#im not as bothered as my coworkers
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Kaz Brekker, Dirty Hands, the Bastard of the Barrel, etc, etc he's just my little guy!
#soc#six of crows#kaz brekker#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#freddy carter#shadow and bone#fan art#six of crows fanart#kaz fan art#blorbos of 2024#again i finished this like days ago and im super late at posting#ive been super caught up in my inktober posts#which i will post all in one batch when im done#also drawing kaz is weird now bc i have a coworker named kaz lmao thru me thru a loop#im just posting now bc i cant be bothered to schedule in for later
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everyone loves saying they're neurodivergent until it's someone who asks "stupid" or "obvious" questions bc they need clear instructions
#lmao.#certain coworkers of mine love going theyre neurodivergent but#when i ask a question for clarification they look at me like im stupid#and im like???????#then realize oh it was probably obvious#sorry i need clarification#but neurodivergence only counts i guess if u can use it to say dont bother u cause ur overstimulated#which is fair#but the ~cringey stuff counts too#whatever.#im#prob just being too touchy ive been super sensitive lately and i wanna cry but whatever#my manager got us boba bc were working xmas eve so theres that
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You've probably gotten this a lot already, but Bluesky is basically Twitter, but if you don't like how political the ads have been and want to see more "tweets" from people that follow the social politics of Tumblr + where all the "adult content" artists went + where the academics and institutional scientists are moving to; it's a good place to go for that. As you can tell tho, I have some mixed feelings about what's been happening to it, as it was initially built to have multiple instances spread across the net, but it's become fairly centralized now that Twitter is hemorrhaging users of generally a left leaning persuasion who have only ever used twitter and have no desire to integrate with the original vision of the site and instead use it as Twitter 2.0. I will say, an upside is an easier creation and cultivation of "feeds" which let you have multiple themed feeds for you to follow and potentially contribute to. Like feed of just cat pictures. Or a feed of just current scientific findings from scientists. That kinda thing. Of course there's also just who you're following feed, which doesn't use AI algorithms to supplement it, it's just who you're following like on Tumblr.
Anyways, hope this helps shed some light on things, and I hope this wasn't too forward of me lol. Have a great day!
wait this is a really good explanation and way more in-depth than i was expecting, thank you!!
i just checked it out and yeah. it looks Exactly like twitter, at least on desktop. just without the hundreds of bot replies and blue checkmark users with the most hate-filled takes i've ever read.
#yeah im in academia and i heard coworkers talking abt it too#bc ik networking happens a lot on twt but academia twt is more and more un-useable now with all the bots and blue checkmarks#kinda crazy to click on a posts and be inundated with ai replies restating the original tweet or like. people saying horrible things#i just hate twitter so much. so so much. but that's where all the ppl are. but that site is un-useable i have a rule where i never click#into the replies of a tweet. and i block everyone i dislike immediately. but at that point like why even bother being on there#i wonder if it'll last. i remember when threads became a thing but it never really took off or replaced twitter.#also as the userbase grows im sure the toxicity will grow too. tho i wonder if all the elon loyalists are just determined to stay on twt#im probably not gonna use it tho idk im weaning myself off of social media. i do most of my yapping here to my circle of like 20 mutuals#ty for the askkk :)#mamahersh
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She did not, in fact, get the guy.
