#im so frustrated and upset
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I'm afraid to tell you some bad news regarding NaNo, it hasn't really been getting any better, Kilby(the current ED) has been kinda making it worse. And on top of that, just today they shilled some AI writing tool(It's been deleted after it got some serious backlash, but not before whoever's running the account tried damage control by first disabling replies, then disabling reblogs, and having some really bad response to the criticism in messages. You can find some of this under the latest on the nanowrimo hashtag.)
Jeez man, just looked into the ai thing and I'm just. So sad. They keep making bad choices and then handling them even worse. I knew Kilby wasn't doing great but I thought there was at least some progress and this shows absolutely none of that. Thanks for letting me know.
#nanowrimo#is really falling apart rn#im so frustrated and upset#dont want to support and organization that cant get their act together but dont want to lose the community#thanks anon
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Nothing like a job search to make you feel worthless and unqualified for anything
#like truly i feel like ive wasted years of my life on skills that wont serve me#like. i did actually spend the last year on a certification that isnt what i want to do or can do anymore#like. i can barely stay sitting upright for more than an hour or two right now. i dont know what to do#im so frustrated and upset
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The way my anxiety spikes at night but I work in the morning so it's not safe to take my meds until :) I wake up
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I can't fucking sleep and I have work in the morning
#this sucks#im so frustrated and upset#but also feel like i should have seen it all coming#i know this is going to fuck me up for such a long time#this is why i dont date#or want a love life#im always just a step to someone better#god even when it comes to friendships#fuck i fucking hate life
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i know some fuckers reupload my art without a care in the world, im fighting w this for years now and it was a major reason why i deleted my previous art blog and stopped posting art for a long time. i dont hunt the internet to catch everyone tho, even if it pisses me off greatly.
BUT if anyone ever sees my oc art reuploaded, let me know so i can deal with this. one of my biggest fears is people stealing my ocs/worlds or claiming them, i saw that happen to someone once and its scary as hell. i wont tolerate that w my ocs. literally fuck you.
and regarding the AI ask just now; please dont use my OCs for things such as roleplay or anything.
also i rb sm abt it and thoughts its obvious - especially as an artist - what my stance on AI is and what a deep hatred i have for it. do NOT use my things for ANY of that shit.
and, in general while were on the topic of AI bc i see this SO OFTEN: you cant be anti AI and then turn around and use AI writing programs, its all scraped and based on stolen shit. please protect writers as much as artists and VAs.
#fanart of my ocs is ok yes but what i mean is ITS NOT OK TO REUPLOAD MY OCS or use them for personal stuff like RPs !!!!!!!!#im not coming for the anon specifically. this is a general thing and im just terribly upset at the AI shit as a whole#its frustrating me so much. my aunts fiance is a super arrogant useless techbro and its a topic we often had as discussion#and he couldnt even bring proper explanations that mf was just fumbling for excuses and unable to give me any coherent explanations#(by now i mostly dont even acknowledge him outside of basic greetings bc i dont like him anyway. that guy is an idiot in the worst way)#it rlly gets me from 0 to 100#babbles
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maffhew who refuses to say runebergin torttu because he knows hes gonna butcher it so bad he might be kicked out of the country the second he tries and staunchly avoids that by going "the one dessert that barky is going to have to explain 😃"
sasha who gets faced with the most generic description of everything hes ever eaten in his life so far because of maffhew and going "???... oh you mean runebergin torttu!"
