#im lowkey considering making this my pinned

[rexscanonwife]

Check it out, I found some ref sheets for one of my favorite Star Wars: The Clone Wars characters!! 😊🫶

It was so much fun to work on this! I've been meaning to update Brea's ref officially for a while now, and for some reason I thought it'd be fun to imitate the style of the clone wars character sheets. I think it turned out pretty good, and I'll probably draw some more show-accurate style stuff soon! (taglist + some detail ramblings under the cut)

So, one of the neat things I did in this ref sheet was sort of break up the segments for Brea's hair! Both to help future artists I may commission get a better understanding of it, and to have an idea of how it might be 'rigged' for animation, inspired by a note I saw on Anakin's season 7 ref sheets.

The progression of her outfits is something I've thought about a lot too, and I think it reflects the animation style over the years and in some cases her personality!

Seasons 1-2 had very limited animation, so her outfit isn't very complicated and doesn't have a ton of moving parts. Her iconic waist drapery is missing so they wouldn't have to animate it, and her outfit is...visibly kinda slutty as you can see 😂 given what outfit they put Aayla Secura in, and that Ahsoka's stupid little season 1 tube top was George Lucas's input, I wouldn't put it past them to give Brea the same treatment.

Seasons 3-6 see her iconic outfit I've drawn her in the most! Her waist fabric is more for show than anything else, though it comes in handy as a blanket or a towel in a pinch. Her affinity for gold accents is most apparent in this outfit, as well.

In season 7, I think they would wanna show off just how far the animation has improved by giving her an even more complex outfit! I thought the two-tone top looked nice, as well as the cutouts on the sides of her abdomen. She also has her midriff covered for the first time, which reflects her emotional growth and maturity over the years in my mind. Her gold accents are slightly more subdued, but they're still present, she keeps a boob window and lack of sleeves to show that it's still the same Brea at heart!

Taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @changeling-selfship @crushes-georg @cherry-bomb-ships

@rosieaurora @rejaytionships @in-true-blue-love @tropicalgothships @little-miss-selfships @hotrodharts @cupiidzbow @frozenhi-chews

@limey-self-inserts @candyheartedchy @space-sweetheart @halsinkisser @clancyismylover

[raven-unkind]

Congrats on 200 followers! 💓 May i req prompt 5 with jay if it's not taken please?

˚₊‧⁺⋆❤︎ pitiful ft. park jay

park jay x fem!reader

wc. 1492 words

200 followers event: “I didn’t realize I needed you until you were gone.” 

content. Angsty, jay is lowkey toxic and mean af. a/n. I HAD to make this angsty sorry guys 😔

You had always stuck by jay. You two had met in first year of college and despite his reputation and usually cold demeanor you still went out of your way to be his friend. It did not help that you developed a crush on him along the way. Yes yes.. You knew better than to fall for the guy that had tons of girls after him and that couldn't keep a relationship for more than a month. But alas feelings dont work that way and you found yourself pinning after him for 3 years. 3 years you stuck by his side, making your feeling clear, shyly at first, but by junior year it was pretty clear to everyone – including Jay – that you harbored romantic feelings for him. From what you could see, he was clearly enjoying it. He’d smirk when you’d give him all your attention while another guy was trying to hit on you and a week ago… a week ago the two of you slept together. Not ideal, especially since neither of you established what you guys are but still. It was a step in the right direction… right? For you that was more than enough; a step in the right direction.

…

“She won't leave me alone…” You stop in your tracks, holding your breath. You were supposed to be meeting up with some friends, Jay included, for coffee and to study. You’d hoped you and Jay could also use this time to address what happened at the party last friday. If it were up to you, you would’ve had a conversation about this on saturday or sunday or monday… but jay had been giving you vague, dry answers and he was dodging you on campus. So yeah, it's wrong to eavesdrop but considering your current situation… 

“Is it Vi again?” You hear Jake ask. Jake was the sweetest guy you knew. A good friend of yours, he was always down to help anyone who needed it, whether it was offering a ride or tutoring in physics or calculus. Jay snorts. “Nah I wish- Its fucking Y/n again.” Jake freeze, the cookie he was about to dip in his coffee a few centimeters away from it. His eyes darted up to jay. “...What about Y/n?” he asks cautiously. Jay takes his inquiry as a signal to finally say what's been on his mind. He lets out a deep breath. “Dude… she always fucking clinging to me, always trying to get my attention- you’d think 3 fucking years would have taught her i dont want her- then on friday i fucking…” He sighs again and you’re frozen on your spot behind the booth were the two are seated. 

To your horror, Jake's eyes dart to your form, the two of you making eye contact for a fraction of a second, Jake quickly looking away. “What did you do?” Jake asks, voice leveled. There’s a moment of silence, a groan and then. “I sleep with her.” Jake gape at him. “And now she won’t fucking leave me alone… thinks Im her boyfriend or something. God don't look at me like that Jake- I know- I know it was dumb but I was drunk and she’s not bad looking… I thought.. Maybe if I sleep with her she’d have her fill and leave me be.” He says that with sure nonchalance in his voice you feel sick. That was why he slept with you?? Because he thought you were annoying and that it would be enough for you???? Your heart drops in your stomach, your brain working overtime. A fool, you’d been a fool. You knew better- and yet you let your feelings control you and you spend- no you lost 3 years running behind a man who couldn't care less about you. You miss the way Jake's face hardens and the disgusted look he gives Jay. “Couldn't you just tell her clearly?” He asks, something in his tone you’ve never heard before; anger. “Couldnt you just act like a fucking decent guy and tell her you cant see yourself with her??” Jake's words somehow make you even sicker. He was defending you, taking your side but him defending you only twisted the knife in the wound. You slowly, silently walk back, turning around and leave the cafe. 

You feel your eyes swell with tears as you send a text to Wonyoung, notifying her you felt sick and couldn't attend the study session. You pocket your phone and head straight to your dorm. You spend the night crying, angry at Jay but mostly angry at yourself. Angry you’d been so blind and persisted when Jay had clearly been indifferent to your affections. He’d called you not bad looking. You start sobbing even harder when you realize he probably simply enjoyed the attention of a pretty girl like you, how you’d drop anything if he asked, how you’d ignore a guy who would definitely treat you better for him and the scraps he’d throw you when he felt like it. Jake and Wonyoung came to your apartment at around 5 with food and ice cream. From the looks of it, Jake had told Wonyoung about what happened. They spend the night cheering you up, talking and by the end of it, your heart hurted a little less. 

