#im really in it now globe anon

[pjsk-headcanons]

IT IS I, GLOBE ANON *trips and falls*

sibling events will be part of relationship ask most likely later this week

yes akito does athletic stuff :,). all canon vbs practice has now been replaced w soccer practice, so no sleep for him!

honestly i have no clue how nightcord works in canon so this is how it works in this au:

streaming website (like youtube, but just music)

social media (like discord as you know)

ena had nightcord during a phase, listened to some music. never interacted with anyone and deleted shortly after.

mafuyu also had it for a bit and actually listened to K's songs! however her mom found out and now nightcord is gone. she still remembers one of the jingles in a melody kanade made

mizuki still has nightcord and is online friends with kanade :). they meet later on, but never know the other person is their online friend. my own lil comedy yknow

fun bits i thought of:

nene, ichika, haruka, and toya all have nightcord. they have all listened to one of the mds' member's songs before, up to interpretation which ones

now that i've answered those, feel free to ask any more! looks politely at fox anon too other users can ask things too

i hope school or anything else in your life won't be a bum (you seems like you've been having a hard time) and have a good day!

🌐 anon

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[ironladders]

"I circled half the globe searching for him, but he was gone."

Starscream ;_;

RIGHT?? IT'S SO SAD .

and i have sooo many thoughts about this whole situation with skyfire/starscream that's been presented to me, if you dont mind anon im gonna use your ask to ramble a little

(disclaimer im sure nothing i have to say here is particularly new & has been said by those who've been deep into TF longer than myself but i need to get this out my system anyways. and also im still watching through g1 so if im horribly mistaken about anything #oops)

unless i missed something, i don't think it's specified in "fire in the sky" how long starscream looked for skyfire?? but just thinking about that line.... he obviously didn't immediately go back to cybertron, he didn't just give up on skyfire. starscream cared about skyfire enough to look for him, only leaving after (i assume) he realized he didn't have the resources to conduct a proper search for his companion. and i mean can you imagine being starscream in that situation???? your partner just disappears into a storm, and no matter how far and long you look you're unable to find them????????

i get starscream, man. i'd also become awful if that happened to me.

and here's the thing: i stumbled upon this post which posits that the decepticons happening to stumble across skyfire in the ice was no incident, but starscream's own doing, and i LOVE this theory/headcanon so much. when i first watched the episode yesterday i was thinking that it was funny they just happen to be mining right where skyfire was frozen so it's nice to see my suspicions affirmed LMAO

i honestly love that episode so much because as i learn more about starscream and transformers as a whole i think little tidbits like that offer a deeper look into who he is (or was, idk) beyond just megatron's second-in-command. he was a scientist, an explorer, a friend. "was" isn't even the proper word here, because he still is all of those things, he just...... applies them differently, i suppose. which is the real tragedy in who he is as a character.

beyond starscream and his search for skyfire, you wanna know what i've REALLY been thinking about a lot with these two? when skyfire becomes a decepticon (for like a day lol but still), starscream immediately declares that when he overthrows megatron, skyfire will become his second-in-command. not any of the other seekers, not either of the waves, not literally anyone else who's been a decepticon for more than an hour, but skyfire. his long-lost science partner. on starscream's end, virtually nothing about his relationship with skyfire has changed. he still trusts him as much as he did millions of years ago, to the point he'd be willing to have him at his side as leader of the decepticons.

but on skyfire's end... the starscream in front of him is different from the one he knew. war and being a decepticon changed starscream for the worst, something that unveils itself very quickly to skyfire. one of the first things he asks starscream after becoming a decepticon is if starscream is genuinely happy about being a decepticon warrior over the scientist he used to be. skyfire can't believe that the person standing in front of him could be the starscream he once knew before being frozen. still, it's starscream, so skyfire ends up going along with things up until he can't ignore his morals and deny that he's on the wrong side anymore.

that is where the second tragedy happens for starscream: betrayl, by the man he'd waited to get back for so long. he finally got skyfire back, only to lose him all over again.

if skyfire had never crashed that day -- if they'd never gone closer to explore the earth in the first place -- would starscream had gone down such a dark path? would he have taken countless lives, and become the ruthless decepticon he is now? does it eat at skyfire, knowing that in his absence starscream lost who he once was? or perhaps he'd still be the same starscream, but skyfire would be at his side serving the decepticon cause. maybe they both would've been so drastically changed by the years of cybertron's war together.

skyfire is a living, formerly frozen relic of the past before everything went wrong. starscream has aged far beyond that, to the point of no return. as much as they surely both want it, and regardless of what happens to them, their bond can never go back to what it once was.

god i just. i need more!!! i need to watch more transformers and read more of the comics and see more of these two!! i watched tfp + some of the live action movies as a kid but this is my first time learning about skyfire and this thing he's got going on with starscream and it's fascinating to me i can't believe i didn't know about this before!!!!! but it's also so fucked up oh my god!!!!!

ok yeah ive gotten the brainworms out my system. idk how to end this here's screenshots i took that i found funny

[apas-95]

troops from many corners of the globe have been involved in afghanistan, iraq, vietnam etc but ppl dont call these world wars which is the only reason i singled out the imperial core, western europe in this case being under threat bc realistically thats why as far as i can tell ppl from the imperial core consider wwi and wwii to be “world wars” but not other global conflicts. like u just made fun of me for assuming by world war u meant one where the imperial core is under threat and then continued to talk about it as meaning just that? or am i misunderstanding lol. anyway sorry for sending on anon im just embarasaed by my uninformed opinions >//<

Don't worry, I'm not making fun of you. I apologise if my tone led you to believe otherwise.

