#im so envious 😂

[brucespringsteen]

i know when envy isnt stupid materialistic its one of the most informative emotions. for instance ever since i was a kid ive been deeply envious of figure skaters and its wasnt all because the sport seems fun and id like to be good at it, but that i cant imagine how blissful and freeing it must feel to be so composed and in control of your body like that and show it to the world. lol. its the same reason why it hurt for me to watch a ballet or gymnastics or something cos i hated how i could barely stand to look at myself, much less do anything with myself. ANYWAY

so many times in my teens and early twenties id watch different videos from different years different cities of bruce performing dancing in the dark. and watching him pull a member of the audience onstage after usually crooning into the microphone im so lonely sometimes so lonely sometimes. i just wanna cry cry cry. but thats when i need help. i need to reach out to somebody. that haunts me but in the best way

i never saw myself, at least in an envious way, in the person he chose to dance in his arms. i was jealous of him! LOL. i wanted to be him and unabashedly able to say in the face of the world im fucking lonely and i need somebody!

ANYWAY, AGAIN. my dream last night was strange. the kind where its just different random ass scenes woven together like a quilt. one of them involved a local bar i go to usually with friends, but i was alone and i felt at peace with that even though it was a busy night. bruce was there, older bruce, sitting in the corner and enjoying a beer alone. and i recognized him but for some reason i didn't come up to him. though, when i was leaving the bar and walked by his table, he smilied and wordlessly nodded at me

i get it 😂

[misc-obeyme]

problems of using a 10 inches tablet (im autistic and unable to use a smaller screen LOL) is your family seeing what your doing.

I was staring at this PERFECTION for .. straight up, thirty minutes. and saying I'm licking his shoulders in the gc i was in. my mom read it all. sp i made it worst by showing her the picture and rambling about how lickable and bitable and bot Barb was for the next ten minutes and she's possibly going to drop me at a mental hospital ssjksnzkks

(btw god of all things Barbatos? I'm envious now /pos /silly😂)

LOL! Ahhh the joys of living alone~ nobody ever knows what I'm doing unless I tell them 😈

Though my mom is aware of my Barbatos obsession and I've shown her pictures of him, she just takes it all in stride. She's kinda like whatever makes you happy dear~ lol thanks mom.

Then again, I didn't exactly tell her that I wanted to lick or bite him, so perhaps she'd have a more dramatic reaction if I did that. No, honestly, I don't think she'd care.

Anyway, here's hoping your mom doesn't drop you off at a mental hospital lol. I think it's perfectly reasonable to want to bite that guy, I mean look at him.

(Also I am trying very hard not to let that title go to my head lolol!)

[kurogane2512]

I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MAN I WAS JUST BEING SILLY AND TOLD MY BAT BESTIE ON HOW I GOT ONE WIFE ONLY FOR NOW ((we're platonically married off of Discord hehehe))

AND THEN I ALSO JOKINGLY JOKED THAT MAYBE HIS OTHER MOOT , MISS LAURA ((she's 35 I think , her birthday was days ago!!)) COULD BE MY WIFE RIGHT

AND THEN HE SENT ME A SCREENSHOT OF ME SAYING THAT AND THAT LITTLE SNITCH WAS LAUGHING AND ALL AND MISS LAURA WAS LIKE :

"👀I mean we've been talking back and forth a little bit through my asks but I was not aware of this! Wow you made them bi previously first and now you're making them into milfs 😂"

LIKE NOOOO MISS LAURA I'M NOT EVEN TOO MILFS , BUT

So basically my night have been hella crazy as of lately 😭😭

IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE YAHOO THANK YOU LORD

(PS : that's not what she said exactly , since I tend to just summarised things up in my way))

So basically all I do was just being silly man 😭😭

Super lucky of you man im envious smh but also congrats and all the best, I'll be rooting for you ❤️ also i have already followed you so im open to dms now :)

[pastafossa]

i saw your pic with charlie, just wanna say that im happy for you. 🥰

congrats on having him hold the red thread, i am very envious with you (and the others) who had the chance to be near him or even just to see him in person.

it was my first time seeing what you look like, and i hope you dont take this the wrong way…but you look like a vampire? i dont know if it’s the lighting but you’re so pale—like wow, that’s pale. like, WOW. THATS. PALE. and the widows peak? gurrlll..you can be morticia adams. and top it off with your dark eyeshadow?? not to mention your aura/vibe? ma’am are you a creature of the night? but it’s fine coz you’re like a happy vampire? like ‘what we do in the shadows’ happy. 🥰

anyway, that’s all i gotta say, congrats again on seeing charlie and i hope you dream of him. 😘

First off I want you to know this is literally, legitimately the funniest fucking way I've ever had asked about my pale af skin, which actually happens a lot. A brief summary of the funniest:

Been asked if I was wearing a wig, because don't albinos wear wigs?