…

The past weeks had been… liberating. No more running around Jay, no more desperately trying to get his attention. Just calm. And you, and your friends. The first few days were hard, it was weird not to see Jay, not to talk to him, and everytime you thought about him, the cruel words he’d say at the cafe resurface in your brain. It felt like a breakup. Is it really possible to mourn a relationship with someone you never dated? Apparently it is. But now? Now you feel better than you'd felt in the past year. You felt lighter, smiling came with an ease that surprised you and you got prettier. People around you noticed too; a week ago, Wonyoung told you you were practically glowing at dinner, the nice barista at the campus cafe you go to? She smiled at you and said you looked happier. You realized very quickly that clinging to Jay was dragging you down. Talking about him; not once did he reach out to you. It had been always a month since you’d basically ghosted him and nothing. Not one text, not one call, he never tried to see you or talk to you on campus. 

But in some way his indifference to you had been helpful; you knew for sure where he stood with his feelings, and he didn't interfere with your healing. You’d also been spending more time with Jake, finding out you had common interests. You found yourself genuinely enjoying listening to him ramble on and on about physics subjects you knew nothing about. 

You hadn't expected Jay to reach out. To find him standing next to you in the library courtyard was surprising to say the least. He’d cleared his throat to catch your attention, standing in front of you awkwardly. “Can we talk?” You dont answer, expression unreadable, waiting for him to continue.  He gets your message and takes a deep breath before he starts.  “I messed up. I know that’s not enough, but… I need to say it.” You observe him. He looks… unsure, nervous, it's not a look you’re used to seeing on him.  “Then say it.” You keep your voice steady, cold, almost bored. He swallows hard, voice catching on the words. “I.. miss you Y/n.. I really do.” You say nothing, but your brow raises ever so slightly at the semi believable display of emotion. “That's funny for you to say- You haven't tried contacting me in the past month.” He presses his lips together. “Jake told me what happened- that you heard what I said.. So I just.. I thought you needed space- But that's not the point. The point is that I miss you- I miss having you around and stuff I didn’t realize I needed you until you were gone- I know I was a jerk and I'm sorry. Truly. 

You blink. “You realized it now? After everything?” He nods, eyes glassy, voice thick with regret. “I didn’t mean what I said. I just.. Listen Y/n- it's not the same without you.” Your eyes narrow. It was almost like he was talking about a puppy then a friend. He ‘missed having you around’ like you were some sort of pet there to keep him company. You shake your head and get up, facing him. “I’m not your safety net, or a fucking dog you keep around. I loved you. I loved you and you knew that but you didn’t respect that.” You look at him one last time. “I don't want to hear from you. Ever.” And with that you walk away, feeling lighter. 

©RAVEN-UNKIND

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taglist: @annybah @dazzlingjaeyun

[aromanticofficial]

hey dude kinda wanted to complain about stuff. I’m aroallo I don’t date or do partners and im a man and the only other kinda queer I am is a little bit gay cause men are pretty and well the not ace part and all that but I’m not like feminine and stuff so when queer people see me they kind of single me out as like not actually queer cause I just look like some guy and well I am some guy and I’m not gay in the way they consider actually gay because of the whole no partnering thing on top of that I don’t really like feminine men or non binary men I’ve got pretty specific preferences when it comes to alot of stuff so idk I kind of feel left out alot

I got kicked out of alot of groups and stuff especially growing up people would try to make me like “more queer” I guess insisting that I should like try dating men and involving myself with like fem men men with more complicated genders or men who didn’t have dicks and it wasn’t really my style alot of people saw me as like something to be fixed or kicked out and when I didn’t act or do what they wanted they lowkey booted me saying I was scaring the other people in the group and making people uncomfortable actually that happened way more then once.

I tried making myself try alot of things I didn’t want to do or be or be with because of it and it’s been years since all that but something recently brought it up again and even if it’s not as direct I still feel excluded usually so I just wanted to like whine about it a little in your inbox lol.

One thing was a while back I used to make pins and badges with flags for everyone cause I thought If I did people wouldn’t be as scared of me it didn’t work but years later I still do it just because and I ended up giving a couple out recently just cause and my friends now we’re really happy and they don’t treat me like some kind of threat and it’s real nice they even hugged me like alot and they still do it like randomly or whenever I lean in or ask for one! Just so casually it’s really nice I’ve never really gotten held or hugged like that before I got really shy at first actually lol my recent friends they don’t mind what I am they’re sweet I showed them the aroallo flag and they were so nice they were trying to guess what it was and I told them it was the most like casual chill reaction I’ve ever gotten explaining it to someone.

I’m still kind of processing the fact I like men and it’s hard cause I don’t know I’ve sort or been doing on my own cause I’ve gotten kicked from so many places and sure I’ve got friends now but I don’t feel like safe mentioning that part or admitting it’s something I still struggle with and havnt really come to terms with I’m realizing I never really let myself think about men in any kind of gay way and when I try I get mad and embarrassed disgusted and a whole mess of emotions and like being ignored and treated like a threat kind of messed me up and made it even hard r to admit and focus on what I want I guess I’ve been so focused on being palatable in queer spaces I couldn’t actually be queer in them.

last thing let me know if I worded something off I try to like explain preferences without saying something wrong or like exclusionist yknow but sometimes I get things mixed up and I don’t know like alot of titles and like ways to be so let me know if I worded something wrong

Anyway if you post this can you tag it with a sunflower emoji or yellow heart so I can find it later please. And if other Aro blogs want to like respond to or say something that’d be really nice thanks for reading all this I know it was a lot of text

anon you have so many of my condolences for your treatment by other members of the queer community. I hope you find the people who understand you in the future

[halfbaked00q]

my biggest takeaways from Casino Royale:

Bond my madlad failwife from the very beginning <3 he was so cool! and then he flips over a fence like an idiot lmao. and then! he drives a bulldozer through a fence! menace!

ah he learned the gun throw thing from uhhh the freerunner guy! very hilarious that this is, somehow, one of the root of all Q's future woes. rip to all of Q's fancy guns. they never had a chance

absolute madlad. Yeah lets run the guy down onto A FOREIGN COUNTRY'S SOVEREIGN SOIL LOL. on, actually, ANOTHER COUNTRY'S SOVEREIGN SOIL, STILL. on CAMERA, no less. amazing. god, you absolute nightmare (affectionate). and also!!! knife boyy!!! at the casino!! I love you, insanegirl

