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seirooo0 · 1 year ago

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Rui lacks in content so much I'm gonna strt crying, anyways take this rui x reader I made out of desperation for rui oneshots

words: 2,806 💀

plot: u sick as fuck and rui takes care of you

gn reader, use of you/your pronouns, also established relationship

What a great day it was for you— was something you wish you could've said but unfortunately, "sick days" exist (you probably forgot about them with how "healthy" you are). Spending the day doing nothing but dreading the headaches and the pain of being sick, maybe you're too dramatic that you'd fit in a theatrical scene but this is what it felt like for you. How long has it been since you last fell ill? It felt like a millennial or it's an exaggeration.

You wouldn't mind having such a day today, but it's so damn boring for you. Nothing to do all day other than resting and eating and resting, or perhaps you're into that if you're such a lazy guy. But anyone with shame in themselves wouldn't use this excuse to skip school, you're not an asshole after all. Clearly, you're worried about what's happening at school right now. Given that you had a test today, but your mother seemed persistent to make you stay in bed. Quite annoying, but it's the motherly nature in her, you can't blame her at all for worrying. Looking dully at the ticking clock, you wondered; how many hours had passed by now? With nothing to do, no sort of entertainment (you chose not to use your phone for health's sake), and you're just literally laying in bed like some sort of corpse in a coffin; motionless as hell.

And either your mom was so nosy that she had to call your boyfriend (weirdly enough, can't she just call dad or you're dadless (I'm sorry)) or one of your friends noticed that you weren't around so they called Rui in to visit you. But right now, all you know is that the purple male is right in front of you, cooking something in the kitchen. You had to drag yourself out of bed just to see who the hell entered, you would've freaked out but then you remembered your mother probably gave him the spare keys that you were looking for for the past 3 months. Standing behind him, you covered yourself in your blanket as if you're freezing to death, and you wondered if it's even enough to warm you up despite the scorching weather outside right now. Rui felt your presence almost immediately by the time you entered, and on his face he wore his signature cat-like grin (something that you always wondered; is he some sort of cat reincarnation or what) "You're awake, or perhaps you weren't sleeping at all? I heard you were sick today, so I came here just to watch over you, dear." He said, and despite his little cat-like grin, you can tell he's worried about you. "And which bastard?" "Don't call Tsukasa a bastard! Do you want me to snitch on you?" He replied with a laugh, honestly, it doesn't make a difference. You kind of wished Tsukasa pretended you existed in school today, but with how much you two hung out together you figured that won't be the case. "What about classes?" "Oh, don't worry about that, worry about yourself first." With his simple retort, you figured he might've skipped classes today just to tend you. You feel a little guilty now, but sometimes you're an ass. You kinda don't care about that, at least he's spoiling you (no shame at all, it seems). Maybe sick days aren't as bad as you thought.

"Come on now, standing up won't do at all." He said, and clearly you could feel some sort of evil teasing intent. And surely enough, without warning he lifted you up as if you're a small little thing (with his height, it's almost impossible you're not at least a few centimeters smaller than him unless) and what's worse, it's bridal style. Anyone who has no idea that you two are in highschool would mistake you two for an old married couple but Rui's uniform is still on, so that's a given. "H-Hey!" "Don't squirm around now, or else I might drop you!" The male laid you down on the sofa, which is fortunately comfortable enough to lay down on. You watched as Rui fixed the blanket for you, neatly covering you up like some sort of delicate, beautiful thing. "Now then… Hmm.. I'm less experienced with these types of things, but I assure you I'll take care of you, okay dear?" You feared he may blow up your kitchen with his limited culinary skills and with how experimental he tends to be, but right now he looks promising. You simply nodded your head, giving him a soft smile that would easily melt his heart but of course, this is Rui. You wished you would've seen him blushing a little more though. "Yeah, but isn't carrying me a little too much? I can walk, mind you." "Fufu~ I just wanted to be as close to you as possible. is that the answer you're looking for?" And like the usual you, his words managed to tug your heartstrings, enough to make you blush. His choice of words and his charm always managed to hit your heart like cupid's arrows whenever he's around. And thinking about him like this makes it feel like you guys aren't dating, that was 4 months ago dear, you already have his heart and he has yours. "Anyway, stay put alright? I'll bring you some tea and some porridge." He said, his figure slowly getting farther and farther away from you and towards the kitchen. You watched him attentively, and it's probably the sickness hitting you like alcohol but you seem to notice every little detail in your surroundings but specifically; on him. The way sunshine hits him that he seems to have come out of a beautiful photograph, his golden eyes shining in the dimly lit kitchen, you thanked the weather with how sunny it is today, otherwise you wouldn't witness such a scene. Everything feels as if it came out of a dream, that it took you a few moments to realize he's walking towards you. And like the observant little shit he is, he always seems to notice your actions the same way you take note of every detail in today's scene. "You always seem to love staring at me, don't you?" He teased, breaking you out of your dreamy reverie of him. His head tilted at an angle as he placed the tray of food on the center table, sitting down next to you. "Can you feed yourself, or would you like for me to feed you?" You can't tell if he's teasing you or if you're really high from your fever, he looked at you awaiting an answer that you can't seem to find in your head. How empty was it at the moment? I doubt you can even think straight. And for anyone who knew you as a complete stranger with no deep knowledge of each other, your prolonged staring could become off-putting. Thank the gods Rui was patient with you, but since you couldn't answer he decided to take things to his own accord. Right now, all you can see is him picking up the bowl of porridge and the spoon, you've already forgotten his question and looked at him in complete confusion. He seemed to notice that little expression on your face. "Well, it doesn't seem like you want to feed yourself. I'll do it for you instead." He said with such a smile, you can't tell if it's a cheeky one or a warm smile, all you knew is that you'd fall head over heels for him all over again like this is the first time you've seen such a man so fine (despite his awful choice of casual clothing and his eccentricity).

Bringing the spoon-full of the porridge, he brought it closer to your mouth (he made sure it's cool enough to swallow down), and with a bit of reluctance you opened your mouth and ate up the food he had offered. He seems to be pleased that you didn't deny it at all. This cycle continued on until the bowl was empty, you wondered how much time had passed because for you, it felt like hours. Handing you the cup of tea he prepared, Rui took the dirty dish and went ahead in the kitchen to wash it. Today seems calming, he wasn't acting out his usual teasing bullcrap which was a little odd. You watched him wash the dishes, weirdly enough you seem to focus on him more than anything today. And you're sure he noticed that from the moment you two had seen each other in the house. Comfortable silence engulfed the both of you as Rui worked on the dishes and you stayed on the couch, sipping the warm tea he had prepared for you. The taste of the porridge was still on your tongue, and if you were to be completely honest it doesn't taste really well. But you couldn't really voice that out, unless you're a cruel bastard or some sort of brutally honest person, regardless you kept those words to yourself. But Rui can tell you didn't like it from the moment your face contort to an expression similar to disgust, and you feel a little bad you wished you could've hid it better the same way he hides every emotion with such a calm demeanor. Upon taking your final drink of tea, you looked back at him and with perfect timing, he's done cleaning the dishes as well. Rui looked back at you while he's wiping his hands, he simply gave you a smile before walking back towards you. You're not quite used to this side of him if you were to be frank. "You act weird today." You said, and you just realized the word choice of yours. How stupid, you thought, you could've said "odd" or anything similar to that. But well, he didn't seem offended by that, rather he just gave you a simper grin as he sat down on the couch (with what's left of an empty space, since you're laying down) "Do I? I don't seem to understand what you mean, elaborate please!" That came out more unserious than what you had expected, but this is Rui after all. And it's not a heavily serious situation, both you and Rui knew that given by the light atmosphere around you two. This time, you actually took enough consideration with your words making sure no sort of misunderstanding happens "You don't seem to be— well… Rui? How do I put it into words..—" And as if he's reading your mind, he immediately replied to you with a knowing smile "You mean the usual teasing and the eccentricity everyone and you know me for?" He looked at you with arms crossed, and you nodded ever so slightly. It feels a little embarrassing to voice that out now. "Well, I figured you're not in the mood for that since you're sick. And don't I throw in some jokes for a light-hearted atmosphere? Did the sickness get to you so bad now, dear?" Oh, and the usual him is back. You smiled at his consideration, though you wanted to say he can just keep his usual teasing around, a moment like this isn't so bad once in a while. Sure, you kind of miss it (even if it's just a single day without it), but it can't be helped now, can it? You let out a chuckle "Maybe? Well, it's a natural thing I suppose." He let out a laugh as a response.

