#im so fucking devastated man
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I just finished the final episode of the owl house. They ended with a bang... and I'm DEFINITELY not crying...
#the owl house#toh#owl house#toh season 3#toh watching and dreaming#i wanna rewatch the whole series and cry all over it like it's my first time seeing it again but in one big sitting#im so fucking devastated man#what do i do now???#:[
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IVE HAD ALL OF TODAY TO GET OVER IT AND IM STILL SO SAD
#yuri on ice#ice adolescence#i mean im not surprised it doesnt take a genius to realize that 5 years of radio silence probably means something nuked it behind the scenes#but fuck dude i am still so so upset it's so devastating gettjng the confirmation that there's really no hope for it now#yuri on ice was revolutionary to me man im so upset
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ok pause. i just thought about wolfwood's death scenes in both trimax and 98 and i'm crying. what the fuck do you mean he just found a will to keep on living after so long of being willing to die for any bullshit reason and he died anyway. what do you mean trimax ww died next to the man who taught him how to live and love again and vash buried him alone. what do you mean 98 ww died wanting to spend his days with vash ans the girls and vash carried ww's gun around after that and used it in the final fight. what the fuck do you mean. that's the saddest shit i ever heard get said in my life
#trigun#vashwood#sorry im pausing the mcrp posting for a minute to think about trigun. it WILL happen again <3#like come on. COME ON.#GET THE FUCK BACK HERE NIGHTOW WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS I'M DEVASTATED#listening to my vashwood playlist and i'm going to fucking sob for real why did i put mcr on this thing it's so fucking sad oh my god#tristamp ww you are on the chopping block girlie you are a dead man walking you are carrying your own tombstone#that is so sad to think about. doomed by the narrative so hard he can't escape death in any universe#whiskeys word soup
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tired: the bats are so weird and creepy and everyone else is always so normal compared to them!
wired: impulse started fidgeting so hard he just started vibrating and clipped halfway through the floor and part of helen's foot before he realized what he was doing. this is just a normal tuesday
inspired: superman, superboy, and supergirl are sitting together in midair having a mild-mannered midwestern discussion as to which of their nonpowered combatant friends has the most fucked-up looking bones. several of said friends are in the room and really wish they wouldn't do this
#rimi talks#sorry every time i see a ''wow gotham is so weird and everyone else plays straightman'' post or fic i just#speedsters are walking bethesda glitches and supers are freaky powered aliens.#i haven't read as much amazon lore so i don't want to make Inaccurate Jokes but theres Definitely ways for them to be weird as fuck too#like im SURE there are theyre magic and also have superpowers#Everyone In This House Is Kind Of A Freak. All Of Them#constantly thinking abt becketts post of jon asking if he can look at bruce's fucked up skull#bc his dad says batman gets hit in the head nightly and now he's curious and wants to see#fucking devastating man laskdjflkdjs
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How do we feel about Beach wear Noritoshi....
Everyone thinks he'd go covered head to toe wearing those wet suits divers use, but no. Noritoshi isn't the type to want to attract attention to himself when it's not needed, so he'd try to blend in. Emphasis on try.
He's the guy wearing a covering or some shit. I think you'd have to fight him to wear a translucent one. (if you splash him with water, you'll acheive the same effect thoughahahaha) even though it's a beach, he's trying to find an appropriate way to cover up, hes just like that. yes to sunscreen ofc. I can see him in a sun hat, but it's not his.. maybe he took it from one of the girls
HIS HAIR WOULD BE UP BC ITD BE TOO HOT AND THE SUN HAT WOULD HELP HIM FROM GETTING OVERHEATED H.H....H IS FACE WOULD BE FLUSHED BC OF THE HEAT AND. AND. AND.. he's like the beach babe on the shore, soaking up the sun and reading a book or smth. if you splash him with water, i can see him trying to get you back. then boom bam, hes in the water with everyone else.