Been asked by my own mother why I was wearing white socks with my flats. I wasn't. Thought that was it. Two years later she asked why I was wearing white tights with my shorts. I also wasn't.

Been told I could signal a plane, no mirror needed, on a desert island.

Been told by two happy tattoo artists that working on me is almost like working on white paper, 'it comes out so bright!'. First artist even knocked 50 bucks off because he didn't need as much ink or time as he usually would.

Had the 'THE BEACONS ARE LIT' comic hilariously reenacted when I wander out in a bathing suit or tank top, or in this case, in my photo with Charlie where they used a light that lit me up like a road beacon. You know, this comic:

Also after sending this to a friend, I have been dubbed Nosferpasta. 'I'm a vampire' is now going in the 'Standard Responses To General Questions Of Why I'm Pale' box because holy shit (truthful answer: one of my medications makes me incredibly sensitive/borderline allergic to sunlight, and I can burn in as little as 15 minutes without sunscreen. That means I never get a chance to tan. Kinda vampirish now that I think about it).

Not me also scribbling down Morticia as a cosplay option cause, well, yeah, I've got the hair and the skin and I definitely wear a lot of black clothes, dark eyeshadow, and black cat-eye eyeliner. I'd barely need foundation at all. Either that or I'll be a happy vampire, which I also love.😂

Thank you so, so much for coming to say hi! I'm honestly still on such a high having gotten him to hold the thread which is NOT something I ever really expected to have happen. I'm going to be drowning in that dopamine for a looooong time!

[trippinsorrows]

rant incoming lol don’t mind me just processing the latest chapter of ltye - your writing is so amazing ari you got me out here basically analyzing every single line of every chapter (for all your stories) and looking at every little thing like im back in english class reading shakespeare and writing reports on each section 😂 (your stories are so good the english major in me just comes out when i read them)

i’ve been thinking about the scene in the beginning where roman is discussing the events of what happened with his cousins and paul. solo said some really interesting stuff, it seems to me that we’re finally seeing him start to crack in front of his family and unable to keep his damn mouth shut. talking all that shit about his cousin’s wife and saying it with his chest is so wild.

a looot to unpack here with the whole interaction. my take is that solo has always felt like the “insignificant little brother” having to work twice as hard to prove himself as the baby of the family and prove that he deserves a seat at the table with his older brothers, despite all of them being family. yet, in his eyes, it was still never enough.

you kinda hinted at it in earlier chapters and with solo’s borderline hostile interactions with solana, but something tells me deep down he’s angry and has always felt like he was living in the shadows of the twins and roman. he’s envious and maybe even resentful of how close the 3 of them are and feels that it should rightfully be him. he’s the “outsider” and the ultimate insult to him was his “demotion” to being assigned as Solana’s protector.

,,there’s nothing more important than brotherhood, alright” rikishi saying this further proves to me that even their own father could see the unbreakable close bond roman and the twins have and how they basically run in their own pack of 3. and whether they realize it or not, solo might be their brother, but roman is their uce. even rikishi can see it.

anywaysssss he’s still tweaking and i just know the beat down he’s getting when roman finds out he’s an opp will feed families for generations to come!! :)

ahhhh, i loved reading this! never apologize for ranting, friend! ❤️

you being an english major and reading my typo ridden stories is a lil anxiety inducing, ngl. cause believe it or not, i'm pretty damn good when it comes to english and grammar, but i deadass break the rules all the time when it comes to that and my writing. 🤣

you're bringing up and highlighting some interesting sections. as we can see, solo has transitioned from being that quiet guard we forget is there half the damn time to someone who's now openly criticizing roman with his family.

one would wonder, and you've highlighted some valid points, where did this come from? was it always there? why now? granted, we can't forget how in that earlier chapter he did in fact tell roman he doesn't feel like what he's doing is important, per se. and roman promptly put his ass in his place.

