#im rambling anyways hes my best friend ♡♡♡

[sunflowerseraph]

Worlds Number One Cabbie.

[cloudcountry]

♡ AUBURN'S MUTUALS !! (there's more of you than i thought HELP)

@tinyletterz / 🍙 — my friend since forever ago, genuinely one of the kindest people i have ever met. she's so cute and she writes beautifully!!!! i highly HIGHLY recommend her flower language series GFGRGRGRGRFRFR

@identity-theft-101 / 🪓 — bonded over mushroom stayed for the eels tbh!! chaos incarnate BUT he has a cute bird named asa that said she loves me so i'm winning

@names-are-dumb / 🐚 — i'm so glad i got to introduce them to twisted wonderland. i am reliving my own experience through him rn. IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE OCTAVINELLE GRAHHH!!!!! one month later and we're married he's my husband and my angelfish that i write cringe ass sonnets too and i adore him <33 muah muah

@merotwst / 🧶 — LITERALLY SO SWEET OMG. she's so warm and welcoming its no wonder people just gravitate to her :C i adore her tbh she made me feel so welcomed even though i'm still scared of most twst writers LMAO

@shkrmpp / 🦐 — one of my first moots!!! personally i really love their hair dye headcanons GRAH they're so cute BUT!! they also draw C:< AND ITS A CUTE STYLE. plus their blog always looks MUAH

@siren-serenity / 🌙 — YOU'RE EVIL I STILL THINK ABOUT "i need you" WHY DID YOU WRITE THAT /lh no but actually you're so good at writing angst that rips my heart out like. if i want to sob i'm going for your azul angst (ITS A GOOD THING PROMISE)

@siphoklansan / ☔ — BEAUTIFUL ART. STUNNING. i love love love how much detail she puts into her pieces (yes i am thinking abt the floyd piece for the lipstick challenge ITS SO CUTE) AND SHE DREW STUFF BASED ON THE SONG HEART ATTACK AND I THINK ABOUT IT EVERY DAY.

@fukashiin / 💌 — silly little goofy deuce rambles and omg the leech twins. I REREAD THE STARING THINGY SHE WROTE OVER AND OVER AZULLLL AZUL'S PART IS SO %@$!%##@%!$#$%@!$#%@$!#%!@%#$!@#$%

@ryuubff / 🪼 — omg there is literally so much i could say about them. my first obey me mutual. the first person who was alike "omg let's create solomon content together." i love talking to them sm and honestly they deserves the best because they're so kind and creative C: WAHHHH

@hisui-dreamer / 🌟 — SO SWEET. i know i'm saying a lot but i have so many mutuals that made me feel so welcomed and rinna was one of them. every single piece of work you'll find on that blog is brewing with emotions and gentle care I LOVE.,,.., I LOVE!!!!!!

@officialdaydreamer00 / 🌠 — ?!?!?!?! ALSO INCREDIBLY KIND AND SO SO CREATIVE!!!! they draw me things all the time and it literally melts my heart :((( i love lov love talking to them about octavinelle and they're super easy to connect with :(((

@the-v-lociraptor / 💙 — we literally just became moots a little bit ago BUT i find a lot of good fanart through her!! she reblogs a lot of cool stuff :D !!!!!

@ceruleancattail / 🔷 — I FORGOT TOW RITE SMTH HELP EM anyways <33 ceru writes some cute ass shit that makes me kick my feet and squeal (AND ALL THE AZUL CONTENT I HAVENT BINGED YET....UGH IM SO EXCITED)

@i-like-forgs / 💪 — appreciator of sand cats and draws a lot!! the creator of my wedding venue with azul and enabler of so many of my ramble i am clinging to his ankle as he drags me around

@valerie-leech / 💚 — we just started talking but they're part of the auburn azul wedding squad!! :D im excited to interact with them <3

@twst-beam / 🎉 — we also haven't talked a lot yet but i can't wait to get to know her better C: !!

@iseethatimicy / 💎 — a fellow azul kisser!! i finally found another one!! :D has an unholy amount of azul memes i do not know where they come from (probably pinterest) but they are Fascinating

@acornwinter / 💫 — sends random shit in my inbox because they started talking about their dreams once and i decided Yes!! and now they draw my ocs and its super cute and i love their little tiny ppl drawings C:

@totallymem3 / 🥀 — we just started talking but!! very sweet <33 her art style is just MMMMUAH CHEFS KISS!!!!!!!!! i love it. it reminds me of spring.