#im very tired and my foot hurts right now so im not too bothered but my heart will hurt when I wake up 💔#it's fine it's fine it saves me the drama of telling management#dating a coworker thirteen years older probably wouldn't have been a good idea anyway#ill take my strong feelings for him and find somewhere else to put them
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me praying to get any kind of IT job and now just being so embarrassed that it happened because I DONT FUCKING KNOW ANYTHING? like you'd seriously think i would but i dont know a goddamn thing. a coworker watched me struggle to turn back on a monitor that went into sleep mode today. i couldnt find the fucking button on it. like i want to kill myself over that and i wish i was being funny but im being hilarious. they watch me fumble putting in my password on these 2000 goddamn websites i have to have accounts for for some reason AND they put me on the phone to squeak mousily at angry people who are calling for higher stakes problems than the library (but that part wasnt that bad bc most of them i got to just transfer the call)....i just want to SCREAM. i just want to scream because of the enormity of my incompetence. but its not even that serious. but it is. it is
#im making it sound hard but thats whats funny is it totally isnt. its so easy. its so easy im almost mad. its boring. ITS BORING!#and old guys keep telling me cutting my hair is 'part of growing up' i wanna gag.#and my coworker talks to me about 'guy stuff' that i wish i could have it in me to fucking care about. I HATE CARS!#i mean i do care about custom pcs. but IM STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! SO I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THAT DESPITE WANTING TO BUILD ONE.#im making it also sound like im having a miserable time but its complicated#and its giving me like a gender crisis but not like im not trans just like i cant stop feeling like a failure at all things gender#FTM as in failgirl to man this guy sucks#if i was more secure in myself at all i wouldnt let shit like that even bother me. but it dooooooooeeeeeeees#i attained no confidence and im starting to think thats impossible at my ripe young old age#is it ok if i have a crisis and blog it. do we still do that here
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im like one of those childrens mascots except sometimes I will say piss and fuck while in full costume. and then smth like peace and love while smoking in the change room with my tits out
#my point being. sometimes I will just not be conscious of my surroundings and act accordingly#this is funny because I look like a 15 year old and sound like an 11 year old boy who hasn’t hit puberty#ive had coworkers tell me ‘omg I didnt think u could swear😱’ kiddo I am 5 years older than u#i dont think its like im either mature or childish like I can only be one or the other. its a sliding scale#doesnt help that my interests arent typical for my age group. watches nothing but the news and obscure anime and cartoons. eats flintstone#vitamins. doesnt have Twitter and insta is on private etc etc#Although I’m not particularly bothered abt it because I think it’s really funny and don’t take it seriously#I love fucking with ppl abt my age and gender#yapping
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i looooove working overtime in the kitchen its like cocaine to me and i dont care about my free time or my sanity at all 😍💖
#7 - 16:30 and i had a brief 15 min break at 9:30 lmao my legs are so sore my hands are shaking someone hold me down by the neck and#tell me im a good girl or smthn who said that#anyways work was hell bc the girl my boss put on kitchen yesterday did a shit job and i spent the first 2hrs just correcting her mistakes#and then on top of that and the usual stuff we have a bus group tomorrow so i had to prepare extras of stuff and also prepare the#usual stuff that SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE YESTERDAY BUT WASNT. BC WHY THE FUCK WOULD THAT BITCH DO HER JOB.#anyways. ANYWAYS.#had to do a fuck ton of extra work but its all good now. i hope.#and coworker said the fresh smoothie i made tastes delicious she went all wide eyed and said 'oh my god?!? this is so good?!! holy shit!!!'#and she is RIGHT it turned out super well#so no one gets to complain abt breakfast tomorrow bc i did everything so fucking well they should give this hotel a fourth snd fifth star#just for my fantastic breakfast#soph txts#txt#also i only had some muesli during my short break and i am starrrrrving rn but i cant be bothered to make food can someone feed me kibble
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sometimes i am put in situations that only could happen on tv but you can’t make this up
sonon wednesday my coworker called me during my prep period and was like hey can you come to my room really quick. and that’s normal like 1 im department lead so if they need something i told them to hmu and i got them 2. we’re friends so if you have to pee well fall each other to cover. so im like yeah sure what do you need. and this bitch goes [name of student i hate] keeps saying the n word with the hard er and i bet him he wouldn’t say that to a black persons face so can you come to my room to prove a point’ and she’s like laughing as she says this. with her whole class there like it’s some sort of joke; when she’s acting like she’s shaming this child. and like…. what the actual fuck. mind you, this kids that i hate HAS called me the n word with the hard er before my coworker KNOWS this because we all went out drinking afterward and i cried cuz i was so angry. so I was like what the fuck no and hung up on her. then like 30 mins later she texts me and says “that was such a silly call! i didn’t actually expect you to come lmaoooo. i just like to fluster them when they do things like that” and i didn’t respond and haven’t spoken to her since.
and we are in a bunch of group chats so i left the chats that aren’t work specific and blocked her number and blocked her on ig. and i don’t say anything to anyone at work cuz im grown and i can stop being friends with people without making it an announcement. and so today she texts one of our other coworkers that ive been friends with for almost 5 years now, like omg have you talked to asyah i think she blocked me on ig and idk what i could have done to deserve this it just makes me so sad cuz ive had people just stop being my friend for no reason before and i have abandonment issues please ask her if i did anything wrong. and so my friend came up to me like girl wtf and so i told her what happened and my friend was like this is the last straw for me she’s been saying fucked up shit for a while and i didn’t want to rock the boat but im tired of her.
and then my coworker texted one of my OTHER work friends like omg woe is me everyone is being so mean to me cue white woman tears™️ and im like…. i would have NEVER asked you to be in a position like this. when students do antisemitic things i stop that shit right then and there and never tell you about it because that’s harmful to you! and i thought we were friends i would never put you in a place of harm but you have the nerve to call me and ask me if i want a child to call me a nigger to my face? you laugh while you say it, then send me some fucked up not apology and then when im not fucking with your ass you drag my friends into your pity party? bitch fucking CHOKE.
i was just going to ignore her and leave it as it is but now she’s trying to play the victim like im the one in the wrong here. like im so mad! ive been mad since my homegirl came and told me what she texted her. im going to go to my union rep and let her know what happened too before this girl tries to tell the whole school im bullying her no one would believe her cuz ive been there for 6 years and have no problems with no one but i don’t like people being in my business and would rather get ahead of this but my GOD.