so, it's a bit bewildering that even after that, solo seems to up the ante. does he resent solana? why when everything is already a mess would he start talking shit on roman.

there's just so many unknown variables, and it it'll be interesting to see how it all plays out. 😅

[baylardo]

👋🫂

hehehe

👋 an actor, writer, or creator on the show you’d love to meet

this is such a farscape agenda thing of me to say but im pretty sure at LEAST david kemper worked on some TNG episodes and id love to just pick his brain because he always writes such great ideas im ENVIOUS of like howd you come up with these things my brother in christ. id say kate mulgrew but like i lived out my meeting ur idol fantasy with gillian anderson and i dont have that dawg in me no more. but she would be fun to meet i just can’t imagine me taking it seriously im such a freak lmao. idk if it counts but id LOVE to meet christie golden and kirsten beyer im soooooo curious as to what their vibe is with each other. its probably amicable but im so curious. its not the kind of thing i think you can research very easily on the interwebs lol. like it would never happen I WOULD NEVER ASK but what was it like collabing/taking over each others stories and killing off each other’s characters or erasing each other’s works with stuff like character memory wipes lololol. maybe it was all higher ups but im SO CURIOUS if they have beef lol.

🫂 character you’d like to be friends with

i wanna say the easy answer to this is janeway just so i can scold her on her plant caretaking regime lol or,,,,,, if you wanna say she’s simply built different at taking care of stuff like bonsais in space,,, ask her for her plant hacks,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but i actually think if i was on voyager id be more inclined to befriend the maquis crew members lol,,, doomed narrative me thinks id end up befriending someone like Seska lmao 🫶 i would want to be her friend shes problematic. i would hope that i could be the friend she would confide in and tell me she was going to join the kazon and steal some of chakotays juice to impregnate herself like thats how close we’d be as friends and then id be like wow girl thats crazy hahaha slay and then shed do it and id be like so proud of her for commiting to her spiral. this isnt exactly in line with what the question is asking but i feel too background character extra core to imagine myself being friends with any of these really smart successful people 😂 maybe barclay and then i would bully him. if i had my way i would befriend Surpiria i can fix her.

[tomoyoo]

so every 2 videos abt my country are racist right 😂😐 and these idiots in the comments always say “it’s not true that we’re all indigenous/brown because im white” bro go to hell who asked . or “they’re envious of our beautiful country” no they’re just racist get uppp

[dotster001]

i am humbly asking for a type one match up for obey me. describe myself, you say? okay i can do that. i spend a lot of my time doing chores and lazing around on the internet. i'm a decent cook and i listen to video essays (usually philosophytube) when i'm doing house stuff. i am pretty indifferent to what happens around me in a day-to-day sense but i love losing myself in books or manwhas. i also have a lot of trouble keeping track of time and i cry when i get angry (this seemed important to bring up)

that's it im probably rambling BUT congrats on 1.5k !! <3

(I have seen your humble request, and have made you a match. I hope you enjoy this my dear!)

I match you with Leviathan.

Sometimes it's really hard to make a match, but this one I knew immediately. And you may have seen this one coming, but still 😂.

He's so pumped that you like to hang on the internet. He's probably a reddit troll, let's be real, so he enjoys just the two of you sitting quietly and doing your own thing on the internet, maybe leaning over to each other every once in a while to show the other a meme. The other brothers usually find you both cuddling and on a device. It's really cute, and Mammon may or may not have started a viral Devilgram account of just the two of you being cuddly together.

You're both giving Lucifer early gray hairs. Especially when you both get eachother a new book or a new manga, and it's ten hours later and neither of you have left his room. He definitely has concerns.

Though, those concerns are eased a little but when he sees you just cleaning Levi's room one day…doing chores? Without him even asking? Just for like…fun?

Levi:Would you like to stay for dinner?

Lucifer: Would you like to stay forever?

Leviathan, someone who can go off for hours about his favorite fandoms, and someone who has lived for eons…play any of your philosophy vids and he has OPINIONS. Unasked for opinions, usually, but it's cute to see him go off for hours about something that is essentially just…..subjective and subject to change depending on society and the audience. Honestly, there's plenty of times where he's waxing on about life's meaning as he mindlessly destroys bosses in a game. Meanwhile, you're just sitting there staring at him like, huh?