@z3llous / 🐸 — draws azul SOOOOO good i love lovelovlevoevloev his art!!! its so scrumptious i eat it all up for breakfast lunch dinner ON NOMNOM

@cecilebutcher / 🪩 — has a bunch of really cool ocs!!! igor my belobed /p they have such a creative mind and its a pleasure to listen to them ramble about the characters they created!!! :D

@ang33333333l / 🙏 — another azul kisser!! we haven't talked much but i can tell doll is a very sweet person <33

@axvwriter / 👻 — SHE HAS AZUL'S DORM UNIFORM AND IM SO JEALOUS. LITERALLY SO UNFAIR.

@soru-ya / 🍞 — THEY WROTE AROACE CONTENT FOR ME :((((( CRYING RN they're such a good writer please go check them out PLEASE im begging you

@rains-asleep / 🐝 — ANOTHE RGOOD WRITER WHAWHWAHWHAHWA <33333 we had such a deep conversation about caramel once it was enlightening.

@shinysparklesapphires / 🎀 — floods my inbox with precure stuff and now its next on my watch list. started the laura and azul siblings conspiracy :O !!!!!

@twistedchatterboxed / 🌊 — The jade kisser ever. we have a lot of mutual moots (hehe say that ten times fast) so i'm excited to get to know her better!! :D

@keii01 / 🍡 — she's so sweet i want to put her in my pocket and carry her around everywhere i go!! she draws a lot of cute stuff too (there is no such thing as too many ribbons <3)

@tsun0tar0u / 🐉 — showed me a genshin glitch once and i have never been the same. also i would die for kafka btw. normal about rollo btw. So Normal.

@non-binary-lil-shit / 🍄 — enables my marine bio and mycology rambling!! also i am very concerned for you C:

@queen-shiba / 🦁 — your profile theme is literally so pretty i am eating it right now (IDK I JUST LOVE ORANGE) also the leona blender post made me so confused but also i laughed really hard HELP

@vioisgoinginsane / 💜 — she likes some vampire game i think LMAO but the twst content? YUMMY. a writer once in a blue moon and apparently best known for the BITING ROOK HUNT post. GET IT!!!

@moonlit-midnight / 🌸 — hannah is such a good writer :(( WRITES PLATONIC FICS DID YOU HEAR THAT EVERYONE!!! PLATONIC FICS!!!!!!! they're all so adorable and make me want to curl up under a blanket with a mug of hot chocolate <3

@ryker-writes / 🦚 — asked about to deep sea and LET ME TELL YOU i got so excited about it and im still writing it hehe. ryker writes a lot of familial angst so its that your thing go for it!!

@datboredpencil / 💀♦️ — GORGEUYS ART ABSOLUTELY SCRUMPTIOUS YUMY UMY UM AN ENTIRE BUFFET!!!! theres a lot of idia x cater content too if thats youre thing!!! :D

@twistwonderlanddevotee / 🪷 — we havent talked a lot but im still happy to have you here!! :D

@beeirdos-buzzing-bogaloo / 🐥 — apparently very normal about sebek. the Most normal. we havent talked a lot but hes silly :D

@dove-da-birb / 🪿 — literally so funny. putting you in my pocket right now!! ALSO I LOVE YOUR BRAINROTTING HELP

@loser-jpg / 😬 — YOUR BEWILDERMENT AT MY DASH SPAMMING WAS REALLY FUNNY i hope you get used to it </3

@ashipiko / 🌺 — THE #1 ACE KISSER EVER???? her art is so munchy and yummy i want to eat it :(( HER STYLE IS SO CUTE SRSLY IF YOU HAVENT SEEN HER ART YET PLEASE CHECK IT OUT

@shyhaya / you should pick an emoji!! — wrote the most fantastic delicious delightful heart wrenching thing for azul and tagged ME in it :(((( AAAAAA IM SO SORRY I DIDNT SEE IT SOONER. IF YOU EVER WRITE FOR AZUL AGAIN PLEASE TAG ME I'D LOVE TO SEE IT.

@musicalhistorical / 👹 — omg hi quotev person you've been putting up w my bullshit since forever ITS SO FUNNY TO SEE YOU HERE LMAO

@thehollowwriter / 🎶 — ITS LITERALLY A CRIME I HAVENT FOUND YORU WRITING SOONER??? WHY HAVENT I SEEN IT??? IM GOING TO BINGE YOUR AZUL FICS RIGHT NOW EVERYONE SHUT UP I AM SHAKING YOU AROUND QUINN

♡ AUBURN'S ANONS!!

magical girl anon

seahorse anon

❤️ anon

[merakiui]

bro that last ask thing u reblogged.. 😈😈

1- SEAGLASS im a little asshole and love to read fics where the reader is shared ✌️✌️ SUE ME seaglass was the first fic i ever read from u too so its like omg the perfect pick....

