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critter-wizard · 6 months ago

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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ‼️‼️

b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3

#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later #malevolent podcast #john doe #john doe malevolent #john malevolent #malevolent fanart #grimm art #ep 43 #ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might #be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john 🙄 but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads #things get forgotten easily #i find the discussion of “humanity” so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an #equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's #anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego #CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of “humanity” is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human #i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me #it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the “good/evil” “black/white” retoric was already realised by me and john needed #realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro #) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD #JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette #and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode #guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly

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puppppppppy · 1 year ago

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Auggie voice test!!

Voice claim: Elphelt Valentine from Guilty Gear, voiced by Cassandra Morris

#YAYYYY ITS DONE #last time it was strawberry crepe cookie which was close in terms of sound but didnt quite fit her personality and tone #i was originally gonna use morgana P5 who shares the same VA but i decided to go with this instead lol #auggies really cheerful and excitable once u get her going and her voice is extremely expressive #so something about the way cassandra morris does elphelts voice feels right. she does a really good job voice acting!!!!#next im gonna do vincent using catbugs voice ^_^ hes like 5 and the sound seems to fit him well so im excited #my art #myart #my oc #oc #augusta #voice test #voice claim #videos #animatic #elphelt valentine #ive never played guilty gear i just found the voice lines and animated to them

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gorespawn · 7 months ago

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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me

#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men #and also t.o.p of bigbang #and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want #but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian #''no ur not'' I AM #anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly #what getting a job can do to a mf #thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again #wish me luck #ALSO #if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low #but in a new exciting way #anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl #it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot #anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life #sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale #from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor #anyway #who wants me #i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw #in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way #''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men #but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands #''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry #''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am #im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all

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hwanwooyoung · 29 days ago

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I hate work

#igm.talk #chey is back in depression mode!!! we cheered #depression mode means i have no energy to do anything 👍🏻#tmr im going to the beach with my best friends after work for a picnic and when we planned this a month ago i was so excited #and now i dont want to get out of bed tmr #bc the thought of having to go to work and then fake a smile all throughout the night is exhausting #but rescheduling also isnt an option bc the perks of adulthood is having maybe 1 day every 7 months where everyone is able to meet #but anyways about work - it sucks being the new kid and it sucks even worse when im younger than everyone else #when everyone else chats they'll talk about their kids and stuff and im here single and childless so ofc idk how to relate to them #and 90% of the staff are chinese and they all ignore me bc i look like a different race (we can all speak english tho so idk whats the issue #but when i speak to them in chinese they suddenly make a 180 and are SOOOOOOO nice to me?? complimenting me and shit??#and this has been a thing in every fucking job I've ever had like the racism is so obvious #i hate it so much #like between the racism and the loneliness and being underpaid im genuinely considering quitting #but at the same time i dont wanna be that kid who quit after 2 weeks... like i cant commit or something #and the company is 20mins away from my house and it's a 4.5 day work week so there are those perks...#but i legitimately dont know how long i can keep this up #pls can they hire another young person or at least treat me like a human being and not a statue or smtg...#im sorry for the rant i just really needed an outlet and i dont have anyone to go to irl 😞

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the-lark-ascending69 · 9 months ago

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I loove the android robin au it's really one of the most interesting au I have seen in a while.

I am always happy to see new post abt it

Also making my favourite characters go through hell and then receiving comfort from their people is like the best thing ever for me so every time I see a whump!Robin post I like automatically

People loving android!Robin makes me so happy anansnssndsnsns she's curious and excitable and full of wonder and the world keeps punishing her for simply being alive. Sometimes it's too painful even for me, big whump lover 😭😭 though seriously, there is not enough Robin whump, and while all the characters in the show are very whumpeable, hurting my little blorbo Robin feels special because... she's just so deeply lonely. She's lonely and she thinks she deserves to be because of something wrong with her (pulling this interpretation from Surviving Hawkins lore which is canon to me 😭). That was a big idea I had when I first came up with android!Robin... that there is something wrong with her. Broken. In this AU she's literally broken in a lot of way (battery and memory problems, weak joints in her lower half, etc), but that's all within the range of normal robot problems. The real issue with her is that she's sentient. It terrifies people because it really brings out the existencial horror of... well, existing. It terrifies Robin most of all. She is the problem. She is what's wrong with her. She shouldn't exist.

