories are worlds. theyre stories in truth. and my players have been hired to dive into the stories and retrieve Thing#for the forge of wonders#which means i get to make WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT BITCHES#i get to be so fucking impulsive with my story crafting#and im not going to balance anything correctly. theyre just going to have to assume from the summary in the front page if its doable#demon apocalypse? probably outside of our level. gnome tinkerers? probably not too bad#and ill have prebuilt stories and something theyre taked with retrieving and they get to choose which onr yhey do#anyways the forge of wonders started as a magic shop that only accepted platinum (1000 gold) as currency so they did a lot of shopping ther#i just took that old document full of crazy magical items and i tweaked it and molded it and added to it and the new version is 33 pages 🥰#thats what ive been doing at work the past three days lol#dnd#my dnd
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last night there was a giant fucking flying roach in our apartment and it was the scariest thing ive ever experienced in my life. i have actual ptsd from childhood trauma and i dont remember ever being that scared
#im only half joking but like. fr i was screaming and shaking and just generally freaking out#IT FLEW AT ME!!!!!!! AND IT WAS HUGE!!!!!!!!#i ended up one-shotting it out of the air with a water jug but . i was so shaken up afterward#yeah im a big fucking weenie what about it.#at one point it was on my leg and i nearly passed out
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ADAM FUCKING DIED?????
#genuinely wtf#laura’s first vld#I thought yall were being dramatic abt s7…#fym the literal queer representation died#im actually so shaken#like what the fuck#literally why can’t the let shiro have one fucking thing#it’s like they hate all their characters (especially Shiro)#i get it now#vld shiro
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But regardless, Nicky sits still in his chair and looks down at a meal that he's barely touched, with all three of his parents arguing loudly, on his birthday that no one seems to have remembered. For a moment earlier he thought maybe he’d forgotten his own birthday, but between everything that's changed with having two different childhoods and a whole lot of inter-dimensional bullshit, December 21st has always been Nicky’s birthday.
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the third part of the telepathy nark au is out now! i got 2/3 chapters done as of posting it, youll have to wait a bit for chapter three because my ao3 author days have finally caught up to me and i got in a car accident (its funny, laugh)
but heres some nicky birthday angst for the soul, i like to be evil sometimes :)
hope yall enjoy!
#im okay physically but im mentally shaken up so ill be taking some time to just..recuperate#Get The Fuck Out Of My Head by autumnl3av3s#He's Half Of My Soul As The Poet's Say by autumnl3av3s#dndads#dndads fic#dndads fanfic#dndaddies#dungeons and daddies#dndads fanfiction#my writing#nark#lark oak garcia#lark oak#nicholas close#nick close#nicholas foster#nick foster#nicky close#nicky foster#nicky freeman#🍁
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just got chewed out for like half an hour by my stupid supervisor 🤪
#i was like shaken up in the beginning you know during the first 10 minutes. lmao#but eventually and now im just like girl WHAT is your problem. fucking hell#at least it was like also at the person who helps me out and takes care of the other floor for coffee and stuff#so it wasnt all on me but still.#the incredible irony of her bitching at me about not being out on the floor enough when she is keeping from the floor#like. girl get it together#and she was insisting she wasnt yelling or getting an attitude but like. you are talking very loudly in full view of the client#when youre supposedly so concerned abt what the client sees or gets from us as far as work like thanks bitch#but anyway knowing that im in the right and like shes just fucking stupid? makes it better so i was basically standing there humoring her#even before All That i was gonna apply to another job today and you can bet i sure did that right after#like get me out of hereeeeee. please lmao#unbelievable. ive never been talked to like that in my previous jobs not even by CUSTOMERS. jeez
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i don't think people realise how severely source memories can fuck a person up, if they're bad enough.
#alters memories are valid pls#anyone who says otherwise gets shaken like a leaf#i didnt go through all that just to be told that it doesnt matter because it didnt happen to the body#i think im actually more severely affected by that trauma than the bodys at this moment in time#so like#yeah just dont be a dick about it#it still happened to me#evan.txt#did#did osdd#osddid#did system#dissociative identity disorder#endos dni#endos fuck off
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new therapist update. we just had our first session and she is AMAZING in every single way. i feel so fucking lucky
#purrs#i had a horrible couple hours earlier today so i am feeling shaken from that and it’s hard to process the goodness of that. but it was so#good. she matched my energy and we’ve been thru some of the same stuff and she validated me abt things i have never a) told anyone before b)#gotten validation about. so it was really good. im so lucky and so excited to work with her. and she even stayed on w me for an extra half#hour so i could answer all her questions thoroughly 🥹 i wish i wasn’t in so much pain that i can’t acually register how good that was now th#that im not in it but omg. i am so happy. also she kinda informally diagnosed me w trauma spectrum stuff and said that’s how we’ll approach#all my other stuff and she said she has so many ideas abt how to work w me and so much energy she was ready to take a power walk LOLLLL :’~D#she was the first person i found. i was immediately drawn to her. i was a little alarmed when she automatically assumed we would be working#together and also she spelled my last name wrong in the portal which DAMN it i forgot to tell her about omg. but yeah im so glad. it was#meant to be and she said so too. WAHHHHHHH 😭#now i just have to recover from this fucking breakdown which i might have another one of if redacted. LMFAO
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my bad mood knows no bounds
#i am exhausted and on my way home a fucking dog lunged at me and i had to throw rocks#im ok btw just shaken. dogs are the worst#except for my chumpis#i am now staring at nothing trying to hype myself up to do the nightly routine#and trying to break the news to my grandma that ill stay another day#and ask her to not lock me out#overall thursdays are always the worst day of my week#im so tired
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i just dont know if ill ever recover. after having watched fire walk with me
#its been a full 24 hours im still so shaken by it#lauraaaaa... laura.....#i realized thta her home life would be. fucked up. but she doesn't talk much about it in her diary really#so seeing it on screen was so visceral and gross and awful. ouhhhh#quincy.txt#tp posting
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#are we ready to have a conversation about the definition of “best goalie in the world” yet?#i'm being a bitch but i've held off on this#on the upside at least we were never shut out and we don't have to play fucking *******#to my first point this is the problem with not having a consistent league#international play is so limited that you cannot judge based on that and you cannot judge based on college#i mean tbt to last year's red stars#we should also have a conversation about how obsessed we are with shooting the puck low#and every other team has a couple of snipers#and if we sniped a little more instead of doing the fake outs we might be in a different place#im just so tired#and not to rub it in but we were never going to win the cup#like somehow every team plays their best against us#i hope erin ambrose still gets defender of the year#and i hope ******* ******* does not get 4 awards#like if you see someone coming at you 1-1 have you considered moving back in your crease a bit#i would also be interested to know if the order gets shaken up#because again if you are only playing internationally with the best defenders protecting you#then how much are you really tested#same could be said for campbell though#i maintain that montreal's biggest enemy is their brains#and he was way out of crease on a lot of these#and if you look at frankel or campbell's positioning they are never that far out#also we have to talk about the face offs being atrocious tonight#like i said i'm glad it's over#and like i said before i think i prefer the winning the league situation instead of the playoff setup#maybe minnesota pulls it out#but at the end of the day we are undefeated in regulation playoff hockey#brings me to another point which is would it not make more sense that you have to get 9 of 15 points in a playoff series#and so then the score would be 3-6 and we'd still be in it#like continue with the points system
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