#im not who i was 2 years ago

[thenezuverse]

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Hello my lovely readers! Usually before starting the next part of this series, I re-read all of Sunlight to get myself back into the swing of things. However! This time, I was absolutely struck by the fact that I utterly hated my own writing! In light of this discovery, I decided to do a revamp of all the chapters I don't particularly like. I will not be changing anything fundamental about the story, but I will be doing some extensive construction, as well as adding in some new details. I will post updates on my tumblr when a part is completely finished, for anyone looking to re-read the updated version. If you don't want to, that is 100% okay, the story will still make sense later on because I won't be changing any of the major plot points. That being said, Part 1 is officially redone and ready to go! Thank you for your patience and support, and enjoy!

[obsob]

once more around the sun!! :3

[heartorbit]

i want to know everything that makes you happy! 💫🪐🎇

[hypogryffin]

white chocolate

bonus:

image id under cut!;

[Image ID:

A digitally drawn comic of characters from the game Persona 4.

Image 1:

Yu Narukami on a couch, leaning towards a bowl on the table in front of him as he asks, "Oh, are there any pieces of white chocolate left? They're my favourite." Next to him, Rise Kujikawa has a hand on her chin as she looks at the bowl as well, though she says, "Mm... Looks like no..."

In the next panel, Chie, drinking from a can of soda, says, "The white chocolate? Didn't Hanamura take the last one just a second ago?"

Image 2:

The first panel shows Yosuke holding a wrapper as he pops something into his mouth, looking over. In the second, he lowers his hand and says, with his mouth still full of chocolate, "Oh, shit. Sorry, Partner."

Narukami waves him away quickly, saying, "No no no, it's not a big deal, don't worry. I mean, I don't mind!"

Yosuke mournfully says, "Well, but they're your favourite... Here."

Narukami insists, "Really don't worry about it-- wait what do you mean, 'here'."

Image 3:

Yosuke leans over the back of the couch, cupping Narukami's face in his hand as he kisses him to give him the chocolate in his mouth. To the left and right of Narukami, Yukiko and Rise are both taken aback, mouths wide open as they blush heavily.

Yosuke pulls back, putting a hand to his mouth as he licks his lips, saying in a somewhat teasing tone, "There you go, Partner. Like Satonaka said, it's the last one, so savour it, okay?"

A reverse shot shows the room completely flabbergasted: Narukami, Rise, Yukiko, and Naoto all are beet-red, staring at Yosuke in shock as he idly says, "Is it just me, or has that dumb bear been gone for way too long now? I'm gonna go check on him, he better not have broken anything," completely casual as if nothing had happened.

Image 4:

The bonus drawing shows Yosuke collapsed against the door of the room he just left, with a small note pointing to him that reads, "His knees gave out as soon as his brain caught up". He has his head in his hands, but is still visibly bright red, and screams at himself in his own head, "WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT."

In the same drawing, Kuma is shown to have been down the hall, confused as he calls out, "Yosuke? What's wrong?"

End ID.]

[skunkes]

[puppyeared]

id fumble him so bad

[dreadfuldevotee]

Finally found someone who understands loumand amongst the loumand never loved eachother discourse, feel like I'm going crazy armand loved him (not defending his actions) and i believe louis loved him too in paris and i wanna say after too even if that love was tainted, or faded by the time they're in dubai that doesn't mean they never loved eachother.

They're beautiful and complex! I can't say I'm surprised they aren't a popular dynamic but the unwillingness to engage with their story is what upsets me the most. If you take away the love they share then absolutely nothing either of them do in those 77 years together never meant anything in the first place.