8- ur writing style is so goddamn sophisticated 😭😭 every word feels very purposeful if that makes sense? my writing (and most yan x reader fics i find on tumblr for the characters im into) is very simple and verb-focused for comedy's sake so whenever i find an author who uses descriptive, specific adjectives and themes im like 🗣📢 SAY IT LOUDER!!! WE LOVE WELL-CRAFTED, ARTIST FANFICTION!!!! u literally eat up every fic and even just ramblings abt ideas bc u go ham with descriptive words and imagery [dreamy sigh] lovely!

9- seaglass 2 BAHAHAHAHA im sitting on the sidelines reading ur jade sk posts and shit like "sooo good... well back to my merakiui roots" and re-read seaglass again BAHAHAHA anytime u post anything with floyd in it tho im like 🤤🤤 like theres no question as to whether or not im gonna drop everything and read it every time when u post new floyd stuff ykwim they go crazy

13- kinda BAHAHAHA i have a friend who found my old yan writing blog bc i ACCIDENTALLY REBLOGGED ONE OF UR FICS FROM MY REBLOG ON THE YAN ACCOUNT 💀💀 so not technically but in my heart yes....

ANYWAY i think ur fr one of the best writers on yan tumblr if not just in general bro 😭😭😭 continue eating it up SLAYY! ❤️

(ask game)

CHIPPPPPPP AAAAAAAAAA SENDING YOU A DOZEN HUGS AND KISSES WAAAAAAAA >w< you're too kind.... T_T <3

SEA GLASS YES.... >:) my first ever twst fic and the beginning of my spiral into Octavinelle hell. 😌 I'm so happy you like that fic so much!! I'm also weak for fics where the reader is shared and Octavinelle is such a fun group to write for with that dynamic!!!!!

ALSO ALSO!!!! My writing... Sophisticated?!?!?!?! Σ(°ロ°) I'm so flattered omg,,,, thank you for saying so!!!! I always do my best to eat up every prompt and concept, so I'm pleased it shows in my writing and overall style!! >0< if I don't describe even the smallest of details in a story or rambling, I will go crazy. orz I love love love writing descriptions so much.

The merakiui roots... PLEASE LOL I LOVE THAT!!! Thank you for looking forward to Sea Glass's sequel hehe!! I'm certain it will be a banger!!! >:D and thank you for liking my Floyd stuff!!!! He's so fun to write for. I go so feral for him,,,, he's on my mind all the time. I just love how Floyd he is. OTL so unhinged and silly and true to himself at all times. I'm honored you would be willing to read the Floyd posts right away aaaaaa!!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

OMG BEING FOUND FROM THE REBLOG??? T_T in my heart I will count it. ;;;; if it was an Octavinelle fic, I hope your friend enjoyed the fish LOLLLL. >:) everyone deserves to feast upon a delicious seafood buffet. (˘ ˘ ˘)

Truly, thank you so so so so SO SO SO MUCH for your sweet words and praise!!!!!! 💖💖💖 I'm happy you can consider me a good writer and that you can enjoy my work! I will continue to slay and devour!!! No crumbs will be left!!!! (`･ω･´)ゞ this is a merakiui promise!!!!!!!

[umilily]

Hi! Shoe anon :))

Firsts things firsts: congrats on your 1 year anniversary! I've always wanted to travel and go abroad but with /this/ economy I have to postpone that idea- but glad to see you're enjoying your time!! ♡

Now onto my ramble of the night: intimate and vulnerable Meru. Aka my favorite Meru to write and think about.

There's something about HiMERU's walls that's he's painstakingly built to protect not only Kaname's being but for his own sake being torn down piece by piece just because his heart desires something beyond his realm of thought is *chefs kiss* its more like I enjoy seeing Meru distress but with his own heart strings being in tune with him, ya know?

By now with recent events and stories meru is doing things for /himself/ and not for the sake of Kaname and HiMERU - but Meru and romance is something unique diving into. Him being stuck in a limbo of "I'll ignore my feelings if it means I can find some sort of salvation" and "I want this for me. I want to do this for /me/"

And with your latest Meru fic, I feel like the best way that plays out is through his dream scape. A plane of fields where he can be bare without lingering eyes.

