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lawfulgoodchaos · 3 months

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I'm afraid to tell you some bad news regarding NaNo, it hasn't really been getting any better, Kilby(the current ED) has been kinda making it worse. And on top of that, just today they shilled some AI writing tool(It's been deleted after it got some serious backlash, but not before whoever's running the account tried damage control by first disabling replies, then disabling reblogs, and having some really bad response to the criticism in messages. You can find some of this under the latest on the nanowrimo hashtag.)

Jeez man, just looked into the ai thing and I'm just. So sad. They keep making bad choices and then handling them even worse. I knew Kilby wasn't doing great but I thought there was at least some progress and this shows absolutely none of that. Thanks for letting me know.

#nanowrimo #is really falling apart rn #im so frustrated and upset #dont want to support and organization that cant get their act together but dont want to lose the community #thanks anon

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squimbz · 2 months

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Nothing like a job search to make you feel worthless and unqualified for anything

#like truly i feel like ive wasted years of my life on skills that wont serve me #like. i did actually spend the last year on a certification that isnt what i want to do or can do anymore #like. i can barely stay sitting upright for more than an hour or two right now. i dont know what to do #im so frustrated and upset

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randomositycat · 1 year

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The way my anxiety spikes at night but I work in the morning so it's not safe to take my meds until :) I wake up

#or else i wont wake up to my alarm #im so mad rn #im so frustrated and upset #inside the jooce

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cowboycannibalism · 2 years

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I can't fucking sleep and I have work in the morning

#this sucks #im so frustrated and upset #but also feel like i should have seen it all coming #i know this is going to fuck me up for such a long time #this is why i dont date #or want a love life #im always just a step to someone better #god even when it comes to friendships #fuck i fucking hate life

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44hive · 1 year

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vini doesn’t have to be mature about the racial abuse he faces. he doesn’t have to be strong about being a constant victim of racism. vinicius doesn’t owe shit to nobody when he’s being hurt and abused every single day. enough with the “vini has to-“ he doesn’t!

#fuck la liga i’m so mad #does this make sense idk idc im angry and frustrated #la liga and serie a consistently prove they don’t care abt their black players and even #players own teammates won’t stand up for them (bonucci w moises kean and ceballos with vini) like #it’s fucking awful like ur just trying to do ur job and play football in what is meant to be one of europe’s top 5 leagues #yet u face severe racism on a weekly basis from fans/referees/the entire institution of spanish football #what’s worse is u get minimal to zero support from ur teammates or ur so called club captain or the FUCKING OFFICALS in the league #bc racism isn’t taken seriously. some ppl even say u deserve it….. all bc u are black and u dare to play football #i’m so fucking upset

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tsukasalover · 2 months

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hi does anyone have any prsk fics to recommend i had like about 20 bookmarked on a browser and can’t get any of them back now because i had to delete it 😭 specifically wxs fics would be good but idm anything

#prsk #project sekai #small rant incoming in tags #i really wish my irls would Listen when i Tell them no #Like i really dont Care if you want to rp jokingly on character ai #you don’t have to snatch my phone and pressure me #its so frustrating #pjsk #wxs #wonderlands x showtime #sorry for being a downer but i made an ao3 account recently and its a pain for me to bookmark them on the site #so that’s partially my fault but im still upset #ao3 #also this was because of a friend who goes through my phone while holding it in their hands and acting like it’s all theirs #i love them but come on i have personal info on there that stays between me and god #felix complaining too much

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unknownhyperial · 2 months

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Guys how do I give Isles Ragatha pants that look good on her I have tried three separate times and it has NOT worked out

#hypers 2 am thoughts #tadc #the amazing digital circus #digital circus #the amazing survival isles #survival isles au #survival isles ragatha #tadc au #digital circus au #im not actually upset #a bit frustrated yeah but thats about it #why was gangle so easy and everyone else but zooble (kinda) has been a struggle #sobbing

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heavenpierceher · 2 months

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repeatedly trying and failing to word some sort of stupid post about how having ocd and ptsd and the general state of being of Having Triggers on this site is like torture while inelegantly dodging current discourse buzzwords like a minefield

