#im nervous to post this
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Ok yall I started writing the fic I had an idea for. Thanks for the words of encouragement, I wouldn’t have had the confidence to start this project without you guys 🫶
Start of chap one under the cut
Barty is 24 when he admits to himself that he needs to get sober. The memory of Regulus looking at him, holding their sleeping daughter closer to his chest, eyes full of worry and an unreadable emotion, while he lays on a hospital bed connected to an IV. It would be burned into his brain for the rest of his life.
And his daughter. His beautiful, sweet daughter. Addy. Her flushed face smiling and running to hug him when they first arrived. She immediately started rambling on about her friends at kindergarten and what she had done with uncle Padfoot and uncle Moony the previous weekend. Completely unaware to why her dad was in hospital.
He was going to do everything in his power to never put them in that position again.
#rosekiller#jegulus#wolfstar#the marauders#marauders#marauders era#IM NERVOUS TO POST THIS#bartylus#the black brothers#moonwater#regulus black#barty crouch jr#the noble and most ancient house of black#fanfic#teen writer#be nice to me guys#constructive critism welcome
22 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hey so in reference to my previous ask, can you do one were the reader is having trouble controlling their powers (you can decide those) and either Kurt or Erik comfort them after a bad day and end up confessing to the reader. You can ad smut if you want but if not that's totally fine too☺️.
Your Existence is Grand
Erik Lehnsherr x gn!reader
Erik notices you having a rough day with your powers and decides to shower you with praise.
(This is my first fanfic literally ever so feedback appreciated, but also... Sorry for any mistakes!!!!)
Trigger warnings: cursing, suggestive themes (I don't know what else to write here, pls let me know if there's anything else I should add!)
The air around me begins buzzing and crackling, becoming charged with electricity and I sigh, deeply frustrated before I reach for the metal doorknob in front of me and receive a shock so strong that all the muscles in my arm cramp up painfully. I curse under my breath, forcing my arm to bend and stretch the tense muscles as I walk into the lounge, getting a glimpse of the others outside. Some might say I’d been gifted with a particularly powerful mutation, that it made me strong and intimidating. That I am admired for it, as if it’s a blessing to be grateful for.
But in this god-forsaken world, all I could see was a curse that plagued my body. I never bothered to understand the science behind it, as much as others might have tried to explain it to me. Something about the electricity in my body behaving abnormally, affecting the air around me and in turn, other electronics or conductors of electricity, turning me into a walking hazard around power lines, or thunderstorms. Let's not even mention the sheer amount of electrical fires I’ve caused. Sure, it sounds cool. But the reality is basically hell.
One of the ‘best’ parts about my mutation is that it is terribly unstable, especially when you’re constantly surrounded by electricity no matter where you go. Everyone else who charges up some static then touches a piece of metal receives a little sting from a silly little shock. It might be a little funny or perhaps surprising! Maybe it happens when you touch fingers with someone else and you shock each other, what a cute moment!
Try getting fucking electrocuted every single time.
Nowhere near as cute, nor as fun.
Some days are worse than others and the more restless I become, the worse it is for me in the end. But unfortunately, I can’t lay in bed immobile for an entire day to lower the voltage my body is producing, resulting in my current conundrum. Avoiding the rest of the X-Men in order to avoid any potential accidents, especially with Jubilee. Fireworks and a highly-charged mutant body surrounded by a bunch of high-tech only spells out bad news. Luckily, it seems like most of them were outside on the basketball court. That’s what I thought, at least.
“I take it you’re having a bad voltage day?” the voice of none other than Magneto startles me out of my thinking. It’s been more than a few months of him living here with us, but his presence is still unexpected. I had a hard time training the knee-jerk defensive reaction out of my body for the first few days, my body becoming charged up so quickly that I wouldn’t even have the chance to blink before I shot a bolt of electricity at him.
He was quick to show that a little spark didn’t do much to him, given that he was essentially a walking magnetic field.
I turn to him, his large form standing at the entrance to the lounge, “What makes you say that?” I turn back to watch as Scott and Logan start another argument, their voices muffled by the glass.
“The air keeps crackling and I have a hard time believing there’s a storm inside the building” he approaches until he pauses at my side. I chuckle a little, giving a wince once I feel my sore muscles constrict. He turns to watch me.