But at the same time, she loves being alive so much! She doesn't understand it and doesn't know how it happened, but it happened, and now she's real and wants to experience life and the world and know people like human beings do. So it's her constant battle to become human despite humans having hurt her so much in the past... only for Nancy to already see her as human. Just one made of metal and plastic, but human nonetheless. She's the first person to see her that way and maybe everyone else thinks she's crazy, but Nancy is used to that. She's so sure of this, though, of Robin's self-awareness. She trusts her so blindly. She doesn't even need proof. And not only does she believe her, but she defends her humanity in front of her friends and family so ardently, fighting so hard for Robin to be aknowledged by everyone else as human. Fighting so hard to give her a home and family for the first time in her life.

Nancy has it bad for Robin, really. She's just so in love, even if everyone else thinks she's crazy for falling in love with a machine (no one thinks she is, though, because they all know Robin, and once you know Robin, it's impossible not to love her).

#ronance #android!Robin AU #robin buckley #😭😭 every day im emotional about her at 4 am #ok nice things now:#nancy takes her shopping for the first time! because robin never quite developed her own style #and being a girly girl to Nancy clothes are such a big part of your identity #robin finds these cool chains peoole wear as necklaces and bracelets and all these rings and she loves how they all look on her #and this jacket with different patches on it... she never thought she'd be the kind of girl to like shopping but she's so excited #because its the first time she's choosing what clothes to wear #Nancy introduces her to many different kinds of music alongside Steve #and then eventually the whole gang joins them. everyone gets to suggest one artist and soon Robin has this long asf playlist #to listen to so she can figure out what she likes #same with movies - they all now have weekly movie nights so they can show Robin different films #robin slowly discovering her passions... she reads a lot and finds out she loves languages and literature #and she decides she wants to get into college to study something related to it #she also decides she wants to travel through Europe and wants to bring Nancy with her #she decorates her room with movie and music posters #she decides she really likes cyndi lauper #she tries to learn how to dance with youtube tutorials #dragging Nancy into it #she gets to watch a lot of movies at her job at the movie theater #and she makes friends with her coworkers there #she's not fully and truly becoming a person #she has never been this happy #my posts #thank you for your ask i love talking about android!robin

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edwardbonnets · 8 months ago

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the universe really loves to give me—the most indecisive girl on the entire planet earth—some real big Life Decisions™️ to make huh

#this is about my job 💀#i haven't been a city employee that long and now the museum i interned at is offering me a job #but the thought of quitting is actually making me shit bricks #because i have ~social anxiety~#but also the museum job is actually something i want to do and they'll pay more #and also that means buying a car which is exciting but also expensive #there are just so many pros and cons no matter what i do 😭😭😭#I'll just feel so bad for quitting the job im at right now.....everyone is so nice to me #but also working there is so boring lmao and answering phones is literally the worst #once again because i have ~social anxiety~#alright enough rambling that's why i haven't been super active this week #my mind is very preoccupied..........#emily.txt

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yandereshingeki · 7 months ago

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hello everybody i know i was gone for a little bit but i am back and I have lots to say

#SHINGEKI FLY GOT HERE!!! ILL SHOW THAT OFF SOON because i havent had the chance to open the box yet #i was with mr forest for the last like 30 hours skebjwje #minus the last 4 cause i had to go back to work :[#BUT IVE ALSOOO gotten almost all my pc parts!!!!#Im just waiting on the gpu!!! im so excited i have everything stacked under my desk #the case is HUGE TOO AHHHH im so happy #And another few things: im gonna quit my job in like 6 weeks #im getting waxed again tomorrow morning #and my insides are even more bruised #ALSO WE STARTED WATCHING MY HERO TOGETHER :]] IM SO HAPPY #we still gotta finish naruto but its a struggle with the pacing 😭😭#still love it though….#im yappin a lot ill go back to my pizza now