Rui's hand gently landed on your forehead, checking your temperature. He treats you so delicately that you wished it was an everyday experience. You took a mental note of getting sick again some other time for him to dote on you all over again. "Hm, your temperature is still high… I'll go get a wet cloth for you." That was the last thing he said before standing up and leaving you behind. Sounds sad doesn't it? Don't be so gloomy now, he just went to the bathroom to get a basin and a cloth to soak it in water. Generic first fever kit, the same way your mother always does, don't you know that? But knowing you, you're a clingy bastard towards him. It's not a surprise you'd like to be near him almost all the time. And it just became worse with your fever putting you in such a silly little goofy mood that you don't want him to leave at all. Oh, and while you're doing your little monodrama, he just came back and it hasn't even been an hour. Yeah, this is all the work of your fever, sure. And you're not quite sure what kind of expression you were making, but Rui looked at you in amusement (kinda worrying, don't you think?) "Is my brief disappearance such a huge problem that you'd be making an expression beyond describing?" Frankly, you wished he wasn't such a teasing type of guy, but here's the situation you ended up in. You looked at him with a cranky expression and he simply laughed as a response. Watching him place down the small basin on the table, you wondered if this was even necessary at all if you were the type to just sleep off an entire fever and wake up all healthy again. His hands squeezed out any excess water on the cloth before placing it on your forehead, the coolness was enough to make you relax as you let out a soft sigh. He looked at you with a small smile on his face before placing his hand on your head, "Get better soon, otherwise I might start missing you at school." he said, grinning playfully. You laugh at his little statement, kicking him playfully (since he sat by your legs). "Hey, hey!" "I'll be back in no time, I'm a healthy person after all unlike you." You joked, earning a little laugh from the man himself. Rui looked at you with a little coy smile before placing a hand on your head "Well, even so who knows if it'll be worse," He started as he planted a fleeting little kiss on your cheeks, enough to make you flush from surprise. "That's why I want to make sure you're alright so long as you're in my care, dear." His sudden endearment was a sure surprise for you. It doesn't mean he doesn't show any affection though, don't get me wrong, but to see him with such an expression full of genuine love and worry for you is such a dreamy scene. You wished you could see this almost everyday if possible. Sure, you miss his little antics, his teasing, but having something like this for compensation isn't so bad after all. You smiled at his little declaration, letting out a giggle, "I'll be alright, after all my dear Rui Kamishiro is taking care of me." You said, cringing a little at your choice of words. He seems to take that excellently, letting out a soft laugh before his hand (that was previously on your head) breaks contact. Oh how you wished it lasted a little longer.

"Then I'll let you rest, you can call me if you need anything.." He said, standing up and beginning to walk away and as if you were possessed by some unknown force, your hand reached for his, stopping him in his tracks. He looked at you, a little confused and curious. Gathering enough of your thoughts to construct a coherent sentence, you spoke out with what's left of your shame. Is it too much to ask if you simply wanted to be with him? "Stay with me for a little longer.." You managed to speak out after a moment of awkward silence. Rui looked at you, not reacting whatsoever. That simple action made you a little worried that subconsciously, you let go of his hand. But it didn't seem like that was his plan, as he immediately grabbed it again the moment you break contact with it. "No need to act so shy about it, why are you acting as if we're not dating?" He laughed out, before sitting on the floor, next to your face. It may be a way to tease you, perhaps, or he simply wants to be near you as possible. Either way, you smiled at his little gesture of endearment. "Thank you." "Anything for you, dear." Those were the last words you heard from him, drowsiness hitting you like a truck as you slowly fell into dreamland.

And as for how Rui is going to explain this to your mother if she ever found out he skipped school just to tend you, you can find out about that in another time.

I can't take it anymore doggey

#rui kamishiro x reader #kamishiro rui x reader #rui kamishiro #rui x reader #project sekai #project sekai x reader #whatever this is #this is a cry for help

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prettiedup · 6 months ago

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hi love! first and foremost, i LOVE your work and fratboy toru has altered my brain chemistry 🤍 now for the request itself…i was wondering if you could tell us a bit more about the split between bun and toru after graduation! how would he go about it? how does it affect toru? does he miss bunni and regret his treatment? does he think he needs to get his shit together to be with her? what is gojo looking for in a life partner? this is a lot lol!! answer as little or as in depth as you’d like, just really curious!! i hope this reaches you well 🤍

hihihi babi! thank u sm for readin wht i put out ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

idk if i made it like superrr clear but toru is veri rich and comes frm a veri wealthi family . its only natural dat he's majoring in business or smth of dat sort. so after graduation , da only thing on his mind is inherting da gojo company nd gettin richer . i think for da first 3 years after graduating he really does jus focus on da company , until one day he jus sits bck nd thinks abt everything he's put the people closest to him thru .

when he strts thinkin abt bun he really feels .. indifferent abt everything dat happened . he has that wht happened , happened mindest so its too late for him to feel exactly bad for her . he does miss the sex tho looool .

he isnt realli interested in getting back wif her , n his eyes he needs someone that can take lead when things at his business starts to fall short nd bun jus wldnt b dat woman.

i hope i answered these thoroughly enough !! stay safe ily !!

#asks ! ˚ ༘ ೀ #fratboy/playboy!gojo

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brascu · 1 year ago

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ok, I've got an idea lol (another one, sorry)

Reggie kills Ben instead of Luther at the end of season 3, tells everyone this stupid hero tried finding the bells by himself because he wanted to save them blablabla and get them to follow to Oblivion. Leaving Klaus behind again.

But the thing is, Ben doesn't have that strong of a reason to tell Klaus to go back to earth to help the others. So the mission fail and the universe is eaten and everyone dies lol

And Reggie is like "lol, wrong sibling. lemme try again."

UH, WAIT

AAAH

It starts with "In a timeline that wasn't the right, something right may have come from it."

Because what happens is that, when Klaus and Ben sit there, watching TV just as it happened with Luther..... or maybe not TV, something more Bennish.... an exibition? a party?

A FUCKING GYM? lol

Like, he died and he's still trying to get stronger to be better, to be the best. THE number one.

And Klaus is like, following him on threadmills lazily, untill he's like "why you still training, man? we dead lol" And that's what sets the convo.

And Ben is PISSED when he recalls Reginald killed him for nothing. And Klaus is like lol me too, man, we were the ones who were truly on his side. And they strt chatting about it blablabla

But the thing is Ben, the first one to die, is somehow in the void. And he comes to meet Klaus because, fuck, he always tried to reach him but he never stood around for this long.

And their meeting is warm and filled with tears and hugs and kisses.

And that's when Sparrow Ben gets even pisseder (i know this is not a word)

Because, fuck, he and Klaus had just fucked like last night and looking at Ben's face he is reminded that he looks just like him.

And now he feels like a replacement.

And when Benerino gets that is what happened, he gets angry at Klaus for replacing him with a messed up copy of him.

And Klaus is like ?????????????????????????? you are not the same person, wtf, no one is replacing no one

And somehow they talk it out, about how Klaus loves his Ben in a way that has nothing to do with how open he is to love this new Ben. And they should just get along, for god's sake, they're turning a dream to a nightmare.

And before they can feel bad about getting Klaus anxious, he says something about being able to have a threesome with both of them and they're just eyerolls and huffing smiles, because he's just ridiculous.

and then the others die, appear, Reggie curses himself for killing the wrong sibling and the end lol

I'm a fucking genius. Imma try to write this shit in a go, becuse this is CLEARLY a oneshot

#tua #horrance #double horrance?#ben hargreeves #klaus hargreeves #sparrow ben #umbrella ben #harcest

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the-firebird69 · 2 months ago

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Jupiter Ascending (2015) Eruption Imminent

here garth admits wht he did to hs own mother. tons look at it. and say it. these pepole are triors to us all and are dumb as hell. and traitors to humanity lack it. and now die

Hera

ad bad pit is near him his son. from five kngs. and he is the one who gets him to shoot himself. and they fight now and whoopie out then you shitheads.

and they die. soon.

and our son is up te and good. will sleep. good.

we need it now. tons of it yes.

he has been exposed today for two hours of 1RAD and three hours of 1.5RAD

and 20 minutes of 2.5 RAD nd ten minutes of 2.7 RAD and john r thought he caught in it. is sick mean and said it i hel him or not...and our son says i wont heal you. and im not sick you shithead. and earllier no. but today. tonight three helpings inside so only 1 RAD and three times at twenty minutes but tapers down over thirty after the twenty. and yes it is a long dose works. and will and after all that. tommorrow am he will be at ....from 78% of the meds still in the outer systems and reduces to 68% and tommorrow is a high rad day mb as bja tries again if so sunday am will be at 45%. good timing on it if so. still better if saturday eve. but good here yes. and at 45%he will feel better look better the sking will heal up and yes in places. and then all over. odd it i looks odd. and he says it. wht is happenig to me. and then this is no ordinary life. and tons say this what did he think would happen but ok. and smiles good i will help easier and she smiled rely wide. nd fun ti will be fun. tuesday then at forty and wed thirty five and so on. thrusday thirty and by friday twenty five...and saturday this coming twenty and so on no but ok. will go down about three r four day. and mx out t ten nope will go like this. an mondy fifteen and lower some days no. hight due to the quarter mile and others going off all over southern fl. tues ten and wed five and thursday nd yes prior to october, zero.

the intior today fell from 93% to 90% tonight down to 89 and will be at zero mid october. true and on schedule as i stated. and begins to grow for real.

will strt filing in end of september nd grow a half inch end of october and good

Thor Freya

good

Hera

we see it tired now

Nada Arrinna good

#youtube

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finitevoid · 9 months ago

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thats honeslty for the best you know how one of the most crime heavy neighborhoods in pittsburgh is the one full of bars because drunk people just strt shooting when american football team plays football bad or something idk i dont go over there that often. Can i be so honest there was a period of time last semester like for two months i did the most intense research into lile three pittsbirgh neighborhoods zoned for carrick hs like i was really studying the businesses that shut down amd stuff for am early 2000s prumano pittsbutgh au where they immigrated when they were young and were unemployed in their early to mid 20s (gil got into carnegie mellon and romano dabbled in community college but they both depressioned out) like i have the most autistic shit in my personal server qbout this i was looking up forums and everything

I think it’s amazing we’ve managed to end up back at a scenario that could be in this au. You really like putting characters in like very real life settings. Specific neighborhoods. you never told me this but it isn’t shocking . what was the au. What did they do. what did gil major in before he flunked

#teddie tag

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knife-red · 7 years ago

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listen 2017 and 16 were

........ bad........ but also let me meet so many good people... ive been belssed by so many good and cool and neat people and if u think hey is this about me... yes... its about you!!!!! all of you!!!!!! i think youre NEAT!$!!!!!

