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LIMERENT, ⋆。°✩ 𓈒𓈒 sick and in love



𖥔 PRECIS. In which, you and your stalker have a special bond. PAIRING. stalker!sunghoon x lovesick!reader GENRE. fluff, angst, suggestive WARNINGS. skinship, mild kissing, mdni
authors note ୨୧ This comeback has my creativity on 10. I spiraled and wrote several chapters to this prompt. I may release them depending on how this goes.
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You met your stalker on a gloomy Wednesday. Well, that’s not exactly true…
You caught him.
It was raining that night, hard, cold drops hammering the pavement like they had a score to settle.
You’d just locked up the café, slipping your keys into your coat pocket when you glanced across the street—and there he was…
His tall, lean figure half-shadowed under the flickering orange glow of a busted streetlamp, camera pressed to his chest like a confession. Dark hair, damp and messy. Lips parted like he forgot how to breathe when you noticed him.
His tired eyes were blown wide under wet lashes…
You didn’t scream, You didn’t run.
You tilted your head, lifted your hand to wave, and he disappeared.
Sunghoon… Park Sunghoon.
That was his name.
You found it scrawled on the inside of a brand new book, ´The Fall of the House of Usher’ that appeared on your porch days later—delicate cursive, slanted and careful, and in pretty red ink.
You pressed your fingers to it, lips curling.
The book smelled like cologne—woodsy, clean, cold. Like cedar, mint, and winter.
Later you learned that Sunghoon always smelled like winter.
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You’re not exactly normal either.
No one really talks to you much… not since you stopped trying.
You like your space, your routines.
Your tea cabinet is alphabetized, your bed is always made, except when he comes.
You talk to stray cats more than you do to people. They meow at the windows at sunset, and you always let them in.
So, maybe it wasn’t that strange to you when the gifts started…
Roses, dark red and wilting at the edges.
A little box with a dainty, golden locket.
A velvet ribbon tied around a cassette tape with no label… classical music.
An envelope of photos—grainy, warm, quiet. Some of you at the market, some of you brushing your hair in the mirror, some of you flat on your stomach in bed, dipping strawberries in melted chocolate.
You should’ve been scared, but you weren’t.
You felt closer to something…someone?...
You felt admired.
You felt pretty.
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Days…
Weeks…
Months…
Time passed, slow as molasses.
Patterns continued, and eventually your stalker became less and less… out of reach. He never started to feel less like a ghost however.
Park Sunghoon.
You remember the first time you heard heavy footsteps in the halls, you were quick to type away on your phone.
You: Is that you?
Your phone had buzzed not even a moment later. One message:
Unknown: ;)
Soon, it became routine.
He’d crawl through your window, always at odd hours of the night.
Most of the time, you were already half asleep, your cheek mashed against the pillow, fingers twitching toward dreamland…
But you’d stir at the faint creak of the floorboards, the subtle shift of air, the familiar cold scent curling into your room like fog.
Then the bed would dip behind you, and arms would wrap around your waist. Strong, still trembling slightly.
You’d smile even in slumber.
Sunghoon’s fingers were always ice cold, and he’d tuck them beneath your night dress, pressing into the bare warmth of your stomach like he needed to feel it.
You’d wiggle your hips against him just to tease, and he’d choke on a quiet sound, pulling you closer. You liked the way he shook.
You liked that you made him shake.
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He doesn’t speak much.
When he does, it’s breathy… flat but thick with meaning. His words don’t land—they linger.
“I’d never hurt you,” he whispered once, his mouth brushing the curve of your neck as he held you on the fire escape.
“I’d kill for you, though.”
You think he already has.
You never asked why there was blood smudged on his cheeks, or dried under his fingernails some nights…
Never asked why or whose it was.
You never asked why his hands tremble when you kiss over fresh bruises.
You just guide him to the bed, giggling as he sits stiff as stone on the edge, waiting for you climbed into his lap. You trace the veins down his neck, pressed your lips to the chiseled line of his jaw, and felt the tension coil in his spine.
He never moved first.
You always had to pull his hands from his sides, coax them to your hips, your thighs, your ribs…
Like he was scared he’d burn you.
You wanted to burn.
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He writes you love letters…
Little scraps of obsession.
‘Hello Angel,
Your lips have been haunting me… your smile too. I saw you laugh at a joke from your co-worker today. The cashier. It made me want to scratch his eyes out. Anyhow, you looked beautiful… I’ll see you soon. Leave your window open?
- Yours truly, S.’
You tape them to your bathroom mirror like confessions.
Late at night, you write your name across his pale chest with cherry lipstick, his arms, his hips—right over his heart.
You like the way his eyes roll when you straddle him, brows furrowed, his mouth always parted like he forgot how to breathe again. He trembles when you kiss, like every touch is sacrilegious.
You think he cried the first time he saw you naked.
A single tear, down his cheekbone, as his hands stayed frozen above his head like he didn’t know where to put them. You kissed the tear, then kissed lower.
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The photos keep coming… the ones he takes.
You sip tea and sort through them like postcards at your kitchen table.
You, always you. At your window, or stretching in bed, or with headphones on and unaware, mouthing the lyrics to a song he later asked about.
“I like knowing you’re watching,” you once told him, brushing his hair back from his face as he lay in your lap.
He blinked up at you, as if waiting for the punchline.
You smiled.
“It makes me feel wanted.”
Sunghoon’s lips curled—just barely. A twitch of something fond and unhinged.
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You still leave your window open without asking, but he has a key now just in case.
You always sleep deeper with his arms around you… and he’s beginning to leave clothes of his for you in the mornings… A simple black hoodie, a thin white t-shirt, a striped dress shirt.
You always wore them, nothing underneath.
Your stray cats still curl on the windowsill, still keeping you company in his absence.
Your house smells like rose petals and cold cologne. Your walls are now lined with clothesline, his secret photographs pinned along them with fairy lights.
You never fail to wake to the softest kisses on your shoulder, the words “mine, mine, mine” breathed like prayer.
On the fire escape, you hold his hand and he presses his lips to your temple.
“You’ll never know a love like mine,” he whispers.
“I know,” you whisper back, smiling.
And that’s all you need.
#📜 —¦ reblog#this is cute :(#my toxic trait is that i wouldn't mind smt like this#enhypen drabbles#park sunghoon x reader#park sunghoon imagines
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Power Play pt.2
sub!boss Jake x co-worker!dom reader (ft.jay)
CONTENT ↠ nsfw! smut!, sub Jake, dom reader, needy sub attitude, power play, sexual tension, worship/mommy kink, toys, edging, cum denial, servitude kink, head recieving, overstimulation, premature climax, degradation play, rope, fluff and romance (what should i say i'm a romantic...),yapper Jake is my shit, feat Jay my love !!
WORDCOUNT ↠ 11k~ (no proof reader yet !)
Part 2 of Power Play is here!! 💥 I rushed this one out early just for @ri4-lovesenha, @raven-unkind & @bambiihee I promised, more sub!Jake 💗 It’s freakier than Part 1 since they’re in a full sub/dom dynamic now