#op #Man I just don't want to fucking look at it. I just don't want to fucking look at it. Okay #You don't have to insinuate we're all some sort of oppressive malicious force. I just want to not fucking look at it #Like I feel like the bar of 'don't make people feel bad for being upset by something' is really low. I don't mean some secret other thing #other than 'being upset' it's not a euphemism for like harassing people i literally just mean being upset #'you're a bad person for being upset and uncomfortable by this incredibly loaded often traumatic topic' LET ME OUT LET ME OUT OF HERE #i'm sorry other people weaponize their discomfort but like the solution to that is not just outright making people uncomfortable on purpose #this definitely isnt worth posting and im not articulating myself well i just feel so like #some sort of frantic but exhausted version of frustrated #i want to stop being an internet discourse hypothetical used as ammo

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hisui-dreamer · 1 year

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random idea of a soulmate au where soulmates share each others pain (e.g. you trip and injure your knee and your soulmate also feels your pain on their knee) and you're soulmates with malleus but you've fallen head over heels in love with leona and want nothing more than for him to be happy and so in ch2 when savanaclaw plays against diasomnia in spelldrive, you actively put yourself in excruciating pain all so to disable malleus so your beloved lion can finally, finally get a taste of being first place

to be continued here

#i dont know where this came from but im loving the drama #i imagine the excruciating pain would be drinking some sort of poison??#just the image of malleus standing tall and proud in the field #and hes suddenly hunched over in pain and unable to move #leona doesn't know what's going on but he sees an opportunity and seizes it #and i imagine you wouldn't want to/be able to tell leona what you did either #since you want him to believe he kinda won without any tricks #so he's just upset and frustrated afterwards when he finds out you've been hurt #but he'll be like a little kid showing off about how he defeated malleus and won the game #the angst potential lakdhejbsldjsla #rinna rants #twisted wonderland #leona kingscholar x reader

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alluralater · 7 months

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just finished moving around/reorganizing my entire bedroom. i have cried three times today but now i’m laying in bed, my room smells of roses, and i’m eating french bread. this was not the bipolar hot girl mania i was promised but damn if i don’t do it well

#i haven’t been sleeping well at all whatsoever for the past two weeks and it’s gotten to the point where my dreams are so vivid but not just #like ugh i can’t explain it on here because im not about to open a whole can of worms like that in my tags and be like revealing #family secrets.#essentially i am having normal dreams but they are horrendously vivid and of no real purpose.#i woke up fucking like completely upset this morning and then started crying #my roommate thinks it’s because i haven’t been sleeping + everything else going on #and like ya know what she’s PROBABLY right #but even still i just need my body to LISTEN TO ME and stop being all sensitive!!!#i legitimately almost texted the loml this long text today and thank fuck i didn’t because who knows where that would lead #but i’ve been having dreams about them too and it’s frustrating me. like the universe is trying beyond all measure to push us back together #and i just have to keep saying no. it’s like this test of morality except it never fucking ENDS and the consequence is actually pleasure and #relief beyond measure. like— to even just kiss them again? to hear them say my name again.#whenever we’re out at the same time i can feel them staring at me and i can see them in my peripherals watching me #just fucking forcing this love into me. the feeling of their hands on my body and all of their questions about how i’m doing #god i can feel all of it.#i nearly fucking threw up last time a few weeks ago when they kept watching me and i got so overloaded with emotions and my fucking stomach #wouldn’t stop turning. but anyways right like— i cannot be with them and i don’t want to be. like yes im still attracted to them and yes i #feel all of these feelings but it stops me dead in my tracks when i remember what they said and the things they did.#i am not the woman who bends my convictions because i love someone. i can’t be that person. i won’t be that person. not for anyone and #not for them. but i see them in my dreams anyways and it is all too real and too present. it’s hardly ever the present so why. why why why?#it makes me terrified thinking that i will one of these nights just say yes and they’ll kiss me and everything that means anything in myself #will virtually mean nothing. like i won’t be a good person because i’ve knowingly allowed them to have me.#so anyways yeah and the fact that my snapchat memories and everything else are just FILLED with pictures and videos of us is killing me.#i really am scared that i’ll just give in. and what worse is that i would just double down and not tell anyone. i wouldn’t fucking #tell a soul if we did anything because i just know it isn’t right. and the fact that i know i wouldn’t be honest means i KNOW it’s bad.#so what the fuck. the fuck am i supposed to do when i have all these dreams and even just the ones about my mom and my brother #my family- i want to talk to them about it. i want to fucking cry to them and tell them how much it hurts that they hurt people and i’m just #some occasional exception to that because they love me. and i want to fucking scream. i want to know why. i want to fuck them until they #can barely breathe and then do it all over again. i want to feel their perfect fingers inside me and i want their mouth on mine. i fucking #HATE that they couldn’t be a good person. ugh okay anyways why did you read this??