OH FUCK that's even IF he goes to the beach. it's like seeing God in the flesh, idk man I'd go blind........... hed probably come along when he realizes theres hot people at the beach. he cant have you looking at people in that state, hold on hes going. give him five minutes..!
EXTRA
[untied covering version under the cut. like his booefjehsaf are out aha.]
ahahahahahahahahaa *froths at the mouth*
mf dont even begin to look at me like that
#kamo noritoshi#noritoshi kamo#noritoshi#kamo noritoshi x reader#noritoshi kamo x reader#noritoshi x reader#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#FAM IMA BE SO FR W YOU. ITS SO COLD WHERE I AM RN#AS OF POSTING THIS#BUT ITS FUCKING SUMMER SOMEWHERE OUT THERE SO LETS FUCKING GO#IM TELLING YOU WHEN I FUCKING SAW THIS ASK I FROZE#HOW ARE WE FEELING?????#FAM WE'RE FEELING FUCKING DEAD AND RESUSCITATED#GOD I FEEL LIKE YOU ANSWERED MY PRAYERS OR SOME SHIT BC I WANTED TO TAKE THIS MANS SHIRT OFF SO BAD BUT NEVER HAD A PROPER EXCUSE#OFFICER. GOD. TUMBLR STAFF.... THIS IS PURELY FOR THE SAKE OF ANDSWERING MY BELOVED CULT MEMBER'S QUESTION#I SWEAR THERE IS NO OTHER UNDERLYING REASON#OFFICER PLEASE#nah its embarrassing how hyped i got for this ask#you got me wide awake at 8 am bc of beach wear......#I WANTED TO SHOW HIS WAIST BUT THE FUCKING STUPID COVERING BLOCKED IT ALL.#WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME @ MYSELF?!??????#DOES THIS COUNT AS SUGGESTIVE????#NO. ITS JUST HIS CHEST. DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT 👊💥💥👊💥👊💥💥#HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT THE NORITOSHI THAT TEASES YOU BACK...... IM SUCH A FOOL. GOD STRIKE ME DOWN RN......#DUDE I DABBLED IN IT A BIT HERE BUT OH MY FUCK.... IT NEEDS AN ENTIRE POST OH FUCK#tysm anon I'll love you till my heart rots#you dont understand my devastation half way through when he kinda looked like beach geto. pinterest if you ever get your filthy paws on thi#and call him geto. istg ill gut you alive#null rot
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Day 172 | id in alt
Being silly.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#NOT ME ACCIDENTALLY MAKING KUGISAKI LOOK LIKE MY CROSS EYED CAT#Kugisaki im so sorry i made you kinda look like my cat little man#devastated honestly#now to go back on track ive been reading into a lot of stuff lately#and honestly i might go back into my bloodborne thine its dragging me back#also the aus.....#i only have three one is a bloodborne au and the other two are some nbmk fucked up thing that makes me giggle#robot and angel of vengeance and a witch and a whole ass god of weapons and tactical war#maki would bever be the god of war war because she's not the type of person to just go brazenly fighting for the thrill of the kill#also in that witch au i accidentally somehow established a government and gojo is in there#its funny#i like playing with unclear shit that questions morality and power
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arcane ending thoughts under the cut. spoiler warning.