It’s been two months since Jake Sim — golden manager, corporate darling, quiet wet dream of half the women in the building — officially became yours. Not yours in the polite, romantic, LinkedIn-appropriate way. No. Yours in the real, stripped-down under-the-table kind of way. Yours like : “get on your knees and don’t speak unless I let you.” Yours like: “you’ll cum when I say so — not a second before.” And he’d thanked you for it. Every fucking time. His eyes glossy, mouth open, gratitude pouring off him like sweat.
You’re dom and sub now. Officially! And the active kind, not the online-inspo-board, “I call him sir on weekends” kind. You’d made it clear from day one that if you were going to do this, it would be structured, with intention. You’re a professional after all. PowerPoint-level organization, calendar reminders, one session per week— minimum—On Friday night. Penciled between boardroom battles and email chains that could kill a man.
But somewhere along the way, it stopped being just about rules. Because Jake... Yeah, Jake freaking Sim was not just a perfect boss. And not just a needy sub begging to be ruined. He also was—and god help you— one of the cutest men alive.
You noticed it one Sunday, when he spent twenty quiet minutes fidgeting with your nails, a dumb smile on his face, while you both watched a documentary on Roman history. Then again the next week, when he curled up against you with a book in one hand and the other idly tugging at your hoodie string like a cat in a sunbeam. And don’t even get started on the nipple thing. It was endearing until it wasn’t—until one night he got so carried away stroking and pinching slowly harder and harder, that your tits actually hurt the next morning, and you had to ban him from even looking at them without explicit clearance. He apologized with a handwritten note and home somthings that looked like breakfast. You accepted.
So yes, it’s… domestic. Comfortable. The line between scenes and real life began to blur in the softest ways. Now, it’s a habit—to eat together after a particularly brutal night. To shower together and split the loofah like sinners trying to cleanse their sins. You don’t cuddle. Not officially. But he sleeps better with his head on your lap or your belly and your fingers carding through his hair... So you let him.
And at work? Nothing’s changed.
Jake is still the picture of leadership — polished, poised, too damn polite for his own good. And you? You’re still you. Frost-edged, perfectly put together, politely untouchable. But now, he belongs to you. Which makes things easier. Especially on days like today.
Days like this.
flushed like he’s about to combust, back to the wall, eyes wide. You’d texted him mid-meeting, one line, no emoji.
You’ve got four minutes, meet me in the west wing bathroom... Women’s
And he obeyed. Because he always obeys. He slipped in like a shadow, breath already shaky, pupils blown wide with anticipation.
You follow heels sharp on the tile, sliding the lock with a metallic click that might as well have sealed his fate. You don’t speak. Just turn around and corner him, pressing close — so close your chest brushes his tie, your perfume curling around his brain like a noose.
“Pants,” you murmur, voice soft but razor-sharp.
He obeys. Too fast. Belt unbuckled, zipper down, trousers around his knees. You catch a glimpse of the tip — flushed, already leaking. Boxers thin and helpless, no barrier at all.
And then you lean in.
Your hand slides between you — slow, casual — until your palm cups him through the fabric. And god, he whimpers.
Your fingers flex around his cock, pressing, not stroking — just reminding him who owns it. Who decides what he gets, and when. He jerks in your hand like it’s the first time anyone’s ever touched him.
You lean closer, lips against the shell of his ear, and smile.
“You think I brought you in here to suck you off like you were good?”
He twitches. “I—I thought—”
“Oh, baby,” you purr. “You’re so far from good.”
From your bag, you pull out a device — a sleek little ring of black silicone and a small chrome design, smooth and sexy. Jake recognizes it immediately. His breath stutters. He looks like he might cry from hope.
“Boxers off.”
They hit the floor instantly. You kneel, slide the ring over his cock and balls in one practiced motion. And he gasps high and wrecked, nearly collapsing against the stall door. Then you reach into your bag again and lift your phone — screen glowing, the app already open.
His eyes blow wide.
“You’ll wear it through the rest of the day,” you say, tapping the setting labeled 'steady pulse', watching him twitch in real time as the gentle hum starts low. “Meeting starts in ten. If you can hold it together...”
You glance up from beneath your lashes, smile wickedly.
“Dinner’s on me.”
He blinks, almost breathless. Gasping at your finger working the app.
“And tonight,” you whisper, licking your lips just to fuck with him, “you can ask for anything.”
He nods too fast, “Anything?”
You smile.
“Anything your little broken brain can think of, mr. Sim.”
You kiss the tip of his cock, just once to tease him. Enough to make him moan through his gritted teeth.
“Then pull it together,” you whisper, stepping back. “And fix your pants. You’re late.”
Then you leave him there, red-faced and straining, cock caged, soul on fire.
And at 4:05 sharp, Jake Sim enters the conference room with his tie too tight, his glasses perfectly straight, and his eyes locked on the PowerPoint like it’s the only thing keeping him from whimpering.
And you? You take your seat across from him. And just before the first slide clicks onto the screen, you reach for your phone.
Tap.
And watch him flinch. Like he lives for it.
Jake lasts.
Somehow.
Through the entire finance review, even when you tap the “pulse” setting mid-sentence while asking for clarification on Q3 projections — his voice hitching slightly, just enough for only you to notice.
He even makes it through the all-hands. Barely. Sweat beading at his temple, legs clenched tight, knuckles white where he grips his own wrist under the desk like he’s seconds from buckling. You watch him like a hawk, occasionally flicking your phone open just to see that tiny icon still glowing in the corner of the screen. Active. Synced. Steady.
At one point, you accidentally hit the "randomized wave" setting while stirring your coffee. His pen snaps. Just cracks in half, ink bleeding onto his neat notes, a quiet fuck under his breath that no one but you hears.
By the end of the day, he’s twitchy. Soft-eyed. Glazed.
The moment 6:04 hits, your phone buzzes.
🕛 Mr.Sim Jake (Work): I’ll wait in my office Please
No “Miss.” No punctuation. Just that one word, begging inside its own silence. Please.
You don’t respond. Just close your laptop, smooth your blouse, reapply your lipstick like you’re heading into a negotiation — because in a way, you are. He thinks this is his reward. That he’s about to be used, broken, maybe allowed release if he grovels right.
But you’re not done yet.
You step into his office without knocking, and what greets you nearly makes you laugh.
Jake Sim — polished, professional, always composed — is on the fucking floor.
On. The. Floor.
Suit jacket gone, tie loose and twisted, hair disheveled, pants unbuckled, boxer-briefs pulled taut around his thighs, cock flushed violently red and still caged in that perfect black ring. He’s clutching the carpet like it’ll ground him, gasping, hips twitching like he’s on the edge of a nervous breakdown.
And the second he sees you?
He looks wrecked. Worshipful. Pathetic.
You shut the door behind you and tilt your head like a curious cat.
“You couldn’t even wait on your feet?”
“I—I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to— I just— I can’t—”
You wave a hand. Dismissive. “No time for that, baby. I still have work.”
He blinks, like you slapped him with math.
You walk past him — slow, commanding, letting your heels click like a countdown to chaos — and sink onto the couch near the side wall, crossing your legs as if you’re just here to decompress.
From your bag, you pull a slim folder of papers.
“Come here,” you say, tapping the floor in front of the coffee table. “You’re still my superior, aren’t you? Gotta review these before I file.”
Jake crawls.
He actually crawls.
And kneels beside the low table, hands resting obediently on his thighs, lips parted as if he might start panting again. His cock twitches visibly in its ring — red, aching, wet at the tip. You ignore it.
Open the folder.
“You’re going to validate each paragraph for me, Mr. Sim. Verbally.”
He nods quickly.
You start reading aloud. Slowly. Bored, almost.
“Based on the Q2 metrics, we project a 12.4% increase in productivity following the onboarding of—”
“Yes,” he breathes.
One paragraph down.
You scroll your thumb across your phone. Vibrations hum through him.
Next one.
“The reduction in turnaround time aligns with adjusted expectations from last quarter—”
“Yes—” he gasps. A little too breathy.
And then you flick to a new setting. One you’ve been saving.
You hit “Voice Sync Mode.”
Jake twitches violently.
“Oh, right,” you say casually, tapping again. “Almost forgot. New feature. Vibrates based on… voice modulation. Funny, huh?”
You lower your tone, let it dip low and rich.
Jake bucks. Just slightly. Eyes wide, mouth open.
“Say yes for this one.”
“Yes,” he moans.
It triggers again. His hips stutter.
You keep reading. Keep your voice smooth, varied, slightly sing-song in parts just to fuck with him. Every line, every syllable — translated into chaos below the belt.
And he starts losing it.
“Yes,” he pants after every paragraph. Louder. Shakier. More breath than voice now. His hands twitch off his thighs, one dragging toward his cock before he jerks it back with a choked sob like he knows the rules.
By paragraph five, his voice cracks. By seven, he’s humping the air — subtle at first, then not. His head drops to your thigh like it’s the only safe place left on Earth, and he starts rubbing his cheek there. Like a cat in heat. Like a man desperate for grounding in a world that’s unraveling by the second.
You keep reading.
“Final page. If you can make it through—”
But he can’t.
He shudders.
One strangled, broken cry leaves his throat, and you feel the warmth of it — the twitch, the helpless thrust — and then he’s gone. Cumming in his briefs, thick and shameful, whimpering into your thigh, his whole body trembling like a fault line.
You don’t say anything.
Just gently stroke his hair.
Let him breathe.
Let him twitch and shake and sigh into the afterglow like a man who just gave up every ounce of pride he had left and didn’t even want it back.
And when the silence settles, heavy and warm, you finally speak — voice soft, back to that dangerous kind of care that feels more intimate than any orgasm ever could.
“You tried your best,” you murmur, brushing his hair off his forehead. He nods against your leg, ruined.
“Good boy.” Another whimper.
You glance at the clock. Pick up your folder.
“I’m heading home,” you say lightly, gathering your things. “Sleep. Hydrate. Lock the door if you’re gonna clean up here.”
And then you left him there kneeling, soaked, still wearing your ring, like the good little office pet he is.
You couldn’t play on Saturday.
Not because you were too busy, or tired, or felt the shift in the weather deep in your bones — though the forecast did have the nerve to threaten rain just as you left the office. No. You couldn’t play because Saturday, in some inconvenient act of cosmic irony, was your birthday.
A day you kept quiet. Deliberately. Not out of shame, or fear of getting older — god, no. You wore your age like you wore everything else: sharp, polished, with just enough bite to make people hesitate before asking anything too personal. You didn’t need celebration. You had plans to do absolutely nothing. Maybe a glass of wine. Maybe an orgasm. Maybe both at once. Alone.
But Jake, your painfully attentive, painfully eager, painfully good boy Jake… caught on.
You didn’t tell him.
He just knew.
And on Sunday, he asked if you’d still be willing to play. But — and this was where it got suspicious — he asked if you’d have dinner with him first. “Before the session,” he said, too casually. “Just us. I’ll text you the address.”
You agreed. Not thinking much of it.
Until you got there.
Until your heels clicked down the pristine marble hallway of a hotel that had no business being that opulent on a Sunday evening, and the concierge greeted you by name.
Until the elevator opened onto a private suite, and the door — already slightly ajar — creaked open with a whisper.
And there it was.
The dining table, perfectly set beneath dimmed golden lights, with soft music curling through the room like warmth in smoke. Low candles. A bouquet of white orchids. A bottle of red you’d once mentioned liking, twice, months ago. And at the center of the table — a cake. Small. Elegant. Iced in cream. With a single candle.
Jake stood by the far wall, hands behind his back, nervous in a way that didn’t suit him — cheeks pink, eyes flicking toward you like he’d been rehearsing this and still thought he’d fuck it up.
And then.
He sang.
Voice soft, slightly off-key, barely above a whisper — like it wasn’t meant to echo off the chandelier or the crystal glasses. Just for you. Just between the two of you.
Happy birthday to you.
You blinked once. Then again. A breath caught somewhere near your collarbone.
He smiled when he finished. And when you didn’t respond right away, he stepped forward, one hand awkwardly lifting the cake toward you like a shy waiter on his first day.
“It’s got that cream you like,” he said quietly. “Not too sweet. Just—like you.”
And you laughed. You had to. Because this man, this man who moans at your feet with your heel on his throat, just called you not too sweet like that was a compliment.
The dinner was incredible, of course. Not because of the food — though it was excellent — but because of him. Because Jake was attentive in a different way tonight. Still soft. Still sweet. But a little... lighter. He let himself be funny. Made you laugh twice so hard you had to cover your face. His hands trembled when he refilled your glass.
And when dessert came — after the cake, after a gentle toast, after your walls had lowered inch by inch without you realizing — he handed you a gift box.
Long. Sleek. Heavy.
You opened it, and froze.
Thin, stiletto-pointed, patent black high heels.
The expensive kind.
The fucked-up expensive kind.
The kind you’d once pointed at in a store window, laughed, and said, “The only way I’d justify those is if I was allowed to use them to stomp on someone. Otherwise, that price tag is a war crime.”
Jake hadn’t forgotten.
“I remembered,” he said, eyes wide and proud and so goddamn hopeful. “I know it’s kind of dramatic, but you—you said it. And I thought maybe…”
You raised a brow.
“You bought me shoes so I’d step on you?”
He flushed. “N-not just that. I mean—yes. But also… I thought you’d look good in them.”
You stared at him. At the shoes. At the man sitting across from you in a tailored shirt and a slightly shaky smile like he just handed you his throat in a velvet box.
And then you laughed. Low. Delighted.
“Oh, Jake,” you sighed, sliding one heel out of its bed of tissue paper. “You’re so easy.”
His breath hitched.
“You want me to try them on?”
He nodded. Fast. Almost trembling.
So you did. Slowly. Letting the heel dangle on your finger like a weapon before lifting your leg, extending it toward him under the table.
He didn’t even have to be asked. He slid to his knees beside your chair and took your foot in both hands — reverent. Careful. Slipping the shoe on like a prince in a fucked-up fairytale, except he was the one being ruined.
The heel clicked against the floor when you set it down.
He shuddered.
“Do the other,” you murmured, tone already turning silkier, darker.
He obeyed. You leaned back in your chair, legs crossed, watching him fumble slightly with the strap, his breath shallow, fingers lingering just a little too long at your ankle.
You reached down — ran your fingers through his hair, soft and slow — and he melted into the touch like you’d blessed him.
“You’re so predictable,” you whispered, dragging a nail against his scalp. “You see me in new shoes and your first thought is: God, I hope she steps on my cock with them.”
He whined. Whined.
“You’re disgusting,” you added, voice lowering to that tone that made him squirm. “And I’m going to ruin you for thinking you deserved them.”
His eyes fluttered shut and his lips streached in a soft smile. But your fingers didn’t stop stroking. Didn’t stop soothing.
They moved gently through Jake’s hair — soft little passes, nails grazing his scalp. And he leaned into it without thinking, without pride. Just instinct. Like his head was meant to be there, pressed against your thigh, like your hand had become some sacred thing in his world—the thing that settled him, grounded him, reminded him he was owned.
You watched him breathe.
Watched the rise and fall of his shoulders, the trembling hush in his chest — like he couldn’t tell if this was aftercare or the beginning of something worse. And quietly, without words, something warm started to bloom beneath your ribs.
It wasn't just the usual heat and lust. Not the thrill of control you usually fed off of. No, this was quieter, closer to peace. And it wasn't the first time the past two month...
Like, somehow, this— the candlelight, the new shoes, his mouth against your thigh— was exactly where you were supposed to be.
You almost thought it aloud... But no... Nevermind...
Instead, you hummed softly and let your other hand trail down to his cheek, tilting his chin up so he is forced to look at you. He did. Of course he did. Eyes wide and glassy, like something holy had cracked open inside him and spilled out right onto the hotel carpet.
“Remember what I said on Friday?” you murmured. “About rewards?”
Jake blinked, dazed. “Y-yes." His lips parted.
“I said if you were good, you could ask for anything.”
He nodded quickly, eager, already breathing faster.
“And tonight?” You smiled. “You were very, very, very good. Jake.”
Jake’s breath caught, fuck he loves it when you drop the mr. Sim act.
His hands— those shaky, fidgeting, obedient sexy hands— lifted toward his own lap, smoothing his pants like he was trying to behave, trying to stay calm, but already failed. His gaze dropped. He tried to keep eye contact, you know, tried to stay confident. But the moment you gave him permission— real permission— to speak his wants out loud?
He cracked.
“I… um… if I’ve really been good,” he whispered, voice a little pitched, “C-can I…” He hesitated. Swallowed, his eyes on your thighs adjusting himself like it prevented you from seing his hard on. “Can I eat you out again? it's been ages... I want to make you cum, like before. But like, now. On the floor. Or the couch. Or the bed. Wherever. Please—I'll be good, I promise.”
You raised an eyebrow, and smile streached.
“Is that your first wish?” He nodded hesitant. But then his mouth opened again.
Of course...
“And maybe—maybe I could wear the collar? While I do it? Like... Just the collar and nothing else... Like your—your birthday toy.” Y-you can even put me on a leash if you want— please, I’ll be good, I won’t hump your leg unless you let me—”
You bit your bottom lip, just to keep from smiling even more. Man, his brain had slipped its leash the second you gave him permission. It made you wet straightaway.
“And can I… can I touch myself? Not cum, just—just stroke while I do it. Just feel how hard I get from tasting you. And when I finish, you don’t even have to let me cum, you could just—just spit in my mouth and call me your good little fuckhole—”
You didn’t answer. Just kept petting his hair. But he can read you better than you do to him. You don't realise how turned on your face is. Even your grip on his fluffy hair got harder. Fuck, Jake loves you.
Yeah... I love you. Jake bit his lip.
“Or—or you could make me jerk off onto the floor while you watch, and make me beg to make love with you. Like I’m disgusting. Like I don’t even deserve your attention unless I earn it—Or maybe… if I’m really good—”
He stop.
You press your fingers to his lips and he trailed off, eyes fluttered. slidding your finger inbetween his shy plump lips. It was like even saying it was too much. Like he didn't already write the whole fiction of tonight in his head.
“Tell me, Jake.”
He looked down again, cheeks flushed, voice almost too small to hear.
“Can I... Call you Mommy tonight?”
Silence. Tense. Heavy. Drenched in anticipation.
"I know it's not really your thing..." he blabered, "But I was wondering—if maybe... We could try tonight.
Then—
You leaned in, brushed your thumb over his bottom lip, and smiled.
“Oh, my cute puppy,” you purred, letting the word drag like honey down your throat. “You’re going to get everything you asked for.”
He whimpered. Like the word alone undid him. His breath came hot and shaky against your palm. His eyes looked up at you, fully gone — feral, hungry, a little stupid with need. Like he wanted to crawl inside your skin and beg for permission to exist there.
You sank back into the chair like it was your throne — one leg draped over the other in a lazy cross, elbow resting along the back like you had all the time in the world, like you weren’t already wet just from the look on his face — and without a word, you lifted your foot, the sharp new heel catching the light as it hovered by his lips, until he opened up like a trained thing and started mouthing at the pointed tip, desperate, reverent, like kissing your shoe might earn him oxygen.
“Jake, take off your clothes.”
He scrambled.
Shoes. Shirt. Pants. Everything peeled off with frantic sexiness, like each layer was an offense to the role he was meant to play — until he was kneeling there, naked and flushed, chest rising fast, ears pink, cock already half-hard from nothing but the sound of your voice.
And fuck, his body — God, his body — lean and sharp like he was carved from something meant to bleed for you, muscles smooth but defined, not bulked but taut beneath skin that showed every line, every ridge, every twitch. His back, deceptively broad, flexed as he shifted onto his knees, and you caught the way his arms looked almost too toned for someone who claimed to be helpless— the way his veins ran like threads of promise down to those shaking, obedient hands. And when he reached into his bag— of course he brought it, because your good boy always comes prepared— and pulled out his collar without being asked, you nearly sighed, because it was all too much.
Too perfect. Too fucking yours.
He held it out like an offering. And you put it on him. You dragged your heel along his shoulder. He shivered.
“You wanted to worship Mommy tonight?”
He nodded, mouth agape. “Then come show me, be a good dog.”
And when he crawled forward on hands and knees — panting, eyes blown wide, mouth open — you knew : You were going to let him have everything.
Because you loved seeing him like this, loved it... Your game... You... loved him ?
Maybe...
He reached your knees. And then he groaned. Loud and wrecked.
Your panties — soaked. He buried his face in them immediately, moaning into the fabric, licking you through it like he’d been starved for days and finally stumbled upon a feast. You stayed still, head tilted, watching him degrade himself with quiet fascination.
And then he used his teeth — gently at first, then not — dragging the lace aside, tearing holes in the delicate fabric just to get to you, to taste you raw, no barriers, no patience.
The moment his tongue touched your pussy, he let out the most pathetic sound — a sob disguised as a moan — and you saw it in his whole body: the way his arms trembled, the way his shoulders rolled forward, the way his hips twitched helplessly against the carpet.
Like worship was killing him.
He licked with hunger first. Frenzied. Like he couldn’t get enough. His mouth moved fast — messy circles, tongue flattening, then curling, lips sucking at your clit with zero grace. No rhythm. Just need.
You almost laughed. “Jake,” you breathed, threading your fingers into his hair. “You’re making a fucking mess.”
“M’sorry,” he panted. “Tastes too good. Can’t stop—can’t—”
You yanked his head closer in answer. “Don’t you dare stop.”
And he didn’t.
He buried himself deeper, tongue working in tighter, sharper patterns. He found rhythm then. Purpose. His hands came up, gripping your thighs, spreading you open wider. He let your heel rest against his shoulder, the other curling behind his neck like a leash, and you let yourself fall back against the couch with a long, low moan — head tipping, mouth parting, hips beginning to twitch.
You were close. Too close.
And he felt it. The tension in your thighs. The way your breathing shifted.
So he slowed.
The fucking bastard slowed.
“Jake,” you growled, but he just hummed into your clit, tongue drawing soft little circles now — featherlight. Infuriating. And then, just when you were about to command him again—
He sucked. Hard.
You came.
Fast. Violent. A sharp, hot surge that slammed into your spine and rolled through your body like a goddamn earthquake. You moaned, bit your bottom lip to keep from crying out, hips stuttering against his face as your hands fisted in his hair like you were drowning.
And he didn’t stop.
Not for a second.
He groaned into your cunt like it fed him. Like your orgasm gave him oxygen. He sucked through it, licked every aftershock, every twitch, every whimper that escaped you. And then — when your thighs trembled and your hips tried to retreat — he shifted.
One hand — previously gripping your thigh like a man clinging to salvation — slid down.
Between your legs.
And without asking, without hesitating, he pressed two fingers against your soaked entrance, teasing first, just circling — and then he shoved them in.
You gasped — hard.
“Jake—”
He curled them immediately. Like he knew. Like he’d memorized the blueprint of your body and knew exactly what would shatter you. He didn’t give you time to adjust. Just fucked his fingers into you fast and deep, knuckles slick with your first orgasm while his mouth stayed latched to your clit, sucking like a man possessed.
Your body jolted — thighs trying to close, hips stuttering against his face, your hands flailing for something to grab, anything — the armrest, his hair, your own wrist.
“Jake, I can’t—”
“Yes, you can,” he mumbled, voice low and hot and buried in your cunt. “Let me. Please, Mommy—let me make you come again.”
And fuck, you did.
The second orgasm ripped through you — louder, messier, wetter — your walls clenching around his fingers as he kept driving them into you, his palm slick, heel of his hand grinding against you as you moaned so hard it felt like you might pass out.
"Holy fuck—" you cried, legs spasming.
But he still. Didn’t. Stop.
Your voice broke. "I said stop—"
He pulled back from your clit for one second, just long enough to moan against your folds, "I'll make you feel good—"
Then went right back to it.
His fingers curled harder now, precise, brutal. Three now — you didn’t even know when he added a third — but you felt it. Deep. Full. Your body couldn’t tell where the pleasure ended and pain began, everything smearing together into one long, mindless scream that echoed through the room as your third orgasm crashed into you like a fucking freight train.
You shoved him off, finally — heel pressing into his chest just enough to make him stumble back, fall onto his ass, panting and glassy-eyed and soaked with your slick. He blinked up at you like he didn’t even know where he was.
You were still shaking, legs trembling from the overload, breath ragged. You sat there — limp, fucked, worshiped — and stared at the man who’d just made you come like that with nothing but his tongue, and fingers and a death wish.
You’d never felt this safe. This powerful. This wanted. And he crawled back forward. Pressed his cheek to your thigh. Didn’t say anything. Just breathed against you.
You reached down and pulled him into a kiss — wet, sloppy, tongue-first and desperate, all teeth and spit, and god, he melted into it. Of course he did. You were still soaked from what he did to you, thighs a mess, cunt twitching with aftershocks — and he was the one trembling.
You pulled back and let your palm curl around his cock, rough and flushed and leaking across your fingers like it had been hurting for attention. He hissed when you touched it, and then groaned — loud, helpless — when you dragged your heel down, pressing it gently at first into his balls before slowly, firmly, crushing down.
“Mm. You look like you’re suffering right there,” you murmured, voice all syrup and sin.
He nodded, panting through clenched teeth.
“Is eating me out really getting you this excited?” you purred, cocking your head like it actually surprised you.
He nodded again. Hissed when you pressed harder with your heel. “Yes, Mommy—fuck, yes—it’s so much, I can’t—”
You let go of his cock.
“Touch yourself.”
He froze.
“I didn’t say you could cum,” you added lazily. “But I want to see you do it. Look at you. A grown man on the floor, balls bruised, begging for permission to jerk off in front of the woman who just came on his face.”
Jake’s hand moved fast — too fast — and you could already tell he was on edge. He gripped himself tight, started stroking, sloppy and aching, cock bobbing under his own frantic rhythm. But his eyes were locked on you.
You leaned back, legs still spread, panties ruined somewhere under the couch, slick still glistening on your thighs.
And you smirked.
He whimpered.
“Oh, god—” he gasped, jerking himself harder. “Please, just—just watch me—watch me, Mommy, please, I want you to see me—”
You raised a brow. “Why?”
He blinked. Swallowed.
“Say it.”
“Because—” he choked, “because I look pathetic—and… you’re still so perfect and I’m just here, jerking off on the floor like a freak—”
You tilted your head, letting your gaze drift over him slowly, from his flushed face to his slick stomach to the veins in his arms flexing with every stroke.
“You think I’m enjoying this?” you asked flatly, voice bored. “You think I want to see you make a mess of yourself like some shameless animal?”
He moaned.
“I—I hope s—”
“You hope so?”
He bit his lip. His hand never stopped. He was panting now, eyes burning into your body.
“And you like being watched?” you asked. “Even like this?”
He nodded, voice breaking. “I like when you see how bad I want you. How stupid I get. I-I-I want you to know what you do to me. I want to look at you and see your thighs and your cunt and your attitude and know I’m not allowed to have any of it—unless you let me.”
You hummed.
“And what do you want me to do to you, Jake?”
His eyes glazed over. “Everything—” Hips jerking.
“No. Be specific.”
He whimpered.
“I want you to hit me when I cum—open palm, across the face, hard enough that I feel it later. I-I-I want you to spit in my mouth again, like last time, and tell me I’ve earned it. I want you to put that heel back into my cock until I’m shaking—until I can’t move without permission. I want you to laugh when I beg, call me pathetic, make me say what I am. I want you to choke me—tight—long…hng… Long enough that I have to ask to breathe—and wh-when you let go, I want to thank you. I want your slick on my face, dried down my neck, smeared over my mouth like a collar—and I want to sleep in it. Don’t let me clean up. Make me keep it…”