"he did good he liked the food and he likes the finland so far so its good" sasha says with so much pride now that all the anxiety has left his system that his husband teammate is enjoying his country and doesnt hate it
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the smile of a man who knowlingly doomed his husband and said husband using all his brain power to context clues his way to whatever the fuck he just got asked that his brain is running hotter than a mid 2012 macbook air thats somehow still alive in the year of the lord 2024 but girl does she chug along shes louder than a fighter jet
#matthew tkachuk#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#the famous vanha kauppahalli date™#we know how bad he is at pronouncing words not in english he does not want to fuck up his husbands language in front of him#(the nhl stars try to speak german video has entered the chat)#different attitudes here lmao#“he did good” mate he was... eating food... what... what is there to praise here..?#i shivered sweet mary and joseph sasha this is how you praise maffhew? yeah id be an annoying little shit about it too#whatever they have. unexplainable. i wont even bother#im glad to see pie and cake are still very confusing for esol#somehow ive had the conversation with several different people in my lifetime and realised even i dont know what the fuck it is#in the sense that when i translate pastries into english for my american friends i just pause and go#wait... i think this is a pie... but its called a tart in spanish but its also kind of a cake? and- [windows reboot sound]#ive had to do this with pastafrola and im like please just eat it dont make me explain im gonna cry if i do#I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT BECAUSE IT DOESNT EXIST IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT TO ME JUST EAT IT#“so whats the difference between a torta and a tarta and isnt a tarta kinda like a pie-” “stop asking questions you dont want answers to”#you have no idea how upset i get trying to explain#im glad sasha at least protrays a little of that frustration by going “i dont know english word” girl SAME
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will never understand how people get genuinely angry over people’s views on fictional skeletons (primarily on aspects that don’t matter). cause like. that’s basically just someone’s oc. that oc’s creator has drawn that oc doing what you’re upset other people are drawing them doing. you are defending someone’s oc from something that does not matter. i can bet you a billion bucks if you went to the creator of your blorbo they would not get mad at whatever you’re upset about. they’d go “such is life” and go smoke a cigarette or something. depending on who you’re thinking about there’s a chance they’ve literally said before that they really don’t care. and neither should you
#I cannot emphasize this enough#this isnt?? me justifying like weird shit?????#or anything like that#rather please pls pls don’t fill my dash up with ‘nobody gets XYZ and you all are terrible people because-‘ come on guys#this isn’t targeted btw#just generally#it is never that serious i can promise you#utmv#sans undertale#you’re allowed to be upset/frustrated btw??? i get pissy all the time#but like i dont post that other people#are the devil just cause i don’t like the grr alpha male cross sans portrayal#i talk abt pet peeves sure but like i don’t say other people are terrible for enjoying that#you live your life ill live mine yanno#im on so many drugs (prescribed ones)#and hardly got sleep last night#sooooo#might not be the most eloquent thing I’ve ever said
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for anyone wondering, what about Han Sungsoo? 🤔 it seems that he hasn't been the CEO of Pledis since early 2022, the role until now was filled by Lee Dahye, a former VP for Bighit. HSS has still remained in the company but was demoted to an internal director
if you're wondering how you missed this, don't worry, there was never an official announcement! 🙃 carats had to find this out more than a year after the fact by doing some digging
but now Lee Dahye is being replaced by Kim Yeon Soo, who's the original VP of Pledis before they were acquired. He's the one that appeared on SVT Club, and he has historically had a good relationship with Seventeen. the way I always thought of it is Nu'est was HSS's project group, where Kim Yeon Soo oversaw the creation of svt. after the acquisition, he was put in charge of Hybe Labels Japan. it seems now he will remain in that position while also taking over as Pledis CEO
personally, I don't know what to think of this yet. on one hand carats have always had a positive view of Kim Yeon Soo, and he's always seemed to have a close relationship with svt. and I would say I'd rather have him in charge than a hybe plant
but the timing of it is very convenient. this is pure speculation on my part but with Seungkwan's Instagram post recently and all the stuff going on with hybe, it wouldn't surprise me if hybe was bringing in Kim Yeon Soo to try and appease the members (and possibly other Pledis employees). it definitely feels like they're trying to appease /somebody/ with this move, and I can't see it being the fans since most carats didn't know about Lee Dahye being the CEO in the first place. so I can only assume it's people within Pledis they're trying to appease 🤷♀️
#i didnt post about lee dahye directly when i found out bc i still wasnt totally sure if it was true#even though the evidence seemed to be pointing that way#although im pretty sure i remember posting a vague rant about hybe when i found out lmao#its interesting bc even after the acquisition even though i hated hybe#i felt it was still better for the members to re-sign and stay in pledis#bc where else would they go that would still have the resources to support them? especially when they seemed to be doing okay under hybe#even if i didnt like the company#but now i really do hope they leave#idk where they go or if it means they cant promote for a while or if it means they cant use the svt trademark and branding anymore#but all my worst fears about hybe have been proven true and i wouldn't be upset at all if they just left#which is not something i ever thought id say#like my ideal is that pledis could break from hybe all together but i know thats unrealistic#and its so frustrating bc i know its just a company but pledis has had such a rich and unique history of not only artists#but creative directors producers and other employees#but its been changed almost to the point of unrecognizability now#even nana who was with the company for 15 years left which says a lot#even the people who were loyal to pledis despite everything have started to leave#what does that say??#anyway im home sick today so i had time to rant#might turn rb's off later but ill try leaving them on#melia.txt
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vini doesn’t have to be mature about the racial abuse he faces. he doesn’t have to be strong about being a constant victim of racism. vinicius doesn’t owe shit to nobody when he’s being hurt and abused every single day. enough with the “vini has to-“ he doesn’t!
