#im okay now i just had to rest

[alaskan-wallflower]

so now that i’m actually functioning properly i can talk about this shit (i don’t feel the greatest rn so sorry for like-not being as coherent as i usually am but i live to see another day lol-it was a little rough which i’ll get into

so basically what happened was they made me send them my weight range a year ago so they knew how much anesthesia to give me, but i lost a significant amount of that weight. so what happened was the anesthetic was too strong and they had a hard time waking me up and getting me well enough to recover (the actual procedure took 40 minutes but the recovery took 3 and a half hours because of this) but after that k was able to function a little? i just felt high off my ass if i’m being honest and i was typing with my eyes closed/my hands were trembling really bad. but other than that i’m good-i’m sore and i feel a bit sick but that could also just be from not eating but i did it! i was vibing to the outsiders and some brody grant singles (still am) so ere all good.

anyway. posts may be slow because i just feel icky and i don’t have the brain power to think up headcanons or anything. but over the next few days im probably gonna have to take it easy so feel free to send asks.

[obsob]

drawings ive done this week for a competition!! probably the most ambitious thing ive drawn in my new style but im very happy with them! :3

[evevoli]

i accidentally conned my way into an autism clinic referral by offhandedly mentioning that i think i might have it to my doctor last week and this is about how the entire interaction felt

[dipplinduo]

Fun fact about me: April 18th is my birthday! :)

And part of what I wanted to do to celebrate this year was to give back. Introducing * ~ a dipplinshipping birthday oneshot ~ * :

Rating: T

Summary:

Today was Kieran's birthday, but it was the last thing that mattered to him. In fact, he vowed it would never matter to him again. Instead, he would focus on things that would keep him strong: his battling, his strategizing, and his crown as the Blueberry Champion. His sister and the Elite Four won't stop asking him random questions, though, and if anyone brings up Juliana any more than they already have since she arrived as an exchange student, he's seriously going to lose it. But...why can't he stop thinking about her? And why is everyone acting so suspicious?!

A bittersweet birthday celebration fic for anyone who's had complicated feelings about their birthday. <3

Take this as a thank you to all of those who have followed my work and/or my Tumblr blog. I wouldn't have imagined having the support of this wonderful community on my last birthday, and I can't even begin to describe how encouraged and inspired I have felt to write since finding you guys. I have never written this much for this long, consistently, and your constant feedback and comments seriously brighten my day more than Juliana brightens up Kieran, LOL. Hope you enjoy this! <333

(And yeah, this fic is the "event based idea" that this poll was about. I thought it was so funny that some of you thought it was gonna be some devastating angst LMAOOOO. That's for after TTPD releases, tysm for the bday gift Taylor.)

[girlivealwaysbean]

it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come

[bogdreamz]

SOOO WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT SEASON 4???

(love your art btw!!!)

smeltbracket found dead in this kitchen

[zaynes-left-chesticle]

Okay I just read Zayne's "Still in Dark" anecdote, and now I'm crying and also my jaW IS ON THE GROUND, WHAT IN THE FUC-

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enjoy the tags, I just needed to vent....

And I'm scared 🤣

[spaghett-onaplate]

teehee i now have a very very wonderful photo

[kavehater]

I’ll never understand younger siblings whining about their older siblings moving away like I bet yall were nasty and annoying too like wow all those years and you claim to adore the older sibling and post oh woe is me the older sibling abandoned me … girl … the older sibling didn’t have a parental certificate or anything.

[creativebrainrot]

this time last year my dad and i had just packed the car in a rush and set off on our moving roadtrip, out of the awful situation i grew up in that only got worse over the years. we'd spent the year dealing with food insecurity, financial insecurity, a shitton more trauma and pain.

and today we have a nice apartment in a much better state where both of us can live as openly as we like or not. We get to choose now, and money is now, i'd say 15% the problem it used to be; it's amazing.

i like it here, its cold it snows there's simple ways to make money when youre not scared to death that the survey site might deny you the handful of cents you need to cash out the five dollars that could feed you for the night.

If nothing else in our life, my dad and I succeeded in our first 'life goal:' Escape. so whatever happens next, we made it through that at least.

[bitegore]

ngl i think i kind of was a genius for being like 'yeah this character is a scary killyou cannibal scary killer who scary kills you' and then realizing that the way my worldbuilding works out is that there's a nonzero chance that if you leave literally any body parts over they can just come back, depending on what they believe in their heart of hearts can kill them. Of course she'd start eating her kills. She probably tried normal stuff first and then realized it didn't work and she had to try harder if she wanted to actually keep them dead.

[themyscirah]

Wait omg..... Jessica Cruz probably did rifle... my specialized sports knowledge coming in CLUTCH

Okay so I barely practiced and made it to regionals like once so im NOT the expert here but uh headcanoning that Jess did air rifle when she was a teen. Like idk if it would be as part of a team like with a high school (what I'm familiar with) vs like an individual thing vs like a travel/competitive team (it depends on the sitch in her area growing up) but she definitely went to some national matches (probably including JOs/JO quals like i think she was GOOD). I think she probably would have quit competitively following a bad shot at nationals (relatable) along with anxiety about competition (ALSO relatable) but still kept up with shooting casually for fun and relaxation and to hang out with friends etc.

She definitely would have shot smallbore competitively too but I never did that bc I was lazy so idk to much abt it competitively

[dandyshucks]

everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;･∀･)

[phagodyke]

ah shit only just realised its september now.... lets hope the rest of this month isn't like this.....

[hirakiyois]

no what do you mean im not even thinking about a closeted demi/gay eddie growing up in texas, never really sure of himself until shannon came along and became a friend to him and he understood that as love because what else could it be. im not thinking about shannon telling eddie she's pregnant and eddie deciding he needs to provide for them, for their family, and the only way he could do that at that age was to enlist, and then maybe he wouldn't have to face himself and his feelings either. im not thinking about eddie seeing christopher for the first time and knowing he'll love him forever, only to look at shannon and feel the chasm inside him continue to grow, telling him to run away, back to the army. he still has to provide. im not thinking about eddie coming back to deal with shannon gone from his and chris' life and his own parents trying to take away the one good thing left in his life. im not thinking about eddie moving to la, for a better life for him and chris, and finding some semblance of it at the 118. im not thinking about eddie losing shannon and dealing with the guilt of it all but coming out on the other side with fond memories of her. im not thinking about eddie finding people that love him and support him unconditionally. im not thinking about him potentially finding someone he actually loves and that someone loving him and chris and being like a missing puzzle piece that completes the family, being someone shannon would have approved of. im not thinking about eddie trying to deal with his trauma and be better, not for anyone else but for himself, and having this person next to him throughout. im not thinking about eddie diaz.

[draklorn]

i need to think of a hc to write about so i can rotate devan around in my brain in a productive way