#im projecting myself onto tim

[k0nanharv3y]

Ahhhh, yes, I am not accepting criticism, if you do not like the path I take, you are free to leave and not come back to my blog, I do this for fun. I work in a cafeteria, I like to imagine that the characters I like work in a cafeteria, stfu

Robin Hood AU

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4

Batman was sensible, he was a detective, and what that implied, he was a gossip and a busybody

He knew someone had brought him back, he knew that someone was in the League of Assassins and he knew that someone was not Ra's

The news had spread like a rumor and was confirmed one day when Talia appeared on a rooftop beside him, announcing his father's death. Bruce had said nothing more than a grunt of recognition and placed a hand on the woman's shoulder as a simple "I'm sorry for your lost"

Only she didn't say "My father is dead" or "I have claimed my father's position." She said "Someone has finished off the demon's head"

Bruce didn't give it much importance at the time and now he regrets it

Because that someone was probably the one who brought him back

I spend hours and days sitting in front of the giant computer, reviewing the evidence of its existence, noticing a pattern similar to someone he could never catch

Robin Hood

The way of writing, the photos, the system and the program he used was the same one that Robin Hood used when he sent samples of some attack or plan, and Bruce opened the rogue's folder again

And spent more hours gathering everything they knew about him

He didn't accomplish much, really. Just a few notes of the cases he solved, the ones he helped out with, the times he attacked multimillion-dollar companies to give it away and re-route the money through various legal channels to those in need in Gotham

And also the first recorded cases of Robin Hood, those who directly attacked Bruce and Batman, those who... those who offered an apology with a letter

The letter where he declared to know Batman's identity and offered him a "I'm sorry for your lost", an apology and an explanation

And Batman just growled even more, gritting his teeth, going over for the 5th time the possible people behind Robin Hood

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Stephanie Brown didn't consider herself a passionate coffee lover, she was more into Alfred's infusions and hot teas with sugar. She had a time when she was Robin when her dependence on caffeine was worrying and she received an intervention from her sister and brother to stop her. And then she started drinking tea

So her presence at this place was just because of the fame it was getting. The photos on Instagram showed a nice and warm place, with poetry performances, singing and comedians passing on stage every so often, with Jazz playing in the background, fairy lights on the ceiling tangled with artificial plants

And of course, that was lovely, but in all the photos there was always something, someone, standing out. And that was the barista behind the bar

First they declared him as the cute boy who didn't know how to make a decent Frappuccino but always thanked you with a charming smile

Later as Gotham's lost prince, Timothy Drake, who had started his own business after Drake Industries went bankrupt following the death of both founders

Then they started filling the reviews with the great tasting drinks, the delicious desserts, and the cute barista who remembered your name even if you had only been there once

[Tim took it as a challenge and had his ego hurt when people commented on his poor cooking skills, so after months of trial and error and many YouTube and Reddit tutorials, he did it]

And Stephanie Brown understood why everyone was talking about the barista. The guy was skinny, a little shorter than her, with black hair tied in a messy ponytail, pale like any Gotnamemite who hasn't seen the sun in... ever. And... and he smiled when he heard the bell above the door ring

"Hi, welcome to The Nest, what can I..." His face fell a little but he suddenly recovered "What are you gonna drink?"

Steph walked over to the bar, admiring the place after staring at the guy for too long, and looked up at the chalkboards above, noticing a fun fact that the photos didn't mention

"Hi, can I get a Purple Spoiler Tea?" She smiled and looked back at the boy, admiring his face up close "And a..." she looked back at the desserts, giggling at the names they had "A Stealed Cat-Cake?"

"Sure!, it will be 9.75" the boy's face turned slightly pink, not daring to look at the girl

Steph handed him the cash and deposited a 50 dollar bill into the box secured with tape and a padlock

"Will it be for takeaway or to consume here?" He asked pleasantly, beginning to slide along the bar, preparing the drink

"To consume here" she answered

"Okay, go and take a seat, I'll call your name when I'm done"

"But I haven't told you my name" Steph smiled confused

"It's not every day that a Wayne comes to my coffee shop, you know?" He joked and his voice sounded somewhat restless but he kept his tone simple and cheerful

Steph's face warmed with a slight blush and she nodded, even knowing that the barista wouldn't see her and walked to a table near the window

The atmosphere was warm, with pleasant aromas and chatter filling the sound over the relaxing jazz music, the lights were not too bright nor too dim and at one point, she heard the boy's voice calling her from the bar

