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when the ravels un or something idk i haven't read the book

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Manon saw herself in some of the other characters and I believe this is why she was instantly on their side. Because out of everyone, she saw the real ones trapped inside.
Elide: in Morath, she was no more than a crooked maid, literally chained up and bound in servitude. Manon was the only one who saw her for who she is: first as an asset, then later on as a friend/kin.
Dorian: like Elide, he was bound by a collar and possessed by valg. Again, Manon was the only one who ‘saw’ and connected with the real Dorian (hence her message to Aelin). Again, not even his friends saw that he could be saved, but Manon did. She knew he was still inside, still fighting and it’s why she aided in bringing him back from the valg’s control.
Abraxos: The small chained and beaten wyvern. The bait that was merely there for show. Manon was the only witch who even considered him as a potential companion because everyone was going for the biggest and strongest beast. But not her. She saw a fierce fighter in Abraxos, one she knew was there and she put her trust in.
All these three were equally abused and bound, for the whole world to see. She is just the same however her abuse and ‘chains’ are invisible and no one could see them. It is the reason why she instantly knew what was up with all three. They were a reflection of herself. While she knew no one would rescue her, she rescued all three because she knows what it’s like. She knows what it feels like.
What her grandmother does to her is always done in private, so no one really knows the extent of that abuse. Besides, the matron would not hesitate to kill anyone who tries anything so that’s that. Manon knows that there is no saving her. Which is why, it’s best to try and do as her grandmother wants even if she personally doesn’t agree with it. In Queen of Shadows, Manon spent the whole time trying not to agree to that madness but she couldn’t do much because she kept thinking of her grandmother’s reaction if she knew that she’s defying orders. She literally told Sorrel that she can only ‘tug on the leash’ like— she literally felt that she was in chains having no other option but to obey her grandmother’s absurd orders. She knows what the price would be, the lives of her coven is at stake and she will do whatever she can to ensure they are safe from her grandmother.
Which brings me to Kingdom of Ash because it was Asterin who saw Manon’s invisible chains all along. Her decision was to free Manon, to allow her to finally live free and without fear. Her line ‘live, Manon,’ was not only literal but figurative as well. She knows that her cousin is drowning, she never did anything for herself; having lived her life trying to appease her grandmother while keeping her coven safe. She never expressed her own opinions or needs and Asterin decided that it will all end now. Aelin promised them a better world, she she will start by ensuing that Manon can live for herself without fear or looming abuse. Asterin was going to break the ‘chains’ shackled around Manon and giving her the same freedom she gave to Elide, Dorian and Abraxos.
And it is why she has formed deep connections with those three despite meeting them later on in her life. It’s some kind of a soul/spiritual bond that only they can feel because they have all experienced the same thing.
#booklr#books and reading#manon blackbeak#throne of glass#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#asterin blackbeak#empire of storms#kingdom of ash#sorrel blackbeak#elide lochan#abraxos#blackbeak matron#no it’s how she instantly recognized herself in all three#and at the end no one came for her#except for asterin and dorian#it’s knowing this fact about her that prevents from rereading these books because i will not survive#im certain that even heir of fire will give more insights now that i know so much about her#but i don’t have it in me to explore more because that damned book says that she’d been SA’d by that fucking fae male#so no im not ready to delve into that just yet#honestly need a spin off book or a novella where she finally catches a break and enjoys life for a change#because she’s the only character who keeps getting treated so badly and things didn’t get better at all#aside from having dorian love her#and sjm has the audacity to say that Manon is her favorite bitch i know ur lying#bc why would you torture her like this if she’s your fave#i love Manon Blackbeak so much y’all don’t understand#im typing this post while in tears because my baby girl deserves the world
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wonder how many people in red london would have white or grey london heritage? surely people made some Connections back when there was open travel between londons? besides, all it takes is one particularly slutty antari a hundred or so years ago laying pipe in more than one london to make quite a bunch of descendents.