The fact that many imperialist nations together invaded various poor countries does not make them 'world wars', just the same as the seven-nation alliance of european empires that invaded and looted China during the century of humiliation did not constitute a 'world war' - because these nations were all united in plunder, and, really, barely carrying out 'war' as much as simple banditry.

The world wars of the previous century were notable for being conflicts between empires - including, yes, the USA. The conflict between these empires does not necessarily need to manifest as a ground invasion of their territories, especially in this, the age of nuclear deterrence - and would much more likely appear as proxy conflicts in their imperial holdings, such as already occurs between French and Russian forces in Africa.

Nobody ever attempted an invasion of the US in the previous two world wars because it was impractical, and now similarly it is impractical to attempt an invasion of any given nuclear state - but the point of the inter-imperialist conflict is the acquisition of competitor's imperial territories, not necessarily the cannibalisation of the competitor itself.

Given modern military technologies and the conception of greyzone warfare, indirect fires against the imperial core could be carried out - so, cruise missile strikes, etc - but as has been demonstrated in the Ukraine, actual red lines tend to lean more towards a 'sustainable' type of war (whose existence is entirely uncertain at this point).

To summarise: firstly, world war generally refers to conflict between imperialist states, and between imperialist spheres of influence; secondly, world war does not necessarily mean invasion of the imperial core; and thirdly, you are my friend and I love you, do not be embarrassed.

[genderqueerdykes]

adding onto / saying this half in regards to anon who is worried abt internalized fear of masculinity: (for context my use of "cis" here is loose, i'm intersex and know the term can be wonky but it's for lack of better shorthand terminology)

one thing my therapist asked me when i was talking to her about my upcoming top surgery was "how do you feel about the world potentially seeing you as a cishet man?" (i have a wonderful girlfriend but i am queer) and i had to genuinely stop and think for a minute.

and i realized, that idea did scare me, because of how i see the queer community talk about men, especially cis/cis-passing men. transhets as well. and we talked for a while and worked out how i'd move through those kinds of situations and reassured me that i'm not bad, or siding with an oppressor, or anything like that. and it really helped.

but i know what that anxiety is like, and if that is why you're hesitant to be on t - i promise it gets better and it's worth it no matter what.

im so glad you provided this input! it seems like a lot of folks are dealing with this right now

i just wanted to say that cis/cis passing men and people and transhets deserve way better than how we treat all of y'all. i experience some transhet attraction and i really have loved the transhet folks i've met over the years. it's not bad to be transhet. it's not bad to be a cishet man, or someone who passes as one. it's not bad to be a man. what a man does is what makes them a bad person. it's not inherent

men are not inherently evil. this is how we teach men that we can grow and improve, because it is possible. not every man inherently benefits from patriarchy. not every man wants to participate in patriarchy. there are cishet male feminists all over the globe. there are cishet men who genuinely care about feminism, queerness, intersex rights, and so much more. manhood is not evil. we should never demonize people for their gender or sexuality. that's what they do to us

take care of yourself! i'm really glad to hear you had this experience!

[rodolfoparras]

IM NOT THE WOLVERINE ANON BUT I RELATE, I GOTTA FUCK HIS ASS NOW.

Me too love I really need to see his fat hairy ass covered in thick globes of cum, coarse hairs all damp and sticky from it, pretty pink hole gaping from your cock and begging you for another round please?

[poscariastri]

hi, previous anon back - I'm so glad I could make your day!!! I've been chewing on that art for the better part of a week now and decided you should know how much I love it :]

lowkey I'm mildly scared to drop a dm given the fact that like. I don't have an f1 blog or sideblog and I don't really intend on making one rn haha (most of what I know of f1 is against my will and I've imprinted on lance LOL)

oooo piastroll is also good! I've always called it osclance in my head haha but I think your idea flows better - and YES their numbers are so good together <3 reverses and nines and squares and all that, man they have such nice numbers...

I have. never seen that nando jesus pic. I'm saving it rn that's amazing. something something, jesus rose on the third day, nando came back to f1 after three years, wonderful parallels there... and the aston martin wings... oh I am DEEPLY abnormal about those wings...!!! awww teeny tiny mini nando jesus on the globe (I think) being all radiant <3

oh I LOVE those concept sketches... oscar wants another home race... the fisheye perspective is really good and I love it sm! and lance's stupid facial hair (beloved) and that panel with the two of them like in a romcom meet-cute where oscar Knows His Next Move and lance very much Does Not... and then the next one with PASTOR NANDO I AM CRYING. THAT MAN SEEMS LIKE HE'S EXCITED TO MARRY OFF HIS YOUNG PADAWAN LMAOOOO (he probably threatened oscar at least five times that if he finds lance crying it's on sight) (but also would take shots with both of them at the reception)

and yes I'll 100% accept rent in the form of more oscar and lancey (though obviously you don't have to if you're not feeling it!)