Steph walked over and took the tray, admiring the color of the tea, a soft purple, garnished with red berries at the bottom and smiled at the sight of the dessert

Two cupcakes, one with the face of a laughing cat and the other with a bag that was supposed to be full of diamonds

Steph smiled and thanked the barista before returning to her table, where she took a photo of her tray, posting it on her social media with the caption praising the place and the barista

She would definitely bring her brothers here

And then she saw both napkins under both products and carefully removed them

'Spoiler has had three identities so far, she started out as Spoiler, became the third Robin, shared the Batgirl mantle with Orphan, and returned to being Spoiler recently'

'Catwoman started out being hated by the city for years, but has recently begun to be more accepted after being seen helping the Bats'

It was data... that you'd find on Reddit or the internet if you were a hobbyist who did a lot of research. But what surprised Steph was that it was handwritten and she wondered if she had different data for each dish and if it was different every time she sorted them

She smiled and looked around for the barista

A few seconds passed before Tim looked back at her, and they both smiled at each other

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List of products that Tim sells in the cafeteria because I thought it was hilarious to name foods

[fckbatmanhiskidsareminenow]

parts of myself that i project onto the batfamily

bruce- uh nothing he’s really unrelatable for me

babs- having a disability that is often forgotten or ignored

dick- my sibling guilt and masked anger issues and people pleasing tendencies

jason- cooking for others as a love language but acting as if it’s not

cass- being infantilised because of how i look

tim- my illnesses and being immunocompromised and adhd

steph- my fears of being forgotten and my anger at constantly being pushed aside because i’m a fem presenting person

duke- everyone thinking i’m a goody-two shoes rule follower when im so far from it

damian- my autism and how the people around me just act as if i’m a neurotypical person who’s just acting out

[louisjude]

I feel like atp even if there were plans to make bvddie canon theyre gone now. if tim minear is even half as petty as I am he would see that reaction and go u know what fuck you u actually don't get what you want now cause ur acting so goddamn entitled. like when tarlos fans got mad about the deleted scenes instead of appreciating them being released and his reaction was to say "okay fine then I just won't release deleted scenes anymore" (like I'm sure it was mostly a marketing decision but part of me thinks they intentionally released a scene about bucktommy just to prove a point.) idk man it's just really upsetting as a bi man to see the absolutely vile shit bvddie stans are saying and even tho I love the ship I now never want it to go canon cause they've fuckin ruined it

hey anon, at first let me agree with the fact that i do in fact also love bvddie a lot and i still love reading fics for them, the edits of them are fantastic and the fanart is S tier. it’s a great pairing with a lot of potential there IF the writers decided to ever go there but…

huge answer below

yeah, i agree. i honestly think before tommy was introduced again in 7x03 and the kiss in 7x04 that in my brain, bvddie was the most logical endgame for buck until it wasn’t.

i came into the show shipping bvddie much like a lot of new fans to the show but instead of hopping onto the tommy anti express hate train i found myself falling in love with buck and tommy together. at first i was still on board with bvddie still being endgame but as each episode aired after 7x04 i became faced with the reality of the situation (at least the way i see it) that bvddie might always be fanon and that’s ok because fandom keeps ships alive whether they’re canon or not. some of the biggest ships EVER are non-canon (i mean, cmon spirk? one of the OG MM ships?) so it didn’t really deter me from enjoying bvddie to this day. what HAS deterred me from interacting with bvddie content is toxic bvddies. i don’t like using the lil nicknames, idc if other ppl do, whatever, but i prefer just referring to certain kinds as just toxic plain and simple.

toxic shippers have made it difficult for anyone who multiships to interact with bvddie content. while there are incredibly nice & welcoming bvddie endgamers out there, it doesn’t overshadow the hateful ones in my online experience at least. i’ve blocked so many ppl over this ship discourse, which ive never had to do with any other fandom before the extent i have with 911. everyday i still find new ppl to block, you go under almost any comment section on the 911 insta and its filled with nasty comments abt tommy and only caring abt whether bvddie will be canon in s8. people projecting their hatred of tommy/lou onto the cast/crew of the show when it’s be said and proven time and time again that it’s quite the opposite. now im certain there’s bad apples in the bucktommy side as well, but from what ive seen online so far it is not nearly to the caliber of the bvddie side. ive blocked maybe a handful of bucktommy’s for being hateful towards eddie or being toxic overall, but ive probably blocked over 100+ toxic bvddies. i can only imagine it’d be worse if i was active on 911 twt which i’m not (thank god) but i have ventured into the tags before on there and let me tell you, it’s fucking horrifying how gross ppl are over there. twt is a cesspool for fandom anyways tho, the fucking asshole of fandom, it’s a septic tank really.