#like you aren’t deserved any explaining if you cannot understand the harm you did im not going to explain it to you#im one of 3 black people fhat work at that school and ive told you how much it bothers me when the nonblack kids#just throw nigga around and you have the audacity to ask me if I want to hear a child say nigger?? like how is that even a punishment to the#child? you ask would you want your mom to hear you say that would you say that in front of your grandma etc#if we are trying to show them that they shouldn’t be saying words that’s what I do when they cuss#not call up one of the few people on campus that have had that word used as a weapon against them if they’d like a 12 year old to call them#that to their face like what the actual fuck#im so MAD ive been mad for 3 days now and now another coworker texted me like what’s#going on with you and alyssa she said you blocked her like???? girl what#why are you asking the whole damns school why I blocked you why are you trying to center yourself when you can clearly see the last time#I spoke to you was when you said what the fuck you said like she brags about how she has a degree in women gender and ethnic studies#but girl throw that paper away cuz you didn’t learn shit#in which I rant#I feel better now that last text was gonna have he calling her phone and calling her everything but a child of god#cannot let these people take me out of my character#these people being my coworkers like sick and also tired!
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angel not getting to take her government mandated break thanks to idiot coworkers IS continuing into 2025 apparently btw
#happy new year i feel like im dying 🥹🥹#after my fucking FRIEND (emotional support coworker for anyone that's been following) didn't take over and i had to PERSONALLY HUNT HIM#i didn't even bother fighting for my second. so no break for angel.#im fucking chugging prosecco when i get home#i found the glass ceiling and i'm bangin my head against it btw#mine
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Everyone I know who works in the service industry wants to put in their two weeks today
#or just walk out lol#so done#im the only one at my restaurant who bothers to bus#and after repeatedly asking my coworkers for help (when it is also their job to bus) i end up with blisters on my hands because they refuse#to do anything because it’s overwhelming#hmm don’t you think im overwhelmed?! especially when i have no help?!#also the kitchen manager yelled at me and talked to me like i was stupid over some petty shit#hm sorry dude maybe i could do better if i wasnt the only one doing my job#and im not even a busser. im a host.#vent
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Took my little brother to school with me and all he did was nibble my homework >:(
#howl's boring life#I'm not using twitter anymore but haven't bothered making a bsky bc i have smth wrong in my head where doing basic things is impossible#but i have so many things i want to share and I haven't made a personal post on tumblr in years#tags are the only place i feel comfortable#and my bestie is dealing w his fiance having a literal psychotic episode so I can't share my pointless shit w him#and even if no one reads a tweet or tags or whatever it feels helpful yknow?#anyway i just found out that I'll need to retake chem and bio to get into the vet tech program#and chem is already waitlisted for spring and wouldnt work w the other two classes and work#and the program only opens applications once a year so I'll have to wait until fall 2026 to start if i can't apply before this dec31#i had to miss work today bc of a cold w a fever and tomorrow is the holiday party :(#99% of my coworkers are great but there's a small little clique headed by a life sucking evil bitch#that makes me feel so stressed and bullied and awful#i mean the vitch has been outright hostile rude and unprofessional to me but like#im a pushover and also barely out of probationary period I can't just roll up with complaints about a three year employee#despite everyone else agreeing that she's fucking awful and they can't stand her and she's had a run in with every single one of them#man it's so hard when you get paid shit#i hope I can get promoted to assistant after my externship and stop being hamstrung like an idiot#I'm not allowed to draw up nemex??? hello??? it's harmless and i know how to read a syringe?#there's a lot going on in life and i want to cry all the time#but i do like my work at least. on days that vile woman isn't there#anyway here's mom's dog i took him to class w me a few weeks ago#and also yesterday he's a big hit#final's on thursday! certification exam is jan 10 so im this 🤏 close to being an approved veterinary assistant#I WANNA POKE SOME CRITTERS!!!!