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mamawasatesttube · 5 months

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i had a dream i was reading a would-be superfam comic but it sucked so bad (made clark out to be an asshole and kon as just stupid and incompetent comic relief AND forgot about ttk. and kara was homophobic... to krypto??? in the dream i was so annoyed but this is really funny actually) and i was reading it and i got really mad about the plot of this dream comic, and then for SOME REASON two characters who absolutely had no business being on a space mission in this supposedly superfam comic showed up. and i got so irritated i was like "fuck this entirely" and woke up. with a migraine. okay,

#rimi talks #my migraine dreams are always ridiculous. they're often about weird scenarios but usually ones that make me mad #either they make me mad or they make me just frustrated and upset. and then i wake up and go wait what the fuck what even was that #in this case dream-me was so so annoyed by this comic that doesn't exist but now that im awake im just. What was that. help #also my head hurts and im going to explode but. that's whatever

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dennisboobs · 1 year

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my favourite thing about the always sunny podcast is listening to rcg all say something extremely neurodivergent and then agree amongst themselves and convince themselves its completely normal

#and to be clear im not diagnosing them charlie said he wasn't neurotypical #like deadass i think. the reason some of their writers just completely botch the gang's motivations/dialogue sometimes is bc at their core #these characters are all. SO autistic. which inevitably leads to them being misunderstood by others outside their group #whether rcg realizes it or not they inject this very specific vibe of neurodivergence into the gang #and its why they will just. argue over inconsequential details bc they Need to be understood completely #they can't just drop it unless they are crystal fucking clear #imo the biggest mistake other writers make is thinking that the gang is completely desensitized when its more like #they just don't react the way you would expect #which is often... adjacent to that but still distinct. and its trauma that influences this as well #the gang does not believe they themselves are 'bad people'. theyre most often oblivious to the fact that the things they do are insane #rob saying he doesnt pick up on social cues and then going on to argue in circles with glenn #i dont think last week was anything crazy but i think. rob doesn't know when to let up. which is a problem that *i* have #and while it comes across as being confrontational in an 'im right youre wrong' way i dont think its driven by ego here #just like with how as they said mac and dennis are making up while chucking bread rolls at each other #on both sides its frustration at being misunderstood #but they are all similar enough that even if they disagree over small details theyre usually on the same page. and this can be beneficial!!#thats the conclusion of the ep!!!! whether its suggesting smoking to cancel out the toxic apple skin or suggesting words u cant think of #glenn said he was upset about feeling misrepresented and picked on #dennis gets angry for those exact reasons in.... ALL of his big rage scenes #its frustration that leads to anger because youre speaking to (another) brick wall and you can't adequately explain yourself #which. glenn is clearly more competent than dennis & i think a lot of the time in sunny the gang is WAY more obtuse for the sake of comedy #but its interesting to watch the dynamic because as charlie said last week #they are mac and dennis (especially when theyre fighting)#i just think.. they are in a semi-unique position to understand this because this is how they are. while several other writers do not get i #ada speaks #untagged

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settecamara · 5 months

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formula e should not apply big post-race penalties , c'mon it's has been HOURS

it's not only inhumane let the driver, teams and everybody celebrates it but also ugly to the series who seems lazy and unprepared. and it's not the first time they do smth like that, im so heartbroken for toni

#formula e #misano eprix 2024 #god im so upset #i cant even be sad #bc its just so frustrating.#fe season 2024

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marsbotz · 3 months

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not going to lie i do find it quite upsetting that so many ppl think that animals that arent immediately relatable to humans are completely incapable of thought or feeling. and thats the only thing that matters when it comes to animal rights arguments a lot of the time