I wasn't originally sold on M as Bond's Mommy and my concession was they Mommy'd her up in Skyfall, but like. mommy-in-law'ed her to Bond vis a vis Silva. Cuz SILVA was the one with the mommy issues with M, and was like, we are brothers, you and I. But now that I've gone full "okay yeah the man did not come out of the factory with Mommy Issues but he certainly picked them up like Normal Wear and Tear." guess that's what happens when you have a wire mother (who doesn't even give sustenance lmao...). viewing the Bond M relationship through a mommy school of literary criticism lens DOES lend an extra wild edge to their interactions tho. Cuz they have these moments where her expression & voice soften and in any other context, this would be the Show Emotion Get Real moment, but then she says the most out of pocket dehumanizing wild shit lmao. "Bond maybe you're too much of a blunt instrument" blah blah- but he isn't one! he's smart as hell, those are just choices he makes lmao! he does this but with wild-ass decisions catastrophic for international relations and resulting in massive property damage:

considering it another W for me cuz Bond! is sooooo subby sub sub boy. Vesper was bullying the fuck outta him and he was sooo "got so bricked up I blacked out and didn't catch any of the rest of that" or whatever variant of that meme. He is sooo into being like. what do you call it. gentle humiliation? like humiliation kink but done with a smile. and then a praise at the end (she complimented his butt and she was like owo you think my butt is cute?). to ME. vibe of my this post (& its linked citations). But even with Solange he was very giving submissive & breedable lol. Hell yea pin that man to the floor, I see you are also a man of culture

Bond Was An Aspiring Sugar Baby from the very beginning.... what do you mean he okay yay'ed himself with Vesper making her sign in for them when they checked in to the hotel lol

He's literally sooo smart he finds M's real name finds her house breaks into her house... and then the opening b&w scene when he's in the shadow with the beautiful beam of light artfully across his face & reveals the clip... soo smart,. and also, gave me noir femme fatale vibes lowkey)

and ofc. infamously. yes Bratty brat brat boyyy

other rando thots

my god he's young in this (about a man who is still fully older than I am)

I think Daniel Craig like. has better control of his mouth in this..?? like I think in later movies he does more of that thing where you carry tension in your mouth and he like. pouts when he shoots. which always kind of twings me cuz Im like now surely a seasoned professional wouldn't do that... but he doesn't seem to in this one? or if he does it's not like. Very noticeable

Vesper in the movie is soo much better than book Vesper, but like, I knew that lmao

men should- be covered in blood and grime and preferably on their knees or slammed against some surface <3

Daniel Craig has rly cute nipples. can I say that? he does, tho. somehow. they just are. lmao

[crystallizsch]

Hi...I'm new to the twst fandom, and i saw you help out someone else with recommendations so i was hoping you could help me tooo? 🥺 I'm worried about bothering people with asks and stuff, so i was wondering if you had any recommendations for blogs of nice/welcoming people in the fandom? 👉👈 It would be nice to make some friends...

You seem really friendly and welcoming, which is why I managed to send this...I just don't want to annoy anyone...💔💀 Thanks!!!!!!!!

AWHH HELLO HI WHAT THANK YOU SO MUCH??

i sometimes worry that i may be too overwhelming (if that’s the right word for it???) to even approach so that means so much to hear 😭💖💕

also i MAY have rambled too much,,, i ended up giving (unsolicited) advice as well im so sorry but i just wanted to say some additional things too about making friends in the fandom in general 🤧

anyways anon it’s all right under the cut 💖

AAGH FIRSTLY welcome to the twst fandom!! so glad to see you joining in!

i’ve only been in the fandom since the beginning of this year actually! and so far as my experience goes it’s been so fun!! people create amazing things and share amazing ideas with one another so i hope you enjoy your stay!

ALSO it makes me happy that you even think i’m approachable enough for recs 😭💖

i'm admittedly very biased though because a lot of the blogs i consider nice/welcoming are already mutuals/friends of mine 🤧

and i’m lowkey highkey kind of shy mentioning them again ahglsjdlsalk so i’d like to point you back to that original post here even though im assuming that you literally just came from there 😭

im so sorry i couldnt be more helpful with recs 😭💔 but all of them i do consider pretty nice blogs!!

ANYWAYS PLEASE DONT WORRY ABOUT “ANNOYING” ANYONE YOU ARE NOT A BOTHER most people love receiving asks/interactions!!

i really understand the feeling though!! it’s hard making that first move sometimes,,, and honestly (i know it sounds incredibly cliche but) you’ll never really know if you’ll click with someone here until you try!!

and i'm not sure if you post or not but! it's definitely how I've met the people i’m mutuals/friends with here!

i’ve made friends with others who regularly/every now and then reblog with nice tags or comments on my posts ;;; and i do the same on my main blog! i tend to leave a lot of tags when i reblog posts that i like

and sometimes it just,,, happens??? especially if you and the other person have a shared interest in the fandom!

anyways,,,

send people asks!! reblog with nice tags!! comment!! just let other people that you're there!! the right people for you will reciprocate 💖💖💖 (also this is in no way being against people who just prefer to silently lurk/interact btw i still appreciate you guys 🫶 this is just for if you want to interact more and make friends in the process!!)

but that's just me!!

similar to what i said on the original post i encourage you to find and interact with other people that you think you would vibe with!!

there's a lot of different corners in this fandom that are into way different things about the game than me. and the people that i vibe with might not necessarily vibe with you which is not anyone's fault!! it’s just the way it is 💖

(also i forgot to mention this in my original post --- i'm not sure if you're a minor or not so make sure if you decide to check out some blogs allow minors to interact 🙏 ) (and a lot of blogs outline their boundaries and rules on their intro posts that are pinned so keep that in mind!)

i have no idea how to end this hsjshsjs but generally just find others who like the same twst things as you and interact with them!! it’s okay to do little by little until you’re comfortable, there is never any rush 🫶

AGAIN i hope you have fun here and i wish you the best!! 💖💖💕

[xoxoshifts]

Hiii ! I saw your post saying that you were opening your free readings again and i wanted to know if i could get a relationship spread about me and my s/o in my Mcu dr please ??:3

His name is Bucky and mines Nejma (she/her). For the context of the relationship i dont really know what to say but weve been together for one year?(im sorry i know its not enough 😭)

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You : Ten of Wands, You are carrying a lot of burdens. You might feel like you have the world resting on your shoulders and considering your dr that might be true. You feel like you're the only one who can solve your problems and might be holding onto more problems than you really need to.

Him : Ten of Swords, Oh this poor man, life has really just beaten him up time and time again. He has gone through unimaginable trauma and possibly a betrayal. But I feel that he's also at fault too. This was the result of his own mistakes and he might've even caused pain to others too and he's trapped by his own guilt.

How he sees you : Queen of Cups, He thinks you're a very loving person. When he feels cold and alone you feel like a warm fireplace to him. I think he trusts you a lot, he trusts you to know what you're doing. He sees you as his emotional support person.

The relationship : The High Priestess, The first word I got was "intuitive." I think your relationship just makes sense, like "yeah of course they're dating," it just feels right. I also think this relationship might be a bit... lowkey? Maybe you had to hide it for a bit or you guys just aren't as "open" with sharing the details about your connection. I feel this relationship is just for you two to indulge in and no one else really gets to see the inner workings of it.

Longterm : Knight of Wands, It'll be very exciting but also quite unpredictable. You guys probably won't fully settle down for a while and it'll feel a bit all over the place. Lot of passion but a lot of free and hard to pin down energy.