HI anon! thank you again im so glad you enjoy that silly art so much! you ofc dont have to DM if u dont want to no pressure (saluting face emoji (im on pc))

as a tribute to you and your wonderful askbox rambles i came up with another doodle! not as much effort in this one but i thought of it at 3 am and immediately had to draw it (i. did not get a lot of sleep) hope you like it!

theyre badly cropped bc again im on pc and tumblr pc hates me (its mutual) and somehow i never manage to draw in the right size for the canvas lmaoo but here TAKE IT AND RUN!!

[munsonology]

I imagine eddie or nunny putting a holy water label on a bottle of lube

Anon oh my god 🫨!!!!! IM GOING TO HELL

Eddie and nunny are in her room at the convent, it’s after hours, the other sisters are asleep. He pounces on her as soon as she closes her window with a soft click of the latch.

His big hands are warm on her cheeks. “Fuck, I’ve missed you,” he says between kisses.

“It’s only been a few days,” she moans. His hands are eager lifting her habit to her waist. He pulls back giving her a questionable look.

“Nunny? Are you wearing garters?”

Her face grows hot, heat creeping from her chest to her cheeks. “I—yes, I thought I’d try something new.”

“Seems I’m wearing off on you.”

Eddie pulls the garter strap and releases it with a pop. He takes a full grip of her ass, spreading the globes around and smacking them.

“I need your ass tonight, sweetheart. I’m aching for it.” Eddie really had been. Since their last tryst in the graveyard, he’d been rock hard thinking of fucking her tightest hole. The first time he’d taken her he’d damn near saw the big man upstairs.

Nunny rubs his hard cock through his jeans. Her fingers slowly pull the zipper down. Her tongue swipes across her lips seeing his pubic hair.

“Oh! Hold on.”

She goes to the large armoire. Eddie watches intently as she pulls out colorful scarves, sweaters, and random trinkets. He wishes she’d wear those more often. She takes out a small jewelry box, it had clearly seen some years. She opens it to reveal a clear plastic bottle. She offers it to Eddie.

His eyebrows raise reading the label. “Holy water? Baby, I don’t think I need this.”

“Shake it, silly.”

He does as he’s told. His mouth hangs open in awe seeing the slippery substance move. “Is this lube, nunny?”

She nods. “I had to take the real label off, Father was coming by for check in. I didn’t trust him to not snoop.”

“You little heathen,” Eddie smirks. Nunny pushes Eddie on her bed. She kneels between his open legs and takes a whiff of his cock. She runs her nose along the zipper, loving how the hair tickles her nose.

“Now, you said something about an ache. How can I heal your ailment?”

[novemberdevils]

they are also putting a lot of trust in all the social media people who totally have access to their instagram accounts to not just open their messages. oopsies let's pretend i didn't just open that plothole until i decide if i want to actually do something with it have someone hack one of their accounts and post all of the messages and me and you can sit and drink tea and coffee and watch everyone losing it, THEY'LL TALK ABOUT IT EVENTUALLY! WHEN!!! I fear Ferrari winning irl is more achievable than them sitting down and talking, Things. i'm doing Things. don't worry about it mum pick me up im scared, but it did remind me i should include the drivers' dinner speaking of including things will you include the gala? I was watching it today and kept thinking about the embarrassing stuff they both could do, also btw you talking about word count made me curious about who has the most word counts in nicojack fics and surprise surprise it’s you 🥳; and just shy of having the first spot in any fic that has jack as a character-10,889 exactly-; and the most words ever in Hockey RPF is 480,949 so do it for the shits and giggles, but i do think jack's character here in this fic is more of a home is people person than a home is a place person. This is the worst and best type because if you don’t find those people you will always feel like you are walking on the wrong leg, TELL ME ABOUT IT I think I mentioned I live alone and the closest person to me is my brother and his wife and even then they are like 5 hours away on a train and the rest of my family are scattered across the globe so there those days where I just regret living so far away, like fun fact you'll see it in ch4 but i wrote this thing where it was clear that Someone was lying to jack about something bc only one of the things he was being told could possibly be true, but i didn't actually decide which of them was lying and Why they were lying until like midway through writing monaco lmao it is just like that sometimes. Yeah I had a whole breakdown about it and thinking back I may have overreacted a bit oops but HOW CAN YOU TEASE THAT THERE IS A REASON TELL ME NOWWWWWWW, it's late and i'm exhausted and i'm rambling forgive me but i will keep going soz please ramble I love rambling I love talking-im actually the shyest person if I wasn’t around people I feel comfortable-, jack having a praise kink fork found in the kitchen, he will wilt without it I just had the most absurd image of jack being a plant and nico going to him be like you are doing great growing those flowers and im crying laughing rn, zak brown hires twinks and i will keep saying that. He fucking does every time im like he can’t find another twink he goes and find one, PLEASE THE LOGAN HELMUT HATE FUCKING PISSED ME OFF; like if we can let other drivers have their fucking flags and have some controversial designs we can absolutely be ok with a helmet having an American flag, no because going to be honest I usually hate the patriotic Americans because they have always rubbed me the wrong way but I remember texting my f1 friends be like fuck yeah let’s go America I love him and have adopted him, as a non American like his accent can’t be that present still??? I wish it was me because my accent is a mess even in writing I will mix minimum seven different ways pf spelling stuff, one of the only things in my sketchy ass outline is that jack crashes in miami. i was planning that All Along. for the narratives. hehe I hate you.