He gets really scared that he fucked up the first time you start crying in the middle of an argument.  He's one to talk considering how often he summons Lotan. When you've both cooled down later you'll have to explain that you just cry when you're mad, and You're not breaking up with him. Afterwards, it's easier. Turns out he also cries when he's mad, he's just trained himself over the years to wait until the person he's arguing with has left the room. 

You were chilling in your room when you heard your beloved boyfriend scream.

You rushed to his room in a panic to see him scrolling through a Devilgram account  that looked like pictures of the both of you snuggling and playing games, or reading, or looking at videos together. Pictures you didn't remember taking.

"MAMMON YOU ARE SO DEAD!" Levi screamed, not realizing you were standing right there.

"Levi!" You shouted covering your ears, and startling him back to reality.

"Sorry," he murmured, "but look what Mammon's been doing!"

You leaned in, trying not to get flustered by how nice your boyfriend's scent was, and began scrolling through the pictures.

"I mean, they are cute pictures…."

"Yeah, I guess," Levi pouted.

"And it looks like there's a lot of followers who want to see what the Avatar of Envy's everyday life is like…"

"Uh huh…"

"And most of the comments are pretty positive, they seem happy for us. And those that aren't are because they are envious that they don't have the Avatar of Envy," you said with a smirk as Levi started slumping in his chair and trying to hide his reddening cheeks. 

"Hmmm…. Well once we get those cameras he hid out of your room…. I'm gonna follow this account."

"Nooooooo……" he whined.

"What? My boyfriend's cute," you giggled. "Plus, we spend most of our time cuddling like this, so it's nice to have pictures."

"Stooooop," he whined, burying his face in his hoodie.

You sat in his lap to get a better look, and subconsciously ran your fingers through his hair as you scrolled through. 

"I'm making this one my lock screen."

"Please stooooop!"

[hees-mine]

AHAHAHA i want a happy ending but i want hee to suffer and face the wrath of hell 🔴 the preggo situation would be too messed up and teen pregnancy is just a no for me ❌ i'm sorry and i feel like if she dates jay that would be too much because he's sweetpea's bf and she'd hate yn even more. maybe sweetpea being the awful person she is, is cheating on JAY with someone else and both jay and yn meet each other with a broken heart and they start dating and then after somewhile hee and sweetpea see this. you're right that hee wouldn't get jealous but he would feel envious since someone else was getting their dick wet with yn right? this is just a huge what if but this would be satisfying for sweetpea and heeseung 🤸‍♀️🤸‍♀️

Yeah the getting with Jay and the pregnancy idea I mean don’t get me wrong it’s a great idea but that’s too much drama for me to write if I did that we’re looking at at least 3 more chaps if not 5 “last time part 15” imagine 😵‍💫

Sweetpea isn’t awful she was just upset 😂 lol

As far as heeseung goes im not sure if he’d ever care what y/n is up to plus his co worker could always be a back up so mans could get his dick wet whenever he wanted tbh 👀 plus heeseung already knows he’s the best dick you’ve ever taken so I don’t think he’d feel threatened by jay or envious he’d just find it amusing knowing Jay can’t satisfy you the way he used to

The grass definitely ain’t greener 😂😭

[breaniebree]

Do other couples envy Harry and Ginny’s relationship? I don’t mean jealousy or thinking they are better, but you cant deny the fact no matter how much you love other couples that Harry and Ginny have been friends since they were 5. They have been through every big thing, amazing or terrible, through their lives together. They have completely aligned interests and morals and beliefs and understand each other as well as they understand themselves. No other couple has that history or dynamic. You’ve gotten hate for portraying all the relationships too perfect and there shouldn’t be hate but you do rarely show disagreements. But while you may love them no relationship, not Theo and Kane, not Fred and Fiadh, not Percy and Audrey, even not Ron and Hermione, has the history that Harry and Ginny do. I mean Bill and Fleur only started dating weeks before Harry and Ginny did, and Harry and Ginny had known each other for over a decade longer than Bill and Fleur by then. So even if you’re not including Hinny’s unique connection and extreme passion, and strictly talking about the facts of their relationships and history, don’t other couples envy the hell out of that? I totally do. And Im married! A couple who’s known each other that long and been through all that together? It’s not that easy for the rest of us!! Especially when things get rough because of reading each other wrong or not knowing something about the other. So in the past you’ve told people that other couples don’t envy of Hinny’s relationship, and if you still think that, my real question is how do they not? No matter how happy or perfect a relationship with, how does someone not envy that? Genuinely asking 😂😂

Hi, @sandrarosie

I'm sure people who know and love them definitely look over at them and are just sigh, how are they so cute? I'm sure sometimes they are a bit envious when they're having their own issues or argument going on. I think that's just human nature to be honest so yes.