#im drubk butmy point stands!!!!!!!!!!!!#💛💚💚💛💚💞💓💖💓💜💕💚💙💗💗💕💘💕💞💚💓💖💞💓💗💓💞💓💚💓💞💛💘💕💚💛💚💞💓💘💓💘#alcohol #drunk blogging #im so sleepy i forgot how sleepy drubk makes me!!!!#i could sleep righf here but i coudlnt...... itd be terirbyk jncomfy #UNCOMFY #W O W #@ MYSELF put down the pgone babe #anywyas #happy ne wyear!!!!#we re gonna make it good #and if it stRts to looks bad?????#i will.... kick its ass!!!!!#perosnalsly!!!! ill do it!!!!!!!!!!!!#okay noe ill sleep goodnigjt i lov u

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lolita-lollipop · 3 years ago

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I would like a yandere platonic shinsou and denki with a middle school reader who has bullying problems and is kinda dumb

YANDERE PAIRING DENKI/SHINSO X READER

n another request you added onto this saying the reader was more on the chubby side (which is tottay fine) and that she’s severely insecure to the point where she’s in a negative headspace for quite the while. Just a little explanation for other readers.

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-the two meet you while on a small date at a cat cafe that shinso had been eyeing for quite some time, you were just in there talking to one of the cats about how your day went today, by the sound of it, it was pretty bad. You spoke to her about how the group of guys and girls would make fun of your weight, and how you really just wanted to be normal. The two listened in with sympathy, silently agreeing that if no one was going to help you, they would.

-the two know personally what insecurity does to a person, let along a young little one like yourself, shinso grew up thinking that he was a villain because of his quirk, and denki was somewhat ridiculed for being an “idiot”. And they felt like no one should have to go through that alone, especially someone so adorable as you are. They couldn’t see any reason why you would be bullied for your appearance, but people were cruel like that, doesn’t make it any mor justified.

-they feel the need to splatter whoever hurt this precious little thing over the walls, you would have to be so heartless, just look how cute you are all snuggled up to the cats!

-whenever you leave, they’re just genuinely worried for your well being, wondering why you’re walking out so late, or or if you’ll be okay, mentally and ohysically.

-you’ll stRt seeing at least one of them everywhere, it doesn’t stop the intense bullying in school, but the group of preteens are scared to approach you in front of a pro hero. At some point they’ll be at your school with a whole speech on why “bullying is bad”, intentionsly glaring at a select few.

-they’ll make their way into your life, visiting with you both before and after school, showing up at your front door to check up on you , eventually, the couple is a normal aspect of your life. When you’re with them they give you nothing but positive comments about how pretty you look, they kindof baby you about it actually, cooing at how adorable you are in your school uniform, or patting your head when you smile at them.

-ever feeling down? Denki is going to tell some stupid joke crabs, while shinso dies interanally at the bare idiocy of it, but is also happy because it was able to coax a laugh out of your usually unhappy face.

Kidnapping:

- I think what sets them off is when one particular bully makes a few comments about “taking a swan dive off of the roof”, and you just kindof sat there, almost as if you agreed. Kaminari and shinso snap, immediately flying towards the two of you, shinso will wrap you up in his scarf, while kamianri will drag the poor girl into a dark alleyway.

-shinso usually isn’t one for physical affection, but this is different, he’ll immediately pull you towards him, sweeping you off your feet (literally) and hold you close to his chest. Covering your ears to shield your precious little mind from the screams of your “friend”.

-this Is probably one of those pairs that won’t knock you out or try to force you to come with them, you’re already quite docile and liking at the moment, so shinso will just carry you all the way to their shared home, your just kindof dazed, off in your own little world, so it was pretty easy to make it happen without you even noticing.

-in general, them “kidnapping” you, is based on the fact that you are proving to be a danger to your own physical health, even if it isn’t all that true, they overreact and twist the idea of it.

Treatment:

-life with them is a dream, you get so much attention and love. The two base their obsessive behavior on the fact that you are too naive to understand how beautiful you actually are, leading to the assumption that you can’t a take care of yourself correctky, so they’ll do it for you!

-there are no mirrors in the house, none at all.

-they genuinely just want you to be happy with yourself, and with your situation, so anything you wnat, within reason, you can get. Most of the time you spend is either reading, coloring, or sleeping, maybe even a cartoon here or there, these two are really the only human interaction you get, so you’re almost glad when they come home and you can speak with them, talking to cats is fun and all, but sometimes you need them to talk back.

-you are treated like a daughter, like someone precious to them, you’ll find that sharp corners are padded off, gates are installed so you can’t leave the house, floors are installed with soft mats just in case of a fall. You aren’t trusted to do much without hurting yourself.

-any protests about being here are met with a swift shushing, you’ll immediately be pulled into one of the twos laps, and be rocked back and forth while their lecture begins, eventually the idea of leaving them has been thrown out of your mind.

-denki and shinsou personality’s counteract eachother, while kaminari is quite delusional and act primarily on impulse, shinso thinks things through and is generally calmer. It comes into play when we you’re feeling upset, or want to leave, you’ll have two fully grown men coddling you, shinso goes and gets your favorite movies and some food, and denki just outright picks you up and sets you on the couch with the three cats they own, tickling your tummy and telling you how adorable you are when you laugh.

Punishment:

-it’s a silent agreement between the two that they hate punishing you, but that doesn’t mean they won’t do it. As long as there is a positive outcome to the punishment, like maybe you’ll stop hiding away all day, or stop attempting to escape.

-shinso will bring a few people you knew outside of this house (like parents, teachers, friends) under his spell, and will simply have them jump off the roof, you can do nothing but watch in horror as they splatter themselves n the concrete. Denki will hold you In his lap, telling you that this could’ve been avoided. Of course, after this goes down, you’re coddled to a whole new point, saying that you took your punishment so well.

A punishment that actually kindof benefits you is one for when you get into your own head, wondering why they even wanted you here, you weren’t all that special, at least in your eyes. I don’t know if This is considered a punishment, but whenever you express your under confidence in yourself theylle

Cuddles:

-as I had said earlier, shinsou is not completely the one for physical affection, and yet again I’ll say it, you are different. It really depends on if you’re snuggling individually with them, or simultaneously with both of them.

-shinso is more of a dominant person, not as playful, doesn’t have any sense of humor (Sorry shinso), so when cuddling you, it’s reflected. He’ll litterally hook his arms under your legs, pulling you into his lap, cradling you like a little baby. He’ll just do this at any point in time, it’s so warm and snuggly, when you fall asleep he can feel his heart melting. You can bet kaminaru has taken millions of photos of you guys.

-kaminari likes to have you facing him, so he’ll sit you on his lap sideways, or lay you on top of him, and warps his arms around your waist, he’ll pull you close and stroke your hair, giving small “awwes” at your embarrassed state. He’ll coax you into dreamland with various cooes of affection, “go to sleep baby, I’ll be here when you wake up”, draping a blanket over the two of you.

-now, cuddling with both of them is probably the best thing to ever happen to you, they’re married, they cuddle all the time, they are pros at it, so adding in a third human, who happens to be super short compared to them, ohhh it’s just so amazing. They’ll be spooning with you in the middle, denki in the front and shinso in the back, a few cats here and there, and it’s just a whole snuggle puddle party!

*bonus

You’ll be getting many visits from grandpa Aizawa, when he’s here, you sleep with him in his bed, it’s not even debatable. For some reason he brings a new cat every time he visits, so the cats in this household have increased from 3 to like 12 in a matter of months.

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Sorry for any garment or spelling mistakes, have a wonderful day today anon!

#yandere shinso x reader #yandere kaminari #yandere denki #yandere #yandere x reader #yandere x y/n #yandere my hero academia #yandere headcanons #my hero academia shinsou #denki headcanons #shinsou hitoshi

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amelink66world · 4 years ago

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Love of my Life

Hey guys! It's been long. Anyway, enjoy the seventh part!