You watched him stroke harder, hips twitching, spit almost sliding down his chin from how hard he was panting.
“I want you to ruin me and then hold me after… I…. Want to make you cum again and again until I cry. I want you—to never… Never stop looking at me.”
You leaned forward. And he shuddered. You didn’t say a word. Just watched.
And when he came — loud, messy, too fast and too much — he cried your name. again. and again. and again.
You reached down and pulled him into a kiss — wet, tongue-first, needy. Sloppy and lost. And he melted. Of course he did. His mouth opened instantly, like instinct, like prayer. His lips were soaked from your cunt, and yours still tasted like his worship, so the whole thing was just spit and sin and heat. He groaned into it, soft and broken, like the kiss alone was enough to undo him.
You were still a mess — slick between your thighs, muscles twitching from the high he forced out of you, panties ruined and forgotten — and yet he was the one shaking.
shit it felt good !
You broke the kiss first, dragging his bottom lip between your teeth until it snapped free. Then your hand dropped — right to his cock. Hard. Leaking. Angry-red and trembling in your palm like it had been hurting for you. You curled your fingers around it with practiced ease, thumb smearing his mess along the head just to make him whimper.
And then your heel dragged between his legs. Slowly.
You pressed into his balls — lightly at first, then firmer — until he gasped, jaw tightening, hips frozen like he didn’t know whether to rut forward or flinch.
“Mm.” You let your voice drip with amusement. “You look like you’re suffering right there.”
He nodded fast. Too fast. Shoulders tense. “Yes, Mommy—yes, it hurts—but it’s so good—I need more—please—”
You gave his cock a lazy stroke. Nothing to write about but enough for him to jolt.
“Is eating me out really what did this to you?” you murmured. “Made you this hard?”
He nodded again—practically whining.
“Mommy, it’s you, it’s always you—I get like this when you look at me, when you talk to me—fuck, fuck, fuck, even your voice makes my cock hurt.”
You smiled. Let go.
“Touch yourself.” He froze.
“You don’t get to cum,” you added, like an afterthought. “You cum without permission, and I walk out of this room. Leave you like this. Understand?”
He nodded, mouth open, eyes wet. “Yes. Yes, Mommy.”
He reached for himself instantly—like he’d been waiting hours for that command. His hand wrapped around his cock and started stroking hard, fast, filthy. His other hand trembled on his thigh, like he didn’t know what to do with it. His whole body was tight, twitching, sweat glistening down his chest and veiny arms. You could see every muscle working just to keep himself upright.
But he was looking at you. Your body, your gaze. Never looked away.
You leaned back into the couch, legs still spread, one arm draped lazily over the backrest. Slick still shone between your thighs. You didn’t say anything. Just watched, and played with the sound your own wetness.
Jake moaned immediately. “Please—please keep watching—please, I—I want you to see me like this—”
“Why?” you said flatly.
He swallowed, hard.
“Say it.”
“Because—because I look like a mess,” he whimpered, stroking faster without thinking. “Because I look fucking pathetic, and it’s only for you—you did this to me—your pussy, your voice, your fucking eyes, everything—”
You tilted your head.
“You think I enjoy watching you jerk off like some pathetic little mutt on the floor?”
“I—I hope you d—” he gasped. “maybe I hope you don’t—maybe I hope you think I’m disgusting. Because I am, Mommy. I’m a disgusting pervert for you. No one else gets to see me like this. No one can. Just you—Just you.”
You exhaled slowly, like you were watching an experiment spiral into something deliciously ugly.
“And what do you want me to do to you, Jake?”
His hips jerked forward like the question alone hit his prostate. “Everything,” he moaned.
You narrowed your eyes. “No. Be specific.”
He looked up at you like he was about to cry.
“I want you to slap me when I cum,” he whimpered, “hard. Across the face. Make me feel you for days. I want you to spit in my mouth again—please, like last time—while I’m begging. I want you to wear those heels and step on me. Make me thank you while you do it. Tell me I’m nothing. Laugh when I fuck you and swear to me.”
His stroking grew faster — slick, loud, hips twitching like he was fighting to stay in his body.
“I want you to choke me until I have to ask to breathe,” he gasped. “And when you let go, I want to thank you. Like a good boy. Like your property.”
He was shaking now.
“I want to sleep in your slick. Face coated in it. Neck wet. Chest marked. Don’t let me wash it off—please, I want to wear it. Like a collar. Like a proof.”
You said nothing. Just stared. And he broke.
“I want you to ruin me. And then hold me after. Kiss my forehead like I’m not broken. Make me make you cum again until I’m crying from how much I need you. Mommy, I swear to god—” he sobbed, “no one else can do this to me. It’s you. It’s always been you. I’m think of you—your body, your voice, your pussy—I want to live under you—”
your thighs were twitching. His breath was ragged. His whole body trembled like it was about to shut down.
“Please look at me when I cum,” he begged, “please—please see me—please, I need you—”
You nod and almost moan in your breath, And he came.
Loud. Raw. A broken, choked sob of your name as cum spilled over his knuckles, painting his abs, his thighs, the floor. He kept stroking through it, messy and wild, eyes locked on yours even as tears welled up in them. He looked wrecked. Ruined.
He cried out again. Your name again. and again and again. Whispered like a prayer, repeated like a compulsion — quieter each time, like he couldn’t stop saying it, like it was the only thing left tethering him to reality. And when the last of his orgasm spilled over his wrist and onto the floor, his body simply… slumped.
Collapsed at your knees now closed.
Shaking, silent, mouth open but not speaking anymore — breath coming in little broken bursts as if the air around him had gotten too thin. And for a moment, you just watched him. Not as a dom. Not as a goddess. Just… watched the boy you adored fall to pieces in front of you.
Then you moved. You slid down from the couch to the carpet, kneeled in front of him — with him — and reached out. He flinched at first, not from fear but fragility and maybe self consciousness.
But you cupped his face anyway. Held him gently, thumbs brushing across his hot, damp cheeks, and leaned in to press a soft kiss just under his eye.
“Shh,” you whispered, voice low. Warm. Real. “You’re okay, baby. I’ve got you.” Jake’s eyes fluttered shut. His body leaned into yours like gravity had given up. And then — quietly, barely audible — he sniffled.
“I’m sorry,”
You froze. “Why?”
He swallowed hard. Still wouldn’t open his eyes. “For saying too much. For… being too much of a sub.”
You pressed your lips to his forehead. Then his temple. Then his cheek.
“You weren’t too much,” you said, kissing between words. “You were honest. Perfect. Mine.”
He whimpered— a small, broken sound— and then his arms wrapped around your waist, so tight, so desperate, like he didn’t care about the mess or the sweat or the fact that he was naked and half-crying on a hotel room floor.
You held him. Stroked his hair. Kissed behind his ear. Whispered things only he was allowed to hear.
“My good boy.” “My perfect thing.” “You did so well for me.”
Minutes passed like that. Or hours. You weren’t sure. The quiet felt infinite, like the world had shrunk down to the warmth of two bodies pressed together under dim light and the soft scent of sex and sweat and trust.
Eventually, he pulled back — reluctantly — just far enough to look at you. His eyes were sleepy, still red. But he smiled, small and exhausted.
“…Can we—” he hesitated. Bit his lip looking at you. “Can we sleep here?”
You raised a brow. “We don’t have anything packed.”
“I know.” He blinked. “I just don’t want you to leave. Not tonight. I wanna fall asleep with you... Please.”
You looked at him for a moment. Then nodded.
“Okay,” you said softly. “But first, let’s clean up.”
Jake followed you wordlessly to the bathroom, still trembling a little, wide-eyed like he couldn’t believe you were really going to stay.
The water ran hot, steam blooming fast as you stepped under it together — skin on skin, sticky and marked, your bodies pressed close in the quiet rush of heat.
You reached for the soap, lathered slowly, and started with his chest.
He gasped — not from the temperature, but from the way you touched him. Like he was something precious. Something yours.
You washed him soft. Careful. Thumbs running down his ribs, lips brushing over his shoulder once, twice. His hands stayed on your hips like he didn’t know what else to do — until you turned, smiled lazily over your shoulder, and offered him the bar.
“Your turn.”
He took it like a gift.
And then his hands were on you — warm and slow, fingers sliding over your skin like he was worshiping you in silence, like rinsing the sweat and slick off you was the most important job he’d ever been given. He kissed your neck. Your shoulder. Your lower back. You felt it in your knees.
By the time the water turned lukewarm, he was panting softly behind you, hard again without a word spoken, cock brushing your thigh like a question.
You didn’t answer it. Not yet. You just turned, kissed his cheek, and whispered, “Bed.”
And he followed you, lifting you, dripping and obedient, like you were the only thing in the world that made sense.
He didn’t let go of you, not even when you reached the bed. You both collapsed into the blankets, half-covered in nothing but the weight of each other.
And then — quiet giggle in his chest, warm kiss on your neck — Jake tugged you closer. And called your name.
You smiled into his collarbone. “Hmm?”
“…Can I fuck you sweet?”
You looked at him. He looked nervous. Flushed. But serious.
“…Not rough. Not a scene too. Just… I wanna make you feel good. Wanna be in you. Close.” His eyes did that triangle thing that made you smile.
Ans your heart did a weird thing in your chest. You didn’t say anything, just kissed him. Slow. Deep.
He slid into you like it was meant to happen in silence. No teasing. No commands. Just soft hands and warm breath and your legs curling around his hips, pulling him in like he belonged there— Oh he did.
You moved together like something practiced.
His forehead pressed to yours. His eyes never left your face. It wasn’t the kind of sex that left bruises. It was the kind that stayed under your skin for days.
And when you both came — whispering each other’s names, holding on like sleep might take you too soon — you didn’t bother separating. Just tangled yourselves up tighter under the blankets, legs and arms everywhere, breath syncing until the air went quiet.
Jake fell asleep first from exhaustion . Still inside you. Face tucked into your neck, hand resting on your hip and over your head, smile barely there.
And you followed. One last kiss to his hairline. One last thought, whispered only in your head.
Maybe I love you, Jake.
🕰️
Monday came too soon.
The city clicked back into motion like it hadn’t been on its knees three nights ago — like you hadn’t spent the weekend riding high on power and orgasm, like Jake Sim hadn’t buried his face between your thighs and cried your name like it was a gospel, like nothing in your bed had shifted something irreversible between you. But here you were. Blazer sharp. Hair tied up like a noose. Coffee in one hand, to-do list in the other. Face clean. Voice calm. And Jake?
Jake was perfect. Of course.
Golden manager. Corporate fantasy. Tie straight. Shoes polished. Smile polite, crisp, neutral — as if he hadn’t begged to sleep in your slick two nights ago. As if his mouth hadn’t broken you open like prayer.
He passed your desk at 9:02. On time. Silent. But his eyes flicked toward you — fast, hot, reverent — like he was starving for permission to even look.
Yeah. Not subtle.
The week dragged. Deadlines. Briefings. Emails that made you want to cry. A dozen little brushes of Jake’s arm at meetings, a few too-long looks across the conference room. Nothing said. Everything felt.
And then Wednesday came. And Jay walked in like a plot twist.
Jay — from the international branch. Jay who hadn’t changed a bit except in jawline and confidence. Tall, lean, just the right amount of cocky, with that you-can-trust-me grin and rolled-up sleeves that said he wasn’t here to play humble. You knew that walk before he even reached your side of the office. And you smiled before he even said your name.
“Holy shit,” he laughed, arms open, warm and loud and exactly the same. “Is that you?”
You stood to greet him, surprising the whole office, and for a second it was easy to forget anything else existed.
Jay had been your twin at your first job — the only rookie who matched your speed and fire, the one who helped you learn the ropes while you taught him how to cheat the system without getting caught. You’d shared too many late-night reports and too many energy drinks in parking lots to pretend this wasn’t real.
You hugged. Tight. No hesitation. His hand curled behind your neck like he’d missed you properly. “Good to see you.” he whispered.
“I didn’t even know you were stationed here,” you said into his shoulder.
“Temporary,” he replied, pulling back, smiling like trouble. “Two weeks. Project lead on cross-regional integration. Had to say yes when I heard who was running one of the teams.”
You rolled your eyes, grinning. “Still charming.”
“Still bossy,” he said, looking you over with a spark you didn’t bother flinching from. “God, you look good.”
Across the room, Jake watched the whole thing, leaning on a co-worker desk for a review. And if there had been a heart rate monitor clipped to his tie, it would’ve flatlined.
To everyone else, he looked as normal as the rest of this office watching. But his jaw was tight. His hand had stopped scrolling his subordinate mouse. Because Jay wasn’t just some regional project lead— he was Jake’s old friend. One of the few people he trusted, who knew things about him from years ago, who used to sleep on his couch in between overseas rotations and share shitty bar ramen and management rants.
And now he was here. Shaking your hand. Pulling you into hugs. Looking at you like he’d found something. And worse — you looked happy to see him. Not performative-happy. Not polite. Actually happy. You leaned in to talk. You laughed, like… Twice.
Jake couldn’t hear the conversation. He didn’t know Jay had just told you that Jake was famous in the international branch — that half the floor still referred to him as “the one who doesn’t fuck up.” He didn’t know that you’d laughed and said, “He’s still like that,” or that you’d softened when Jay said, “Honestly, I’m not surprised you two haven’t killed each other. You always scared me a little more than him anyway.”
Jake didn’t know that your giggles weren’t flirtation. They were about him.
All Jake saw was the closeness. The familiarity. The way Jay’s hand brushed your arm when he made a point. The way you didn’t flinch. The easy rhythm between you. And then, just to gut him further, Jay turned around during a meeting break and dapped Jake up like a brother.
“Still as stiff as ever,” Jay said, grinning, leaning against Jake’s desk like no time had passed.
“Still can’t read a brief without fucking the formatting,” Jake shot back. They laughed. It was real. Jake wanted to be happy to see him.
But his eyes kept flicking past Jay’s shoulder. Back to you. Because even if Jake and Jay were old friends — you and Jay looked like something else.
Jay invited the team to dinner that Friday. Said it was casual. Team bonding. International-branch hospitality. You said yes before Jake could even pretend to be indifferent. Like postponing your session was nothing.
Jake sat through the rest of the week in silence. Smile plastered on. Voice tight. His keyboard clicks a little too sharp. His jaw clenched every time Jay walked past your desk.
It wasn’t that he thought Jay was a threat. It was that you seemed… open around him. Relaxed. Familiar. The kind of open Jake had only seen when you were half-naked, straddling his thigh, calling him names while riding his face.
And now?
Now you were laughing at another man’s joke. Jake spiraled. Quietly. Painfully.
🕰️
By the next wednesday morning, Jake was unraveling like a ribbon since you texted him.
Cannot make it this week… Let's wait for next friday, mr. Sim
Mr. Sim ?? Mr. Sim ??
You called Jay by his first name even in the office. Joking about his korean name, in team dinners. But even in texts Jake stayed “Mr. Sim”, if it wasn’t a scene you never called him Jake. If it wasn’t in a bedroom, never let him touch you like Jay did.
He was mad.
Oh, he hid it well — always did. The tie still sharp, the voice still calm when he led meetings like a man who hadn’t spent the week watching you share private smiles with someone who knew you from before he did. Someone you hugged without hesitation. Someone who called you by your first name with that easy kind of familiarity Jake had only ever earned through submission.
You weren’t ignoring him. Not really. But you weren’t touching him either. No texts. No sexy glances. No little cruel reminders of what he was to you. Just distance. Controlled and professional. Like the weekends together hadn’t happened.
And Jake? Jake was starving for the leash. And your presence, he missed the intimate you.
So when the elevator opened that morning, and you stepped in, followed by two project leads and someone from HR, he took his chance.
Jake slipped in last. Stood at your side. And said nothing, even after exchanging cute eye contact with him.
The numbers ticked up. Floors grew away. One by one, everyone stepped out.
Until it was just… You and him.
He stepped closer. Just a little too close. You didn’t turn to look at him. Not yet. Cause recently it had been hard on you pretending you weren’t in love with him. Pretending in front of his long time friend and yours there was nothing between you two. But you felt it — his body tight with restraint, his breath catching just a little louder than it should.
“I-I don’t care if you don’t want me recently,” he said, voice low, barely audible.
Your brows lifted about to turn around but he leaned closer, his lips brushing your ear.
“You’re still my Mistress.”
You turned then, expression unreadable.
He didn’t flinch. He exhaled. And then—he took your hand. Just your fingers. Slipped something cold and small into your palm and curled your fingers shut around it.
A key. You stared at it. Felt the weight.
“Friday can’t come fast enough,” he whispered, voice shaking just a little now. “It’s already hurting. I can’t stop thinking about you. I put it on last friday night. Haven’t touched myself since. Not even once.”
Your eyes snapped to his desperate, hot, worshipful bulge he made you palm, moaning to the contact of your unsure fingers, his forehead falling on yours.
He almost smiled — a little unhinged.
“I locked myself for you. Because I needed to remember. Because I needed you to own me.”
The elevator chimed. He stepped back. Straightened his tie. Smoothed his jacket.
Turned to you like he hadn’t just dropped a live grenade into your hand.
“I’ll be waiting until you want me again Mistress,” he said, voice calm again, composed. Just a touch sad.
Then he walked out. And left you there. Alone. With the key to his cock clenched in your fist.
And the knowledge that he’d caged himself for you, for days, just to suffer in silence until you decided he was worth your attention again. Fuck only holding it made you wet.
🕰️
Jake caught Jay by the coffee machine an hour after that— late enough in the day that the fluorescent lights made everything look a little harsher, even your name in conversation.
“Hey,” he said, low, casual. Actually not casual at all. “You and… her.”
Jay turned slightly, brow raised. “Yeah?”
Jake swallowed. “You’re not—” his voice caught, and he rolled his shoulders, tried again. “You’re not trying to… go for her, right?”
Jay blinked, the idea of playing his naive ass dying after one second of thinking, then he smiled — not sharp, not smug. Just knowing.
“Nah, man. She already said no.”
Jake stilled.
Jay took a sip from his paper cup. “Told me she’s into someone else, a complicated situationship.”
That should’ve settled it. Should’ve made something inside him untwist.
But it didn’t.
Because Jay glanced over his shoulder, toward the open floor where you stood— and added, tone lower now, not cruel, just honest: “If it were me, I’d stop hiding behind roles and secrets and all that shit going on and just tell her. Straight up.”
Jake didn’t move.
Jay looked at him again. “She’s into you, bro. That’s obvious… From what I understood.” He clapped Jake’s shoulder once — firm, not teasing. “Only thing left is whether you’ve got the spine to stop waiting for her to drag it out of you.”
🕰️
Fuck.
Jay was right.
This thing between you — the structure, the sessions, the rules he clung to like they made him safe — it was never meant to hold forever. It worked because it was clean. Controlled. Because you both pretended it didn’t mean more, didn’t bleed more. But Jake had already gone too far, and every time he knelt, every time you touched his jaw and made him beg like something sacred, he fell harder into something that wasn’t just powerplay anymore — it was love. Messy. Real. Suffocating.
And now?
Now he couldn’t stop thinking.
What if you started dating someone?
Would he still get his sessions — or would you say it wasn’t “appropriate” anymore?
Would you let him keep watching you from across the meeting room — or would he have to pretend you were just his superior again, like you hadn’t screamed his name while grinding on his face four nights ago?
Would he be allowed to touch you? At all? To kiss your ankle while you read? To hold your thigh under the table just because he needed to feel you?
Would lazy Sunday mornings in bed be cancelled — would the books, the wine, the home-cooked meals and terrible documentaries turn into someone else’s life with you?
Would he still be allowed to look at you the way he did?
To smile at you like you were the only thing that had ever been his?
Or would you pull away the next time he leaned in?
Would Jake go back to “Mr. Sim”?
Would your voice lose that edge when you said his name?
Would you take your laugh with you? Your eyes? Your mouth?
That smug little smirk when you wore heels that bruised his ribs and made him say thank you for it?
That cold, commanding tone that shattered him?
That soft, dangerous warmth when you licked his tears off your knuckles after he came shaking in your lap?
What if it all disappeared?
What if he lost not just the kink — but you?
All versions. The hard one. The gentle one. The funny, brat-taming, snack-sharing, throat-grabbing, book-reading, leash-holding, rule-breaking you.
What if he lost the one person who saw all of him — and didn’t flinch?
What if he had to start calling you “miss” again, just to keep from saying mine?
No.
He wasn’t going to survive another week of pretending. Not another goddamn day of acting like giving you his body wasn’t also handing you his heart.
It had to be tonight.
He texted you one line, with a pin to the address:
“Come here tonight. 9PM. Please.”
You arrived right on time.
And the address — when you reached it — wasn’t a hotel. Wasn’t a suite. Wasn’t the clean, clinical setting where you usually got him on his knees and made him sob.
It was a house.
His house.
You blinked.
Then walked in.
Jake opened the door like he’d been pacing behind it for an hour — sweater soft, hair undone, eyes wide and helpless and shining like he had no idea how you were going to respond to any of this.
The first thing you noticed was how expensive everything was — the dark wood, the subtle lighting, the quiet warmth of real money used by someone who didn’t need to show it off. The second thing was his dog — tail wagging, greeting you like you’d been here a thousand times before.
The third?
Family photos.
Jake as a kid. In school uniforms. With his mother in Seoul. With classmates. With some awful international branch birthday cake, and that smile — the smile, just smaller, softer, untouched.
You turned slowly. Took it all in.
He watched you like a man watching a dream walk through his bedroom.
“You like it?” he asked, unsure.
Your answer was in your eyes — in how slowly you moved, in how carefully you touched the edge of a frame, in the way you smiled and looked back at him for detailed comparaisons.
“You’ve never let me in here,” you said. “That's… New.” you smiled.
“Yeah,” he murmured. That was the problem. he thought.
Dinner was tense. Not because anything was wrong, but because everything was shifting — plates warming your hands while your eyes stayed fixed on his face, red wine sweet on your tongue while you waited for the dam to crack.
Jake broke first. “It’s not homemade,” he said, sheepish.
“Unless you want to end up in the hospital.”
You laughed. And then — you turned to him, voice like a knife sliding in slowly.
“Are you really wearing it?”
He swallowed. His jaw twitched. Then he nodded half looking at your reaction.
“I bought a smaller one,” he whispered, like it hurt to admit. “The one that hurts when I get hard.”
You didn’t blink. Just tilted your head, like the predator you were.
“And when did you?”
Jake leaned forward, voice raw, fingers twitching by the number of times he passed them through his hair before hiding in his palm?
“Monday,” he said. “When you wore the heels I gave you” then he whispered, “I remembered the way they left marks on my back while I tasted you— I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I was hard all day… It ached.”
You crossed your legs, slowly. Grin flickering.
“Wednesday, I saw your thighs,” he added, faster now, like he couldn’t hold it in. “Bare under your skirt — just a glimpse, but I kept wondering where they stopped. If they were warm. If they were sticky with someone else’s mouth.”
Your breath hitched, but your face didn’t change.
“T-thursday,” he said, almost breathless, “when I saw you smile at Jay, and I wanted you to snap. I wanted you to pull me by the collar and spit in my mouth in front of everyone just so I could feel claimed.”
And then softer.
“Y-yesterday… I thought about kissing you in the hallway. About grabbing you and just… giving it away. Not caring who saw. Not hiding anymore.”
You let it hang.
Then:
“What?”
Jake’s hands trembled.
“I was jealous,” he said. “You looked so comfortable with him. Like he was allowed to see parts of you I only get when you’ve got your hand around my throat. And I couldn’t say anything — because I’m not your boyfriend. I’m not your partner. I’m just the guy who comes when you tell him to. If he’s lucky.”
You leaned in, voice cool and soft.
“And?”
He met your gaze like it burned.
“And I thought maybe… I wasn’t worth more. That everything I’ve shown you — the crying, the leash, the begging — maybe that made me… disposable.”
Silence.
Heavy.
You stared at him like you were looking at something precious. Fragile. Real.
Then you smiled.
Blush blooming over cheekbones, hidden behind the wine glass.
“What should I do, Jake…” you said, low, sultry, devastating. “You made me too ruined to date anyone else now.”
Jake made a sound. Half-sob, half-laugh, and really looked at you, your validating beautiful eyes. Then, he stood. Walked over. Grabbed you like he was afraid you’d disappear if he waited one more second.
And kissed you like it hurt.
“I love you,” he breathed against your lips. “I’m in love with you.” He kissed again, “I’ll give you everything.” kissed again, “I’ll let you ruin me for the rest of my life and beg for more, I swear.”
You laughed in his embrace and looked at him with sudden dare.
“Prove it Jake.”
He stripped for you like he was peeling away fear itself. and you did the same messily kissing.
Quiet obedience. Until he stood naked inch from you, flushed, forehead against forehead, trembling, cock caged and faintly purple, swollen from days of frictionless ache. It looked smaller, pulled tight by metal and denial. Beautiful in its own way — his way. His whole body looked like it was waiting for permission to feel again, all veiny and hot.
You dropped to your knees.
Unlocked him with the little silver key.
And the second the cage clattered to the floor, he moaned — not from pleasure. From pain. His cock sprang out — red, angry, twitching like it didn’t know if it was free or dying.
You reached forward, wrapped your hand around it, and he came instantly.
“F-fuck—Hng, no, no, no—I’m sorry—I’m sorry—please—” he gasped, whole body convulsing, cum spilling down your wrist in helpless pulses. “I didn’t mean to—it’s been d—I didn’t want to—please—”
You smiled. God, you loved it. all cruel and loving on him.
“It’s okay, baby,” you cooed, rising to kiss his cheek. “That was just the appetizer.” And he kept coming with slow strokes on your thighs now like it was his first time.
In his bedroom, you tied him up with smooth, sure hands— wrists to headboard, thighs wide, legs restrained too with ropes he prepared— and then climbed on top of him
He was still trembling. Still leaking. Still whispering your name like he couldn’t believe you were real.
And then, just when he thought he might get softness —
You leaned in and blindfolded him. And your voice made him tremble.
“Jake,” you whispered, brushing your lips along his jaw. “Do you think Jay would’ve made me scream like you do?”
His breath hitched. You grinned.
“Do you think he’d eat me better than you?” you asked, tongue flicking against his earlobe as he twitched under you. “Would he cry when I ride his face? Would he beg for my spit too?”
Jake whimpered. His cock jerked. You pressed down harder against him.
Moaning in the most outrageous way.
“Would he fuck me better than the boy leaking into his sheets right now?”
“Stop—please—no,” he gasped, face trying to find your lips with shame and heat.
You laughed. Gently.
“Then make me never want to find out,” you said. “Be a good boy. Show my pussy, Jake.”
And he did. You pulled on the ropes and realized him.
He fucked you like a man possessed. Getting inside your wetness in one go. Like a man breaking out of something. Like he’d die if you didn’t keep screaming his name. He thrust with raw need, face twisted in love, in agony, in fucking reverence.
He came again. And again. Still hard. Still inside you. Still trying to earn you with every snap of his hips. His cum painted your thighs, your cunt, your stomach — you didn’t want to stop. And he didn’t stop.
“I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you[...]” He kept moaning on your lips, in your neck, mouth at your tits.
And when he finally collapsed into you, ruined, panting, completely undone? You kissed him and whispered :
“I love you too.”
🕰️
You did it on the floor next.
Then against the wall.
Then the window. Then the shower. Then the kitchen table while his dog slept soundly in the living room like nothing sacred was happening in the next room.
No rules. No safe words. No games.
Just “I love you” in every thrust, every bite, every knot of fingers in hair and bruises bloomed in the shape of home.
You didn’t fuck like dom and sub that night . You fucked like people who’d been starving for each other in plain sight — and finally broke the lock.