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jelliclekay · 8 months ago

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I got the position that I really wanted at work and I honestly feel on top of the world

#for context i work at a bank with 8 locations and my job was to cover for people #so i worked at all of them #and ive been doing that for 7 months now #its been fun but some branches are quite a drive and I've been wanting a spot permanently at one for awhile #and due to some internal moving i was able to get a position at the branch closest to my house #its gonna be a big change but im so happy and excited

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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months ago

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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan #i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch #shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else #even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress #but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside #academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project #i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send #myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it #but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or #maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something #just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there #it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so #tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing #ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position #and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle #sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux #i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices #even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it #unrelated

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hockeyboistrash · 3 months ago

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Once again I'm by myself and having to stay extra today at work 😭

In other news I have fallen down a hockey card hole and found this shop that sells individuals and I keep hearting them. Pay day is next week for me so I'm afraid that they will simply have to go into my basket 🫣

#em speaks #*quietly* i love my job i love my job i love my job #but im quite excited about this shop #they have a lot of quinn cards #so i fear i'll have to buy them

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strangebnny · 6 months ago

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Job interview tomorrow hehe

#im so excited #genuinely happy i basically already have the job #just formalities of having the interview #gonna have quite a drive there before we find an apartment but its so worth it #living and working and just being back in my hometown will be healing i think #also!! no more cash register #no more seeing customers faces and being percieved physically arghhhhh #happy happy

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blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds · 7 months ago

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Just wrote 3k words for a new fic idea with the motto "fill the sandbox, fill the sandbox, fill the sandbox" stuck in my head.

#i was aiming for 2k and it's only the first part of one chapter #it is one of two ideas this one being a sleep token one that was influenced by binge reading some scp articles #the other idea is from a long line of failed stories I've been trying to write #aaaaaahhh im so excited #but i also just quit my job months ago bc of the whole it fucked my health up and i need to like be way more productive on that front #but im also in like daily pain so it's limiting options #but back on writing im excited and will def be spending tomorrow doing this instead of trials even though i wanna play with my support build #anyway! it's 134 and im eepy #love you!#good night!

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guinevereslancelot · 4 months ago

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being moved to a different classroom for my last week while the head of the program pretends she's doing me a favor but she's really doing my supervisor a favor 🙃

#she said she wanted me not to feel bad and be in a bad situation #but im p sure she did it bc my supervisor was up in the office talking shit ant me again this morning #she was acting all nice but 🤨#she's not nice soooo #also she didn't even follow up when i mentioned safety concerns for the kids when she asked why i was leaving #and she didn't ask me to stay #she did seem sympathetic but idk my co teacher thinks it was a favor to our supervisor to keep her happy #bc thry still think she walks on water #im so worried for the kids but it should be less stressful in t2 #also the teacher i swapped with today saw me two hours later and she was like: girl i get it 💀💀💀#lmao #so sad for the kids tho #but excited abt new opportunities #but i did want to have the time to say goodbye to the kids #its probably better to transition them this way bc they'll still see me a little bit the last week but not all day #and get used to me not always being there #so they won't care as much when i'm completely gone the week after 😭#but they were crying at thebgate between the playgrounds today and it was really hard #i was holding finn's hand over the gate 🥺#then we combined classes for the end of the day on the playground and that was like 10 minutes before i went home #so they got happy for a bit then broke down again when i said goodbye 😭#teddy was screaming at the door the whole time after i left 😭#i watched thru the classroom window while the other teachers were consoling them and it was so sad 💔#i've only had one cry when i went home before but this time it was half of them #bc they barely saw me all day then i left as soon as they thought i was going to stay #anyway #i have a job interview tomorrow and surgery #and maybe a second job interview #trying to focus on that rn #still glad i'm quitting but 💔

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christakisbang · 5 months ago

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everyone...watch love next door....