#like the take of ohhhh Well this animal is smart and shows emotions!!! it might even be smarter than humans!!!#as if that matters literally at all #like the argument abt fish or hamsters or w/e being stupid (wrong) so it doesnt matterrrrr if they dont get cared for properly #as if its ever ok to mistreat animals.#in general the idea around smaller or less relatable animals being worth less is super frustrating #like if u post abt microwaving ur hamster when u were 6 everyones like ‘lmaoooo i did the same thing’#but if u posted that abt a dog….? The Gallows #we shouldnt have to care abt mistreatment of animals bc theyre cute or funny or smart #i just watched blackfish again and it annoyed me how much ppl were arguing abt the orcas being so smart and emotional etc #which is true. but thats just smth that makes their captivity harder. u jnow. like if they were simple and had simple needs it would still #be wrong if they werent met #its just such a huge issue bc of how hard the needs are to meet in captivity #same as like. bears and shit. you physically cannot give them enough territory to stop them going insane #ik theres ppl who believe All captivity is wrong #like my strpmum is one who believes nobody should own Any pet #which is. Imo a stupid argument and not at all sustainable. ppl need companions thats why weve had dogs and cats for thousnads of years #but also they are such successful pets bc their needs are so easy to meet!!!!!#its this misconception that fish or rodents are Easy Beginners pets… in reality they are 100x harder. but their lives are worth less to ppl #bc they dont show love the same way #well. anyways im not very good at expressing my thoughts abt serious stuff #but its smth that rlly upsets me #its frustrating too bc ppl either dgaf abt animals aside from Maybe the cute ones or r too extreme in advocating for the freedom of animals #like u can absolutely give indoor cats proper enrichment. its just slightly more effort #and its not as simple as just. emptyinb out the zoos. READ ABT KEIKO!!!!!#i feel its a very interesting topic. but ppl r very b/w on it #idk i feel the majority of ppl know so little abt animals its like. impossible to get thru #like ok cool u think zoos r bad bc the lions get saddddd. but u also think snakes and bugs and rodents are nothing but disease spreaders #and cant also have complex lives #Tsk. Whateevr

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sugarcandydoll · 6 months

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i feel so awful :(

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jackfrostimposter · 4 days

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genuinely why is there so much misinformation about the guardians of childhood book series?

#Lemme be a toxic fan for a moment bc im so tired and stressed and i need to yell my silly fandom frustrations out to the void #The people saying Jack is fourteen in them. No.#He can manipulate his age from 11 to 18 and is dating a 25 yr old #people still insist that the books are connected to the movie despite there being no possibility for that since 2018 #And like they totally guess what happens in the books #I saw someone try to say that dreamworks were being 'weird' and aged Jack up to ship him with tooth but in the books he was a child #three things: He's not fourteen (see above for age. He's essentially an adult and is treated as such) and is dating an adult #And he didn't make an official appearance in the books until 2018. Six years AFTER the movies release #and thirdly dreamworks aged him DOWN????#Joyce's og idea was an adult with a wife + kids ???#Like what are you talking about #never mind the people insisting that JACK IS 12???? NO??? Where did you get ur information bc wtf???#the movie started production (in 2008) before any of the books even existed (first book was published in 2011)#We have no idea how much of the books they had! The most they had were Joyce's ideas that were subject to change (and boy did they change)#the walking eggs in the movie didn't come from the book (even tho they're in there) they came from Joyce's doodling on notes!#The third book published alongside the movie tie-in books and then days later the finished film premiered at the Mill Valley Film Festival #by the time the second book rolled around (2012) the movie was probably finished and was just getting distributed by paramount and #was possibly even finished in 2011! Four years of production of the movie and then the first book got released #I cannot express enough how much the books are not the source material for the movie. If anything is it's the 2005 short film Joyce made #God it's so infuriating to see people discussing the books like they're the Bible without having read it. I get so irrationally upset #And why are we talking about the books like they have any relevance to the movie after 2018? that book completely severed all ties #Like I get it if people want to connect them but you'd have to ignore the entire last book to do that (which yeah most do)#but there's so many assumptions about the books and it makes it clear who got their into from fan rumors and who actually read them #if you are basing ur understanding of a book you've never read based on fanfic maybe you just shouldn’t say anything about the book #rotg #rise of the guardians #guardians of childhood #goc

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