Thank you so much for reading Part 2 of Power Play 🖤 Our sub!Jake and boss x co-worker chaos has officially evolved—now it’s not just a dom/sub dynamic... it’s real romance too💗
I’d love to hear what you thought, so don’t be shy—drop your feedback, scream with me, anything!!
P.S. Yes, Part 3 is already in the works… get ready 😏✨
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SUB!BOSS JAKE (snips from Power Play here)
pair : sub!boss Jake x Co-worker top reader (afab)

MDNI ! NSFW ! Jake might sign your paychecks, but you own him in every other way. He's your boss and a brat who makes “mistakes” just to hear you snap. One day, you finally do—and the way he moans when you curse him out? Pathetic.
sub!boss Jake who "accidentally" schedules a late-night one-on-one meeting just so he can whimper under your desk, mouthing at your thigh while you continue reviewing quarterly reports like nothing’s happening.
sub!boss Jake who nearly sobs when you lean in and whisper, “I said you could hump my thigh, not finish on it. Clean it up, slut.”
sub!boss Jake who begs you to spit in his mouth in the elevator because he “needs something to remember who he belongs to” before giving a board presentation.
sub!boss Jake who moans when you call him pathetic for getting hard just from the sound of your heels walking toward his office.
sub!boss Jake who gets denied orgasm and forced to sleep still bound, cock aching and untouched, forehead against your thigh as you stroke his hair. He whispers “I love being yours” while tears slip down his cheeks from how painfully hard he still is.
sub!boss Jake who forces himself to sit through a finance meeting right after you edge him in the supply closet—red-faced, dripping in his pants, while you casually sip your coffee and smile at the team.
sub!boss Jake who locks his office door and wordlessly holds out the cuffs he keeps in his desk drawer—for you to bind him to his own leather chair while you ride him and call him a desperate little executive toy.
sub!boss Jake who ruins his slacks from just a whispered threat and has to sit through a board meeting in sticky silence while you keep eye contact and smirk.
sub!boss Jake who fumbles his words during a performance review, so you press your hand to his throat and remind him, “I said speak clearly, Jake. Or don’t speak at all.”
sub!boss Jake who has a locked cock cage under his suit pants and gives you the key during your lunch break, asking “Please, just fifteen minutes? Please, no one will know.”
sub!boss Jake who buys you another pair of designer heels, just so you’ll step on his chest, press the point to his lips, and call him your “favorite little stress relief.”
sub!boss Jake who makes you fill out a fake HR complaint form where the only accusation are things “Jake Sim won’t stop begging to be used like a common office slut.”
sub!boss Jake who wears a discreet collar under his dress shirt, the tag reading Property of You, and blushes every time it brushes against his throat during meetings.
sub!boss Jake who whines when you call him your loyal office pet, begging for head pats while you file reports with your foot resting on his back.
sub!boss Jake who leans over your desk with glass walls all around, pretending to explain reports while you ghost your nails over his inner thigh—his voice trembling as coworkers pass by.
sub!boss Jake who can’t come unless he’s crying a little, thighs shaking as you ride him and whisper, “You act like you’re in charge at work, but look at you now—just a whimpering toy under me.”
sub!boss Jake who’s on his knees in your bedroom with his collar and leash on, holding a clipboard in his mouth while you fill out his “performance review” on his back with a Sharpie.
sub!boss Jake who offers to drive you home but gets punished for speeding because he was hard the whole drive after you sent him a voice note saying, “You're going to be gagged in the garage the second we get home.”
sub!boss Jake who books a suite for a “business trip” just so he can spend the night tied to the bedposts, blindfolded, panting, “Miss, where are you, please—use me. Please, I can’t think without you.”
sub!boss Jake who cries from overstimulation as you ride his face like a throne and tell him if he stops licking, he’s not getting touched for a week.
sub!boss Jake who follows you through a boutique, red-faced and squirming as you text him instructions like, “Buy me something slutty, then ask the cashier if they have anything tighter. Don’t forget your blush.”
sub!boss Jake who whimpers while kneeling on a rough floor with clamps on his nipples, panting, “Please don’t take them off yet. I want to suffer for you, miss. I want to earn your touch.
sub!boss Jake who sobs from the humiliation of being told “You’re not even allowed to touch me unless you beg properly, and look at you—you can’t even beg right. Maybe you don’t deserve this at all.”
sub!boss Jake who you force to count the number of times you slap him, and when he messes up, you restart at one—he gets to ten with tears in his eyes and a desperate whisper: “Thank you for punishing me. I needed it.”
sub!boss Jake who begs to cum, but you slap his cock—just enough to make him whimper—and growl, “Beg louder. Pathetic boys like you should know how to cry for it.”
sub!boss Jake who holds a vibrator to his cock because you told him to, voice broken as he begs, “Please let me stop. I-it’s too much—please, mistress—” And you smile, lean in, and whisper, “Keep going. Cry for me.”
sub!boss Jake who you call into your apartment after hours, throw down to his knees, and unzip your pants—“Use your mouth. Don’t stop until I say you can breathe again.”
sub!boss Jake who cums from nothing but the sound of your voice and a slap across the face, and breaks into full-body shivers when you laugh at him: “Did you just fucking cum from that? Are you really this weak for me?”

fic s.jyn posted here !!!! xoxo
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Power Play.
sub!boss Jake x Co-worker!dom reader
CONTENT ↠ nsfw! smut, sub Jake, dom/sub dynamics, dominant reader, needy sub Jake, strong depiction of fantasies, power play, sexual tension, worship kink, consensual power exchange, denial, servitude kink, head recieving, overstimulation, degradation play, slight violence, fluff (what should i say i'm still hella romantic in a way...)
WORDCOUNT ↠ 8k~ (didn't proof read the way i wanted...)
MDNI / Before you dive, read the warnings. don’t like it, don’t read.
Yours dearly, Lassie