Awestruck

Amelia told her sisters all about New York, leaving some parts of course. She couldn't risk the sisters knowing about her and Link, there would be relentless teasing and of course Meredith would have some thoughts about her moving on so fast. She didn't want to deal with that. No one knew about them. It was fairly early. She wanted to test the waters first with him. She was pretty confident it would work out between them. Still she was a neurosurgeon, she liked cross checking her work.

It's been three days since New York. They couldn't seem to get enough of each other. Amelia was really impressed by his bravery and courage but what struck out for was the way he accepted her with open arms. There was no judgement. Only adoration. Admiration. She was developed some really strong feelings for him now. Keep yourself in check Amelia, you're not the same TUMOR AMELIA anymore. Behave like an adult and give it some time.

Link was feeling nothing different from Amelia. He was just like Amelia in this aspect, though both the parties didn't know this similarity of theirs. Both of them loved fiercely. Both fell in love quickly and wholly. They loved their partners with their whole mind and body. They gave them everything they had without losing their dignity. They were just the same.

Link couldn't keep that beautiful brunette put of his mind. He always found himself seeking her company, be it in the hospital hallways or the coffee cart. Whenever he paged neuro, he prayed to God like hell that it was Amelia who answered the page. His hopes weren't crushed either. She always seemed to be there when he tried to search for her. It was like she was seeking him out too!

They didn't go on many dates yet but every time they spent with each other, it felt like bliss. Link didn't need dates to conclude that he had met the woman of his dreams. He realised that he was falling madly in love with her. He wanted her all to himself. Link knew her routine by heart.

Today she had a morning shift. She's always late by fifteen or twenty minutes because, no kidding she's Amelia Shepherd. Also, probably she was as usual helping out with the kids at Mer's place. Her shift starts at 8 a.m. and she's always in line at the coffee cart by 8:25 after changing into her scrubs. Link waits for almost daily. Today was no different. He was saving a spot for her but it was already 8:40 and there was no sign of Amelia. Where is she ?!

Link was getting worried. He was passing the first spot and allowing others to move up the line, waiting for her. Suddenly she comes running, her lab coat hanging from one arm, the other trying to fit into that contraption. She smiled her million watt smile at Link and leaned in for a quick kiss. She was desperately trying to fit her left hand into the coat, wiggling continuously. Link laughed at her antics. She's just too adorable.

" Here, let me." Link stopped her fidgeting and leaned in close to her face. His arms moved around her back helping her hand into the coat, all the looking deeply into her eyes. Amelia lost all train of thought and froze. She didn't even realise when the coat was on but he didn't seem to move. He leaned his face close to her and kissed her cheek, making her breathless. She was yearning for a kiss. She expected him to kiss her lips not her cheek!! That stupid stupid man. He always leaves me hanging, wanting more! Game on, buddy.

Eyebrows furrowed, still breathless, Amelia whispered, " I see what you did there. Oh you'll so pay for this. Just wait and watch. You don't know how competitive I get. " Still close to her face, Link breathed, " Oh I completely intend to find that out. "

He loved toying with her like this. She was just so easy to rile up. Link loved seeing that inpatient amd sexually frustrated look on her adorably face. It was always made him want to kiss her. But he held back, she was not that much into PDA.

They were standing there, looking into each other's eyes when a loud clearing of throat brought them out of their trance. It was Jo. Alex was too busy grimacing at them to say anything. Jo said, " Get a room people. We don't want to see a porno movie here in front of everybody. The guys won't mind of course," she said looking pointedly at Alex and Link, who quickly got flushed making Amelia guffaw, " but I for one don't want to see you people tear each other's clothes just with your eyes. Cool it, man. Now move over, I need coffee ", she laughed.

Amelia and Link laughed and somewhat separated. Link still had his arm around her waist though. They were talking animatedly with Jo and Alex about the possible treatment plan for Gus, the golden blood boy when it was their turn to order. Link ordered a double latte and Amelia was about to order her very difficult drink order which no one seemed to get right when Link interrupted her, " And a decaf, no foam latte with an extra shot and cream for Dr. Shepherd here, please." Amelia whipped her head in his direction but he was too busy paying the bill. NO ONE EVER got my coffee order right. Not even Owen after so many years together and here look at Link!! He has no trouble getting my order right. I just don't believe this man. No one had paid so much attention to small details about her before like this.

Amelia was awestruck. Link smiled down at her and tightened his arm around her waist when he looked at her beaming face. Her heart fluttered at his gesture and she was feeling those butterflies in her stomach. I'm not in high school anymore! But it sure feels like it. They got their orders, chatted some more with Jo and Alex and headed for the surgical floor.

When the elevator arrived, it was empty. They were the only ones on the elevator. They stepped into it and were soon fell under the enchanting spell of the infamous elevators of Grey - Sloan. Amelia could feel heart rise to her cheeks. Link seemed to be oblivious somewhat but he could feel Amelia tensing. Hurriedly, she pushed the STOP button and pushed Link on the wall of the elevator. She captured his lips with hers, kissing him passionately.

Link was astonished initially but quickly recovered and kissed her back with equal vigour. He tightly wrapped his arms around her waist, bringing her body as close to hers as physically possible. She moaned into his mouth and tilted his head backwards to deepen the kiss. Link growled and switched their positions, pinning her with his body. Amelia moaned loudly this time, arousing Link further. She tangled her fingers in his soft hair and he moved to her neck. She moved her head to give him more room and he moved his arms down her back lower and lower until they reached their prize. He squeezed her cheeks, bringing her body much much closer and Amelia groaned, tugging at his hair tips. He pulled his face up and kissed him again.

She ran her hands down his chest, caressing his abs till she reached his..." I think we should stop. We should not strt something we won't be able to finish," he whispered breathlessly, leaning his forehead against hers. Amelia hummed disapprovingly and kissed him again, this time softly. She gave a defeated sigh, " Okay. Yeah, you're right." She panted before kissing him again and caressing his skull. Link's control was slipping. She knew how much he liked it when she did THAT. If she didn't stop doing that right now, he wouldn't be able to stop the consequences. " Okay, okay, okay. Now stop." He loosened his hold on her and leaned back to look at her face properly.

Her eyes were closed and she was panting. Her face was completely flushed red. She looked breathtaking to him. He leaned in one last time to kiss her swollen lips. She had that effect on him, he had no self control around her. Amelia gently opened her eyes and smiled toothily. She was beaming. She didn't know what came over her. She just knew that she needed him right there on the elevator. After all, he did deserve a prize! They freed themselves from their arms amd Link pressed the STOP button again to put the elevator in motion.

They had content smiles in their faces when they got out of the elevator. They looked at the faces of the people waiting. They did not look happy. Obviously they had been waiting a long time. They pointedly looked at the couple, knowing what they were up to. Amelia and Link acted innocent and rapidly left. They burst into laughter when they were out of earshot. Link recovered from his laughter before her and stared at her laughing face. He was awestruck. He was captivated. He could look at her all day. He could hear that soft laugh all day. He would do anything to hear that laugh.

They went over to the OR board to see that they had no surgeries till 11 a.m. Alao, their fist surgery was together. So they had the morning free. Amelia looked at him mischievously, wiggling her eyes suggestively. Link took the hint and captured her gleaming eyes with the camera in his mind. They hurried towards the on-call room without anyone noticing. No one dared to ho near that room for the next hour. They came out one by one completely flushed. Amelia's face was totally red and she was still panting when she reached the nurse's station. Link came out moments later. He brushed his fingers against hers before asking the nurse for his tablet.

Alex was there, finishing his charts. He furrowed his brows and scowled at them. " Not again, dude. What is the matter with you people? Didn't know you had so much in you, huh Shepherd." He laughed making the couple blush. " Shut it, Alex. Don't make me remind your on-call romps with Jo." Directed towards Link, she said, " I once caught this filthy man and Jo doing it on my couch! I used to sleep on that couch before Alex moved out and I got his room. Couldn't sleep for days." Link his gagged. " Ugghh, bad mental image. I don't need to imagine my best friend with her husband like that. Ughh", he covered his ears, leaving swiftly, making Amelia laugh.

Alex grew serious in seconds and inquired, " No, but seriously Shepherd. Are you happy with him? " He looked at her with concern deep in his eyes. He was the only person who knew the whole story about Christopher. He was looking out for her. She was like a little sister to him. He felt weirdly protective of her. It was nice for Amelia to see the worry for her on Alex's otherwise chilled out face. He always acted like a brother towards her. She smiled at him, " Yes, Alex. Thanks for looking out for me," she smiled at him before teasing, " Awww Alex, are you worried for meeee? Sooo sweet of you," she nudged him playfully.

Alex flushed and said, " Whatever ", before leaving. In all this commotion, she missed to notice Owen standing a few feet away from her. He witnessed the whole interaction of hers with Link and Alex. He had a very weird look on his face and his fist clenched. Amelia turned to check on her patients when she finally noticed him.

