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It feels weird when I don't have a laptop/computer. From the 24th of July to the 29th of July, I had to wait for a new laptop to be delivered because my other one messed up. I'm so used to writing so much in my free time that it feels wrong when I can't. Maybe I should invest in a second one just in case it happens again. Idk. Sorry for rambling. I just thought I would share.
P.S. - I wasn't able to purchase it on my own. My fiance bought it and I'm paying him back bit by bit. I love him so much. Anyway, y'all have a good day.
#just my ramblings#new laptop#had a minor crisis last week#i feel weird not writing#small rant#im not financially stable#but im getting there#fanfics are still being written
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mspaint commissions !!!! all 16 of 'em!!
#my art#mspaint#commissions#comm#dog#cow#dragon#maid#raptor#pooltoy#furry#anthro#oc#fursona#cute#idunno wat to tag i am so happy to see all of them together#i am taking a break immedietly after posting these but im really proud of myself for getting so many out so fast#and ty to everyone who commed me so far <3333 i was able to like. ACTUALLY shop for myself for the first time in a hot minute yesterday#and its really nice to. eat and feel a lil more financially stable lol#i'll probably take a ffeewww more of these#if anyones interested!#FINFIN#oh my god i cant believe i almost forgot to tag finfin...............#alligator#bear#monkey#cat#woo#wooowowowowooowowow#< imagine a dog making that noise
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Hello! I'm opening 5 slots this october. Open until the 25th.
Purchases will be taken through my ko-fi. Please read my carrd for more info! Preços e info PT-BR
Please reblog and spread the word!
#i dont wanna put this in the main post but im trying to save up money so i can help my mom re-start life#she's not financially stable for many reasons. but i want to at least help her go back to studying!#so sharing is great <3#commissions#mi arte
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my emotional support homophobic queer old man 😊
#house md#hatecrimes md#greg house#house#slugs art#it's gonna be really funny/embarrassing if getting into house is the thing that fixes my years-long soul-draining art slump#like im not complaining about being able to draw for fun again#but it's a little ridiculous that drawing a zillion portraits of Dr. Edgyjoke Malpracticelawsuit is what's making it possible#well that and being financially stable and taking better care of my mental health#anyway enough rambling. look at my foul blorbo
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FINALLY GOT THIS COMM FROM @captyns IM SO HAPPY THANK YOU <3333333333333333
#ill order a comm when im financially stable and get it when im poor and in a bad spot its a perfect plan#scout
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Why do they think it's all about money ?
It's about the freedom which comes with it.
#I wanna earn so that im financially stable#and i dont have to ask someone's son for money#get me#i might sound toxic#but i cannot help it#desiblr#desi tumblr#me#desi teen#desi academia#love#quotations#spilled ink#txt#thoughts#me and my thoughts#hehe
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it's Hispanic heritage month so if you want to help out this trans latino artist, i have a paypal.me and a kofi! (personally prefer payments through paypal.me since there's no fee but whichever works for you!)