now im my own opinion which could be completely untrue of course, but just basing my thoughts on what i’ve seen online and interviews and such, tim seems to be really happy about bucktommy and idk how ppl believe otherwise. tim has expressed he loves LFJ and wanted him back on the show. tim showed up on set for the kiss scene. tim posting an entire youtube vibe abt bucktommy being soulmates that touches on the invisible string theory and explains how they accidentally found buck’s perfect match. tim sharing the deleted tommy scene is also huge but im waiting to see if he releases more (because i remember seen somewhere that he said there’d be more?) and if he does then great but it’s also still pretty telling to me after the whole karaoke fiasco.

oliver has said nothing but praises towards buck’s queer storyline. he quite literally said if you dont like it then watch something else. despite ppl saying he’s never interacted with bucktommy content online, that’s a lie because he has liked fanart of them.

aisha, kenneth & tracie have all expressed how they like tommy/lou and love working with him.

jlh said she loved bvddie before but is excited to see where buck and tommy go and then on an insta live said she doesn’t think bvddie is happening and was bombarded by toxic fans to the point of ending the live early.

ppl think it’s all some ruse to make it seem like bvddie is never happening so when it does happen it’s a “surprise” ……..

the nasty hate comments are doing nothing but exposing these types of ppl for who they are and that honestly to them, 911 is just the bvddie show to them. the people who run these social media accs for 911 are looking at these comments and cringing, they aren’t running to tim and abc being like “we must give these crazies what they want!” they’re mostly likely being ignored or honestly, as you said, being looked at and just reinforcing their decision to most likely make tommy buck’s endgame so as long as his schedule is open for filming.

what gets me the most about the hate these types of shippers spew online is how they aren’t embarrassed because they are so sooo convinced they will be right one day and therefore their insane, nasty behavior online will be justified. oliver stark literally left twt because of fans like this, people act like he was joking around, that he was shooting the shit probably because “he’s british and british people just have that kind of humor” which yes to a certain extent but let me just add these posts to set an example to why if oliver were still on twt he absolutely would not be happy with the way toxic bvddies are acting right now.

oliver (and ryan&other cast too) being positive abt bvddie never meant it was going to be canon of become canon one day. they do not decide these things, whether they believe it should or not. a lot of bvddie shippers come from previous fandoms where queerbaiting was there, where they were made fun of by actors of their ships, by the creators of the show! so i understand the frustration but oliver is not queerbaiting and buck is not a queerbait character when he quite literally is now confirmed bisexual and in a relationship with a man.

he’s just not the “correct” queer to these people. despite headcanons (hell even i hc eddie as queer!!) eddie so far, in canon, is not queer. by the end s7 he is still shown to not be over shannon and ruins his relationship with his son over this. ryan has stated in interviews he sees eddie as heterosexual, possibly pushing this because of the influx of ship discourse, and he’s glad to see a vulnerable and deep friendship that buck and eddie can have as a straight man and a queer man and how important he thinks it is.

every single thing that points to bvddie never going canon is like they’re being shot point blank in the chest. i get it, your ship not becoming canon sucks, but again, that is what fandom is for! shipping has never been about how canon smth is, there is 20k fics out there for bvddie and they aren’t canon. they can turn that into 40k, 100k, 1M if they really wanted to! instead they use their time and energy posting death threats, wishing death upon a gay character, bullying ppl online for enjoying a ship.

meanwhile from what ive seen bucktommys are rolling with goofy ass spy tommy theories created by antis and making jokes for our own fun.

so yes, i agree overall. they truly don’t deserve what they think they do. we didn’t whine and scream for a deleted scene. they did. we got ours without even expecting it and are having fun.

maybe if they behaved better i wouldn’t be so petty abt it. it’s a shame because of how much potential it has, unfortunately it is just not going that way atm. and even if it does one day, it is not because they paraded online with hate, it is because that’s the story tim and the others wanted to write and abc approved it.

🫳🎤

[roseworth]

Can you expand more on the types of the things Dick fans say or do that make you dislike his character?

