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incominghazelgoose · 2 months ago

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i need november 2nd to happen immediately but also how is august already almost over

#jinx arcane #arcane #league of legends #eye strain #i think. just in case #90% of the time spent on this was overthinking colors and still not understanding them lol #that’s supposed to be a hexcore/gem btw. im not sure how much sense that makes or if jinx even still has any in s2 buuuuuuut pretty #hazelgooseart #oh boy i hope i dont end up hating this a week after posting it.#uh oh.

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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so like do you think they made the plastic wheelchair ALONGSIDE the plastic prison as a Just In Case situation, only after they realized charles was going to be a frequent visitor, or both as in because they knew charles was going to be the only person visiting him during planning they decided to make him a chair ahead of time

#xmen #x2: x men united #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #cherik #not really but yes it is #snap chats #secret fourth option is they just had a plastic wheelchair at the mansion just in case this incredibly specific scenario happened jvlkaervj #part of me hopes the staff just Knew cause imagine being THAT divorced publicly but another part hopes erik asked for one. not politely ofc #def joked bout how charles couldnt think to leave him alone for five minutes lest he did something Uncouth somehow ik he did #that charles was going to show up sooner or later so they might as well make it easy for themselves and prep etc etc #girl ima throw up what if charles didnt visit tho .... thats not even a possibility cause ofc he did but still !!!!#personally id throw up and cry like wdym my best friend ex husband didnt show up. when i even asked for a chair for him ..#EVEN ASKED FOR A SILLY LIL PLASTIC CHESS SET alternatively what if charles brought that... im making myself sick #As Indicated By My Username i think of the plastic jail every day its so funny to me and so quaint #i should rewatch X2 just for plastic jail #like it makes sense and i do think its a cute detail but still. gotta put grandpa in the polly pocket prison set now. tragic !!#i remember watching the movie for the first time in recent years and audibly going 'aw' at the plastic wheelchair im so sorry JVLKEJKA #LIKE AWW CMON THATS WEIRDLY CUTE gotta make sure peepaw can visit his ex husband </3 so they can play chess </3 #i love that chess is Their Thing ... any time a ship's got mfers who fucks heavy with chess i know im hooked #its not intentional things happen this way but i will still laugh #kk nightly cherik posting is done byebye

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canonkiller · 10 months ago

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do you consider your self made?

#my art #self portrait of sorts #been musing a lot on disability recently and how being relatively freshly unable to do Most Things has changed my perspective on things #for a long time growing up i was fixated on the idea of being An Impact On The World yknow? mainly the next Big Writer #(and that it would be sooo impressive that everyone would make my books bestsellers when i was only 12 because it was That Good)#and i mean. obviously that didnt work out as originally planned because i was 12 and learning. but I've felt a lot like #I've kind of built my sense of self on those big achievements. even if they were only big to me. and a lot of them #are now out of reach or very difficult to reach. and it's been a lot to. recontextualize #to take what ive been told my whole life and ignore it in favor of just being being enough.#things will happen as they happen. i havent earned anything by suffering but it hasnt ended the world either #im here doing what i Can do for as long as I'm able to do it. and thats all i need to be for now #just making sure that i Do do the things i can do rather than assume i can do them later #anyways. love you #cw:#top nudity #artistic nudity #the dreaded ambiguously presenting nipple #if you put any pro weight loss eating disorder shit on here ill kill you btw #my body is sexy because im in it and im still alive. not because its struggling to stay that way #lindwormposting

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on-leatheredwings · 6 months ago

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me: man i barely write

me: [has so many wips i dont even know what to do with them]

so many scraps under the cut

you being yandere over dick (it was tim at first then i switched now i may make it jason i cannot lie, god bless)

(fem) you getting beat up and everyone is so worried yandere-ly <3

maybe co-conspirator prequel??

damian rescuing reader scrap of a request i never finished womp womp

baby trapping bruce request i also dropped but could go back to

#yandere batfam #and this isnt even half of it #im just dropping these because who knows when or if these will happen like idk idk idk #i just dont tend to have good ideas but i have good snippets if that makes sense #im so vexed like damn . (has 3948652 scraps and paragraphs and wips but doesnt have any plots to make them a thing)#and sure i dont HAVE to write for plot #but it'd be cool . sniff.#mine

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what-is-it-to-be-pk-esque · 7 months ago

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Ok I know I'm heavily biased here but like I kinda love that Astarion's romance is one of the few in this type of video game where you basically end up canonically unmarried and childfree in his "good" ending? Just travelling the world??