He slowly approached her, " So you and Link, huh? " He had an edge to his voice and tried to fish out information from her. " It's none of your business, Owen. You don't get an opinion here, so just back off." He quickly pulled her in direction of the stairwell and hit the subject again.

" I'm just asking, Amelia."

" No, you lost that right. You don't get an opinion here. So please just..."

He interrupted her, " No, Amelia just let me finish. I just wanted to say that I've been doing some therapy. I realise my mistakes now and I wanted to apologize for the things that I said to you. You didn't deserve that. "

Amelia was turning to leave before he tried apologized. She halted in her tracks hearing his words. Her gaze softened. She could not believe what he said next, "...It was wrong of me to say what I said to you in the lawyer's office. I guess I was talking about me, not you. You deserve love. Your love is very, very valuable. You are a beautiful and kind woman, Amelia. You deserve someone who loves you selflessly. I was never that man. And if you have found that man in Link, he's really lucky. I wish you all the happiness in the world, Amelia. Please don't get me wrong." He spoke with utmost sincerity. His words knocked the wind out her. They brought tears to her eyes. Owen swiftly took Amelia in his arms, comforting her. She finally had clarity, some much needed closure.

They hugged each other tightly for a few more seconds before releasing each other. Amelia gratefully looked at him and whispered, " Thabk you, Owen. I really needed to hear that. " He softly gazed at her and nodded. " Link is a good man, Amelia. I'm always here for you if you need me. Never forget that. And of he ever hurts you, I promise you I'll kick his ass." Amelia laughed at this and hugged him one last time before bidding him farewell.

She was much relaxed and at ease now. This was day was going awfully and indescribably well. She finally got what she needed all along. She awaited for some alone time with Link. She wanted to share her happiness with him. She suddenly felt like sharing with him her everything. She was looking forward to the surgery she had with him at 11:00.

The surger was successful with flying colours. They updated the family and had some free time in their hands. Amelia was dragging Link to God knows where. " Ameliaaa, please tell me where we're going. I'm really confused. "

" Just wait. We reached. "

She opened the door and led him inside. " Which room is this? I've never been here." Link looked around with inquisition. He turned towards but she was just staring at him, smiling from ear to ear. Now, he was definitely curious. What is happening?

Suddenly he heard a soft bark, " Woof woof "

Link sharply turned towards the voice and with great enthusiasm saw three nurses walking with quite a lot of puppies towards them. They were surrounded with some small bars to contain the puppies inside so that they don't run away. They say down and were welcomed by those sweet puppies with open arms. Link was ecstatic. He absolutely adored dogs. He looked at Amelia with a cheerful and delighted expression. " Wow. I'm really happy, Amelia. But I'm curious. What is it for? And how are there puppies in this hospital? Why did I not know that before? You knew it and you didn't tell me?! ", he fired at her with his questions.

" I'm so happy too. To answer you questions, the hospital arranges this thing once a week for the kids. It's what we call a rejuvenating exercise. Kids adore pets, so we bring in different ki ds of pets every week. This week was Puppies Week. I have no clue how you didn't know about this ", she laughed. She longingly stared at him for a few seconds before lunging at him, he easily caught her and her close. She buried her face in his neck and he inhaled her scent. Both content in each other's arms. She whispered in his ear, " I was really happy today. I felt this need to share my joy with you. I know how much you love dogs. So here we are! ", she gladly exclaimed.

She drew back to look into his eyes. Both had silly little grins on their faces when they kissed. They were interrupted by a small creature crawling in each of their laps. " Aww you want a hug, buddy? Here we gooo." Both had puppies jumping on them. They were exultant. They couldn't have been happier. Amelia was awestruck at how much happiness this man was capable of bringing into her life. She felt at home with him. She realised with a start what Link had long ago realised, sometimes home can be another person.

Author's Note:

Here is a brand new chapter!! Sorry for the delay guys. I was a bit busy. I totally enjoyed writing this chapter. I hope you people shower it with as much love as you have in the past.

Anyway, the next two chapters will be a bit on the gloomy side. ( * Please don't kill me XD * ) I promise I won't take such a long time to update. Next chapters will be up soon. Until then.

#amelia-shepherd-fanfic #amelia shepherd #atticus lincoln #amelia and link #amelink #greys antony #romance

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ownbreath-blog · 8 years ago

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a finger is kept between pages when micah closes his journal, hairs on his neck standing while he forces his shoulders to be something resembling relaxed. the girl seems familiar, but crowded thoughts lead to spotty memories and he couldn’t say in any certainty whether it was from the corner store down the street or the MAGAZINES they sell there. - the smile he offers is small.

❛ hey, uh, can i help you ? ❜

#dumbstcr #!! bonjour hope this works #also im sorry my icons r funky idk how to make them not look bad on tumblr.... maybe its me whos boo boo the fool ...#* V.001 // THE TELLING GETS OLD.#* STRT. // CLOSED.

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Hey, do you have any advice on consoling freaking out alters? Specifically trama/memory holders. We have a goth (fictive) that's currently freaking out and reliving trauma n we dont know really what to do other than comfort him. Our little is also really uncomfy too. I feel super bad for them, and I want to help but I don't know how. Do you got tips? Anything would be helpful. Thanks. -Felix (host from the Chaos System)

Hi! So unfrtntly I wldnt kno what advice we wld giv- Bc Even now we just got Chara out of static mode n I think the bggst “advice” we feel confdnt 2 giv based on our exprncs as a sys is 2 just giv them time,,,

Singlt life is not the same b it’s like if som1 outspace was hurting the same way n also going they major trauma/flashback town- it’s case by case bc what we may do mite not b effective- or 4 others they may actlly need 2 do something n not w8 4 it 2 pass

Bsclly, if u can talk 2 them, I think 1 of the best things u can do in genrl is ask if there’s something they want or need- like if they want 2 b left alone, keep the lights on, or listen 2 calm music

N sometimes if there’s 2 many options I can giv them simple options like asking yes or no questions like “wld u like a hug?” So it’s easier 2 answ back

If u rmmbr, u can mayb talk inwards while ur fronting? If u kno smths triggering them, even f ur not there-there u can like, just always reassure them that it’s ok,,,

Bsclly create safe environmnts, n remind them that while it’s ok 2 feel hurt or scared, (if they wnt 2 feel it in the mmnt) that they’re not there anymr, it’s safe here- n how they feel is real- n whatevr it is, they never deserved 2 have 2 go thru such bad things, let alone b so hurt by it in the end,,

U also mentioned fictives— so my suggestion 4 that is avoiding source if it may trigger memories

N it’s ok 2 look @ source!! B if ur not feelin ok, u gtta listen 2 ur brain, bc when u feel ok again maybe u can look @ source again

But speaking of avoiding source- mayb there’s smth from source that calms them or makes them feel safe or grounded? Not he same b Chara wears a green sweatr we bought them irl when they don’t feel gr8, it’s bc the sweater reminds them of the good things of source n makes hem feel safe

I’m the end- it mite b hard- 2 like, talk 2 them if they’re 2 stuck in time, b it’s rlly good 2 work 2gether (or have them work w som1 they trust @ least) on what makes them feel comfy

It can b from small things like not touching them or having affection like hugs and pats, 2 clothes or music- or even just talking abt it

OH anthr thing- hnstly most of my advice rn is general- b if they want 2 journal- that’s ttlly a thing they can do! They can draw, etc- n keep it or rip it apart in a shredder or wnur hands

U guys can get thru this- I’m jst srry I cant give precise advice jssndjenn

Again it’s rlly case by case n depends on what that prsn needs- so hopefully u can talk it out!! 4 now, space is rlly good as a basic strt b @ the same time reminding them they have the sys 2 lean on n trust, they’re safe n ok, the bad memories won’t happen again, it was real- b it won’t repeat here

#from kris #aaaaaaaaaaa #ask #anon #fictives #ohhh we should tag this as peer counselling #bsclly peer counselling = not thrpy or professional b just talking 2 ppl frm simlr situ8ions #hell yea im a genius #peer counselling #its so loNG tho #mote change it l8r ybis thinkint of tags hard #also im srru this wasnt wrttn wll!! i hope i hiys feel bytr #were going thru the same thing rn n hnstly its more like— knowin it will b better soon logiclly #b rn it hurts u kno?#headspace

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russellthornton · 6 years ago

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How to Feel Better after a Breakup: 15 Steps to Find Your Happiness

You just broke up with your partner and it still hurts. But learning how to feel better after a breakup is possible and there are ways to get there.

I know it doesn’t seem possible right now, but you can learn how to feel better after a breakup with a bit of effort. Breakups suck. Even when you’re the one who does the breaking up, it always stings. Okay, unless you had a nightmare of a partner, then it’s more of a relief.

But since you’re here, that’s probably not the case. If your partner was someone you loved, then ending the relationship is difficult. You shared a part of your life with them and were probably thinking about the future. So, when a breakup happens, a permanent breakup, it’s hard to handle.

When I broke up with my partner of four years, I was thinking, what’s my life going to be like without him? I had a hard time imagining not speaking to him or being with him in a romantic sense.