“Hm, I don’t know, maybe Storm has had enough of those two at each other’s throats” I try to joke but my voice falters, as my heart begins to race again and the sound of the air buzzing around me becomes overwhelming. Tremors begin rippling across my muscles, a mixture of them cramping and relaxing too fast for me to keep up with. Losing the strength in my legs, I stretch a hand out toward the glass in front of me to hold myself up but I miss the glass by a couple inches. Erik’s hands are quick to grab onto my arms before pulling me into his chest, supporting my weight as the crackling noise fills my ears and I let out a pained shout. My body releases a strong burst of electricity, most of it absorbed by Erik’s magnetic field, whilst the rest causes the power in the building to go out. I pant loudly, trying to catch my breath, feeling like my heart might’ve stopped in the middle of that.
The lights flicker around us before the power in the school hums back to life. Erik’s hands are still around me, I realize before beginning to step away, but his hold on me tightens. He pulls me back against his chest and I try to fight back the heat that’s slowly creeping up to my face. This is a bit embarrassing. I’ll admit it, I had grown to like Erik in the time he’d been with us, not to mention I had quite a few run-ins with him before I ever joined the X-Men. He always seemed so… Powerful, he always felt safe to be around. As radical as the Professor may claim he is, he always seemed… Right. You could hear the passion in his voice when he spoke of mutantkind and it made you want to side with him, to be loyal and to follow him to the ends of the Earth.
He had a powerful presence, and as I am now discovering, a powerful touch. One of the very few people who could come near me without fear of being electrocuted. My muscles had begun to twitch in the aftermath of the shock. These are the unfortunate moments where I wish I could be rid of my mutation. I could barely hold myself up and here I was in Erik’s arms.
“You should be resting” his voice was stern, but there was a hint of concern in there. I raise my gaze to meet his, feeling a bit of shame.
“I can’t just lay in bed all day, the world is still turning, there’s things to do…” I muttered.
“Precisely, the world is still turning and it will still continue to turn if you are at rest. You, on the other hand, are not a planet and you need to care for yourself”
I stare into his eyes, feeling them pierce through my soul. He always seemed to be right about everything… I chuckle under my breath as I regain some strength in my legs, straightening back up.
“I’m sure you must be tired of having to run after all of us like a babysitter” I joke as his arms come to rest on my shoulders once I’m stable on my feet.
A glint crosses his eyes, “I do wonder how Charles managed, and then I remember he’s a telepath, so it must’ve been quite easy for him” he replies with a smirk gracing his face that makes me laugh a little.
“He still struggled, you shouldn’t compare yourself to the Professor”
He begins to lead me toward the couch behind us, helping me take a seat before joining me. I still feel a hot streak of shame across my stomach, having him help me. Burdening him.
“Sorry, by the way… You’re right, I should be a little more considerate of others” I mutter.
Erik turns to look at me as I avoid making eye contact, “I don’t believe those were my words…” his hand reaches out toward my chin, gently turning my head to face him, “I only ask of you to rest and care for yourself, forget what the others may think”
I blinked up at him, “The Professor always wanted me to push past my limits, so that I can perhaps get stronger… Control my powers better”
“In a perfect world, you wouldn’t have to restrict your abilities, you could rule this planet with a wave of your hand, what you have is something to be proud of, not ashamed” he places his hand against my cheek and I find myself leaning against his warm touch, “Your mutation is a blessing, not a curse”
I scoff, “Sure doesn’t feel that way, I can’t even live among humans without shutting down an entire city’s power”
“Your powers shouldn’t be hidden, controlled, or restricted for the sake of humanity” he says the word with disdain, “but those are my beliefs, your existence is grand mein liebling”
My heart thumps against my chest loudly at his words. It feels… Intimate. How could he speak such high praise toward me?
“I see you hurt and I watch as you restrain yourself around others, as your mutation basically eats your body alive and it pains me…” his eyes gaze across my face, pausing at my lips before trailing back up to my eyes, “It pains me that you live in a world where you feel you cannot rest, where you feel you must hide the power within you”
“Erik…” I whisper, almost afraid to shatter the moment between us, “What are you… What are you saying…?” I peer into his eyes, seeing something brewing behind his gaze. Could it be possible that he’s… No, there’s no way.