Like it's honestly the millennial dream lmfaoo cannot believe i chose what would undoubtedly be my favorite option, first try

#also love that he's basically atheist like ok thanks you made the man exactly coded to be my type #and the humor and beautiful curly hair is very much something my IRL partner has too so like... how can i resist #anyways not sure a lot of people relate cause i think a lot of people want that fairytale romance #even tho wyll is right there yall #but i love me an unconventional or nontraditional one!!#i'm TIRED of being married with children as the endgame pls let's not do it #also a lot of people seem into him being a dad and im like... how? why? where in canon did he ever lmfao #more power to ya if you dig it but i just dont see it being in character #like in DAI i loved cullen and my inquisitor getting married and having a dog #and they seem the type to wants kids one day. but Tav & Astarion? lol no #i just think it's neat #is this a hot take? i have no idea but i don't see it mentioned a lot as a new fan tbh #pls do not come at me you can enjoy whatever you like #i haven't seen the ascended stuff so idk if being his 'consort' is like being his bride #but i feel like overall it's not and the vibe isn't all that different in this sense #except that you're hosting evil parties instead of travelling :/#Astarion #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #bg3 #also YEA he's nice to Arabella but you can tolerate certain kids without wanting one or being 'good parent' material #case in point: me lmfao #OKAY update i saw the AA stuff and yeah you're kind of implied vamp married and he does mention spawn as children 😫#but he also says in banter he won't make any other spawn??? so what is it dude #anyway that's also clearly the “bad” route and he doesn't seem as happy as unascended #who feels “truly free”#and if you're durge I'm pretty sure its even worse to consider having kids?? lol #but i digress #pk plays bg3

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mousemannation · 2 months ago

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serious post time. concerning some thoughts ive had about zverev at LC. nothing too heavy but under the cut in case u just wanna scroll past.

i was talking to my mum about this and i think most of tennisblr share the same sentiment towards him so im not gonna be saying anything too radical. Its also not going to be super concise because im mostly spitballing here.

I was just thinking about how we talk about him and how we as a community navigate his presence on tour. I know that there's a vindictive joy that comes with seeing him lose that's especially potent since he basically got away with domestic violence scot free.

Seeing him lose is a good feeling because he clearly cares a lot and it feels like winning that he's upset, but it also doesn't actually mean anything in the scope of things. Obviously on some level if he lost enough he would no longer be relevant but it's inescapable that he is, unfortunately, very good at tennis. He's number 2 in the world. Call him a choker all you want, he's still vastly more successful that 99.9% of all tennis players.

But it's also just sport- a game. It's not the outcome of the match that amounts to anything outside of a very small community of people; its the celebrity, the money and clout and hero worship. The fact of the matter is it doesn't make a difference to the women he abused if he wins a match because he still abused them and he is still famous. He will always have been famous, even if he retires tomorrow. They will still interview him, laud him in press, put him in ads.

I just sometimes think- what right do I have to feel vindicated by his losses? To weigh his literal actual crimes against the outcome of some silly ball game? In a perfect world he would not be playing, he would be banned by the ITF and shunned publicly by his fellow players. He would not be invited to Laver Cup.

I won't say I don't look at tournament draws and hope for his early loss, but at least at tour events that means an early exit. I can't find it in myself to care if he wins or loses at Laver Cup, not really. Because he will still be there, he is still part of the team, he is still on the bench. It doesn't matter if he wins because he's still an abuser people paid thousands of dollars to watch play a game.