#im reading adsom again as ive just had my collectors edition books turn up#and was thinking about the lady who gives kell the stone and how she talks about family in a different london#obviously shes lying to get him to take the stone but i like to think there were people using antari to keep in contact#kell wouldnt be the only smuggler#wonder if there are very blond and pale red londoners who think they have veskan heritage but its actually white london#adsom#shades of magic#white london#red london
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i kind of forgot how good the inheritance cycle is like no wonder i read all the four books in 2 weeks when i was 12. this is peak
#remi rambles#inheritance cycle#its a funny story even bc i used to borrow the books from my middle school's library#and i had to turn the books back in when i finished them but u werent allowed to bring back books u didnt finish#but i kept turning them back in super fast bc i DEVOURED the books to the point my italian teacher was so sure i was lying#long story short im the reason kids still have to bring book reports after turning a book in. sorry guys eragon was just too good...#but like. im rereading them now. 10 years later. and theyre still SO GOOD#havent stopped in the middle of the day to read IN YEARS
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I adore yur original dolls and the way you interpret fandom characters is so cool! Are you planning to make more fan dolls? The whole PMMM team would be awesome!
i probably won't be making more madoka characters. i like them all, but i don't think i want more dolls of them. not impossible, however; this ask has already given me some thoughts.
most characters i enjoy aren't interesting for me to dollify, but there are some i might make in the future. glinda and elphaba are another iconic queer witch pair i would love to make if i can figure out the designs.
one project i really want to do is the fool from realm of the elderlings. rote is simultaneously the book series that has altered my brain chemistry the most & the one that makes me want to fistfght the author in a parking lot because WHY IS IT WRITTEN LIKE THAT? MAKE BETTER CHOICES. i would love to make a tribute to the fool, and all the roles they played during the series. fitz would not be quite as interesting and intricate visually, but i don't think i could leave the fool alone. so my fanart dolls are either a) queer icons b) fitzchivalry farseer, icon to none but beloved nonetheless.
#asks#anon#im so fucking unwell about rote#just mentioning it has given me big feelings#and at the same time i'm ready to maul someone with my teeth if i ever have to read about fitz's hair being in a warrior's tail again#it's a book series that i love but had not a second of fun reading#ok i'm lying there were fun seconds#about 2% of the experience
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Yeaaa... im not finishing bluestar's prophecy LMFAO all of you fucking suck except goosefeather everyone dissed on him except featherwhisker weedwhisker... weedwhisker.........................literally who is that.
Ok actually im erin hunter and they said theyre rewriting bluestar's prophecy so the entirety of it is Goosefeather and that guy smoking a fucking blunt and then greening out outside of dirtplace and theyre absolutely fried and goosefeather lights bluestar and the whole entire camp on fire and everyone dies the end goosefeather goes to a special hell for himself called the goosatory
#ignore this i just complain about goosefeather#im around when sunstar gets his lives... u bozo ass lying bitch goosefwather can see right thru u and all of u are hating on him. GOODBYE!#i know they hate him but it lowkey is so annoying how they have to mention how much of a fucking loser he is compared to his apprentice and#sister#like yall did NOT read goosefeathers curse💔💔💔💔💔#atleast one person should ask are you okay to him instead of can we send him to a mental hospital#they jumped the gun so fast... wehhhh....#also goosefeather doesnt have dementia wtf .#idk if my experiences with an old person with dementia change my mind but.... yea it wasnt a good time LOL#but the difference between this woman and this book character was that the book character yknow#didnt have fucking dementia#and he was kinda just more out of the loop#whatever ok goodnight#goosefeather#warrior cats#bluestar's prophecy#weedwhisker
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Book cover sketches
#I went with the velveteen rabbit cause I remember reading it when I was a kid and just. lying down for a good 10 minutes afterwards#I don’t think I have any specifically strong emotions connected to it#but I love how the story is so fluent and universal that it can remind you of anything#im playing with a medieval style for it because I think it suits the books fairytale/fable appeal#although vine borders are so tedious to mimic. weirdly fascinating though#I’m really feeling the first and third sketches#my art#myart#doodles#the velveteen rabbit#concept art#tw dissection#<- very light toy dissection
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Crying on the floor bc there aren't any greed/ling hanahaki disease fics