hello anon i hope you're feeling better!! I AM!!! Thank you for asking and oops sorry for the late answer, OMG CONGRATS ON FINISHING YOUR FINALS🥳🥳 I have always hated that period of finals that im always thankful it’s in the past now-not really I have stupidly decided that I actually want to have a diploma in another major when I have graduated not that long ago-, he's allowed to contradict himself. as he said himself, nothing that he said was untrue! Humans contradict themselves every day and his actually make sense so it was a good thing you left it; it made him feel more human rather than a written character, the quinn-jack relationship is a wee bit complicated i guess? Oh yeah I have Thoughts especially during that phone call they made me miss my own siblings and called them was like hi your youngest sibling miss you and every single one without a fail asked me if I need money-I work and have a stable income- but I mean they asked what was I going to say noo older siblings I don’t need money? I said yeah the joys of being the youngest, Jack Can You Please Have Some Self-Confidence train how does a person get on this train? Because I need three tickets for me and bestie lex and boyfriend nico, STOP TEASING MONACO!! You’re the most Evil person and I hate you for teasing stuff, have i already posted the scene where jack essentially says the same thing? about how they all have to be insane to drive race cars? Yeah I do remember that scene but I tgink it actually happened twice? One where he was telling quinn that of they weren’t insane no one would drive the cars and the other unfortunately I have no idea when it happened but I think it was when jack threw the condom or when he was getting choked but don’t quote me on that, PLEASE MIAMI IS ALWAYS A MESS and it was 23 when max was 9 and kmag of everyone was third or fourth, honestly indy drivers go to the media and tell that they want to puck a driver every other race; but it was hilarious seeing everyone kinda lose it like get it boys I love for the drama, the fuck you scene-Yes I will be calling it that- is genuinely something I reread at least once every other day it’s SO SO well written like no words are enough to make you understand how much I love that scene-English is failing me as it does every time I want to complement someone making me look like a stupid person who doesn’t know shit I hate this-, honestly I know I nag about this but the not talking adds a more layer to all of their mess and I like it, omg could you even imagine nico sitting jack down and being like hey you can say a safe word jack would get up and fucking crash them both next race and then telling the media this is me telling everyone that I HATE hischier.

Okay I love you now once again my anger has lessened but stop teasing Monaco and make them get together and every important conversation happens in a hallway and I will never hate you.

i'm gonna do a red white and royal blue on them and leak all of their emails. jk. i have no concrete plans about that plothole even now so we're just going to keep not touching it

uhhh my answer remains to be Eventually. and i have no recollection of precisely what the "things" i was doing when i wrote that answer were but i am still doing Things i know that much! maybe they are the same Things. who knows, it's only the inside of my own head. i have not yet decided about the gala... i know in basics how i want the fic to end but not exactly When. i mean i have some time to figure it out before i get there lmao but the gala is something i will add to my thoughts rotation. my beautiful stupid idiot word count omg this fic is infinite but it's okay i love it so i can forgive the nonsense. if the chapter count ever changes before it's done will you all pretend it didn't pretty please

yeah that vagueing was absolutely about the "did luke actually tell nico he wanted to apologize to jack or not" thing. the answer to who was lying is in a monaco scene i've already written... it hit me like a brick when i started writing monaco like OH yeah that should be why it happens like that. when i made it apparent that Someone was lying i had no idea who it was going to be. but i figured it out! the plot thickens. and thickens and thickens and thickens and thickens

mclaren twink party. shoutout uh. lundgaard. i could talk about logan sargeant probably forever?? he was my guy. with all one of his formula 1 points. logan i miss you </3 i still want him in an indycar seat one of these days but who knows what he will do with his life i will just be over here. with all the sargeant-branded merch i already own. and arguably the 3 american races have more outline than any of the other races oops! that and like. the last few. the end of the fic has always been clearer to me than any of the middle, and we are going to be in my un-outlined middle for a while. no plans all vibes. best way to write a fanfiction trust me i would know

thank you thank you finals week finals weeked and then i was working and doing a bunch of nothing now i'm like. sitting in my bed at home. it's a great time. university is Great i'm going to be here 5ever because i changed my major this past semester... and it was my third year in the major i was already doing... so like. Yeah. the creative writing to aviation major pipeline doesn't exist i created it