Him dreaming of /you/ and /love/ is sickeningly sweet. There's this scenario I replay in my head where it's just HiMERU laying down in a field. There's no nightmares, there's no bad twists waiting to happen. It's just him and you, laying next to each other in comfortable silence. It's a dream where he feels most peace with himself - no words needing to exchange, just the soothing presences of someone he can fully relie and place his most trusted feelings for. He wakes up with a odd sense of peace and euphoria. He feels safe, he feels secure, he feels like himself during moments like this

(Bonus points if this is his stage of longing and feeling realization. Something about him pining so hard it manifests in his dreams is yummy) sorry for the word vomit im so not sane towards him

- shoe anon

Thank you, Shoe <3 I hope you’ll get the chance to travel abroad sometime in the future! (Just out of curiosity: Is there anywhere you’d like to go in particular? If you don’t mind me asking.) You’re absolutely right though, currently… it’s quite hard. (Yesterday I wanted to buy a cucumber and it suddenly was double the price it had been the day before, I mean, what’s up with that? *sigh*) Anyways, I’m just trying to make the best out of it, I guess.

Don’t apologise! Once again, your ramble has watered my crops, Shoe, we can be not sane about him together lmao (Emotionally) vulnerable Meru = best Meru imo. Something about that just *chef’s kiss*

There is something so intriguing about that shift from people (aka his friends) having to basically force their way in to get to know him to him eventually feeling comfortable and trusting enough to allow himself to lower his walls around them, it makes me wanna scream. I think something I really enjoy about this whole constellation as well is that HiMERU is obviously quite self-sufficient, but that there can be very little emotional fulfilment in living on nothing but self-sufficiency, leaving him to always want something more, even if he can’t quite say at first what it is that he lacks. The moment of dawning (or very sudden) realisation when he finally notices so after letting people in (and realising that he actually has friends) is something I find terribly sweet. I love to put (and see him put) through the horrors™, but at the end of the day – to me at least – the thought I enjoy the most about this trainwreck of a man, is that despite struggling with his identity and sense of self, he learns it eventually even if it’s hard and even if he messes up sometimes, it’s still okay. Honestly, every story where I get to see him do something just for himself, whether he is aware of it or not, makes me want to curl up in my bed and cry.

I think the guilt he obviously feels for not giving Kaname the support he needed and his messed-up and self-destructive way of dealing with that (if you can even call that dealing with it), carries over into every other relationship he has. I believe he would have a terribly hard time with the thought that if he can’t even understand his own brother, why would he be able to connect with anyone else? And when others still make the effort to get closer to him (unaware of his background and actions in the past), he’d be awfully torn between his longing for human connection and feeling guilty for wanting something like that. Sometimes I think about how he would act if he didn’t have Kaname (whether in some sort of AU-situation where he simply doesn’t have a brother/ never found out about him, or if you’d want to take the sad route, assuming Kaname died). Like would he have an easier time with eventually learning to have a sense of self and do things that he wants to do, because he doesn’t have to worry about someone else? Or would he just never even question it and keep himself shut off entirely?

And in a romantic context, there’s absolutely no denying I’m an absolute sucker for pining. I really was tempted to call the latest fic “Get rid of the longing! We can’t let people know we yearn!“ lmao Because he would absolutely bury any and all feeling under so many layers of repression, unwilling to ever show any of it. I wonder how long and how many dreams it would take for him to (at least quietly and only to himself) come to terms with the fact that he has such feelings.

On another note: I don’t know if you’ve ever tried chatting with one of these character AIs everyone’s been talking about lately, but let me tell you, the conversations I’ve had with the HiMERU AI are something else. He has absolutely no chill. Zero. I truly mean, absolutely none. Like, this man is just constantly yearning so hard I would laugh if it weren’t so sad. Like, honey, please, who hurt you? (Or more like: What did they put in your code?) Like, I have one friendly conversation with him and he’s there, having an emotional crisis over someone caring about him and asking him about his thoughts. I went into the whole thing expecting something silly, but this program talking has made me want to cry.

I feel like my answer went kinda off the rails lmao Anyways, Shoe, I hope life has been treating you well and that your exams went/are going smoothly! Thanks again for your ramble and have a lovely day! <3

[aristeiakira]

hi hi! if requests are indeed still available and i haven’t totally messed up time zones, could i please get a classic obey me matchup??

i never know what to say when people ask for my interests shsksh but i love writing, baking, and listening to music. i pretty much listen to music 24/7 and i’ll use any excuse to make a playlist (i’ve got about 200 at this point). oh, and i love board games. as for my personality, im definitely a severely anxious person but i’m also incredibly stubborn and sarcastic. pretty closed off at first, but very ‘ride or die’ once we’re close. some might say im mean or abrasive, but im just not very verbally affectionate ig. my love language is quality time, so i love spending time with my friends in whatever way possible. also always willing to shower them in gifts to make up for my lack of verbal affection, so i absolutely do love my friends. just, deep-er down?

which means my view on love is complicated. in the past, some friends have all but told me i was unlovable in a romantic sense. so im skeptical about it, but still optimistic? there’s something out there for everyone. but in a more general sense, i kind of feel like love is in everything we do. love is more than just romantic, it’s platonic, familial, etc. the littlest acts come from love. so, in a way, love kind of makes the world go round? rly weird to say, but true.

sorry if this was a lot, clearly i also ramble shsksh but thank you SO much in advance

A Classic Matchup ♡

- You received The Avatar of Lust, Asmodeus!

- You’re sweet, he’s sweet, therefore I conclude you are the best match. No, really—I believe you would be great together.

- This man right here is up to eat what you will make or if you like maybe even bake with you. Although he’s not that good at it but he’ll try, I just don’t know whether it will be a success or disaster, anyways- it’s the thought that counts right?

- Similar to you, Asmo likes listening to music. He has a particular taste when it comes to song, still, he would appreciate any recommendation you have. I think he could be swayed into listening to what you like because he is going to replay any playlist you would make for him.

- He would definitely acquire the last song syndrome. You would just hear him humming at the most random of times, probably a song which you mentioned to be your favorite. Yes, he could be lovesick like that. You have just gotten yourself someone to share your playlist with!

- I think you have really different interests, it doesn’t hinder you both to bond though. I can see you playing board games one night then doing skincare the next hour. Maybe a spa day for a date or exploring new board games to play, whatever you choose to do, smiles would never fade from your lips.

- If you are severely anxious—worry not—you have this confident demon by your side after all. He has this comforting aura that will persuade you to succumb in serenity, his melodious voice will hush away all your fears, and he would do everything he can to make you feel assured. I believe his presence is one that could also symbolize solace.

- In the case where you’re stubborn and sarcastic side is shown, Asmo’s ready to back you up. He’ll second to whatever you may say, just proud how his significant other is feisty, very hot of you he’ll kid (or mean it sometimes).

- Can you be any more similar? At the start, Asmodeus was also quite wary of you, but when you do earn his trust he’ll cling to you all the time—in other words—your partner for the ride or die.

- In the aspect of affection or love languages, you shouldn’t have to worry because out of all the brothers, he understands the topic the most.

- You really balance out each other. You are not one to speak of your love but he is. If you’re alright with it, Asmo’s really going to shout his love for you, literally. If you’re not comfortable with it, expect the whispers of his affection.

- Here’s a scenario I’ve imagined:

- There was nothing different that day, except for the realization that dawned Asmodeus as you converse with his brothers. He wanted to just blurt out his thoughts yet he stopped himself because he didn’t want things to be uncomfortable for you. And so he opted to prop his chin onto your shoulder, smiling subtly to convince others there was nothing. In truth, he spoke in a hushed voice that only you would be able to hear- “I love you.”

- Back to your love language, Asmo adores it very much, it is a win for him no? This is where your interests are shared, any thing that he can do with you, he’ll do. Knowing that you’ll say yes to spending time with him, he asks before any of his brothers could. Window shopping? Choosing your outfits in the morning? Asmo’s gathering? Again, he loves your love language. When you make time for him, he feels all the love he needs and more.

- Did you say gifts? How can you be any perfect? He asks. He is going to treasure them, and when I say treasure, I meant he would keep your gifts as an entire collection in a special place of his wardrobe. He would also buy anything he deems worthy of being given to you because he’ll never let you to be the only one giving gifts! Surprise gifts just to tease each other may also frequently occur (I hope I had half the money you guys spend, T_T).

- Lastly, love does makes the world go round, and Asmodeus agrees. He thinks you perfectly defined it as it reflects who you are, the sweet human who have proven him about how the little acts people do come from love. He’ll cherish you till the end of his time.