#only 2 eps out for now but it literally got me out of my kdrama slump its That good...#sooo many kdramas don't do the childhood friends to lovers trope justice but i have such high hopes for lnd its soooooo good so far #its funny...the main couples r alr clearly separated from ep1 so no fuckass love triangles...the female leads have a great friendship #and such good chemistry if u told me they're bestie irl id believe u..i looooveeeee the bickerisms btwn the leads they're perfect #also haein fits the yearner role so well???? his gaze is soooo pine n yearn...#also im so happy jion finally has a big role in a good show.....fuck my lovely liar that shit was ass finally retribution for my guy of all #time #like he's just a kind hearted nerd in this and he looks good doing it<3 so excited to see how his & moeum's story evolves #also the moeun seokryu seunghyo trio friendship is so fun as well i loved their scenes in ep 2 #ALSO. accurate sibling dynamics save me‼️#don't watch it if u quit ur job and moved back home w ur parents recently tho lmao ep2 emotionally devasted me i did cry quite a bit #like why r u in my house suddenly.#anw. watch it!!!!#anna.txt

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yutadepth · 6 months ago

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transblr i had my consultation with my surgeon for top surgery yesterday and he had me in tears, i cant believe this is actually going to happen

#he talked to me about my parents and about friends and was really accepting and cool #and he was like this will be one of the most important days of your life and im like yeah. yeah it will be..#im so used to suppressing my emotions and it still hasnt hit me but i do have a major headache today #im terrified of how work will react but i know myself is more important #im already miserable at work and keep thinking about quitting anyway but also i dont have many other options for jobs #but i have to do this for myself. i have to.#i have two doctors notes telling me its necessary..#if my boss wasnt a bitch who already secretly wrote me up twice in the past three months then i probably wouldnt be as scared #but ive been so anxious all day today about it #crazy how i cant even be happy about a good thing happening to me #im supposed to be excited and happy but i just feel so scared of other peoples reactions to me #yes biggest moment of my life. however if no one else is happy for me then it feels... bad #scared of telling my family too...... sobs #this is for me. this is for me. i need it.#text #delete later probably

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scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde · 1 year ago

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MY MUM JUST BOUGHT ME AND HER TICKETS TO SEE SIX?? UNPROMPTED???? SHE IS THE MOST CONFUSING WOMAN ALIVE??????? BUT YAAAAAYYYY

#she hates me but also doesnt but also does but not quite but does but doesnt but #see i have a worse relationship with my father but its so much easier because hes just an absolute bastard all round #my mothers flip flopping every day calling me an ungrateful waste of money one minute then buying me six tickets the next like??#what am i meant to do about that???#anywayz SIX TICKETS WOO FUCKING LOVE SIX #I WAS MEANT TO SEE IT RIGHT BEFORE COVID HIT AND I JUST HAVENT COME ACROSS IT SINCE #SHE SAW IT AND JUST BOOKED THE TICKETS FOR NEXT YEAR IM LIKE SO EXCITED #fr though why is she being so nice to be its kind of frightening #i think its because i had that breakdown in front of her before #she hasnt told me to get a job since then either #you guys dont understand how big of a deal that is #she always finds a way to tell me to get a job #anywayz everyone thank my mum for being a great mum <3 #for the moment as least #dont want to jinx it #maybe marrying my step dad last month changed her psychologically #omg maybe shes started therapy #am a little afraid because im in the process of starting testosterone (yay!) but havent told her and i should be on it by december so uh #its gonna be obvious by the time we go to see it #so im *scared*#she may very well take the tickets away but LETS HOPE NOT #im so sorry ive written an essay in the tags lmfao #mummy issues #mummy issues going wild fr

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