that's enough about me! thank you for the thoughts on jack's many ways of contradicting himself, sometimes i feel weird about it i think because characters Are often written to be more perfect than actual humans? idk it feels like something people could read and be like "this doesn't make any sense he said x before and now he's saying y?" but like Yeah people do that all the time. i do that. so i'm glad i left it like that, and i'm sure jack will contradict himself again at some point before the fic is done lol. he's a very complicated guy to write

i'm the younger sibling out of two so most of what i write in sibling relationships is at least a little bit projecting - i don't have a younger sibling though, so i arguably project more onto the quinn-jack side of things, which is maybe why it is the way that it is. not that my older sister is a retired NASCAR driver or anything. but yknow. vibes and all that. i will never stop teasing monaco muahahaha i have not enough plans about when ch5 is gonna end soooo things are happening that is all i know for certain

race car driver insanity is real and in all honesty it will Likely come up again at some point. in all of the fic i have left to write. who knows. shoutout to jack throwing a condom on the floor idk what led me to writing that scene like that but i have officially opened That rabbit hole and now i get the pleasure of dealing with it for the rest of the fic. fucking. crazy person. jesus christ. and i knew it was 23 because i was like. max won that race and iirc lando won this past season? miami doing miami things. that race happened while i was working in disney so i did not watch it but i remember talking to a guy on race day while i was at work who was wearing a mclaren shirt so i was like. i am sure you are having a good day (on working in disney, a lot of f1 merch out and about, and it was mostly checo. so i'm sure they're all having great times Now)

yay i'm glad you like the fuck you scene (good name) i was getting self-concious about it at the end like did i make him say 'fuck you' too many times LMAO but it was in the cards. jack is just Like That. and the Not Talking layer is a very important one... they will communicate eventually i Promise all will be revealed (or at least most) at some point but right now they are still going to be stupid. i'm gonna. i have plans. Trust. yeah if nico asked jack about a safe word i think he would leave. like. the reality that they're doing anything safe word-worthy with each other would probably kill him

hallways are a very important space to them for some reason. i could probably make something out of that even if it was originally intended as like. idk convenience? i purposely didn't have them in a bed until miami because of the way it feels more like a commitment than just getting pinned to the wall so it kind of always ended up being the door or the wall next to the door or something. dw we unlock a new space in monaco. you can probably guess what it is based on Context Clues

[notafunkiller]

wait I’m so confused why was she there? It was just a Q&A?/ its funny that after cannes and her self center behaviour with whole ass photoshoot she did and article he dont take her to any big events only some q&a, some premiere in denmark or one la event that noone saw her noone took a pic of her but somehow she pop up in one pic(also the guy who post it reupload the pic, but the wider angle and now you can see vine glass in her hand, why he edit the post i dont know).

And today omg, for some time seb did solo pap walks, solo everything but couple of bad words, bringing actor on actor, and some angry people was enought to bring aw back again, almost like before golden globes last year when we had more pap walks yet it didnt help at all. And the pic are so bad again emily is in the middle, aw walk behind like part of his stuff, they dont hold hands, hell they dont even look at each other on any pic we got and at the end seb hold the door for emily and then just walk away to the car. He didnt check if aw is behind, dont look back, dont care, probably didnt even open the door for her to the car. This is not how bf act, walking away with hands in his pockets without care in the world if his gf is still there or if she maybe trip and fall, no he just living by himself(tom would never let that happened. He save zendaya and never left her behind. If that was seb and aw he would probably didnt realise aw is not there until the end of the walk) and omg the full smile of aw, the way she look straight into the camera, like noone talk to her, noone look at her, noone is even smiling yet she have this full teeth hw smile on for all the pic. God its red flag, pr after red flag, pr. Im the beggining seb at least hold her hand but after the london party i didnt saw them even one time holding hands.

And deux is a whole circus by herself, a year ago she invite on her podcast a guy who straight up said aw and seb are pr and she agree with him but now no, they are in love, somehow now she post exclusive pic that even aw like, and now she is fighting in the comments for them. Also the article deux wrote for the rome pap walk was like a desperate fanfic not gossip side, if she wrote : we can see how they hold hands, share kisses and drink coffe, we can so see it- its just comical at this point. Deux is a joke but at least she got paid for it.

Really no matter how much pap walks and stage pic they do this dont look good. This only look like red flag rs and full blown pr.

An anon sent this pic... I'll just leave it here again:

[heartsoji]

hello, everyone. its been a while.

im really sorry that i kinda dropped off the map with no notice and YES i've seen the sweet msgs dropped by anons and moots and its really sweet to know that people ive never even met think abt me and care for me. will be responding to moots privately shortly - anons, just THANK YOU SO MUCH it means the world to me that you care sm. if you ever drop off of anon, i'd love to be friends :)

ANYWAYS, the reason(s) i sorta disappeared: just some family issues! my family is going through some problems with some certain family members going through a really hard time, falling into frail health, you get the gist. it hasn't been exactly lovely, but we're working things out rn and hopefully it'll get better soon. i kinda got caught up in everything and sorta forgot about my little community ive grown here. my apologies for that.