(context)

the thing about dick grayson is that he is an extremely popular character but the way some people talk about him you would think that hes an unappreciated side character. i think that there are certain fans that need to remember that he has been consistently showing up in comics for 80 years so if hes out of character or left out in one book it shouldnt matter. like im sorry for your loss maybe you can wipe your tears with one of his other 10000 appearances

i feel like any time dick is slightly out of character in a book i see people writing paragraphs about what was wrong with his characterization no matter what the book is. if hes a side character in a book someone will be there to say "um☝️ this is out of character because dick didnt save everyone??? 🤨 why did the main character get the focus instead of dick 🫤" like!!! not everythings about him!!!! and a lot of his fans love that hes an extremely skilled fighter (and im not disagreeing with that!! he definitely is) but because of that they get upset whenever he loses a fight no matter what. even though sometimes to tell a story you need the character to lose sometimes. and i know that a lot of that is because people need to feel the need to defend him after t*m t*ylor wrote him like he was incompetent. but i stg its every time he gets hit someone says "actually this wouldnt happen and this is out of character"

also i feel like people shit on jason and tim fans all the time for stealing traits from female characters and projecting them onto their fav batboy (rightfully so!!) but then i constantlyyyy hear about dick's Eldest Daughter Syndrome and how he represents the female experience or whatever. like i dont have an issue with that on its own, and i think a lot of the people who i see say he has eldest daughter syndrome are people who also talk about women so i dont mind it as much, but there are Other people who basically talk about dick like hes a female character while ignoring the actual women in his stories

speaking of treating him like a female character. im so tired of people saying that the ass jokes are problematic. like dont get me wrong! theyre annoying and unfunny and i dont like them! but some people are convinced that theyre terrible because they objectify him and sexualize him for no reason and etc etc. and the argument i hear over and over is "can you imagine how terrible it would be if they did this to a woman!" like. yeah actually. i dont have to imagine. theyre doing it right now unironically. i think this fictional man will survive if hes drawn with a fat ass sometimes. its not a good thing but there are some people that blow it way out of proportion because "omg why would they do that to him 😨" like i really cannot bring myself to care even a little

plus a lot of his fans will act like hes special in some way in terms of fighting ability or intelligence. and again i do know that he is a great fighter and is very smart!! but hes definitely falling into the same issue that a lot of batman fans have in the sense that they think hes The Greatest To Ever Do It and other characters get put down so dick can be better. so people want to believe that dick can beat anyone in a fight and always wins with prep time. plus there are people that think of him as the perfect character for any situation so there are dick fans going "if dick was there during the utrh confrontation everything wouldve worked out fine 🤗" and "dick actually wouldve killed any character who hurt his friends" and anything like that. because a lot of his fans just want to insist that he is bruce but without all the parts they dont like. toxic nightwing fans are so similar to toxic batman fans but its worse because they dont even think he can have flaws. at least batman fans know he sucks and hates everyone, but nightwing fans say all the great things batman fans say but without any of the issues

anyways. but i think most of the reason that he bothers me has nothing to do with his fans and a lot more to do with dc. just because i really dont care about him. so many comic readers love him so dc will obv appeal to the people that love him. which means that those of us who dont really care about him have to hear about him in every book. like hes just some guy why is he being treated like the most important guy in the world during dark crisis and absolute power. and i have to hear about how hes the heart of the dcu or the glue of the batfamily or whatever else they've said about him. i dont care!!!! at least when its batman being treated like dc's specialest princess all the other characters hate him. since dc thinks that all the readers love him they make it so all the characters love him. and i just dont care about him. im tired of them shaking him in my face and going "its nightwing!!! we all love nightwing!!!! hes the best!!!!!!" i want that twink obliterated

[twisted-tales-told]

Thank you @thisliminalspacedaydreams and @otrtbs (and also @whorerific who's doing this with me) for tagging me in:

Author Interview

How many works on ao3: Thirteen! Three are WIPS and 2 are Active WIPs

How many words on ao3: 89,218

Top 5 stories by Kudos

In Our Midst

My Jamie

A Hearts Bruising

The Grand Opening

On Bookshops and Cupcakes <-first ever fic btw

Do you respond to comments? Fuck yeah I do! As long as they're nice!

What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending? When you Wake up is Pathetically angsty

Do you write crossovers? More putting characters from one story into the universe of another story. Maybe a few cameo's.

Have you ever recieved hate before on a fic?

People ask me sometimes to expand on my one-shots. Also In Our Midst hasn't been updated since like July. People want more of her & I am literally working on the next chapter as fast as I can. U don't understand how big she is.

