#im sleepy goodnigjt :)

[dykesevika]

Lesbian

Men DNI

[pawbeanies]

the worst part about being stale bread brain is i cant even feel horny ......... if i try i just end up feeling guilty and staring at the ceiling ... i dont even have any JOKES ..!!!

[sillygh0st]

was feeling bad and talking with a friend about ""signs"" that could possibily mean that good stuff are coming, and If maybe they are not really signs and im just imaginating stuff and that everything is a coincidence that is being created by my silly mind you know the usual 1am stuff

i opened pokemon go for one minute and.

this made my week already :')

[horngryeyes]

goodnight everyone sweet dreams 💓💓

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

What's your new book idea?

ypu guys enable me sooooooo much i luv it 💞💞💞💞💞💞

so theres this kid. vincent. (i keep almost calling him victor whoopsie doopsie!) vince is freshly 18 and he WOULD be a dorky kid- he wears red color contacts for godssake- except everyone is wary of him bc he has a Record. he's acutely aware that most people think hes gonna pull a columbine and tends to use his reputation to his advantage

his only friend is a loud autistic girl, emily. theyve been besties ever since first year of high school and she doesnt really find him intimidating at all. she KNOWS hes intimidating but she can follow the logic vince has wrt the things he does. vince also has an identical twin brother named theo. he's a weeb! their parents tried to drive a wedge between them since they see vince as the Bad Child and theo as the Good Child, except it didnt really.... work....

vince n theo's parents range from neglectful to outright abusive depending on the day. theo shrunk inward while vince developed conduct disorder. sorry vince

anyway vince gets diagnosed with aspd Literally on his 18th birthday. once again sorry vince. at least ur therapist got u a keychain! (its a keychain of izaya but idk if i can namedrop him in the book)

so vince is reeling over that and doesn't think he's all that bad mentally- and what IS there, he can control. he's also piss bored and NEEDS a distraction from his recent diagnosis

so he uh.... does. a questionable move

this is where i say the plot deals HEAVILY with sexual assault, rape, (vince is NOT the assaulter) and child abuse, medical neglect specidically so uh. under da cut is the rest

so vince gets wind that one of the teachers is, uh, molesting students. and instesd of being normal about it, he decides he wants a closer look. namely, he wants to expose the teacher while using himself as bait. emily, a csa victim herself, tries to talk him out of it but he doesnt listen :|

this goes About as well as you'd expect! so its a novel about vince kinda like, grappling with the fact that he really cant control his piss bad mental state, and both his choldhood trauma and his newfound trauma! and also some fucked up New Shit his parents did. plot twist vince has a heart condition!! this is gonna be foreshadowed in that he does get dizzy spells and faints a lot and when he has panic attacks his heart rate and blood pressuee spike WAY high, even by panic attack standards. anyway his parents didnt do anything abt it bc they were kinda hoping itd kill him :| bc theyd rather he be dead than they have to deal with him

and then theres a prom chapter in the middle of all this. vince and emmy go together as friends- shes a little into him but hes gay and shes kinda getting over her crush lmao. shes bishrexual

this didnt rly grt too in depth wrt the plot but yeahhhhhh psychological horror coming of age novel??? except with accepting a mental health diagnosis too? yea

this all started as "what if i wrote a book eith an aspd main character except i didnt SAY he had aspd explicitly so itd sell, but id heavily hint at ir throughour???" and now its this

[ofthirtynine]

im so tired i dont even have the energy to watch the max headroom episode of mystery files. my favourite weird spooky thing by my favourite weird spooky boys. life is a prison existence is a curse whatever

[venusbby]

hello good morninf

[mindlessshirleyindulgence]

goodnigjt darling im sleepy so im gonna snooze if you would like to join me let me know so i can out on my finest night gown

Wait *fals aslepe on you* hhhh …droooolll

[tamarieatsbatteries175]

Okee im sleepy goodnigjt

[starglitterz]

ok anyways im sooo sleepy now expect a post w the fontaine boys on friday if my brain can produce enough creative juices if not i will use my obsession w lyney to will a fic into existence <3 GOODNIGJT!!!

[charmsterz]

i think. everyone should watch fraggle rock

[sporesgalaxy]

I spent like 15 minutes pinning down the exact phrasing of "SYMBOLIZE IRKEN STRENGTH OR ELSE REPRESENT THE WEAKNESS THAT IT IS EVERY IRKEN'S DUTY TO WEED OUT" and like listen. Im going to use it at literally every opportunity from now on

[knife-red]

listen 2017 and 16 were

........ bad........ but also let me meet so many good people... ive been belssed by so many good and cool and neat people and if u think hey is this about me... yes... its about you!!!!! all of you!!!!!! i think youre NEAT!$!!!!!

[spare-teeth]

Goodnigjt tumblr im sooo sleepy

[cryhounds]

ollie just liked this posg and i would like to amend my previous statement i love my mom. my fiancee. ollie @scorpia . thatse it.

hi i love my mom i love my fiancee and fuck EVERYONE else

[pissfizz]

okah i am sleeeping now because im sleepy :]. i love you so much darling youre absolutely wonderful. i hope you had a nice sleep and i hope youre having a good morning. enjoy your day!! youre the best oh my god. i love you so much. like so so much. mmfdjdksjsjdj im having many feelings tonight i need to skeep. okay goodnigjt i love you so much!!!!!

I hope you’re sleeping well!!! I love you so much and thank you for talking to me :] talk soon!!! I hope your morning goes well