“What do you believe I’m saying?” he whispers softly, leaning in toward me. I jump as a few sparks fly out from where he has his hand on my cheek. I can’t help my eyes dropping to his lips before rising back up to his eyes.
I feel the tension rise and in a desperate attempt to avoid it, I joke, “If I was delusional, I might think you’re trying to confess to me right now” I laugh a little to dispel the tension. His gaze was still just as intense so I failed, but I tried my best.
A smile graced his features, “Yes… Perhaps if you were delusional, you might see that I am actually confessing my feelings for you right now” he says it so casually I almost think he’s playing along with my joke, but as my eyes widen, so does his smile.
“Are you…?” my voice wavers a little. I feel my heart drop, realizing he’s probably joking with me. I turn away from his hand, lightly pushing his chest to put distance between us.
“Is this some sort of joke? Come on, Erik… You know that’s… It’s unrealistic” I mutter, a man like him would never love someone like me, that’s not how it works… Maybe in the movies, or in a fairytale perhaps.
“Mein liebling, perhaps I haven’t been clear enough with you” he wraps his arms around my shoulders and pulls me in close, closer than before, “do you prefer a visual demonstration instead? I can give you that, you only need to ask” he smiles before slowly leaning in, giving me enough time to back out if I wished, but I find myself leaning in, eager to feel his lips against mine.
As soon as our lips locked together, sealed at last, a burst of electric sparks flew out from our lips and I giggled into the kiss. I mean, how ironic is that? I felt real, literal sparks and fireworks from the kiss and it made my lips tingly. Erik smiles into the kiss before deepening it, his hand rising up toward my hair while the other trailed down my back and I found myself desperate to be closer to him, wrapping my arms around his neck, clumsily climbing over to sit on his lap. We part right as I begin losing my breath and he trails a burning, tingly trail of kisses down my jaw before he stops by my ear.
With a whisper that blew across the nape of my neck, “I see more than just greatness in you, so much more…” The words are charged with intention, passion, and sincerity. I shudder as the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end and I bite back a moan as he continues kissing down my neck. I take a sharp breath in as he begins sucking on a tender spot before I suddenly realize what we’re doing…
Where we’re doing it.
I turn slightly to peek at the windows, making sure the others are still thoroughly distracted with playing before I feel Erik bite my skin and a moan breaks out, “Wait! Erik… We’re… In the lounge…”
He lifts his head, and the dark look in his blue eyes makes me clench my legs in anticipation, “We’ll just have to be fast… And quiet… Can you do that?” He taunts me with a question I don’t even get the chance to answer before he lays me down on the couch, climbing over me, “I’m just helping you relax, that’s not a sin, is it?” He looks down at me with a hungry gaze and I feel my cheeks burn.
“I guess not”
“Show me what else you can do with these sparks of yours”
#x men 97#x men#magneto#xmen#x-men 97#x-men#erik lehnsherr#erik lehnsherr x reader#erik lehnsherr x you#magneto x reader#magneto x you#xmen 97#x men 97 fanfiction#x men x reader#xmen fanfiction#x-men fanfiction#erik lehnsherr fanfiction#x reader#magneto x gn!reader#request#genocidewrites#im nervous to post this#i write a lot but i've never written for x men#let alone post it#im considering posting this on my ao3 too but idk#sorry if its bad!!!#trying my best
496 notes
·
View notes
Text
i wanted to keep this a secret until i finished some drawings but i got excited
the class of 31 thing is just an aesthetic i guess? theyre not actually in highschool, they just sort of think they are.
i will explain in greater detail when i actually have drawings lmao
#im nervous to post this#tw#mind the warnings#spookymonth#spooky month#spooky month au#class of 31#spooky month class of 31#class of 09#streber#spooky month streber#spooky month kevin#spooky month radford#spooky month ethan#streber spooky month#kevin spooky month#radford spooky month#ethan spooky month
50 notes
·
View notes
Text
in my green star, red star AU there is this one scene i cant stop thinking about ( be aware that i made this au mainly for comfort)
it starts with my oc, ana, going to the daycare very late at night, when everything is closed
she's a teen working there only as sun and moon's assistand but as soon as things got complicated at home, she didnt know anywhere else to go, the daycare was the safest option (middle of the night, raining.)