#greed is THE emotionally constipated guy like how has this not happened yet#*greed coughing up flowers* wow humans sure are weird#*ling in the back of the mind as greed coughs up his favourite flower* oh for fucks sake#ling could never be the sick one bc he actually does shit instead of pining and lying to himself about it#bc its very hard to feel unreciprocated when you want the manifestation of wanting everything#and ling can read greed like a fucking colouring book that homunculus cant hide shit from him. he knows how greed feels about him#whether it be platonic romantic or other ling would get over it and just be happy to have greed (assuming post canon)#unless its like a “i love him i know he loves me but hes too stupid to realise it and im paying the price” situation#so yeah most of the time its a case of ling knows whats up and is trying to gently nudge greed in the right direction#all while greed doesnt understand whats happening to him and is trying to play it cool#OH yknow what could be fun: putting a lil twist on it. only homunculi get it but instead of simply flowers its literally their stone#inspired by that one 03 greed scene (you know the one)#every time they lose more and more life/energy until. yknow. and its not very known about bc homunculi dont rlly exist#but some alchemists would know (eds the only important one bc what other alchemist does greed know)#(butttt could be fun that hoenheim knows and when they meet him hes like “...thats an interesting cough”)#okay my brain is falling asleep so ill leave it there#greed the avaricious#fma greed#ling yao#fma ling#hanahaki#fmab#greed x ling#greedling#< i suppose. i mostly use that tag for the guy/possession situation not the ship but eh#moss' madness
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coming up with such cool worldbuilding ideas that the reader/player will never get to know about. currently trying to figure out how to hide a planet
#just decided definitively that the gods in this setting are lying about a fundamental aspect of the cosmology#which might actually come up in a later book if i ever get around to even finishing the first one!#actually the fact that there are gods trying to hide a planet is part of another lie they're telling#basically i love coming up with cosmologies and coming up with ways for various necessities of a story to make sense#and this world that started as a homebrew game setting fundamentally started with the idea that#the gods are trying hide themselves and their mortals from THEIR gods#which of course. theyre not going to tell the mortals that the Old Gods exist#so. we've started with one lie. which means we've got to tell another one to back it up#until you spiral to the point where im trying to figure out how to hide a planet#im actually thinking now i wont hide the planet i'll just have the gods lie about its significance lmao#if anyone still reading this wants to know more i would LOVE to chatter - talking ideas out helps me develop them!
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today I was sitting at the park under a tree and a bird flew above me so I looked up and, perfectly in my comfortable line of sight, there was a little nest !!
#so i guess birds do have babies outside of springtime? or mynahs (miners? minors? never know how to spell it) do at least?#it looked kinda precarious but im sure the birds know what they are doing. i watched them fly up and down for a while#maybe just eggs or maybe the bird hovered over to feed babies. not sure#i couldnt hear baby birds but idk if my hearing is that distinguished#actually that's doubly relevant to the book i was reading - bird box. bc birds and hearing#i closed my eyes and tried to focus my hearing#i think i should do that as a meditative thing bc I've always been awful at picking out sounds and where they come from#anyway. yes. joyful time#there was an old guy at the park and he had a giant white dog they were both lying down and he was resting his head on the dog#such goals. life is so cheerful i ❤️ cooling weather
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anyways. how is nobody talking about principal gupta writing a book about her students at her workplace, realized she didnt have wine left in the bottle she drank herself (at her workplace in the middle of the night), left her work UNSAVED and the rest of wine in the glass at her desk at her workplace (a school which she is the principal of) and just. idk fucked off somewhere. like all im saying is at least drink the rest of the wine??
#mitos incredible life#unhinged#doesnt she have like a laptop at home. Also drink the wine (im mad abt this)#oouil#one of us is lying#tbh idk if ppl do talk abt this im not in the tag#cause it's mainly abt the books (which i didnt read). Im off to the side talking about the IMPORTANT things. thank you
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just saw the words "darkling manipulated every female he interacted with" and I think this fandom might actually be tanking at this point. there seems to be absolutely no room for real critical analysis anymore, and honestly I'm beginning to think most of these people haven't even read these books - or that they did so with a freshman year knowledge of literary analysis.
the people on this site really will just say things huh. I used to be able to read anti posts and get a lot out of them, because they were interesting and often accurate readings of a text that I simply interpreted differently. and it helped me form my own arguments and essay points a lot better! now the anti tag is kind of useless. it's just a bunch of puritanical nonsense, and it legitimately feels like it was written by privileged white people who have never experienced real life before.
and really? "female"? how am I supposed to take you seriously about your apparent interest in feminism when you speak like a misogynist.