#alexander zverev #does he have an anti tag? im not sure the fandom here is large enough for that #anti alexander zverev #just to be safe #i dont know.. i did try and proofread this to make sure its coherent but the thoughts arent fully formed anyway #it just feels kind of... useless i guess? after a point- to become emotionally invested in the outcome of his career #and im not saying that all jokes or references to him are specifically terrible like i know that for many its the only feeling of #retribution against the failure of the institution both tennis and judicial #and hes by far not an edge case even outside of famous men #and now im rambling again and probably making even less sense #ill leave it there i suppose #feel free to comment if u have any thoughts #cw domestic violence #serious post

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spiritsong · 2 months ago

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OKAY time to share my two cents that nobody asked for on this scenario. yeah, I'm disappointed. ngl this is casting a pall over my replay of the series and general enthusiasm (which sucks but I know I'll bounce back very quickly, it'll take FARRR more than something like this to kill it). regardless of the impact of our choices or lack thereof, I have faith that veilguard will be a great game because I haven't been let down by a dragon age game yet. the concept of worldstates is a HUGE reason why this series is special to me, but it's not the only reason.

that being said, yeah, it's pretty fucking weird to have so... few... choices represented in the CC. especially if you think about how impactful everything that is NOT being represented is. so many things stop making sense.

we saw our choices mattering less as we moved from DA2 -> DA:I, but nothing of this caliber. its.... idk. idk what else to call it beyond weird and disappointing

we still can't say anything is for certain until we play through the entirety of veilguard itself but I'm definitely much more wary than I was before

#sadddddddddd #it's gonna be a great game. I know that in my heart. but this truly just doesn't make any sense to me #when I tell you I'd be happy with crumbs. but I don't think we're even getting crumbs (in regards to past choices events etc.)#I love my rook(s) already!! I LOVE our new companions!! Im sure I'll have so much fun and be filled with so much inspiration #while/after playing veilguard #but is the concept of worldstates effectively dead now? (except for in *our* DA 🙃)#it wouldn't be AS disappointing if there weren't so many loose ends regarding our protags #what is going on with the warden? who is in the fade and what's happening with them? how could nothing about our inquisitor matter if #they are showing up in this game?#and I can't comfort myself with the hope that these things might be represented in the NEXT next game because when is that gonna happen?#10 years from now? 20? if at all?#it's one thing to not represent something because it will have no relevance. it's another thing entirely to invalidate or misrepresent or #contradict our choices or our characters. and I simply don't see how that's NOT going to happen given what we know now #anyway welcome to me processing my emotions in realtime. sorry you had to see it lmaooo #da4 #da4 spoilers #dragon age #bioware critical #I guess

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quaranmine · 2 months ago

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On Wednesday before I gave my presentation I confessed to a new employee that I was worried it would be too long and she brightly told me her life hack was to just let AI rewrite things for her. She said I should put in all my talking points and ask ChatGPT to give me a five minute exactly presentation. I was like....how is the most polite possible way (since this is a new colleague I shouldn't get off on the wrong foot with) that I can express that I will Not be taking this advice. Ever. I told her that I didn't think we were allowed to use ChatGPT at this job (we most certainly are not, it is a nightmare for any type of protected information) and also that I prefer to write all of my own work. Despite my best efforts the last part of that was still passive aggressive, lol.

Something about being a writer makes it so that it's almost offensive to me for someone to suggest I use AI to do my work instead? Like, the day I reach the point where I let AI write something for me is the day y'all need to be checking me for brain damage because clearly I'm losing it

#i also told her i was capable of making a 5 minute presentation but that i had too much information to cover to explain the project in 5 min #and she was like oh that makes sense!!#but like im sorry 😭am i the insane one or like....#idk to me suggesting I use AI isn't a helpful suggestion it reads as someone telling me i don't know how to do my job #does that make sense?#i don't consider it a lifehack or working smarter instead of harder. it seems like you're suggesting i am incapable of writing well myself #i know a lot of people right now thing AI is the best thing ever #to me it's a blatant omission that you can't do your own work or think for yourself #this is also even crazier of a suggestion to me because that morning i had TWO managers on call debating wording of a sentence #like we were reveiwing this presentation tightly so that we said exactly what we wanted to and met the standards of our administration #chatgpt is not going to understand the nuances of what we can/cannot say or official/approved wording lol #i think we use ai tools in the sense of like...photoshop generative fill or ai stuff in scientific research/arcgis #but i'm like 99% sure we were banned from using chatgpt over privacy concerns of putting controlled information into it #anyway. idk. i know not everyone writes as well as i do.#but i'd rather read bad writing that came from a person than something that was generated for you tbh #and i will help review my colleagues' writing any day