Do you write smut? Two future WIPs will have explicit tags

Have you ever had your fics stolen? Yeah my pandalily duology makes it onto wattpad sometimes. It makes me feel bad.

Have you ever co-written a fic before? I don't really play well with others in creative projects, or any kind of projects...I am not a team player. I do things on my own timeline and how I want to do them, and I have learned to love this about myself in recent months but it was rough going there for awhile guys!

What's your favourite ship of all time. Don't make me do this please don't make me do this. I have so many u don't understand. I have. So Many. I am a multifandom girlie to my Core. Like Kara/Lena from supergirl has been haunting me recently. All aftg dynamics you can think of (unless nicky is there. nicky belongs with his german guy only thanks). Jegulus, Dorlily, Jason/Dick, Jason/Tim. Timkon. Cass/Steph, Superbat, Lex/Clark (smallville edition) [redacted stranger things ship], percabeth, Nico/Will, like I could go on. Newtmas, Birdflash, Korra/Assami, Morgana/Gwen, Morgana/that blonde girl they made her sister because they're pussies. Merlin/Gwaine is a big one. Like I can't name one they all tumble out of me. Rhy's/his pirate boyfriend im too tired to name in Darker Shade Of Magic. Nick/Bree/Sel from Legendborn. McGonagall/Pomfry also. I have a whole war au for them in a draft somwhere. I need to stop.

Have you ever had a fic translated: no, but feel free as long as it goes on ao3 or that russian ao3.

Whats a wip you want to finish but don't think you ever will? Mercy Be is dead until I have a Supernatural and Hungergames Renaissance at the same time.

What are your writing strengths? I think I really know how to make time flow. I know how to create a Vibe. An Energy. I know how to build a character.

What are your writing weaknesses? Continuity. If I didn't have to make this make sense it would be so much easier.

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages? LOVE it! Unfortunately Im scared of looking stupid to people who speak those languages.

What's a fandom/Ship you haven't written for but want to? I would love to write some DC fics. It took me about a year in the marauders fandom to start writing for them, I assume it'll take me about the same for DC. Probably write a silly little camping one-shot...it'll become something maybe

What's your favourite fic you've ever written? My lowest ever kudo'd one actually. Ghosts Of Us, Mary centric, Marylene and Marylily. background prongsfoot, wolfstar and Jegulus (trust me it makes sense). I want to go back to her. Flesh her out even more. Make her 100k one day.

Done! No pressure tags @cr-amber @sophsicle @residentrookie and anyone else who wants to! Im just sleepy. need to stop to sleep.

[pumpkinsy0]

t4t transmasc pappercut HCs?/?/?

t4t papercut u make ur appearance, whats good

���pony didnt rlly spend a lot if time picking out his name, i hc fem ponys name to b like peony or epona, and he just thought “ill just call myself pony”, CURLY HOWEVER, took a while to think of together

•pony said “y not tim jr” and curly gave pony the NASTIEST look ever, like how dare u

•but since pony helped name curly here, and i wanna switch it up, i wanna say that curlys real name here isnt christopher, idk WHAT it is, but it aint that

•ive always felt like fem pony just isnt that curvy, more petite than anything, while fem curly is more curvier, and i think she would deal w body????gender???? idk which one dysmorphia and so pony lets curly have his more baggier hand me down clothes from darry to lessen that feeling

•PLEASEEEE SOMEONE HEAR ME OUT THIS WOULD MEAN THAT THEY HAVE TWO MATCHING SCARS, TOP SCARS AND THE BURN ONES AND THEY JOKE ABOUT THAT</333

•maybe im projecting onto curly a bit, but yes curly KNOWS that hes trans, but bc he lived so long as a black woman, and that experience is so specific and engrained into who he is as a person today, that he cant just pretend like that WASNT him, he cant just completely get rid of???? that identity, and he could NEVER explain it the feeling to pony, but ponys willing to listen to em

•pony and curly r already both really adamant on being seen as tuff and being transmasc that feeling just increases, and they both help each other out!!! they both have an outsider pov of how the other looks and that helps them look better in pubic, its like “does this look good??” “yea u look tuff” and maybe they fix themselves up a bit to look better based in what the other said

•idk HOW, just let curly steal the testosterone solution for the both of em, or maybe tim does, y not, get the family in on this

•when their voices started to change and stuff, they R showing it off to each other, man theyre so happy, love to see it, even if its a small change, theyre telling the other