#shadow and bone#grishaverse#sab#sab discourse#i need to take a step back from this fandom#this is negative and im sorry but this is depressing#i used to actually like the anti side of this fandom#or at least the people who were talking sense and not just spouting echo chamber nonsense#i mean have any of these people even read the books?#i doubt it#they're just copying their friends at this point lol#whatever#i need to take another fucking english lit course or something to wash this taste out of my mouth#why is it so hard to find reasonable analysis in fandom tags?#what do people gain by lying??#negative#fandomcourse#myramblings#anti darkling bs#every day it seems like the tag gets stupider ngl
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crying weeping. this book was phenomenal. 100/10 magnificent and soooooo intense and vast and searingly intimate and heartbreaking and swoops of joy and I just. Katherine x Zera 5ever I love them so much
(possible spoilers in the tags even though I redacted the most spoilery bits)
once I’m a bit more coherent I plan to write an actual legible review (a glowing one, of course!) but I had to scream about all my feelings for this book here 😭❤️
#personal#a swift and sudden exit#definitely one of the best books I’ve read this year and probably even broader than that#it is so utterly unique and unlike anything else I’ve ever read and is so incredible and I just#it was so gotdamn INTENSE at times and the whole last bit was a TIME but oh my god#they got their soft epilogue 😭😭 that they deserved 😭😭 they’re good people and they’ve suffered enough 😭😭#my heart went on such a wild ride with this one#to have a love that literally spans the decades.. ‘with you I remember everything’… ‘I’ve waited a hundred years for you to say that’…#I can’t 😭❤️❣️#they loved each other and gave each other a renewed desire not just to exist but to LIVE that they literally saved the world 😭😭#nico this was brilliant and spectacular and beautiful and magnificent and I’m so glad you wrote this book#it’s lovely and I am a changed woman after reading it. my heart. I’m so emotional and in awe of the journey they went on#my god. 10/10#this book was just. I don’t even know it was wonderful#and like you know me poster child of emetophobia!! if I can get past the mentions in this book and still be raving about the book. that spe#ks to how incredibly GOOD this book is. and it is. it’s so good. so good ♡#sci fi sapphic bis is such a fantastic genre and I’m so glad this book exists in it#also I’m not over posh (derogatory) to posh (in love) and formal (lying) to formal (trembling with the intensity of their love) ough#Katherine x Zera 5ever x2059953920019493929201#and the SILVER IN [redacted] IN THE FINAL CHAPTER IM WEEPING I LOVE THAT SO MUCH#as we all know I cannot relate to immortality idolization whatsoever and when [redacted] and she was JOYOUS about it#which was made all the more beautiful and poignant by her journey to GET THERE#I JUST. OUGH😭🥹#so beautiful#and to have all of this grandiosity high stakes end of the world post apocalyptic life and death. and to have it end on a picnic in [redact#d] with wine and a sunset. I just. I just. it’s so perfect and so right and I just.#i love this book so much#also jenifer prince your beautiful beautiful art is so perfect I adore the illustrations the cover and the Polaroids & bookmark 10/10 so lo#ely#and all plot important beats too 😭❤️
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Sorry everybody for the posts (<- isnt sorry at all) I'll calm down now (<- will not do that)
#the heron speaketh#im lying and also grinding my teeth into a fine dust#i need to fuckifnggd. i need to stop the narrative in its tracks i need to stop it from being a TRAGEDY#i didnt expect myself to enjoy the terror so much but i just bought the book yesterday. i dont fucking read and i went to buy the book#not two hours after i finished the show#i need more of them your honor i need to Have More#yku will all be looking at my continuing madness you WILL all look at pictures of my wife
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I have exactly 40 unread books that i own, either physically or digitally, except that I started reading book #7 last night after randomly choosing a number
please throw me a number and so i can add whichever the corresponding book is at the top of my reading list!
#not saying which books are which obviously because the random order is actually exciting#i have a shelf stuffed with books side to side with some more lying on top#i was lying in bed unable to fall asleep and i decided on a way to number them all based on their physical location on that shelf#some instagram influencer i ended up following has been making 'reading through my unread bookshelf' posts lately which has#got me thinking about how embarrassing it is that my unread shelf has gotten this bad 😅#theres a handful of books im specifically holding off on for one reason or another#but the majority of them are 'idk im not sure im in the mood for this right now' and you know what gets me in the mood for a book?#just starting the freaking book lmao.
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rip to all the pieces of media I 'liked so I can find this later!'
I lied I am never coming back I will never remember
#I'll see some post with a quote and i like it so i remember to look for it later#except i never go through my likes ever#or soemtimes its just a long post and i tell myself I'll read it later#i wont#im lying to myself#rip to all the actually interesting books in my tiktok likes you probably would have been great#but i would rather ignore my entire tbr to read something else i saw once and actually looked into
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