[Read: How to get over a bad breakup and strt feeling good again]

How to feel better after a breakup

Time has a way of healing you. I know it’s a little cliché to say, but time really does help. Right now, you’re probably not thinking that, and I completely understand. But you should know that it’s going to get better. Not right away—sorry, but I want to be honest with you.

The next couple of weeks, even months, are going to be really hard. There’s no doubt about that. Though you can help yourself through this experience by doing a few things to make the situation better. If you want to move past this breakup and get the most out of it, follow these tips.

Yes, it’s over, but you have a life ahead of you. And it is possible to learn how to feel better after a breakup.

#1 Feel horrible. Yes! Feel sad, feel torn, feel grief. You’re a human being, you’re emotional whether you want to accept it or not. When you’re going through a breakup, you’re basically grieving over the loss of your partner. And that’s perfectly normal, even healthy.

Don’t rush this part. If you’re feeling sad then let yourself go through the emotion. If you suppress it, it’ll pop up in some other area of your life. [Read: How to emotionally detach when you don’t have any other choice]

#2 Cut them from social media. Ah yes, I know you’re not going to do this, at least not right away. But trust me, you have to. You need to cut the cord, if not, you’ll end up doing what I did and stalk them for weeks on end. It’s not healthy, and it prolongs you from moving on. Whatever social media platform you’re following them on, delete or block them.

#3 Don’t talk to them. So, let’s say you deleted them from social media *please say you did*, but they can still contact you. And though it may be tempting, refrain from speaking to them. If they start calling or writing to you, unless you want them back, tell them to stop contacting you. I know you think maybe you can be friends, but you can’t, not right now. [Read: Should I talk to my ex? 30 revealing questions to give you your answer]

#4 Make your life ex-free. You know the saying, out of sight, out of mind. Well, it’s a cliché, but it’s true. Whatever you have floating around your bedroom from your ex, put it away. No, you don’t need to burn everything in a tribal fire. Just put it away. Then, later on, you’ll be able to look at those things with a different perspective.

#5 Don’t stay friends. You may suggest staying friends but don’t. If you’ve made it this far by deleting and refraining from speaking to them, then don’t play the friend card. You can’t be friends right now. You need at least a couple of months away from them to fully grieve and move on. If you try to be friends with them, it’ll only prolong the process.

#6 Watch what you say about your ex. I’m not going to say you can’t talk shit about your ex, because you can, and you probably will. It’s going to feel good to let everything out, but at some point, you’ll need to stop. Why? Because not only does it prevent you from moving on, it’s also annoying for other people to listen to.

#7 Go out with friends. I cannot stress this enough if you want to know how to feel better after a breakup. After a breakup, surround yourself with your people. Spend time going out with your closest friends. No, you don’t need to hit the club every night, but spend time with your support group. Go to the movies, shopping, out for a run, whatever. [Read: 10 stages of a breakup and how to get through each of them]

#8 Cry when you want to. If you’re feeling a sudden surge of sadness, it’s okay to cry. There will be days where everything feels amazing, and you’re doing great. Then there will be days where you’re feeling lonely and upset about the decision you made. The emotions you’ll feel after a breakup will be like riding a rollercoaster. It’ll go up and down until you start to feel normal again. Don’t suppress these feelings, instead, ride with them.

#9 No drunk texts. If you’re planning on drinking this weekend, make sure you keep your phone far away from you. Give your friends your phone or use a special anti-drunk texting app.

Because what happens when you drink, and you’re going through a breakup? You text your ex. If you want your post-breakup period to be a smooth transition, don’t send drunk texts. [Read: How to avoid the awkward drama of drunk texts]

#10 Stay away from where they hang out. You may get a call from their friend inviting you to a party. Don’t go. I made this mistake once, I ended up completely drunk, puking out of a window while crying. It’s not a good look, trust me. You’re going to really suffer if you go to any event where you know they’ll be.

#11 Eat right and exercise. I know this sounds like a drag, but if you want to know how to feel better after a breakup, nourish your body and soul. Yes, you can cheat here and there, but you need to feed your body with the right things. It’ll make you feel good and keep you healthy.

It’s easy to gain and lose weight when going through a breakup because your body is under tremendous stress. [Read: 15 very effective rules to forget someone you once cared about]

#12 Write everything down. When your friends can’t stand listening to another word you have to say about your ex, write it down. Get everything out on paper. How they made you feel, what you did, etc. Then a couple of days later, take a look at what you wrote. It’ll make it easier to look at the breakup from a different perspective.

#13 Try new things. If you wanted to take salsa classes, but your partner never wanted to go with you, well, now is your chance to do something you always wanted to do. Start new things and meet new people. The only way to make yourself feel better is if you start doing things for you, and not for your ex. [Read: How to be happy being single and explore the freedom of singledom]

#14 Don’t blame yourself. Listen, you probably made mistakes in the relationship, but so did your partner. You’re not the only one in a relationship; it takes two. So, be easy on yourself during this period. Blaming yourself will only keep you thinking about the breakup. It’s time to accept what happened and move on. [Read: How to make it easier to let go of your ex]

#15 Take new relationships nice and easy. If you’re starting to date again, take things nice and slow. You want the next relationship you enter to be one full of respect, happiness, and love. This isn’t going to be something you get overnight. Many of us jump from relationship to relationship because we’re scared to be alone. You won’t be alone. Take some time to heal.

[Read: 13 essentials you need to move on from heartbreak]

Breaking up with someone is hard but getting over a breakup can be even harder. If you follow these steps for how to feel better after a breakup, you’ll be on the road to being a wiser and better person.

The post How to Feel Better after a Breakup: 15 Steps to Find Your Happiness is the original content of LovePanky - Your Guide to Better Love and Relationships.

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ofstaffs · 7 years ago

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steve steve was absolutely walking on air. the weather was amazing and he was enjoying it with the woman he loved. of course, it wasn't a totally perfect afternoon due to his endearing clumsiness. after his second time dropping the venue folder, they decided it was better if peggy carried it instead. other than that, it couldn't have been better. "i really like the meadow, if i'm being totally honest," he glanced at peggy as they walked under a cluster of trees in magnolia park. "but the park is fine too, of course."

steve: im screAMING

peggy: OM G CUITE

peggy: CUTIE

steve: the ghostbusters theme song came on while i was writing thiS

peggy: HAHAHAAHHA

peggy she didn't think it was possible for her to love him anymore. the bold and the brave captain america was stumbling over his own feet and dropping the folder each time he held onto it, papers flying everywhere, which required a ton of chasing. she hadn't laughed more in her whole life, and she was sure she had never been more infatuated with someone in her life. "i know, i do too. i just wanted to look around here to see if it was a backup choice," she explained, craning her neck to glance around.

peggy: lets just do them for a bit then ill bring rey in

steve: okie dokie

steve "you know, the first wedding i went to was out here." steve spoke, pointing at the patch of grass by the fountain. it wasn't exactly an enjoyable experience; they hardly knew the grooms and there was quite a bit of drama at the end of the night. he decided to leave out the fact that he brought a date to it. "you would have hated it. it ended in absolute chaos." he laughed quietly, knowing his future bride wasn't one to put up with people's shit.

peggy "oh, dear. maybe we shouldn't have it here, then. i don't want people to be reminded of bad memories when they come here," she said, biting her lip in concern. then she glanced up at him with a teasing smirk. "you know that if anyone tries to start /anything/ at our wedding that i'll deal with them myself." they couldn't exactly hire security; plus, they didn't need any. the groom was captain america, after all. "i don't think you'll let that happen, though," she winked.

peggy: omfg deans rper will not stop chatting me

peggy: like

steve: my ot4 tbh :,)))

peggy: actually

steve: im confused on how it all happened so fast

peggy: they kind of pushed it on kathryn and i

peggy: im convinced the mun is the same person

peggy: they're literally the SAME

steve: nO WAY

steve: mia's rper chats me a lot too so

peggy: yep

steve "i can only think of one person who'd be bothered." steve shrugged. that person was rey. she left early on in the ceremony and sprayed someone with beer when she returned. but at that point, he wasn't even sure if she'd show to his wedding. "i know you will." he grinned with a raised brow, tightening his grip on her hand lightly. him and peggy had already waited way too long for someone to ruin it. "hopefully everyone just keeps their issues to themselves."

steve: if somebody hijacks the steggy wedding i will take it ooc

steve: no shame

peggy: ya tru

steve: i feel like dia would tbh not trying to be rude

peggy "they better," peggy agreed with a firm nod, placing a hand on his cheek then slowly smiling again. "but i don't care if /everything/ goes wrong. as long as i get to be your wife at the end of the day. that's all i want. that's all i've ever wanted." she leaned up to kiss him softly, wrapping her arms around his neck.

peggy: BLESS

peggy: ok im gonna bring rey in]

rey joined the chat 2 hours ago

steve: yaaaasssssssss

rey getting some fresh air was nice, as her dispute with derek was still ongoing, and she felt like she had the opportunity to really clear her mind of everything. until she stumbled across a couple. as soon as she saw the red and blue clothes (did they plan that or did they always just coincidentally dress that way?), she knew exactly who it was. she clenched her jaw but let out a sigh and tried to walk past without her face being seen, tilting it away as much as possible.