#fuck la liga i’m so mad#does this make sense idk idc im angry and frustrated#la liga and serie a consistently prove they don’t care abt their black players and even#players own teammates won’t stand up for them (bonucci w moises kean and ceballos with vini) like#it’s fucking awful like ur just trying to do ur job and play football in what is meant to be one of europe’s top 5 leagues#yet u face severe racism on a weekly basis from fans/referees/the entire institution of spanish football#what’s worse is u get minimal to zero support from ur teammates or ur so called club captain or the FUCKING OFFICALS in the league#bc racism isn’t taken seriously. some ppl even say u deserve it….. all bc u are black and u dare to play football#i’m so fucking upset
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hi does anyone have any prsk fics to recommend i had like about 20 bookmarked on a browser and can’t get any of them back now because i had to delete it 😭 specifically wxs fics would be good but idm anything
#prsk#project sekai#small rant incoming in tags#i really wish my irls would Listen when i Tell them no#Like i really dont Care if you want to rp jokingly on character ai#you don’t have to snatch my phone and pressure me#its so frustrating#pjsk#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#sorry for being a downer but i made an ao3 account recently and its a pain for me to bookmark them on the site#so that’s partially my fault but im still upset#ao3#also this was because of a friend who goes through my phone while holding it in their hands and acting like it’s all theirs#i love them but come on i have personal info on there that stays between me and god#felix complaining too much
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Guys how do I give Isles Ragatha pants that look good on her I have tried three separate times and it has NOT worked out
#hypers 2 am thoughts#tadc#the amazing digital circus#digital circus#the amazing survival isles#survival isles au#survival isles ragatha#tadc au#digital circus au#im not actually upset#a bit frustrated yeah but thats about it#why was gangle so easy and everyone else but zooble (kinda) has been a struggle#sobbing
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repeatedly trying and failing to word some sort of stupid post about how having ocd and ptsd and the general state of being of Having Triggers on this site is like torture while inelegantly dodging current discourse buzzwords like a minefield
#op#Man I just don't want to fucking look at it. I just don't want to fucking look at it. Okay#You don't have to insinuate we're all some sort of oppressive malicious force. I just want to not fucking look at it#Like I feel like the bar of 'don't make people feel bad for being upset by something' is really low. I don't mean some secret other thing#other than 'being upset' it's not a euphemism for like harassing people i literally just mean being upset#'you're a bad person for being upset and uncomfortable by this incredibly loaded often traumatic topic' LET ME OUT LET ME OUT OF HERE#i'm sorry other people weaponize their discomfort but like the solution to that is not just outright making people uncomfortable on purpose#this definitely isnt worth posting and im not articulating myself well i just feel so like#some sort of frantic but exhausted version of frustrated#i want to stop being an internet discourse hypothetical used as ammo
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genuinely why is there so much misinformation about the guardians of childhood book series?
#Lemme be a toxic fan for a moment bc im so tired and stressed and i need to yell my silly fandom frustrations out to the void#The people saying Jack is fourteen in them. No.#He can manipulate his age from 11 to 18 and is dating a 25 yr old#people still insist that the books are connected to the movie despite there being no possibility for that since 2018#And like they totally guess what happens in the books#I saw someone try to say that dreamworks were being 'weird' and aged Jack up to ship him with tooth but in the books he was a child#three things: He's not fourteen (see above for age. He's essentially an adult and is treated as such) and is dating an adult#And he didn't make an official appearance in the books until 2018. Six years AFTER the movies release#and thirdly dreamworks aged him DOWN????#Joyce's og idea was an adult with a wife + kids ???#Like what are you talking about#never mind the people insisting that JACK IS 12???? NO??? Where did you get ur information bc wtf???#the movie started production (in 2008) before any of the books even existed (first book was published in 2011)#We have no idea how much of the books they had! The most they had were Joyce's ideas that were subject to change (and boy did they change)#the walking eggs in the movie didn't come from the book (even tho they're in there) they came from Joyce's doodling on notes!#The third book published alongside the movie tie-in books and then days later the finished film premiered at the Mill Valley Film Festival#by the time the second book rolled around (2012) the movie was probably finished and was just getting distributed by paramount and#was possibly even finished in 2011! Four years of production of the movie and then the first book got released#I cannot express enough how much the books are not the source material for the movie. If anything is it's the 2005 short film Joyce made#God it's so infuriating to see people discussing the books like they're the Bible without having read it. I get so irrationally upset#And why are we talking about the books like they have any relevance to the movie after 2018? that book completely severed all ties#Like I get it if people want to connect them but you'd have to ignore the entire last book to do that (which yeah most do)#but there's so many assumptions about the books and it makes it clear who got their into from fan rumors and who actually read them#if you are basing ur understanding of a book you've never read based on fanfic maybe you just shouldn’t say anything about the book#rotg#rise of the guardians#guardians of childhood#goc