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[obscurevoidance]

thanks pinterest for the random reference i needed an excuse to draw them kissing

trigger rant VVV

dawg balaclavas look comfy like the compression on the face sounds nice and i already enjoy wearing masks so a full head coverage sounds like a dream. plus, i like how it just hides my face. wore a mask for like 3 years every single day cuz of covid but even after it settled down i refused to take it off because of the comfort. hiding my face makes me feel more protected because people cant imagine my face. auughhh i lowkey want one but i dunno how to ask for one and if i do, its not exactly in my style and id probably be questioned. just need sensory clothes or something..plus i could put some sort of essential oils on it a little so i have a pleasant smell constantly. scents are always super important to my comfort since i hate the way one whiff can bring back horrible memories if it reminds me of someone or somewhere. PLUS THEY LOOK COOL GIVE ME!!!! augghg i want a balaclava please i only have a scarf i like to wear over my nose when i can

i figure its probably coming from a place of not wanting people to read my facial expressions and also i feel like some people just shouldnt be able to see my face if we arent close enough. i like to stay private with most things and it takes me quite awhile to be fully open or just comfortable with being alone with someone. ehe reminds me a friend recommended skiing because not only am i an adrenaline junkie, i also get to wear a balaclava to protect my face. may look into it... the more i think about it, the more i want it

thing is, i also dont wanna look like im gonna rob you if im walking around in public with a balaclava on. i just need to wear 3000 pins of stupid stuff on them on a jacket to notify people im just a loser and i dont want your wallet. the current series im into and such got me thinking about this idea since a lot of them have military stuff involved. i personally think itd be an experience to wear all of that gear..itll be really heavy but i think it would make me feel strong and secure. theres cosplayers who dress up in gear and i either want to meet one of them one day or be one myself. unfortunately, im a little shorter than id like to be so i gotta get some taller boots. im now genuinely considering wearing masks and face covers more often again, though im not sure if that would help me or not. on one hand it makes me feel safe and secure and on the other i often wore masks due to insecurity. im currently trying to distance myself from who i was a year or two ago since im trying to get healthier, but maybe i can turn this into something positive? often like the idea of wearing some sort of mask so people dont recognize me and tie me to my past self full of genuine hatred for myself and my life. i dunno, might be worth a try to see if this is the right idea for me..

[surveillance-0011]

got any Sweezy x Harper hcs?

It’s a very gradual thing and there’s never really a confession it’s just like. Somewhere along the lines they make it official. If there were ever a confession it’d be a major snorplo moment where it’s like “we’ve legit been dating for years now”

they're both stoked tho

I would not be surprised if it's something that happens later in the timeline honestly. if we get swarper for realzies in canon im assuming it's not happening until like. probably later in the sequel. idk if the animated series would be another interquel with all the bounties we didn't see between the game and dlc or more of a retelling of the game orrr??? idk idk??? shrug?? so idk exactly to expect but who knows

maybe they'd only consider themselves together by the time everything w/ Gurgula is said and done and they can actually kind of. truly move the fuck on from everything that's gone down.

Sweezy is actually the more outwardly affectionate one. Also a lot more flirtatious. Likes to see Harper get all mushy and flustered. Harper is a bit on a stoic+awkward side and a little hesitant to get so close to her bc she’s still getting used to being close to people without them. Yknow. (COMIC SPOILERS KIND OF FOR THOSE WHO HAVENT READ IT YET SORGY) Dying getting their memory wiped turning out to be evil etc etc etc

Sweezy too to an extent. I think even though she is very like “hiii babe hugs and kisses love youuu” she is also a bit scared what the future holds and doesn’t want to let her guard down entirely just yet. She’s not very vulnerable and it does take a while for the two to have their more serious chats on what they are how they feel anything super deep etc etc

Though of course I say this relative to their personalities. Harper is pretty sweet and sweezy is still sweezy. Sweezy does still tease her and during tougher patches she can be, well, tough. Meanwhile Harper is usually looking on the bright side and whatnot.

I don’t think they argue much but there’s playful bickering and I’m sure sometimes the tension from bounty hunting boils over a lil ..

When they do fight they take some time to themselves then talk it out and usually get a little treat. There has been one (1) tearful apology. At least

I also do feel like they'd be the sort to be more lowkey about things anyway. sometimes Harper wishes she had an easier time showing her appreciation and love but in general there's not a lot of pressure to act a certain way or whatever

Sweezy fell first for sure. harper probably fell harder but i feel like she'd not pin it for what it is at first,, "wow im so glad sweezy is such a good friend :) idk why my heart is racing rn"

Harper was from a relatively well off family, cozily middle class. Sweezy was from a working class family. there have been some "no harper not everyone can go to a ski resort every winter vacation" moments but mainly harper wishes she still had it to spoil her girl. She likes giving gifts when she can for sure.

though for real she would give sweezy like a thousand cool rocks. she will find a way to give something nice.

Harper does like cuddling but sometimes the gems are a bit pointy. it takes them both a while to get comfy. But it can be their lil ritual

The two certainly have each other's back but neither is overprotective. They're both very capable and one need not try to shield them from the world or anything like that.

I need... antics. Past midnight shenanigans. Getting into trouble havin fun making memories. Please. Please.

sleepovers :3 yes technically atm that's just sleeping on the same shelf or whatever but :3 we can make it happen we can make it work...

Sweezy has a lot of romantic experiences. Many a shitty ex. Played into some of her worries but Harper is a breath of fresh air honestly.

Meanwhile Harper has very little experience and has probably only dipped her nonexistent toes (tip of handle? Barrel? Muzzle?) into the waters of dating with either 1-2 past partners or dates that have never gotten serious. She is very excited but also very nervous and wishes that the people she would have gone to for advice were all still around. And/or of sound mind and body. Yknow. Yknow who I’m talking about :) two or three people in mind here… :) :) :))) but cest la vie

Sweezy is bi and proud bay beeee!! Harper is sapphic and otherwise unlabeled,, bicurious mayhaps,, and a lil shy on the matter... girl pretty... what else is there to say...

Neither really wants to do anything too formal for dates they like doing fun stuff. The bounty hunter has to chaperone/drive/third wheel often NOT LIKE GATLIANS CANT MOVE AROUND IT'S JUST TRICKY 8 TIMES OUTTA 10 but they like to go places like the park arcade aquarium... stuff like that i think...

maybe they'd want to be married someday but either it'd be a small ceremony or getting officiated and then just throwing a reception party and/or and/or never getting technically married but remaining life partners

harper would be into getting married but it would take a while she would be very intimidated by the prospect. sweezy doesn't know if marriage is right for her in general, successful relationship or not.

[collar-shocked]

Hello 👋 🤗,

I hope you are well 🌺.