um sorry for this lowkey rly dramatic and overly lengthy msg but i didnt rly know what to say now that ive dropped off the globe with no signal of being alive, and i feel safe enough in this community (yes, the wonderful tumblr anime SIMPS u heard me right ugs (and me tbh) R SIMPS. community.) that i dont feel the need to just hide away my problems and just say smth like, "oh i got locked outta my tumblr account!" or smth idek. i trust ugs! love these ppl ive never even met <3 (more than some of my irls, even. some of them dont know that anything happened LOLL)

MOVING ON, i'll try to be active, but no promises! i cant say fs that any real work will be put out for a little while, but the biggest lump of the issues is over, and im in a better mental space now, so i can probs do some things? idk. at the very least, ill be doing some interactions and rambles and more abusing of my "jisu talks!" tag. i love all of you, have a wonderful morning/day/night! <3

[dropthedemiurge]

i started watching because of you and i did not expect to cry so hard over the main character's dad. don't get me wrong, the angst and romance drama is very sad and secondhand embarrassment too but what apparently hits me the hardest rn is the dad stuff. i don't know much about thai society but i can guess they value family a lot and being a sudden orphan must have nerfed the main character's confidence even more

oh also pear is really cute we love to see a girl winning. you go get that education and the life you deserve! im hoping for her sake the writers will be compassionate to her in the ending however that works out. she's so kind to everyone, please be kind to her. it's not her fault she has a somewhat crush on her childhood best friend. that's quite a long time to get to know someone

i also feel bad for the angsty guy like when he showed up drunk the day of the wedding i wanted to close the blinds and give him water. call his heart a fiddle the way he's being played/strung along rn. ten years ago i probably would have read sad angst fics of him and cried for him because he's so obvious about his feelings but clueless guy is so oblivious. but i don't think those secondhand emotions will hit until clueless guy is enlightened so im happy to postpone all of that for later. clueless guy really is quite the train wreck.who knew time wizards could fix light-up snow globes? i want a snow globe that lights up AND plays music. in the show they think it's cheap but that is combining several snowglobe selling points into one. in addition to having fake snow in the sculpture ball!!!!!!

i don't really know what else to say so far im not caught up yet but thanks for exposing me to this. oh also! it's funny they included a cat food commercial in the show. they really know their demographic lol

First of all, I really appreciate you anon sharing your impressions of Be My Favorite with me - but I couldn't be more perplexed when the first message came in without warning and NOTHING indicated me that you were talking about BMF and not some random time wizard shops xDD Anyway, now that I'm on the same page -- YOU GET IT! Anon, you get it. I'm not watching BMF as much for the romance and everything, as I'm watching it to see all character's development (which is done so great) and damn, all the scenes and flashbacks of Kawi, the clueless guy, with his dad are just so. Hitting right in your heart :'))) Not just Thai society, basically in Asian culture they value family and traditions very strongly! (as opposed to western's individualism etc). You can see a lot of Thai, Korean, Japanese series incorporate it so well with showing hierarchy between people, dependence from parents -- but also caring about each other, sticking close with your family and wanting to put all effort into managing that bond. It even extends to other people outside of the family, people being affectionate and bonding with one another and calling their friends family or caring for strangers and helping them because they remind them of their relatives etc.

Sorry for the sidetracking xD Pear is absolutely loveable person but all the characters so far in this series are grey, there is no fully bad or fully good person.👀 I'm really curious to see whether they'll go with Pear.

Clueless guy is maturing with full speed. Pisaeng also found the courage in Kawi and now he'll stand up hopefully to own his life and be confident about it. They all grow and hopefully they'll take care of each other, as it seem to be the message of the show. But... There are still few episodes left and damn, let's get ready for even more angst xD I'm happy that you were motivated to watch Be My Favorite because of my posts! I feel bad sometimes for spamming but the quality, the production, the storytelling is done SO WELL in this series that I cannot help but share and share. Because it's a rare thing nowadays and I'm excited. I literally have no complains about this show at all, I'm fascinated to dig and interpret every single detail.

New episode is coming today! Have fun watching!

[pjsk-headcanons]

got this done really fast...woohoo we all say in unison globe anon is not dying we chant hshssshsshhhshjjhsh

house SEKAI - midnight dream|space

-formed by entire group

-starts with miku and KAITO

-if you wanna leave, there are physical alternatives other than pausing the "untitled" track. you can leave through the front door (forgot to mention this for theater SEKAI, whoopsie daisies)

-each member has their own respective room

-day/night cycle. you can only tell by the windows though, and there are not smooth changes (day->night, no sunrise or sunset). it gets cloudy if someone is upset, and it will rain depending on which member it is.

miku: acts like a loving sibling? comforting and cheery. depending on the member, she'll act like a younger/older sister (for kanade, she'll act like an older one). doesn't specifically specialize in doing anything, but she can catch on pretty quickly. hair is darker (like...like #00679a colour check it out) and goes to her waist.

rin: unfocused and childish. she can get jealous pretty easily (silly). likes doing household chores with her brother to calm down or just chill. part of shiho's feelings. joins the SEKAI post ~1st anni.

len: quieter than rin, but still immature at times. feels responsible for rin, so tries to take any blame. sounds like an adult at times. part of tsukasa's feelings. joins the SEKAI pre ~2nd anni.

luka: overreacts and likes being dramatic. sees all the "not fun" chores (whatever you think) are fun. always takes jokes seriously (silly)? part of akito's feelings. joins the SEKAI post ~2nd anni.

MEIKO: kind, but can get a bit awkward at times (really bad at understanding feelings.) probably the closest figure in the SEKAI to a mother. part of kanade's feelings. joins the SEKAI pre ~1st anni

KAITO: hello niigo KAITO fans! he is still here! just thought his canon character was too good to leave out. he's just a bit more considerate if someone looks like they're about to cry.

where is fox anon when we need them ong that nasake/shiho analysis was so fun to write and hshhhhhh i am jumping thinking about hinomori/shinonome event... more about that in a different ask but YES AKITO DOES SPORTSSSS HE DOES SOCCERRR ITS HIS MAIN HOBBYYY (other than mds but you get it) i'll answer the questions from the last ask later today or tmrw (if you have anymore PLEASE say them i cannot stress this enough)

have a great day mod!! think im going to chill now though oopsie daysies

🌐 anon

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[ask-globe]

yes, yes! finally your understanding! globe, you were never meant to love them. its your fault they could be being tortured right now!

theres no fixing your mistakes, globe.

you did this to yourself.

Deal with it.

-Heartbreak Anon

(lmk if im being too harsh 😭)

*sniff* i just want to fix this

i want to go back to when everything was easy

no hurting anyone

i just want to wake up and realize it was all just a really bad dream

and ill go see pot and get to hug them and box will be there too

(nah dude i like torturing globe ur good!!)

[iteveit]

very long self indulgent journaling below cut. Topics; 2 years of being refugee, mourning for people I've lost, 2024 resolutions, and other stuff.

Ive had exactly four experiences with friends whom I have opened up to about being a refugee in which I've walked out of it feeling worse about myself than before opening up. Im not sure what sort of response or words I was hoping to hear, but I always felt like specifically those four didn't grasp at all what I was talking about. Bad advice would follow. Or in the case of one out of those four experiences, one (currently former) friend assumed I was opening up to him solely because I was about to scold him for something, what followed was him expressing that he's had it way worse than me in life. Like.. Huh??..... I'm not eloquent or knowledgeable enough to even express anything on a political spectrum, but merely sharing my experiences about the troubles Ive had on a mental health level makes me uncomfortable sometimes. I go about my day pretending I'm quite a normal person. Ref-you-jee? Couldn't possibly be me. I've joined an anon peer group because I was quite tired of living with a mask on. Over here, I do want to write and share my own thoughts for once without the imaginary baggage of "is this a good idea, will people still like me afterwards?"

I've had a lot of trouble coming to terms with the culture and background I fled from. And my family is inexplicably intertwined with that background. I could say I miss drinking tea lightly brewed in warm milk (no water!), with sugar to taste. I could say I miss drinking it on a late cold evening. But I actually miss the whole package. I miss my aunt who made it specifically for me and her daughter, in her messy kitchen with the loud fridge. I miss how cold evenings felt during the month of January in the suburbs of my hometown. I miss my younger sister when she would call my aunt's barely-functioning landline phone, being mad about how no one told her that we were hanging out together that night. I could go on, listing how I miss random mundane things about my family members.

Now I have no family. I won't go into the specifics of how, and why. But I've lost most if not all members of my family, including access to my old home and country. There is a horrible sinking feeling when I think about how I have nothing physical or digital from my past. I won't even get started on how harrowing the thought of having little to no safety nets is. I have my memories and nothing else. The brain can be kind to u sometimes, when it decides to conveniently remove all the shit things from your memories. I don't think I even liked how the milk tea tasted back then, and my aunt had severe anger problems, and often in a blink of an eye would resort to physical violence. Still I miss small things. I wish I cherished it more back then. Wish I could have expressed to my sister more how much she meant to me.

Back to the present.

Frie//ren is a great series holy shit. I crossed the name midway so it won't show up any searches. Obviously I'm not an ancient sorcerer elf who saved the world at some point, but boy I felt it when she cried during her companion's funeral. I also wish I got to know others better before it was too late. I'm a pretty antisocial person in the sense that I find it so alien that anyone can make close friendships. I go about making acquaintances, and I think it's too much effort on my part to care any further. I have a friend who considers me really close, and she's always expressed how I seemed so untrustworthy at first cause I never hung around for more than a week with any social clique in college. Oof... It's not like I didn't like anyone I hung out with. I think I didn't give it much thought at the time.

I have a few friends from before shit hit the fan. One technically being a childhood friend, albeit an online one from the other side of the globe. I don't think my mental state allows for me to develop bonds with new people at the moment. New country, new social rules, too much baggage to process. I, however, would like to get to know these older friends a bit better. That's one of my 2024 resolution. It'll be depressing as hell if my feelings aren't reciprocated, but in that case I really, REALLY, want to learn how to not get (for lack of a better word) butt-hurt about it. Frankly I don't know which will be the harder challenge. My other 2024 resolution is to cook more things from my culture.... I can't.. I can't cook that well btw..