#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane season 2 act 3 spoilers#arcane#im heartbroken#watching that show as an eldest sibling man. it hurts#it portrays sisterhood so fucking well#and god it crushes me#ive never been more devastated by a show in my life#it's personal now like my god#i can't even be happy that caitvi is endgame#im too busy sobbing over jinx/vi and vander#she lost her sister and her dad man#after everything. vi still couldn't save her family.#but anyway don't mind that it's taken from twitter i scream into the void on my priv lol
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if I was yujin mikotoba I would've killed myself by now
#he mustve felt absolutely fucking devastated coming back home to Japan after 2-4#genshin is gone. ayame is gone. seishiro is gone. kazuma isnt coming back with him. hes leaving sholmes again.#he has lost so many people#and he just kinda keeps going#capcom im fucking begging you. tgaa3 or a prequel where we can talk to him more and get more insight#into how he actually feels#im emo about this old man#yujin mikotoba#sure ill put it in the tag
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"if you fancy Astarion, you might want to consider therapy. He's so damaged I must have him! Enjoy the fantasy and then call a therapist. It's a two step thing and it's very important you do both." - Amelia Tyler what do your narrator eyes see? 😂😂😂
#ohohooooohoo the little random tidbits devs and voice actors have dropped about his companion arc is making me NERVOUS#just throwin out some meta thoughts here#in order for astarion to *get rid of* the tadpole; cazador *has* to die first. like i'll bet my left tit this is conditional#since cazzy is apparently a control freak he might be enemies w the mindflayers/absolute cult bc ''bleh bleh my city''#i think its entirely possible that we could ally w cazador against the absolute; this would like have to result in astarion attacking tav#im just worried it might be like; you have to at least temporarily side w the absolute if you kill cazzy?#idk! idk!#and like i do think there will probably be a 3rd option of like 'i hate both these groups kill them both' but man.#and then there's whatever is going on w his ''this soul is not for sale except in the realm of the undead'' stamp#like are we gonna have to go the there? wherever the fuck that is?#pls amelia i am begging on my knees i need a sign! of hope!#bc now the hug and hand holding in the trailer is making me think larian is trying to trick me into believing he'll be okay#only to hit me with a devastating ending(s) no matter what#idk. man. i read astarion's writer was fanes writer. idk dos2 but like i am aware of what......happened w that 'romance'#pls i need a sign larian#i am so sick of the bioware style romances! the morrigans! the solases ! the unresolved endings of it all! ENOUGH#i want closure from this i am begging#for once in my life i just want closure for a video game romance ending#i JUST THINK LIKE ideally. for me. he'd have at least 1 ending where he's not cured but lives happily ever after*#i am having a hard time picturing him cured of vampirism. tbh. but if it's possible without him immediately dying then. well hats off#its 2 AM here i need to knock it tf off and go to bed#........unless.....yall want to enable me and discuss this further#i am 1 more bad day away from writing a thesis on this in MLA format istg
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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devastating how many books of ancient literature and history have been lost. it's so hard to imagine until you actually see a list and realise that those are the works we know to be lost, just how much of it is gone that we have no idea about?
#litchi.txt#Ive taken up a lot more reading over the last months#(by reading understand: I am venturing beyond the realm of ao3)#and I mean Ive mentioned that I am reading the alexander trilogy but Im doing some research on the side as well#since I forgot like 80% of the stuff I knew about my boy since I last looked into it#and I am just. so fucking devastated to know that I have the majority of surviving sources on him. right on my bookshelf#and then I look thru the historiography of alexander on wikipedia because surely that cant be it right?#and oh. oh the amount of lost works on him alone. just the amount of books on him that we know of that are lost#the accounts of ptolemy i and his own diaries#but what of the other generals? what of the other members of the court? just how much are we missing?#and that is a single man. a man that is so well known and admired#how many smaller things are we missing?#and don't even get me started of just how difficult it is to do research into the middle ages's dark ages#things after the fall of the roman empire before the rise of a new prominent kingdom#(I am so very bothered by how little we know of Samo's Empire there is a total of one paragraph we can say about him)
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UPDATE. HOLYYYY SHIT DUDE THAT INTERLUDE. AMY WAKE UP YOU FUCKED UP BIG TIME !!!!!!!!!! HELLO???? WHAT THE FUCK????? DUDE. AMY. OH GOD OH FUCK
I LOVE BONESAW SHES SO SCARY <3 how far did you get into the suckening btw. did you meet the weylin twins. I think bonesaw would be such good friends with the weylin twins.
hey also? what the fuck? bonesaw? bonesaw can we talk. i just want to talk. please. can I pick your brain. oh no. oh wait. aha. bad choice of words.