Honestly, the biggest crime of Anti-Loumand readings is that they are wildly boring. Like okay, Louis has absolutely no agency whatsoever, or he's staying with Armand for Claudia but he can't even do that right because he refuses to stand up for her where it actually matters, but also stays with Armand even when he tells him to get out of Paris to....spite Lestat??? And Armand is just....what? Blanket evil with no real motive but to keep Louis like a pathetic goldfish in an gallon tank. Why would you want that, when the story being written is much more interesting? Louis who is troubled yet still wanting, drawn to Armand and despite his reservations and self-doubt finding himself loving Armand despite it all. In each-other they both see something they want and believe they can obtain it if they can possess the other. Armand is dazzled continuously by Louis zest for life, even if he often times doesn't understand the forms it takes. I adore how they each have these pivotal moments where they are disarmed by the others vulnerability. Armand hearing Louis advocate for Claudia in the sewers and deciding not to kill him. Louis hearing Armand talk about his past and choosing to stay in Paris, despite the imminent dangers.

Like of course, they are far far far from perfect, and by Dubai they are both such shells of the people they actually are. And why I keep hope alive about Trinity Gate or really any loumand reunion. The two of them getting to meet again when they have both rediscovered themselves, and seeing each other in new lights would be everything to me. But yeah, truly nothing could make me hate them. I could sit here and wax poetic about them forever, frankly. And I absolutely will continue to on this blog lmaooo.

[willyhoos]

chara deserves to break out of the game window and stretch their legs a little.

HD still beneath cut!

[twinkhunter47]

hi.. i did some anatomy studies today.. and i turned them into headcanon art...Enjoy

[hanzajesthanza]

if witcher 4 is set in the past, but in the recent past… in other words, the heyday of witchers… that would actually be way more interesting than setting it in the distant past, because we have so much more developed, canon context already for that period. there’s already a skeleton to hang a story on.

in addition to being able to bring back some already known characters. imagine meeting like, hen gedymdeith. what if we can know of tissaia training philippa as her pupil. meet eithné… uh… just the same as she ever was i guess, but with her daughter alive this time. encounter future scoia’tael agents as kids. i want to see falka on the stake

[ask-the-sagents]

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[flickerngflower]

Finishing more wips.

[apricotstop]

Cronus…. Colored.bass .. guitar …..

[you-were-burned]

I wake up in a cold

cold sweat, yeah

the blankets stuck to me like a second skin

staring at the cracks in the plaster

staring at the cracks in him

Every day every day every day he

pulls the same old shit, yeah

every day, every day I'm just tryin to survive and

he can't seem to let me live

I'm just

burnin up, burnin up, burnin up in here, it's

been too long, been too long, since you even gave a

glance in my direction and

even with the heat of flames I'm

freezing up in here with you

I'm freezing up because of you

its a long long day in hell when you deign to spend time with me

did you forget about us failed creations?

too busy breaking your prodigy

its just

another burn, another scar, another token of your love

another fracture, another way to prove you wrong

i promise you

you will regret

the day you wrote me off as

a failed creation, a first attempt

the "perfect successor: mark one"

im just

burnin up, burnin up, burnin up in here and

you havent noticed, you never notice, you never act like you even care

im burnin up, burnin up, burnin up and hey whats

with

these falling tears

you arent here

youre never here

why does it have to hurt so much?

its a cold time

cold time in hell when i came back to your door

the same reaction, the chain reaction

what was i expecting?

three years you havent changed one bit

the scars on his face reflect mine and

i am dead to you

the final chapter

i killed myself off but

it seems you survived ending

so hey lets dance

here in hell

lets keep going till the knockout bell yeah

let's watch this world burn together

the death of an age-old religion

i always believed less in gods

and more in kicking your fucking ass

im burnin up, burnin up, burnin up with you and

it feels good

to watch you burn

you finally get what you deserve.

youre burnin up, burnin up, burnin up out here

it brings a smile to my face

my skin burns as i watch you ache

i guess you really havent changed

i guess we'll never really change

i will just watch as you burn with rage

yeah, its just as freezing,

the heat of your flames.

Poem title: "freezing heat of flames". written 19 Jan 2023

[in-the-airducts]

eeeee part of a wip that i will never finish ever so here's the finished part of it

[faaun]

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally