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bishiglomper · 3 months ago
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I talked to my sister. More like sobbed at her. But I guess things are okay.. I guess I'm placated..
The ticker tape feels more resolved but I still feel emotionally grimy.
Right now I've decided to be mad at my antidepressant. I hadn't even missed a day but I still had a mental breakdown. Usually it takes at least a whole 24 hours of no antidepressant before I get weepy.
I was out all day. We had a canopy and I had a parasol when the shade shifted so I wasn't really in direct sunlight. But I got burnt pretty good.
I'm literally diagnosed with hyperhidrosis, I get very damp from head to toe when I exert the tiniest amount of effort. Just drawing or sitting there playing with jewelry will do it if I'm fixated long enough. I don't have to be hot. I'll sweat when the temp is perfectly comfortable.
Yet somehow there was no sweating whatsoever when I came back to a 90+ degree house. I had to spray myself constantly or literally step into a cold shower fully clothed to cool myself down.
I was spraying my face and had a small fan half a foot from it and the air still felt hot
I don't think that's normal. And I think it's valid I had sensory overload. 😤 Might explain why I'm the only one who seemed to be suffering. Everyone else seemed content with an oscillating fan
Niece is fuckin weird she refused to have a fan pointed at her. Which made me worry about the baby 😵‍💫 but she gets fussy when she's hot so I guess even she was acclimated
I cannot help that my body is a bitchy dumpster fire okay
I still shouldn't have had to sit in a 90+ degree house.
I thought we weren't calling the landlord because the house was too messy to let people in but mom was content as long as there "was a path to the breaker" which my sister said was a very mild job. So I still don't understand why we were just sitting in it.
It was actually cold enough this morning mom turned on the heat. I turned it off.
Too soon, man. Too soon. 😔
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vinestaff · 4 months ago
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OKAY OKAY OKAY
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bridge-demon · 1 year ago
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thinking about certain aspects of death the kid's character that i wish were talked abt more. like... he's a crybaby. he's a showoff. he's sassy. he's really not that bad w/ people for the most part, as long as he isn't freaking over them being too asymmetrical or something. he cares deeply for his friends. he's smart but in a dumb way. do y'all get me.
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rolandkaros · 5 days ago
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AND YOU KNOW WHAT. I SAID ARYNA WOULD HAVE TO LOSE AND INITIATE AND GUESS WHAT HAPPENED IGA GOT HER ASS KICKED AND STILL WENT IN FIRST.
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kit-kat-jo · 5 months ago
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let it be known on august 23rd i’m killing myself /nsrs
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ink--theory · 7 months ago
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so...that new trailer huh?
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strawberrybyers · 2 years ago
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there’s something about the summer air that kicks my stranger things hyperfixation into gear
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lavenderjewels · 2 years ago
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I love how self destructive geto is, whether or not he conscious of it. reassuring himself that he’s fine over gojo being sent on missions while he’s alone, lying about being okay and losing weight to gojo, that bit in the fan book about repeatedly affirming his genocidal ideals to himself every day until his personality morphs into what we see before his death. then everything with his plans in jjk 0. the whole ‘choosing his way of life and giving it his all’ really dictated everything he did after hidden inventory and eventually led to his inevitable death. it’s even more fascinating after seeing his potential that kenjaku brought out after possessing his body. that descent into villainy felt so preventable— it’s sad when understanding how everything in his personal life and jujutsu society affected geto to this degree, and frustrating to see him pushing those twisted ideals and destruction until the very end
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thunderon · 1 year ago
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I think Taissa could’ve been exploring the woods while being in the dissociative state, that can explain why she is somewhat aware of specific locations subconsciously (having the ‘hard’ info, but not memories of how she learnt it)
that was actually my initial thought too!! but it kinda stopped making sense to me when i started to really think about it
when van built the map of the trees that taissa had found, she used what looked like ben and nats map (which i think was said to span like a 7mi radius? i think if im remembering that right?). that’s roughly 154 miles worth of thick forest for taissa to cover alone while sleepwalking and somehow being able to spot a small symbol in the dark (and then remembering exactly where to find it later) on trees in that location. later when van and tai went to find a tree, even though they knew the approximate location of it, it still took the two of them hours of searching before they found the melted tree area.
mayb im overthinking it lmfao but that’s the reason why i put the chances of that as “very improbable”. that being said, if the show reveals that is somehow what actually happened, i honestly wouldn’t be bothered by it id just shrug and accept it
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somethin-strange-27 · 2 years ago
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im so normal about the rottmnt kraang (lie)
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leonardoeatscarrots · 5 months ago
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Man, I remember being called stupid and disgusting for it, too.
And everyone was like "noo Ford is such an innocent bean, he could never" or "Ford is too nerdy/awkward to ever be in a relationship".
And don't get me wrong, there is absolutely nothing wrong with headcanoning Ford as a-spec of some flavor (aro/ace people i love you and your headcanons are valid and wonderful), but there was definitely a non-zero percentage of people who went along with that solely because of stigmatized views of sex (especially amongst men) or neurodivergency.
That or people would think I was "sexualizing male friendship".
Fuckin.
Years ago I got called a deluded idiot or a pervert or an abuse apologist “spouting bullshit” about Ford being some flavor of queer and/or having some sort of subtext with Bill and/or McGucket, that I was somehow “corrupting” Ford’s character by implying such a thing and he just. Made that canon. In the new book. Like officially you are meant to read Ford and Bill’s relationship as a bad breakup and view Bill’s behavior toward him as a toxic ex and I—
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templeofshame · 6 months ago
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i know how to have a perfectly nice conversation with a person on an app. i just don't know how to get that to a point where it feels like a real connection or like. flirty
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cherrysnax · 7 months ago
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trying very hard to like. not sound “””aggressive”” or condescending when making posts but also trying to not sound like absolutely toneless
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sultrysparkles · 5 months ago
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MHA BOYS NSFW HEADCANNONS
[•~featuring- AGED UP!! Izuku Midoryia, Katsuki Bakugo, Eijiro Kirishima, Denki Kaminari, Hanta Sero, Hitoshi Shinsou~•]
[•~a/n- haven't written in months!! excuse my writing but im getting back into it!! send requests!!, TY FOR 1K FOLLOWS 🙏🏼~•]
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₊˚⊹♡ Izuku Midoryia
-Definitely a closeted pervert. have you seen the way he reacts around other girls?? you can't tell me that he hasn't watched a whole bunch of porn. his mind is definitely filthy and has no limits, very imaginative.
- but he tries his best to hide it, of course. he gets really embarrassed knowing that he's fantasizing about such sexual ideas and how it isn't right, but he can't help it when you wear those low cut shirts that expose your cleavage so well, or whenever your skirt rides up your thighs, showing off so much skin he doesn't even know what to do.
-100% a tits guy. any size is perfect to him, because to him it's not about the size. as long as he can grope and squish them or even seeing your hardened nipples poke through the thin fabric of your shirts. It's just enough to get him going.
-he gets super shy the first couple times you two do fuck. I'm talking constant rambling, the cherry red blushed cheeks and all those whimpers. he really doesn't know how to act. he's been waiting for the moment your soft delicate hands wrap around the base of his cock, or when he could feel your slick walls tighten around his shaft. he's been dreaming of this night for so long, he can't believe it's actually happening.
-he gets fucked out so so quickly. it's already so hard to not just cum as soon as he enter your tight wet walls. so after a couple thrusts he's mumbling about how good you feel and how much he loves you. when he gets closer, his hips buck into yours in an unsteady pace. his thrusts are more shaky and harder as he's whispering both quiet praises and curse. shutting his eyes tightly as he reaches his high, mouth slightly agape too.
-he loves eating. he prefers giving rather than receiving, simply because he'd rather please you. hearing your soft angelic sounds and watching as your face reacts with every little thing he does is already enough to make him cum. like I said, he has watched so much porn, he has analyzed them for moments like this. and he's analyzing you too. taking mini mental notes of what makes your hips shuffle, or what makes your cries go a pitch higher. he's so good at giving head, it makes you question if he even is a virgin anymore.
₊˚⊹♡ Katsuki Bakugo
-a throat fucker. you could start off going slow and taking him in little by little, but every time you end up with mascara smeared all over your eyes, spit mixed with precum dripping down your chin. and your mouth full of his cum. bakugo gets impatient, and needs to feel your throat around his cock. he's thrusting into your mouth like he doesn't care that your sobbing, gagging on his cock so hard your stomach aches, because he knows you like it when he's rough with you.
-he's an ass guy. and back shots with him are like no other. he bends you over his work desk, arms pinned to the middle of your back as hers leading his leaky tip to your entrance, ramming it in. a hand sneaks over to the fat of your ass, grabbing a handful as he waits for you to adjust to his size. after all he isn't that mean to make you feel pain. once you give him the green light, he instantly starts pounding into you, watching the as your plush ass ripples with every thrust. even spanking it a couple times.
-prefers to cum on you. don't get him wrong he loves to cum inside, his ego only grows as he watches his cum drips out your hole. but seeing your face, your gorgeous face decorated with the opaque ribbons of his cum, it feeds the possessive side of him. knowing that you're only his. but cumming on your ass? it's just enough to get fully hard again and ready for round two.
-imagine katsuki having you on your stomach, your upper half being shoved into the mattress by one hand. the other hand gripping onto your mouth. he didn't tell you to be quiet, because he doesn't want you to be. he loves hearing your pleas and mewls but he knows how loud you are. the neighbors would be pissed if they heard you two all night. but you enjoy this moment ever more. the angle he's holding you at makes his angry tip ram into that spongey spot repeatedly. making his attempts to silence you go to waste.
-he gets jealous super easily. especially if he notices you're hanging out with Midoryia more than him. you're his. and only his so why should he have to share someone like you with anybody else? he needs you to understand who you belong to, so jealousy sex is a common thing for you two. he's a lot rougher with you, doesn't show you any mercy. he'll keep edging until he gets tired of it, bring you so close to your high only to pull out last second. he needs to let out his frustration some how.
-his favorite position is definitely doggystyle. like I mentioned he's a big ass guy, but he likes the position mainly because you're at his mercy. he controls the speed, going painfully slow or brain numbingly fast. he craves power and control. a big hair puller too, the position allows him to yank on your hair whenever he wishes too. mainly to make you moan louder, or to bring make you listen to all the humiliating things he has to say about you.
₊˚⊹♡ Eijiro Kirishima
-definitely talks you through it. he is big. and he knows it. so the first time he slides himself in, he's peppering you with many kisses to your forehead. holding your hand and telling you about how well you're taking him. he pushes himself in, slowly snd gently do he doesn't hurt you two much. he would hate to see you cry. just reminding you there's only a little bit more to go, snd when you do take all of him in. he tells you how proud of you he is. he's such a sweet gentleman<3
"c'mon just a couple more, I know you can do it princess..."
"you did it baby, took me so well, you feelin' alright?"
-he loves hand holding. mainly because of the size difference. your hand is so much smaller than his. your palms are gentle and soft, contrasting his own. he fingers curl around yours perfectly, almost like they were meant to be together. but his favorite part is whenever you squeeze his hand. it makes him feel so strong. like you're telling him you feel safe with him, he just loves all the intimacy.
-he's a decent eater, he can get the job done of course. but nothing will ever compare to his fingers. they're long and wide, and at the perfect size to make you see stars. his digits curl just right while they thrust repeatedly. and his thumb is focused on your clit, rubbing smooth tiny circles on the bud. making your back arch and pelvis shake from the pleasure.
-hes such a gentleman, and he prioritizes your pleasure of his. one way he shows you this is by always making sure you cum before him. no matter what the situation is. he could pissed at you, but he'd still make sure that you cream all over his wide fingers before focusing on his own throbbing erection.
-is super big on consent. he does not play around about that. he would never EVER want to hurt you in any way, so he always triple checks to make sure you're okay with everything. always asking before he slips your panties of you, or reminding you that you don't need to force yourself for him. he also does not play about that mumbling stuff. he needs to hear an audible answer from you're lips before he can continue.
"you know better than that baby, c'mon use your words"
₊˚⊹♡ Hanta Sero
-he's such a tease. always leading you on, whether that be the heated make out sessions, or the way he whispers dirty things into your ear in public. he'll even pretend that he didn't just tell you how much he wants to bend you over the restaurant table and fuck you dumb Infront of all the people here. he doesn't actually mean it, it's all just to rile you up for later.
-has a big humiliation kink. it's so selfish but he can't help it. hanta lives to see your cheeks flush a baby pink as you hide your face away from him. he find it's so cute, knowing how easily he can break apart your attitude so quickly. he's always reminding you of how dirty you sound moaning for him like this, or how pathetic you look struggling to take all of him in your mouth.
-a big wrist holder. type of guy to always pin your wrists above your head as his hips buck into you swiftly. you're at his grace and he has all the control right now, which he tease you about of course. you look so desperate and downright helpless being held like this that's he can't help but remind you of it.
-this ties in with humiliation, but he also has a really bad dumbification kink. he wants to fuck you so dumb you won't even be able to straight for the rest of the night. whenever he's thrusting up into you as you run your mouth babbling about how good he's making you feel, hanta just wears the most shit eating grin ever. because everything you're saying doesn't make sense, not even in the slightest but his ego boosts exponentially knowing he can get you in a state like this.
-he loves THIGHS. especially if they have stretch marks or cellulite on them. he finds them so appealing. your thighs looks so soft and plushy, he can't help but just want to lay on them. but his favorite thing about them is whenever he's eating you out and you squeeze them around his head just right. gosh it feels like he's about to suffocate to death, but he wouldn't even be mad about it. he'd let you crush him with your thighs any day of the week.
-if you had one complaint about hanta, it would be about how many hickeys he would leave on you. after every night you'd wake up to finding hickeys all over your body. you see it as mainly annoying yet a little cute, but hanta does it just for both his own pleasure and for his possessiveness. seeing you marked up because of him just turns him on so much especially seeing your inner thighs decorated in the purplish red bruises. everyone knows who gave you all them too, giving him the greedy satisfaction he craves.
₊˚⊹♡ Denki Kaminari
-he is such a pervert. and he doesn't even hide it. now he's not like mineta, he's not going to go around and flirt with every girl he sees and harass them. no, his eyes are only focused on you. and just you. and whatever he does, he always makes sure that you're okay with it of course but that's not stopping him from whispering dirty things in your ears when you're in public. the worst part is, whenever you confront him about it he'll play dumb, acting like nothing ever happened.
-both an ass and tits guy. denki can't just pick one, they're both so hot to him. lowcut and tight shirts have him in a chokehold. he loves the way your boobs are somewhat exposed in low cut shirts, and tight shirts that show you're figure make him feel all mushy. but on top of that, he's a sucker for short miniskirts and short shorts. anything which just reveals your shape just makes him want to act up.
-the biggest tease you'll ever meet. he will mes with you about everything. did you just squirt on him? yeah he's never letting you forget that. oh did you want him to go faster? he'll make sure to go extra slow for you. he does it all just to make you angry (he finds it oddly hot seeing you annoyed) but his favorite part is teasing the tip of his cock into your entrance. no matter how much you beg for him, he'll repeat his painfully annoying little actions. only stopping whenever he feels like you've waited enough. overall he's just so unserious.
-D1 eater. that man knows what he's doing. well scratch that, no he doesn't. he doesn't know what he's doing to be real with you, he's eating mainly for his own selfish pleasure. drool and arousal is all over his chin but he doesn't care, he hasn't had enough yet. his tongue is thrusting into your hold viciously as a finger is rubbing desperate circles on your bud, even sending a couple light zaps to help him stimulate you.
-his favorite position is definitely cowgirl. it's the way you're on full display for him, tits bouncing as you grind yourself on him. he also likes the position because it allows you to have control. denki is a big switch and wouldn't mind you taking the lead for once, and if he needs to he won't hesitate to lift you up by the hips and thrust up into you.
-BIG dumbification kink. for both himself and you. seeing you so cock-drunk turns him on so much, because you look so good. your hair sticking to your sweaty forehead as your eyes are half lidded and hazy. but on the other side, he wants you to the same to him. denki secretly wants you to ride him so well that he short circuits and can't think straight. the effect your wet clammy pussy has on him puts him in a trance.
₊˚⊹♡ Hitoshi Shinsou
-LOVES THIGHS. he is 100% a thigh guy. he doesn't care what you do to him. you could try to crush his head and he'd thank you for it. his favorite part though, is whenever you sit down and your skirt rides up your thighs, exposing so much more. just seeing your bare exposed thighs only makes his thoughts even worse than normal.
-headboard grabber!! he definitely is rough with his thrusts and grips the headboard to steady himself. and he looks so good doing it. imagine hitoshi, all sweaty and looking back down at you with his natural sleepy eyes as you both lose yourself to the overwhelming pleasure. he looks absolutely majestic.
-hes definitely into somno. of course he'd only act on it if he had your consent. but once you gave him the okay, the stars aligned for hitoshi. we all know he's an insomniac and that he usually has trouble sleeping, so it's not unusual to wake up, feeling his girth stretching you out in the middle of the night. he'd try to be super gentle and soft at first so you didn't wake up. but he gets impatient quickly and ends up risking it, usually always waking you up.
-A BIG HAIR PULLER. loves to pull your hair, mainly to force you to keep eye contact with him and so he can you're fucked out expression. and the mewl you let out whenever he tugs on your hair extra harshly makes him want to let loose right there. but he's also a big sucker for getting his own hair pulled too. your soft delicate fingers getting entangled in his dark lavender locks,the sensation is merely indescribable.
-he loves it whenever you praise him. he'll act like he doesn't care about it much, but deep down his heart is pounding rapidly. just hearing how good he's making you feel, especially with your shaky voice. it's such a turn on for him. whenever you praise him about anything he melts, feeling so confident in himself. which only lead him to be even more determined to make each time unforgettable
-face sitting with hitoshi is such an experience. imagine this, you've begged him to let you try it, just so you could understand the hype behind it. and hitoshi agrees, pretending to not be just as excited as you. (he's been dreaming of his head being squished with your thighs). but once you lay your cunt over his face, he gets to work. now im not going to lie, yes not the best eater but this position makes up for everything. this man is eating like he's been starved for months. and don't you dare try to live yourself off him, he's only going to pull you back down.
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DO NOT COPY/REPOST MY WORK, I will find u lil bro
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masseffectdoctor · 1 year ago
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As always this isn't wrong.
The answer for Americans is vote in the primaries and get better people into the final races, while criticizing and holding politicians accountable. But for people not in the US it just doesn't affect everything the same as it does for US people.
And unfortunately for Americans voting is a harm reduction technique. Republicans can and will, and actively are, committing genocide against the trans community in the US.
It's foolish to invite MORE death, heartbreak, and genocide around the globe, so more often than not I (and other US based people) will try to encourage everyone to use the harm reduction technique of voting. We have the power to do it in the US as a tool of hopeful harm reduction (and maybe change if we scare them enough) so that's why you see those things, and unfortunately there is a very western-centric pressence online so it often dominates the main pages. Doubly so affects how people percieve the people online around them, and often assume everything is US based.
it’s like people forget that some of us have family and close friends outside of the US. it’s already reprehensible to tell anyone to vote for someone who commits genocide “over there” because you believe he’s less likely to commit genocide “over here,” but it’s plain foolish to tell someone to vote for the man who killed their cousin
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glassedice · 1 year ago
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TWO YEARS OF CONTRIBUTION AND ANALYSIS IN PDB LED ME TO THIS.
I have ASCENDED.
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