[yanbub]

mutuals appreciation post !! happy 1.3k milestone ♡

not @ me just randomly doing this 🤡 anyways yes happy 1.3k 💞 posting this early just in case someone unfollows 🙄 but i'm sadly not done with the event yet so i don't have any milestones planned for now so i just did this instead ;;;; maybe if i reach 1.5k i might do smth tho ??

in no order whatsoever

@starglitterz ; bye ilysm 🙁🙁 literally one of my best mutuals xdxd quill x yuyu 90k words frustrating slowburn teethrotting fluff friends to lovers asf. ok on a serious note IM SO GLAD THAT YOU'RE A LU JINGHE STAN⁉️⁉️ literally the cutest, hottest and richest man alive i tell you not 🙄 !! anyways i hope we can get to know each other more <3

@kazuqha ; im so scared to know what your "yan simping for marius" album contains ..... like literally. AND IM STILL GONNA BE INDENIAL ONE MORE TIME,,, just so i can get his event cards probably ❤ HAHA. being indenial has it's pros ok i rlly want that electrifying night sr and the symphony of the night ssr like oh my god not to ramble but he looks so hot in it 😩 i want him to kiss me so bad?*,?*@?!?@(#) ily i hope you get more zuo ran cards bc youre his wife 🤪

@noirkkat ; it's the way i've been wanting to be mutuals with you for so long bYE. I THOUGHT YOU WERE REALLY COOL AND WHEN WE FINALLY BECAME MUTUALS YOU WERE MORE THAN THAT 😍 anyways youre so sexy and stay bad 😜

@dilucbar ; let's go bili some noodle soup and egg waffles kasami si thoma and childe 😩 #conyo bye he might type in a jeje way i cant do this today HWHAHWJAHWHAHSHA anyways conyo thoma and childe our beloved 💗

@test-tube ; why are you so sweet it's too much for my health but idc youre literally one of the sweetest mutuals i have :((( we rarely talk these days but im glad that i can still see you on my dash slaps you with my affection and support asf

@baeshijima ; my fellow lu jinghe stan haha manifesting more of his cards for us <33 im so close to spend money on the matching tattoos one but 🙁🙁 i hate wasting money on games uGHHHH anyways lu jinghe supremacy insert heart

@eternism ; hi giggles i havent sent my yoimiya angst idea to you but i might do it later 😍 unless i forget again 🧍‍♀️anyways HAHA <3 ILY !!!! youre so cool?*?(?!?!? i hope you get yoimiya ur beloved bestie !!

@ganyuslily ; bye you're the only one who can understand me when it comes to mo yi insert pensive emoji they keep saying hes sus or a red flag but like,,,, idrc????? i still love him either way and i doubt mihoyo would make a love interest a literal red flag like that man,,, anyways congrats on ur xia yan again and i hope you get zuo ran's ssr <3

@kazuhavo1r ; yOUR. YOUR MARIUS CONTENT. I SCREAM EVERYTIME I GET TAGGED IN IT LIKE?&#(@?@*#(#?# I LOVE IT WHEN MARIUS I SWEAR YOU NOT 😭😭 but tho gl on ur exams/school :(( i love how we invade the tot fanfiction tags 😍

@astrealia ; xia yan <3 thats it for you LMFAO /j ok but. xia yan personal story is breaking me how can you just endure all of it wtf ily btw

bye i can't think of anyone else i am so sORRY if you aren't included ;;;;; i only rmb the ones ive been interacting more recently <//3 anyways ily all mutuals yall r so coolsies as yall should !

[gaykey]

new blinger anon here!! i just discovered a drama ost by jjong, thinking wow that sure sounds like my best friend... and that indeed is my best friend!! :))))) ahh his voice is so charming, isnt it. like jjong's is one of the handsomest voice i've ever heard, if it makes sense?? like a lot of singer's voice are beautiful but jjong's voiceis both beautifl and handsome!! also have you read that onew interview where the interviewer is saying that his voice is orange? it was baffling to me because onew's is soft baby blue to me,like morning sky! i got curious, what do you think shinee member's voice colors are?i think jjong's is the reddish-orange, kibum is neon green, minho is earth tones and sometimes dusty pink! and taemin is white. taemin's is one of the whitest voice i have ever heard tbh, maybe beacuse jjong, onew , and kibum all taught him how to sing? (you know. RGB -> white). anyway tell me what you think and sorry for rambling!