Jake Sim is the human equivalent of a TED Talk on professionalism — all pressed suits, smiles, and PowerPoints that make managers almost tear up. Three months since his transfer from the overseas branch and the office still hasn’t recovered. They call him golden boy in the group chat — half-joke, half-worshiping honestly. Because, fuck, he’s too perfect. Too polite. The kind of guy who probably apologizes to doors after walking into them, and makes you forget he’s your boss.
And you? Poor you…You’ve been paired with him as his second in executive, which should've felt like a promotion. But didn’t even scratch the surface of your indifference. You didn’t need to sparkle like him to command attention. You’ve earned every inch of your place with blood, sleep deprivation, and the kind of ruthless efficiency that doesn’t beg for recognition. The office knew how you were : nice but ice-edged. They knew not to interrupt when you’re typing, not to hover near your desk unless summoned, and not to try you with weak jokes or wandering hands unless they’re craved the kind of career-ending evisceration you delivered to the last manager, as you buried him six feet under and salted the earth.
But still, interns loved you. You took good care of your team, made sure everyone was at ease, comfortable and heard in any situations. which bringed respect.
And Jake? Jake saw you long before you saw him.
First time was one of those insufferable corporate mixers, drowning in stale champagne and fake smiles, where you emerged across the room, wrapped in silk, fine jewelry and sharp liner. You were flawless that first time, you were impossible to ignore. And all the others too, actually.
You didn’t glance his way more than two to three times, and that cold distance only made you more magnetic, to Jake—the kind of woman who moves through rooms like no one deserves to know her but somewhat not mean. And Jake ended up eyes on you every other gathering, everytime a step further, a bit more small talk, a glass of champagne offered, his eyes fixed on your silhouette like it was a masterpiece he’d never be worthy enough to touch, let alone own.
Then that promotion opportunity came. So he transferred because he worshiped you, because you were the kind of woman who made him want to kneel, to be the loser he always wanted to be for his woman. For the impossible humiliating chance to breathe in your orbit every day, to stand beside you in meeting rooms pretending he’s your equal. But in his mind, you're not just his colleague. And he’s not even your superior. Oh babe, you're his goddamn sovereign. And he’s never felt more alive than when, in his thoughts, he’s kneeling, mouth open, waiting for commands you’ll never actually give.
He tried to act normal, pro, detached. But every clipped instruction from your lips feels like a test of endurance, every click of your heels across the floor a reminder. He watched : How you open his water bottle at meetings without sparing him a second glance, like he was a child. How you hand him reminders post-it like you’re feeding a dog out of habit, never cruelty—but never kindness either. It devastates him. Your effortless dominance. Your divine neglect. How you were a natural.
And it only got worse.
He started to make mistakes in your presence—every misplaced file, every stammered report, every too-long pause before answering your questions or request—was laced with intent. Because he wants you to be disappointed in him. He needs you to sigh, to call him out, to scold him with that glint in your eye that says you could gut him with a sentence if you wanted to.
In his dreams, you’re pulling him into his office by the tie, shoving him to his knees, using him like something cheap and temporary—like a thing. He imagines you telling him he’s beneath you, that he’s useful for nothing but kneeling. Most of the time, like three hours ago, he ended up beating his meat in a bathroom stall, panting and low moaning those fantasies, agreeing, sobbing, begging you to ruin him in front of the team, to make an example of him. He imagines you laughing as he licks you beneath your desk, sobbing because it’s not enough.
But none of that ever happens.
Because in reality, Jake is a coward. A gorgeous, trembling, painfully nice coward who sits quietly, worshiping you with slight glances, calling it professionalism. Hoping—foolishly—that one day, you’ll notice him not as a coworker, not as a man, but as the thing he wants to be: your property. Your toy.
So Jake found himself lucky to get to travel with you in the name of the company, even if it’s more like you got to travel with him.
You’ve always had a thing for rooftop dinners. Velvet skies, free-flowing wine, fairy lights strung above your head like some Pinterest board fever dream. You’re halfway through a glass of red you can’t pronounce, listening to a group of executives over-intellectualize Shark Tank, when you realize Jake’s gone.
Not that you noticed right away. You were too busy being charmed by some VP with a Rolex and too much cologne. But on the way to the restroom, your steps slow.
There—by the bar your ex-manager stands. The one who should’ve been fired, but instead got quietly "transferred"l. He’s hunched over a whiskey glass, already too loud for the setting, and—of course—he’s found Jake. And Jake’s just… sitting there. Letting it happen. You don’t catch the whole thing, but what you do hear lands like a slap.
“She’s cold, huh? Don’t take it personal, new guy. That bitch just needs a firm hand. Or maybe some good dick to set her straight.”
Classy.
You’re not fragile. You’ve sat through worse. But the worst part isn’t him. It’s Jake. Jake—who’s supposed to be different. Jake, who’s tilting his head like he’s actually considering it. Your heart doesn’t break. It just…
Lowers its expectations. Because of course. Of course the one man you thought might actually get it—the one who made fumbling attempts to earn your respect instead of demanding it, and the one who seemed like he worked as hard as you did to get where he was—turns out to be made of the same recycled garbage as the rest.
You almost walk away. Almost. When Jake moves. Your ex-manager lifts his glass for a toast to misogyny, and Jake spills it all over him. Deliberately.
No apology. No more honorifics. He just, like that, made the golden boy vanish.
“Let me tell you something, you piece of shit,” he says, voice flat.
“She’s one of the most capable, intelligent, and dedicated professionals I’ve ever met. If you think she owes you warmth just for existing in her line of sight, maybe that’s why you’re no longer her superior. Or anyone’s, really.”
And suddenly, the bar quiets a bit.
“God forbid a woman doesn't tolerate bullshit. She’s earned more than the team’s respect. She’s earned admiration. Mine. And the higher-ups’, too. So here’s some advice: next time you think about speaking her name, do us all a favor and don’t.”
Your ex-manager, predictably puffs up like a drunk peacock about to throw a punch.
That’s your cue. You stride over, grab Jake by the wrist, and step between them. Not for Jake. Not even for the ex. But for you. Because you’re done letting men discuss your worth like it’s a goddamn cocktail special.
“You’re going to shut your fucking mouth.”
It leaves your lips like a knife thrown with perfect aim—smooth, deadly, no hesitation.
“No one here wants to hear the rot that curdles in whatever’s left of your brain.”
He blinks. “You—” Stunned. Good. Let him choke on it. He always feared you a little, but now? Now that he’s been stripped of rank, status, relevance? Now that he’s nothing but a cautionary tale with a half-empty drink? He’s pathetic. And god, it suits him.
So you smile, slow and cruel, like you’re savoring it.
Because you are.
“Your career didn’t end because women stopped smiling. It ended because you couldn’t keep your dick zipped and your mouth shut. And now look at you—bitter, balding, washed-up in a suit that screams clearance rack. Shit, I’d feel bad for your wife if I didn’t know she was already contemplating divorce papers.”
You step closer, watching his throat bob like he’s trying to swallow the truth—but it sticks.
“How about I send her your HR file?” you murmur, voice dropping low and poisonous. “Maybe she’d enjoy seeing the long list of every intern you've “mentored”. Wouldn’t your kids just love knowing daddy’s a predator with a pattern?”
He doesn’t say a word. He doesn’t have to. His face curdles, and that’s enough for you.
You turn, already done with him, gripping Jake’s wrist like an afterthought—like he’s yours to take with you. And he lets you. Doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t question. He just follows, eyes wide, mouth slightly open, dragged up to your rooms’ floor like a kid being led to bed.
Once the elevator dings and you���re back on solid carpet, you realize: you’re still holding onto him. Tightly. Nails half-embedded into his skin.
You drop his hand like it burned you. “Shit—I didn’t mean to grip that hard. Sorry—”
And then he whimpers.
A real, breathy, aching sound that does not belong to a man sober in thought. His hand is trembling, but it’s not from the pain. No. You think that’s Jake’s flushed. His eyes are glassy; his lips parted like he’s seconds from begging; and he’s not hearing a word you’re saying.
Actually, he’s still stuck in the bar, at that moment. Still reeling from the version of you that stepped in, grabbed him strongly. The version that protected him while threatening to ruin someone else.
And fuck, he liked it.
He could fall to his knees right here, in the hallway, under the hum of those fancy hotel lights, in front of the security cameras, the staff or any stranger possibly walking by from their own room—and he wouldn’t care. He’s hard. Pulsing through his slacks. You can see it. Can you ? Fuck he hopes you can’t.
He’s too drunk… Past his limit for sure, since he never really drinks. But this isn't just alcohol.
This is you.
“Mr. Sim?” You call for him again, in his daze.
Why the hell are you so pretty tonight ? And why’re your nails so clean? Why do they gleam under the light like they were made for him to fidget with ? To leave marks on his back? On his throat?
He's a man standing on the edge of fantasy, and you—well, you’re just standing there, breathing, and it’s too much.
“Mr… Jake?”
His eyes dart.
“S-sorry, have a good night, m-miss.” He stammers it out, then bolts like he’s escaping a fire. Or running from a wet dream that got too real.
And you just stand there. Stunned. What the hell was that?
🕗
You’d showered. Paced. Changed into something softer—something that didn’t scream professional, but still whispered respectable enough to knock on your boss’s door past midnight.
And now, here you stood in front of Room 707 with a travel-sized first aid kit and a mind spiraling in loops.
You told yourself this was about the wrist. About decency. About clearing the weird air that was left behind. Not about the way Jake’s eyes had clung to you like you were divine retribution in heels. Not about the ache under your ribs every time you replayed the way he stood up for you like it meant something.
Nope. Definitely about the wrist.
You knocked—firmly, like you weren’t praying he didn’t answer. But of course, he did.
And god help you.
Jake’s shirt : rumpled, sleeves : shoved to his elbows, no tie, no belt, just that top button undone like a tease. He looked half-finished or half-undressed. Either way, your brain short-circuited for a half-second too long.
“Hey,” you said, lifting the kit like a peace offering. “Thought I’d fix your wrist. Since I mauled you earlier.”
He didn’t say anything, just smiled softly and nodded before stepping aside to invite you.
Inside, it felt strange—quiet, warm, domestic in a way that shouldn’t have felt intimate but absolutely did. Jake moved around like he was trying to impress you in silence: fluffing the cushions, adjusting the lights, even pouring you water like it mattered, with that cute stressed expression.
You sat. He sat closer. And you started dabbing the ointment gently on the red welts your nails left behind.
“Sorry again,” you murmured. “Didn’t mean to dig in that hard.”
Jake just hummed, with the softest voice, almost a moan. Like the pain was holy now.
Then he asked, barely louder than a breath:
“You okay?”
And somehow, that cracked it all open.
You didn’t mean to spill. But it poured out anyway. Every time your ex-manager had belittled you, laughed too loud at meetings, but still stolen your credit. Every time his eyes lingered too long. Every time you’d swallowed the rage, because you couldn’t afford to be seen as “too emotional” in a room full of mediocre men who failed upward.
Jake listened. Like, really listened. He’d heard some of it. But your version made him exhale like he couldn’t take it.
“I should’ve broken that asshole’s nose,” he muttered, low and taut.
You stilled. The words hit deeper than they should have. Not because of the violence, but because of the intent. Jake wasn’t trying to play savior. He was just... angry for you.
Your hand lingered on his wrist softer now. “Thank you. For earlier. For saying all that. I know I act like it’s whatever, but it... wasn’t.”
Jake’s eyes stayed on you like you were speaking scripture.
“You don’t have to explain yourself,” he said. “I saw the kind of woman you are from day one. You’re smart. You don’t kiss ass. Guys like him can’t handle that. Because they don’t have the vocabulary for powerful.”
Something tugged tight in your chest. And lower. Warmer.
“I really should’ve punched him,” Jake said again, more to himself now. “No man like that deserves to say your name.”
You let out a laugh—one that tasted like relief.
“Honestly? I should’ve done it. Slapped him. Right in the face. Just once. Not even for like, feminism or justice or anything—just for me, for the satisfaction.”
You were smirking before you even realized it. Jake was grinning too, loose and genuine, like this moment was undoing all the knots inside him and you. Then something flickered behind his eyes. A wild idea taking root.
“How… How about you try it.” he said.
You blinked. “What?”
“Slap me,” he said, voice light but firm. “Come on. Let it out.” He smacked his own cheek lightly, then grinned at you like a lunatic.
Your jaw dropped. “Mr. Sim—”
“You’ll feel better.”
His cheek was pink now. His eyes dared you.
And your hand... your hand actually rose, by instinct. You stopped halfway. Fist clenched, nails digging into your palm. What the fuck were the two of you doing? Was it the adrenaline? The leftover fury? The wine? The way Jake looked at you like you were both priest and punishment? Either way, your heart pounded. Your hand hovered. Very much tempted, but terrified. And Jake just sat there, unblinking. Waiting for you. No, begging for it.
Jake’s hand wraps around yours like it’s his first taste of something forbidden—gently, reverently, like he’s convinced himself your fingers are a gift he doesn’t deserve but still needs to worship. He doesn’t just hold your hand. No—he kisses it softly, unfolds it, spreads your palm. His voice, when it comes, is low, breathless, and so fucking sincere it borders on stupid.
“It’s okay,” he murmurs, pressing your open hand to his cheek like some sacrificial lamb ready to be offered up. “I don’t mind. Say what you want. Slap me how you want. Curse me. Pretend I’m him—I’ll take it. I’ll be him, just this once. For you.”
And god help you—something about the way he says it, all shaky and soft-spoken, makes your jaw tighten and your thighs twitch. Because of course he’d say that. Of course Jake fucking Sim would offer himself up like a stand-in for your trauma with bedroom eyes.
You hesitate for a second, because sanity demands you to—but then your palm lifts and falls.
The first slap is light, really. Nothing to write home about. But the way Jake shivers under it? The way his breath stutters and his eyes flutter half-lidded like you just whispered something obscene directly into his bloodstream? That reaction alone makes something dangerous spark inside you.
And when you laugh—half from nerves, half from the ridiculousness of the whole thing—he laughs too, like he’s high off the sound. Like you just gave him a hit of something addictive.
“You’re a pathetic coward,” you whisper, almost shy to curse him but the words feel good leaving your mouth, like steam venting from a pressure cooker.
SLAP.
“You ever do your own work? Or just ride other people’s backs while jerking off to the sound of your own voice?”
SLAP.
“Useless piece of shit—god, you couldn’t lead a fucking team of toddlers without crying.”
SLAP.
Jake’s mouth parts like he’s drowning and your voice is air. His hips twitch beneath you, subtle but undeniable, a reflex he can’t hide anymore.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers, like a prayer with cracked knees. “I’m… I’m sorry.” The way he says it—shaky, shame-drenched, utterly sincere—does something awful to your insides. Your cunt clenches around nothing
“Sorry?” you echo, voice rising just enough to cut the air like silk pulled taut. “You think that’s gonna cut it, you filthy little fuck?”
SLAP.
“Yes!” Jake gasps, and his voice is so wrecked, so gone, it nearly makes you moan. “Yes—I’m sorry!”
And then suddenly—without any warning—he pulls you on top of him, like his body just knows where you belong. You straddle him instinctively, the move so fluid it feels choreographed, and now you’re above him, your dress riding up your thighs, your weight grounding him to reality like some punishing fever dream.
The couch creaks a bit under you, but neither of you care. Jake lies back like an offering, eyes half-lidded and lip trembling, hips pressing up in slow, helpless thrusts like he’s trying to fuck through his slacks and into your core without permission.
Every slap now lands with purpose, with rhythm, your palm stinging and his face pinked with marks that scream I want this. And he’s moaning for each one—hands clutching your thighs like he’s scared you’ll vanish, like he’s trying to burn your shape into his memory.
“P-please,” he whines, eyes rolling back just a little, “please, don’t stop, keep going—fuck—”
You realize then you’re grinding into him rhythmically, like your body figured out what it needed long before your brain caught up. Your panties are soaked, dress bunched above your hips, and his cock—hard, thick, fucking twitching—presses up against you in the most delicious way.
And god, the sight of him?
He’s ruined.
His hair’s a mess, his shirt wrinkled like it’s been gripped and yanked—by you—his face flushed, eyes glazed over, lips parted like he’s seconds from begging with tears in his lashes. He looks like a man hanging on by a thread, and you’re the one holding the scissors.
Your hand finds his throat. Not to squeeze—just to touch, trying to own. Your fingers brush that frantic little pulse at the base of his neck, and Jake gasps—one of those sharp, gut-punched sounds—and tilts his head back without hesitation, baring himself like he’s got no shame left. And maybe he doesn’t.
Your thighs clench around him, hips still grinding slow and firm, your smile turning downright predatory now, because fuck, this man is beautiful like this. Ruined, desperate, and utterly yours.
And the sickest part? The part that makes heat pool in your stomach and twist behind your ribs like fire licking up your spine?
He’s smiling too. Like he’s finally found where he belongs.
You're straddling the line of a terrible mistake, and you know it. Jake Sim—your boss—is now lifting you as your legs close around him, carrying you through his room, to his bed, just to kneel between your thighs like a worshipper at the altar, and somehow, you’re the one in control. Not because you should be. Because he needs you, he wants you to be.
His lips brush your ankle, soft and trembling like he’s afraid you’ll pull away. His kiss isn't a declaration—it’s a plea. And you let him. You let him, because deep down, you've always known Jake didn’t want a woman who waited for his command—he wanted one who would ruin him.
You cock your head, letting the silence stretch. “So that’s what you like, Mr. Sim?” The mockery in your tone is gentle, like silk hiding a knife. ��You want to be punished? Humiliated?”
His body jerks. Visibly. Shamefully. He nods, almost moaning from the idea of it. The sound is broken, needy, and completely unfiltered. He nods—frantic. Eyes wide, pupils blown, gorgeous lips parted like he’s about to confess something filthy and forbidden.
“Undress.” you order, and the sight of this grown man stumbling on unbuttoning and getting out of his pants is the cutest shit you ever saw suddenly.
You lift your heel to his cheek when he knelt back—still tender, pink from earlier—and drag the sharp arch of it down his throat, tracing the vein pulsing beneath skin. He doesn’t recoil. He leans into it, breathless. Then, with a shift of your leg, you press the sole of your shoe directly against his chest and push. Hard.
He gasps, then groans—like he wants to beg but can’t choose between pain and praise.
“You like that?” you murmur, increasing the pressure.
“Yes—fuck, yes,” he pants, squirming under your foot. “Don’t stop. Please…”
Your gaze drops to the dark patch blooming at the front of his boxers. Pre-cum stains the cotton, making it cling to every thick vein and curve of his cock. He’s twitching—throbbing—with desperation. It’s obscene, really. You haven’t even touched him, not really, and he’s already soaked like a teenager with a forbidden crush.
"God," you exhale, voice thick with amusement. "You’re soaking through for me, aren’t you, Jake?"
He chokes on a moan. The sound is pitiful. His hips jerk against the heel of your foot like he’s hoping for just enough friction to make him cum like a dog. And when he starts to kiss your leg—soft, reverent kisses that trail from your ankle to your thigh—you freeze him with a single word.
“Stop.”
He stiffens instantly. His face—red—jerks up, guilt shining in his eyes. You don’t say anything at first. Just stare at him. Let him writhe in the silence.
“Take my shoes off. Now.”
He obeys immediately—scrambling like a man whose life depends on it. Kissing the strap, whispering apologies as he unbuckles each heel. His fingers shake the whole time. You can practically feel how hard he is without looking.
Once bare, you remove your panty, spreading those legs, letting him see exactly what he’s begging for. His eyes darken instantly. Mouth falls open. He looks ruined already—and you haven’t even let him taste.
“Eyes on me, Jake.”
Fuck keep using his name. He loves it.
He nods slowly, almost reverent, eying you and your cunt like he couldn’t choose who gave the orders. His hands ghost up your thighs—asking silently, needing permission like his life depends on your mercy. You don’t grant it, but don’t stop him either. You just watch as his fingers reach closer and closer producing that electric feeling, till he reaches your folds, his breath catches audibly.
Fuck, You’re soaked. His eyes flutter shut, like the sight alone sends him reeling. But the second his fingertips twitch forward—
“No fingers,” you say.
He freezes. His voice is nearly a whimper. “C-can I use my mouth?”
You pause, mischievous. Tilt your head like you’re thinking about it. Like the wet heat of your pussy throbbing for him isn’t already an answer enough.
“You can try. But you stop when I say. Understood?”
“Yes. Anything.”
And then he dives in. There’s no finesse. No gentle buildup. Just hunger. Jake eats you like a man starved, no like a freaking golden retriever—face buried between your legs, licking and sucking like every inch of your pussy is holy and he’s dying for it. His moans vibrate against your clit, tongue sliding in messy, frantic circles, sloppy and chaotic like he can’t think straight.
He’s a total mess, with like, no experience. And it’s perfect.
“You’re terrible at this,” you mutter, thighs trembling and back arching despite the insult. “Is this how you always eat pussy, Jake? Like some starved dog?”
The moan he lets out is devastating. Deep, guttural. He shoves his tongue into you like he’s trying to answer with action, not words. You curse, “fuck, FUCK !” His big nose grinds against your clit with every thrust, and the heat building inside you is blistering.
Then he breaks the rhythm—again. Too desperate. Too frantic, trying to breathe a bit. And you almost came by being denied. You want him in you. Now.
“Jake—stop.”
But he doesn’t.
He wraps his arms around your thighs, locks you in place, and devours you some more. His hips are literally fucking helplessly into nothing but thick air. His mouth chants his devotion, tongue trembling from the effort as he fucks you with it, drowning in your slick.
And your orgasm hits you like a thunderclap—sudden, violent, raw. You cry out, thighs squeezing around his head suffocating him, voice cracking on his name like a command and a curse all at once.
"Stop! Jake! Fuck!"
He doesn’t. He moans against your cunt like he’s proud of breaking you, lips and chin soaked, tongue still lapping at the mess you made for him.
You shove him back with a kick—heart still thundering. He looks up at you, dazed and smiling like a boy who just won the lottery. His face is wrecked. Hair a mess. Cock visibly leaking like he might’ve come just a little from tasting you.
You grab him by the back of his hair, yanking his head up, your lips cruel inches from his.
“You didn’t listen, Jake.”
He winces. Nods. But his cock twitches. He freaking loves this.
“I told you to stop,” you say, voice hot, “You didn’t, so…” You smile slowly and mercilessly. “You don’t get to come.”
His face crumples. “What? Please—please, I just wanted to make you feel good—”
You lean in, let your lips brush his.
“No. Good night Jake.”
Jake looks pathetic. Absolutely wrecked, lips swollen, cheeks flushed like he’s run a marathon instead of just begging to come. His hand darts out, trembling like he’s on the verge of cardiac arrest, and he wraps his finger around your wrist.
“Don’t go,” he whispers, voice shredded. “You don’t have to touch me. Just… stay. Please. I won’t ask for anything.”
Right. Because that’s worked so well for him so far.
You glance down. He’s sprawled out like a cautionary tale—cock twitching uselessly, leaking against the waistband of his briefs. His hair is damp and curling at the edges, eyes wide and wet. And, God, the way it turns you on should be illegal in at least five states.
You sigh. It’s performative, but you let it be. “Fine,” you mutter. “But I’m showering first.”
“I’ll do it,” he blurts. Too fast and desperate. “I-I’ll wash you. Please.”
You should say no. You should. But instead, you tilt your head, curious. Maybe it’s the power trip still humming in your bloodstream. Maybe you just want to see how far he’ll go. So you let him follow.
You undress—slow, deliberate, aware of every inch of skin as it’s revealed. You’re not shy, not really, but there’s something oddly fragile about it. Like this version of you—this one he sees—is a new animal altogether. Jake touches you with his desperate eyes. He watches, jaw slack, eyes like you’re the first woman he ever saw.
In the water, he’s reverent and very careful. Lathers your shoulders, your back, your gorgeous breast. His hands shake when they reach your thighs. But he never slips. Never tries. Not where you ache. Not where he’s dying to be.
It's sick, how good that makes you feel. And it pleases him like nothing else to see you like that, breathing heavily at every touch. Holding onto the bathtub when his hand slides down your thigh.
When it’s over, sadly, he helps you into a robe. Like some kind of tragic gentleman. But his cock—still hard, still untouched—presses against your ass as he wraps the fabric around you. Just for a second. Just enough.
You don’t flinch,don’t comment, cause of course you’re dying to have it in you right now. But of course, he panics.
“Fuck, I’m sorry—I didn’t mean—”
“Does it hurt?” you ask, voice flat, pretending you don’t really care. Jake nods into your shoulder like a punished schoolboy. “It’ll die anyway,” he mutters.
Spoiler alert : it did not. After shower, in his new briefs, he’s doing a poor job hiding just how painfully alive he still is. He crawls into bed next to you, still like this. He doesn’t try anything, doesn’t speak. Just folds himself against your side, forehead to your belly, arms wrapped around you like you’re some human security blanket. You card your fingers through his hair, lazy, soothing. Like he’s a dog you’re rewarding for good behavior.
“I love this,” he whispers, voice raw, earnest. “I love being under you…”
You don’t respond right away, you just keep stroking. Letting the silence stretch. Then, finally you speak : “I guess this makes us dom and sub now, huh?”
His head snaps up. Eyes huge. Like you’ve just freaking proposed to him. “Y-yes! I mean—only if you allow it. If that’s what you want.”
You look at him. Really look. This man—flushed, panting, cock caged and aching—would probably crawl across glass if you asked right now. And he always felt… Different. So…
“Yeah…” you say slowly. “But I’m not… Like… very… experienced, you know ?”
He lights up like a fucking Christmas tree. “Believe me,” he says, “you really, really are a natural.”
And that's how it started. The very next day you woke up like being a dom was a task on your to-do list. You made sure to tell Jake that nothing would happen until you were prepared. And “prepared” had its own definition for you. You documented, watched a lot of porn and blogs about it, visited shops after specialised shops to buy some accessories. For you it was serious, or at least you wanted it to prove to him you where. But three days became a week. And a week two, clueless of how pant up Jake was, waiting, observing you from so close but not even sparing him a glance. Until he booked a meeting with you. a five minute before hour. It almost made me laugh. How many grammar faults he made and how the hour was strangely badly chosen. still you clicked on “accept”, and added a comment :
Be prepared. It’s gonna be the real thing. 🕗
And that night when you enter his office, Jake is on his knees.
Literally. Hands clutching his thighs like his own body might betray him at any second, head bowed low. You pause at the door, heels clicking against polished tile, and glance behind you—because what if it wasn’t you standing there? What if some clueless intern wandered into this fever dream instead?
It’s almost tragic how far gone he is. Almost...
He hasn't even looked up. Poor baby’s probably been like this for twenty minutes, edging himself in anticipation alone. All because you told him this meeting would be the real deal. That today would be official. He must’ve short-circuited from the promise alone.
Well, time to step into your role.
You close the door gently behind you. The satisfying click echoes like a gunshot in the quiet office. Your black dress is obscene — tight enough to leave nothing to the imagination, short enough to start a scandal, and paired with the same high heels he once moaned into as he kissed each pointed toe like a prayer.
and Jake? He’s visibly hard from the sound of your footsteps alone.
You walk toward him, and his thighs tense at the sight. He doesn't dare look up. Doesn’t need to. He knows who it is. You crouch down beside him, slow, calculated, a predator humoring her prey. Your fingers thread through his hair and gently pat.
“Good boy.”
He whimpers. Actually whimpers. You smirk when you feel the full hardness beneath his slacks with your hand..
“Pathetic,” you murmur, clicking your tongue in his ear. “Getting hard just from the sound of my heels?”
“I’m sorry…”
Your voice drops. “Are you in your right mind, Mister Sim? Should we reschedule this meeting for a time when you’ve got some self-control?”
“No, no, no—I-I’ll behave, I promise,” he rushes out.
You laugh, soft and dangerous. “Come here.”
You stride to his desk—his desk—and make yourself at home in the chair he usually owns like a throne. Now, It’s yours. He stands, hesitant, and when he sees you sitting there, legs crossed, perfectly composed—his expression crumples with want. Fuck he wants to crawl to you directly under the desk to serve you, but he walks and sit in front of you.
You reach into your branded bag and produce a thin stack of papers and two small boxes.
Back to business.
“Here’s the contract,” you say, voice clipped and professional, like this is just another quarterly strategy meeting. “I marked everything I’m willing to do or try in blue. You’ll go through it, mark your interests in green, and we’ll see where we align. I’ve included safeword options, conditionals, limits... all the usual.”
He blinks at the paper like it’s his acceptance letter into heaven. He takes it, reverent, then actually starts reading — not just flipping through, but really absorbing it. You watch his mouth part slightly at the sight of all your “X”s. Fuck keep it together, you need to look cool.
Bondage:Leash and collar – X. Gag – X. Cuffs – X. Genital cage and toys– X.
Impact and Sensation Play:Biting. Hair pulling. Slapping. Sensory deprivation. Asphyxiation. All X. All yes.
And when he skims to the intimacy section, his whole posture shifts — hips twitch, breath hitches. Unprotected sex. Orgasm. Kissing. Fluids. All marked. You didn’t even flinch.
But the part that breaks him? The "I want to feel like..." and "I don’t want..." pages. You were for real. Letting him feel vulnerable out in clear, responsible terms. The aftercare checklist is long, thoughtful, even tender.
It’s the final confirmation: you didn’t do this on a whim. You mean it. You want him. Like this. His eyes shimmer slightly. Your boss. On the edge of crying from a form. Then he hesitates shyly. Circles two spots you left uncrossed.
You lift a brow as he gives back the form for you to consider.
“Golden shower and Exhibition “ you sight “I’m… not sure… But we can discuss it later.” you admit.
“That’s okay,” he replies too fast, nodding like a bobblehead on a bumpy ride. “That’s—totally fine.”
You hand him the smaller of the two boxes.
He opens it. A sleek, delicate pair of glasses. Not prescription. Just a look — something dignified, calm, an elegant reminder of his submission. “You wear those when you’re mine,” you say. opening the second box, “The collar’s only for play. But the glasses? That’s the symbol for our daily life.”
He slides the glasses on immediately — no hesitation, no second thoughts. They sit perfectly on his face, softening the sharpness in his jaw, giving him the exact look you imagined: cute, obedient, and just a little wrecked.
“So… that means I’m yours now?” he asks, voice barely above a whisper, trembling with hope. It’s the kind of question you’ve already answered a thousand times without words by now, but you nod anyway — slow, steady, deliberate.
Pride blooms in your chest when his whole body slumps in relief.
He rises to his feet with shaky hands and then—without warning—sinks again. This time not to kneel, but to wrap both arms around your leg, hugging it with childlike desperation. And maybe it's the shortness of your dress. Maybe it’s just the way he clings, forehead resting against your thigh like it’s his new religion.
But when he shifts slightly… his face buries right against your heat. And you forgot one crucial detail.
No underwear.
You hear the shaky gasp he lets out when his lips brush against bare skin. Like the air’s been knocked out of him.
Then he’s groaning. Mouthing at you through the fabric, or lack thereof, completely unhinged, trying to kiss your cunt like a happy dog. His hands tighten on your hips. One thumb hooks the edge of your dress and tries to push it up like he has to see it—like looking might kill him but not looking is worse.
He moves back a little and what he does almost kills you from chock. He literally starts to act like a dog, tongue out, heavy breath. heavy leed begging eyes. his tongue licks your thighs, giving eyes to your cunt, sending the message.
“Let me give you pleasure mistress—” he pants like a dog, “I’ll be good.”
God, you want to. Your legs twitch with the effort to stay composed. But instead, your hand fists in his hair and tugs him back—not roughly, just enough.
“Drive me home. Now.”
The tension follows you too in the elevator. He takes your hand— this time with fingers laced with yours. As if the act alone might earn him another kind word. Halfway down, his head dips into the crook of your neck and stays there. You hear the shaky breath he takes, then another.
“You smell like... so good,” he mutters.
You scoff. “And you smell like desperation.”
He chuckles, but the sound dies in his throat when his arms wrap around you from behind— tight, possessive —and his hips press into you instinctively. Grinding a bit, even. Like he can’t help himself anymore, he wants you so bad.
“Jake,” you warn, as he jerks back.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I... Didn’t mean— I just—”
You don’t look at him, but your smirk is visible in the elevator’s reflection. He wants it so bad.
In his car, he speeds.Of course he does. Your legs are crossed in his passenger seat, the scent of you still thick in the air, and his hands tap on the wheel like he’s one red light away from losing his mind entirely.
“I'll gag you if you keep speeding.” The words drop just to tease him for your fun. And you don’t need to look to know his cock twitches.
“You’re still speeding, Jake.”
“I—”
“Keep going and you’re going to be punished for real, just telling...”
🕗
Jake's practically vibrating out of his skin the second you walk through the door.
Eyes locked on you like a dog waiting for the bell to ring, panting through his nose, fists clenched at his sides like if he doesn’t get your hands on him in the next thirty seconds, he might combust right there in your hallway.
And maybe he would. Maybe you should let him. Instead, you toss your bag to the side and kick your heels off without ceremony, not sparing him a glance. His cock’s already hard. You can see it straining under his slacks like it's got a heartbeat of its own.
Pathetic.
“Bedroom,” you say without looking. “Now.”
He scrambles. Actually stumbles. Nearly trips over the threshold like his legs aren’t working right — and you, patient thing that you are, grab him by the tie and spin him around so hard his back ends up smacking open the door of your room.
He gasps.
You don’t give him time to recover. One hand in his hair, the other squeezing his jaw until his mouth opens like instinct, and then you're kissing him like punishment — bite, tongue, zero softness. You bite his bottom lip until he whines, and it’s only then you really look at him.
Glasses crooked. Tie wrinkled. Pupils blown out like he’s five seconds away from begging.
You smile. Good.
“You said you’d behave,” you say, dragging the tie like a leash, walking him toward the bed like you’re guiding a fucking lamb to slaughter.
“I tried,” he pants, already flushed. “I—I swear, I tried. I Didn’t touch myself once. Not since last time. Not since” you grab his hard on, “—fuck—please—”
He’s babbling.
You shove him flat on the mattress and climb on top of him in one smooth motion, thighs framing his hips, your weight pressing down on his cock. He bucks up like a reflex. Dumb move. You slap his cheek — not hard, but enough.
He gasps. Blinks. Nods.
“Good boy,” you murmur, tone razor sharp. “Keep your hands to yourself or I’ll break them.”
He doesn’t even argue. Just melts. Spreads his arms out above his head like he wants to be tied down. So you do —his belt. You grab, and tie him up. His breathing’s already shaky, cock twitching where it presses against you. You lean down, letting your tits graze his face. His tongue sticks out like instinct, trying to lick, suck, anything— but you yank back. Now he can’t move.
“No.”
He whines. Actually whines. It’s disgusting.
“You wanna touch?” you ask, voice sweet and awful. “Want it?”
“Please,” he chokes. “Please, I’ll be good. Let me—fuck—let me leave marks, I want you bruised, I want to fucking bite you—”
You laugh, throwing your head back. “You?” you mock, grinding down against his cock. “You can barely speak without begging. You think you’re gonna do anything without my permission?”
He moans. Loud. His cock twitches violently under you, and you can see the panic settle in his eyes. He’s close. Way too fucking close.
“Haven’t even fucked you yet,” you whisper, dragging your nails down his chest. “And you’re already about to cum like a virgin on prom night.”
“I—fuck, I can’t help it—please, if you slow down—just a second—”
You plant your knees on either side of his head and sit on his face. He cries out with a smile on his face— muffled, frantic — and latches on like he’s starving. His tongue is wild, sloppy, more desperation than technique, and you grind against his mouth like it’s yours — because it is.
“This is where you belong,” you groan, hips rolling. “Under me. Crying. Leaking. Useless unless I’m using you.”
He moans, so loud it vibrates through your whole body. His cock? Red and angry and twitching untouched. He thrusts into the air, desperate for friction, and you just press down harder on his face. He chokes. It’s beautiful.
You ride his tongue until he’s crying and slows down.
Then you finally slide off, and he gasps like he’s coming up for air after drowning—because he was. His face is wrecked. His glasses are somewhere on top of his head. His mouth’s slick with spit and slick and somehow pride. His chest heaves.
You grab his face with your hand, waking him from his daze.
“Focus.”
He moans like you kissed him and you untie him.
“Collar,” you demand.
He fumbles for it with shaking hands, holding it out like a fucking offering, like you’re a god he’s trying to appease. “C-can you put it on me ?”
You snap it around his throat without ceremony. He shivers.
“Good. Now lie back and don’t move.”
You climb up, pull your dress over your head, bare and wet and glowing, and he’s practically crying just from looking.
His cock leaks like it’s apologizing. You press your foot down — slow, cruel — on his cock and balls, and he howls.
“W-wait—please—don’t—if you—if you keep doing that, I’ll—I’ll cum—!”
You press harder.
“Don’t,” you whisper. “Don’t you fucking dare. Not until I tell you.”
“I’m trying—fuck—I’m trying—”
You lean in — breath warm against his ear, one hand wrapped around his throat, firm but teasing, just enough to make him shiver.
“You’re lucky I don’t blindfold you, tie you up, and edge you for a fucking week,” you whisper, slow and mean. “No cumming. No touching. Just my voice in your ear while I whip you until you cry for it.”
He whimpers. It’s not even a sound anymore — just breath and broken vowels. His eyes roll back, his cock leaking like it’s begging to be used, untouched and pulsing like it could burst if you so much as looked at it too long.
You spit in your palm, rub yourself raw until you’re soaking, then sink down in one brutal drop.
He screams.
Not a moan. A scream. The sound punches out of him like you knocked the wind from his lungs.
And then you ride.
Hard. Fast. Messy. Punishing. Like you’re trying to fuck him into the mattress. Like your orgasm is more important than his survival. His hands are useless — clawing at the sheets, at the air, at nothing — because you haven’t let him touch you, and he knows better than to break that rule now.
He’s moaning too loud. Too desperate. You slap a hand over his mouth just to muffle the chaos spilling from him. Your hips don’t stop — bouncing, rolling, dragging him to the edge with every ruthless grind. His cock’s buried so deep you can feel it in your gut, and the way he looks up at you — glassy-eyed, mouth stuffed full of your palm, pure reverence — it’s enough to send your stomach twisting.
And then it shifts. Something flips in the air. You catch yourself leaning in, just a little too close. You’re still in control — you always are — but something about the way he’s watching you now, fucked-out and worshipping, makes your rhythm falter. Just once.
Jake sees it. Of course he does.
You see the exact second he realizes: you’re falling, too.
And he fucking loves it.
He’s chasing your orgasm now like it’s the only thing that matters. Like if he gives it to you, maybe — just maybe — you’ll kiss him.
You don’t say it. Don’t ask for it. But he knows.
He flips you with shaky hands, your legs locked tight around his waist before you even land. He fucks into you like he’s losing his mind — sloppy, desperate thrusts, slamming into you like he needs you to feel it.
“I’m close— fuck— I want you to cum too—”
“Me too,” you gasp, wrecked and ragged. One hand slams against the headboard as the other claws at his back. “Harder— Jake, please—”
And he delivers.
His rhythm turns frantic, almost cruel. You’re a mess beneath him, crying out, moaning his name in broken syllables.
“C-can I stay inside?” he begs, barely able to speak. “Please— I— fuck—”
You nod, frantic. “Kiss me.”
And he does.
He dives in like he’s starving for it, lips crashing into yours, moaning into your mouth as he cums — thick, hot spurts, wave after wave, his hips stuttering through it, unable to stop. The kiss is wet, messy, all teeth and breath and desperation. His cock twitches inside you, still buried to the hilt, still pushing in shallow little thrusts that make you shake.
It’s too much. Too wet. Too hot. Too full.
And it tips you.
You cum on his cock with a strangled cry, nails digging into his arms, your mouth still on his, tasting him, gasping into him as your whole body tightens and then breaks.
But you don’t stop kissing. Not even then.
His lips stay on yours through the aftershocks. Sloppy, slow, still trembling. His head dips to your neck, mouthing at the skin, soft kisses, little groans as he licks at your pulse.
You twitch under him every time his mouth moves, still too sensitive. He hisses at the way your walls pulse around him even now.
“Was I good?” you ask, breathless.
He nods into your neck like a kid, voice hoarse, cracked. “Yes. You— You’re perfect. So fucking perfect for me.”
You grin. Can’t help it. Can’t hide it.
“So fucking perfect, huh?” you echo, teasing. And he kisses you again. And again. And again. Little kiss bombs, dotting your cheeks, your lips, your jaw — and you finally grab his face and still him.
Your smile twists into something darker.
“This is only the start,” you purr, your voice all breath and promise, panting into his mouth. “I have so many things I want to try.”
He nods — fast, frantic — like he needs it.
Like he wants to be wrecked. Used. Owned. And maybe, if he’s lucky — loved.
You’re going to give it to him. Every filthy, fucked-up fantasy.
Again. And again. And again.