[goodnightjar]

230520 #SF9 #JAEYOON

💌: #. weekendjaengjji💗

fantasy~~~~

yooni is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hurry up come to the fancafe!!!!!!!

💭💭💭

🐣: this time too i'll 1

🐣: 2

🐣: 3

🐣: 4

🐣: ig fantasy got no mood to play

🐣: brr (cutely)

🐣: mio (i hate you☹️) (very cutely🙈)

🐣: fantasy is here!!!! (cutely)

🐣: why are you late (very cutely)

🐣: its cuz i wanted to see u

🐣: i just ate

🐣: i did lower body workout today

🐣: & ate meat at day!!!

🐣: & had a cup of coffee!!!

🐣: had a short nap!!!

🐣: checked out lotte even tho we lost!!!

🌌: even tho oppa came; he don't replyㅠㅠ

ㄴ🐣: im sorry.....

🐣: i'm totally off to bed by 10'o clock^^

🐣: fantasy what are you doing???

🐣: cuz i submitted books at training camp

🐣: now im reading the books i brought little by little

🐣: Dallergut (book) is fun ㅎㅎ

(see his last iv for details about books :))

🐣: & ig these days my face got kinda tanned

🐣: i re-apply sunscreen more often than before (cutely)

🐣: i practicing hard on saxophone!!!

🐣: later on if a chance to meet fantasy comes up i'll definitely let you know!!

🐣: oh and today i brought 2 chicken leg nuggets, 1 koxchip (ig its kkobuk chip), 1 chick chok choco from PX!

🌌: you're slow jaeyoon

ㄴ🐣: hold on.....

🐣: what are you doing now???

🐣: aa right I have something to brag about to fantasy

🐣: i'll wait a little more...... (cutely)

🐣: soon im a private first class!!!!!!!!!

🐣: private first class lee jaeyoon (i) can do it!

🐣: isn't this how you get discharged????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

🐣: fantasy

🐣: it will be quick

🐣: wait for me

🐣: just wait right there

🐣: I have memorized all fantasy faces

🐣: if you ain't there beware!! (as in warning lol)

🌌: *📸* jaengpeus are having a drink now

ㄴ🐣: oh it's cola & beer!!!

🌌: need to prepare flower shoes><

ㄴ🐣: ill give it a try (cutely)

🐣: oh did you listen to good morning voice message well?

🌌: I have nowhere else to go 'bapoya'

(instead of pabo. bap is meal)

ㄴ🐣:bapo?!!!!!!!!

🌌: jaeyoon noona is not going anywhere...!!!

ㄴ🐣: noona!!!!

🌌: why am I trembling.......

ㄴ🐣: when we actually meet what will you do...

🌌: puppy... did u eat??

ㄴ🐣: i ate ... did you eat??

🐣: 재윤시❤️

🌌: even just imagining riceball blowing his saxophone makes me happy ㅋㅋㅋ

ㄴ🐣: right even just imagining riceball blowing his saxophone yootaeyang ㅋㅋㅋ

( op has tyang's pfp hahha 😂)

🌌: private first class lee jaeyoon baekgol slogan start!!

ㄴ🐣: 앜!!!

🌌: jaeyoon!!!! pls discipline jaengpeus

ㄴ🐣: ID!!!!

(op's ID was i like sanghyuk 😂)

he going behind all tyangpeus & dangpeus

🐣: ah #Yooniquest

🌌:*🐣📸* handsome guy appear

ㄴ🐣: but this pic ㅋㅋㅋ ain't it too burdensome...? (cutely).

🐣: for Yooniquest

🐣: last week wasnt it tangsuyuk?

🌌: wow im envious of fantasy who got a replyㅜㅜ

ㄴ🐣: jjan!!! (🥂)

🐣: this week how about~~~~~

🐣 lets go with Aglio e Olio (spaghetti)

🐣: 앙대앙대 (angdae angdae🐶) (no)

🐣:알료몰료 (alryomolryo)

🐣: 알료올료 the word is so cuteㅋㅋㅋright???