•pony cant rlly grow facial hair, but curly def can and ponys a lil jealous, HAPPY FOR THE GUY, but jealous🙄🙄, he does look good w it thi so pony can only b upset so much

[ao3feed-jonmartin]

Sleepy cuddles

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/Hg9LsSd by smokey_eyes84 Basically Martin cooks for Jon, then Jon cooks for Martin the next day. One things leads to another, and some secrets are outed. Also they cuddle a lot yep mhm TW: ELIAS BEING A DICK (i made myself cry :D ) Words: 4643, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Martin Blackwood, Original Elias Bouchard, Sasha James Relationships: Martin Blackwood/Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist Additional Tags: Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist Needs a Hug, Tired Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Mentioned Tim Stoker (The Magnus Archives), Protective Martin Blackwood, Sleep Deprivation, Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist is Bad at Feelings, First Kiss, Love Confessions, Set in episode 25, Overworking, Everyone Is Gay, Jon forgets to eat AGAIN, fuck elias all my homies hate elias, elias is a dick to sleep deprived jon :(, Sleepy Cuddles, Martin is a good boyfriend, like seriously im gonna marry this man you have no right to be so amazing, here have some jmart songs, tea-holding (yes that is a real ship name), jmart, why is jmart not a tag wtf, Jon is literally a stick please eat something, Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified, jon for the love of god martin made you pasta EAT IT!, Martin Blackwood Makes Tea, HOW IS THAT A TAG BUT JMART ISNT HDHDHHD, Author Is Sleep Deprived, Author Projecting onto Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, NO IM NOT WHAT DO YOU ME-, The Author Regrets Nothing, The Author Regrets Everything, no beta we die like gertrude fucking robinson, I Made Myself Cry, Mentioned The Mechanisms Ensemble, WARNING WARNING I MENTIONED THAT ONE REALLY SAD MECHS SONG IYKYK, food is the greatest love language, i’m rambling help, ok im actually done now enjoy the fluff :], OH ACTUALLY I REMEMBERED-, Martin Blackwood Has a Crush on Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Autistic Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, just gotta clarify that- OK IM GOING read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/Hg9LsSd

[namesconfuseme]

IM ONLY ON EP 63 I NEED TO LIKE FUGURE OUT HOW TO LISTEN TO PODCASTS.

Anyway TIM STOKER . I definitely didn't project myself onto him no-

He's wearing crocks you just can't see them.

[stupidlyunhinged]

ive got to stop psychoanalyzing myself because its getting upsetting — like usually i brush it off but i wrote it down in my drafts n figured id just post it anyways because this is my version of screaming into the void lately

oh n when i post next week about another revelation the fanfics im inclined to read that i usually keep in my head theres no judgement allowed mkay

theres prolly something kinda fucked about me realizing ive been craving the “tim leaves the bats” or “tim decides he doesnt have to take anyones shit” fics lately because based on my own psyche ik my family doesnt give a fuck about anythin i have ever or will ever do AND i will always be sacrificed for my sibling’s comfort (especially since it just happened again n made me come to this fucked up realization like im so glad my neck n throat is closing up because my sister wasnt cold enough in the car after she popped my shoulder out of place to grab what i was carrying because i wasnt moving fast enough due to my hip bein all fucked up this weekend) plus its not like they notice the times i choose to give up shit for them except to yell at me for thinking im better than others for being a fucking martyr so ya know im done n i think ive been (unknowingly n unconsciously) projecting onto the batfam again my bad guys

but its fine cuz no one needs to look further into this ill do it in like a few hours im sure

but yea while i’ll be down to do the same for others it is also the reason ppl dont like talking to me (its the psychology autism babes)

[johnathan-pastry]

Sylvia and Darry excited for christmas:

Tim who doesnt celebrate christmas: 🧍‍♂️

[gunpowderdtim]

thank god you turned asks on now i can finally anonymously tell you what i need to tell you. some of your tim headcanons are so specific they seem less like regular headcanons and more like a kin thing. like i am not saying this in a derogatory way i just need you to know that you have reached a level of character specific canon that ive only seen in kinnies before. i hope you have a wonderful day

Buddy I sit here and project 90% of everything onto Tim lmao. I'm autistic so Tim should be too. This is my sandbox.