I am writing to you with a heart full of hope and faith, asking for your urgent help. My family is in great danger due to the war, and I am running a fundraising campaign to save them.

Please, could you reblog the post about my campaign on my account? Every share can make a difference in my family's life. 🙏

Can you reblog the pinned post on my account titled **Trapped Family in Gaza Appeals for Help to Survive**?

Don't hesitate to save a family with children, women, and newborns from death and war.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for any help you can provide 🌹🌺.

sent some support !

the post in question can be found here.

I looked up this account, reverse image searched, checked out their twitter and instagram, and everything seems to check out A-ok! timelines add up, photos cant be found on other, unrelated websites or accounts, and some of the associated accounts have previous activity/history before help was needed.

but i would also like to stress to everyone on the internet- confirm that you're supporting something/someone genuine before sending personal funds. im gonna be fully transparent, i was a little suspicious! (and still lowkey am, but its better safe than sorry.) it just seems strange that, of all places, an ask like this has found not one, but multiple BTD/TPOF ask boxes. i was very suspicious because personal fundraisers have been circulating in this community for a hot second. i am very wary of people using tragedies like this to profit from people who want to help, but from what i could find, this one seems genuine and should be greatly considered if you'd like to support people in need on a more individual, less organized level.

all that being said- i hope the absolute best for everyone being hurt and hope you can find peace for yourself and your family. those babies definitely deserve that much

[likesunsetorange]

Eren! 12 - 21 & 23

character ask game

i think you meant 12 through 21? either way the more the merrier LOL (also feel free to send me other characters besides em LOL from any show thats in my lil pinned post tbh!!!)

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

in canon — i think eren harbors a lot of self loathing and when him and mikasa go to the cabin, he finds it really hard to believe that she truly forgives him for all of his transgressions, so it's hard for him to accept that a lot of it is real (kind of makes me think of the real/not real thing in thg but in a different way - everlark is so engraved into me lol) so he's just a big weepy sap lol

in a modern au — he's probably a music lover, he makes playlists a lot and makes them for everything. i bet he makes mikasa playlists all the time too

13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?

i feel like eren would love this emoji 🧍🏽

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

eren would only have a sense of style bc of mikasa and carla LOL he probably wears solid color tshirts and/or the occasional nice graphic tee and jeans/basketball shorts and some typical sneakers that are moderately trendy lol. he doesn't look frympy but he's not a fashionista by any means

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

eremikaaaa clearly

16. What's your least favorite ship for this character?

i feel like this is obvious lol

17. What's a ship for this character you don't hate but it's not your favorite that you're fine with?

im clearly an eremika truther but i can see why ppl like erejean LOL it's giving typical shonen homoerotic vibes (e.g. bakudeku)

18. How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?

i love eren and levi's relationship so much bc of the mentor/mentee relationship, and honestly levi was like the closest thing eren had to a paternal figure following grisha's death. like those tiktoks where it's like s1-s3 levi saying "i'm not your dad" then it's s4 eren saying "you're not my dad" UGH I CRY!!!!! but levi being so hurt/disappointed by eren in s4 just gets to me and i think if we could hear anyone else's paths convo with eren i would wanna hear his and levi's. also bc i wanna see if levi beats his ass again lmao

19. How about a relationship they have in canon that you don't like?

i wouldn't say i hate annie, but at one point i used to lowkey be an annie hater LOL (now i actually love annie), so i guess in s1, i really enjoy eren and annie's dynamic (prior to the ft arc), especially bc you can see how much eren clearly admires her. i think it's funny how even tho she clearly beats his ass he still wants to learn from her, i think thats kind of noble of him tbh! also i think bc he admired her sm and considered her a friend it sucks to see him so hurt by the reveal of her betrayal

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

armin and eren are platonic soulmates and there's nothing you could ever say that could change my mind about that tbh

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

favorite — i love writing eren's dynamic with carla, i think it's really special bc of what happened in canon. i imagine eren as such a mama's boy (in an endearing way) so it's so sweet to get to write their bond and imagine how that dynamic would be as eren would've grown up

least favorite — i think in a canon universe, i don't like writing some of the more sad scenes, like in the ema au, when i think about eren harboring all the pain of the memories to himself, it literally makes me so sad LOL like im genuinely such a fucking sap so i just cry and cry bc i hate thinking about it 😭

23. Favorite Picture?

canon & fan art (once again im biased)

[swampstew]

Wanna know who binged What's The Magic Word last night and then read tonight's chapters with a smile on my face? THIS GAL!!!!😁😁😁

The whole thing with the Raven calling out Kid for being a lover boy had me in stitches, and the little Kim Possible easter egg was a cute touch. XD I was listening to videos of ravens mimicking human words earlier today, and it never fails to amaze me just how clever they are.

So happy you included Three-Eyed Killer too! It's one of my favorite headcanons and the fact that Kid gets way more upset about Killer being perceived as a freak than Killer does is very in-character. Rowena's right about all three of his eyes being beautiful!😭😭 If only someone could have told him that much sooner. Still baffles me how in the One Piece world where people can look like literally anything, someone with three eyes is considered freaky. 🙄

And the fight scene wedding! THE WATER SPINOSAURUS!!! THE PROPOSAL!!! THE VOWS!!! THE HELLHOUNDS DRAGGING PEOPLE OFF TO THE UNDERWORLD!!! IT WAS BRUTALLY ROMANTIC AND ROMANTICALLY BRUTAL!!!! YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD WRITER, BEB!!!!

IM GUSHING! SOBBING! THROWING UP! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY RN I WANNA VOMIT RAINBOWS AND SKULLS AND KUROMI STICKERS!!!!!!!!!

it fills my lil heart with joy that you've enjoyed the fic especially these recent chapter drops :D i never thought i'd be here posting such intimate fantasies i created for myself and my comfort character and it brings me all the good brain feels when y'all come into my comments and ask box that you've even read past chapter 1! Your praise and enthusiasm makes me excited to drop more in the future ~ not just for OC fics but stories in general♡

Some fic talk below the cut so avert yee eyes if you don't want to be spoilt ~~~

I had to sit down and bury my face into my gengar plush from how hard i was cheesing. my cheeks hurt and its all your fault!

NGL the Raven was actually me self inserting <in my self insert story> shenanigans for the gag ~ I love bullying the big dope! It is CRAZY how Ravens and other birds can talk - that's one of the reasons i both respect and lowkey fear birds. They're SO smart. I wanna befriend one. But im sure it could lure me into a pyramid scheme.

Thank you! I've read the head canon on Tumblr a few times but can't pin the source. I think it's a theory with merit! I try to do slightly different traits/characteristics of canon characters across fics so that each fic has it's own canon of the Kid Pirates. In What's the Magic Word? - Killer is a hybrid three-eye tribe member. In other fics - he's just as precious and special but in other ways.