🐣: and dessert

🐣: for dessert

🐣: 두그두구구구두구 (drum rolls🥁)

🐣: its häageb-dazs chocolate

🐣: its delicious.....

🌌: ain't it too expensive

ㄴ🐣: i'll buy for u!!

🐣: ah fantasy listen!!

🐣: and these days the weather is getting hotter

🐣: now you gotta wear soft short sleeves tshirt

🐣: don't dress too lightly its hot again

🐣: im right here to diligently protect the country

🐣: don't worry a lot

🐣: wherever you are im cheering for you

🐣: cuz i miss you

🐣: you should stay healthy

🐣: fantasy don't get hurt

🐣: cuz if we say i love you we can answer it with an i love you; that's our relationship.

🐣: private lee jaeyoon will come back again

🐣: ill come visit again when i can!

🐣: baek gol!

🐣: bbabbai

[astroyongie]

Not a question just a small rant lol

Lately i feel super lonely ,im so envious of people who are in relationships and have someone they love around them, its so hard for me to open up, flirt or even talk to other people so im just sitting in my lonely cold ass corner waiting for someone to come at me because i know i wont do anything 😂 but at the same time i look so unapproachable everytime im out ... i was literally sitting on my bedroom floor listening to Cupid and crying, my cancer venus is craving romance and cute little lovey dovey bullshit i cantttt

thank you for coming to my ted talk ✌🏻😗

Sometimes taking to people is so scary that even if we emotionally are needing affection and sociabilization, we are still unable to make the first step.

Thankfully that’s why apps were invented. If that scares you, why not trying to use dating apps at first ? Or apps where you can talk with people, know them before engaging yourself. It can actually help with shyness !

[killemwithkawaii]

Hihi Mitchie!

The polyship feels have been pretty strong for me too. Every day, Sal, Larry, Ash and I go to work and completely slay our shift, then we all come home for a nice communal shower and then sleep in a tangle of arms, legs, and candy colored hair (I just got mine done! It's a black and magenta split dye now)

Hmmm let's see, I'm catching up........

If you need good ref pics for lingerie drawings, go 👏to👏Adore Me👏👏. They have some of the coolest and cutest stuff!

I showed one of my residents some of my Sal art, I'm pretty sure she thinks he's a real guy, but she said that it was phenomenal, which just really warmed the cockles of my heart, and maybe even the subcockles too

>GRACIE AAAAAHHHHHH ITS SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU and im sorry it took me forever to reply to this ive been a little preoccupied but today im not letting myself do anything responsible uwu :D💖💖💖

>Aww I forgot that you polyship with all three of those guys 🥺💕 That sounds like such a fun and supportive domestic dynamic to be a part of~ (And I have to admit, I'm envious of the shower and bed y'all must have to accommodate all of you 😂) Do you guys color each others hair? Seems like a fun bonding experience, whether it turns out well or not 🤭

>'Sal in lingerie' has been on my mind for a while and will continue to be there, given the time of year! With your recommendation, I went down a rabbit hole on Adore Me and.... oh man, the possibilities...~ 🙈💓💓💓💦 (If only there were more hours in the day, I'd draw him in ALL THE LACEY THINGS... 😫💝)

>Well your resident is right, Sal is a real guy (in our hearts 😔💘) and your art is phenomenal! May your cockles (and subcockles) remain toasty warm, Gracie 🤗💕

[kindalostbro]

everything is sunshine and rainbows when your a 4’11 petite girl with pretty privileges living in LA with a lot of influencer friends😭

not hating on her, just envious… im self aware of that atleast 😂

she is so pretty tho wtf 😭

iykyk

[gnzlsfrnk]

"Mystic Memories: During the town fiesta of Borongan City"

"Time passes, but memories linger as the stars in the night sky."

BORONGAN

Derived from the Waray-waray word “borong” which means fog or mist from the river, Borongan traces its history back to the 1600s. Borongan City is the capital of Eastern Samar.

The City of the Golden Sunrise is home to countless natural wonders- undisturbed forests, streams, river rapids, waterfalls, and caves.

Borongan celebrates its fiesta every September 7 and 8. The city organizes various events leading up to the Padul-ong Festival on the 7th, commemorating the day the image of the Blessed Virgin Mary was received in Borongan.