I don't particularly like the term kinnie given I have associations with it I would rather avoid but if it hadn't been explained to me so horribly years ago I would probably be on board with it lmao. (It was explained as basically like "these insane people think they were x character in a past life and are x character. They think they are litterally Freddy from fn*f." Then it snowballed into "well some of them have DID so you should just let them" (ew ew ew ew) then it went into like "but they're still super fucking wierd and deserve to be bullied" basically a whole bunch of misinformed ableist bullshit combined with vague irl friendgroup drama combined with being 13 on the internet and liking "cringe" things. Basically I don't know the current definition of kinning.)

[dyketectivecomics]

Jinny: *driving, playlist switching back n forth between Carrie Underwood & Melissa Etheridge*

Tim: *reaches for the dial to switch the music*

Jinny: *swats his hand away before he even has a chance*

Cassie: So... are you gay or straight or what?

Jinny: darlin’, the only ‘straight’ allowed in my truck, is good ol’ Mr. George Strait

Kon & Bart: *exchange a $5, with Bart cursing under his breath*

[calder]

on the likelihood of fallout 5 new vegas 2 rise of the underminer

i could imagine sawyer's sudden and very public commitment to "not answering questions" on fallout new vegas was in anticipation of working on the ip again

the cold war against that piece of the ip appears to be over as of the microsoft acquisition, and at this point it would be fucking weird to deny obsidian, where tim cain now works, the opportunity to engage with it

not to blow up their spot or project this onto them. even though i guess im definitely doing one of these

anyway. obsidian's direct access to fallout aside,

this was cut from wastelanders. it's the auto-axe, an item from the pitt, with a texture invoking h&h tools, mr house's company. the upcoming 76 pitt DLC's decision to elaborate on, quietly include, or deliberately excise this detail is going to be very telling about the relationship they want to have with the west coast going forward.

they could

cut the weapon (highly unlikely)

retexture the weapon (damning evidence that something is still wrong and the artists are discouraged from using west coast lore. the narrative "it broke other lore they wanted to do" will prevail among bethesda apologists as if that isn't also a damning explanation)

use the texture, maybe mention mr house on a terminal again or something (evidence the red tape is gone but the studio is very nervous about their ability to engage with west coast lore without getting screamed at)

use the weapon and make an h&h tools location on the map, or a power armor set, or some bullshit like that (proof the red tape is gone, evidence they don't know how to engage with fnv but they're eager to monetize it. i think this is the safest bet)

use the weapon and roll h&h tools into the plot (proof that this ip is actually healing. probably misguided but charming elaborations on mr house's brother or something. unlikely but plausible scenario)

the winds are definitely changing

(x, x) between the new vegas rp book, the new merch, the trajectory of 76's treatment of the west coast, and the amazon show, it's clear that they're finally loosening up their death grip on this setting.

i'm actually starting to let myself believe they might allow

to work on fallout again.

[mr-bowtieman]

my two biggest hc for Tim are that his native, specifically Cherokee, but he has super pale skin so no one believes him and he has severe ADHD. I have no evidence for him being native, im projecting myself onto a fictional character

[raskolni-kin]

i said a few days ago that i need to rewatch jesus christ superstar (the 2012 arena) as a fully queer audience in their 20s (the first time i saw it i was so young, and i dont count the john legend version) so heres the report

ben forster as jesus in white shirt did THING to me

mel c’s arms also did THING to me… literally highlight of the show (not to mention she’s my most fav spice girl)

gay, like everything in this musical is campy, queer, gay (and i love it)

every time judas looked at jc from afar…. the mixture of yearning and despise *chef kiss*

and every time jc looked back at judas but judas’d already left/didn’t notice

sad

jc really had a strong mommy,daddy and abandonment issue vibe here

also aro or demi vibe

and i feel like jc was a child prodigy (parents probably had told him since he was born that he’s special etc etc) who grew up and found out that sh*t life did not go as i’d planned at all

ppl (and god) expected too much from him….

they want the works, they did not care about the person who made it

am i projecting my childhood trauma onto jesus christ? who knows

tim minchin’s HOTM is a lot softer than when i sing it myself this song always makes me go into feral desperate mode

when mary removed her make up in idk how to love him

whenever mary and judas looked like they were about to start a catfight

gethsemane… good, perfect, amazing, angelic

when bensus was crying on the floor🥲

ben forster is just perfect, u know

judas betrayed jc bc he LOVED jc so much. he had to. he couldn’t bare seeing things getting out of hand (‘please remember that i want us to live’ in HOTM)

and jc accepted it and understood judas bc he knew it was meant to happen

‘must you betray me with a kiss’ is like “dad im kinda okay with death now but WHY DID U HAVE TO CHOOSE THIS ONE OUT OF 12 PPL WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE A GESTURE LIKE KISSING DAD YOU DONT HAVE ALL THE FACTS WHICH ARE I LOVE HIM @god”

judas’ very quick kiss made it seem like he felt sooo guilty

probably the first (and last) time judas realized that jc also has *good feelings* for him (did he?)