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does anyone have any advice on how to feel alive again
#me @ me: no one cares#sorry to keep depression posting i just dont know what to do#its hard to stay positive when everything feels so fucking bad all the time#covid shit is stressing me out. election shit sucks so bad. my health is bad my mental illnesses are mental illnessing#and if one more person at my stupid fucking job makes a fucking comment about my fucking mask im actually going to start killing#im so serious. i really cant do this anymore#why dont people care about other people it makes no sense#why are people so fucking horrible to each other. everything is so fucking horrible#one of my coworkers literally right now has covid and on our zoom call he was like well the vaccine wouldnt have done anything anyways#are you sure about that??? because you sound like you cant fucking breathe#idk i just feel hopeless and bitter and exhausted and like nothing will ever be okay ever again. and im At Work.#how are you supposed to combat this. what are you supposed to do.#no amount of cognitive fucking behavioral therapy is going to fix the fascism or the climate change or the pandemic or the or the or the#like literally why bother. it doesn't matter nothing matters!#i just want to go home#but then when i get home im like fuck. i really want to go home.
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#welcome back to work after the long weekend dude three people are on vacation and your one remaining person is sick#also the system crashed for an hour#also had to bother my coworker on her vacation bc i didn't know how to fix something that was time sensitive#personal#today was No Bueno#i feel guilty for not doing more OT bc there is so much to do. but im also gonna combust if i don't go home lol
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Well you HAVE to be delusional to be a lestappie, I mean you have to be delusional to even like max lol but yeah, to be a lestappie you have to be delusional bc they literally spend no time together willingly, max is just delusional and Charles is polite
so true anon 🙏
#asks & answers#anon#anti lestappen#'max is just delusional and charles is polite' might be my new favourite thing someone has said LMAOOO#LITERALLY SO TRUEEEEE TOO#like if you bother to watch any of charles' interactions with ANYONE he actually likes...#you'll see so quickly that he's just being polite to a coworker#they might not hate each other but they sure aren't friends#you really DO have to be delusional to see more to it than that...#but then again like you said; you have to be delusional to like max in the first place#i feel like a lot of max/lestappen fans really feel like fic!max is exactly what he's like irl#and i don't know how to say it any more clearly than OH GOD HE'S NOT#fic!max is the most idealised and likeable (and; yknow; non-racist) version of who max verstappen could possibly be#the reality is NOT that#and i think a lot of people need to snap out of it and realise that#it's that whole thing of ''yeah im delusional about my drivers but at least im not THAT delusional'' y'know?#ALSO!! so sorry for only answering these now... yesterday got unexpectedly super hectic 🙈#but one of my favourite weekend activities is being a hater on tumblr dot com 🤭🤭 so cheers anon!!#ilyyyy and hope you're having a great saturday!
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The WORST part about easily turning red is having people WITNESS the easily turning red. And commenting on it.
#🌸 minminrambles#^ Not GENUINELY bothered im just being silly about it :P#But coworker was informing the new hire of one of my many nicknames. One based on the fact that I get so red at the drop of a hat.#<- They call me. Code Red. Because. I. Well. I turn. Red. :P#It is truly funny. I giggle about it so much. I have never realized how red I get before this job. It never came up.#NOW Whenever im overwhelmed a customer just looks at me like. ‘Hey ur blushing’ Thank you old man number 49 for that. I am aware. Yes.#Or a coworker says CODE RED!!!! U are going to run out of ur red ink at this rate!!! We’ll have to order a new cartridge!!!#It is funny. It is silly. They are poking fun at me yes. But i find it super funny also.
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#i can't live like this anymore.#no matter what happens it's always my fault. it can never be anyone else's. and when i try to contest that i get treated like a rabid dog#so youre saying the only role im fit for is 'alcoholic shut in?' is that what you're implying? because that's what it seems like#i can't believe i ever fooled myself into thinking anything would change as long as im here.#no matter how much medication i take this town will always make me fantasize about making myself suffer.#it's a black hole. it's a well of misery. no light escapes and it taints everything inside. i can't have anything good here#i know there's something wrong with me. i get it. but it's like being here makes it worse#im a bad person. i don't want to be a good person. it doesn't feel bad. it just feels warm.#but i can take that and put it in a box when im not here. but its like this place IS the box and when im here it just festers#and because of that i can't ever be taken seriously when i have a problem. im always too emotional and too angry and too sensitive#and even if I wasn't any of those things they wouldn't take me seriously anyway.#it's one thing to say your kitchen doesn't have a problem with women and it's another thing entirely to stay true to that.#if a ticket is too slow it's my fault. if the temp on a steak is wrong it's my (female) coworker's fault. if something's not organized#it's one of the girls that left it that way. always.#but whenever the guys have problems it's 'just how it is' but when uts any of us it warrants a talking to every time#if i were normal it wouldn't bother me this much but im not and it does. and no amount of reasoning will ever change a man's mind#this was good while it lasted but i need to leave. my life depends on it. i can't survive here.
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