when sun asks her why she's there, or for any explanation, she refuses to explain, she only says '' i didn't know what else to do''
moon asks sun to take care of her, moon was not pleased with this, he felt like he failed to protect her, even if it's not his fault. he had already lost someone important to him before, he promised himself it would never happen again
he gave her some comfy clothes to sleep in, stolen from the gift shop, and then tucked her in. ( she was tired already, as soon as she felt the comfort of those warm blankets, she fell asleep)
it was a pretty rough night, not being the first time ana snucked for a sleep over, but most of the times she did that, they all talked and played games, it was the first time they saw her this distraught. (it only made sun and moon anxious)
of course ana felt embarassed of going there, but she felt safe with them, sometimes the daycare felt like home
#my art#sundrop#moondrop#eclipseverse#green star red star#also yes this is supposed to be 100% platonic and wholesome!#ana sees them as parent figures#this au is all about found family heh#im nervous to post this
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.
we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."
at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.
the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.
the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.
what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.
here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.
#this is true#writeblr#warm up#relatedly for some reason one of our Favorite Jokes#amongst the Siblings#is like - ''this is so good u will love it''#while we are reacting to something we OBVIOUSLY find viscerally disgusting#like we will be actively retching and be like ''nooooo it's so good''#to the point that i sometimes get nervous if someone outside my family is like oh u should try it its good#(obvi we never force each other to eat anything. we are all just curious birds and#like. we're GONNA try the new thing.)#edit to answer why we had so much vanilla:#my mom is a very good cook and we LOVE to bake. so she just had a lot of staples in the house.#it's one of those things that's like. have u ever continuously thought ''ah i should get butter im probably out''#even tho u are not out of butter. so u end up with like 5 years of butter.#my mom would do that in a costco but like with vanilla extract#to be fair we WERE always using WAY TOO MUCH bc we were kids#so like she was right to stock up#ps. yes we were VERY sick after this lol i just didn't want to include it in the post in case ppl had an ick about that#u can tell it's real bc we knew "oh no we fucked up that's too much vanilla to waste'' but our reaction was to just. keep drinking it#> sibling understanding that vanilla extract isn't free > knowledge mother doesnt mind if we use it for milkshakes#> sibling choice to maybe get in a loophole of ''not wasting it'' if we drink it bc that's the same as using it (not throwing it out)#listen bud i was like 13 and my sister was like 9#when my mom discovered this we. got in. A LOT. of trouble. a lot of it. a LOT of it.#3rd edit bc i guess it isn't clear - i am 1 of my brother's 2 little sisters#i am the middle child#out of all the ways i have had to explain a post before being like ''did u forget a middle child can happen'' is my favorite
62K notes
·
View notes
Text
tilly the god au ep 1 (part 1 of 4 I think)
starting stuff / prev stuff / next stuff
#goodtimeswithscar fanart#goodtimeswithscar#grian fanart#grian#mumbo jumbo fanart#mumbo jumbo#mcyt fanart#mcyt#tilly the god au#fanart#im very nervous about this#I'm impulsively deciding to post this now instead of waiting for the other parts to be done. hopefully I dont regret that :D#my art
5K notes
·
View notes
Text
Woe, mermay moonlily be upon ye!!!