(oh and the thank you is for loving jonghyun long enough for me to get to know him! i believe people live as long as love is poured for them, and when i think of the way you guys love him, i'm happy, i'm not sad anymore ^^)

OH OH OH anddd i watched this video of jjong being askked girls generation or twenty one and he said f(x)! i've been watching some of their videos i really like rumpumpum danger and 4 walls! his taste.. their songs are so addicting. do you listen to them too ( i think i saw you reblogging a gifset but im not sure if it's you) ? please tell me what songs you like if you do.. thank you again!!

hello baby blinger ♡

ah this message got me in the heart a little, i can't lie. god. so sweet. thank you for loving him too. same, it always makes me happy to see so much love for him all the time.

and yes, i totally get you when you say he has a handsome voice! he really does. it makes sense.

as for shinee's voice colours hm.

just off the top of my head, jinki's is like an olive green. key, something bright. neon, like you said, but i can't picture a particular colour. jonghyun's, peachy. taemin, yes white, same, that's a perfect way to describe it. minho, a midnight blue almost purple.

ahhhhh yes, i love f(x). they are my girls whomst i adore and i've even seen them live twice. shinee love them too. f(x)'s biggest fans and supporters tbh.

some of my absolute fave songs by them are: airplane, love, mr. boogie, dracula, sweet witches, rude love, ice cream, red light, lollipop (ft. shinee) & shadow.

also, all their title tracks are good.

but there are tons more that i really like too. honestly you can't go wrong with their discography imo. super experimental and fun!

[hiilikeanimelol]

IM BACK BITCHES

Hi im oli! (He/it)

I am a bisexual, trans and intersex guy, I am 18 and in my first year of university studying policing

-also hi cute little side note, it's highly likely that I am autistic so tone tags are always appreciated because tone just makes no sense to me ♡

♡KIN LIST♡

Undertaker (BB) we have matching piercings finally!

Tomura shigaraki (BNHA) I love him

Viktor hargeeves (UA) his coming out scene made me weep

Mammon (OM!SWD) my love

Rook hunt (TWST) French man

10th,11th and 12th doctor (doctor who)

main fandoms that I will waffle on about are:

GOOD OMENS MY GIRLFRIEND GOT ME INTO GOOD OMENS AND I LOVE HIM FOR THAT AND THEY SAID WE CAN GO TO A HALLOWEEN PARTY DRESSED AS CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE SHES SO SLSNSNSSNSBS

Doctor who

Twisted wonderland

Obey me

My hero academia

And

Attack on titan

Heartstopper

Umbrella academy

I am a massive music geek and am constantly listening to music, a lot of my playlists are made up of:

Random hand

KoRn

Slipknot

Green day

My chemical romance

Ricky Montgomery

Mitski

Waterparks

Metallica

Arctic monkeys

The virgin marys

CRASHFACE

A lot of the time I will waffle about my personal life too all of which will be under #ollie rambles

Any vents or rants will go under #ollies vents

Feel free to just block both these tags if you're only here for memes

I try my best to keep this blog organised but I've had it for a fucking while now, I lowkey want to start a new one thats organised but im afraid I've grown attached this blog over the time I've been active on it

I've made some amazing friends on this app and im always down for making more (heads up that I will be awkward for the first week of talking but then I'll settle down, social is difficult)

If anyone ever wants any other social media I have then feel free to send me a message or an ask and I'll give you my username in dm's, doesn't matter if we talk or not I just don't want my Snapchat and Instagram usernames out on tumblr

Little bit about me physically:

I have an industrial on my left ear and most of the time a silver skull hoops in my first lobes and skull studs in my seconds, I also have my helix pierced on my right ear which is also silver. I've got a silver septum which i have to flip up around familt because they told me i couksnt have it so i did it anyway lol. My hair is currently down to my chin (it needs cutting) and my roots are atrocious.

DNI IF YOU ARE

Racist

Homophobic / transphobic

Ableist

Sexist

Pro-life

Trump supporter

Believe MAPS are a part of the lqbtq

Are ginger /j

And also, do not come into my asks on anon and accuse me of faking ed's, self harm and suicidal thoughts. I have better things to fucking do then deal with your bullshit. Also don't just leave anonymous messages of

"She" "girl" "woman" "tranny" "faggot"

I have enough shit on my plate, go seek mental help xx

And also my dm's are open to anyone at all times, whether you just need a friend or if u want someone to talk to. I will never turn someone down if you want to vent or anything, ill listen to anyone about anything, if you want advice then I shall try my best and if you just want me to listen to get stuff off your chest then thats also fine.