So these were my amazing experiences at the Borongan City town fiesta September 06, 2023. First of all, I did not anticipate having a conversation with someone who invited me to watch TUKLAS. He does not know my true gender because I appear to be a girl in my profile picture, and I am unsure of how to tell him, but I still want to watch it because it features a lot of famous people, and I would be extremely envious if I were to miss it.🥺

So I made the decision to keep it a secret. When he was about to arrive at our boarding house, I was nervous because he hadn't found out yet, and by the time he got there, he was already outside. Of course, I was very nervous, and I wasn't sure whether to respond to his messages, but I just trusted myself that maybe if I admitted to him that I'm not a girl, it would be okay. So I did, and thank God he assured me that everything would be alright😌. He said that he was shy because I was so attractive and quipped, "I wish I was a girl!"

Naturally, I then showered, dressed, and left the boarding house. When we first met outside, we were both still hesitant to approach each other, but it worked out well because he was the one who started the conversation. We then had a great time talking and laughing while riding to sawang.😅

The celebrities are funny, there are a lot of people watching, and most importantly, I'm happy because what I wanted to watch happened. Of course, with him hehe😉, it's a different feeling knowing that he accepts you for who you are and that he's always laughing to me because of the words i am sharing.

After the event, he asked me to go home but suggested we spend a few moments at Baybay Boulevard. I said it was up to you and I'd just follow you wherever we go because I trust you, so we went there. He left me with the impression that our love was vague and only for friends☹️, so after we went to the Baybay, we returned back home. He took me back to our boarding house and waved goodbye, and I was ecstatic because I felt like im a real girl in that way hehehe.

September 08, 2023 (Borongan Town Fiesta)

I don't have many plans to attend the Borongan fiesta because no one has invited me, no one has even chatted, and no one has invited me to a party there🥺, but I'm not giving up hope because it's still early then. So, I believe around 9:00 am, a friend of mine from Arteche who is currently living in Campesao invited me to go there house, though not totally invited because I chatted her😅, so that's when I decided to have my lunch there so after getting dressed and donning a decent outfit because its Borongan of course like girl im in a city😂, after all I promptly board a tricycle and travel to Sawang.

Therefore, there were a lot of people and cars passing by when I was there, and it was just a lot of fun. When I got there, I had to wait a long before I could travel to my friend's house in Campesao because I didn't know where it was. Consequently, I made the decision to remain first, my friend eventually picked me up there after some time.

I was very shy when I entered on their house because I guess, I was their first guest, so of course I was happy because I could now enjoy the food by myself. All of their food was delicious, especially their pork steak, which when it runs out, and of course I won't lose my favorite mango float super delicious😋. For this reason, when my friend offered me to have some videoke, I didn't decline because my voice is so lovely like pang world class talaga charing hehe😅.

After that, my friend invited me to go out for drinks with her classmates, and of course I said yes. I was quite alcoholic at the time and suddenly a friend also of mine chatted me on Facebook. Of course, he was invited me to eat at their house and also so that she could get to know me completely. I came to him so that I could have a bring home before i go home hahaha😂.

Therefore, he picked me up at the Savemore, and I went there. It was awkward since there were a lot of people there, but I didn't care because I wanted to eat again😂. As I was there, we both talked and joked, and the flow of our discussion was nice, just the two of us. We just had a great time drinking there since he was very nice to me and treated me like a woman.

We were riding his motorcycle back home at that point, and he was very gentle with me and of course I was acting like a girl hehe🤭. He then told me that it was the first time he had been with someone like me who wasn't a girl, so I was obviously very happy and excited at the opportunity.

Consequently, when we got to my boarding house and said our goodbyes, she said thank you for the enjoyable time we had together and that she hoped we could create many more memories. When I returned home, I was overjoyed because he treated me well, he was so kind to me and most importantly, he will choose you, accept you, and of course love you for who you are regardless of your gender as long as you make him happy and treated him well🥰🤗.

[dysphorie]

For the ''concert ask bait'' thingie:

26, do you get concert hangovers? or post concert depression?

19, do you scream and lose your damn mind or do you quietly sing along to yourself?

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26. Yes absolutely, and its the wooooorst. Im so envious of people who go to like tons of gigs in a row cos it kinda staves it off for a while 😂

19. I absolutely lose my goddamned mind, scream my lungs out. See absolutely wailing the last "thats what you do best" of nero forte along with thousands of other people? Theres nothing like it. So cathartic

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