steve: does steve stop her orrrrrrrrrrrrr

peggy: probs

peggy: i didnt know how else to bring her in lmao

steve "trust me, you'll be my wife no matter what. even if it means i have to become a minister and do it myself." he chuckled against her lips, gladly welcoming the kiss. naturally, he got too carried away, wrapping his arms around her waist and stumbling back slightly. he didn't even think about anyone else in the park until he felt his back brush against another person. "oh, geez. i'm sorry about that," the avenger apologized to this person behind him, before he quickly realized who it was. "rey?"

steve: i just did that instead whooops

peggy: nice

peggy peggy pulled away as soon as steve did, glancing at the person he had, literally, bumped into. uh oh. hopefully he wouldn't be recognized. she smiled apologetically and began to say sorry when steve said the girl's name. peggy's smile faded as she stared up at him, then chuckled softly. "is-is this a friend of yours?" she asked quietly, nervous about the expression on his face.

rey oh, great. clumsy steve, back at it again. she rolled her eyes and turned to him, crossing her arms tightly over her chest. she was sure she looked horrific, given she'd been bedridden for five days, but finally seeing peggy in person for the first time shocked her most of all. she really did look like her. at peggy's question, she just glared up at steve again before firmly replying, "nope."

rey: ouch

steve: damn steve, back at it again

peggy: i kept saying that in my head while writing jrc

peggy: jfc

steve "uh..." he stammered, glancing between rey and peggy. oh god, they looked so much alike he was getting confused. he genuinely did not know what to say. rey and him had a large falling out, sure, but they were so close. they were still friends in his eyes, best friends even. his eyes narrowed at her once she spoke. "no. she's tony's friend."

steve: yiggity yikes

peggy peggy's shoulders straightened at steve's words, and she stood protectively at his side, hand on his arm. "tony stark is no friend to us. it is obvious that steve doesn't want you around, so i recommend that you keep walking before i have to take action."

steve: FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

rey rey couldn't tear her eyes away from steve. her expression was a mixture of heartbreak, anger, jealousy, and distress. she missed him, but seeing him with peggy angered her beyond belief. she clenched her fists at her sides as peggy spoke to her, then raised her eyebrows. "believe me, i think that's the best idea, seeing the last time i spoke to your fiancé, he threw a coffee table across the room."

rey: riP

rey: sry im replying so fast im like trying to do this fuc kn g study guide

rey: WHY DID I PORCRASITINA

rey: ETE

steve: UR DUMB

steve: WHAT CLASS IS IT FOR

peggy: US HISTORY

peggy: FML

steve: WRITE STEVE ROGERS FOR EVERY ANSWER

peggy: O K

peggy: ITS OPTIONAL TOO

peggy: BUT ITS 20 PTS EXTRA CREDIT

peggy: KMS

steve steve was stupid to think this day wasn't going to get ruined. he expected the cops would have something to do with it, not rey. not his /best friend/. he glanced at peggy once she spoke, but rey was already retorting before he could catch up. "that's enough." the expression on his face was enough to kill. no more clumsy, adorable steve. rey awakened the beast that was captain america. "so where's derek this lovely afternoon?"

peggy peggy's head snapped up to glare at steve slightly. "so /that's/ what happened? you threw a coffee table because you were angry?" she asked in disbelief. but the expression on his face was not allowing for any chastisement at that moment, so she turned back to rey, watching her carefully. obviously she had done something to make steve, sweet, kind-hearted steve, angry and she didn't like it one bit.

steve: http://66.media.tumblr.com/902d809ec25de... LOOK AT THIS

rey "he's at home. i wanted to go on a walk, so here i am." she'd only mumbled a few words to derek before leaving, but she didn't tell him that. she was too afraid he'd poke fun at her for having a failing relationship. two at the same time. just in very different ways. "oh, but i see you two are planning your wedding. you know, that's funny. the last time steve was at a wedding, he brought along a date. but i'm sure he's told you that."

peggy: DED

peggy: REY ST OP

steve "yes. but you should let rey tell you what she said to make me so angry." he spoke through gritted teeth. he could almost hear rey's angry outburst about peggy and bucky leaving him. his hand flew up to his nose, pinching the bridge of it as she continued to spill like an immature child. "i brought natasha romanoff, my colleague. interesting that you bring up the wedding, rey. recall your little beer incident?" two could play that game.

steve: steve rn: (ง'̀-'́)ง(ง'̀-'́)ง(ง'̀-'́)ง(ง'̀-'́)ง(ง'̀-'́)ง(ง'̀-'́)ง

peggy "yes, i /would/ like to know that," peggy snapped to rey, crossing her arms firmly across her chest. anyone who upset steve had to deal with her. "i understand. you didn't want to be alone at the wedding. i get it," she assured him then turned back to rey, furrowing her eyebrows as steve brought up one of /her/ issues.

peggy: omg steve should do like a rly low blow

peggy: and then rey will just strt cr ying

peggy: bc i need them to make up

steve: how low u talkin

peggy: as low as u want

steve: idk how low i can go

steve: damn is this limbo

peggy: truth

peggy: idk like her being abandoned by her family or smth

peggy: or her problems with derek

peggy: or her family issues

peggy: rey has a lot of things to use against her ok

steve: i'll talk about her trying to get derek to propose cause i got an anon bout it

peggy: make it bad tho

peggy: or else rey will just be angrier

rey rey's eyes widened slightly as her expression darkened. now /he/ was digging. this was bad, and was surely not going to end well. she wished she had derek here to back her up. if he even would at this point. "well YOU'RE the one who had feelings for me while you said you were in love with /her/!" she exclaimed, motioning carelessly to peggy.

steve "why don't you tell her." steve looked down at his friend demeaningly, unable to bring himself to repeat her words. "at least i don't have to beg the love of my life to get marry me. i know who i love, rey, and you're sure as hell not one of those people when you act like this." the captain spat, grabbing his fiance's hand. "let's go, peg."

peggy: shIT

steve: shawty got low low low low low low

peggy "is that true?" peggy tried to ask steve after rey explained how he had feelings for her. if so... that was shocking. extremely. but at steve's words, she froze. ouch. that was a harsh one. but it was necessary. so peggy swallowed thickly and held on tightly to steve's hand before turning and beginning to walk away with him.

rey no... he couldn't have just said that. had he? he /had/. he didn't love her. once upon a time they were inseparable, spending every day together. first he had used derek against her, and then he outright said he didn't love her. not even as a friend. her hands clasped over her mouth in shock as her eyes fell shut, not even acknowledging them anymore. silently, she began to sob as she slowly crumpled to her knees on the ground, slightly ripping the comfortable pajama pants she had on, decorated with stars. she hated this. she wanted her best friend back.

steve "it was." he admitted swiftly, avoiding her glance. it was before he knew peggy was alive. it was a mistake, all of it was. she had a boyfriend anyway. right as he's ready to turn on his heel, rey falls to the ground in front of them. at first he thinks she's hurt, so he accesses her body quickly until he realizes she's just crying. oh no. was it really that harsh? his jaw clenched as her scene attracted attention from civilians in the park. "rey... just get up, okay?"

peggy "steve," peggy gasped as soon as she saw rey fall to the ground. they were friends at one point; and she knew steve wouldn't want to see his friends hurt. even though it was obvious she was just crying, she knew steve would still want to help. maybe. so she stayed back but watched carefully as he approached her again, hoping things wouldn't get worse from here.

rey rey simply ignored them both, covering her face with her hands and tucking her knees to her chest as she continued to cry. after all they had gone through together... that was what he now thought of her? simply because she was jealous? sure she had said some things that went over the edge, but he knew she hadn't meant them. but his words... he meant each and every one. and she didn't care that he was now seeing her break down right in front of his eyes. she couldn't hide her sorrow anymore. she cried even harder as she leaned forward slightly, threading her fingers into her hair.

steve steve pursed his lips, sending peggy one last apologetic glance before crouching down next to rey. he wish he could comfort her like he used to, but it felt too unfamiliar to him at the moment. "c'mon, rey. get up." he curled his hands around her forearms, making sure to be gently while he pulled her to stand. he meant the words in the heat of the moment, but now he was beginning to regret them. "i didn't mean it, alright?"

peggy peggy nodded her head swiftly as her eyes saddened. she knew he had to take care of this. he needed as many friends as he could get here in magnolia, seeing as they had enough enemies. and she didn't want one friendship to be ruined because of some simple jealousy. she kept some distance, but watched closely with a sympathetic expression as he tried to apologize.

rey "no... no..." rey cried as he, literally, tugged her up to her feet. it took a few moments for her to get a stable stance on the ground, but when she finally did, she began wiping at her eyes as her sobs became almost completely silent. "y-you did- you-..." she tried to say, but only wept harder, wiping at her eyes yet again and trying to move out of his grip. she was beyond humiliated and ashamed now and just wanted to go back inside where no one could see her.