PayPal.Me
(2) Ko-fi.com - Your Ko-fi
#lifes been going to shit and im still not certain where im gonna live when my mom leaves in december so#also obviously only asking for help from people who are financially stable alksdjf#if i do receive any money it'll mostly go to food ive been eating like shit lately cause of the Depression lmao#and ebt doesn't let you buy precooked meals -___-#ALSO ITS MY BIRTHDAY THE 14th LOL
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🫡 (wasnt sure abt some of these but. others im v sure abt dmcbdmdj)
#cookie run kingdom#crk#dark choco cookie#pure vanilla cookie#clotted cream cookie#dark cacao cookie#milk cookie#im not tagging everyone forget it#meme#shitpost#i actually originally was just gonna do this w milk choco + yam bc they fit so perfectly into the 3 categories but decided to go further#it was actually rly hard to fill in the first category kdjfn like i put the obvious emo ones then i was like. damn who else#i had filled up the other 2 categories (last one was the easiest lmao) so the top one looked empty so i had to think abt it#i actually think financier is p stable but i put her into the first category after thinking abt it bc i feel like shes the type#to be hard on herself... shes def v strict in mindset#raspberry too i feel is strict w herself (but it was still a stretch mdfn)#and tea knight uhhh he prob had survivor's guilt so#wildberry is the least mentally ill of the odyssey quartet KDJDK its bc hollyberry raised him <3#bro is like dark choco w/o the depression <3#also madeleine is silly but i feel like hes not super mentally ill either but#its funny putting him next to espresso jdjfd at least his attitude fits the last category#O ALSO i rly wasnt sure abt sea fairy lmao#but i wanted to put all 3 crk legendaries so i just... put her somewhere...#i think 2nd category for her tbh
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i need to talk about this fine ass man im talking to or i will shrivel up and die
if u even care
#my irl friends do not know bc im weird about this kind of thing#MOOTS R ALL I HAVE 💔#he’s so sexy like big arms n a hot voice#6’2 n financially stable#observant n caring n respectful#and we got similar interests and values#he’s into me being all needy and clingy thank THE LORD#AND HE CAN DRIVE 🎉 im his lil passenger prinxess#i want him so bad its not even funny#but its cool bc he wants me more#life is beautiful#atlas 101
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moodboard for this past week ❤️
#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane#i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile#this week was just horrible#there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe#even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment#during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll#the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab#AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ?????#then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly#i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window#im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard-#to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner#which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment#where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough#and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful#and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired.#im in so much pain and so stressed out#debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame
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I’d have to imagine that both Ryan and Min-Gi grew up poor, the Akagis being a big family that struggles to accommodate for 5 children, the Parks being first generation immigrants who struggled to find jobs in a mostly white country. Ryan was the kind of kid who would feel frustration with his financial situation, but he learned to work with what he had and not complain because it’s not like him being upset would fix anything, right? Then Min-Gi had the bulk of the burden thrust onto him because he was at a greater advantage than he parents, being a born Canadian citizen and all. He was made to work himself to the bone to not only be independent for himself, but to help his family too. He carried the stress of his family on his back his entire life, so allowing himself to be selfish and pursue his own happiness over financial stability is something he’s just not allowed to think of at all. Meanwhile Ryan, while not financially stable, still can feel more at ease about taking the leap of faith because he’s never had to be the sole provider for his family. He’s allowed to be the disappointing son, he’s expected to be, and while he’s definitely not okay with that, it definitely explains why he isn’t looking at running away with the same fear that Min-Gi is
#infinity train#min gi park#ryan akagi#rymin#im not even sure what words im saying actually i just wanna talk about the lads#when theyre on the road and living the van life i think ryan would just kinda be very used to that lifestyle of instability#and i think something i see that people do wrong is they portray min as like. someone who isnt familiar with the financial instability#when in reality its more that hes unused to being okay with it#because its something hes not allowed to have for himself its always been his responsibility to make all the money and be stable#so yeah it kinda irks me when people get that little thing wrong
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ok. applied for this job at the same place i considered applying to a month ago but i chickened out of the interview bc i was definitely underqualified and worried about embarrassing myself. HOWEVER this job is just customer service. answering the phone and emails and all that. sitting 40 hours a week in an office sounds miserable but i suppose i already sit all the time at home anyway. also it pays 15 an hour and any lower than that in this economy is basically nothing.
ok i hope they hire me 🙏 maybe in the future i'll find a better job but i need Something for right now.
#( 💭 faun thinks )#they also offer a sales agent position#maybe i could go for that once im more financially stable#i rly wanna get into sales
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Actually, on the topic of the baby fever. God it's so frustrating. Bc when I was like 14 ish I was Adamant that I never ever wanted kids. And my dad said smth around the lines of "that'll likely change" (probably from his own experience with this) and I was like NO. it WONT.
And then eventually, age 21-22 ish, I admitted that Okay, I still don't want to have my own kids, but someday maybe I'll adopt...