ALSO THE DISCRIMINATION! INSANE! In this house we loathe Big Mom (she's an AMAZING character and I want to study her in a lab 60 floors under ground) but i HATE HER ASS. straight up abused tf outta her kids for being the variety snack pack kingdom she WANTED.

For Chapter 29 - I'll just leave it at TYSFMISSGDHRNIHH (thank you so fucking much im sobbing so god damn hard right now i have hiccups). As much as I romanticize the fuck out of Eustass Kid, I wanted to make sure his wedding day fit his brand of chaotic♥

I'll make a better quality post of the cover art in a few days after the chapters sink in a little! All my love for this crazy pirate culminated to this moment♥

[nicegaai]

my favorite parts of this reread:

DENMARK IN A FRATERNITY IN THE 80s. god i was so fucking right.

the whole bit with iceland going souvenir shopping for his friends after a UN meeting in vienna and people going ... sooooo.... whats up with you and mr austria huh? *eyebrow wiggle*

professor ari my beloved.

post-reveal the presence of nations getting brought up in class more and more often and iceland having a terrible time every time. wang yaos face getting its own slide in his east asian philosophy course (with a quote attributed to him) and being so normal ab it. china jumpscare

IM SEEING THE THROUGHLINES.... THE THEMES.... ex. he takes a yoga class early on, and for the rest of the story periodically tells himself to be more present and sometimes it really just . oooooooooh. it really got me. hes trying to be more human and human means being present in the moment ..... whoaa... socool

once of his friends became convinced he was like,, a hldufolk before she would consider the nation thing. i thougth this was funny. they have an emil conspiracy groupchat for a hot minute adn no one can agree on whats wrong with him. someone is like "he clearly has some kind of melanin related condition but he probably doesnt like to talk about it because it has other effects, like he shits a lot or something embarrassing. leave him alone" KSKDKSDGLD?

i forgot i wrote an omake scene where a drunken iceland monologues about how he lovehates his family... it really wrecked me. i cried

dont even talk to me about icelands graduation ceremony. this is the scene that lives rent free in my head forever. the other 4 show up to support him even tho he didnt tell them he was graduating .. his friends r lowkey terrified .. its sooooo... chefs kisse .....

So Many Good Lines .

So Many Good Jokes

i lvoe the oc characters i think i made them sufficiently complex without being too spotlighted. i tried hard to strike a balance and i love them dearly

things id change:

i dont know why i made iceland so paranoid. mentally i was in a bad place while writing this, so i think id clean up some of that on a proper rewrite. its to the point of it being unreadable in places tbh. sorry babyboy for making u ooc i still love you

i need to pin down icelands motivations lmaooooooo it changed a few times early on and now it doesnt all jive. like. why did i say he wasn't getting a degree. why was that a plot point in chapter 4. i dont get it..........

i made his name emil through all of this. not sure how i feel about it now. there was a point to it, he changes his name evry few years but mmmmhhh idk hes so eirikur like this. samesies for me calling nor Lukas. like. hmmmmmmmmm. idk

the pacing is wack and i know i tried over and over to fix it. i need to do a rewrite from memory type thing to get the beats right. theres no beginning middle end structure or whatever not really

anyway uhhh i wish i could say everyone go read TFIE its one of my favvies but hawhawhaw i get to read this awesome cool sexy fanfic and no one else does i guess haw haw hee

strange feeling

got distracted while writing and now im super nostalgic for my favorite fanfic that i Never Wrote. you hve no idea, i put so much time into the oc character profiles and compiling research for accuracy and wrote an entire outline for the story before i was like "wait a minute, this is too complicated for my current writing abilities" and set it down and never went back .........

anyway this is the first time i ever tried drawing anything for it, i became possessed while listening to my TFIE playlist

Take Fortune verse is my ambitious iceland character study project in which he goes to university for 3 years getting an undergrad degree, despite technically having a phd or two.. and he gets in touch with the youth and makes friends his age. a coming of age for a boy that doesnt age and all that. it sounds basic and derivative and it is, i'll gladly name my inspiration sources. but its also really special to me

its hard to condense TFIE without making it sound like a lot of nothing. but the most notable plot development is when a generic Nations Reveal plot kicks off in the background by total coincidence, and iceland's secret identity has been unravelling since before then. he gets some close calls, and some others get sworn to secrecy like his closest oc friends (pictured above). but iceys lies about his fake government internship keep getting more elaborate every chapter to cover his ass. idk. its a lot. theres a lot to it. i reread my whole 30 page outline and cried. iceland is my favorite character ever btw did u know that

[rekreku]

hi hi <3 i absolutely love your writing. i saw that your requests are open!! if you’re comfortable with it, i was wondering if i am able to request zenitsu, tanjiro, and inosuke from demon slayer with a s/o!reader who gets severely injured during a mission with them? it’s okay if you’re not comfortable with doing this! thank you though :)

in harm’s way.

various demon slayer characters x gn! reader

type: angst

prompt: in which your boyfriend finds you severely injured.

note: thank you so much for the rq, sweetheart! <3 i love these three sm!! again, im sorry for being mia for over uhh (checks watch) a long time now! :’) i don’t have a set schedule and school has been kicking my ass. but i see everyone’s requests and i will get to them, i promise! <3

characters include: tanjiro, inosuke, and zenitsu.

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the first thing TANJIRO does when he sees you’re injured is scream out your name.

he stops whatever he’s doing to get you out of the middle of the fight, making sure nothing else can hurt you.

he keeps you close to his body, as if trying to keep you warm with his body heat.

he’s panicking, not sure what to do. he peppers your face in kisses, telling you that you’ll be okay and that you’re going to get the proper treatment you need soon.

inside, he blames himself for letting you get hurt; though, he’s not going to tell you that, but he will be apologizing over and over under his breath.

he gets you to a safe space and promises you he’ll be right back, continuing to kiss your face, using it as a way to calm himself down.

he gives you his kimono to stop as much bleeding as possible before returning to the battlefield.

•

the first thing INOSUKE does when he sees you severely injured is stop everything he’s doing.

of course, that’s easier said than done, considering how passionate he is about fighting.

however, he’ll rush to your side, crying out your name and telling you to get up; he’d be extremely confused as to why you weren’t really responding.

and then, when he sees your wounds, he’ll go crazy. he’ll start mindlessly attacking the demons left and right, too blinded by his fury.

afterwards, he’ll take you somewhere safe, unsure of how to help.

he’ll ask tanjiro for help; which is a shocker anyway, considering how much he likes to take care of things himself, but he wants you safe and protected.

he’d feel lowkey extremely guilty, pinning it on himself for not protecting you or being your shield like he swore he would be.

he’ll stay by your side as much as he’s able before he has to leave for more missions.