sad again

the guy who played pilate at the end of the trial where he was drooling and everything… it was SO intense

judas’ reprise of idk how to love him always gets me alw and tim rice have got SOMETHING they definitely have got SOMETHING

and when timdas was crying so hard before the s******🥲🥲🥲

judas’ death made me go into existential crisis mode again @god what the f*** are you doing????

all bloodied bensus *hands started fidgeting*

ben in black hoodies during curtain call jumping and dancing around the stage is awwww so cute

seeing yt ppl doing braids and dreadlocks kinda made me itchy but it’s like almost 10 years ago we didn’t know a thing back then so…… idk

probably will rewatch it again soon bc why not

[woahajimes]

“Do you believe in God?” 

Jason Todd’s hand stopped mid-air reaching for a spoon in the half-open drawer. He had woken up around ten minutes before, it was one of those nights that Jason decided to crash on one of the many spare rooms of the manor. Made his way to the kitchen, pajama pants and all. It was around two in the morning, the only reason he wasn’t out on patrol was because it wasn’t his turn to roam around Gotham at night. He had expected the kitchen to be empty, as it usually was; not that Jason would know, he never went to the kitchen at night. Instead, he found Tim doing the exact thing he had come down for: eating a bowl of cereal. Turns out Tim had gone down just a few moments before him. 

“God?” Jason kept his movements and grabbed the spoon, then hip-checked the drawer so it closed. He placed his spoon in the bowl on the counter, already having cereal and milk. “I don’t know, Tim."

“Jason, ‘I don’t know’ doesn’t cut it.” Tim pointed his spoon at him, accusing. 

Jason sighed, he rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, still holding his own spoon.  “It’s a matter of thinking about it, I suppose. Think about who we are, Tim, who we were. We were teenagers that fought evil at night. We’ve gotten hits and bruises and sprained ankles and broken bones and concussions and blood on our hands. Blood that wasn’t even ours. We’ve seen hell, and have perhaps even had our share of heaven,” Jason put a spoonful into his mouth. When he finished eating, he spoke again. “Does it sound like God would let that happen?”

Tim kept quiet. 

"I’ve asked myself that. Countless times. And then another question comes. God? What God? Because face it, Tim. We've met gods. Hell, for the longest time I was in love with one of those gods. At this point, meeting a 'god', its... its sort of normal. 

"Normal for us, at least," Jason scooped another spoonful of cereal. "Then again, I don't think we were ever normal." 

Tim took this in consideration, he set down his own spoon in the bowl of cereal. “So... you don’t believe in God?” 

Jason seemed to ignore him. Maybe he had forgotten altogether that he was talking to Tim in the first place. “Look at all the lives we’ve taken. Every last breath we’ve seen, looks of terror. The lives I’ve taken. Because face it, I’ve killed people. I should go to hell for that. 

“But you know, I was dead, Tim. And I know I bring it up more often than not, as a joke or whatever,” Jason stirred the cereal and milk in the bowl, he could feel it become soggy, but he wasn’t paying attention to it. “And I mean, I didn’t go to hell. Nor heaven. Nor... anywhere else. And maybe I don’t remember it, because you know, I was brought back to life and stuff. But still.”

Jason looked at Tim straight in the eye. “Maybe if God existed, Gotham wouldn’t. Batman wouldn’t. After all, we’re supposed to clean the streets from all the demons, villains and stuff, even if we’re one of those ourselves.”

Now he shrugged, Jason Todd. “But enough about me,” he said. “What about you? Do you believe in God.” 

Tim took in a breath, he took a while to respond. “No,” he said quietly. “But sometimes I wish I did.”

they said you couldn’t project onto two characters at once about the same thing and i said girl just you watch. (im sorry if this offends anyone but last night i had a breakdown and i said ‘you know who would feel similar? the bat’) || taglist: @screennamealreadyused @catxsnow @red-hood-redemption @thesporklecat @hauntingsonofrobin @thesesickfics-justmakemesick andd idk who else 

|| i just realized this is shorter than selina’s hair i hate it here ||