Author’s Note: Finally here for the comeback, lol!! It took me so long to post this because I kept second-guessing if I really loved every part of it... But then I thought: just do it, fighting girl! 💪💗
@veilstqr — knowing you were waiting for it seriously helped me push through and finish it~ Hope I didn’t disappoint! Reblogs and thirsty little thoughts are always appreciated don’t be shy, I see everything~XOXO
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Power Play.
sub!boss Jake x Co-worker!dom reader
CONTENT ↠ nsfw! smut, sub Jake, dom/sub dynamics, dominant reader, needy sub Jake, strong depiction of fantasies, power play, sexual tension, worship kink, consensual power exchange, denial, servitude kink, head recieving, overstimulation, degradation play, slight violence, fluff (what should i say i'm still hella romantic in a way...)
WORDCOUNT ↠ 8k~ (didn't proof read the way i wanted...)
MDNI / Before you dive, read the warnings. don’t like it, don’t read.
Yours dearly, Lassie

Jake Sim is the human equivalent of a TED Talk on professionalism — all pressed suits, smiles, and PowerPoints that make managers almost tear up. Three months since his transfer from the overseas branch and the office still hasn’t recovered. They call him golden boy in the group chat — half-joke, half-worshiping honestly. Because, fuck, he’s too perfect. Too polite. The kind of guy who probably apologizes to doors after walking into them, and makes you forget he’s your boss.
And you? Poor you…You’ve been paired with him as his second in executive, which should've felt like a promotion. But didn’t even scratch the surface of your indifference. You didn’t need to sparkle like him to command attention. You’ve earned every inch of your place with blood, sleep deprivation, and the kind of ruthless efficiency that doesn’t beg for recognition. The office knew how you were : nice but ice-edged. They knew not to interrupt when you’re typing, not to hover near your desk unless summoned, and not to try you with weak jokes or wandering hands unless they’re craved the kind of career-ending evisceration you delivered to the last manager, as you buried him six feet under and salted the earth.
But still, interns loved you. You took good care of your team, made sure everyone was at ease, comfortable and heard in any situations. which bringed respect.
And Jake? Jake saw you long before you saw him.
First time was one of those insufferable corporate mixers, drowning in stale champagne and fake smiles, where you emerged across the room, wrapped in silk, fine jewelry and sharp liner. You were flawless that first time, you were impossible to ignore. And all the others too, actually.
You didn’t glance his way more than two to three times, and that cold distance only made you more magnetic, to Jake—the kind of woman who moves through rooms like no one deserves to know her but somewhat not mean. And Jake ended up eyes on you every other gathering, everytime a step further, a bit more small talk, a glass of champagne offered, his eyes fixed on your silhouette like it was a masterpiece he’d never be worthy enough to touch, let alone own.
Then that promotion opportunity came. So he transferred because he worshiped you, because you were the kind of woman who made him want to kneel, to be the loser he always wanted to be for his woman. For the impossible humiliating chance to breathe in your orbit every day, to stand beside you in meeting rooms pretending he’s your equal. But in his mind, you're not just his colleague. And he’s not even your superior. Oh babe, you're his goddamn sovereign. And he’s never felt more alive than when, in his thoughts, he’s kneeling, mouth open, waiting for commands you’ll never actually give.
He tried to act normal, pro, detached. But every clipped instruction from your lips feels like a test of endurance, every click of your heels across the floor a reminder. He watched : How you open his water bottle at meetings without sparing him a second glance, like he was a child. How you hand him reminders post-it like you’re feeding a dog out of habit, never cruelty—but never kindness either. It devastates him. Your effortless dominance. Your divine neglect. How you were a natural.
And it only got worse.
He started to make mistakes in your presence—every misplaced file, every stammered report, every too-long pause before answering your questions or request—was laced with intent. Because he wants you to be disappointed in him. He needs you to sigh, to call him out, to scold him with that glint in your eye that says you could gut him with a sentence if you wanted to.
In his dreams, you’re pulling him into his office by the tie, shoving him to his knees, using him like something cheap and temporary—like a thing. He imagines you telling him he’s beneath you, that he’s useful for nothing but kneeling. Most of the time, like three hours ago, he ended up beating his meat in a bathroom stall, panting and low moaning those fantasies, agreeing, sobbing, begging you to ruin him in front of the team, to make an example of him. He imagines you laughing as he licks you beneath your desk, sobbing because it’s not enough.
But none of that ever happens.
Because in reality, Jake is a coward. A gorgeous, trembling, painfully nice coward who sits quietly, worshiping you with slight glances, calling it professionalism. Hoping—foolishly—that one day, you’ll notice him not as a coworker, not as a man, but as the thing he wants to be: your property. Your toy.
So Jake found himself lucky to get to travel with you in the name of the company, even if it’s more like you got to travel with him.
You’ve always had a thing for rooftop dinners. Velvet skies, free-flowing wine, fairy lights strung above your head like some Pinterest board fever dream. You’re halfway through a glass of red you can’t pronounce, listening to a group of executives over-intellectualize Shark Tank, when you realize Jake’s gone.
Not that you noticed right away. You were too busy being charmed by some VP with a Rolex and too much cologne. But on the way to the restroom, your steps slow.
There—by the bar your ex-manager stands. The one who should’ve been fired, but instead got quietly "transferred"l. He’s hunched over a whiskey glass, already too loud for the setting, and—of course—he’s found Jake. And Jake’s just… sitting there. Letting it happen. You don’t catch the whole thing, but what you do hear lands like a slap.
“She’s cold, huh? Don’t take it personal, new guy. That bitch just needs a firm hand. Or maybe some good dick to set her straight.”
Classy.
You’re not fragile. You’ve sat through worse. But the worst part isn’t him. It’s Jake. Jake—who’s supposed to be different. Jake, who’s tilting his head like he’s actually considering it. Your heart doesn’t break. It just…
Lowers its expectations. Because of course. Of course the one man you thought might actually get it—the one who made fumbling attempts to earn your respect instead of demanding it, and the one who seemed like he worked as hard as you did to get where he was—turns out to be made of the same recycled garbage as the rest.
You almost walk away. Almost. When Jake moves. Your ex-manager lifts his glass for a toast to misogyny, and Jake spills it all over him. Deliberately.
No apology. No more honorifics. He just, like that, made the golden boy vanish.
“Let me tell you something, you piece of shit,” he says, voice flat.
“She’s one of the most capable, intelligent, and dedicated professionals I’ve ever met. If you think she owes you warmth just for existing in her line of sight, maybe that’s why you’re no longer her superior. Or anyone’s, really.”
And suddenly, the bar quiets a bit.
“God forbid a woman doesn't tolerate bullshit. She’s earned more than the team’s respect. She’s earned admiration. Mine. And the higher-ups’, too. So here’s some advice: next time you think about speaking her name, do us all a favor and don’t.”
Your ex-manager, predictably puffs up like a drunk peacock about to throw a punch.
That’s your cue. You stride over, grab Jake by the wrist, and step between them. Not for Jake. Not even for the ex. But for you. Because you’re done letting men discuss your worth like it’s a goddamn cocktail special.
“You’re going to shut your fucking mouth.”
It leaves your lips like a knife thrown with perfect aim—smooth, deadly, no hesitation.
“No one here wants to hear the rot that curdles in whatever’s left of your brain.”
He blinks. “You—” Stunned. Good. Let him choke on it. He always feared you a little, but now? Now that he’s been stripped of rank, status, relevance? Now that he’s nothing but a cautionary tale with a half-empty drink? He’s pathetic. And god, it suits him.
So you smile, slow and cruel, like you’re savoring it.
Because you are.
“Your career didn’t end because women stopped smiling. It ended because you couldn’t keep your dick zipped and your mouth shut. And now look at you—bitter, balding, washed-up in a suit that screams clearance rack. Shit, I’d feel bad for your wife if I didn’t know she was already contemplating divorce papers.”
You step closer, watching his throat bob like he’s trying to swallow the truth—but it sticks.
“How about I send her your HR file?” you murmur, voice dropping low and poisonous. “Maybe she’d enjoy seeing the long list of every intern you've “mentored”. Wouldn’t your kids just love knowing daddy’s a predator with a pattern?”
He doesn’t say a word. He doesn’t have to. His face curdles, and that’s enough for you.
You turn, already done with him, gripping Jake’s wrist like an afterthought—like he’s yours to take with you. And he lets you. Doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t question. He just follows, eyes wide, mouth slightly open, dragged up to your rooms’ floor like a kid being led to bed.
Once the elevator dings and you’re back on solid carpet, you realize: you’re still holding onto him. Tightly. Nails half-embedded into his skin.
You drop his hand like it burned you. “Shit—I didn’t mean to grip that hard. Sorry—”
And then he whimpers.
A real, breathy, aching sound that does not belong to a man sober in thought. His hand is trembling, but it’s not from the pain. No. You think that’s Jake’s flushed. His eyes are glassy; his lips parted like he’s seconds from begging; and he’s not hearing a word you’re saying.
Actually, he’s still stuck in the bar, at that moment. Still reeling from the version of you that stepped in, grabbed him strongly. The version that protected him while threatening to ruin someone else.
And fuck, he liked it.
He could fall to his knees right here, in the hallway, under the hum of those fancy hotel lights, in front of the security cameras, the staff or any stranger possibly walking by from their own room—and he wouldn’t care. He’s hard. Pulsing through his slacks. You can see it. Can you ? Fuck he hopes you can’t.
He’s too drunk… Past his limit for sure, since he never really drinks. But this isn't just alcohol.
This is you.
“Mr. Sim?” You call for him again, in his daze.
Why the hell are you so pretty tonight ? And why’re your nails so clean? Why do they gleam under the light like they were made for him to fidget with ? To leave marks on his back? On his throat?
He's a man standing on the edge of fantasy, and you—well, you’re just standing there, breathing, and it’s too much.
“Mr… Jake?”
His eyes dart.
“S-sorry, have a good night, m-miss.” He stammers it out, then bolts like he’s escaping a fire. Or running from a wet dream that got too real.
And you just stand there. Stunned. What the hell was that?
🕗
You’d showered. Paced. Changed into something softer—something that didn’t scream professional, but still whispered respectable enough to knock on your boss’s door past midnight.
And now, here you stood in front of Room 707 with a travel-sized first aid kit and a mind spiraling in loops.
You told yourself this was about the wrist. About decency. About clearing the weird air that was left behind. Not about the way Jake’s eyes had clung to you like you were divine retribution in heels. Not about the ache under your ribs every time you replayed the way he stood up for you like it meant something.
Nope. Definitely about the wrist.
You knocked—firmly, like you weren’t praying he didn’t answer. But of course, he did.
And god help you.
Jake’s shirt : rumpled, sleeves : shoved to his elbows, no tie, no belt, just that top button undone like a tease. He looked half-finished or half-undressed. Either way, your brain short-circuited for a half-second too long.
“Hey,” you said, lifting the kit like a peace offering. “Thought I’d fix your wrist. Since I mauled you earlier.”
He didn’t say anything, just smiled softly and nodded before stepping aside to invite you.
Inside, it felt strange—quiet, warm, domestic in a way that shouldn’t have felt intimate but absolutely did. Jake moved around like he was trying to impress you in silence: fluffing the cushions, adjusting the lights, even pouring you water like it mattered, with that cute stressed expression.
You sat. He sat closer. And you started dabbing the ointment gently on the red welts your nails left behind.
“Sorry again,” you murmured. “Didn’t mean to dig in that hard.”
Jake just hummed, with the softest voice, almost a moan. Like the pain was holy now.
Then he asked, barely louder than a breath:
“You okay?”
And somehow, that cracked it all open.
You didn’t mean to spill. But it poured out anyway. Every time your ex-manager had belittled you, laughed too loud at meetings, but still stolen your credit. Every time his eyes lingered too long. Every time you’d swallowed the rage, because you couldn’t afford to be seen as “too emotional” in a room full of mediocre men who failed upward.
Jake listened. Like, really listened. He’d heard some of it. But your version made him exhale like he couldn’t take it.
“I should’ve broken that asshole’s nose,” he muttered, low and taut.
You stilled. The words hit deeper than they should have. Not because of the violence, but because of the intent. Jake wasn’t trying to play savior. He was just... angry for you.
Your hand lingered on his wrist softer now. “Thank you. For earlier. For saying all that. I know I act like it’s whatever, but it... wasn’t.”
Jake’s eyes stayed on you like you were speaking scripture.
“You don’t have to explain yourself,” he said. “I saw the kind of woman you are from day one. You’re smart. You don’t kiss ass. Guys like him can’t handle that. Because they don’t have the vocabulary for powerful.”
Something tugged tight in your chest. And lower. Warmer.
“I really should’ve punched him,” Jake said again, more to himself now. “No man like that deserves to say your name.”
You let out a laugh—one that tasted like relief.
“Honestly? I should’ve done it. Slapped him. Right in the face. Just once. Not even for like, feminism or justice or anything—just for me, for the satisfaction.”
You were smirking before you even realized it. Jake was grinning too, loose and genuine, like this moment was undoing all the knots inside him and you. Then something flickered behind his eyes. A wild idea taking root.
“How… How about you try it.” he said.
You blinked. “What?”
“Slap me,” he said, voice light but firm. “Come on. Let it out.” He smacked his own cheek lightly, then grinned at you like a lunatic.
Your jaw dropped. “Mr. Sim—”
“You’ll feel better.”
His cheek was pink now. His eyes dared you.
And your hand... your hand actually rose, by instinct. You stopped halfway. Fist clenched, nails digging into your palm. What the fuck were the two of you doing? Was it the adrenaline? The leftover fury? The wine? The way Jake looked at you like you were both priest and punishment? Either way, your heart pounded. Your hand hovered. Very much tempted, but terrified. And Jake just sat there, unblinking. Waiting for you. No, begging for it.
Jake’s hand wraps around yours like it’s his first taste of something forbidden—gently, reverently, like he’s convinced himself your fingers are a gift he doesn’t deserve but still needs to worship. He doesn’t just hold your hand. No—he kisses it softly, unfolds it, spreads your palm. His voice, when it comes, is low, breathless, and so fucking sincere it borders on stupid.
“It’s okay,” he murmurs, pressing your open hand to his cheek like some sacrificial lamb ready to be offered up. “I don’t mind. Say what you want. Slap me how you want. Curse me. Pretend I’m him—I’ll take it. I’ll be him, just this once. For you.”
And god help you—something about the way he says it, all shaky and soft-spoken, makes your jaw tighten and your thighs twitch. Because of course he’d say that. Of course Jake fucking Sim would offer himself up like a stand-in for your trauma with bedroom eyes.
You hesitate for a second, because sanity demands you to—but then your palm lifts and falls.
The first slap is light, really. Nothing to write home about. But the way Jake shivers under it? The way his breath stutters and his eyes flutter half-lidded like you just whispered something obscene directly into his bloodstream? That reaction alone makes something dangerous spark inside you.
And when you laugh—half from nerves, half from the ridiculousness of the whole thing—he laughs too, like he’s high off the sound. Like you just gave him a hit of something addictive.
“You’re a pathetic coward,” you whisper, almost shy to curse him but the words feel good leaving your mouth, like steam venting from a pressure cooker.
SLAP.
“You ever do your own work? Or just ride other people’s backs while jerking off to the sound of your own voice?”
SLAP.
“Useless piece of shit—god, you couldn’t lead a fucking team of toddlers without crying.”
SLAP.
Jake’s mouth parts like he’s drowning and your voice is air. His hips twitch beneath you, subtle but undeniable, a reflex he can’t hide anymore.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers, like a prayer with cracked knees. “I’m… I’m sorry.” The way he says it—shaky, shame-drenched, utterly sincere—does something awful to your insides. Your cunt clenches around nothing
“Sorry?” you echo, voice rising just enough to cut the air like silk pulled taut. “You think that’s gonna cut it, you filthy little fuck?”
SLAP.
“Yes!” Jake gasps, and his voice is so wrecked, so gone, it nearly makes you moan. “Yes—I’m sorry!”
And then suddenly—without any warning—he pulls you on top of him, like his body just knows where you belong. You straddle him instinctively, the move so fluid it feels choreographed, and now you’re above him, your dress riding up your thighs, your weight grounding him to reality like some punishing fever dream.
The couch creaks a bit under you, but neither of you care. Jake lies back like an offering, eyes half-lidded and lip trembling, hips pressing up in slow, helpless thrusts like he’s trying to fuck through his slacks and into your core without permission.
Every slap now lands with purpose, with rhythm, your palm stinging and his face pinked with marks that scream I want this. And he’s moaning for each one—hands clutching your thighs like he’s scared you’ll vanish, like he’s trying to burn your shape into his memory.
“P-please,” he whines, eyes rolling back just a little, “please, don’t stop, keep going—fuck—”
You realize then you’re grinding into him rhythmically, like your body figured out what it needed long before your brain caught up. Your panties are soaked, dress bunched above your hips, and his cock—hard, thick, fucking twitching—presses up against you in the most delicious way.
And god, the sight of him?
He’s ruined.
His hair’s a mess, his shirt wrinkled like it’s been gripped and yanked—by you—his face flushed, eyes glazed over, lips parted like he’s seconds from begging with tears in his lashes. He looks like a man hanging on by a thread, and you’re the one holding the scissors.
Your hand finds his throat. Not to squeeze—just to touch, trying to own. Your fingers brush that frantic little pulse at the base of his neck, and Jake gasps—one of those sharp, gut-punched sounds—and tilts his head back without hesitation, baring himself like he’s got no shame left. And maybe he doesn’t.
Your thighs clench around him, hips still grinding slow and firm, your smile turning downright predatory now, because fuck, this man is beautiful like this. Ruined, desperate, and utterly yours.
And the sickest part? The part that makes heat pool in your stomach and twist behind your ribs like fire licking up your spine?
He’s smiling too. Like he’s finally found where he belongs.
You're straddling the line of a terrible mistake, and you know it. Jake Sim—your boss—is now lifting you as your legs close around him, carrying you through his room, to his bed, just to kneel between your thighs like a worshipper at the altar, and somehow, you’re the one in control. Not because you should be. Because he needs you, he wants you to be.
His lips brush your ankle, soft and trembling like he’s afraid you’ll pull away. His kiss isn't a declaration—it’s a plea. And you let him. You let him, because deep down, you've always known Jake didn’t want a woman who waited for his command—he wanted one who would ruin him.
You cock your head, letting the silence stretch. “So that’s what you like, Mr. Sim?” The mockery in your tone is gentle, like silk hiding a knife. “You want to be punished? Humiliated?”
His body jerks. Visibly. Shamefully. He nods, almost moaning from the idea of it. The sound is broken, needy, and completely unfiltered. He nods—frantic. Eyes wide, pupils blown, gorgeous lips parted like he’s about to confess something filthy and forbidden.
“Undress.” you order, and the sight of this grown man stumbling on unbuttoning and getting out of his pants is the cutest shit you ever saw suddenly.
You lift your heel to his cheek when he knelt back—still tender, pink from earlier—and drag the sharp arch of it down his throat, tracing the vein pulsing beneath skin. He doesn’t recoil. He leans into it, breathless. Then, with a shift of your leg, you press the sole of your shoe directly against his chest and push. Hard.
He gasps, then groans—like he wants to beg but can’t choose between pain and praise.
“You like that?” you murmur, increasing the pressure.
“Yes—fuck, yes,” he pants, squirming under your foot. “Don’t stop. Please…”
Your gaze drops to the dark patch blooming at the front of his boxers. Pre-cum stains the cotton, making it cling to every thick vein and curve of his cock. He’s twitching—throbbing—with desperation. It’s obscene, really. You haven’t even touched him, not really, and he’s already soaked like a teenager with a forbidden crush.
"God," you exhale, voice thick with amusement. "You’re soaking through for me, aren’t you, Jake?"
He chokes on a moan. The sound is pitiful. His hips jerk against the heel of your foot like he’s hoping for just enough friction to make him cum like a dog. And when he starts to kiss your leg—soft, reverent kisses that trail from your ankle to your thigh—you freeze him with a single word.
“Stop.”
He stiffens instantly. His face—red—jerks up, guilt shining in his eyes. You don’t say anything at first. Just stare at him. Let him writhe in the silence.
“Take my shoes off. Now.”
He obeys immediately—scrambling like a man whose life depends on it. Kissing the strap, whispering apologies as he unbuckles each heel. His fingers shake the whole time. You can practically feel how hard he is without looking.
Once bare, you remove your panty, spreading those legs, letting him see exactly what he’s begging for. His eyes darken instantly. Mouth falls open. He looks ruined already—and you haven’t even let him taste.
“Eyes on me, Jake.”
Fuck keep using his name. He loves it.
He nods slowly, almost reverent, eying you and your cunt like he couldn’t choose who gave the orders. His hands ghost up your thighs—asking silently, needing permission like his life depends on your mercy. You don’t grant it, but don’t stop him either. You just watch as his fingers reach closer and closer producing that electric feeling, till he reaches your folds, his breath catches audibly.
Fuck, You’re soaked. His eyes flutter shut, like the sight alone sends him reeling. But the second his fingertips twitch forward—
“No fingers,” you say.
He freezes. His voice is nearly a whimper. “C-can I use my mouth?”
You pause, mischievous. Tilt your head like you’re thinking about it. Like the wet heat of your pussy throbbing for him isn’t already an answer enough.
“You can try. But you stop when I say. Understood?”
“Yes. Anything.”
And then he dives in. There’s no finesse. No gentle buildup. Just hunger. Jake eats you like a man starved, no like a freaking golden retriever—face buried between your legs, licking and sucking like every inch of your pussy is holy and he’s dying for it. His moans vibrate against your clit, tongue sliding in messy, frantic circles, sloppy and chaotic like he can’t think straight.
He’s a total mess, with like, no experience. And it’s perfect.
“You’re terrible at this,” you mutter, thighs trembling and back arching despite the insult. “Is this how you always eat pussy, Jake? Like some starved dog?”
The moan he lets out is devastating. Deep, guttural. He shoves his tongue into you like he’s trying to answer with action, not words. You curse, “fuck, FUCK !” His big nose grinds against your clit with every thrust, and the heat building inside you is blistering.
Then he breaks the rhythm—again. Too desperate. Too frantic, trying to breathe a bit. And you almost came by being denied. You want him in you. Now.
“Jake—stop.”
But he doesn’t.
He wraps his arms around your thighs, locks you in place, and devours you some more. His hips are literally fucking helplessly into nothing but thick air. His mouth chants his devotion, tongue trembling from the effort as he fucks you with it, drowning in your slick.
And your orgasm hits you like a thunderclap—sudden, violent, raw. You cry out, thighs squeezing around his head suffocating him, voice cracking on his name like a command and a curse all at once.
"Stop! Jake! Fuck!"
He doesn’t. He moans against your cunt like he’s proud of breaking you, lips and chin soaked, tongue still lapping at the mess you made for him.
You shove him back with a kick—heart still thundering. He looks up at you, dazed and smiling like a boy who just won the lottery. His face is wrecked. Hair a mess. Cock visibly leaking like he might’ve come just a little from tasting you.
You grab him by the back of his hair, yanking his head up, your lips cruel inches from his.
“You didn’t listen, Jake.”
He winces. Nods. But his cock twitches. He freaking loves this.
“I told you to stop,” you say, voice hot, “You didn’t, so…” You smile slowly and mercilessly. “You don’t get to come.”
His face crumples. “What? Please—please, I just wanted to make you feel good—”
You lean in, let your lips brush his.
“No. Good night Jake.”
Jake looks pathetic. Absolutely wrecked, lips swollen, cheeks flushed like he’s run a marathon instead of just begging to come. His hand darts out, trembling like he’s on the verge of cardiac arrest, and he wraps his finger around your wrist.
“Don’t go,” he whispers, voice shredded. “You don’t have to touch me. Just… stay. Please. I won’t ask for anything.”
Right. Because that’s worked so well for him so far.
You glance down. He’s sprawled out like a cautionary tale—cock twitching uselessly, leaking against the waistband of his briefs. His hair is damp and curling at the edges, eyes wide and wet. And, God, the way it turns you on should be illegal in at least five states.
You sigh. It’s performative, but you let it be. “Fine,” you mutter. “But I’m showering first.”
“I’ll do it,” he blurts. Too fast and desperate. “I-I’ll wash you. Please.”
You should say no. You should. But instead, you tilt your head, curious. Maybe it’s the power trip still humming in your bloodstream. Maybe you just want to see how far he’ll go. So you let him follow.
You undress—slow, deliberate, aware of every inch of skin as it’s revealed. You’re not shy, not really, but there’s something oddly fragile about it. Like this version of you—this one he sees—is a new animal altogether. Jake touches you with his desperate eyes. He watches, jaw slack, eyes like you’re the first woman he ever saw.
In the water, he’s reverent and very careful. Lathers your shoulders, your back, your gorgeous breast. His hands shake when they reach your thighs. But he never slips. Never tries. Not where you ache. Not where he’s dying to be.
It's sick, how good that makes you feel. And it pleases him like nothing else to see you like that, breathing heavily at every touch. Holding onto the bathtub when his hand slides down your thigh.
When it’s over, sadly, he helps you into a robe. Like some kind of tragic gentleman. But his cock—still hard, still untouched—presses against your ass as he wraps the fabric around you. Just for a second. Just enough.
You don’t flinch,don’t comment, cause of course you’re dying to have it in you right now. But of course, he panics.
“Fuck, I’m sorry—I didn’t mean—”
“Does it hurt?” you ask, voice flat, pretending you don’t really care. Jake nods into your shoulder like a punished schoolboy. “It’ll die anyway,” he mutters.
Spoiler alert : it did not. After shower, in his new briefs, he’s doing a poor job hiding just how painfully alive he still is. He crawls into bed next to you, still like this. He doesn’t try anything, doesn’t speak. Just folds himself against your side, forehead to your belly, arms wrapped around you like you’re some human security blanket. You card your fingers through his hair, lazy, soothing. Like he’s a dog you’re rewarding for good behavior.
“I love this,” he whispers, voice raw, earnest. “I love being under you…”
You don’t respond right away, you just keep stroking. Letting the silence stretch. Then, finally you speak : “I guess this makes us dom and sub now, huh?”
His head snaps up. Eyes huge. Like you’ve just freaking proposed to him. “Y-yes! I mean—only if you allow it. If that’s what you want.”
You look at him. Really look. This man—flushed, panting, cock caged and aching—would probably crawl across glass if you asked right now. And he always felt… Different. So…
“Yeah…” you say slowly. “But I’m not… Like… very… experienced, you know ?”
He lights up like a fucking Christmas tree. “Believe me,” he says, “you really, really are a natural.”
And that's how it started. The very next day you woke up like being a dom was a task on your to-do list. You made sure to tell Jake that nothing would happen until you were prepared. And “prepared” had its own definition for you. You documented, watched a lot of porn and blogs about it, visited shops after specialised shops to buy some accessories. For you it was serious, or at least you wanted it to prove to him you where. But three days became a week. And a week two, clueless of how pant up Jake was, waiting, observing you from so close but not even sparing him a glance. Until he booked a meeting with you. a five minute before hour. It almost made me laugh. How many grammar faults he made and how the hour was strangely badly chosen. still you clicked on “accept”, and added a comment :
Be prepared. It’s gonna be the real thing. 🕗
And that night when you enter his office, Jake is on his knees.
Literally. Hands clutching his thighs like his own body might betray him at any second, head bowed low. You pause at the door, heels clicking against polished tile, and glance behind you—because what if it wasn’t you standing there? What if some clueless intern wandered into this fever dream instead?
It’s almost tragic how far gone he is. Almost...
He hasn't even looked up. Poor baby’s probably been like this for twenty minutes, edging himself in anticipation alone. All because you told him this meeting would be the real deal. That today would be official. He must’ve short-circuited from the promise alone.
Well, time to step into your role.
You close the door gently behind you. The satisfying click echoes like a gunshot in the quiet office. Your black dress is obscene — tight enough to leave nothing to the imagination, short enough to start a scandal, and paired with the same high heels he once moaned into as he kissed each pointed toe like a prayer.
and Jake? He’s visibly hard from the sound of your footsteps alone.
You walk toward him, and his thighs tense at the sight. He doesn't dare look up. Doesn’t need to. He knows who it is. You crouch down beside him, slow, calculated, a predator humoring her prey. Your fingers thread through his hair and gently pat.
“Good boy.”
He whimpers. Actually whimpers. You smirk when you feel the full hardness beneath his slacks with your hand..
“Pathetic,” you murmur, clicking your tongue in his ear. “Getting hard just from the sound of my heels?”
“I’m sorry…”
Your voice drops. “Are you in your right mind, Mister Sim? Should we reschedule this meeting for a time when you’ve got some self-control?”
“No, no, no—I-I’ll behave, I promise,” he rushes out.
You laugh, soft and dangerous. “Come here.”
You stride to his desk—his desk—and make yourself at home in the chair he usually owns like a throne. Now, It’s yours. He stands, hesitant, and when he sees you sitting there, legs crossed, perfectly composed—his expression crumples with want. Fuck he wants to crawl to you directly under the desk to serve you, but he walks and sit in front of you.
You reach into your branded bag and produce a thin stack of papers and two small boxes.
Back to business.
“Here’s the contract,” you say, voice clipped and professional, like this is just another quarterly strategy meeting. “I marked everything I’m willing to do or try in blue. You’ll go through it, mark your interests in green, and we’ll see where we align. I’ve included safeword options, conditionals, limits... all the usual.”
He blinks at the paper like it’s his acceptance letter into heaven. He takes it, reverent, then actually starts reading — not just flipping through, but really absorbing it. You watch his mouth part slightly at the sight of all your “X”s. Fuck keep it together, you need to look cool.
Bondage:Leash and collar – X. Gag – X. Cuffs – X. Genital cage and toys– X.
Impact and Sensation Play:Biting. Hair pulling. Slapping. Sensory deprivation. Asphyxiation. All X. All yes.
And when he skims to the intimacy section, his whole posture shifts — hips twitch, breath hitches. Unprotected sex. Orgasm. Kissing. Fluids. All marked. You didn’t even flinch.
But the part that breaks him? The "I want to feel like..." and "I don’t want..." pages. You were for real. Letting him feel vulnerable out in clear, responsible terms. The aftercare checklist is long, thoughtful, even tender.
It’s the final confirmation: you didn’t do this on a whim. You mean it. You want him. Like this. His eyes shimmer slightly. Your boss. On the edge of crying from a form. Then he hesitates shyly. Circles two spots you left uncrossed.
You lift a brow as he gives back the form for you to consider.
“Golden shower and Exhibition “ you sight “I’m… not sure… But we can discuss it later.” you admit.
“That’s okay,” he replies too fast, nodding like a bobblehead on a bumpy ride. “That’s—totally fine.”
You hand him the smaller of the two boxes.
He opens it. A sleek, delicate pair of glasses. Not prescription. Just a look — something dignified, calm, an elegant reminder of his submission. “You wear those when you’re mine,” you say. opening the second box, “The collar’s only for play. But the glasses? That’s the symbol for our daily life.”
He slides the glasses on immediately — no hesitation, no second thoughts. They sit perfectly on his face, softening the sharpness in his jaw, giving him the exact look you imagined: cute, obedient, and just a little wrecked.
“So… that means I’m yours now?” he asks, voice barely above a whisper, trembling with hope. It’s the kind of question you’ve already answered a thousand times without words by now, but you nod anyway — slow, steady, deliberate.
Pride blooms in your chest when his whole body slumps in relief.
He rises to his feet with shaky hands and then—without warning—sinks again. This time not to kneel, but to wrap both arms around your leg, hugging it with childlike desperation. And maybe it's the shortness of your dress. Maybe it’s just the way he clings, forehead resting against your thigh like it’s his new religion.
But when he shifts slightly… his face buries right against your heat. And you forgot one crucial detail.
No underwear.
You hear the shaky gasp he lets out when his lips brush against bare skin. Like the air’s been knocked out of him.
Then he’s groaning. Mouthing at you through the fabric, or lack thereof, completely unhinged, trying to kiss your cunt like a happy dog. His hands tighten on your hips. One thumb hooks the edge of your dress and tries to push it up like he has to see it—like looking might kill him but not looking is worse.
He moves back a little and what he does almost kills you from chock. He literally starts to act like a dog, tongue out, heavy breath. heavy leed begging eyes. his tongue licks your thighs, giving eyes to your cunt, sending the message.
“Let me give you pleasure mistress—” he pants like a dog, “I’ll be good.”
God, you want to. Your legs twitch with the effort to stay composed. But instead, your hand fists in his hair and tugs him back—not roughly, just enough.
“Drive me home. Now.”
The tension follows you too in the elevator. He takes your hand— this time with fingers laced with yours. As if the act alone might earn him another kind word. Halfway down, his head dips into the crook of your neck and stays there. You hear the shaky breath he takes, then another.
“You smell like... so good,” he mutters.
You scoff. “And you smell like desperation.”
He chuckles, but the sound dies in his throat when his arms wrap around you from behind— tight, possessive —and his hips press into you instinctively. Grinding a bit, even. Like he can’t help himself anymore, he wants you so bad.
“Jake,” you warn, as he jerks back.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I... Didn’t mean— I just—”
You don’t look at him, but your smirk is visible in the elevator’s reflection. He wants it so bad.
In his car, he speeds.Of course he does. Your legs are crossed in his passenger seat, the scent of you still thick in the air, and his hands tap on the wheel like he’s one red light away from losing his mind entirely.
“I'll gag you if you keep speeding.” The words drop just to tease him for your fun. And you don’t need to look to know his cock twitches.
“You’re still speeding, Jake.”
“I—”
“Keep going and you’re going to be punished for real, just telling...”
🕗
Jake's practically vibrating out of his skin the second you walk through the door.
Eyes locked on you like a dog waiting for the bell to ring, panting through his nose, fists clenched at his sides like if he doesn’t get your hands on him in the next thirty seconds, he might combust right there in your hallway.
And maybe he would. Maybe you should let him. Instead, you toss your bag to the side and kick your heels off without ceremony, not sparing him a glance. His cock’s already hard. You can see it straining under his slacks like it's got a heartbeat of its own.
Pathetic.
“Bedroom,” you say without looking. “Now.”
He scrambles. Actually stumbles. Nearly trips over the threshold like his legs aren’t working right — and you, patient thing that you are, grab him by the tie and spin him around so hard his back ends up smacking open the door of your room.
He gasps.
You don’t give him time to recover. One hand in his hair, the other squeezing his jaw until his mouth opens like instinct, and then you're kissing him like punishment — bite, tongue, zero softness. You bite his bottom lip until he whines, and it’s only then you really look at him.
Glasses crooked. Tie wrinkled. Pupils blown out like he’s five seconds away from begging.
You smile. Good.
“You said you’d behave,” you say, dragging the tie like a leash, walking him toward the bed like you’re guiding a fucking lamb to slaughter.
“I tried,” he pants, already flushed. “I—I swear, I tried. I Didn’t touch myself once. Not since last time. Not since” you grab his hard on, “—fuck—please—”
He’s babbling.
You shove him flat on the mattress and climb on top of him in one smooth motion, thighs framing his hips, your weight pressing down on his cock. He bucks up like a reflex. Dumb move. You slap his cheek — not hard, but enough.
He gasps. Blinks. Nods.
“Good boy,” you murmur, tone razor sharp. “Keep your hands to yourself or I’ll break them.”
He doesn’t even argue. Just melts. Spreads his arms out above his head like he wants to be tied down. So you do —his belt. You grab, and tie him up. His breathing’s already shaky, cock twitching where it presses against you. You lean down, letting your tits graze his face. His tongue sticks out like instinct, trying to lick, suck, anything— but you yank back. Now he can’t move.
“No.”
He whines. Actually whines. It’s disgusting.
“You wanna touch?” you ask, voice sweet and awful. “Want it?”
“Please,” he chokes. “Please, I’ll be good. Let me—fuck—let me leave marks, I want you bruised, I want to fucking bite you—”
You laugh, throwing your head back. “You?” you mock, grinding down against his cock. “You can barely speak without begging. You think you’re gonna do anything without my permission?”
He moans. Loud. His cock twitches violently under you, and you can see the panic settle in his eyes. He’s close. Way too fucking close.
“Haven’t even fucked you yet,” you whisper, dragging your nails down his chest. “And you’re already about to cum like a virgin on prom night.”
“I—fuck, I can’t help it—please, if you slow down—just a second—”
You plant your knees on either side of his head and sit on his face. He cries out with a smile on his face— muffled, frantic — and latches on like he’s starving. His tongue is wild, sloppy, more desperation than technique, and you grind against his mouth like it’s yours — because it is.
“This is where you belong,” you groan, hips rolling. “Under me. Crying. Leaking. Useless unless I’m using you.”
He moans, so loud it vibrates through your whole body. His cock? Red and angry and twitching untouched. He thrusts into the air, desperate for friction, and you just press down harder on his face. He chokes. It’s beautiful.
You ride his tongue until he’s crying and slows down.
Then you finally slide off, and he gasps like he’s coming up for air after drowning—because he was. His face is wrecked. His glasses are somewhere on top of his head. His mouth’s slick with spit and slick and somehow pride. His chest heaves.
You grab his face with your hand, waking him from his daze.
“Focus.”
He moans like you kissed him and you untie him.
“Collar,” you demand.
He fumbles for it with shaking hands, holding it out like a fucking offering, like you’re a god he’s trying to appease. “C-can you put it on me ?”
You snap it around his throat without ceremony. He shivers.
“Good. Now lie back and don’t move.”
You climb up, pull your dress over your head, bare and wet and glowing, and he’s practically crying just from looking.
His cock leaks like it’s apologizing. You press your foot down — slow, cruel — on his cock and balls, and he howls.
“W-wait—please—don’t—if you—if you keep doing that, I’ll—I’ll cum—!”
You press harder.
“Don’t,” you whisper. “Don’t you fucking dare. Not until I tell you.”
“I’m trying—fuck—I’m trying—”
You lean in — breath warm against his ear, one hand wrapped around his throat, firm but teasing, just enough to make him shiver.
“You’re lucky I don’t blindfold you, tie you up, and edge you for a fucking week,” you whisper, slow and mean. “No cumming. No touching. Just my voice in your ear while I whip you until you cry for it.”
He whimpers. It’s not even a sound anymore — just breath and broken vowels. His eyes roll back, his cock leaking like it’s begging to be used, untouched and pulsing like it could burst if you so much as looked at it too long.
You spit in your palm, rub yourself raw until you’re soaking, then sink down in one brutal drop.
He screams.
Not a moan. A scream. The sound punches out of him like you knocked the wind from his lungs.
And then you ride.
Hard. Fast. Messy. Punishing. Like you’re trying to fuck him into the mattress. Like your orgasm is more important than his survival. His hands are useless — clawing at the sheets, at the air, at nothing — because you haven’t let him touch you, and he knows better than to break that rule now.
He’s moaning too loud. Too desperate. You slap a hand over his mouth just to muffle the chaos spilling from him. Your hips don’t stop — bouncing, rolling, dragging him to the edge with every ruthless grind. His cock’s buried so deep you can feel it in your gut, and the way he looks up at you — glassy-eyed, mouth stuffed full of your palm, pure reverence — it’s enough to send your stomach twisting.
And then it shifts. Something flips in the air. You catch yourself leaning in, just a little too close. You’re still in control — you always are — but something about the way he’s watching you now, fucked-out and worshipping, makes your rhythm falter. Just once.
Jake sees it. Of course he does.
You see the exact second he realizes: you’re falling, too.
And he fucking loves it.
He’s chasing your orgasm now like it’s the only thing that matters. Like if he gives it to you, maybe — just maybe — you’ll kiss him.
You don’t say it. Don’t ask for it. But he knows.
He flips you with shaky hands, your legs locked tight around his waist before you even land. He fucks into you like he’s losing his mind — sloppy, desperate thrusts, slamming into you like he needs you to feel it.
“I’m close— fuck— I want you to cum too—”
“Me too,” you gasp, wrecked and ragged. One hand slams against the headboard as the other claws at his back. “Harder— Jake, please—”
And he delivers.
His rhythm turns frantic, almost cruel. You’re a mess beneath him, crying out, moaning his name in broken syllables.
“C-can I stay inside?” he begs, barely able to speak. “Please— I— fuck—”
You nod, frantic. “Kiss me.”
And he does.
He dives in like he’s starving for it, lips crashing into yours, moaning into your mouth as he cums — thick, hot spurts, wave after wave, his hips stuttering through it, unable to stop. The kiss is wet, messy, all teeth and breath and desperation. His cock twitches inside you, still buried to the hilt, still pushing in shallow little thrusts that make you shake.
It’s too much. Too wet. Too hot. Too full.
And it tips you.
You cum on his cock with a strangled cry, nails digging into his arms, your mouth still on his, tasting him, gasping into him as your whole body tightens and then breaks.
But you don’t stop kissing. Not even then.
His lips stay on yours through the aftershocks. Sloppy, slow, still trembling. His head dips to your neck, mouthing at the skin, soft kisses, little groans as he licks at your pulse.
You twitch under him every time his mouth moves, still too sensitive. He hisses at the way your walls pulse around him even now.
“Was I good?” you ask, breathless.
He nods into your neck like a kid, voice hoarse, cracked. “Yes. You— You’re perfect. So fucking perfect for me.”
You grin. Can’t help it. Can’t hide it.
“So fucking perfect, huh?” you echo, teasing. And he kisses you again. And again. And again. Little kiss bombs, dotting your cheeks, your lips, your jaw — and you finally grab his face and still him.
Your smile twists into something darker.
“This is only the start,” you purr, your voice all breath and promise, panting into his mouth. “I have so many things I want to try.”
He nods — fast, frantic — like he needs it.
Like he wants to be wrecked. Used. Owned. And maybe, if he’s lucky — loved.
You’re going to give it to him. Every filthy, fucked-up fantasy.
Again. And again. And again.