•

the first thing ZENITSU does when he sees you’re severely injured is cry hysterically.

he wants to make sure you’re okay, reaching for you and immediately dragging you out of harm’s way.

he’s probably swearing under his breath about not being able to be there to protect you, calling himself a coward.

he’d cry to tanjiro and inosuke, unable to fully get enough air to breathe properly, causing him to let out choked sobs.

he’d refuse to let go of you for even a minute, even if you were being examined.

he’d gently run his hand through your hair when you’re laying in his lap, whimpering soft words to you, practically pleading for you to keep fighting until they get help.

[peachiimilquetea]

something angsty with tenya leaving fem reader for the event? ty! prompt: “you can’t leave me. i don’t know how to survive without you.”

“𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞. 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮.” + tenya iida

a/n: bro… i don’t really like angst without the potential for a somewhat happy ending so i hope you’re ok with the fact that it’s not completely sad. i did pull on the heartstrings quite a bit tho, i hope you enjoy! check out the event here

contains: angst (obviously), iida being heavily influenced by his family, tensei to the rescue lowkey, crying, insecurities, mentions of alcohol, ambiguous ending, miscommunication

length: 2.0k

at first things had started off small.

iida worked long hours as the work of his brother’s hero agency fell on his shoulders. he tried his best to make time for you, but it always felt like your schedules could never line up just right.

you tried to work something out, quick calls on break times and cute messages around the house to remind you of one another, but most efforts fell flat.

then things started to get worse.

long and empty nights were spent building up resentment towards the man you had married. he was always doing something, something that took precedence over the vows you made when you walked down the isle no more than three years ago.

you knew his family didn’t like you that much, feeling that a marriage for love was a waste of such a powerful commitment. a commitment that could built them an empire, and boost the rank of their hero agency, solidifying a legacy for them.

tenya defied them for you, boldly declaring that he would marry whoever he wanted and that you were in it for the long haul. you were the girl of his dreams, he said, and anything that got in the way of his happiness was not something he would subscribe to. that only made them hate you more.

so when his texts of encouragement grew shorter and more sparse, and he began to have more special responsibilities bestowed upon him by none other than his father, you knew it was on purpose.

unfortunately, it was an effective strategy to chip away at a young and unseasoned marriage.

“tenya can you please just check your schedule? i really want to spend more time with you.”

he sighed and rubbed his temples as he sat in his office. why were you bothering him with something so insignificant? you knew how important this transition of power was for the iida family, for the legacy of ingenium, but you still persisted.

he could feel the anger beginning to build until he looked in your eyes and saw the sadness brimming in them. his heart squeezed in his chest as he watched you, his wife, plead with him to spend time together. when had things come to this?

“i’ll try my best, but i cant promise anything.”

at this point, that was better than anything you could’ve hoped for.

with a kiss to his forehead you left him alone to get the heaps of paperwork he had to do, spirits lifted at the prospect of spending time with him again. just like the way it used to be.

you checked the time on the microwave for the 9th time. fifty-seven minutes had passed and your husband was officially late.

you should have seen it coming really, empty promises were becoming more and more common amongst the two of you. he would promise to try harder and you would promise to cut him more slack, the constant push and pull never being enough for either party.

getting up from the barstool at your kitchen island you made your way to the wine cooler to get a drink. not even bothering to pick up a glass you slumped on the couch, kicking off your shoes and splaying yourself out, just wanting the cushions to swallow you whole and dull the aching in your heart.

he wasn’t coming.

he was never coming.

you laid passed out on the couch when iida finally came home 2 hours later. he was only stopping by for a quick break, then going back out on patrol and he completely forgot about the things he said, smiling through tired eyes as he thought, this time i’ll make it up to her.

at the very least he could clean you up and tuck you in. he could brace himself for the impending fight later, but he was concerned about you. you never drank, not unless there was something wrong.

iida easily hoisted you up over his shoulder, discarding the various wine bottles and taking you to your shared room, although he wasn't sure if it was still considered shared anymore.

he laid you on the bed softly, changing you into one of his old shirts. his fingers ghosted over your cheek as he watched you sleep, the reality of where he was sitting heavy on his heart.

he loved you and yet there was nothing he could do to help at this moment. he had to leave for night patrol. he had to leave you.

his gentle touches roused you from your sleep and your eyes felt heavy as you tried to blink them open.

“you came?” you breathed, voice sounding foreign even to yourself.

iida gave you a small smile, “im sorry.”

your demeanor did a 180 at his apology. he was sorry. he was always sorry. but sorry couldn’t fix this. not when it had been so broken.

you winced and sat up, “sorry for what? sorry that you broke your promise for the thousandth time or sorry that you’ve been such a shit husband for the past few months?!”

“______-”

“no tenya. you do this every single time! every time i want to spend time with you theres always something more important! what could be more important than your wife?!”

“______ you know my father-”

you laughed bitterly at the mention of his dad. he always had to be such a good little iida child, always on daddy’s beck and call. it made you sick.

“your father doesn’t even want us to be together! cant you see that he’s doing this on purpose! youre a grown man! not a child permanently tied to his mommy and daddy!” you spat

“hes giving more responsibility for the sake of the agency! for the ingenium legacy! why are you always so selfish when it comes to these things?”

“selfish? selfish?” you asked, incredulous. you couldn’t believe your ears.

“yes selfish. do you know how much i sacrificed to be with you? how much i already have on my plate on top of trying my best to make time for you?”

you stared in astonishment.

sacrifice?

what had he sacrificed for this relationship? he got to do what he wanted, come and go as he pleased with virtually no regard for how you felt or what you did. what sacrifice was there in that way of living?

“fuck you, tenya.”

tenya took a deep breath and ran his hand down his face. he chose his words carefully before finally saying, “i cant do this. im leaving.”

you could hear a pin drop in the room. you felt your blood pound in your ears as you stood up quickly, dizzy from the alcohol but still trying to process the words you had just heard.

leaving?

“youre leaving?”

“yes, i have to go. im not doing this with you, not now.”

your heart felt like it had been smashed by a sledgehammer, as you tried to regulate your breathing. leaving. he was leaving.

“w-wait,” you feebly attempted to cling onto him as he gathered a few of his things.

“tenya you cant leave me.”

“_____ i do not want to do this right now,” he sighed, easily shaking you off and moving to collect more things. his words were buzzing around on the inside of your skull. he was leaving.

leaving without so much of a second thought. he had been planning this. still unsteady on your feet you hobbled after him as quickly as possible, desperation taking over every fiber of your body. you didn't want to lose him, you just wanted your husband back, you happiness back.