For now I will make my own shitty milk tea, and drink it during way waaaay colder winter evenings. Way colder temperatures than my hometown ever experienced. Maybe I'll be drinking it alone, maybe with new people. I made it this far, too late to stop now.

[wrightmourmarriage]

number 1 rick apologist on the scene here to tell anon that i don't really agree with this, im really tired so ill deliver this in bullet points

rick did come back after lying to syd, that's like, the main part of the quote?? from the syd barrett + pink floyd story / dark globe:

the reason why rick had to lie to him was because a) they had already tried giving him time off, going to a doctor, etc and it didn't work, so the band had to fend for themselves b) as he said above, whatever state syd was in he'd have come if rick said he was going to play - an incident before rick started lying to syd meant that they had to cut a gig early because syd could barely stand up on stage, let alone play anything (excerpt below from the same book)

rick had expressed regret and guilt for lying to syd whenever he told this story, something you can pretty clearly see in the excerpt the story comes from. by contrast roger has not only not expressed any kind of remorse, he refuses to accept what he did was wrong at all - excerpt from this article on the production of the wall

half of the reason why people aren't as hard on the band regarding syd in comparison to how roger treated rick is the context; if you're a mid-20 something in the late 60s, you don't know what the long term effects of LSD use or schizophrenia really is, nobody can explain what's happening to not only your friend but the person who helps pay your bills, you're confused, you don't know what else you can do but you need to keep yourself afloat - and the only way to ensure that your next gig is going to be somewhat profitable is making sure there isn't someone detuning their guitar midway through the set. the options rick had available was either lying to someone who already seemed out of it or risking not making rent next month for the both of you. neither are good but ultimately it was the best option he had for both of them.

by contrast, while there definitely was a similar financial imperative to making sure the production of the wall went as quickly and as smoothly as possible, the issues between roger and rick weren't solely about production as people claim them to be. roger knew what depression looked like (he was literally making The Wall ffs) and he still chose not only to further isolate rick, he did so in an unnecessarily cruel way. ginger gilmour claims this in her memoir -

and this is furthered by bob ezrin's observations as he was producing the wall, from the same wall article as above -

the problem isn't that "roger kicked out my fave >:(", at least from every rick fan I've spoken to, it's the way he went about it that makes it a lot less forgivable than rick lying. were they both in a desperate situation trying to seek some financial security that sometimes meant having to do things that they wouldn't normally do? yes. did roger express any guilt like how rick did with syd? no. the cruelty is the issue people take the most offense to. if other options to actually help rick were explored first, and if roger even attempted to show slight guilt about the whole thing, it would be closer to the situation with syd - but that's just not true. rick definitely has his flaws, im willing to say other ppl will back me up here when i say i have my own criticisms of him, but i don't think it's fair to make that comparison when the situations were both very different

i hope this doesn't come across as too apologistic or trying to shut down any convo about it, i more or less wanted to get further into the topic than what the confession could really portray, and whoever anon is i don't blame them for thinking that way + holding that belief; i just don't think said belief holds any water when presented with the evidence ive seen. im happy to reevaluate my own perspective if anyone can present something that challenges it! ok im gonna go eat now bye

I see people demonize roger for the way he treated rick and say things like “it’s not right to throw out your bandmate just because they are struggling with mental health”. which is completely valid. and I agree. but did rick not regularly tell syd he was “going to get cigarettes” and then leave him without coming back. I’m not saying rick deserved to be thrown out or that it’s karma. I am just saying neither should be demonized.

[t0rturedangel]

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please note that I do write dark content sometimes ( which consists of : murder, extreme violence, yandere) so if you're uncomfortable with any of those I suggest just sticking with my non-dark content

Also since I am a afab ( assigned female at birth ) I find it most easiest to write NSFW for female readers, sorry.

Any mistakes within my writing is all unintentionally done, English is my second language so I have a hard time spelling certain words :)

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ꉂ ˖   જ ⁀ ➴ story collabs :)

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ꉂ ˖   જ ⁀ ➴ character x character

ꉂ ˖   જ ⁀ ➴ basically anything problematic

𝟎𝟎𝟕. 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚜 + 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

︰ 💌 ╮ 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 ᎓ㅤㅤⒾ

━ waiting in the cold [ discontinued ]

━ a guide to becoming noticeable [ discontinued ]

━ redemption [ ongoing ]

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━ one hell of a child [ coming soon ]

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━ weeping angel

︰ 💌 ╮ 𝐖𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐅𝐄𝐖 ᎓ㅤㅤⒾ

︰ 💌 ╮ 𝐒𝐄𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐄 / 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐖𝐀𝐑 ᎓ㅤㅤⒾ

︰ 💌 ╮ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐈𝐒Λ𝐒𝐓𝐑𝕺𝐔𝕾 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝕰 𝐎𝐅 𝐒Λ𝐈𝐊𝐈 𝐊. ᎓ㅤㅤⒾ [coming soon!!]

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