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rolandkaros · 1 month ago

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one day we will talk about how tennis fans talk about/treat players they find attractive versus players they dont…………

#and sorry but. a lot of you do this!#im sure i do it as well #but sometimes it’s just feels like…idk really obvious that that’s what’s happening #idk it pisses me off. but especially with the wta it feels reductive sometimes to call it out #like ‘oh you’re only supporting her bc she’s pretty’ like EWWW. what a nasty thing to say #BUT i do think it’s true sometimes!!!!#not that people only support players they think are pretty #but that people are far more sympathetic or that they’re more likely to get behind a player they aren’t *usually* a fan of #does this make sense?#and i think it extends to the atp as well but partially less obvious bc ppl let men get away with anything anyway lol #lowkey it feels mean to talk about because any comparisons i make have to insinuate someone’s attractiveness…#but like it really feels like the elephant in the room sometimes…like how do you not see what you’re doing here #and can i be real! i think karo is a massive beneficiary of this!#and i think that’s part of why i notice it so much because i notice the way people talk about her and support her (which of course i love)#but then i compare that with other players who have had similar stories…and i feel like i do have the perspective here—#because i see so much of what is said about karo #so it feels quite obvious when she’s honestly? treated *very* well considering her career #we’ve seen plenty of players who have injury issues who are just labeled inconsistent or as having ‘physical issues’#i think karo gets a lot of sympathy in comparison…and id even go so far as to say i think she’s overhyped sometimes!#which i know is a wild thing to say as a huge fan of hers but i think it’s true! idk. this is not really the point but im trying to explain #what i meant by the earlier tags. that some players who are seen as attractive are given way more leniency in general

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sphylor · 8 months ago

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i kinda hate how many ai photos im seeing on the dash at the moment. like i completely understand that this stuff is getting very advanced and kinda scary but also. we need to actually put in the time to spot ai images because of these exact reasons...

#like i dont give a shit how nice it looks its not fucking real! and no one made it! there was no humanity or life behind it!#the majority of pics im seeing are from aesthetic blogs and some of them even have the fact that they use ai in their name!!!!#and like sure ai is very advanced at this point but some of the images im seeing literally do not make any fucking sense!!!#and very much look like ai generated images!!!!

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puppyeared · 1 year ago

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ive made myself more wet and pathetic

#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL #its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed #because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH #how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would #be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing #or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late #i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed #the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either #because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember #the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either #the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with #crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure #BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION #im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real #really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and #thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT #you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without #making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY #yapping #doodles #puppysona #edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule #and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened

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napping-sapphic · 6 months ago

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Love is so freaky and messed up to the point that sometimes i do wish and hope SO badly that no one ever has to suffer being in love with me specifically because it honestly sounds absolutely unbearable

#my brain sure is braining lately #ignore me ive been having a Few Days for sure #and there aren’t enough words or enough time in the world to express the full context of this thought #like #the love story doesn’t happen in the epilogue #and the epilogue can’t fix an ending that failed to satisfy the reader #and an authentic and satisfactory sequel is impossible when the ending killed off too much of the plot #does any of this make sense #do i even know what i mean #just ignore me im overthinking #and of the like five different crazed rants i drafted tonight this one is like the shortest #and least weird i think #and i wanted to shout my nonsense into the void to shut my brain up for a minute #apologies for that #pls continue as you were and i hope your brain is quiet and your day is good <3 #wait also im all good im just thinking no need to worry!#this is just my nonsense that wanted to be set free from rattling in my brain just let her be and she’ll go away on her own eventually😪

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wtowingedtragicobsidian · 2 months ago

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Characters who need to make themselves believe the ends justify the means. Forcing it down their throat, again and again and again. Till its second nature, till its addiction. And maybe the ends don't feel so pressing anymore, cus who knew the means could be so good.