“y-you cant do that! you cant leave me! i dont know how to survive without you, tenya, please-”

“_____, just go to bed. you’re drunk.”

you trailed him around the house,“no, you don’t get to decide when this is over. i'm the one whos been hurting for months you cannot just leave me by myself.”

iida spared you one last glance before grabbing his bag, “goodbye, _____”

crushed, you sank to your knees, leaning on the couch for support. you felt like you were dying., hell, you probably were dying. you had never had so much to drink in your life, and you were desperate to make the pounding pain in your chest stop.

you cried yourself to sleep that night, waking up to the sunlight coming through the window with a splitting headache. you felt like your skull was trying to crack itself open from the inside but you shakily got to your feet, remembering bits and pieces from your fight with iida.

you could tell he didn't come home last night; everything was exactly the way you had left it last night. the house alarm was still on, and his shoes were gone.

he actually left.

anger bubbled in your chest as you thought about what had actually happened. you would not let him get the last laugh, or be the last one left, the one waiting on him patiently to pick up the pieces after trying to keep it together. you would leave too, as much as it hurt, and show him just how selfish you could be.

in a flash, you haphazardly packed a bag with essentials and had texted your friends that you needed a place to stay for a few days. you didn’t get into specifics- your heart ached too much to relive the events of the previous night- but you told them you had reached your limit and you needed to take some time to cool off.

alternatively, iida did not sleep that night. after finishing patrols, he stayed at his brother’s apartment out of pure convenience, not feeling prepared to face you after everything that had transpired between the two of you.

the dark-haired man laid staring at the ceiling of tensei’s guest bedroom, wracking his brain and trying to pinpoint how things had gone south so fast. he wanted to fix things, but really didn’t know how. he couldn’t even tell you what was broken, let alone how to begin to fix them.

his brother had tried to give him advice after listening to the entire story, but there was only so much he could do. he knew that you were right, their father was keeping him from you on purpose, slowly making tenya think that he was in the right in an attempt to break you up, but he couldn't be the one to tell him.

tenya had to come to that conclusion himself. he needed to be the one to set boundaries and save your relationship, but from the looks of it, soon any attempts would be futile.

“_____? darling?” iida called as he came into your home. immediately noticing your missing shoes, he moved to the bedroom in a flash, checking to see if you had just moved them or something.

the room was a mess, drawers left open and clothing strewn across the bed and floor. the bathroom had been cleared of almost all your essentials, and a note was left on the dresser. gingerly, iida picked it up and read it, offering up a silent prayer that it didn't say what he thought it did.

i don't know when you'll see this, or if you ever will. if you're reading it, that means you came back home but you will not find me there.

im tired, tenya.

im tired of always being the one to extend the olive branch or bend over backwards for you.

i refuse to be in that position any longer. i love you… i love you so much it hurts sometimes because i know this isn't the way things were supposed to be. but you left, and so i decided to leave too.

if a way to fix things exists, i want us to find it, but right now i need some time to reevaluate us and what that means. i hope you understand, i know you will.

if you want to reach out, im open to talking about this further, but for right now i need to think.

goodbye.

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[baylardo]

one time i wrote this post halfway out and then was like mmmmm nevermiiiiind and deleted it bc i didnt like my formatting so ive decided to do it AGAIN and just have 0 format hahaha

and im gonna hide this one so i can just be messy and bullet point it but TO PREMISE just MYYYYYYY thoughties on the triplets and nicknames and whatnot hahaha :))))))) just stuff pertaining to names lol,,,,, keep it broad,,,,,,,,,, (YOU GUYS DO WHATEVER!!!!!!! dont stick to this reliably or anything for a guideline i just ponder it every so often LOL)

i actually dont think id considered chakotay naming them when theyre lil salamander nymphs or anything when i'd started the au and jellybeans doing that was SUPER CUTE :) i love Starlight for amelia more than my original idea (which was that kathryn would nickname her that) and i heckiggn ADOREEEEEE him calling philippa Pip. i love both junior AND wanderer for ed im not really set on one or the other hahaha, both make sense.

i think chakotay would be the only one to call philippa Pip and shes VERY fond of him calling her that. (greedily fell in love with this nickname because its the same name John gives to Chiana in farscape and when she asks "why Pip" he explains it's because she's his favorite traveling companion heehee)

with amelia as Starlight im like mmmm MAYBE kathryn would call her that,,, but i think it'd be kinda like using "darling" to her or "precious" :3 definitely chakotay still calls her that though

same with Pip for philippa like MAYBE kathryn slips an "oh, Pip" every so often but its rare or late in the game

most people probably nickname philippa as Peppa

i think alice had the idea one time that amelia would be nicknamed mealybug (meeliebug??? meelie???) i thiiiink by philippa, kinda derogatory but playful, i like that one :)

love that da vinci calls amelia Mia :3 very on brand with her mother

edward is very Ed-zoned by most people, very casual about it, probably doesnt vibe his full name very much lol.

ummmm admittedly i havent read any books pertaining to Chakotay's name culture all that much, supposedly it exists i just havent gotten to it yet, but MAYBE edward would have an inherited name pertaining to that. i'm not sure though. put a pin in that one haha.

ummmm my weird take on kathryn is that (at least in the beginning) she lowkey loathes the shortening of her children's names so she'd pretty strictly refer to them by their full names. like her son having her father's name, philippa (maybe) being the name her and mark had wanted to potentially name a daughter, amelia being AMELIA. like IN TIME i think she'd come around to stuff like Peppa and Ed, but for a long while there's a formality she upholds about her children's names. likeeee idk in some book canon it talks about how kathryn hated when phoebe would call her Kitten (something her father would call her in the Autobio canon,,,,,), shed subsequently call her sister Phoebs which she hated, but there's also the kathryn nicknaming of Goldenbird by her father in Mosaic canon. BUT she always refers to herself as kathryn and rarely do we see any deviation from that,,, likeee with Q calling her Kathy,,,,, and all her silly holodeck names which are equally as lengthy as her own name lol.

philippa HAAAATEEEEES hearing her mother's stern scoldy mother voice call her by her full name, its grating and irritable and doesnt help matters when they quarrel constantly

like they idea that tom calls philippa Pumpkin specifically. :) just as i want to kiss the brain of whoever came up with the idea that he'd call miral Peanut... BRILLIANT... i can see chakotay Also calling philippa Pumpkin though,,,,, head empty on the other two in regards to Tom,,, maybe Honey for amelia idk lol

chakotay gets papa/dad/daddy zoned to the kids, Tom is Tom :) b'elanna is b'elanna

kathryn gets all your typical mom variations but lol i think philippa has AT LEAST once referred to her as Kathryn out of spite <3 maybe amelia calls her captain/admiral more than she should :')

im sure SOMEONE would refer to philippa as Eyebrows,,,,,,,

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I am lowkey considering making a full sticker pack to sell too, and making 4 more designs so you get 10 total.

And im also wanting to make either an enamel pin set for my downfall au. Got a couple of designs in mind for that and a nice pin backing idea too :>