This was heavily inspired by @yamujiburo and their own mermay art!! (sorry for the @ :[ !!!) please check out their art if you havent!! They are SUPER COOL!!!!!!!!!! :D
#aaaaaa im so nervous abt posting this#i really really hope it was okay to @#this was so so fun to draw. moonlily is definitely one of my new fav ships#moonlily#moonlilyshipping#selene pokemon#lillie pokemon#lillie#pokemon sun and moon#dewgong#lumineon#mermay#mermay 2024#mermaid#pokemon#lesbiaaaaans#my art#art#artists on tumblr
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
pegoryu valentine :3
#p5#persona 5#persona 5 royal#ryuji sakamoto#sakamoto ryuji#pegoryu#persona 5 protagonist#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#i made this last year LOL#sorry for not posting </3 i forget#idk when i'll post again</3#but beleive in me ... please.... its all i have...#i just finished a big assignment in uni im so tired#i typed 5000 words in two hours#anyways i like pegoryu ryuji would bounce his leg when hes nervous#i need to replay p5 games at some point tbh the motivation isn't there for p5 anymore sad emoji
6K notes
·
View notes
Text
Wow these guys are so stupid I hate them hahahaha
#x men#kurt wagner#logan howlett#nightcrawler#wolverine#GRAHHHHH#logurt#im so nervous#whatever#im allowed to post whatever i want !!!!#ugh
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
the way i need to get high with my girlfriend while wearing nothing but her hoodie and i start humping her cock while she pets my hair and calls me a good boy and i eventually give in to it and let her take over and fuck me properly bc im just her dumb little stoned puppy who needs her to take care of me and then we go get burger king i mean. uh. what. who said that.
#and yes she orders for me at restaurants. im her nervous lapdog.#420stoner#boys who do drugs#boys who smoke#ftm stoner#420daily#420life#ftm intox#ftm t4t#smoke weed everyday#420gay#mtf dom#mtf top#ftm sub#ftm bottom#ftm puppy#ftm mutt#bisexual#ftm nsft#stoner posting#trans stoner#stoner nsft#mtf nsft#t4t intox#t4t nsft#t4t puppy#stoner tumblr#queer nsft
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
that one ship dynamic but with levi and mc
(credit to @litriu! here is the original post (lmk if the link doesnt work pls))
#to litriu: i tagged u bc u mentioned u'd like to see the final thing when it was done; the anon asking for permission was me btw!!!#(i get nervous when im not on anon lol)#however if u decide u dont want this posted just lmk and ill take it down asap :)#i also made this with my personal mc maybe ill post it idk#also i have no idea if anyone's done this yet so if u have um. oops. sorry <:)#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me art#obey me leviathan#obey me mc#agentsevyn's art tag
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
things that have been accumulated these past few weeks
#i dont make enough polished art anymore i should just post#whatever i make but im so so nervous#my art#yakuza#rgg#kazuma kiryu#goro majima#not gona tag the others
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
nightmares
#lets hope people like this one...#im very nervous about posting this. if you cant tell.#dungeon meshi spoilers#falin touden#kabru dungeon meshi#falin dungeon meshi#farcille#laois touden#laios dungeon meshi#thistle dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi
3K notes
·
View notes
Note
your fursona is one of the cutest on the whole website
WRONG all fursonas on this website are cute and to prove it i impulsively drew a few that came to mind
(tags under the readmore)
left to right, starting at the top row + goin across then down
@feybeasts (dragon) @kimskam (cow) @vonkarn (dragon) @punkitt-is-here (unicorn) @krisispiss (wolf) @wolfertinger666 (bunny) @soft--dogs (doggy) @skunkes (skunk) hi hello i hope it's alright i drew your sonas i adore all of y'alls work <3
#+ one ponysona bc star mangolia has a RLLY cute design and ive wanted an excuse to draw her lol#mspaint mouse doodlie#skunk#bunny#dog#dragon#cow#pony#fursona#furry#mspaint#my art#no but Actually thank you :0] it means a lot to me tht people like cow#uah#nervous to post this from some weird admirer of all ya'lls art pov as if im not also an artist with a following. hi#if you saw the version where i forgot smunkers face markings no you didn't
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
HI, i'm just gonna drop this in your lap and run actually, a future AU
Part 2
#this is an au#idk what im gonna do after i post this#i mean i know i have assignments to do#im literally just trying to be ambitious if i finish this it won't be long hueueue#OK BYEEE#shadow the hedgehog#art#comic#sonic#sth#sonic fanart#HHEHHEHEHEHEEEE#say something to me ask me something im literally so nervous rn fdsefdfrgdfc#i hope posting a spread like this will work i just#think it's cool when the two pages connect together and stuff#hope everything's visible if not i'll post normally later or something hnngg#tw blood#ok this will be short i prommy idk when i'll do page 3-4 but it will be simpler than this one#IF i'll draw more HHAHAHHAHAHAHA
1K notes
·
View notes