And Now, 27 years old, I got the general baby fever on occasion. It Did fucking change. And I don't know if I actually WILL bother with having my own kid (I still don't want to go through the hassle and massive body changes). But god. I do see a fucking baby and feel that stab of longing. It's almost like my damned hormones betrayed me or smth. Maddening!
I shall simply write fanfic about it.
#speculation nation#pregnancy ment/#honestly though i hadnt felt the wish to have my own until after my dad died#and i realized just how small our family is getting. and just felt this stab of NEED. to continue the line. continue the family.#my family's fucking dying around me i need to add to it. need more family. yknow?#so i dont actually know if this is. because of hormones or because of grief or What#but it was enough for me to put the hysterectomy idea on hold. bc id been genuinely considering it back in like. april? or so.#but then this happened and now im like. fuck dude. i dont know. but the uncertainty's enough to keep me from doing it.#yeah i dont wanna deal with periods anymore. but also. i need more time to decide.#i think no matter what i do want to raise kids someday. once im more stable (financially and emotionally)#but whether thats adoption or putting myself thru fuckin body torture. well i'll just have to decide. later.#maybe the deciding factor will be my own body aging lol. if i wait too long. my body will decide for me. who knows!#i Have thought about what id do if i got accidentally pregnant. especially relevant back when i was sleeping with a trans woman#and used to be id abort no hesitation. but well. i mean abortions illegal here anyways rn so id have to go to another state#but if i decided it i could make it work. it's not That far of a trip.#but. when i thought about it. the concern was less about the theoretical baby. and more about finishing school.#thinking 'man itd be fucking awful to finish school if i got pregnant right now'. but not. hesitating over the baby.#if i was out of school and relatively stable and i got accidentally pregnant. then. well. Maybe.#so me doing my dad vash au where he gets accidentally pregnant and goes all in with it#thats me. sorting out my feelings on it i guess. putting them somewhere.#idk. it's a lot to think about. i dont want to condemn a child to my genetic problems. but at the same time...#i dont know. To Be Decided Later.
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birthday sluggy (it is NOT my birthday yet but i needed to draw them before i go hide)
#rain world#rainworld#slugcat#oc#i guess?#im never gonna draw them again#i am NOT excited for my birthday#dont mind the venting in the tags pls#but like the holidays have not been kind to me#weeee are not financially stable enough to properly have christmas#so for my birthday im anticipating i'll have to buy my own gifts#and i rlly don't Wanna because im also very broke#so im just. gonna try to hibernate till my birthday passes
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really proud of myself :)
#turns out ive saved a lot of money this year. and im just feeling so much more financially stable#and i am just. so grateful. so grateful#aya talks
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albus comes home after having a bad day and collapses into scorpius's arms
scorpius could be doing anything but he'd pause and play with albus's hair while letting him rant about his day
#“scowbus... its so hard having a financially stable family and two alive parents :(”#i know honey i know#this is me manifesting i had a no good very bad day#im gonna rant about it in the tags so feel free to ignore me! love u#first of all. we had rehearsal for our dinner theatre. DOGSHIT#ME AND ONE OTHER GUY WERE THE ONLY BITCHES WHO KNEW OUR MUSIC#AND NONE OF THE WAITRESSES BESIDES ME DID THEIR THING#SO I LOOKED STUPID#and#i learned a whole dance for a pep rally and we had to cancel it because people stopped showing up to meetings#AND AND#theres this guy i really dont like. lets call him jake#i was backstage during the rehearsal of ANOTHER show#and this fucker grabs me but the hips and moves me out of the way. girl try excuse me#hes always so mean to me and for what. im friends with your fans. we have the same interests. WHY MUST YOU HATE ME#anyways. best part is theres even more but i dont feel like getting into it so. im just having a fun and grand old time#sorry for being annoying on main it will happen again#scorbus#albus sever potter#albus potter#scorpius malfoy#hp next gen#harry potter and the cursed child#all these marauders fans at school keep trying to hate on cursed child and i have to give them a ted talk about everything#im a nerd bookworm im studious 🤓☝️#IM DONE
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