Author’s Note: Finally here for the comeback, lol!! It took me so long to post this because I kept second-guessing if I really loved every part of it... But then I thought: just do it, fighting girl! 💪💗
@veilstqr — knowing you were waiting for it seriously helped me push through and finish it~ Hope I didn’t disappoint! Reblogs and thirsty little thoughts are always appreciated don’t be shy, I see everything~XOXO
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Power Play.
sub!boss Jake x Co-worker!dom reader
CONTENT ↠ nsfw! smut, sub Jake, dom/sub dynamics, dominant reader, needy sub Jake, strong depiction of fantasies, power play, sexual tension, worship kink, consensual power exchange, denial, servitude kink, head recieving, overstimulation, degradation play, slight violence, fluff (what should i say i'm still hella romantic in a way...)
WORDCOUNT ↠ 8k~ (didn't proof read the way i wanted...)
MDNI / Before you dive, read the warnings. don’t like it, don’t read.
Yours dearly, Lassie

Jake Sim is the human equivalent of a TED Talk on professionalism — all pressed suits, smiles, and PowerPoints that make managers almost tear up. Three months since his transfer from the overseas branch and the office still hasn’t recovered. They call him golden boy in the group chat — half-joke, half-worshiping honestly. Because, fuck, he’s too perfect. Too polite. The kind of guy who probably apologizes to doors after walking into them, and makes you forget he’s your boss.
And you? Poor you…You’ve been paired with him as his second in executive, which should've felt like a promotion. But didn’t even scratch the surface of your indifference. You didn’t need to sparkle like him to command attention. You’ve earned every inch of your place with blood, sleep deprivation, and the kind of ruthless efficiency that doesn’t beg for recognition. The office knew how you were : nice but ice-edged. They knew not to interrupt when you’re typing, not to hover near your desk unless summoned, and not to try you with weak jokes or wandering hands unless they’re craved the kind of career-ending evisceration you delivered to the last manager, as you buried him six feet under and salted the earth.
But still, interns loved you. You took good care of your team, made sure everyone was at ease, comfortable and heard in any situations. which bringed respect.
And Jake? Jake saw you long before you saw him.
First time was one of those insufferable corporate mixers, drowning in stale champagne and fake smiles, where you emerged across the room, wrapped in silk, fine jewelry and sharp liner. You were flawless that first time, you were impossible to ignore. And all the others too, actually.
You didn’t glance his way more than two to three times, and that cold distance only made you more magnetic, to Jake—the kind of woman who moves through rooms like no one deserves to know her but somewhat not mean. And Jake ended up eyes on you every other gathering, everytime a step further, a bit more small talk, a glass of champagne offered, his eyes fixed on your silhouette like it was a masterpiece he’d never be worthy enough to touch, let alone own.
Then that promotion opportunity came. So he transferred because he worshiped you, because you were the kind of woman who made him want to kneel, to be the loser he always wanted to be for his woman. For the impossible humiliating chance to breathe in your orbit every day, to stand beside you in meeting rooms pretending he’s your equal. But in his mind, you're not just his colleague. And he’s not even your superior. Oh babe, you're his goddamn sovereign. And he’s never felt more alive than when, in his thoughts, he’s kneeling, mouth open, waiting for commands you’ll never actually give.
He tried to act normal, pro, detached. But every clipped instruction from your lips feels like a test of endurance, every click of your heels across the floor a reminder. He watched : How you open his water bottle at meetings without sparing him a second glance, like he was a child. How you hand him reminders post-it like you’re feeding a dog out of habit, never cruelty—but never kindness either. It devastates him. Your effortless dominance. Your divine neglect. How you were a natural.
And it only got worse.
He started to make mistakes in your presence—every misplaced file, every stammered report, every too-long pause before answering your questions or request—was laced with intent. Because he wants you to be disappointed in him. He needs you to sigh, to call him out, to scold him with that glint in your eye that says you could gut him with a sentence if you wanted to.
In his dreams, you’re pulling him into his office by the tie, shoving him to his knees, using him like something cheap and temporary—like a thing. He imagines you telling him he’s beneath you, that he’s useful for nothing but kneeling. Most of the time, like three hours ago, he ended up beating his meat in a bathroom stall, panting and low moaning those fantasies, agreeing, sobbing, begging you to ruin him in front of the team, to make an example of him. He imagines you laughing as he licks you beneath your desk, sobbing because it’s not enough.
But none of that ever happens.
Because in reality, Jake is a coward. A gorgeous, trembling, painfully nice coward who sits quietly, worshiping you with slight glances, calling it professionalism. Hoping—foolishly—that one day, you’ll notice him not as a coworker, not as a man, but as the thing he wants to be: your property. Your toy.
So Jake found himself lucky to get to travel with you in the name of the company, even if it’s more like you got to travel with him.
You’ve always had a thing for rooftop dinners. Velvet skies, free-flowing wine, fairy lights strung above your head like some Pinterest board fever dream. You’re halfway through a glass of red you can’t pronounce, listening to a group of executives over-intellectualize Shark Tank, when you realize Jake’s gone.
Not that you noticed right away. You were too busy being charmed by some VP with a Rolex and too much cologne. But on the way to the restroom, your steps slow.
There—by the bar your ex-manager stands. The one who should’ve been fired, but instead got quietly "transferred"l. He’s hunched over a whiskey glass, already too loud for the setting, and—of course—he’s found Jake. And Jake’s just… sitting there. Letting it happen. You don’t catch the whole thing, but what you do hear lands like a slap.
“She’s cold, huh? Don’t take it personal, new guy. That bitch just needs a firm hand. Or maybe some good dick to set her straight.”
Classy.
You’re not fragile. You’ve sat through worse. But the worst part isn’t him. It’s Jake. Jake—who’s supposed to be different. Jake, who’s tilting his head like he’s actually considering it. Your heart doesn’t break. It just…
Lowers its expectations. Because of course. Of course the one man you thought might actually get it—the one who made fumbling attempts to earn your respect instead of demanding it, and the one who seemed like he worked as hard as you did to get where he was—turns out to be made of the same recycled garbage as the rest.
You almost walk away. Almost. When Jake moves. Your ex-manager lifts his glass for a toast to misogyny, and Jake spills it all over him. Deliberately.
No apology. No more honorifics. He just, like that, made the golden boy vanish.
“Let me tell you something, you piece of shit,” he says, voice flat.
“She’s one of the most capable, intelligent, and dedicated professionals I’ve ever met. If you think she owes you warmth just for existing in her line of sight, maybe that’s why you’re no longer her superior. Or anyone’s, really.”
And suddenly, the bar quiets a bit.
“God forbid a woman doesn't tolerate bullshit. She’s earned more than the team’s respect. She’s earned admiration. Mine. And the higher-ups’, too. So here’s some advice: next time you think about speaking her name, do us all a favor and don’t.”
Your ex-manager, predictably puffs up like a drunk peacock about to throw a punch.
That’s your cue. You stride over, grab Jake by the wrist, and step between them. Not for Jake. Not even for the ex. But for you. Because you’re done letting men discuss your worth like it’s a goddamn cocktail special.
“You’re going to shut your fucking mouth.”
It leaves your lips like a knife thrown with perfect aim—smooth, deadly, no hesitation.
“No one here wants to hear the rot that curdles in whatever’s left of your brain.”
He blinks. “You—” Stunned. Good. Let him choke on it. He always feared you a little, but now? Now that he’s been stripped of rank, status, relevance? Now that he’s nothing but a cautionary tale with a half-empty drink? He’s pathetic. And god, it suits him.
So you smile, slow and cruel, like you’re savoring it.
Because you are.
“Your career didn’t end because women stopped smiling. It ended because you couldn’t keep your dick zipped and your mouth shut. And now look at you—bitter, balding, washed-up in a suit that screams clearance rack. Shit, I’d feel bad for your wife if I didn’t know she was already contemplating divorce papers.”
You step closer, watching his throat bob like he’s trying to swallow the truth—but it sticks.
“How about I send her your HR file?” you murmur, voice dropping low and poisonous. “Maybe she’d enjoy seeing the long list of every intern you've “mentored”. Wouldn’t your kids just love knowing daddy’s a predator with a pattern?”
He doesn’t say a word. He doesn’t have to. His face curdles, and that’s enough for you.
You turn, already done with him, gripping Jake’s wrist like an afterthought—like he’s yours to take with you. And he lets you. Doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t question. He just follows, eyes wide, mouth slightly open, dragged up to your rooms’ floor like a kid being led to bed.
Once the elevator dings and you’re back on solid carpet, you realize: you’re still holding onto him. Tightly. Nails half-embedded into his skin.
You drop his hand like it burned you. “Shit—I didn’t mean to grip that hard. Sorry—”
And then he whimpers.
A real, breathy, aching sound that does not belong to a man sober in thought. His hand is trembling, but it’s not from the pain. No. You think that’s Jake’s flushed. His eyes are glassy; his lips parted like he’s seconds from begging; and he’s not hearing a word you’re saying.
Actually, he’s still stuck in the bar, at that moment. Still reeling from the version of you that stepped in, grabbed him strongly. The version that protected him while threatening to ruin someone else.
And fuck, he liked it.
He could fall to his knees right here, in the hallway, under the hum of those fancy hotel lights, in front of the security cameras, the staff or any stranger possibly walking by from their own room—and he wouldn’t care. He’s hard. Pulsing through his slacks. You can see it. Can you ? Fuck he hopes you can’t.
He’s too drunk… Past his limit for sure, since he never really drinks. But this isn't just alcohol.
This is you.
“Mr. Sim?” You call for him again, in his daze.
Why the hell are you so pretty tonight ? And why’re your nails so clean? Why do they gleam under the light like they were made for him to fidget with ? To leave marks on his back? On his throat?
He's a man standing on the edge of fantasy, and you—well, you’re just standing there, breathing, and it’s too much.
“Mr… Jake?”
His eyes dart.
“S-sorry, have a good night, m-miss.” He stammers it out, then bolts like he’s escaping a fire. Or running from a wet dream that got too real.
And you just stand there. Stunned. What the hell was that?
🕗
You’d showered. Paced. Changed into something softer—something that didn’t scream professional, but still whispered respectable enough to knock on your boss’s door past midnight.
And now, here you stood in front of Room 707 with a travel-sized first aid kit and a mind spiraling in loops.
You told yourself this was about the wrist. About decency. About clearing the weird air that was left behind. Not about the way Jake’s eyes had clung to you like you were divine retribution in heels. Not about the ache under your ribs every time you replayed the way he stood up for you like it meant something.
Nope. Definitely about the wrist.
You knocked—firmly, like you weren’t praying he didn’t answer. But of course, he did.
And god help you.
Jake’s shirt : rumpled, sleeves : shoved to his elbows, no tie, no belt, just that top button undone like a tease. He looked half-finished or half-undressed. Either way, your brain short-circuited for a half-second too long.
“Hey,” you said, lifting the kit like a peace offering. “Thought I’d fix your wrist. Since I mauled you earlier.”
He didn’t say anything, just smiled softly and nodded before stepping aside to invite you.
Inside, it felt strange—quiet, warm, domestic in a way that shouldn’t have felt intimate but absolutely did. Jake moved around like he was trying to impress you in silence: fluffing the cushions, adjusting the lights, even pouring you water like it mattered, with that cute stressed expression.
You sat. He sat closer. And you started dabbing the ointment gently on the red welts your nails left behind.
“Sorry again,” you murmured. “Didn’t mean to dig in that hard.”
Jake just hummed, with the softest voice, almost a moan. Like the pain was holy now.
Then he asked, barely louder than a breath:
“You okay?”
And somehow, that cracked it all open.
You didn’t mean to spill. But it poured out anyway. Every time your ex-manager had belittled you, laughed too loud at meetings, but still stolen your credit. Every time his eyes lingered too long. Every time you’d swallowed the rage, because you couldn’t afford to be seen as “too emotional” in a room full of mediocre men who failed upward.
Jake listened. Like, really listened. He’d heard some of it. But your version made him exhale like he couldn’t take it.
“I should’ve broken that asshole’s nose,” he muttered, low and taut.
You stilled. The words hit deeper than they should have. Not because of the violence, but because of the intent. Jake wasn’t trying to play savior. He was just... angry for you.
Your hand lingered on his wrist softer now. “Thank you. For earlier. For saying all that. I know I act like it’s whatever, but it... wasn’t.”
Jake’s eyes stayed on you like you were speaking scripture.
“You don’t have to explain yourself,” he said. “I saw the kind of woman you are from day one. You’re smart. You don’t kiss ass. Guys like him can’t handle that. Because they don’t have the vocabulary for powerful.”
Something tugged tight in your chest. And lower. Warmer.
“I really should’ve punched him,” Jake said again, more to himself now. “No man like that deserves to say your name.”
You let out a laugh—one that tasted like relief.
“Honestly? I should’ve done it. Slapped him. Right in the face. Just once. Not even for like, feminism or justice or anything—just for me, for the satisfaction.”
You were smirking before you even realized it. Jake was grinning too, loose and genuine, like this moment was undoing all the knots inside him and you. Then something flickered behind his eyes. A wild idea taking root.
“How… How about you try it.” he said.
You blinked. “What?”
“Slap me,” he said, voice light but firm. “Come on. Let it out.” He smacked his own cheek lightly, then grinned at you like a lunatic.
Your jaw dropped. “Mr. Sim—”
“You’ll feel better.”
His cheek was pink now. His eyes dared you.
And your hand... your hand actually rose, by instinct. You stopped halfway. Fist clenched, nails digging into your palm. What the fuck were the two of you doing? Was it the adrenaline? The leftover fury? The wine? The way Jake looked at you like you were both priest and punishment? Either way, your heart pounded. Your hand hovered. Very much tempted, but terrified. And Jake just sat there, unblinking. Waiting for you. No, begging for it.
Jake’s hand wraps around yours like it’s his first taste of something forbidden—gently, reverently, like he’s convinced himself your fingers are a gift he doesn’t deserve but still needs to worship. He doesn’t just hold your hand. No—he kisses it softly, unfolds it, spreads your palm. His voice, when it comes, is low, breathless, and so fucking sincere it borders on stupid.
“It’s okay,” he murmurs, pressing your open hand to his cheek like some sacrificial lamb ready to be offered up. “I don’t mind. Say what you want. Slap me how you want. Curse me. Pretend I’m him—I’ll take it. I’ll be him, just this once. For you.”
And god help you—something about the way he says it, all shaky and soft-spoken, makes your jaw tighten and your thighs twitch. Because of course he’d say that. Of course Jake fucking Sim would offer himself up like a stand-in for your trauma with bedroom eyes.
You hesitate for a second, because sanity demands you to—but then your palm lifts and falls.
The first slap is light, really. Nothing to write home about. But the way Jake shivers under it? The way his breath stutters and his eyes flutter half-lidded like you just whispered something obscene directly into his bloodstream? That reaction alone makes something dangerous spark inside you.
And when you laugh—half from nerves, half from the ridiculousness of the whole thing—he laughs too, like he’s high off the sound. Like you just gave him a hit of something addictive.
“You’re a pathetic coward,” you whisper, almost shy to curse him but the words feel good leaving your mouth, like steam venting from a pressure cooker.
SLAP.
“You ever do your own work? Or just ride other people’s backs while jerking off to the sound of your own voice?”
SLAP.
“Useless piece of shit—god, you couldn’t lead a fucking team of toddlers without crying.”
SLAP.
Jake’s mouth parts like he’s drowning and your voice is air. His hips twitch beneath you, subtle but undeniable, a reflex he can’t hide anymore.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers, like a prayer with cracked knees. “I’m… I’m sorry.” The way he says it—shaky, shame-drenched, utterly sincere—does something awful to your insides. Your cunt clenches around nothing
“Sorry?” you echo, voice rising just enough to cut the air like silk pulled taut. “You think that’s gonna cut it, you filthy little fuck?”
SLAP.
“Yes!” Jake gasps, and his voice is so wrecked, so gone, it nearly makes you moan. “Yes—I’m sorry!”
And then suddenly—without any warning—he pulls you on top of him, like his body just knows where you belong. You straddle him instinctively, the move so fluid it feels choreographed, and now you’re above him, your dress riding up your thighs, your weight grounding him to reality like some punishing fever dream.
The couch creaks a bit under you, but neither of you care. Jake lies back like an offering, eyes half-lidded and lip trembling, hips pressing up in slow, helpless thrusts like he’s trying to fuck through his slacks and into your core without permission.
Every slap now lands with purpose, with rhythm, your palm stinging and his face pinked with marks that scream I want this. And he’s moaning for each one—hands clutching your thighs like he’s scared you’ll vanish, like he’s trying to burn your shape into his memory.
“P-please,” he whines, eyes rolling back just a little, “please, don’t stop, keep going—fuck—”
You realize then you’re grinding into him rhythmically, like your body figured out what it needed long before your brain caught up. Your panties are soaked, dress bunched above your hips, and his cock—hard, thick, fucking twitching—presses up against you in the most delicious way.
And god, the sight of him?
He’s ruined.
His hair’s a mess, his shirt wrinkled like it’s been gripped and yanked—by you—his face flushed, eyes glazed over, lips parted like he’s seconds from begging with tears in his lashes. He looks like a man hanging on by a thread, and you’re the one holding the scissors.
Your hand finds his throat. Not to squeeze—just to touch, trying to own. Your fingers brush that frantic little pulse at the base of his neck, and Jake gasps—one of those sharp, gut-punched sounds—and tilts his head back without hesitation, baring himself like he’s got no shame left. And maybe he doesn’t.
Your thighs clench around him, hips still grinding slow and firm, your smile turning downright predatory now, because fuck, this man is beautiful like this. Ruined, desperate, and utterly yours.
And the sickest part? The part that makes heat pool in your stomach and twist behind your ribs like fire licking up your spine?
He’s smiling too. Like he’s finally found where he belongs.
You're straddling the line of a terrible mistake, and you know it. Jake Sim—your boss—is now lifting you as your legs close around him, carrying you through his room, to his bed, just to kneel between your thighs like a worshipper at the altar, and somehow, you’re the one in control. Not because you should be. Because he needs you, he wants you to be.
His lips brush your ankle, soft and trembling like he’s afraid you’ll pull away. His kiss isn't a declaration—it’s a plea. And you let him. You let him, because deep down, you've always known Jake didn’t want a woman who waited for his command—he wanted one who would ruin him.
You cock your head, letting the silence stretch. “So that’s what you like, Mr. Sim?” The mockery in your tone is gentle, like silk hiding a knife. “You want to be punished? Humiliated?”
His body jerks. Visibly. Shamefully. He nods, almost moaning from the idea of it. The sound is broken, needy, and completely unfiltered. He nods—frantic. Eyes wide, pupils blown, gorgeous lips parted like he’s about to confess something filthy and forbidden.
“Undress.” you order, and the sight of this grown man stumbling on unbuttoning and getting out of his pants is the cutest shit you ever saw suddenly.
You lift your heel to his cheek when he knelt back—still tender, pink from earlier—and drag the sharp arch of it down his throat, tracing the vein pulsing beneath skin. He doesn’t recoil. He leans into it, breathless. Then, with a shift of your leg, you press the sole of your shoe directly against his chest and push. Hard.
He gasps, then groans—like he wants to beg but can’t choose between pain and praise.
“You like that?” you murmur, increasing the pressure.
“Yes—fuck, yes,” he pants, squirming under your foot. “Don’t stop. Please…”
Your gaze drops to the dark patch blooming at the front of his boxers. Pre-cum stains the cotton, making it cling to every thick vein and curve of his cock. He’s twitching—throbbing—with desperation. It’s obscene, really. You haven’t even touched him, not really, and he’s already soaked like a teenager with a forbidden crush.
"God," you exhale, voice thick with amusement. "You’re soaking through for me, aren’t you, Jake?"
He chokes on a moan. The sound is pitiful. His hips jerk against the heel of your foot like he’s hoping for just enough friction to make him cum like a dog. And when he starts to kiss your leg—soft, reverent kisses that trail from your ankle to your thigh—you freeze him with a single word.
“Stop.”
He stiffens instantly. His face—red—jerks up, guilt shining in his eyes. You don’t say anything at first. Just stare at him. Let him writhe in the silence.
“Take my shoes off. Now.”
He obeys immediately—scrambling like a man whose life depends on it. Kissing the strap, whispering apologies as he unbuckles each heel. His fingers shake the whole time. You can practically feel how hard he is without looking.
Once bare, you remove your panty, spreading those legs, letting him see exactly what he’s begging for. His eyes darken instantly. Mouth falls open. He looks ruined already—and you haven’t even let him taste.
“Eyes on me, Jake.”
Fuck keep using his name. He loves it.
He nods slowly, almost reverent, eying you and your cunt like he couldn’t choose who gave the orders. His hands ghost up your thighs—asking silently, needing permission like his life depends on your mercy. You don’t grant it, but don’t stop him either. You just watch as his fingers reach closer and closer producing that electric feeling, till he reaches your folds, his breath catches audibly.
Fuck, You’re soaked. His eyes flutter shut, like the sight alone sends him reeling. But the second his fingertips twitch forward—
“No fingers,” you say.
He freezes. His voice is nearly a whimper. “C-can I use my mouth?”
You pause, mischievous. Tilt your head like you’re thinking about it. Like the wet heat of your pussy throbbing for him isn’t already an answer enough.
“You can try. But you stop when I say. Understood?”
“Yes. Anything.”
And then he dives in. There’s no finesse. No gentle buildup. Just hunger. Jake eats you like a man starved, no like a freaking golden retriever—face buried between your legs, licking and sucking like every inch of your pussy is holy and he’s dying for it. His moans vibrate against your clit, tongue sliding in messy, frantic circles, sloppy and chaotic like he can’t think straight.
He’s a total mess, with like, no experience. And it’s perfect.
“You’re terrible at this,” you mutter, thighs trembling and back arching despite the insult. “Is this how you always eat pussy, Jake? Like some starved dog?”
The moan he lets out is devastating. Deep, guttural. He shoves his tongue into you like he’s trying to answer with action, not words. You curse, “fuck, FUCK !” His big nose grinds against your clit with every thrust, and the heat building inside you is blistering.
Then he breaks the rhythm—again. Too desperate. Too frantic, trying to breathe a bit. And you almost came by being denied. You want him in you. Now.
“Jake—stop.”
But he doesn’t.
He wraps his arms around your thighs, locks you in place, and devours you some more. His hips are literally fucking helplessly into nothing but thick air. His mouth chants his devotion, tongue trembling from the effort as he fucks you with it, drowning in your slick.
And your orgasm hits you like a thunderclap—sudden, violent, raw. You cry out, thighs squeezing around his head suffocating him, voice cracking on his name like a command and a curse all at once.
"Stop! Jake! Fuck!"
He doesn’t. He moans against your cunt like he’s proud of breaking you, lips and chin soaked, tongue still lapping at the mess you made for him.
You shove him back with a kick—heart still thundering. He looks up at you, dazed and smiling like a boy who just won the lottery. His face is wrecked. Hair a mess. Cock visibly leaking like he might’ve come just a little from tasting you.
You grab him by the back of his hair, yanking his head up, your lips cruel inches from his.
“You didn’t listen, Jake.”
He winces. Nods. But his cock twitches. He freaking loves this.
“I told you to stop,” you say, voice hot, “You didn’t, so…” You smile slowly and mercilessly. “You don’t get to come.”
His face crumples. “What? Please—please, I just wanted to make you feel good—”
You lean in, let your lips brush his.
“No. Good night Jake.”
Jake looks pathetic. Absolutely wrecked, lips swollen, cheeks flushed like he’s run a marathon instead of just begging to come. His hand darts out, trembling like he’s on the verge of cardiac arrest, and he wraps his finger around your wrist.
“Don’t go,” he whispers, voice shredded. “You don’t have to touch me. Just… stay. Please. I won’t ask for anything.”
Right. Because that’s worked so well for him so far.
You glance down. He’s sprawled out like a cautionary tale—cock twitching uselessly, leaking against the waistband of his briefs. His hair is damp and curling at the edges, eyes wide and wet. And, God, the way it turns you on should be illegal in at least five states.
You sigh. It’s performative, but you let it be. “Fine,” you mutter. “But I’m showering first.”
“I’ll do it,” he blurts. Too fast and desperate. “I-I’ll wash you. Please.”
You should say no. You should. But instead, you tilt your head, curious. Maybe it’s the power trip still humming in your bloodstream. Maybe you just want to see how far he’ll go. So you let him follow.
You undress—slow, deliberate, aware of every inch of skin as it’s revealed. You’re not shy, not really, but there’s something oddly fragile about it. Like this version of you—this one he sees—is a new animal altogether. Jake touches you with his desperate eyes. He watches, jaw slack, eyes like you’re the first woman he ever saw.
In the water, he’s reverent and very careful. Lathers your shoulders, your back, your gorgeous breast. His hands shake when they reach your thighs. But he never slips. Never tries. Not where you ache. Not where he’s dying to be.
It's sick, how good that makes you feel. And it pleases him like nothing else to see you like that, breathing heavily at every touch. Holding onto the bathtub when his hand slides down your thigh.
When it’s over, sadly, he helps you into a robe. Like some kind of tragic gentleman. But his cock—still hard, still untouched—presses against your ass as he wraps the fabric around you. Just for a second. Just enough.
You don’t flinch,don’t comment, cause of course you’re dying to have it in you right now. But of course, he panics.
“Fuck, I’m sorry—I didn’t mean—”
“Does it hurt?” you ask, voice flat, pretending you don’t really care. Jake nods into your shoulder like a punished schoolboy. “It’ll die anyway,” he mutters.
Spoiler alert : it did not. After shower, in his new briefs, he’s doing a poor job hiding just how painfully alive he still is. He crawls into bed next to you, still like this. He doesn’t try anything, doesn’t speak. Just folds himself against your side, forehead to your belly, arms wrapped around you like you’re some human security blanket. You card your fingers through his hair, lazy, soothing. Like he’s a dog you’re rewarding for good behavior.
“I love this,” he whispers, voice raw, earnest. “I love being under you…”
You don’t respond right away, you just keep stroking. Letting the silence stretch. Then, finally you speak : “I guess this makes us dom and sub now, huh?”
His head snaps up. Eyes huge. Like you’ve just freaking proposed to him. “Y-yes! I mean—only if you allow it. If that’s what you want.”
You look at him. Really look. This man—flushed, panting, cock caged and aching—would probably crawl across glass if you asked right now. And he always felt… Different. So…
“Yeah…” you say slowly. “But I’m not… Like… very… experienced, you know ?”
He lights up like a fucking Christmas tree. “Believe me,” he says, “you really, really are a natural.”
And that's how it started. The very next day you woke up like being a dom was a task on your to-do list. You made sure to tell Jake that nothing would happen until you were prepared. And “prepared” had its own definition for you. You documented, watched a lot of porn and blogs about it, visited shops after specialised shops to buy some accessories. For you it was serious, or at least you wanted it to prove to him you where. But three days became a week. And a week two, clueless of how pant up Jake was, waiting, observing you from so close but not even sparing him a glance. Until he booked a meeting with you. a five minute before hour. It almost made me laugh. How many grammar faults he made and how the hour was strangely badly chosen. still you clicked on “accept”, and added a comment :
Be prepared. It’s gonna be the real thing. 🕗
And that night when you enter his office, Jake is on his knees.
Literally. Hands clutching his thighs like his own body might betray him at any second, head bowed low. You pause at the door, heels clicking against polished tile, and glance behind you—because what if it wasn’t you standing there? What if some clueless intern wandered into this fever dream instead?
It’s almost tragic how far gone he is. Almost...
He hasn't even looked up. Poor baby’s probably been like this for twenty minutes, edging himself in anticipation alone. All because you told him this meeting would be the real deal. That today would be official. He must’ve short-circuited from the promise alone.
Well, time to step into your role.
You close the door gently behind you. The satisfying click echoes like a gunshot in the quiet office. Your black dress is obscene — tight enough to leave nothing to the imagination, short enough to start a scandal, and paired with the same high heels he once moaned into as he kissed each pointed toe like a prayer.
and Jake? He’s visibly hard from the sound of your footsteps alone.
You walk toward him, and his thighs tense at the sight. He doesn't dare look up. Doesn’t need to. He knows who it is. You crouch down beside him, slow, calculated, a predator humoring her prey. Your fingers thread through his hair and gently pat.
“Good boy.”
He whimpers. Actually whimpers. You smirk when you feel the full hardness beneath his slacks with your hand..
“Pathetic,” you murmur, clicking your tongue in his ear. “Getting hard just from the sound of my heels?”
“I’m sorry…”
Your voice drops. “Are you in your right mind, Mister Sim? Should we reschedule this meeting for a time when you’ve got some self-control?”
“No, no, no—I-I’ll behave, I promise,” he rushes out.
You laugh, soft and dangerous. “Come here.”
You stride to his desk—his desk—and make yourself at home in the chair he usually owns like a throne. Now, It’s yours. He stands, hesitant, and when he sees you sitting there, legs crossed, perfectly composed—his expression crumples with want. Fuck he wants to crawl to you directly under the desk to serve you, but he walks and sit in front of you.
You reach into your branded bag and produce a thin stack of papers and two small boxes.
Back to business.
“Here’s the contract,” you say, voice clipped and professional, like this is just another quarterly strategy meeting. “I marked everything I’m willing to do or try in blue. You’ll go through it, mark your interests in green, and we’ll see where we align. I’ve included safeword options, conditionals, limits... all the usual.”
He blinks at the paper like it’s his acceptance letter into heaven. He takes it, reverent, then actually starts reading — not just flipping through, but really absorbing it. You watch his mouth part slightly at the sight of all your “X”s. Fuck keep it together, you need to look cool.
Bondage:Leash and collar – X. Gag – X. Cuffs – X. Genital cage and toys– X.
Impact and Sensation Play:Biting. Hair pulling. Slapping. Sensory deprivation. Asphyxiation. All X. All yes.
And when he skims to the intimacy section, his whole posture shifts — hips twitch, breath hitches. Unprotected sex. Orgasm. Kissing. Fluids. All marked. You didn’t even flinch.
But the part that breaks him? The "I want to feel like..." and "I don’t want..." pages. You were for real. Letting him feel vulnerable out in clear, responsible terms. The aftercare checklist is long, thoughtful, even tender.
It’s the final confirmation: you didn’t do this on a whim. You mean it. You want him. Like this. His eyes shimmer slightly. Your boss. On the edge of crying from a form. Then he hesitates shyly. Circles two spots you left uncrossed.
You lift a brow as he gives back the form for you to consider.
“Golden shower and Exhibition “ you sight “I’m… not sure… But we can discuss it later.” you admit.
“That’s okay,” he replies too fast, nodding like a bobblehead on a bumpy ride. “That’s—totally fine.”
You hand him the smaller of the two boxes.
He opens it. A sleek, delicate pair of glasses. Not prescription. Just a look — something dignified, calm, an elegant reminder of his submission. “You wear those when you’re mine,” you say. opening the second box, “The collar’s only for play. But the glasses? That’s the symbol for our daily life.”
He slides the glasses on immediately — no hesitation, no second thoughts. They sit perfectly on his face, softening the sharpness in his jaw, giving him the exact look you imagined: cute, obedient, and just a little wrecked.
“So… that means I’m yours now?” he asks, voice barely above a whisper, trembling with hope. It’s the kind of question you’ve already answered a thousand times without words by now, but you nod anyway — slow, steady, deliberate.
Pride blooms in your chest when his whole body slumps in relief.
He rises to his feet with shaky hands and then—without warning—sinks again. This time not to kneel, but to wrap both arms around your leg, hugging it with childlike desperation. And maybe it's the shortness of your dress. Maybe it’s just the way he clings, forehead resting against your thigh like it’s his new religion.
But when he shifts slightly… his face buries right against your heat. And you forgot one crucial detail.
No underwear.
You hear the shaky gasp he lets out when his lips brush against bare skin. Like the air’s been knocked out of him.
Then he’s groaning. Mouthing at you through the fabric, or lack thereof, completely unhinged, trying to kiss your cunt like a happy dog. His hands tighten on your hips. One thumb hooks the edge of your dress and tries to push it up like he has to see it—like looking might kill him but not looking is worse.
He moves back a little and what he does almost kills you from chock. He literally starts to act like a dog, tongue out, heavy breath. heavy leed begging eyes. his tongue licks your thighs, giving eyes to your cunt, sending the message.
“Let me give you pleasure mistress—” he pants like a dog, “I’ll be good.”
God, you want to. Your legs twitch with the effort to stay composed. But instead, your hand fists in his hair and tugs him back—not roughly, just enough.
“Drive me home. Now.”
The tension follows you too in the elevator. He takes your hand— this time with fingers laced with yours. As if the act alone might earn him another kind word. Halfway down, his head dips into the crook of your neck and stays there. You hear the shaky breath he takes, then another.
“You smell like... so good,” he mutters.
You scoff. “And you smell like desperation.”
He chuckles, but the sound dies in his throat when his arms wrap around you from behind— tight, possessive —and his hips press into you instinctively. Grinding a bit, even. Like he can’t help himself anymore, he wants you so bad.
“Jake,” you warn, as he jerks back.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I... Didn’t mean— I just—”
You don’t look at him, but your smirk is visible in the elevator’s reflection. He wants it so bad.
In his car, he speeds.Of course he does. Your legs are crossed in his passenger seat, the scent of you still thick in the air, and his hands tap on the wheel like he’s one red light away from losing his mind entirely.
“I'll gag you if you keep speeding.” The words drop just to tease him for your fun. And you don’t need to look to know his cock twitches.
“You’re still speeding, Jake.”
“I—”
“Keep going and you’re going to be punished for real, just telling...”
🕗
Jake's practically vibrating out of his skin the second you walk through the door.
Eyes locked on you like a dog waiting for the bell to ring, panting through his nose, fists clenched at his sides like if he doesn’t get your hands on him in the next thirty seconds, he might combust right there in your hallway.
And maybe he would. Maybe you should let him. Instead, you toss your bag to the side and kick your heels off without ceremony, not sparing him a glance. His cock’s already hard. You can see it straining under his slacks like it's got a heartbeat of its own.
Pathetic.
“Bedroom,” you say without looking. “Now.”
He scrambles. Actually stumbles. Nearly trips over the threshold like his legs aren’t working right — and you, patient thing that you are, grab him by the tie and spin him around so hard his back ends up smacking open the door of your room.
He gasps.
You don’t give him time to recover. One hand in his hair, the other squeezing his jaw until his mouth opens like instinct, and then you're kissing him like punishment — bite, tongue, zero softness. You bite his bottom lip until he whines, and it’s only then you really look at him.
Glasses crooked. Tie wrinkled. Pupils blown out like he’s five seconds away from begging.
You smile. Good.
“You said you’d behave,” you say, dragging the tie like a leash, walking him toward the bed like you’re guiding a fucking lamb to slaughter.
“I tried,” he pants, already flushed. “I—I swear, I tried. I Didn’t touch myself once. Not since last time. Not since” you grab his hard on, “—fuck—please—”
He’s babbling.
You shove him flat on the mattress and climb on top of him in one smooth motion, thighs framing his hips, your weight pressing down on his cock. He bucks up like a reflex. Dumb move. You slap his cheek — not hard, but enough.
He gasps. Blinks. Nods.
“Good boy,” you murmur, tone razor sharp. “Keep your hands to yourself or I’ll break them.”
He doesn’t even argue. Just melts. Spreads his arms out above his head like he wants to be tied down. So you do —his belt. You grab, and tie him up. His breathing’s already shaky, cock twitching where it presses against you. You lean down, letting your tits graze his face. His tongue sticks out like instinct, trying to lick, suck, anything— but you yank back. Now he can’t move.
“No.”
He whines. Actually whines. It’s disgusting.
“You wanna touch?” you ask, voice sweet and awful. “Want it?”
“Please,” he chokes. “Please, I’ll be good. Let me—fuck—let me leave marks, I want you bruised, I want to fucking bite you—”
You laugh, throwing your head back. “You?” you mock, grinding down against his cock. “You can barely speak without begging. You think you’re gonna do anything without my permission?”
He moans. Loud. His cock twitches violently under you, and you can see the panic settle in his eyes. He’s close. Way too fucking close.
“Haven’t even fucked you yet,” you whisper, dragging your nails down his chest. “And you’re already about to cum like a virgin on prom night.”
“I—fuck, I can’t help it—please, if you slow down—just a second—”
You plant your knees on either side of his head and sit on his face. He cries out with a smile on his face— muffled, frantic — and latches on like he’s starving. His tongue is wild, sloppy, more desperation than technique, and you grind against his mouth like it’s yours — because it is.
“This is where you belong,” you groan, hips rolling. “Under me. Crying. Leaking. Useless unless I’m using you.”
He moans, so loud it vibrates through your whole body. His cock? Red and angry and twitching untouched. He thrusts into the air, desperate for friction, and you just press down harder on his face. He chokes. It’s beautiful.
You ride his tongue until he’s crying and slows down.
Then you finally slide off, and he gasps like he’s coming up for air after drowning—because he was. His face is wrecked. His glasses are somewhere on top of his head. His mouth’s slick with spit and slick and somehow pride. His chest heaves.
You grab his face with your hand, waking him from his daze.
“Focus.”
He moans like you kissed him and you untie him.
“Collar,” you demand.
He fumbles for it with shaking hands, holding it out like a fucking offering, like you’re a god he’s trying to appease. “C-can you put it on me ?”
You snap it around his throat without ceremony. He shivers.
“Good. Now lie back and don’t move.”
You climb up, pull your dress over your head, bare and wet and glowing, and he’s practically crying just from looking.
His cock leaks like it’s apologizing. You press your foot down — slow, cruel — on his cock and balls, and he howls.
“W-wait—please—don’t—if you—if you keep doing that, I’ll—I’ll cum—!”
You press harder.
“Don’t,” you whisper. “Don’t you fucking dare. Not until I tell you.”
“I’m trying—fuck—I’m trying—”
You lean in — breath warm against his ear, one hand wrapped around his throat, firm but teasing, just enough to make him shiver.
“You’re lucky I don’t blindfold you, tie you up, and edge you for a fucking week,” you whisper, slow and mean. “No cumming. No touching. Just my voice in your ear while I whip you until you cry for it.”
He whimpers. It’s not even a sound anymore — just breath and broken vowels. His eyes roll back, his cock leaking like it’s begging to be used, untouched and pulsing like it could burst if you so much as looked at it too long.
You spit in your palm, rub yourself raw until you’re soaking, then sink down in one brutal drop.
He screams.
Not a moan. A scream. The sound punches out of him like you knocked the wind from his lungs.
And then you ride.
Hard. Fast. Messy. Punishing. Like you’re trying to fuck him into the mattress. Like your orgasm is more important than his survival. His hands are useless — clawing at the sheets, at the air, at nothing — because you haven’t let him touch you, and he knows better than to break that rule now.
He’s moaning too loud. Too desperate. You slap a hand over his mouth just to muffle the chaos spilling from him. Your hips don’t stop — bouncing, rolling, dragging him to the edge with every ruthless grind. His cock’s buried so deep you can feel it in your gut, and the way he looks up at you — glassy-eyed, mouth stuffed full of your palm, pure reverence — it’s enough to send your stomach twisting.
And then it shifts. Something flips in the air. You catch yourself leaning in, just a little too close. You’re still in control — you always are — but something about the way he’s watching you now, fucked-out and worshipping, makes your rhythm falter. Just once.
Jake sees it. Of course he does.
You see the exact second he realizes: you’re falling, too.
And he fucking loves it.
He’s chasing your orgasm now like it’s the only thing that matters. Like if he gives it to you, maybe — just maybe — you’ll kiss him.
You don’t say it. Don’t ask for it. But he knows.
He flips you with shaky hands, your legs locked tight around his waist before you even land. He fucks into you like he’s losing his mind — sloppy, desperate thrusts, slamming into you like he needs you to feel it.
“I’m close— fuck— I want you to cum too—”
“Me too,” you gasp, wrecked and ragged. One hand slams against the headboard as the other claws at his back. “Harder— Jake, please—”
And he delivers.
His rhythm turns frantic, almost cruel. You’re a mess beneath him, crying out, moaning his name in broken syllables.
“C-can I stay inside?” he begs, barely able to speak. “Please— I— fuck—”
You nod, frantic. “Kiss me.”
And he does.
He dives in like he’s starving for it, lips crashing into yours, moaning into your mouth as he cums — thick, hot spurts, wave after wave, his hips stuttering through it, unable to stop. The kiss is wet, messy, all teeth and breath and desperation. His cock twitches inside you, still buried to the hilt, still pushing in shallow little thrusts that make you shake.
It’s too much. Too wet. Too hot. Too full.
And it tips you.
You cum on his cock with a strangled cry, nails digging into his arms, your mouth still on his, tasting him, gasping into him as your whole body tightens and then breaks.
But you don’t stop kissing. Not even then.
His lips stay on yours through the aftershocks. Sloppy, slow, still trembling. His head dips to your neck, mouthing at the skin, soft kisses, little groans as he licks at your pulse.
You twitch under him every time his mouth moves, still too sensitive. He hisses at the way your walls pulse around him even now.
“Was I good?” you ask, breathless.
He nods into your neck like a kid, voice hoarse, cracked. “Yes. You— You’re perfect. So fucking perfect for me.”
You grin. Can’t help it. Can’t hide it.
“So fucking perfect, huh?” you echo, teasing. And he kisses you again. And again. And again. Little kiss bombs, dotting your cheeks, your lips, your jaw — and you finally grab his face and still him.
Your smile twists into something darker.
“This is only the start,” you purr, your voice all breath and promise, panting into his mouth. “I have so many things I want to try.”
He nods — fast, frantic — like he needs it.
Like he wants to be wrecked. Used. Owned. And maybe, if he’s lucky — loved.
You’re going to give it to him. Every filthy, fucked-up fantasy.
Again. And again. And again.