peggy: wtf im tearing up

peggy: this is rly sad but its also bc of this study guide LMAO

peggy: but mostly bc of this bc aw

peggy: i miss my bbs

steve: omg dont crrrrrrrrrrrry

steve: im sobbing this sad ass song just came on my shuffle i feel it

peggy: right omfg

steve: speaking of shuffle wdyt about the plot shuffle

peggy: what about it

peggy: did they post it

steve: no they just talk about it when they get clique qs

peggy: oh lmao tru

steve: ive never done one b4

peggy: idk ugh

peggy: bc i dont want rey or peggy to be stuck with chars they've never interacted with

peggy: fml

steve: same dude

steve: can u imagine if peggy and negan had to be 2gether

peggy: riP

peggy: steve would be freaking tf out the whole time

steve: steve would literally bust through every door in magnolia to get to peggy

peggy: i love him what a nerd

steve the expression on rey's face caused an ache to spread through his chest. "i didn't, i-i swear." he murmured softly, struggling to hold back the lump in his throat. he couldn't believe he let his anger get the best of him and cause this. the last time he saw rey this upset, it had something to do with snoke. she was right, he lost everyone he loved. he always did. he looked back at peggy with forlorn eyes, almost as if he was making sure she was still there.

steve: im cryin

steve: ldr just came on im gonna fight

peggy: whats ldr

steve: lana del rey

peggy "it's okay," peggy mouthed to him when he turned to look at her, making a silent promise that she wasn't leaving anytime soon, unless he asked for privacy with rey. she understood that she wouldn't understand their friendship, and she didn't try to. it was for them, and none of her business. unless steve was being hurt.

peggy: nice

rey "you /did/, you did," rey sobbed, beating her fist weakly against his chest two times then just crying again. maybe if she wasn't so weak from the concussion, bruised ribs, and all the medication she was on, then she would've run away by now. or maybe she just didn't really want to run away. she wanted to stay, to bring back what they once had. "l-leave me alone," she pleaded anyway, attempting to tug her arms out of his grip, to no avail.

steve he let her hit him once again, her fists rekindling memories from their last fight. "stop, s-stop!" he curled his hands around hers, pushing them away from him. "stop this! stop trying to fight me, rey. i don't wanna fight anymore!" who would have thought, steve rogers, the kid who would fight anything or anyone, begging to avoid a quarrel.

steve: im screAMI

peggy: riP

peggy "steve," peggy gasped when he raised his voice, immediately stepping to his side and placing a hand on his shoulder. but she didn't stop him from speaking to her. he wanted this solved, and she didn't blame him. so she let it continue, and would only step in if things got really bad.

rey "then why would you /say/ that to me?" rey sobbed in distress, trying desperately to tug her hands out of his, though, obviously, that was impossible. he surely wasn't even using half his strength and she was using everything she had in her weak body. "y-you don't want to be my friend, you-you don't love me anymore..."

peggy: im em o

peggy: r u here

steve: IM HERE

peggy: YEET

steve "i'm sorry," steve looked down, letting his head hang low. he was apologizing to both of them at this point for losing his temper and control. "yes i do, rey! i never said that," his eyes were wide in confusion, "do you even want to be my friend? every time we're near each other we fight!"

peggy "it's okay, steve. m-maybe we should take this somewhere more private, though," peggy whispered, noting how people were beginning to stare at the three of them. if steve was recognized... the location of the wedding would be the smallest issue.

rey "of COURSE i do! i-... i miss you..." rey admitted, her voice thinning out to hardly nothing as she said it, finally peeking her eyes up to look up into his own. then she sobbed again as she shook her head. "but-but not after you said that. n-no... y-you meant every word... e-every word..."

peggy: midnight rip

peggy: and still working on this piece of shit.

steve: jesus h christ

steve steve nodded, instantly cooling down when he heard her voice. peggy was his happy place. any place, any situation; if peggy was there, he could do anything. "no i didn't, rey." his brow furrowed and his face fell once again. "let's go home, okay? come with us."

peggy peggy held onto steve's arm gently, though he was still holding a fragile rey up. she wondered to herself why she looked so sickly, but kept her thoughts to herself as she led them both inside, and up to their apartment. "i'll get some waters," she offered and stole a kiss when rey wasn't looking before moving into the kitchen to do so.

rey rey didn't want to go to their house, to where the two of them spent their time together. but the stress was overwhelming and she needed to sit down, but she didn't want to go to her home just yet. she still wanted desperately to fix things with steve. she let him practically pull her up the stairs and past the door, feeling too weak to do so at that point.

steve "okay." steve whispered quietly against her lips. he lead rey's weak frame to the couch, passing over the spot where the coffee table used to be. "-uh, are you alright?" he questioned, refusing to let go of the grip on her arm.

peggy "you don't seem too well," peggy agreed, bringing over a glass of water for each of them and setting it on the little makeshift table they had in place of the coffee table. she knelt before them and looked worriedly up at steve, silently asking him what was going on.

rey "yes," rey exhaled as he sat them down on the couch, closing her eyes and bringing her hands to her head. "i... d-derek and i were pushed down a flight of stairs... i hit my head and got knocked out. and bruised a couple of ribs... w-we went to the hospital and now i'm on five different kinds of medication..."

steve steve shook his head at peggy's questioning look. he had no idea what was going on. whatever it was, it was more than just her being upset. she looked horribly fatigued. "what?!" he exclaimed loudly. the floorboards in the house might as well vibrated at his staccato.

peggy: omg steeb my bb

steve: he cares so much about his girls

steve: peggy, rey, nat, wanda

peggy peggy's hands came up to her mouth at rey's admission, looking over at steve in shock. oh, no. she knew her steve; and she knew the guilt would hit him /hard/ after this. "i-i'll get some ice," she whispered immediately and jumped up, jogging to the kitchen to get some ice to cool rey down.

rey for some reason, she assumed steve had known about her injuries. but how could he possibly? they hadn't spoken in weeks. "i-i'm sorry, i thought you knew..." she admitted honestly, nodding in appreciation as peggy went to get her ice. then she moved her hair out of the way so steve could see the stitched up gash near her temple, with sweat-soaked bandages covering it.

rey: im emo

steve way to go, steve. he felt absolutely terrible for everything at this point. all previous guilt he had was superimposed at her admission. "o-oh, god, rey. i'm so sorry." his gaze fell to his hands, which he quickly retracted from her forearms and placed in his lap. once peggy returned with the ice, he gave peggy his best attempt at a smile.

peggy peggy knelt in front of them yet again as she finished wrapping the bag of ice in a paper towel, giving a small, hesitant smile back to steve. "back of your neck, darling," she said to rey, handing it over carefully. any friend of steve's was a friend of hers. she was choosing to look past their differences, as they obviously wanted to as well.

rey rey shook her head. "i-it's okay, i should've told you..." she whispered, feeling bad that she'd, accidentally, of course, kept him in the dark about it all. it was why she couldn't stand up when he told her to, why she couldn't leave when all she wanted to do was run away. but maybe it helped them reconcile in the end. "thank you..." she whispered to peggy and placed the pack on the back of her neck, leaning back against the couch pillow with a slow exhale.

peggy: LAST PAGE

peggy: ITS SO LIT

steve steve instantly sat up from his spot once peggy administered the ice. she didn't need to be on the floor anyways. "i don't blame you." after the whole coffee table mess, who would want to speak to him? he acted like a complete and utter fool in their apartment and in the park. "i'm sorry."

steve: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

peggy "no, no, no," peggy mouthed reassuringly, shaking her head and helping him to sit again. "you sit, i'm okay." obviously rey wanted, or needed, his support right now, and she was sure he needed hers as well. they had just come back together, after all.

rey rey opened her eyes and looked sorrowfully over at steve, shaking her head gently. "don't apologize, it's my fault too... i-i didn't mean anything i said either, i just wanted your attention again..." she admitted. speaking of... she looked down at peggy sadly. "i-i'm sorry i was so jealous... it led me to do things that i wouldn't usually do. bad things, and it wrecked my relationship with the best friend i've ever had. so i'm sorry..."

steve steve responded to peggy's refusal with a tight lipped nod. "you didn't wreck anything." he murmured with sad eyes. "i shouldn't have got angry when you told me what you did. i acted the same way when you were with derek."

peggy: omg wtf when did u get here

peggy peggy smiled kindly and nodded to rey, gently patting her knee. "it's alright... everything's all better now," she reassured her with a light, soothing tone. obviously she and steve were very close, and it made her sad to think that they'd spent so much time apart because of peggy herself.

rey right... derek. that was a whole other ordeal that she still had to sort through. her eyes closed slowly as she let out a heavy sigh, readjusting the ice pack on the back of her neck. "i don't know what's going on with us now..." she admitted quietly, peeking up at steve again. "i want to be married to him... /so/ badly, but... but he's still not ready yet. and it's been /two months/... we've known each other for three of them... he doesn't understand that i haven't had a real connection with anyone for fifteen years... i don't want to waste anymore time in my life..."

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