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random idea of a soulmate au where soulmates share each others pain (e.g. you trip and injure your knee and your soulmate also feels your pain on their knee) and you're soulmates with malleus but you've fallen head over heels in love with leona and want nothing more than for him to be happy and so in ch2 when savanaclaw plays against diasomnia in spelldrive, you actively put yourself in excruciating pain all so to disable malleus so your beloved lion can finally, finally get a taste of being first place
to be continued here
#i dont know where this came from but im loving the drama#i imagine the excruciating pain would be drinking some sort of poison??#just the image of malleus standing tall and proud in the field#and hes suddenly hunched over in pain and unable to move#leona doesn't know what's going on but he sees an opportunity and seizes it#and i imagine you wouldn't want to/be able to tell leona what you did either#since you want him to believe he kinda won without any tricks#so he's just upset and frustrated afterwards when he finds out you've been hurt#but he'll be like a little kid showing off about how he defeated malleus and won the game#the angst potential lakdhejbsldjsla#rinna rants#twisted wonderland#leona kingscholar x reader
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i had a dream i was reading a would-be superfam comic but it sucked so bad (made clark out to be an asshole and kon as just stupid and incompetent comic relief AND forgot about ttk. and kara was homophobic... to krypto??? in the dream i was so annoyed but this is really funny actually) and i was reading it and i got really mad about the plot of this dream comic, and then for SOME REASON two characters who absolutely had no business being on a space mission in this supposedly superfam comic showed up. and i got so irritated i was like "fuck this entirely" and woke up. with a migraine. okay,
#rimi talks#my migraine dreams are always ridiculous. they're often about weird scenarios but usually ones that make me mad#either they make me mad or they make me just frustrated and upset. and then i wake up and go wait what the fuck what even was that#in this case dream-me was so so annoyed by this comic that doesn't exist but now that im awake im just. What was that. help#also my head hurts and im going to explode but. that's whatever
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my favourite thing about the always sunny podcast is listening to rcg all say something extremely neurodivergent and then agree amongst themselves and convince themselves its completely normal
#and to be clear im not diagnosing them charlie said he wasn't neurotypical#like deadass i think. the reason some of their writers just completely botch the gang's motivations/dialogue sometimes is bc at their core#these characters are all. SO autistic. which inevitably leads to them being misunderstood by others outside their group#whether rcg realizes it or not they inject this very specific vibe of neurodivergence into the gang#and its why they will just. argue over inconsequential details bc they Need to be understood completely#they can't just drop it unless they are crystal fucking clear#imo the biggest mistake other writers make is thinking that the gang is completely desensitized when its more like#they just don't react the way you would expect#which is often... adjacent to that but still distinct. and its trauma that influences this as well#the gang does not believe they themselves are 'bad people'. theyre most often oblivious to the fact that the things they do are insane#rob saying he doesnt pick up on social cues and then going on to argue in circles with glenn#i dont think last week was anything crazy but i think. rob doesn't know when to let up. which is a problem that *i* have#and while it comes across as being confrontational in an 'im right youre wrong' way i dont think its driven by ego here#just like with how as they said mac and dennis are making up while chucking bread rolls at each other#on both sides its frustration at being misunderstood#but they are all similar enough that even if they disagree over small details theyre usually on the same page. and this can be beneficial!!#thats the conclusion of the ep!!!! whether its suggesting smoking to cancel out the toxic apple skin or suggesting words u cant think of#glenn said he was upset about feeling misrepresented and picked on#dennis gets angry for those exact reasons in.... ALL of his big rage scenes#its frustration that leads to anger because youre speaking to (another) brick wall and you can't adequately explain yourself#which. glenn is clearly more competent than dennis & i think a lot of the time in sunny the gang is WAY more obtuse for the sake of comedy#but its interesting to watch the dynamic because as charlie said last week#they are mac and dennis (especially when theyre fighting)#i just think.. they are in a semi-unique position to understand this because this is how they are. while several other writers do not get i#ada speaks#untagged
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