#im proud of how far ive come

[technicolorxsn]

6- say 3 nice things about yourself

I've been feeling a lot better abt my appearance lately tbh, I've been looking how I want to more often lately

I've also made a lot of physical improvement over this past year! I've been kind of slacking in terms of working out these past few weeks though, I've got to get back to it now that I'm not totally slammed

I think ive been making improvements on interpersonal stuff maybe? I still struggle A Lot but I feel like things have gotten a bit easier, and I've gotten better at keeping my cool in tense situations which is something I've struggled with a lot

[normalslimeguy]

ten whole years of trying to paint semi realistically

2014, 2015, 2018, 2021, 2023, 2024

[hungry-hyena]

thinking back to those days in my teens when I did something stupid and was convinced my life was over ummmmm no lol you were just being a kid. chill

[opens-up-4-nobody]

Art vs artist 2023

[karda]

same mirror four years apart

[luck-of-the-drawings]

(OLD OC SKETCHES) Meet Sunnabelle Von Sunnoviche, final daughter of the Sunnoviche family. Peeking from behind a window, she witnessed a wizards final spell, one that reduced the world to a wasteland. Her noble blood damned her to [HELL], but unwanting to suffer with her family, she made a deal with the devil. She now hunts in his name. The top of her head was taken by the blast on that day. The fires of her spirit have boiled her blood into a super-heated plasma.

[codes]

the absolute journey of me raiding in ffxiv is just me being dragged into things bc i have a hard time saying "no" like

plays ffxiv so consistently that an irl friend i hadnt talked to since hs msgs me to say that he noticed i play a lot -> invites me to play w other hs friends -> agree but didnt know he was srs about it

he asks me to join him for an extreme (slightly harder than regular content) -> nervously accepts and we clear a fight on 5 pulls that they struggled in for 3 hours straight the day before

he invites me to a raid server -> too shy to sign up for anything -> other friend drags me into a fight (thordan extreme) bc they needed a fill -> is exceptionally quiet and anxious -> does badly

refuses to sign up for anything ever again -> asked to fill as tank for a savage fight (much harder than regular content and extremes) -> anxiously accepts -> the fight is called off bc they couldnt find a final fill, i celebrate

they AGAIN need a fill for the next week and ask me last minute bc they have no one else, sadly accepts -> we dont clear but i had fun so i sign up for the next session -> we clear the next week and i sign up for the next savage fight bc it was hard but fun

this is now a weekly thing and i sign up for other organized events, everyone in the group recognizes me and calls me their friend

my old hs friend (also in the group) invites me into an ultimate static -> i decline and feel sad but proud for putting my foot down -> he insists bc the ppl who weve been playing with also had me as their first choice -> i accept bc ok he did stroke my ego there

im in an ultimate static now (MUCH harder than savage and entirely diff from regular content), our main tank is sad that im not his constant off tank buddy, still a bad player but i have the best dps in our group (somehow), life can be ok...

[lovecatsys]

May 2021 December 2022 December 2023

pre HRT 1 year HRT 2 years HRT

[bastardbvby]

hello i love u all :]

[sankttealeaf]

the fruits of my labour (intense 5 days of relearning blender, digging through virtualtexture hell and finally getting to pose them like barbie dolls)

cannot wait to pose them around more. this also might help with drawing references too so the urge to build the companions up to use as refs is very strong... but for now? ruetash 👉👈

[spider-mancan]

Cat

[themouthwasher]

imagine shipping with a rapist. you need to slit your wrists in an alley and die alone and useless just like you lived.

im over here playing games and having fun im literally just playing with my toys im over here on my tricycle and shit im literally just playing games and having fun

[firstbreathofwinter]

Proud of what I've done but I have a couple icks with it. The hemline in the back is perfect but the front is very wonky.

Does anyone know a good way to get pleats to stay? I spent so long ironing, but the pleats fell apart as soon as I started wearing it.

[spagheddiesquash]

redraw of an old doodle i loved from 2 years ago.

[ilovespidermansomuch]

ok so I have had the problem of not knowing what to wear bc I wanna look cool and so I try on different things in my wardrobe etc.

and I just realised today that even tho it's annoying I'm really glad I have that?

bc like 2-4 years ago I wouldn't be able to get dressed without a ritual (ocd) and with my parents checking my clothes twice before I could then put on only freshly washed clothes.

so now I'm really happy that I can just try out different clothes and do what I remember used to wish I could do :)

so even the most smallest and even annoying things can be such a privilege and you should be proud of yourself no matter what

[benjithefox]

a redraw of an old drawing of an oc/npc from an old dnd game i dm’ed, the old drawing is from april in 2020!

her name is Storm at sea