#TALKING IN THE TAGS. just because i think the bit of just the dallon-pelham torment nexus image here is funny. and also ive had it saved for#fucking forever its where the winters family torment nexus bit came from originally LMFAO.#anyway. ohh god.!!!!! sickos yes haha yes!!!!!!!!!!! everybody sucks here it's so miserable!!! surely this will have no devastating#consequences down the road :)))#i fucking LOVE bonesaw SO MUCH shes everything 2 meeeee. i love u bonesaw she is my favorite. i was half excited for u 2 get to this one bc#of the Amy Horror but also half bc bonesaw.... :]]] she is so good. I HAVEN'T MET THE WEYLIN TWINS YET but i know them#peripherally already + am lowkey obsessed w them from all ive gathered so far they would be SUCH good friends <33#anyway im sure bonesaw would love to pick your brain!!! ^___^ (this is not the last of her talking abt powers though dw)#anyway. AHGHGHGHHH. man. this is the start of like one of the Big Worm Things. amy is worm fandoms vriska!!!!!1#she isnt worms vriska narratively someone else is worms vriska. but she is so fandom vriska. ahaha.#holding ur hand!!!!!!!!!#mac tag!#wormposting
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oh no was reading a fic abt the grief you feel when ur little sibling is very visibly growing older and i need a moment to cry
#I GET ITTTTT#i get it entirely#its fucked up man#its like#oh no im really gonna start crying#my little brother barely has to lift his chin to make eye contact with me anymore#i can barely pick him up and the only reason why i dont anymore is bc im sure to pull something#my little brother is gonna be in middle school soon#i changed that mfers diapers#its like. idk what to do with myself#hes growing up#and it really does feel like grief when you realize it#its devastating#im in mourning#do you get it?#michi tag#ohh im so not ok rn what the hell
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been bouncing around the idea of a character believing in god or a higher power not because they want to, but out of Necessity. to worship but not to believe. or love. because they think they have to, for whatever reason. sick relative? dead loved one? Overwhelming Fear Of Anything Otherwise ??? Does this even make sense? who knows!! im not nearly skilled enough to translate that into words or a character or really develop it into fruition so itll just stay up Here forever
#rambles of a mad man#has this been done before??? i hope so!! let me know#i am totally absolutely projecting with my own feelings on faith btw but i also think it could be a Cool Narrative#could be likee. a dnd thing maybe. theres a lot of religions there i think <- knows fuck all abt dnd lore#but also im more interested in it being completely divorced from fantasy and more based on real life?#makes it more devastating. which is what i want#but. idk!#just a thought im putting out there. i probably wont do anything with it for a very long time
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I AM SO NOT FUCKING OKAY
#I AM SO NOT WELL#HE THINKS IM STRONG#I AM NOT#IM WEAK#SO VERY WEAK#IM CRUMBLE#I AM IN SHAMBLES#ON MY KNEES#IM NOT FUCKING JOKING#CHRISTOPHER BANG CHAN#BANG CHAN#i am not okay#I'm devastated#someone save me from this man#but highkey don't save me#oh god#oh hell#holy he'll
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I just finished reading the most fucking devastating +100k word fic in three days and I'm nawt okay
#mine#vld#there's this one specific fic writer that i have literally followed for years since 2017 at least#and i always reread their old stuff bc its just so well written it fucks me up and the PLOT? the CHARACTERIZATION?! dear goood#but they had written a longifc more recently like 2022 and i was putting off reading their newer stuff bc theyre moving on to writing#their own novel!! and im so happy for them so reading their stuff makes me sad a bit#but i finally got around to reading this fic and dear god what are they putting in the water man everything write is a fucking banger#and DEVASTATING#like i want to cry and punch something at the same time but ITS A HAPPY ENDING LIKE#anyway ele keep rocking it i hope your fucking novel is wonderful you deserve all the success#been 6 years since that godforsaken show ended and your voltron fanfiction still slays every time#and i read them over again every year fjfkkfkfkf#voltron
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