Author’s Note: Finally here for the comeback, lol!! It took me so long to post this because I kept second-guessing if I really loved every part of it... But then I thought: just do it, fighting girl! 💪💗
@veilstqr — knowing you were waiting for it seriously helped me push through and finish it~ Hope I didn’t disappoint! Reblogs and thirsty little thoughts are always appreciated don’t be shy, I see everything~XOXO
© Lassiie
#📜 —¦ reblog#big fan of whatever this is#holy shit#only 1 hand was on my device (sry)#jesus christ#my thighs are actually shaking what the flip#enhypen smut#enhypen x female reader#jake sim x reader#enha jake smut#jake hard thoughts#enhypen jake smut#jake drabble#jake smut
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guys, im graduating 😼 (im planning to get 2 more, tho)



#🕸️ —¦ shut up raven#mind you j had no idea i was in honors 😭#ill start writing soon i promise#on niki's soul 🙏🏻#also they gave me a confetti canon#idk how to use that but okay 😸#my heels are killing me 😔#why did i think platform was a good idea#ive been standing for like 1h already#everything was last min but im glad im done with community college#hopefully uni has some fine shyts#cuz community college was NAWT it#anyways#hope yall are doing well
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JUNGWON WHAT THE FUCK
(is it weird that i want him to cut me up?)



#🕸️ —¦ shut up raven#WHAT THE FUCK#on my lord#jungwon when i catch you#enhypen x reader#enhypen hard thoughts#enhypen hard hours
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when reading smut and y/n says “daddy”

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Big好き (special video for luné)
#🦉—¦ queued#i hope k knows how much i love this choregraphy#i always watch this when im sad :)#andteam#they're so cute#& silly#&team
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jungwon and nicholas gifs pls!! (separate not matching)
all gifs made by @imhaseul ♡
jungwon & nicholas gifs f2u ♡
#🦉—¦ queued#my 2 shaylas tgt#awwww#i love them so much#ill actually pass out if i meet either of them
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me next!! me next!!
silly cuddle bugs
#🦉—¦ queued#TAKI MOVE#ily but its my turn now <3#where do i get an s/o like nico...?#scratch that#where do i get nico :(#i fear its him or nothing
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sunghoons biceps need to breath :( take his shirt off :( #forthebiceps
so real 😕 i’m literally gonna bite his biceps omg and have we all seen that one live?? THEY’RE SO YUMMMM like js take your shirt off alr.

yes pls i’ll take 20 !!
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HII RAVEN!! hope you're having a great day <3 could you perhaps do “the moon is beautiful, isn’t it?” prompt with jungwon? thank you!!
˚₊‧⁺⋆❤︎ stars ft. yang jungwon
yang jungwon x fem!reader
wc. 844 words
content. A lil bittersweet, Jungwon is a sweetheart & kinda selfless; he just wants reader to be happy.
200 followers event: “The moon is beautiful isn't it?”
a/n. THIS TOOK SO LONG IM SO SORRY GUYS. I wrote this listening to pryvt so i'd recommend listening to them while you read Im somewhat back :] idk what happened to me but i was brushing my teeth this morning and inspiration struck me so i wrote this ☺️ (i guess having smt in my mouth gets my thoughts going?) I’ll get my queue going and get started on the nsfw part 😼
Jungwon has been friends with you for a long time. Maybe even too long. Long enough that he knows exactly what you’ll order – no matter if the place you guys were at the restaurant you’d been going to since middle school or if it was a brand new cafe that opened a week ago. – He also knows that you have a habit of being on time but somehow also running late to everything or that you can somehow smell the rain – something he has yet to experience.
Somewhere along the way of years of friendship, he realized he wouldn't mind being the one to wake up next to you in the morning. He’d alway had these feelings, it was so natural to him that it took him almost 4 years to realize he was in love with you. It started in freshman year, when his friend Heeseung asked you for prom. Jungwon swore he’d never felt so betrayed in his life. He’d buried his disappointment under the guise of friendship, and every incident that stirred similar feelings within him would get the same badge. It took your first – and current – boyfriend to make him realize his feelings.
…
“We broke up.” The text had illuminated his phone half an hour ago. He didn't know exactly what he was expecting to feel when he saw that text but happiness, and sheer relief was not part of the list. Upon realizing his feelings for you, Jungwon had done the only logical thing to him: distance himself from you. No matter how sincere his feelings were, he would've never forgiven himself if he'd put your relationship and happiness in jeopardy because of his own, probably unrequited, feelings. So in some way, the breakup meant he was able to be close with you again.
"I'll come over." He sent the message a few seconds after reading yours, grabbed his key and left his apartment in a hurry. On his way to your place, he stopped by the small Japanese restaurant owned by Riki's parents. He grabbed your usual order after finals; curry, mitarashi dango and a cup of scorching hot black tea.
It’s already 9h26 by the time he reaches your apartment building. He engulfs you in his arms the second you open the door. It’s the first time in months he’s able to hold you like this without feeling like an egotistical jerk. And it feels nice, he can't even deny it anymore.
“How are you holding up?” he asks softly. “I’m alright… I- I think it hasn't really hit me yet… you know.. That it’s over.” he nods, humming in response and sets a familiar plastic bag on the counter of your kitchen. You smile. “You got food at Riki’s?” Your tone is soft like you’re almost surprised he’d do that for you. Jungwon offers you a lopsided grin, setting a large cup next to the bag. “Black tea, extra hot, extra strong with 1 cube of sugar.” You huffed a laugh, “Thank you Jungwon.” “You’re welcome. I wanna go eat on the roof?” You nod, and he grabs the bag on food and a blanket before the both of you head to your building’s roof.
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“I thought he cared, you know? I told him multiple times but he never listened.” You say, playing around with the last dango, covering it in syrup. “I feel stupid.. Like I wasted my time.” “You’re not stupid.” Jungwon replies quietly. You shrug, opting to look at the night sky. Talking to Jungwon felt good. It always had. “Thanks for being here by the way.” You hear him huff next to you “Always.” He feels like his heart is going to explode. It’s been so long since you two sat down and talked like this. Too long. He’s been fidgeting for the past 30 minutes with the loose string of the old blanket you’re both sitting on.
“... I missed this. I missed you y/n.” You finally turn to him, a soft smile on your lips. “I missed you too Wonnie.” He swears his heart stops for a second at the sight of you under the moonlight, saying his name so sweetly. He snaps his head towards the sky, unable to look at you for too long. “The moon is beautiful isn't it?” He can see you turn to look at him from the corner of his eye. “Yeah…”
The silence stretches; comfortable, familiar. You lean your head on his shoulder, and his heart stutters. Jungwon stays quiet for a bit, for a moment he almost gives in. He wants to tell you. He wants you to know that he’s been in love with you for a while. That your ex is an idiot. That he’d never make you cry. But he doesn’t. Because you trust him and he could never do this to you. If that’s all he ever gets, he’ll take it. Even if it meant he would never be the center of your world, he wouldn't mind it too much. As long as he’s with you.
©RAVEN-UNKIND
reblog, comments and likes are appreciated!
taglist: @annybah @dazzlingjaeyun
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new theme, new me >:)
im writing again i just randomly realized i just had to sit down an write....? im almost done with this semester, so i no longer feel as overwhelmed with work (if i pass i pass i dont care anymore 🥰)
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awwww baby..That's okay take all the time you want, mental health is first and you should take care of it. Now that it's test month and stuff you need to worry more about yourself, your mental health, and I hope the best for ya take a long break as you can! much love
Thank you love 🫂❤️❤️
On the bright side of things i did get a pretty good grade for my calculus test so im a little more confident about that :D
I still fidget a lot when i try to relax cuz i genuinely feel like im not allowed to, but im getting better at it 🙂↕️

#🦇 —¦ wandering soul [anon]#ill be done with school soon I'll figure out the rest after im completely done :)#thanks for checking on me anon 🫂
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