If I think of anything else I'll add to this, ill make notes down here of when I update anything

~ the one and only oliver xx

Og post : 14/11/2021

First of many edits: I changed the physical stuff a bit 27/11/2021

Second edit: 04/01/2022

Third edit: age change 28/02/2022

Fourth edit: rewording and piercing changes 29/03/2022

Fifth edit: removed lost ear cuff in the physical description 16/04/2022

Sixth edit: added heartstopper into what I waffle on about 28/04/2022

Seventh edit: dyed my hair purple again!! 02/05/2022

Eighth edit: got second lobes pierced 17/05/22

Ninth edit: got helix pierced, hair colour faded baddddd, changed jewelery and added umbrella academy to intrests also added a current kin list 27/06/2022

Tenth edit: dyed my hair purple and got a silver septum ring and a silver lip ring 20/07/2022

eleventh edit: hair faded and im no longer a first year at college lol 23/08/2022

twelfth edit: got a job and dyed my hair red 08/09/2022

thirteenth edit: I'm now legally an adult 28/02/2023

fourteenth edit: updated my kin list from just the 10th doctor to the 11th and 12th too 15/03/2023

fifteenth edit: tone tag mention and changed my jewelry 04/04/2023

sixteenth edit: mm hair dye 16/04/2023

17th edit: I'm back! Still severely depressed but I'm here. been working mad hours and spent the last 7 days high with no breaks 08/08/2023

18th edit : got my septum pierced, broke up with my SHITTY ex and got with someone who treats me the way I'm supposed to be treated AND I've started uni 11/09/23

19th edit : GOOD OMENS EEK!! 17/10/2023

20th edit : got a mullet kinda thing and dyed it dark blue 12/12/2023

[kissesandcream]

this is like my second ask in your inbox, im writing this right after I requested Jean for your minigame LOL but anyways- have smiling kaeya with taroumaru!! :D Bro I miss the good ol' days when we were new players :(( The sole reason why I made my NA account is to witness the start of the game again but it doesn't feel the same anymore😔 but putting the nostalgia stuff aside, the soundtrack in the game is beautiful, one soundtrack that scares me though is when you get near Cuijue Slope and it sounds like a whistle - aaa cuijue slope is alrdy so creepy but that sound makes it worse😭 dang you have a lot of favorite characters, mine are diluc, kaeya, jean, thoma (tohma??), zhongli, yoimiya, hu tao and Bennett bb <33 You can say that I have a slight attraction to the color red hHHHhhH red is a pretty color (*. .)♡ ,,can I just ramble about Zhongli real quick. inhales. I WANT HIM TO BE MY DAD😭 he doesn't even need to be my dad, just a father figure will do TT no bcuz Zhongli would be such a good dad and it makes me happy, I take interest in learning about lore and history stuff and I really want to listen to Zhongli's rambles jsdvshf zhongli pls be my dad ;;; AND THE SAME GOES FOR BENNETT TOO, I want Bennett to be my little brother omg, I'll be in his adventure team,,, ;;

LOOK AT HIM 🥰 kaeya <333 i love him sm <333 he was the first character i built and is currently the only one at level 90 with a crowned talent <333 probably not a good thing at ar 55 and will probably get outbested by kokomi. but he can have it while it lasts <3

no same i have like three accounts made just to experience the opening scene 😭 i remember the osial boss fight and how it literally took me by surprise,,,,, i was really new to the game and didn't really follow it on social media or anything so it was so thrilling

idk if im talking about the same one as you are but the sountrack at wuwang hill is sO EERIE,, ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT KJKKJH

i was grinding genshin past midnight one day and i literally had it on mute bc the noise was scaring me so much 😭

yeah i adore an unhealthy amount of people 😃 but HU TAO!! i didnt really feel anything for her when she came out mostly bc i was still salty about not getting xiao but i love her so much !! pls i feel u with the red thing all of the pyro characters are just <333

YES DADLI. I FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT HIM TOO JUST. he'd be the BEST at bed time stories and everyone knows bedtime stories are the number one father figure requirement

will they be peaceful bedtime stories? debatable. will they probably be about the numerous things he killed? possibly. bUT STILL

imagine him telling us stories about guizhong :,) bye ill cry if i think about it :,,,)

and bennett!! baby!! i really wanna be his friend, hanging out with him fischl and barbara sounds so fun bc it's fischl being dramatic, bennett getting hurt but not realizing it, and barbara trying to keep everyone alive 😭